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meangirls-imagines · 2 months

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hi! can i ask for more descriptions of the R in the poly!plasticsverse (i love the character descriptions btw, im just eager) like how tall are they and what music they listen to.

(also hi! is this the appropriate place to send my dumb little thoughts about them? because i know your requests are closed and i don’t wanna like overstep in any way. im also the person who submitted R getting up in the middle of the night to sleep [IT WAS SO GOOD AND SWEET AND CUTE, i love it so much] but i did not expect to get something written, and i felt bad because i didn’t know if that meant i made you feel like it was a request. if it did come off as a request, i am so sorry, i meant to be a gay little shit telling you how much it took over my brain to read poly!plastics)

HI YES OF COURSE YOU CAN SEND IN YOUR THOUGHTS ABOUT THE POLY!PLASTICSVERSE! PLEASE DO!

Y/N is what @yungpoetfics calls "polyjamorous".

She vibes to female rappers with Regina.

She dances to vintage music with Gretchen. (Her and Gretchen have slow danced to Elvis in the kitchen late at night.)

She tries to listen to Kpop with Karen but can't get into it. (She doesn't tell Karen that so she doesn't hurt her feelings.)

She goes all "Thug Life" with Shane. (They showed up to school one day dressed like 2005 John Cena while blasting Tupac. Regina burned those clothes after Y/N wore them.)

She introduced Shane to emo rap. He became obsessed with Lil Peep in two days. (He tried to get face tats but Y/N shut that shit down quickly."

"Lil Peep looks good with them because he's handsome, you would look like you just got out of jail. Do you know what they do to pretty boys like you in jail? They make them bottom bitches." "Maybe I should go to jail." "NO!"

Her and Aaron listen to all kinds of things (but when they are alone, they blast One Direction).

Her and Janis have a similar taste, so they vibe with each others music.

Damian tries to get her to listen to R&B and she likes it.....kind of.

Y/N is a pop punk/emo at heart.

Y/N and Regina will jam to Paramore and Evanescence but Y/N's favorite band is Simple Plan.

Y/N went to a Simple Plan concert when she was a kid and it was the greatest moment of her life.

They got a picture of them meeting Simple Plan and it's their greatest possession.

She listens to classical music with Cady when she tutors Y/N. When they hang out on what they call "mother and son time", they listen to country. (Conway Twitty, Garth Brooks, Reba, etc.)

Regina and Y/N recreated the "Still Into You" video (Regina singing, Y/N playing guitar. Ballons, bicycles indoors, the whole thing) and posted it to their IG on Valentines Day.

It's their song.

Emo band hcs:

Y/N: Simple Plan

Regina: Paramore

Karen: Panic! At the Disco

Gretchen: Dashboard Confessional

Cady: Secondhand Serenade

Aaron: Fall Out Boy

Shane: Green Day

Janis: Avril Lavigne

Damian: is confused

Now, let's talk about about our favorite stoner.

Y/N is 5'6", she's just shorter than Regina.

She's got a scar on her nose from when she was a kid and she was jumping on her parent's bed and tripped over her dad's foot and busted her face. (I'm totally not projecting). And a birthmark on her stomach that is lighter than the rest of her skin (so it looks like a scar). When they get intimate, its her girlfriends favorite spot to kiss.

(She also wrote a song called My Girl for the plastics and plays it when one or all of them are sad.)

#mean girls imagines #regina george imagine #regina george x reader #karen shetty x reader #gretchen wieners x reader #cady heron #damian hubbard #aaron samuels #janis imi'ike #shane oman #poly!plasticsverse

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dallonwrites · 1 month

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Lover Boy But It's The Camp Nano Intro?

Sometimes Beau thinks his heart must be made out of the most fragile, feebly tissue paper – the dainty pink stuff pushed into the bottom of a Valentines giftbag, the biodegradable kind that immediately crumbles when it’s met with water or trash compost or an uncaring hand. But it’s not his fault he’s a hopeless romantic.

genre: adult litfic

setting: san francisco, 1980s

deals with: grief and loss, queer history + the AIDS crisis, sex and the body, terminal illness and caretaking, being a hopeless romantic but like for all kinds of love, platonic love, friendship when one of them is ill and knows they will likely die, disability and how caretaking can reshape dynamics

summary: It's about love, babey! Beau tries to navigate all the different types of love in his life -- romantic, sexual, platonic, familial, communal, self -- as he leans into relationships, even the unhealthy ones, to try to cope with the death of his best friend Bobby, who Beau took care of whilst he was sick for two years. Told with a dual timeline showing those two years as Beau processes it. It's about being messy and confused and trying to understand how to move forward when the biggest part of your life is now gone. It's about being in love with your best friend but like platonically and also your best friend is dead. It's about queer sex and grief and caretaking and the AIDS crisis. Beau is also obsessed with horror movies and is definitely autistic but doesn't know it. Bobby loved volcanoes and mountains, acrylic painting, David Cronenberg movies and also The Muppets (his fave was Gonzo btw). If you want to know more I have a more detailed WIP intro and also the tag where I post way too long excerpts!

status: 16,391 words into the first draft, but that's been writing whenever/whatever I want rather than a consistent routine

my goal?: get a consistent drafting routine LOL. Word count wise I'd like 15k to basically double it, but we will see! Would love to write everyday at least though.

I haven't done taglists in a while buuuut if people are doing camp nano taglists? That could be fun? This story is so sad but sometimes it is so silly and fun. If you like stories where the grief and joy hold hands then this might be for you !!

What Beau remembers: The quiet when, for a long moment, Bobby didn’t speak. Then, a whisper. “Today wasn’t the day.” And Beau understood what he meant, a painful but deep knowing -- how they still weren't ready, whenever they talked about it, to say the word die. “No, today wasn’t the day.” Bobby, quieter. “And tomorrow. Tomorrow won’t be the day either.” “I don’t think it will.” Beau thinks, at this moment, that he kissed the top of Bobby’s head, or he whispered one into his hair, pressed his cheek into it. At least, that’s how he remembers, or how he wants to. “I don’t think it will be the day for a while.” What Beau remembers: Bobby, still quiet, his breathing slowed. But still awake. How he moved closer, and Beau held him tighter. Sometimes Beau believed that if he just held onto Bobby tighter it would somehow lengthen the time between now and the day, that the universe would sense their closeness and not dare to sever it. All if Beau just held him closer, heartbeat to heartbeat. It was so dark in the room, the moonlight a thin sheet behind the curtains; just them and their bodies, their breaths. And he thinks he remembers Bobby smiling, that he felt it or even sensed it, the presence of something happy, something that, for a moment, let itself be hopeful. “Your heartbeat is so relaxing,” he said. “I love that you sleep like Dracula.”

#the way i literally tried to make this short. i kinda flopped #laughing so hard this is basically the same length as the other one but like bc my ass needed THAT excerpt at the end #camp nanowrimo #lover boy #me doing the exact wip intro style i said i didnt like for my camp nano post LOL!#i tried to parallel the vibes w the excerpts like #lure you in with the hopeless romantic quote and then OH! it's about seeing ur best friend slowly die

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moonlitchaoticneutral · 2 months

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Pole for the Soul

Video at End of Post

I have mentioned before that I have a passion for pole and burlesque dancing. Some background (trigger warning): Several years ago, I was in a sexually abusive relationship that reached its peak in February a few days before Valentines Day. My best friend and mother (who did not know what was going on btw) helped me avoid him on Valentines Day and helped me safely get out of the relationship on February 15th. Every year, I experience PTSD and a depressive episode through February and often into March.

