#trans masculine rp

[magicinknpiercings]

Open to: Anyone (especially if you wanna play this as estranged friends)

Erik had been working on painting the mural against the purple wall behind the desk at the parlor, he was nearing twenty eight years old now, and he had grown remarkably from when he ran from Ireland to the US, adrift and living on the streets. Now here he was, a citizen and a business owner, opening up a second shop. He hadn't expected to need to lock the front door but now, hearing the bell he sighed. He didn't look at the door yet, as he set down the brush, and wiped his hands, not caring that it did nothing as he tossed the rag down, getting off the ladder.

"Hey, I'm sorry to have to tell you this but we're not open yet, we don't even have chairs yet so...." he looked up finally, green eyes widening a little bit as the sunset silhouetted the person despite the light being on. "I..."

#openstarter #starter #open roleplay #open rp #open starter #indie roleplay #indie starter #queer roleplay #queer rp #trans masculine rp

[miqojak]

20. Have your ocs helped you in self discovery? How?

Pride OC Asks

I'm racking my brain, but I feel like it's the opposite, really? Once I realized that I'm attracted to more than just men... suddenly almost all my new (and old) OCs were bi/pan, lmao! The more I learn about a condition I have called PCOS (many afab people struggle with it :( ) and try to become more comfortable with my own body, and the fact that my body produces too much testosterone bc of PCOS... the more I consider OCs that are genderfluid, or non-binary, as a way to explore outside of my comfort zone and norms, and try on new identities/pronouns and see how it feels, while also writing a heckuva story... though I haven't gotten to actually RP those toons yet, sadly, I guess they would indeed be helping me to better explore and understand who I am and what feels right for me. It's a safe and non-threatening way to be a new person, and see how it feels, and I know it has helped many an egg crack, so I love what RP can do for people!

#ffxiv rp #ffxiv pride #ffxiv #gender identification #I'm just so used to she/her #but I feel like maybe... I'm a demi-girl? #if I only sort of identify with being a woman in some ways... #and I've always been a tomboy and liked traditionally masculine things (not always though) #but then I get confused on if that would make me a demi-girl or demi-boy #anyways I love shape-shifting tricksters #and they are the best method to explore throwing off the yoke of gender - in my mind at least #if you can be whatever you want whenever you want then gender has no power over you! #I love hearing stories from trans ppl about how their OCs helped them realize who they actually are #rp is so magical #anyways thanks for asking!! #I ramble a lot

[lvnarsapphic]

What the fuck does "actual pedophile" mean to people who are accusing trans women on call out posts of it? Cause as far as I have been able to glean from the call out posts, it just meant that they maybe liked some anime art or did kink/rp with adults. Neither of which, to be clear, in no way qualifies someone as being an "actual pedophile." Nor does watching/reading certain media or books that may feature fictional characters that are depicted in these situations.

Like as soon as far right politicians and other pundits began more fervently calling trans women child predators and the like, people just immediately ate that up and rolled with it. And now we're several years into labeling every minor to mild infraction a trans woman commits as an act of child abuse and sexual deviancy and ruining the sanctity of masculinity and hey wait a minute, I've heard this before

#lunar lectures #where the hell are we #literally just regressing #lol regressing

[up-in-flames-writing]

I wasn't sure if I wanted to make this post, but it feels nowadays like no matter what I say, people will find something wrong with it. I can't say anything about transmasculinity without someone with 'TERFs dni' in their bio foaming at the mouth about it.

Cause it ain't just the radfems & the TERFs, half of the damn queer community is like this as well.

And my main point here is that I fucking despise being a transmasc writer. People fucking despise transmasc creators in general!

I remember watching a cishet 'feminist' reviewing a book by a transman, & acting like he was just a stupid little girl who didn't understand feminism, cause he wrote a book about how men are mistreated, & he wrote it as a transman! & I'm sorry that not all of us can be as damn articulate as your feminism priestesses of the 1900s, but even if we were you'd still find a fucking fault in it!

Cause I love writing stories were a girl becomes a warrior & finds out he's actually a man, & he's better this way than he ever was before, & I was once that little girl who was signed up for martial arts classes & got so much euphoria from beating up all the little boys, but I was already a little boy at that time, I just didn't know it!

Oh, but that's not feminist. It ain't 'female empowerment'. Seeing Mulan as trans in your headcanon isn't feminism, & writing about little girls becoming strong men is misogynist, even if that little girl was never a little girl to begin with!

And I'm just so fucking tired, y'all. One type of 'feminist' hates me for being trans, & the other for being a man, & no matter what I do I just get harassed over & over.

