#to all the men i've loved before

[bold-embrace]

We better get a much needed morales family hug at the end of the next movie OR ELSE (btw read this fic. bless)

Bonus messy doodle below but it’s got major spider verse spoilers!‼️‼️‼️

Earth 42 miles better get a hug and a kiss from his mom too

#my art #completed #rio morales #jefferson davis #miles morales #miles g morales #spiderverse #spiderman across the spiderverse #across the spiderverse #me downloading so many screen tone brushes for this and going crazy #this movie bro. spideverse is so good i wish loving families were real /j #i havent rendered anything in ages and it shows FJSDHF or completed anything. im just out here #anyways spideverse took over my brain bc it's all i've been drawing for the past three weeks. trigun fanart again soon tho i prommy #i just. the first movie is actually my favorite movie of all time and i've watched it so many times in the past five years #it's on my mind at all times like a dormant volcano ready to errupt before i become annoying about it again #i just love miles so much and his family #AIGHGHHG #drawing jeff was beating my ass i cant actually draw men but we're learning today!!! #atsv #itsv #ID in alt text

[teddybeartoji]

i know we talked abt toji who's bad with technology but.... i can't stop thinking abt him taking pics like tom hardy in his myspace era

#does anyone see my vision #PLSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS #this is MY toji #need to pay sb to draw toji like this #the right picture is my favourite pic of all time #might get it tatted on me actually #also i love tom hardy #he's so cool #like look at this mf #kinda gender actually #like how do i become this #need to be him #wait the more i sit here with this post the more i keep thinking abt how similar they are #sexy ass big men who are comfortable with their sexualities #the famous “i'm an actor ofc i've had gay sex before” quote tells you everything i think #they're the same #obsessed with this thank you mickey #will be thinking abt them for the rest of the day now #mickey vs gender #7 - 12 #toji

[normalsexhaver]

1. Kneel.

2. Oh, come on. Let it hurt.

"You have given me everything. Thank you."

#fuck it im pushing this from drafts we die like men #more gifs under the cut obvs #i've never made gifs before please be nice to me #i couldn't not gif this though so here we are #baldur's gate 3 #astarion #astarion spoilers #astarion romance #the bad one #depending on who you ask #baldur's gate 3 spoilers #bg3 spoilers #love the graveyard scene for ye all but i was definitely out to make him worse #and i DID!!!! he's extra condescending now and im a huge fan #i also blew my pc up at one point tryna get this going its time for more RAM

[lunarharp]

Very important conferences.

#witch hat tag #orufrey #some real serious discussions goin on in this atelier today. dont u doubt it. #agott is the only one who has ever thought about this because she is a 12 year old lesbian and UMM..FRIEND? LIKE FRIEND? IS THAT..LEGAL??? #this is all i drew today because silly things like this take hours lol. at least it's practice for poses -_- #i got the pattern of the girls' dresses wrong but i couldn't be bothered to change halfway through. #don't worry if you're like what is the naakiwan downs. is that name even mentioned in the main manga #ANYWAY i KEEP thinking about what if it's actually banned for professors and watchful eyes to date like that would make a lot of sense. #like maybe it should be banned. SO??? are they just low-key Aware of what the deal is and they're just Putting their feelings aside #until graduation??? take my tassel as an unspoken reminder of how i feel?? living together trial period?? this feels like it's truly it #When we're free to be together........ Sensei loves homophobia parallels without there actually being homophobia #Let's invent reasons why men cant be together. Ummm well whatever. i'm screaming in my head but it's fine. #this will probably form the theme of my orufrey for a while. i've thought of this before but for some reason today it's big for me. #i guess the tassels might not specifically be a part of that since they exchanged them before tower of books #and qifrey made his mysterious decision to be a teacher after that and..well whatever. I need more of backstory and just..everything? #But i also don't mind when vinanna interrupts my wishes with just a chapter of just being really dreamy? I love witch hat?

