#till it was will that killed him

[sakuraluck]

this moment will never fail to make me feral bc he gave up!!! till, the boy who rebels even when all it does is get him hurt, the one who burns as brightly as the stars in the sky, the flame that lasted for almost two decades finally gave up!!! he snuffed out!! he closed him eyes and stopped fighting!! do you understand how devastating that is??

especially to ivan who idolizes and adores him for it?? who has only ever known till for his never-ending love and will that never falters? to see the man he loves broken down like this—a hurt that extends far beyond that of the physical body but to his soul— must’ve been terrible

and you can see it

ivan’s crumpling too. his mental state is on the verge of snapping too. his shoulders are dropped and his eyes are bloodshot.

till’s given up and ivan can see it and as his hands tighten around the other’s neck, a voice whispers what if you don’t let go?

because that’s what till wants right? he isn’t going to win against luka like this. he wants to die and no matter what ivan does, it’s not going to change that. so why not kill him?

that way they can die together.

wouldn’t that be wonderful?

ivan has always had a great potential for darkness and he holds it back most of the time, rarely ever letting it come to the surface. it wouldn’t be far off to assume this was one of those moments, where emotions are high and last minute regrets and wishes are surging forth—it isn’t far off to think there was a small part of him that was seriously contemplating throwing away his decision to sacrifice himself alone.

but then he gets shot in the chest, through the lungs, and the pain snaps him out of it. because this is it. this is the end. and he remembers why he’s doing this.

he remembers his desire to save till despite how foolish as it may be, how hypocritical it may be. the light reappears in his eyes and it’s ivan in love again. it’s ivan swelling with pure love, looking at till for last time.

it’s ivan doing the one thing he’s never been able to do:

it’s ivan letting go

#fuck the image limit #ivantill #alien stage #alien stage till #alien stage ivan #i think rather than the act of sacrificing himself its the acting of letting go of till that’s the most selfless thing ivan has ever done #i have more thoughts on this but more on that later #tl;dr ivan loves him so so much!!! #i don’t think he went into this thinking he’ll kill till but the thought definitely briefly crossed his mind #but love wins<3 doomed yaoi 4ever<3

[shakingparadigm]

Guardian Urak after ROUND 6 (his fuckass pet that he barely invested in beat another guy's overly-invested in pet)

#he dressed till in the most basic emo outfit and tossed him into the ring yelling SING BOY #yes he dgaf about the kiss. whatever it takes ig #this man literally keeps winning while doing the bare minimum #just because till is talented and is batshit crazy enough to put on a show even without fancy shit #/crazy shit keeps happening to till #guardian urak when till killed freddie: ayoooo #guardian urak when ivan kissed till: AYOOOOOOOOO #all he does is chain up till and toss him around and not give him anything good to the point where his clothes are the most casual ones #and till still comes out the winner somehow i bet that nasty fucker is laughing so hard watching shit go down #Guardian urak during an interview: yeah that shit was crazy. rip ivan. or whatever. thanks for doing that *waving around medal* #alnst #alien stage #alien stage till #guardian urak

[wannabemylover]

rewatching the first episode of Hannibal and holy shit I forgot how good this is but it's actually insane that Brian fuller set up the ep like this, he introduces will and Hannibal by first briefly showing them at their core, at the darkest, most vile part of them---we get a glimpse behind the curtain---and then its gone, the curtain is snapped shut and we see their masks, their human suits.

Will empathizes with killers because he likes it, and he wants to kill but he refuses to give into the urge because he knows how much he'll like it and he won't be able to stop. So he lives vicariously through other killers, satisfying his own dark urge by feeding it little morsels of secondhand blood lust. Every crime scene he works gives the urge something that satisfies it, not enough for it to grow, but enough for it be sate. Enough that he can ignore it for long enough that he can walk around and be Professor Will Graham who is Weird, Brash, and Non-sociable.

And Hannibal is a cannibal at night and a psychiatrist by morning.