& I'll probably bring this curse over to this blog now. Until now, people have been sending harassment to my dead main blog. Well, they won't be able to do that soon. It'll be this blog, or my kinda dead RP blog.

& when I say I'm terrified, I mean it. Cause I was a terrified little girl growing up, bullied for being autistic & weird & queer & faggy & masculine. & now I'm terrified once again, cause I keep being harassed for being autistic, weird, queer, faggy, masculine, & for refusing to shut up about it. & I want this blog to stay a safe place.

But this is my writing blog. I am a writer. I write stories where little girls become strong men, & I wish someone would call that 'trans empowerment'. & what's empowering in staying hidden?

This is my writing blog, & I deserve to speak up against the bullshit I have to face as a transman & a writer. & the truth is: people fucking despise transmasc writers.

#booker speaks #booker writes #transandrophobia #about writing #ill probably get so much harassment from this #ive gotten harassed for less #& i dont even share half of the shit ive gotten on my main blog #i mostly delete asks or blovk people

[am-i-the-asshole-official]

AITA for "feeding my ex's internalised transphobia" by refusing to date a man as a lesbian? TW for internalised transphobia, mentions of rape and SA

TLDR: i am a lesbian. my teenage partner was sexually abusive to me for a year, mostly through enforced sexist rp scenarios. now, they are out as non-binary and accuse me of misandry and transandrophobia because i once told them i would not date a man regardless of his agab

I (NB20) started dating my ex (NB23) when i was 15. I was always openly a lesbian. When we met a year before we started dating, they identified as a butch. Throughout our relationship they explored their gender identity more, toying with the idea of being vaguely transmasc. I never had a problem with it; i enjoyed being in a butch/femme relationship and honouring their masculinity as much as I could.

For context, I am a very outspoken hardcore feminist; I don't like to generalise and i have a lot of love for the men in my life, but I have also made a couple of "kill all cishet men" jokes at a safe setting, with people who know exactly where I actually stand. I don't hate men, I just don't find them attractive and think they should be raised better. One day, they asked me if i would still be attracted to them if they fully transitioned and started living as a man. I told them I wouldn't; in my head, being butch/masc is extremely different to being a man, and I appreciated their presentation as a part of them being a lesbian (gender expression =/= gender identity, after all). They assured me that this was just a hypothetical question and just them being curious about my boundaries and limits, ended the conversation, and never brought it up again. My ex was very into roleplay during sex, and I was on board with it initially. After a while, however, the scenes they wanted to act out began to get extremely degrading, bordering on abusive, where they were embodying a man in a position of power (something that i was extremely uncomfortable with), while I was a vulnerable woman (usually a sex worker) getting degraded or even raped. Although I was deeply disturbed by some of the things we did, I was a child at the time, they were my first and i wasn't theirs. I wasn't ready to have sex yet and didn't know how to defend myself. Even when I tried to set a boundary, they would press on and claim it was their way of processing trauma, and that I was manipulative for attempting to withhold that from them. Eventually, with the help of a therapist and my family I ended things between us. I dreaded talking to or about them to anyone and mostly kept quiet about it all. Back to the present day, one of my old mutuals found my new account and texted me. They told me that my ex was posting about me, and that I should be ashamed of myself if what they said was true. I gathered up enough courage to view the posts myself. Their story is very different from what I remember. They claim I was being a misandrist and by extension transandriphobic (in their words, my distaste for the behaviour of cishet men was very damaging for masc people. it is weird, because healthy expressions of masculinity are the last thing i would judge a man for). They also claimed I made their internalised transphobia worse by refusing to date them if they transitioned. I have moved on with my life, but now other people are mixed in and im honestly at a loss. I never forced them to be someone they weren't with me. I never shamed them for their masculinity or discouraged them from exploring their identity, I just stated that dating a trans man wouldn't agree with my sexuality. A healthy response would be to be honest with me, and give me the right to decide for myself whether i would stay with them through their transition or only be able to support them as a friend. They could even just leave without justifying anything.

I don't know. Maybe my trauma is blinding me, but I keep going over the memories in my head trying to figure out how I might be the one behind all that hatred and violence. I don't want to be unfair to them, even if it's just in my own mind, so I'm just speaking up about it for the first time in my life through an AITA tumblr post. Any advice or insight is appreciated.

What are these acronyms?