Nearly 2 years ago, I started pole dancing to break out of the shame of being a woman and a sensual being. It was a way to take my body and my power back and learn to love myself again. My pole sisters have supported me through shame, embarrassment, frustration, dissociative episodes, and PTSD. They have helped me to learn to feel beautiful and sexy again. Helped me to stop being afraid and ashamed of my sensuality.

I pole for me. Even when it is a sexual or sensual piece, it is for my growth, confidence, and enjoyment of my body. Not the male gaze. Not for money our clout. But compliments and ego boosts are always welcome 😉

This piece was me processing through emotions, so it isn't meant to be sexy. If the response to this post is positive, I will post more videos of more style variety as I make ones I like. Also, pole is hard and mistakes happen. These are videos from live performances. Yes, I fell out of my Meat Hook. Don't judge me 😂

@lavenderstemssss @voluptuous-napkin @litaloni

#pole dance #trigger warning

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masked-and-doomed · 7 months

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NEW ME NEW INTRO!!

Hello, I'm Kat/Kats (or Yomotsu), welcome!! I am so normal about my boyfriends.

Discord: thatonekats

👆 just in case. Tumblr explodes. Talk to me if you wanna ig (I am not good at conversing. So. Keep that in mind.)

Suspected BPD, have been diagnosed autistic. I will feel things very intensely either forever or feel nothing about it in the next hour max. You may see vent posts. Every now and then. Check the tagging system to block em out.

I am deeply in love and sickly affectionate for 4 men. They're my boyfriends, girlfriends, besties- our relationship? Is uhh whatever man. It's love. It's love. (Also not the best fathers but hey I take what I can get)

First two being Yomotsu Hirasaka (pfp), and Takao Hiyama. They are my most intense hyperfixation of 2 years.! They are from Mirai Nikki/Future Diary. An anime/manga which I don't really like.

The next beloved is Pocketcat! He is from Fear and Hunger. He's. A silly :) There's so much intrigue of him aaaghhh ough he is so sad.

Last one !! Faust. From Guilty Gear. He's a. He's somebody. Got him on Valentine's Day. He makes me a different kind of ill. Alas, this doctor cannot cure me.

They're 💙 just like me fr. I love them. URL is them btw. Masked men, doomed.

(comfortable with sharing and gushing together with everyone. I don't mind if you send or @ me in stuff that has Faust shipped with someone, (I like appreciating art of Faust in any form :] ) just know I'm uncomfy with all (canon x canon) Faust ships except Happy Chaos)

I do block on some criteria but I will not disclose it. So, you may get blocked by me for something, and you will never know. (Followers only)

(if we're mutuals and you block me, I'd like to know the reason why. Not a requirement.)

Yayaya tagging system time!

#ah rambling - general yapping tag

#[MN/funger] rambling - ramblings of MN or funger

#[MN/funger] bangers - memes/shitposts of that fandom

#oc time - posts about the little OCs I have

#unnamed girlie - posts about my self insert. (UG for short)

#guy in my head - headcanon posts

#doodle tag - stuff not high effort enough to put into my art blog goes here

#reblog moment - reblogs! So you can filter them out

#lovesick - yandere / obsessive behaviour

#gatito - kitty tag.

#belalang beloveds - grasshopper tag. Belalang is grasshopper in Malay :)

#art save - images I wanna draw (typically memes I wanna draw with my guys)

#art reference material - reblogs of posts with helpful art stuff

#general reference material - reblogs of posts with whatever that isn't art. Not really 'general' perse but I don't have another word

#epic meowtual art - art by the meowtuals!

#ask game - reblogs of ask game posts

#ask game answer - answers to asks abt the ask game

#hello asker - ask tag

#tag game - reblog of posts that are meant to have you tag other ppl to continue the chain

#negative. And #/negative are used for vent posts. Make those sometimes.

#hxrny aroace on main - (mind the x) epic posts where I feel feelings for some characters (carnally)

#fanfic shit idfk - posts related to fanfics I'm reading (or something like that)

#shit I send to fictional guy - posts I'd send to fictional characters. Will prob have their name tagged too.

#unnamed oc core - wow it's just like him fr. Many things will be tagged this btw. They are not okay. (Same person as UG jsyk)

#pocketkitty - for posts I don't want in the pocket.cat tag or reblogging posts that are like pocket.cat. (only applies to him everyone else gets tagged with their name in posts that are like them)

#robot nephew - similar to pocketkitty just that it's. Mr robo.t K.y

#silly doctor man - I fell into gui.lty g.ear and now I'm in love with this bozo. When I don't want it to be in the main tag. Yes like pocketkitty and robo bo.

#mister omelette - guy that asks which came first the chicken or the egg. Answers himself, it's omelette.

Liveblog tags:

Guilty gear: #pride in my gears: sign, #pride in my gears: rev

Tag me in stuff you think I like!! I don't mind! Or like tag games .

@katsdoodles - art blog/archive.

There's also a *cough cough* side blog. For degenerate thoughts of mine. If you want it just give a DM ig.

That's all for now!! Have fun!!

#intro post

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aliceindaisychains999 · 1 month

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Hiii ✨️ Your reply from my post got me really curious about headcanons for my self ship and I feel like I really need a kick back into posting all my drafted f/o posts...

Primis Dempsey is the absolute love of my life, and I was wondering what sort of hcs you had? I also want to come up with a new ship name, but I'm stumped thus far heh..

Sending big hugs 🩷✨️

- 🌾

Angel, I’ve got just the thing! I’m glad you’re back and I’m sending big hugs and lots of love to you💖💖💖

But FIRST!

A short little name brain storm

Guns and Roses

Bowie-Winged Butterflies (bowie knife btw, not the 80s singer)

Poppies and Primroses

Gun-Slinging Sweethearts

I hope these few can help, even if it helps the brainstorm have a clearer idea of what feels right.

Headcanons for you and Primis Tank:

Ohhh my GOSH. Every time Tank looks at you, it’s like a sense of pure wonder completely mesmerizes him. Smitten is an understatement

As a marine, his training and combat experience shook him down to experience constant hyper vigilance. Just your very presence helps him feel grounded again.

You have such an ethereal beauty to you! Not just in the way you naturally glow, but the way you dress yourself is just so gorgeous and so classy! You have him like moth to a flame. Tank can’t help but kiss you from head to toe every chance he gets

You’re that special someone who’s graced him with gift of tenderness that he’s secretly starved for. For that, he’s eternally grateful. He expresses this most through quality time and physical affection the most

I feel like he would give you one of these cheesy Valentine’s just to make you smile

“Yeah, I know it’s dorky. But it made you smile!”