#hannibal #hannigram #hanniblogging #hannigram brainrot is real #also ive watched the entirety of hannibal like four times and everytime i watch it i still find stuff to lose my mind over #brian fuller the brain that you have #winston my beloved #also plzzzz the way hannibal was just gonna kill jack with like no hesitation #AND the way hannibal was fucking smitten from the moment he spoke to will #like wills all like i hate eye contract its distracting as hell and hannibal is just looking at him like 😍😍😍 #plss you are embarrassing yourself #also question #when will was like how do you see me and hannibal said that shit about the mongoose and the snakes and will just looks at him like ???? #do yall think he was confused because he was genuinely like dude what the actual fuck are you saying #or because he understood it #and the woman at hobbs' work being like two guys from the fbi #and neither of them are technically from the fbi #just two insane dudes having a first date by larping an active fbi investigation #omg and when will shoots hobbs he realizes that oh fuck this is my chance this is my chance to kill and finally satisfy that dark urge #so after he shoots him once he just keeps shooting shooting shooting till its impossible for hobbs to survive for hobbs to be dead #till it was will that killed him

[sygneth]

Today in Things That Would Heal Me: Aziraphale looking at Metathrash like this

(late-night sketch, excuse my brain, it thinks this is funny)

#he's killing him in every possible way in his mind #good omens #my art #i will draw ineffable hugs till I die (or get one on screen) #ineffable husbands #ineffable idiots #crowley #aziraphale #crowley aziraphale

[faggotgamzee]

ivan really was like if till cant love me then at the very least he will carry the ghost of my corpse with him forever whether he likes it or not <3

#alien stage #genuinely was convinced he was going to kill till but he loves him too much #so much #that mv was brutal #00900

[ants-personal]

throwing felix into a happy death day scenario

#he doesnt get to move on from the day till he figured out who kills him but also cheat the system cause he cant kill oliver #saltburn #felix catton #cattonquick #oliver quick #ant posts stuff

[dreadark]

the first time ivan leads till somewhere it's to escape together and that time till backs out

the last time ivan leads till somewhere it's to death together and this time ivan backs out

#alien stage #ivantill #alnst #started crying from black sorrow again just. dont look at me #wWhat happened i was normal last week. when i didnt know about this #for the record. after the confession comic #i really doubt ivan was ever trying to seriously kill him #but till probably saw it that way #and he'd accepted it... stopped resisting... #only to suddenly still be alive. and alone.

[loserrofthecentury]

I never want to see another skybound take again, cause most of it is just “Starscream is so sadistic and malicious for no reason, he’s so bloodthirsty” HE ALWAYS HAS BEEN? HE’S BEEN A PIECE OF SHIT SINCE HIS ORIGINAL INCEPTION? Read some other tf media than idw for once oh my goddddddd

It’s so frustrating cause the main reason I like Starscream in Skybound is because he’s treated less like comedic relief but like. An actual threat. But people hate it because for reason they figured out Starscream wasn‘t a nice character?

Also, and I feel like it’s very obvious, but Starscream is meant to contrast optimus?

#transformers #transformers skybound #Starscream #skybound defender till I die #I’ve even seen one take where they said him and earthspark were the worst starscreams #like what is your ideal Starscream then #also on the “it feels like they trying to be edgy excuse falls flat #cause the deaths in idw are way more extreme than anything current in skybound #melting your own kind while playing music and no one bats an eye #but kill a few humans suddenly it’s edgy #oh my god.

[movedtodykedvonte]

Linking this post cause it’s actually a very good thread on the DLCs ending and hits points I’m not gonna talk about rn. HEAVY SPOILERS BENEATH CUT

If you think Gregory is evil or tried to kill Cassie at the end of the game the Mimic tricked you too and you would’ve done worse than Cassie.

The chances the Mimic hacked into the elevator to drop it to get to Cassie or keep it’s only chance of escape from getting away are very high. There is noticeable glitching half way throughout the speech and the Mimic has been stringing along and trying to mislead Cassie the entire game. She is still confused on whose the real Gregory at this point and while it’s true the real Gregory was helping her escape, she still couldn’t tell that herself.