#aita #am i the asshole #rape cw

[olderthannetfic]

When m/m writers say "women DNI / don't read" on a platform like here or AO3 that's majority female, what's the thinking behind this? Are they insecure in their masculinity and trying to preemptively block fujo cooties from getting on their fiction? Are they trying to meet people for RP or dating through engagement with their fics? That I can maybe understand. But if it's the former, there's a culture mismatch. "Women DNI" writers mostly aren't writing stuff that's popular on Space Battles, Sufficient Velocity, Royal Road or even ff.net, which gets more of the "malebrained" (sorry) game nerd stuff with sexless shonen-like characters levelling up or solving problems with "hard magic." Those spaces also have a concrit culture where you can be a little mean and mocking, and the "women DNIs" only want praise and clout. It always makes me think of Married with Children and Al Bundy's NO MA'AM (National Organization of Men Against Amazonian Masterhood) club.

Anyway, it's extra odd when I see this kind of clout goblinry in a market context where most of the sales are to women. I've seen gay dudes (cis and trans) lightly threaten that a big conversation about what gets popular in paying m/m space was coming soon (spoiler: it never came). And it's always someone who doesn't have the kind of career they want despite doing lots of marketing. I think it's OK to vent, but the gay men who are doing numbers in m/m space don't threaten women's careers or disparage their own readership.

--

Are they insecure in their masculinity and trying to preemptively block fujo cooties from getting on their fiction?

Yes.

No, really. That's it.

Ask any trans man who's been on T for a few years and has supportive friends and family what he thinks about this dumb behavior vs. a scared trans boy who just figured it out in his own head and whose entire experience of living openly as a man is being rude to strangers on twitter.

The pro version is just professional jealousy.

If Jordan L. Hawk can come out and stay at the top of the heap (despite, sorry not sorry, a bit of a career slump lately due to Life), so can other trans dudes, and there are plenty of cis dudes who write in a BLy style and sell just fine to BL/slash fandom type readers.

Dudes who are secure don't need to pull this shit, and good marketers know not to insult their paying customers in public because it's bad for business.

TBH, when I find out a m/m author is a guy, I'll usually try one of his books. I don't think fujoshi culture is ~appropriation~, but i guess I do think it's nice to give a guy a shot. I have pretty universally been underwhelmed (in the Sturgeon's Law way, not the men can't write way). But I doubt I'm alone in this behavior. A dude who's not a whiny little bitch about having a chick audience can use this to his marketing advantage. Instead, a lot of losers want to shoot themselves in the foot.

[fagbearentertainment]

For people who are not into MCYT, I'd like to take some time to explain why these characters are included here for those interested in learning!

C!Ranboo- A character who was played by the streamer Ranboo, who himself uses he/they. The character themself has expressed no understanding of gender or pronouns!

C!Eret- A character played by the streamer Eret! Both the streamer and character are genderqueer, use all pronouns, and wear lots of dresses!

Juanaflippa- A non-streamer character on the QSMP who was the assigned child of Slimecicle and El Mariana! After giving her a masculine name and pronouns, she requested they were changed to feminine ones, and she was treated as canocially transfem for her entire life! (RIP Juanaflippa)

C!Fundy- Another character played by a streamer! After another streamer, Wilbur Soot, suggested the character was trans during a livestream, it became a popular headcanon. Fundy, the streamer, was unsure of how to respectfully play a trans character but said he was fine with his character being percieved as such and went on to include several references to it in his storyline.

C!Connor- This is a vibes only one I believe. He wears pajamas all of the time, does gay business rp, was widowed, etc etc

Every Grian Character Ever- I got nothing

#not a poll

[incarnateirony]

Now with that unavoidable storm of truth, since I'm off today I'ma see if I can grab a few more hours. Piece of shit. Lying trashbag. Fake performative "trans ally" that only accepts people she met digitally that imports largely pre-masculinized. Piece of shit that made me box my whole ass identity for her to play with like a ken doll. living, breathing, human piece of shit leading people to the void with no path of her own, no intention or direction with the "gods" she roleplays with as an excuse to eat more fat bitch food. Piece of shit. Octopus jibberish spewing story stealing piece of shit looking for another excuse to be obese on japanese candy.

Eternal motherfucking stalker. Piece of shit. using motherfucking chromosome arguments for gender. piece of shit. roleplay addicted piece of shit still psychotically in love with me and in denial. stalker piece of shit. transphobic piece of chromosome citing shit. lilithian whore piece of shit. false prophet, liar, uneducated piece of shit. glared at her spouse and dismissed phantom dysphoric boners when talking about it piece of shit. JKR argument supporting piece of shit. Not even just the "well she already got the money" kind but no, thinking her arguments had value piece of shit.