You might be a badass belle of your own, but Tank’s still going to feel the need to protect you. If anyone bothers you, he’s immediately up to bat against anyone and anything. Hell, he’d threaten to punch the dirt if you stepped on a rock. The man is incredibly devoted to helping you

Dempsey has a lot of depth to him. Only you ever had the chance to really know that. The battles he’s willing to fight for you extend past outside conflicts. You are never too much. You are worth more than every star in the galaxy.

“Remember when I said we’d fight side to side, back to back? I meant that from the bottom of my heart. We’re a team. And I’m willing to do whatever the hell it takes to keep you safe. You’re the woman I want to love ‘till the day I die. No matter what happens, I promise to protect you.”

Some songs for your ship: You I Need by Amorphis, Doe Eyes by Sophie Woodhouse, and No Other Love by Jo Stafford

He’s very easy going whether you want to go somewhere or stay curled up together at home. Fun dates include (but are not limited to 😉): picnic dates, walking along the beach shoreline, a trip to the shooting range, aquarium visits, shopping together, and so much more.

In his top left pocket is his mother’s blueberry pie recipe to remember her by. I can see you both working together in the kitchen to make it together! Kneading the dough, teaching him what to do, having him slow dance with you while waiting for it to bake. It’s one of his most cherished memories.

Tank lets you steal his leather jacket to wear often. In a modern AU where he’s a drill sergeant, he makes sure you help keep it safe while he’s off to work.

When you two snuggle in at night, you get to rest safe in the marine’s embrace. He softly strokes your hair while you rest your head on his chest, softly conversing until one of you fall asleep first.

Tank daydreams with you about what it’d be like running away to a cottage home. Coming home to that sweet smiling face of yours every day, tending to the garden, escaping the bustle of the world. One of these days, he’s gonna make that dream a reality for you both.

#my writing #IM SO SORRY IF I GOT TOO LENGTHY #I got stuck in a mode of ‘oh these guys are such a power couple lets do some more’#i’m only stopping myself because of the wall of text I’ve unleashed #i do hope it helps though!💝

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hugogetsrawed · 3 months

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TVA archive anon again yes that is what I meant thank you! Sorry I wasn't clear enough in my first ask, I'm just a bit intrigued by the local fandom cryptid and don't know where to do research

No worries!! I can give you a quick overview of what happened (to the best of my knowledge) and places you can look for remnants of the Tall Varian anon.

The Tall Varian anon started posting under NSFW fics on ao3 that featured bottom Varian. (It's important to note that the Tall Varian anon and the Top Varian anon are the same person btw!)

They hit up a few top Varian fics, praising them for having that and begging for more material. These are mostly under "Anon Guest" users, but I think DAVIDOFF and Sararar were the pseudonyms they transitioned into using.

I'm pretty sure if you search Varigo on ao3 and filter it out to Explicit fics, you'll find a comment under one of those two names about it, so I would start there. It's mostly smaller comments like "this is actually good" or "why won't people write Top Varian?" until beloved fandom author PornOnTheCob declared open season on them in their comment section on I THINK their valentine's day fic in 2022 (?). After that it migrated to Tumblr and became way more hostile.

There was an incident where they posted under EVERY SINGLE Varigo authors' works (including non tts/vat7k fics) about how Varigo was a cult (these might be deleted, but I still have screenshots somewhere).

It's harder to search on Tumblr bc the search system is stupid and broken, but there were a million incidents on my main (@whothefuckisknives), and I'm pretty sure other blogs got hit up too (I wouldn't know tho bc I only knew a couple of ppl in the fandom at the time and we were in a Discord groupchat, not really on Tumblr).

Currently, they do have a Tumblr blog, but they have most ppl in the fandom blocked which is awesome for us tbh. I think they interact with 3 ppl tops.

One note to add, you'll probably find a lot of Tall Varian/Top Varian comments under Cheerio, HOWEVER you'll also find nice comments too. That's bc Cheerio was actually someone else, but Tall Varian anon started impersonating them to cause drama (I know this btw bc I knew who the original Cheerio was and they ended up making an AO3 account). So if you see Cheerio in the comment section during the Porn0nTheCob fights, that's not Tall Varian anon.

There's a bunch of other pseudonymous they used too, like Anali, Dan, Duchess de L'ciel, Rioteer, gds, and Lady [something?? i don't remember it but I think it began with an "A"]. They've gone through a couple of Tumblr blogs too that got deleted or banned too. The only one's I can remember is @imapervertedtangledfan (deleted, but you might be able to find it via archieve/waybackmachine fuckery), @/aliciasinferno (this one is still a little bit active).

Actually here's a really funny call out post that THEY POSTED ABOUT THEMSELVES to try and throw ppl off their trail (didn't work):

It has the names of all the blogs and some of the AO3 names they've used which is. Really really funny.

Anyway, those are some places where you can start looking! Its a really weird deep dive fr one you get into it. They're also still active on their current Tumblr, but I'm not comfortable with naming them outside of DMS bc I don't want them up my ass again.

#fandom salt #tall varian anon #tall varian anon if you are reading this don't even bother to get in my askbox bc we all know how that's turned out every time

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australet789 · 1 year

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Sarafina always dreamed of having a big family. Even affter Mheshimiwa death's and Rego cheating on her, she never stopped pursuing that dream. That's why she accepted bearing Scar's heir. But after Scar never accepted to recognize Mheetu as his son, her dream stopped. She still loved her cubs though and focused on protecting them. So when Ni appeared and saved Nala from Scar's hyenas she got interested in him. And so did Ni. He told Sarafina that a nearby pride that used to have alliance with The Pridelands has sent him to help and check how things were going. Ni suggested her to leave with him and with her cubs. But Sarafina couldn't. She had a duty with the pride and she wouldnt leave Sarabi alone, dealing with Scar. So Ni promised to come back for her when he was stronger and could challenge Scar.

Ni did come back, but things were already handled by Simba. Sarafina has lost hope on seeing Ni again so when he showed again she got happy to see a nice familiar face. The Pridelands were still healing from Scar's reign so once again, Ni suggested for her to leave with him and see the world. Sarafina hesitated but after Mheetu returned and with a little push from Nala, Sarafina accepted to leave. Sure she wouldn't be able to have more cubs, but she didnt care: she finally have found someone that loved her.

-------------------------------------------------------------------------- This is what I meant to post for Valentine's day. And a little explanation of why Sarafina isn't in the second film.

Btw, Ni's mane is small not because he is younger than Sarafina but because he is a trans male lion.

#the lion king #tlk fanart #tlk #tlk art #fanart #Illustration #sarafina #ni #my art #pictures arts

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sunny-were-stupid-to-much · 1 year

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Something that was originrally meant by Valentine's Day, a pureraisin tea date. PV is wearing his costune bc I just got it a week ago.

Plus btw, my headcanons!

Remember, mineeee. No way to say I caninized it from my butt, noooo. Also, sketch version bc I was to lazy to clean it xp

If I had something more to say, i'm going to edit this post

#crk fanart #cr kingdom #crk #pure vanilla cookie #black raisin cookie #pureraisin #strawberry crepe cookie #cookie run kingdom #cookie run shipping

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moonlight-sonata99 · 1 year

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Because Of You

Howzer x reader

Valentines Day special

A/n: HELLA LATE but uh wanted to post something before it ended, so why not howzer?mf needs love❤️ This is part 2 to the previous one! Btw not proofread but I'll reread tmr❤️❤️

Prompts:

“I dont know if i could bring myself to speak it...”