[imthursdaysyme]

Stobin and their fall haircuts

#stranger things #drawing #steve harrington #robin buckley #stobin #robins hair got a little shorter and steves got a little longer #I think they deserve some change for fall like one does #also I'm leaning into the body type of a luchador bc I love how strong they are while still holding that softness to them #I love the co trast of them being the same height and completely different proportions #them: we literally are the same person #every one else: I quite literally have no idea what's going on in yalls minds but I refuse to find out #fall means fall outfits and fall vibes #I think I'm going to draw mr Clark next cause some of my moots in twt are talking a lot about him #or just more perfecting this Steve body tyoe #I literally did not draw men unless I was held at gunpoint before this last summer so Steve has been a journey #I can do like all female body types that ice attempted but men I could barely do one but!! I'm learning!!! #and also looking up so much about luchadors #I've never in my life stared at men's bodies as much as I have these past months #I want to overcome #I want to be able to draw the men #all the men #anyway #digital art #art

[spiltcandycoatedpunkblood]

love how much perspective i've got with doctor who. i knew i loved the tenth doctor in a lot of ways, even with how his serious and emotional scenes can rip me into several pieces and set me on fire and then burn my ashes too. thought i was just a girl loving a fictional man but 15 years later i'm sobbing in the least heterosexual ways possible experiencing tennant's doctors as an ND traumatised gay aspec trans man

#man reliving this all again after it went downhill makes me go insane #fresh new perspective surrounded by simple nostalgia gODDDD i miss watching the promos and trailers at the time #it's not the same #my gay ass can't handle this being all brought back to me #my special interest is back and i'd thought i'd been interested before but this hit me like a train #the same but renewed love for it now #i'm sOBBING #mY CHILDHOOD #vent #queer #LGBTQIA+ #personal #doctor who #tenth doctor #fourteenth doctor #new who #too much has happened in between i've missed it all too much i've NEEDED THIS like you JUST DON'T KNOW #rant #trans men #transgender #transmasculine #gay #mlm #aspec #neurodivergence

[romance-rambles]

somehow i am completely, totally, absolutely, postively normal about mc calling alkaid "pretty boy" (flirty) and then he gets flustered because?? you're smiling at him?? so prettily?? you're the pretty one actually—how on earth could you not know that??

#rambles by aya #lovebrush chronicles #alkaid mcgrath #lovebrush alkaid #lbc alkaid #i've just been overcome with an almost sadistic desire to see alkaid blush idk what's wrong with me #i didn't think that was me but i guess i hadn't found the right malewife yet?? #apologies to all the fictional men i've loved before but clarence (esp archmage) and alkaid are just a terrifying combination #i have thoughts on what mc might call the others - “babe” “sunshine” (sarcastic/affectionate) for lars #“handsome” (half and half)/“lovebug” (teasing) for ayn #for clarence i feel like “darling” (affectionate) but then also “hot stuff” (teasing) #he also gets flustered but he actually recovers unlike alkaid #i'm most unsure about cael #“snookums” maybe lol #she saw a chance and took it cael is unbothered he actually starts smiling if she says it in public #“honey bun” too #oh alkaid is also “cutie”

[giveemgreef]

regretfully. sadly. dismally. love did not find a way this year but that is ONLY because it was forcibly taken from us!! love, however, is STILL real and STILL exists on the minnesota wild it will NOT abandon us because of the dallas fucking stars.

#whatever. j*mie b*nn and ry*n s*ter and all the d*llas st*rs can maybe buy the refs but they can't buy love for all the money in the world. #I will be sad and disappointed about this for a while but I will NOT be miserable!! #and mad. I will also be mad. please put it in the papers that I was mad. #anyway it's been too much fun watching these silly little men do silly little things on and off ice all season to be miserable! #like yes winning is much more fun. but. I've said it before and I'll say it again!!! #I would rather be here with the wild and their love than with a team winning without it #anyway it's been great being here with you all this season I'll see you in the fall :(( #wild lb

[omarfor-orchestra]

Yeah ok this is cool

#when she says fall in love with things you see irl #and bring them in class #i spent the whole day walking like the people who walked in front of me #and I've just seen three old men sitting on a bench. all of them where sitting in a different way #I've tried to do things like this before #but it never got me like this I'm almost tearing up #so if you see me doing things like this I'm not a creeper I'm studying

[wickedheadache]

OUAT sucks so much at writing romances that the only "straight woman" that seems to be actually attracted to men is Snow. Literally everyone else's attraction is just compulsive heterosexuality, they kiss a man and I just. can't believe them.