Spouse tentatively says, hey, haha, not super serious yet, I'm kinda nervous, but can we try he/him i think i'm he/him its ok if it's not ready yet for you. Piece of shit gives me the death glare, runs for the hills realizing she's about to lose her fucking roleplay body pillow toy and have to be in a hard fight, for a post-surgery fellow piece of shit. Two pieces of shit made in a cosmic toilet bowl together. piece of shit.

literally an animated piece of shit pretending to be human. much less a fake fucking mystic that charges people for her cope about our breakup.

piece of shit. tortured me for motherfucking years piece of shit. Must be the prettiest most powerful princess piece of shit. Annoying every friend I've ever had with that garbage until they stopped playing with us piece of shit. Only had me to lean on and force me to disassociate for her piece of shit. Ran off to motherfucking twitter level RP of all things to sate her desperation for playing games piece of shit plotting to backstab me while I worked 60 hours a week to support her piece of shit. Vague threats to ship me off somewhere like "back to portland" any time I wasn't compliant piece of shit.

Won't read a single goddamn book about any of the gods she pretends to serve, including the one she confused me with that's essentially made me all of hers in shadow shit already explained. Because she knows every single fucking one will tell her what I am so instead she looks for half page tumblr posts to half-read and spam. piece of shit. Literally definitionally obsessed ass cultist whore of babylon piece of shit.

20 years in and out of my life betraying me over and over and over and over and being forgiven and let go and even saved from herself and her choices over and over and expecting me to let it happen this time and motherfucking pikachu facing that I've hit my mortal AND immortal fucking limit with her fucking abuse and usury. Piece of shit.

piece of shit. piece of shit. piece of shit. piece of shit. piece of shit.

piece of shit. piece of shit. piece of shit. piece of shit. piece of shit.piece of shit. piece of shit. piece of shit. piece of shit. piece of shit.piece of shit. piece of shit. piece of shit. piece of shit.

#Youtube

[casp1an-sea]

I am just Hux atp

HAN IS 29

(no I am not I swear ignore my theme I actually despise him)

Hi my name is Caspian Re (Re pronounced Rey) You can call me either of my first names or alternate! Calling me Caspian Sea is also fine. I also go by Cas for short or if your name is Xen, Luc, or Levi, Casserole is fine 😒 

(I love silly nicknames even if they make no sense or calling me the name of a character you associate me with)

I primarily post about Twisted Wonderland, Star Wars, Marvel, and 2000s kids shows like Octonauts

Age: 18

Birthday: 10/13 

Gender: Trans masculine/Demi Male but I may just shorten it to Trans (pls only masc terms) 

Pronouns: He/Him, Ey/Em/Eir/Eirs/Emself on most days I have no preference but if it’s a day I do I’ll let you know

Sexuality: Bisexual or maybe just straight up Gay (idk I had an existential crisis about men today)

Zodiac: Libra Star, Pieces Moon, Aquarius Rising 

Personality type: ENFJ

If you send me an ask or msg pls feel free to mention your pronouns 

WE SUPPORT PALESTINE HERE 🇵🇸🇵🇸🇵🇸

Hotlines to call Incase of emergency

Master List:

Pls check out my OCs, as well as my Octonauts Intern AU, and my fics located in my writing post :)

commissions: Closed

requests: open!

(I’ll do short writings, picrews, and possibly art if I’m in the mood. I’ll totally do my doodle style of you or a character.)

Fandoms, Writing, Moots and Tags, OCs, Comfort Characters, Just a list of Monsters I associate with myself, Moot Trail Mix Recipe, ART, Gender Envy >:(

rp accounts: @robinbanks-accidentally (TWST), @spring-chicken (OC)

Likes: Star Wars, Marvel, Twisted Wonderland, the Life Series SMP, RPs, Random Generators (its an addiction), 2000s Kids shows, Doll customization, folklore, cats, singing, art, musicals, being in musicals, and weird sea creatures especially sharks :)

Dislikes: Sweets, Rey (if you are a Star Wars fan and you like her respectfully pls do not talk to me about her you will get your feeling hurt), Religion (pls do not talk to me about Christianity or Catholicism it makes me uncomfortable), Mean people that disrespect me or my friends, Racists, Homophobes, Transphobes, Ableists, Sexists, etc. 