“For years i have yearned for you, in secrecy and in silence.”

It had been a while since you rescued Captain Howzer from Ryloth, It took him some getting used to “Civilian”Life if you can call constantly being on the run as a jedi-well..your not even sure if you call yourself a jedi anymore. But back on the topic at hand. After saving Howzer it was most reasonable that you lay low for a while. It meant mostly doing small jobs on planets that were far far away. Most of Howzer’s men stayed behind and helped and you came to see them as family of sorts.

And some found other path’s, they were teary goodbyes. Howzer was saddened by this,but knew his men decided for themselves now in this new world. Speaking of,,,

“Howzer?” you opened your eyes feeling his presence besides you as you meditated.

“Sorry i-”

“theres no need..what is it?did you detect something on the scanner?” you inquired looking up at him as he shook his head.

“Sit” you said patting the floor next to you. The captain seemed surprised at the gesture and sat next to you hesitantly. He was always like this. It seemed (To you) that he would never get used to you, a jedi who used to a general. as someone to be comfortable around, You breathed in and closed your eyes once again. It was hard to focus with howzer around if you were being honest, as time went on you came to understand your feelings more and more.

Its been long since you first met on ryloth supporting the twi’leks wher eyou first laid you eyes on the clone captain, like any trooper you were courteous and aided them in battle. you spent months on ryloth you got to know the captain and became more fond of him.

“Fond”

if you can call thinking about him for long periods..”Fond.”

“i wanted to talk you about something,” the man besides you interrupted you though as you kept your eyes closed.

“What is it?” you asked turning your head toward him.

“I..” he trailed off, Now curious you opened your eyes again. “I recently got in contact with the group who helped get the Syndulla’s off ryloth..” he explained looking down “they helped me get into contact with Captain rex, hes helping other clones..i want to help him.”

ah...you heart dropped at the realiation that it meant him leaving.

“you...want?” you repeated as he nodded a bit confused

“Yes” he replied as if he was waiting for your confirmation.

“Howzer... you dont need to ask for my permission” you added observing how his shoulder lowered and he breathed out.

‘i..keep forgetting.” he admitted sheepishly with a smile.You chuckled and feigned a smile.

“Its alright, i assumed you will take some of the guys with you?” you asked gesturing to the men snoring in the cots.

“Yes, i’ve already spoken to them” howzer said placing his hand on his knees.

“I see, so when will you be leaving?” you questioned placing a hand on the floor,as howzer placed a hand behind his neck. sensing his uncertainness you gave him a reassuring smile.

sighing howzer looked into our eyes

“Tomorrow night.” he stated, Your eyes widened, seeing your shock howzer continued.

“We already cleaned up the ship for you, and finished up the remaining jobs” he reassured. Out of the initial shock you shook your head,

‘No..its not that i dont mind that i-” you said sputtering and clearing your throat,

“i dont mind..but do you intend on staying for long?” you ask feeling a weight on your chest. The captain looked away in thought.

“Im...not sure.” he admitted.

“Ah...well it was a pleasure being with you howzer” you admitted looking down, “I mean it”

“Likewise..[name]’ you ears perked at the mention of your name, it was not often he said your name, you wondered why. but he never did. regardless..him saying it now made you happier than how you previously felt.

He slowly made his way up,and made his way to the barracks. But...he stopped?

your breathe hitched, somewhat hoping he would walk back your way. but howzer stood still, seeming hesitant.but ultimately made his way back to the cot’s.

You let your head tilt downwards obviously disappointed.

millions of thoughts raced through your mind as you thought about the captain who had been apart of your life since ryloth. Apart of you felt lost,

On one hand, You knew you couldn't keep him here. Asking would just be selfish. on the other...You wanted to spend more time with him, its selfish yes.. all that time you spent thinking about the captain after the battle of ryloth..and you got your wish.

standing up you crash into someone

“Im so- howzer?” you ask confused

“Sorry- i was headed back to the cockpit” he stuttered

“O-oh” you mumbled you two stood there

“look i..” he continued but stopped then shifted his gaze to the men around you two who were sleeping. taking your hand he lead you to the cockpit closing the doors he made his way to the seat you following suit.

“What is it?”you mumble looking at him as he shifted with finger fingers before looking at you.

"“I dont know if i could bring myself to speak it...” he mumbled shifting his gaze back down.

You observed him for a bit before sitting straight. You had no idea where this confidence came from, but looking at your surroundings.

"This is where you asked me" you blurted out reminiscing.

"What?"

"That day, when I broke you out. Do you remember what you asked me?" You question him tilting your head.

"Asked me..?" He repeated as you nodded your head.

Howzer looked at you in thought recalling everything.

Then it clicked.

" I asked you if...the only reason you came was to help" he breathed out as you nodded once again.

"Yes." You replied turning your gaze out the window, " I lied."

"What do you mean?" He asked his heart beginning to race.

"I-" you stopped yourself and glanced at him. Then turned your gaze back to the window.

"Well not really i-i did go back to help but I was... " you stuttered out your cheeks turning warm. " I went back for you." You blurted turning away.

Howzer's eyes widened and his heart raced even faster at your admission. He felt...relieved.

You let out a sigh of embarrassment "when I first met you, as you know I was a jedi, but...ever since then I somewhat question some of my teachings." You said fidgeting with your clothes. "Then I came to ryloith and met you, after that I...I spent my years thinking...and i think For years i have yearned for you, in secrecy and in silence. When I heard about ryloth..and everything I thought of you." You admitting looking at him and then looking down.

Howzer stood in complete shock, yes the person that he himself thought he could never have. Stood in front of him. Right when he was about to do it. You being a jedi made him believe that his feelings would have not been reciprocated.

Slowly he reached for you hand, "i...me to." He mumbled his cheeks burning as you looked at him in surprise at his confession. You looked at you now intertwined hands.

"But what about...?"

"We can work it out." He cut you off as you lifted your gaze to him. You gave him a soft smile.

"It doesn't have to be for a long time...I'll be back before you know it." He reassured looking at you.

"Alright.."you replied nodding andholding his hand closer to your heart.

"Until then..lets-" you mumbled

"Enjoy the time we have together?"

"Yes."

#tbb x reader #captain howzer #captain howzer x reader #captain howzer x you #the bad batch x reader

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emerxshiu · 3 months

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[SIDE ORDER]

tw// slight blood and body horror

not sure if it could classify like it but im adding a warning just in case

Speedrun agent 8 for side order release

I remember mentioning in my instagram when posting for valentine's that i would be back when side order drops, i mostly meant it as kind of a joke since i had some drawing to post. i did not expect that to actually become true lol.

Im definitly staying up tonight (not like i could sleep these past days anyway)

It felt kinda nice drawing some splatoon stuff again, last time was in like december, wich were just doodles, and technically yesterday but that was me making a kirby x splatoon crossover so it doesnt count, so actually last time i did an actual finished drawing for splatoon was the fuzzy neo in november.