The Mimic is smart enough to recognize that Gregory has enough knowledge and help to assist Cassie as long as she accepts it and the easiest way to interfere is to make her distrust Gregory. If she is not outright dead, she will not trust Gregory in the slightest after being dropped and left for dead, allowing the Mimic to have an upper hand with her as she has little knowledge of the functions of the PizzaPlex.

Furthermore, Gregory has no control of anything in the PizzaPlex and it’s just out of character for him to betray a friend as he literally went back for Freddy when Moon took him despite how dangerous that area was. All I’m saying is please don’t blame Gregory, MVP did nothing wrong.

#like ik people are gonna hate on Gregory due to how Cassie interacts with the robots compared to him but remember #they were trying to kill him from the start and he didn’t know they were controlled till the very end #the mimic more or less told Cassie that as Gregory and so she with less bad experiences and more understanding would be nicer to them #fnaf sb #fnaf security breach #fnaf sb ruin #fnaf sb ruin spoilers #fnaf #fnaf gregory #fnaf cassie #five nights at freddy's

[olasketches]

I know sukuna is often praised for his beliefs and the wisdom he "bestows" on others and as much as I love the guy and all the impactful dialogues he had with characters like jogo or yuuji, I also think he’s got to be the one of the most childish characters with mindset a of a 13 year old.

#“I can do whatever tf I want because no one can stop me” #“also love is worthless” honestly this sort of attitude just sounds rlly childish to me #also sukuna is known for loving games like that time he said “no one is allowed to move till I say so if you break that rule Ill kill you” #or “let's have a fire power battle” or “wanna race brat?” #dude you're the biggest brat here #but don't get me wrong just because he has a childish mindset doesn't mean #that his beliefs and the wisdom he possessed have suddenly no value or have nothing to teach us #Id even argue that his confidence egoism and self centred attitude go hand in hand with his child like mentality #that's what helped him remain at the top #ryomen sukuna #I FOUND THIS IN MY DRAFT #I might delete this later idk yet

[humming-fly]

Meta Knight’s number one motto is “Be prepared”, and his number two motto is “If I get possessed again I better get something cool out of it”

Originally I was gonna put this poster in the background but it got cluttered so here it is on its own cause I still think it’s funny:

#I know everyone loves discussing how dark robobot’s plotline is in particular concerning MK’s forced cybernetics but please consider #he’s feral and would probably leap at the chance #he has several lists depending on what manner of abduction he's being subjected to this time #not one for looking a gift horse in the mouth #what doesn’t kill him should’ve tried harder cause now he’s got a lightsaber and even less morals than before #susie #susie haltmann #meta knight #kirby #kirby planet robobot #he probably already had like 3 emo playlists on hand for this type of shit this is the best thing that’s happened to him in years #susie is hard to draw it took me forever to figure out how the hell her hair worked in that helmet #given the bonus i could almost tag this as star trek als;kdfjklsdj #i Could wait till monday to post this for the meme but consider also: i crave instant validation and have no patience #doodles #my art #edit: whoops forgot susie's shadow in that last panel

[empty-blog-for-lurking]

Thought about Kuron for far too long and started wailing screaming and throwing up blood

#empty thoughts #voltron legendary defender #voltron #kuron #kuron voltron #Kuron vld #vld #vld kuron #voltron kuron #HE DID NOT EVEN KNOW!!!!! #TILL THE END HE BELIEVED HIMSELF TO BE SHIRO!!!!!! #HE WAS A WEAPON CREATED TO BETRAY AND DESTROY HIS FRIENDS AND HE DIDNT EVEN KNOW!!!!! #HE WAS KILLED BY THE ONE WHO HE THOUGHT WAS HIS BROTHER!!! #HIS CREATOR TOOK OVER HIM AND THEN HIS FRIENDS USED HIS BODY TO GET SHIRO BACK!!! #SINCE HIS CREATION HE LOST ANY AND EVERY AGENCY!!! #PAIN!!!!!!!!!!! #DOOMED BY THE NARRATIVE AND WRONGED BY THE NARRATIVE!!! #I AM SO SORRY KURON YOU DESERVED BETTER!!! #I need to blast off into the sun