Fun Facts: 

I am Left Handed 

I am Hungarian and I love talking about my culture or my grandfather’s story if you want to ask

Romantically I am single but I do have a platonic partner, hi XEN 🫶🫶🫶🫶

I’m a Hufflepuff my Petronas is a field mouse and my wand is Willow wood with a Phoenix core

My favorite color is green 

My favorite food is Pineapple Teriyaki Burgers or Chinese food  

I am going to be a film major 

I have two cats named Lilo and Stitch (both girls), and I also have multiple fish and a snail 

I take care of crested geckos at school so now I want one I love those little guys

I’m in my schools broadcasting class

I’ve performed in Willy Wonka, Newsies,  Little Mermaid, Bye Bye Birdie, Christmas Carol, and Shrek, and played the roles of James, Arista (Ariel’s sister), Young Fiona, and the bird that sings in that one song in Shrek . I’ve also had solos in Try Everything, American Tears, Fields of Gold, an Mo Town Medley 

I Did competitive gymnastics for 13 years starting when I was 3, before I retired I was in XL level gold. 

I played Violin in elementary school and during Covid in freshman year I played chimes cause that was the choir alternative 

I watch lots of weird 1990s to early 2000s sci-fi shows typically from Australia, there’s suprisingly a lot of them 

I play Minecraft but I am bad at it lol

I play DND 

Where else to find me?

YouTube: @antosaurusrex3752

Pinterest: https://www.pinterest.com/ANTosaurus1357/

My Change.Org petitions:

#intro post

[cemeterything]

!!

Name: Lincoln Ray

Pronouns: He/Him

Appearance: 5'10, tan, freckled, lanky, shoulder length choppy red hair he cuts and dyes himself, broken nose, reddish-brown bloodshot eyes, often wears sunglasses due to his photosensitivity, has a scar on his chin and scarred knuckles.

Lincoln is a joke oc I made to mock dudes who think they're cool because they play guitar who accidentally became one of my favorite little guys from my mind of all time. He's a trans self-made musician and neither Lincoln nor Ray are his legal names, but since he had an abusive father and his mother abandoned him in the hospital after he was born (for which his dad blamed him) he prefers not to go by his surname. His little sister, Maisey-Lee (also trans), also uses the surname "Ray", as Lincoln basically raised her, escaping from the house after his dad turned his abusive tendencies on Maisey shortly before he turned 18.

He's Texan, with a noticeable Southern drawl, and his difficult upbringing has led to him putting on a front of ironically over-the-top masculinity (at least in his mannerisms; he wears his hair long and dresses in punkish fashion, and is a vocal and supportive ally of LGBT and other marginalized people, a lot of whom make up his fanbase) and struggling to sincerely express himself emotionally or let himself be vulnerable with others. However he's kinder and more capable of caring for others than he believes himself to be, with a big and rather soft heart and a strong sense of justice.

Lincoln is best friends and secretly in love with his childhood friend Memphis. They met in middle school before Lincoln transitioned, after being sent to the principal's office for fighting in class, and stuck by each other until Lincoln went his own way to pursue his career in music. Lincoln struggles with his feelings for Memphis, as although the two are close he worries about ruining their friendship and suffers from some internalized shame and fear of judgement despite identifying as bisexual.

Lincoln struggles with anger issues caused by his difficult childhood as a neglected and abused trans kid in rural Texas, but music helps him to channel his rage and cope with his more destructive impulses, and he's nothing but good to Maisey and other kids, who he feels a sense of protectiveness over. He tends to stick up for anyone he perceives as vulnerable and in need of a protector.

Lincoln started as a TMA oc (avatar of the Slaughter), but he's also featured as an oc in Netherbound (original fiction RP) as a voidsoul (incarnation of a person who died; in Lincoln's case he died after picking a barfight with the wrong people) and Angelverse (original fiction RP) as the Angel of War, who fell from heaven and now pursues his true passion of making music and protecting others, particularly those harmed by the same wars he was created in the name of.

(art by @/haxxydraws)

#ask game #oc ask game #lincoln ray #abuse mention

[krp1x1finder]

discord kpop 1x1 rp search

heyooo! i’m yumi, age 23, they/them! i’m currently lf a few krp/kdrama partners, preferably within the age range of 19-23+! it’s safe to say that i’m open to any pairings such as mxm, fxf, poly, and trans/non-binary characters, oc x oc (faceclaims ok!) - i will say that i do have a preference for writing masculine characters and will often default to that unless discussed.

my writing style is always mirrored, so don’t be shy if you’d like to write with me in any way, shape, or form! my preference tends to lean towards novella and advanced lit (comfortably up to 500-1k or more) with present or past, third-person narratives. i have some writing examples i can send your way if you’d like to see them before committing to rp with me! i typically want to strive for quality over quantity.

˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚ PLOTS : regarding plots that i enjoy tend to lean super heavily into the human condition (any variation or avenue of slice of life, modern aus), very lightly toeing into supernatural with succubuses/incubus or angel/devils, fallen angel concepts, and “darker” themes. some examples would be religious trauma/historical themes, substance abuse, violence, heavy angst, etc.

i also really enjoy media-based or established works of fictions like ao3, video games (the last of us, detroit become human, etc), films, and kdramas (strangers from hell, all of us are dead, the glory, bloodhounds, and more). 

i’m totally interested in including nsfw into our rps aswell, though i tend to write my characters as versatile switches and would prefer if my partners were flexible and willing to collaborate to make it fun and comfortable for both of us. i will send a kink list to be as transparent as possible, or you can view that on my carrd alongside other in depth info here!

˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚ MUSES & GROUPS : i’m open to a majority of groups including, but not limited to the ones listed below! regarding muses, i’m very open-minded and flexible and will include some examples of those i muse the most. the starred groups are the ones that i muse very heavily for currently:

☆ aespa : winter / karina / ningning

ateez : wooyoung / san / yunho

enhypen : jay / heeseung / jungwon / jake

☆ exo : jongin / sehun / chanyeol / baekhyun

le sserafim : sakura / chaewon

☆ nct (all subunits+wayv) : taeyong / yuta / jaehyun / jeno / mark / donghyuck / jaemin / xiaojun / kun / yangyang

oneus : seoho / keonhee / xion

☆ onlyoneof : nine / love / mill / rie

p1harmony : theo / intak

☆ seventeen : jeonghan / jun / seungkwan / vernon / joshua / minghao

☆ stray kids : minho / hyunjin / han / bangchan / jeongin 

tempest : hanbin / taerae / hyeongseop / hwarang

☆ the boyz : sunwoo / hyunjae / juyeon / jacob / eric

☆ txt : soobin / beomgyu / taehyun treasure : asahi / jihoon / hyunsuk

☆ xg : jurin / chisa

☆ zb1 : jiwoong / hanbin / matthew / taerae

solo artists : woodz, dpr ian, jackson wang, and more  . .

(these aren’t including my ships, but you might be able to get hints from who i bolded - don’t be afraid to ask for clarification though, i’ll definitely mention them once we connect).

please prioritise discussing triggers and preferences within the RP. they will always be stated by me during plotting as well. my triggers are only detailed self-harm/gore that goes alongside it. i’ll let you know if I’m uncomfortable at any point otherwise.

˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚ MISC. NOTES : the most important part of this i would like to make sure is noted is that writing won’t always be a priority for me as i have other hobbies and responsibilities that tend to take up a lot of my free time too. i work two jobs while also taking classes from my university and gaming. i’d appreciate and prefer partners that don’t mind gaps of time between responses and won’t spam or pressure me to be quicker. i’ve had some bad luck with rp partners that don’t understand that and overstep boundaries. i will end the rp if it gets excessive. however, i’m very chatty and enjoy making playlists and pinterest boards alongside our rp au’s so it’d be cool to have partners open to that sort of connection. i’m always down for friendships outside of our rp too so the gaps of time don’t feel awkward or stilted.

if all of this sounds good to you and you’re interested in getting to know me as a potential friend or likewise to write, don’t hesitate to interact with this post on here, directly message me, or head on over to discord and add me; my username is gyumie. ♡

#krp ad #krp 1x1 #1x1 rp #dark #spicy #discord #fxf #fxnb #mxnb #mxm #original #soloist #aespa #ateez #enhypen #exo #le sserafim #nct #oneus #onlyoneof #p1harmony #seventeen #stray kids #tempest #the boyz #txt #xg #zerobaseone #all of us are dead #bloodhounds

[socks-wizard-money-gang]

My ebic gamer free business

DNI+Other things under the cut(at least read what's in red pls)

So yeah, I'm Socks and I'll rather be addressed as he/it/star+other neos, I'm also ok with most gendered therm but if you're not sure just calls me masculine ones. Use il/lui in french plz

Here's my full list of neos and other things

POC trans guy👍

I can only draw digitally on the weekend so there is possibly you'll wait very long for your request to be drawn

Art request: open, will most likely be traditional

I don't mind getting mentioned or dm-ed for anything, seriously I'm so lonely all the time if you wanna interact with me please do it