Im really hyped up for this, i have played basically just one roguelike in my life (candies n' curses, its fun you should play it too) so i dont have much experience in the genere, but its okay! tho having to restart from floor 1 makes me a bit nervous, wich is funny cuz in candies and curses i also had to restart from floor one yet i kept trying so im not really sure why im worrying, tho it did take me months just to finish the main story in that game, and i want to experience the entierity of side order as blind as i can, maybe thats why. but i managed to avoid magolor epilogue spoilers for a year this might not be that bad.

here's an inverted version i did just for fun.

Aight now i need to talk about the actual drawing, honestly i just sketched something quick with a vague idea of agent 8 with coral growing from them. the real struggle was the background, the colors werent looking nice togheter, it was hard to see what was going on etc, and in the end i decided it would be cool to add images for texture, and that saved it. i used the images from side order's teaser trailer, superimposed over the background and ink. and then i decided to add the side order text to add something, i originally drew some color chips but they looked off in there so i got rid of em

also version without text

btw my birthday is next monday (sobbing rn) this is the third time nintendo releases stuff around my birthday, im so lucky lol

I hope y'all have a nice day

Jambuhbye! :3

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coyotevallie · 4 months

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obviously i know of the wonderful real and true lesbian hermie but i would still like to hear ur thoughts on her :3

HIII :3 thank u for the excuse to explain because truly i feel so strongly abt this . here is my extensive reasons as to why hermie unworthy could never be anything but a lesbian and ur hcs are all wrong and this IS a personal attack on you btw <- thats a joke this post is very silly and not meant to be an Actual Theory but i DO feel strongly

lezzermie realness: a manifesto

REASON 1!!!!!!!!! again . WHAT WAS THE BEND IT LIKE BECKHAM THING ABOUT . and this isnt "actor character randomly dresses up as kiera knightley from bend it like beckham for no reason" which to be clear . would still make me raise my eyebrows . HOWEVER hermie isnt just any kind of actor shes a SPECIFICALLY DC ACTOR . she ONLY does dc characters . the ONE other time is when she's dressing up as scary for like a Real Reason . this is not a real reason its not even a musical or a play or smt its not even theatre kiddy . what are you trying to say hermie others will silence you but i will let you speak

REASON 2!!!!!!!!!!!!! further reasons will be predicated on the assumption that scary marlowe is a: a lesbian and b: that her crush on hermie is lesbianistic in nature . this can be proven simply w the line "im not like other girls i dont like ned or earl but when im with you my heart shatters or smt along those lines i cant be bothered to check verbatim" . abt hermie . oh so youre not into GENERIC MASCULINE NAMES like OTHER (STRAIGHT) GIRLS but hermie is different ...... this is successfully✅ proven . also she compared her and scary to the joker and harley ..... and scary STILL had a crush . i dont think anybody could tolerate that unless it was from a lesbian 🙏

REASON 3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! with this assumption presumed ....... now i know what you were thinking in reason one when i asserted hermie only broke dc those tow times . "val thats not true he was jack on the titanic" . to that i say YES ...... she did an overdramatic romantic scene riffing on an iconic straight couple from a historical movie with (as we have 100% proven) a lesbian w a dykey ass crush on her . whats more lesbian than that . thats the butchfemmiest shit

REASON 4!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hear you cry from the crowds . but valentine ur MISSING something . ur WRONG . because NORMAL!!!!!!!! to which i say normal is so obviously a girl to everyone but herself lets be real . the eldritch beast she has this deep connection with and empathizes with immediately is fixated on being a bad girl? she has a whole arc where she tries to be a normal son and boy to appeal to her parent who doesnt approve of how she chooses to express herself and picks a masculine name to go w it in contrast to . um . i mean i guess an adjective is gender neutral??????? hermies a lesbian FOR normal not DESPITE normal ......... also lesbians can be mlm and have complex genders too . me for example . bigender swag which hermie absolutely has

REASON 5!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! if we assume normal's arc is transgender THEN we must observe the parallels with hermie and come to the same conclusion of girlmie (or boygirlmie but bigendermie is a convo for another day) realness . both created to be a specific type of son (normal well Normal, hermie a joke machine) both Not Quite Right in a way they cant shake both reaching out for a new more fitting identity which in hermie's case EXPLICITLY includes gender nonconformity (we will discuss next bulletpoint) . and if we prove girlmie by way of her crush on scary (and as previously stated normal) we prove lezzermie

REASON 6!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dressing up as poison ivy isnt necessarily lesbianistic because she dresses up as other dc villains HOWEVER!!!!!! i will argue that the way she goes about it is uniquely suggesting of dykery . a: she flirts with normal .... THROUGH poison ivy . distinctly RELATED to poison ivy . this is lesbian behavior and reinforces my prior point and b: she REPEATS poison ivy ...... which she rarely does with others she goes through Eras with the rest of them but abandons them after HOWEVER!!!!! she does poison ivy sexy and gets sort of interrupted . THEN does batman in the spiderboyz intro . THEN goes back to poison ivy in hell........ why does she only repeat the known lesbian 🤨

REASON 7!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HERMIE unworthy ... HER MIE .... like her and me ...... instead of her man (heterosexual in nature) she chooses herMIE . normal holds her face and goes YOURE HERMIE (her x me) . think about it guys . think about it ........

ok anyway thats enough of my ramblings . this post is very silly if u cant tell but i am a #believer

#jokey tone .... DEEP truth at its core

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joculatrixster · 1 year

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Gingerbright's description says that she was baked "with leftover dough from making Gingerbrave" which kinda says that yeah, the two are related. I don't blame you if you didn't know about that as personally I didn't for a good while

they r not. let me explain.

Canonly they r NEVER stated to be family or see each other as such(arguments for found family aside) and in the valentines day event devs paired them??? in the picture i had in my og post it was clearly meant to be brave and bright but thats not the only reason i dont see them as family

their chart also doesnt say family, and while for some cookies it makes sense why in ovenbreak it would say that even when canon(Princess and Tigerlily separated at birth so not KNOWING they r related to eachother) Gingerbrave and Gingerbright have interacted w/ each other in MANY forms of cr media being the 2 main mascots even if bright is less so and they have never referred to each other as siblings(to my knowledge, if someone has proof of that ill change my mind). Hell they came out of the oven together and don't call each other siblings. Brave called Dozer his brother in Ovenbreak yet ha called Bright nothing but a trusted friend.

Actually, do you want to know what their charts do say? Bright's chart "My bravest friend! He's so brave!" FRIEND not brother. His? "Shes the brightest Cookie I know!" nothing saying thats his sister, if anything it is actually implying they r close friends again.

And while Brave has said to have a canon family member(Dozer) in the YEARS Bright has been around they never said she's his sister, being baked from the same dough i get why ppl would see them as related...but imo that doesnt make them related.

Littleray no other family member has been said to share dough??? for Alchemist and Vampire they r both grape based(grapes and wine), Almond and Walnut r both nuts, the Cherry Trio r all related to cherries, cherry blossoms, and candy cherries...none of whom r said to be baked form the same dough iirc??? its clearly ingredient based??? even mustard and wasabi r both condiments...and yet there r many cookies who share ingredients who r NOT related as well, like Latte, Affogato, and Espresso all being from the coffee tribe yet sharing no canon relationship or Bluelily and Lilybell who r from the same village sharing flowers as an ingredient yet being implied as a ship in canon...