[finrinrinfin]

these fuckheads again

#you know how it is #keith kogane #klance #voltron #vld #lance mcclain #keith voltron #lance voltron #vld keith #lance vld #vld lance #they’re such losers #Keith’s coat doesn’t fit him and lance got his at a thrift store in middle school and kept it till he grew into it #they’re killing their lungs #passing a blunt and a cigarette back and forth like they have a death wish #stoner klance #I LOVE STONER KLANCE #I’m not sorry

[clooneys]

popping up after years of inactivity just to say i still love the fuck out of this brilliant guy <3

#i miss fixating on him but i'll try to be around though #i'll maybe get back when he releases he makes his new film #quentin tarantino #pulp fiction #from dusk till dawn #reservoir dogs #jackie brown #once upon a time in hollywood #ouatih #death proof #kill bill #tarantino

[multifandom-nerds-blog]

I'm rewatching Trollhunters in the background right now, and the disfunctional mother son relationship between Jim and his mom is making me crazy.

Like, he's taking care of the household and his mother for years as a teenager and before probably. She is sometimes giving half hearted comments about him not having to do so much, but very obviously she's not gonna make him stop do all the cooking and cleaning. Y'know. Both because they've been living like this for years, and because it's obviously also very comfortable to have someone do all the house work.

Then Strickler comes into the picture, and if we ignore the whole Troll and changeling side of the story, Barabara gets very offended cause Jim doesn't want her to meet him privately. Again, ignoring the whole magic and trolls stuff, STRICKLER IS JIMS TEACHER. If Jim hadn't figured out that Strickler was a changeling he probably wouldn't have a problem with it, but the fact that he does, no matter the reason, should be enough for Barbara to put a stop to the relationship. Her child is clearly uncomfortable with her seeing/dating that guy, for whatever reason, and even clearly vocalized it. But she doesn't care about, or rather, she tells Jim that she "wouldn't expect something like that" from him. Obviously not, cause she may see him like her child/teenager he is, BUT DOESN'T TREAT HIM LIKE ONE.

And then Jim, unknowingly to Barbara, becomes the Trollhunter, and his behavior changes. He's suddenly doing reckless stuff, sneaking out, getting bruises, landing in detention and even at the police station, barely avoiding a police report. What does she do? Asking him what's going on? If everything's alright at school? If he has any other problems? Maybe trying to lower his workload around the house, which again, he's doing most of that as a teenager and longer probably.

Nah. She doesn't do anything until he lands in the hospital. Except for again, dismissing him rather negatively at the one topic he's openly expressing any negative opinions about (Strickler). And after he lands in the hospital she now starts not asking questions, but demanding answers. Demanding answers from a teenager in a difficult situation who is also now acting much more like a teenager than he ever did before, from her point of view at least. Except she obviously doesn't know how to deal with a teenager, cause she has never had to raise or live with a teenager. She instead lived with a child pretending to be an adult for years, that was partly much more of an adult than she was, who did way to much work even before Jim became the Trollhunter. So she throws punishments at him and grounds him, but does he listen?

No. Cause why should he? Not only is he dealing with things much more important than being grounded, yknow, saving the world, he's trying to protect her from the sheer knowledge of the supernatural and physically protecting her from getting harmed. And again, for the majority of the time since his dad left he pretended to be an adult. He was and is the main adult in the household, dealing with important things she doesn't even know about.

The only one's treating Jim like a teenager are teachers, other children and Blinky and Aaargh sort of when they're not in the middle of Troll business. Strickler, in the first episodes where Jim doesn't know about his true identity, is much more of a parental figure to Jim (also after his redemption later on tbh) than his mother.

In summary: Barbara is treating her son like an adult, almost like a partner, instead of a child/teenager. And when that isn't possible anymore she doesn't know how to properly treat him. She also doesn't really care that her son is uncomfortable with her being around Strickler, or Strickler in general. And it takes Blinky telling her (when Jim is 16) that Jim might be affected by his father leaving when he was five years old.