#zelena has the most aroace vibes I've ever seen and her 'loving' Rumple is literally her getting affection for the first time in her life #and completely misunderstanding it for 'what love must probably feel like' #regina is out here getting into relationships with men she barely knows and convincing herself he must be the love of her life and the #answer to all of her emotional issues #emma has had to be convinced/forced into every single kiss she's ever had with hook before they got into a relationship #belle's attraction to rumple is fully based on her fantasy of saving him from himself and curing him of his darkness and she doesn't seem #to care about him at all outside of that #ouat rewatch #ouat s3 ep20 #me

[magentagalaxies]

i really want to start making a table collecting statistics on the audience demographics i'll perform my aubrey material for (like what generation most of the audience is, whether i'm performing in a predominantly queer space, etc.) and how well the jokes land bc like. i need to collect more data points before i can properly present my findings but the results so far have been fascinating

#again i do not have enough performance experiences to make any definitive claims about who ''aubery's audience'' is #but i find it funny that any time i show my aubrey material one-on-one to a queer gen z person #they're always like ''i love it but straight people will definitely hate it or not get it'' #and i get the inclination to be like. ''i like this thing so people like me will like this thing'' #and cishet society seems so polarized w/r/t queer topics it's like. the assumption makes sense #however. whenever i've done an aubrey performance in front of an audience that's predominantly queer and gen z #i've actually received a primarily negative response!! and somehow straight people have never given me shit for my aubrey material #(''well straight allys don't count'' i told some of my aubrey jokes to a joe rogan dudebro and he enjoyed them) #(which yeah maybe could be a mark against my comedy but i like to think i opened his mind a bit at the very least) #i really want to test my aubrey monologues in front of a primarily gen x/boomer audience #bc so far i only have actual performance experience in front of gen z or millennials #and the older people i've told jokes to individually or shown videos of my stuff have really liked it #luckily paul has said a goal for when i'm in town this summer is to get me to perform my aubrey stuff in as many different places as possib #for both queer audiences and non-queer audiences so i can gauge reactions since i don't want to be confined to one demographic #so i'll get a lot of data points this summer #@ paul get me a performing slot at senior citizen pride lmao these are my people #(shoutout to paul going ''jess stop collecting the old homos!'' last time i was in town) #(and when i imitated him and was like ''old gay men are not your pokemon!'' bellini was like ''ok but they may be your audience'') #also one data point i really want to see the variation on is how my one specific joke plays in these different demographics #bc i have a joke that like. it's literally not even about AIDS and doesn't punch down at all #i literally say ''if you're gay and over the age of 50 you could violate the geneva convention and i'd still be like support our troops'' #like obviously being like ''you have been through hell so i will let you get away with literal war crimes you deserve ultimate immunity'' #BUT. in the line right before the quote i use the phrase ''AIDS generation'' not as a derogatory term but being like. #this horrible thing impacted the entire generation y'know? and bellini and scott and their friends call themselves that it's just the term #but when i said the phrase ''AIDS generation'' in front of my gen z audience i heard gasps and felt like they all hated me #and when i did the same line in front of millennials it wasn't quite as striking but their eyes did widen #like i was suddenly an ''edgy comedian''. but like this is a part of our history and it does inform the story i'm telling #the story i'm telling is comedic but it's grounded in this real world context #and i'm like. @ the audience who was offended: when was the last time any of y'all spoke to a gay man over the age of 50 #bc bellini loves that section of the monologue and was offended that people would even take offense to that phrase

[lovelydrusilla]

LANA CONDOR for FLAUNT MAGAZINE. MARCH 2022.