Hey, did u know in the og korean txt of line(and possibly ovenbreak I havent checked) Devil uses Angel Cookie batter w/ added bat extract? while many hc the 2 r family its never canonly stated they r. Actually, in the comics, there were multiple Angel Cookies who all shared ingredients but didnt share relation.

Can i also use her whole description here? bc i think it says something u kinda didn't see...

"Maybe the Witch thought GingerBrave seemed lonely all by himself, cause she baked GingerBright with the leftover dough from making GingerBrave. Sweet and bubbly GingerBright is full of life. But this smart Cookie clearly knows that it would be a bad idea to offer her lollipop to GingerBrave."

...to me this doesnt imply the witch made him a sister, it implies the witch made him a trap. bc he was lonely she sent him a cookie similar to him to let his guard down but to me that seems to imply something like a friend sent(or lover...) but she resisted doing something which could have hurt him. Honestly i could just argue she only used the left over dough bc they were the first or last cookies if i wanted to bc the witch has been said to bake multiple cookies in batches together btw. Strawberry was baked in the same batch, for all we know she has some of the same dough as those 2 as well.

The fun thing about headcanons is we all have our own interpretations w/out telling others theirs was wrong. The sad thing about headcanons is ppl do not understand that. So, anon, I do not blame you if you didn't know about that as personally I didn't for a good while.

#gingerbright #gingerbrave #cookie run #is this discourse???#ask to tag #ig #rose rambles #all of this is /nm btw #I SOUND SO MAD IN THIS I THINK BUT IM NTO MAD AT U SPECIFCLY JSUT...CR FNADOM MAN...#THIS IS WHY I LEFT!!! PPL CANT RESPCT MY HCS BC THEY R UNPOPUALKR!!!

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tripthelightfandomtastic · 2 years

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Honeymooners - J.T.K

Anon: I don’t know if this is where I request something but could you do a fic with Jake where he and the reader saved themselves for marriage and it’s about their wedding night??? Like tender and sweet, giggly and nervous, maybe a lil hurt/comfort cause it’s the first time. No one’s written this concept before so it’d be so nice to see a fic about this😊 and I love your fics btw💓💓

Authors Note: The inspiration to this story comes from an anon request I got, asking for a sweet Jake fic about finally losing your virginities to each other. I adore soft Jake and getting the opportunity to make him a nervous, inexperienced husband was so fun.

Synopsis: After the wedding of your dreams, you and your newly married husband, Jake, finally lose your virginities to each other on your wedding night.

Word count: 4.4K (i’ve been sick so it's shorter than usual)

WARNING: 18+ Minors DNI, Smut, but make it sweet. Swearing, raw doggin' (wrap before you tap it babes).

Pairing: Jake x female reader

Please let me know what you think, I love hearing from y'all! Don’t hesitate to send me a story request! Let me know if you wanna be tagged in a future post!

Honeymooners- J.T.K

It was here and it was perfect. The day you had been waiting for, dreaming about since you were a little girl, had finally arrived as did your prince charming. Jake was no longer just your boyfriend, no longer your fiance, but finally, your husband. You could hardly even wrap your mouth around the words, “My husband.” You said into the dark of the car, watching the waving hands of your family and friends fade out of sight. “My wife.” Jake said, smiling as the words came out into the air, the two of you exchanged a blushing smile.

You and Jake were highschool sweethearts in every sense of the word. Your Valentine since your junior year, your prom date, your first and now last ever kiss. Jake was meant to be yours, and you his. The whole day felt like a dream, a messy dream full of anxiety and stress but also of pure joy and happiness. You had to keep massaging your cheeks from how much you had been smiling today. But now you were finally alone, after the hustle and bustle of both of your families, friends, the caterers, the DJ, the damn coordinator, and the bridal party, it was finally just the two of you, just as it was always meant to be.

You let out a sigh of relief as you fell backwards onto the California king bed of your grand honeymoon suite. Jake followed suit and landed right next to you, both of you staring up at the ceiling, just happy to breathe in the silence and stillness around you. Jake’s hand finds yours and holds it up above your heads into both of your plains of vision. “Look at that.” Jake smiles as he tilts your hand gently to catch the soft light against the diamonds on your wedding ring. “We did it.” You said, still at a loss for how it had all finally happened. Jake laces his fingers in yours and brings it to rest on his chest, pulling you to roll over and look up at him, laying your head on his chest. “You look so beautiful in your dress.” “Baby, you’ve told me that maybe one hundred times tonight.” You chuckled a wide grin, it was true, he had said this compliment to you in subtle different variations today, at any chance he could. “Because I mean it, and I will never go a day without telling you just how beautiful you are to me.” Jake whispered, his eyes trained on yours. You two sit there a moment, just looking into each other's eyes and taking in how much love you felt for the other. You finally lean in and kiss him, you have kissed these lips a thousand times and every single time it felt special. His hand rests against your cheek as he deepens the kiss, pulling you closer to him. Suddenly a flash in your mind makes you pull away and look at Jake with wide eyes.

You had this night pictured in your mind for years and now you were finally able to make it a reality. “Jake…” You started, your voice in a whisper, your hand resting against his own cheek now. “Are we-” “Only if you want to…” he finished, voice quiet enough to only be heard by you. The silence between you felt so thick, knowing this was finally your time. You and Jake had been together for years and you still had never lost your virginities to each other. You had always told him you just wanted your first time to be with someone you trusted and loved with all of your heart, and in the back of Jake’s mind he always prayed it would be with you. You were both so young when you got together, neither of you had had any experience with anyone else before, you were both so dedicated to each other you could never even think of kissing someone else let alone having sex with anyone else. When you both went to college together you knew that it wouldn’t be long until you two were engaged. Don’t get it twisted, you and Jake had come close to just throwing the whole agreement out the window and just fucking right then and there too many times when things got hot and heavy, but you were both steadfast in your choices. You wanted to know the person you gave yourself to like this would be there for you and not just leave you after they had what they wanted, or to lose it in the back of a car or a dirty dorm room. So now here you were, face to face with your now husband and full on permission of a fully carried out moral agreement between the two of you, sealed with a ring and a kiss. You and Jake had received the same cringey jokes all day from your friends and Jake’s brothers, “ooh tonight is the night,” “save it for the hotel you two!” “I better become an uncle by tonight” You both were nervous for tonight, not that it wouldn’t be perfect but that you simply would have no idea what you were doing.