Jim meanwhile is treating his mother more like a child/teenager instead of the adult and MOTHER that she is. Seeing her as his responsibility. Cooking for her. Cleaning for her. Telling her to rest and take breaks.

They obviously love each other other. And their relationship might not be toxic, but it's very much disfunctional. In a way that is mostly negative for Jim.

#toa #toa trollhunters #trollhunters #jim lake jr #jim lake junior #barbara lake #walter strickler #trollhunters strickler #tales of arcadia #blinky #aarghhh #trollhunters blinky #Barabara; just because Steves mother has a relationship with one of his teachers and it working out between him and her son #Doesn't mean it's gonna work out for you #If you're a parent and your child is uncomfortable with a partner of yours #YOU BREAK IT UP #Especially if your child is still living with you #Seriously #Okay I know trainer Lawrence probably only became Steves stepdad later in the series #And they also had to work some things out first #But at least they didn't try to kill each other and trainer Lawrence was actively trying to be a good parent/friend to steve #And don't get me started on “A vespa costs so much”: YOU'RE A DOCTOR #Don't know much about new jersey or wherever the show takes place but doctors earn good money almost everywhere #Especially with how much nightshifts and over time hours she has #Not being sure about your 16 year old driving I understand #But don't try to excuse it with money when you're obviously not poor and he's been wanting it for so long that you could've easily saved up #The money till his 16th birthday #Okay I ranted about this long enough #Also the fandom is dead so nobody will read this probably #Byeee

[dancingdorito]

i really appreciate discourse on penelope featheringtons character but it also reminds me that some people dont understand that she's not supposed to be this amazing gracious person. shes flawed and loyal and stubborn and she's also, guess what - 18 years old! i cant think of one good decision i made when i was that young and she has so much pressure to be what shes not.

penelope is not a great person, and THATS THE POINT. she's flawed and makes many mistakes and in the end, were some of the things she did selfish? sure. does it make her the devil reincarnated? no.

people is a teenager that has two friends and is ignored by her family. she is 18 and on the marriage market. she doesn't have much say on how her future will turn out but she DOES have a platform.

penelope is doing what she can and protecting her loved ones the only way she knows how. is that a good way to deal with her issues? not at all. but she's not perfect and LW is the only way people hear her (eloise only listens to her occasionally). you can argue all you want about her not deserving colin but its not like she's publishing things that aren't true or would not have come to light later on.

the point i'm trying to make is that female characters shouldn't have to be angels for the audience to accept them. i dont see one word about anthony when he attempted to literally KILL his best friend in a duel, or when he tried to place his sister in an arranged marriage when she wanted to marry for love. anthony is flawed too but the fandom sees past that because he was protecting his sister. but then what was penelope doing? how is that easier to excuse and look past? was she not protecting eloise and colin from worse fates in the wrong way? you cannot pick and choose what characters you give leeway to. especially when it REEKS of misogyny.

women shouldn't have to be perfect for men to love them. same thing goes for anyone of any gender. i'm tired of female characters not receiving the same treatment as male characters who do the same things.

no one ever claimed that penelope was supposed to be a good person, in fact nicola coughlan has stated multiple times that penelope is not, and that is precisely the point.

i could write a whole essay on this but i will end it here. stop expecting female characters to be perfect in order to deserve any good things.

#penelope featherington #penelope featherington discourse #polin #netflix bridgerton #bridgerton #bridgerton s3 #bridgerton season 3 #penelope bridgerton #youre allowed to not like her just please be aware of why #im a penelope defender till i die #colin was a dick to say he would never court her not because he doesnt feel the same but because he told eligible gentlemen #like RIGHT after he told her how important she was to him #i love colin but hes not perfect either and thats why i like him #but people dont hate on colin like they do penelope #and it just reeks to me #anthony bridgerton was redeemed but lets not forget #he tried to place daphne in an arranged marriage #and he tried to kill simon #like literally aimed a gun at him