If you're my moot I WILL send u something stupid in your inbox at some point

I'm a huge vFlower fan

I love when people infodump and ramble in my inbox itz so interesting

Memory issues

Don't involve me in discourse I will explode

I have an nilfruits RP, askblog,pirate-ing ur faves, sona rp blog, zatsune rp, hagane RP, utsu-p dedicated, rain world x3 and where I reblog my favorite things side blogs they're @narou-official @ask-voca-mutant-au @yer-fave-is-a-pirate @socks-is-a-menace @zatsunemiku-official @haganemiku-official @weekly-utsu-p @gourmand-appreciation @valid-iterator-name @invenot and @the-spearmaster

I also have a SUPER MEGA GIGA SECRET pokemon irl blog, try finding it:)

Here I'll be putting hints for it: eel

I also have @the-artificer who just kinda exist

I can do a pretty good mosquito and toad impression

I have autism, adhd n bpd

DID too now apparently??? My headmates are at @bar0ness and @n0mann

I'm a minor don't be weird

Don't sexualise my art, ocs and designs

I like these thang->Warrior Cat(only there for the fan content n designs tbh), Mad rat dead, Kirby, the Stanley parable, murder drones, pafl, biblically accurate angels, sparklecats, Dead plate, Pokemon, Vocaloid, OFF, ENA, Ghost & Pals, Cuphead, pjsekai, Splatoon, bocchi the rock, cult of the lamb, sonic, rain world, and Omori(I don't support omocat), please talk to me about them (there will also be spoiler for all of these)

Also like Genshin impact and Castle cat but like, a lot less into it

You can use my art n designs as long as you credit but PLEASE don't give it to AI, repost it(unless credited and Fanart, don't repost my oc art whiteout permission) or use it in edits!! Icons are fine

I threw a kinlist here at some point and just saying, I don't mind doubles that's not a problem

Tagging system:

#Paradichlorobenzene is my favorite word:text posts

#random/#rambling: text posts from 2022 to 2023

#socks is scribbling: art tag

#rb: reblog

#oc:[insert name]:the mentioned OC's tag

I also got two personas who are very cools

Userbox by @sweetpeauserboxes

DNI : post untagged nsfw things, Rainflower defenders, support AI art, queerphobics, racist, transfobes, actively tries to have intercourse with animals and kids, irl yandere, proshipper, radfem, like hp or support it's creator, ableist, anti furries, exclusionist, transautistic, nazi, terfs and similar things

And that's it I think

#pinned post #finally made a proper pinned post mwahahahah #paradichlorobenzene is my favorite word #random #rambling

[prpfs]

Hello folks, 21+ male writer looking for some monster (romance) plot. 👹

I have a big lad I have been itching to write, humanoid demon-esque, very feral and dangerous upon first sight but actually a gentle giant in the soul. I have multiple scenarios in mind I could imagine sharing if you're interested, hoping to write against a human for this one.

Please be trans-friendly, open to dead dove 🕊️ contents, 21+ yourself and willing to write a male or masculine character. Hoping for some detailed multi-para rp, character depth and slowburn. This will be OCxOC.

Like this and I will reach out with my ideas.

give a like and anon will get back to you

#oc roleplay #oc rp

[i-need-some-advice-on]

I need some advice on if I should encourage my partner to transition.

Okay, so I'm in a longterm, committed relationship with my partner. My partner can be best described as a closeted trans woman, but they have essentially decided that its "too late" for them to transition, they can never pass as a woman, etc, so they might as well live as a man. (As a side note they are comfortable with they/them atm)

Reasons why I feel like "closeted trans woman" is the best label for them:

1. They bring up their disphoria frequently, usually they have at least one depressive episode per month lasting around a week. The episodes are focused around "I would be happier with myself as a woman".

2. All of their OCs are women, every time they have a chance to express themselves via a character, it's a woman, and it makes them really happy.

3. Doing some traditionally femme stuff makes them temporarily happy, but is usually soon dashed against the rocks of disappointment when they start feeling like they look too masculine while doing it. (E.g. wearing femme clothes)

When I discovered this facet of theirs, I was essentially immediately encouraging of experimenting with femininity and accepting of them. However, all experiments ended with Point #3 where they thought they looked too masculine by the end of the experiment and got really disappointed and hurt.

After years of these swings between trying to "perform" as a man and experimenting with femininity, they came to a conclusion they could never be a woman who passes, and they should stop trying. I unfortunately see where they're coming from - they're extremely tall, very strongly built, masculine facial structure, receding hairline, and a LOT of body hair. Just to be clear, I find my partner extremely attractive and would continue finding them attractive if they would start transitioning. However, it seems their ideal vision of self is relatively traditionally feminine, and I do see how it would be challenging for them to achieve it with what they have to work with.