You pushed the thoughts of everyone else out of your mind, all of the expectations out of your brain, all that mattered now was you and Jake. You sat up and looked at Jake, he followed suit, eyes scanning your face waiting for your response. You could only nod with a smile glistening in your eyes, your bottom lip nervously tucked between your teeth. “Only if you want to?” you asked simply, parroting his answer from just a moment ago. Jake smiled sweetly at you, tucking a strand of your perfectly done hair behind your ear. “I’ve only ever wanted you, darling.” He confesses, his voice soft as his hand cradles your jaw, he slowly leans in, pulling you in for a kiss. You feel the butterflies in your stomach, you feel like it's your very first kiss with Jake all over again, when he kissed you on that picnic blanket by the lake on fourth of July, all of the fireworks over head. This was right, he was the one, the only one for you. Jake pulls away, his lips just ghosting over yours, he smiles with a small chuckle, “How should we start?” he asks shyly, you just laugh along with him, “I have no idea.” The feeling in the air is easy, he’s your best friend, there was nothing you two couldn’t do. “Lets just, take it slow, hm?” Jake offered, you nodded, kissing him again, his lips are soft, sweet, the taste of champagne on his lips. You opened your mouth for him, he slips in his tongue, warm and gentle. You two had been kissing for near your entire relationship, it being kind of the only thing you could do, aside from the usual feeling each other up over your clothes and grinding on each other just to keep yourselves from going absolutely insane. If you think about it, you two were just really good at drawing out foreplay.

You snaked your hand into Jake's hair, long and perfect, you fist a handful of hair in your fingers and give a gentle pull, earning a throaty moan from Jake. That sound alone had you under the covers of your bedroom completely satisfied by just that sound for years when your own hands wandered in the night with only Jake on your mind, with thoughts of what his fingers would do if they were your own. You knew your own body well, you knew what felt good that way, but anything beyond your own hand was a mystery to you. You two had never had sex but you knew everything about each other, you knew how he liked to hold you, how he kissed your skin, and what he needed, this was just like adding a new thing to learn about him and the thought of uncharted territory with Jake made you excited to explore. Your hands come down to Jake’s suit jacket, beautifully tailored and elaborate but it was coming off all the same. He helps you push it off his shoulders, never disconnecting your lips. You start to undo the buttons of his shirt when Jake’s hand comes to the back of your dress, you laugh against his lips, “It took me almost ten minutes to get me in this damn thing.” You smiled as you threw your head back in laughter, this was not going to be like in the movies at all. “Well I bet I can get you out of it a lot easier.” Jake grinned, you pulled your hair to the side as you turned your back to him, giving him easier access to the buttons elegantly running down your back like a string of pearls.

“How do you even begin to undo a dress like this?” Jake asks in utter dismay, “It took us using a crochet hook to button them all, it should be easier to undo.” You smile at him over your shoulder. Jake’s fingers worked as fast as he possibly could, he leans in and gives you a sweet and soft kiss on the bare skin of your shoulder blade, goosebumps line your skin from the tenderness of his kiss. Finally the dress is undone as it falls heavily to the floor, pooling around your ankles. You jump at the sudden cool air, your left in your white lace panties and matching strapless bra, you turn slowly to look at Jake, sitting on the edge of the bed before you now with his shirt nearly all the way unbuttoned, he looked almost like a more dressed up version of his usual attire with his chest exposed to you like this. His eyes wide, lips parted in a look of pure adoration. “You’re stunning.” Jake whispers to you, eyes soaking in every inch of you, you smile wide. You knew he would never judge your body, after all of these years together but you were nervous all the same. Jake had seen you in a bathing suit before, this shouldn’t surprise him, but the context is different you understand, a bikini is not lace lingerie on your wedding night. “Come here.” He whispers with a come hither gesture from his fingers making you down right giddy.

You dig deep for the sexy saunter you are sporting but it suits you, you're a perfect natural at this, Jake makes you always feel so comfortable there was no way this wouldn’t feel anything but perfect. You take your place on Jake’s lap, straddling him and working the rest of the buttons yourself while Jake wraps his arms around you and kisses your neck. Soft kisses at first then he licks a stripe up from the crook of your neck up to just below your earlobe, you sigh at the feeling, so sensual and slow. You finally work Jake’s shirt off his shoulders, tossing it alongside your dress. Your hands wander across the beautiful expanse of his perfect chest, so well toned and warm beneath your fingertips. Jake’s hands slide down your waist and go to rest on your thighs. You pull him into a kiss as you slowly begin to grind down on top of him. A moan escapes you both as you can feel already just how hard he is underneath his slacks. “You feel so warm.” Jake breathes against your lips, “I’ve been dreaming about this night for as long as I can remember.” You tease him, whispering into his ear as you pull his ear lobe gently between your teeth. Jake sighs a breathy moan, his hands run up your thighs and down to squeeze on your ass, rocking you back and forth on top of his growing erection. Jake leans down to kiss the tops of your breasts, he’s so gentle and careful with his motions, you want to feel him even closer. You bring your arms back behind you to unclasp your bra, Jake looks up to you, waiting patiently, you unclasp the bra, pulling it away easily, making a show of it as you hold it beside you and dropping it dramatically to the floor.

“Fucks sake.” Jake whispers as he takes in your body, his hands glide to rest on your hips as he takes in your form. “Every inch of you is perfect.” he says softly, a blush creeps across your cheeks at the sincerity and sweetness of the man before you, erasing any doubt that clouded your mind. “I love you.” is all you can say in return. “I love you.” Jake smiles sweetly back to you. You know Jake is too much of a gentleman to move first, so you take his hands in your own and bring his hands to rest on your breasts. You tilt your head back at his touch, his hands so large and warm as they run over the sensitive skin and gently squeeze at the swell of your breasts. “Beautiful.” he whispers to himself, he runs his thumbs over your hardening nipples and slowly leans in to envelop one of the peaks into his mouth, you watch as he plays with your other breast, rolling your nipple between his fingertips. You moan at the warmth of his lips, at his tongue cascading over the hardened bud between his lips. He returns the favor to your other breast, you watch him lap his tongue over your nipple, your hand in his hair as you push him closer, “Jake.” You moan as his teeth lightly bite down, he detaches his lips from your chest and pulls you down to kiss him. The kiss is hot and heavy, full of passion and love. He lays back, allowing you to lay on top of him just for a moment until he grabs your waist and rolls you over, allowing him to get up and stand over you. He has a look in his eyes you can only describe as “bedroom eyes”, eyes heavy and hooded with lust, lips parted slightly, cheeks flushed, chin up and head tilted to the side as his hands come to his belt and start to unbuckle them, he looks like the most beautiful thing you’ve ever seen. He pulls the slacks down and steps out of them, kicking them away, allowing you to take the sight of him in. The tightness of his briefs leave little for you to imagine, the vision of him like this makes your breath hitch with nervousness. You move backward on the bed as Jake crawls onto the bed and hovers over you. The feeling in the air has shifted as the act itself is drawing closer, Jake kisses you gently, you try to push the nerves away and lean into the kiss, melting into him. Jake lays himself on you, holding most of himself up on his elbows on either side of your head.