#HER #listen #i just think she's neat #<3 #lana condor #boo bitch #tatbilb #deadly class #moonshot #x men apocalypse #lara jean covey #saya kuroki #jenny han #sophie tsukino #anthony de la torre #noah centineo #to all the boys netflix #to all the boys i've loved before #WOMEN #ykyk #I'm so gay #flaunt magazine #photoshoot #moody #aesthetic

[rosysins]

OOC.

i might add new muses eheh

#♡. 「 ooc 」 #and then i dont think im adding any more unless i have writing tingles #in all honesty im hesitant to add shi mei because ppl who reads 2ha esp dont know the true secret #haha _<--read unofficial translation before 2ha got licensed #but shi mei is batshit insane #prob craziest muse I've had so far #call me a bull cause i love his red flags BHREBFHJBHERF #but yeah im hesitant cause my rp-ing shi mei is prob the biggest spoiler for the entire 2ha novel #but whatever i'll just add him in #everyone will be warned in the muse page ehe #i realized at this point I may have a thing for black hair men

[froghwon]

.

#rambling #every night out. my tolerance for men dwindles 😒😒 #like im just here to dance and enjoy kpop #i dont want to have to entertain men so they dont physically hurt me 🙄 #i wish there was a lesbian club that hosted kpop nights. so i wouldnt have to put up with this shit 😔 #straight girls are super nice. its just guys i dont really wanna interact with 🤮🤮🤮 #i think i made friends with some carats . so at least there's that :') #they seemed like they were all in their early 20s :p and really sweet <33 #would love to go out with them again ^^ #BUT SUPER HYPED FOR SPOOKY MONTH!!! i've accumulated a few diff costumes over the years #hopefully i can wear them all before the months over :>

[haunted-doodles]

not really the type who likes posting their ocs much but here's a Nim :}

#no tags because idk how to tag oc posts- also this account DO just be for saving my art in case my pc ever breaks. #but he's one of my favourite characters i have rn #and the junk hunters in general honestly their dynamic is my favourite. #two old gay men. One (Viktor) who lingers a little on the past but is happy and content as to where he is in the present #the other (Atlas) still mourning his dead mother and having left his abusive home. #A trans girl (Inky) who grew up in a perfectly normal household but became agoraphobic; before being ripped from her home and forced into #outside world #and Nim. someone who grew up in a trash zone with nothing to eat but garbage and is living her best life in the present. #they're literally blorbos from my brain ESPECIALLY the world they're apart of too because GOD i love it so much #What Nim's holding is called a Liabell; most if not all mosnter hunters have them for mobility. #the liabells dont work without a lullader (small-neon glowing stone looking spiders basically) inside. as it uses their incredibly tough we #to pull #but Nim's a cloven (deerways) so she's already got pretty good agility and uses their's for moreso rangling monsters. #i have SUCH a cool scene that I wanna draw (but doesn't fit my style- so i gotta commission it for sure) #where they're standing atop of an elk-like monster #and he's like- spun webs of the liabell around it's horns and its incredibly firey and its night and #GAHH #Nim's liabell isn't even like- purple- his lullader is- the liabell is clear glass with weathering copper when the lullader isnt in it. #I'm so normal about this world and all the races I've made for it. Because simply being a different race means they might use their #tools differently or not need specific ones #for example: I've got one character in my mind that's a possae (something inhabiting another thing basically) and they're a skeleton #with this massive glowing pulsating mass in it's ribcage and its all cowboy motif. (I'm thinking angel posessing it and handing out #their own retrobution in the West Zone) #and basically they use a Liabell similar to Nim but it's a lasso and they have several of them to help tie up more people.

[countess-of-edessa]

introduced The Boys to twilight yesterday and about every fifteen minutes one of them just said, "...and women like this?"

#they enjoyed learning that Henry cavil was smeyers' first choice for Edward because all men are in love with Henry cavil #I recognize most women are as well idk I've posted before that i find him too handsome to the point of grotesqueness