I never voiced it out loud, and was always openly supportive of them transitioning, reassuring them I would be attracted to them if they don't pass/look androgynous/look any way whatsoever, and so on.

Rn they seem to have settled on performing as a guy. They seem to be fairly stable emotionally for the last year or so and found an outlet through RP with me and OC development.

Would it be wrong of me if I keep nudging them toward transition thoughts, trying feminine things that make them happy, and so on? Or would I just be reopening a wound?

They say they're okay with being a guy and just living out fantasies, but I don't entierly believe them. Most of our sex life is built on various femininity-adjacent kinks and our OC fiction we work on together revolves around their character who transitions and builds a happier life for herself.

Some additional context:

They were raised very religious and are still dealing with unresolved religious trauma regarding other aspects of themselves.

We are currently in a very queer friendly state.

It's very likely both of our families would cut support to both of us and go no-contact if they transition. However, we plan to become entierly self sufficient within a year, which is when I plan to start bringing up transitioning again IF the general consensus is that it's something I could do without being a massive dick.

Thank you for reading!

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[findroleplay]

Hey hey! 25+ F here, looking for 21+ partners for some long-term play on Discord. Seeking 4+ paragraph writers; I can hit double discord limits for openers and for description-heavy scenes, but for dialogue etc sometimes shorter is the way. Looking for someone with good grammar and a love for details, but not a nit-picker. We all have fumble fingers and words are hard, right? Seeking: M/M play OR some lovely femdom. I tend to write the more assertive partner, but I like to write against switches or subs with some ideas and backbone of their own. I enjoy very masculine partners, cis or trans, and like RL faceclaims (bonus points for anyone who will give me my boy Pedro Pascal either as OC or a canon). Plots, kinks, themes: Lover of angst, hurt/comfort, omegaverse (totally optional), darker themes, and twisted romances! Pretty open in terms of specifics, but I adore supernatural themes, westerns, fantasy and more. I don't have many limits, but am always respectful and will talk with potential partners in DMs to discuss limits and boundaries. About me: Lots of RP experience, laid-back and friendly OoC. I do have one of those terrible things called a life outside of the internet, but I can typically reply daily at least and my schedule does occasionally allow for rapid-fire play. Leave a like and I will reach out to you. Thanks for reading!

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#rp #roleplay #oc rp #original rp #fandomless rp #mxm rp

[am-i-the-asshole-official]

aita for ruining someone's "illusion" when i refused to continue rpf roleplaying with them?

this is something that happened years ago and that recently became relevant again because i crossed paths irl with this person and they still haven't forgiven me.

i (now 32 trans masc, when this happened i was in my 20s) used to be active in rpf roleplay circles. i wasn't popular because the famous person i roleplayed as had more of a niche following. unfortunately, this meant that fellow fans found my blog and followed me, and also started interacting with this roleplay blog as if i was "the real deal" just for the fantasy of interacting with their favorite artist.

i originally didn't really mind, since i was using rpf as a way to explore my own gender and my ideas of masculinity, and this famous person was someone i truly looked up to and wanted to emulate. the attention helped me practice my words and the way i formed my sentences, and also helped me get into a "masculine" headspace (i don't know how else to describe it).

the main issue arose when one of these fans got really invested in both my rp and personal blogs and stalked me even as i took mental health breaks from rp and stopped using tumblr for a while (would still use my personal twitter/ig accounts). they would constantly send tons of asks and fanmail (remember when we had that?) talking to me as if i was the actual artist, and they would send TONS of risque comments/dms to my personal accounts.

at first i tried to be understanding, but when this person started talking about their fantasies to me, both featuring me and the artist, i sent them an ultimatum that basically said "enough. i am not x. i don't want to read this, and x would not want to read it, either. i don't want to know about your fantasies. i'm not doing this anymore" (but admittedly more aggressively).

this person complained about my reaction when we crossed paths recently, saying that i was rude and disrespectful to their fantasies and that i made them feel insecure about their sexuality to the point they struggle talking about what they want with their partner.

and i can admit that sucks, but i am also torn, because while i'm mostly sure i wasn't in the wrong to react like that (and to quit rp altogether after this experience), maybe i could've handled the situation better.

(also, i'm not interested in opinions about rpf and whether it's right or wrong. i just genuinely want to know if i'm the asshole for reacting aggressively to someone telling me their sexual fantasies about me when i never engaged in erp or posted anything sexual either ic or ooc. if i am the ah, i'd like to know how i can make it up to this person.)

What are these acronyms?

#aita #am i the asshole