Jake pulls out of the kiss for a moment, taking in the beauty of you in this very moment, the way you look so small under him, “You’re so sexy.” He whispers to you, his hand sweetly pushing the hair from your face. He slides his hand down your stomach, causing the butterflies inside to stir as his hand lays softly on your clothed pussy, already so wet from all the teasing. Jake flits his eyes to you as his hand hooks around the material laid against your hip, you nod your head simply to allow him to slide the panties down, helping them down your legs and discarding them along with the rest of your clothes. Jake brings his fingers down back between your legs, testing out the waters, inching down your warm folds, a sigh escapes both of your lips at the sensation. He runs his middle finger lightly, too lightly, in a circle over your clit, he awkwardly moves his finger in an up and down motion, thinking what might feel good for you. You tentatively bring your hand to his wrist, stopping his motion. He looks worried as his gaze meets yours, worried he’s already done something wrong. “Like this, baby.” you whisper, choking back a groan as you guide his hand, rotating his finger with a tad more pressure, in a more intentional motion, circling at your clit. You soon let go of his wrist, letting him take over. The sight below you is incredibly erotic and so stunning, all you can do is lay there with your mouth hanging open. You moan out Jake’s name, the sound of your voice egging Jake on to make you feel good. The way Jake’s hand is working on you makes you even wetter, you can already feel how tight the knot in your stomach is becoming, you boldly bring your hand down and stop his hand. “I want you baby.” you whine, Jake smiles at you, coming up to meet you with a kiss.

Jake softens and lays over you, giving you a kiss, “You mean the world to me baby.” He says as you lean softly into his hand, resting on your cheek. You can see the anxiety behind his eyes, you know Jake has always been too good at holding back his feelings at times and you know this means a lot to him, just as much as it means to you. Deep down, Jake was terrified at even the idea of causing you pain, so to know he was about to be in a situation he has never been in before that he knows can bring you pain was making his heart hammer in his chest like a wasps nest ready to explode. You bring your own hand up to his cheek, bringing his eyes to yours. “I trust you, Jake. I want this.” You whispered back to him softly. A gentle smile on his lips from your reassurance brightens his features, “Just don't be afraid to tell me to stop if it hurts, okay?” Jake presses, you nod, “I promise.” You say, trying to mask your own nerves.

He gives you another soft kiss before pulling back, sitting back on his knees between your legs to pull his black briefs down. “Holy shit.” You whispered to yourself as Jake took his hardened member in his hand, giving you a smirk at your reaction. You had no clue how big Jake would be but he surpassed what idea you had tried to form in your mind’s eye. “We’ll take it slow.” Jake sighed as he pumped himself in his hand, you know it was only to prep himself to enter you, but you could have just sat there for hours and watched him jerk himself off, just the sight of it made you wet. Jake leans back over you, teasing his hardened cock over your entrance, just the sensation of him there felt incredible. Jake slowly begins to press himself into you, the feeling is strange, like the way he fills you up is like he’s stretching you out. Jake sighs as he makes his way inside, “Fuuuck.” He breathes, his head dips down, watching as his dick pushes slowly inward. You take in a deep and shaky breath, you watch the act before you. He looks so fucking hot like this, his hands laying softly on your hips, trying his best to make you comfortable. “That feel okay baby?” Jake asks tenderly, “Yeah, just go slow.” You say nervously, trying your best to keep your mind clear and focused on Jake and not the discomfort. Slowly, Jake slides the rest of the way in, inch by sweet inch until he’s fully inside you. You hiss through gritted teeth at the feeling, “I’m sorry, was that too fast?” Jake asks quickly, you just shake your head quickly, eyes screwed shut. “No, no, just, stay there.” You ask, trying your best to think. He leans into you, flushing your two bodies as close together as possible, he kisses you gingerly, the feeling of him inside you feels so good, like you’ve never been so complete before. You pull him in to deepen the kiss, wrapping your arms around his neck and shifting under him to gain some more friction. “Please Jake, move.” Jake smiles at you as he partly slides out of you and back in. “Oh fuck baby.” he moans as he rocks his hips against you.

You feel so connected to Jake in this moment, so vulnerable and the way his eyebrows knit together upward looks so beautiful, every feature on Jake’s face looks stunning, just the sound of his breathing in your ear sounds perfect. You lay your head back, letting yourself relax into the feeling, but you don’t dare look away. You want to take this moment and cement the look on Jake’s face in your memory forever. “Fuck Jake, you feel so good.” you moan out, moving your hands to pull him closer to you. “You’re so tight baby, you feel so good.” “Just for you.” You two groan at the sensuality of each other's bodies. You spread your legs even wider, taking Jake even deeper, he moans out your name and the feeling of the word in your ear makes you moan. Judging by your eagerness he takes the liberty of thrusting faster into you, finding a delicious rhythm that feels so right. His dick brushes against a sweet spot inside you and you begin to fall apart beneath him. Panting, moaning and cursing as you scratch your nails up his back at the feeling of him slamming against that spot deep inside you. Jake holds himself above you to watch your face as he absolutely ruins you. A tightness you only experienced on your own starts to creep into your lower abdomen, you were getting close. “Fuck me, Jakey.” You rasped, Jake groans above you, throwing his head back as he sits up on his knees to fuck you at a different angle so he could take you all in. He looks like an angel, hair cascading over his shoulders, a glisten of sweat across the expanse of his perfect chest, mouth hanging open like a fucking porn star as he rocks his hips against you. Jake slips his hand from his grip on your hip and to your clit, his thumb rolling the sensitive bundle of nerves in a circular motion that makes you wrap your legs around him, you grin a devilish smile, just like you taught him, you think to yourself.

“Fuck baby, I’m so close.” Jake informs as he continues to thrust desperately into you. “I-I’m close too.” You pull him closer to you so you can kiss him, to have him close to you while you two teeter on the edge together, his thumb never stopping its motion. The feeling of your approaching orgasm tightening in your stomach seems like it's going to be overwhelming, much stronger than you’ve ever experienced in your life on your own. You hold tightly to Jake, holding him to you like he’s the only thing to keep you anchored to the world around you. His hair swaying beautifully back and forth over you tickles your shoulders, his lip tucked between his teeth, eyes trained on you, you pull him close and kiss him hard. You pull away as the weight of your climax slams into you, you feel feral from the exhilarating sensation, nails clawing down Jake’s back, legs pulling him tight to you. You moan out his name like a prayer, like it's the only word your brain remembers, it’s the only word you will ever need. Jake follows your lead and cums deep and hard inside of you, his thrusts are slower as he rides out his orgasm. After thrusting one last time, Jake lays on top of you and you pull him closer, as if it were even possible but you just want to take in this perfect moment. You couldn’t help but have the biggest smile on your face as you stared up at the ceiling. “I love you so much.” Jake mumbles into your shoulder, the sound of exhaustion lacing his words as he huffs into the crook of your neck. “I love you with all of my heart, Jake.” You breathe into the warmth of the air. Jake props himself up and kisses your cheek, you feel a tear slide down your face, “What’s wrong sweetheart? Are you hurt?” He asks in sincere concern, you just smile wider and laugh, “No baby, no. I’m just so lucky to have you.” You grin at him, feeling like such a goof for crying happy tears like this. “You will have me for forever, my darling.” He smiles back, his hand comes to your cheek to caress your face, gently brushing the teardrop from your skin.

“I’m just glad I get to use my birth control for its true purpose now.” You laugh, Jake smiles back at you with a huge grin, “We’re never gonna leave this room our entire honeymoon are we?” Jake smiles, his hands running up your sides, squeezing gently, planting a kiss on your lips softly. You just shake your head with a devilish grin, “We’ve got too much time to catch up on.”

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