#this update is actually evil im so sorry

[itsbinghebitch]

NO REST FOR THE WICKED | E | 52.4k | vegaspete AU

chapter 10: Kinn and Porsche’s wedding day. Things do not go according to plan.

Pete rests his temple against the window frame, trying to ignore the general hubbub of preparations around him: he’s thrown on his clothes perfunctorily, after Vegas slipped away to be with his family for the big day. An eye on Vegas’s empty spot in the bed, he brushed his teeth and combed his hair and dashed out without much thought; will probably zone out all through the wedding thinking of Vegas.

And it’s true that it’s just been a week of knowing him, but Pete has yet to feel anything like this in this life. He realizes, to his chagrin, that he hasn’t glanced at his work emails: not once in days.

Even the long work hours, the incessant traveling, the back-and-forth and the dull sense of nothing now feel like distant memories, replaced only with the strange, whirring heat in his chest; the swoop of his stomach whenever he thinks of Vegas. The possibility that he too, could be what Vegas wants.

He inhales sharply, and makes a decision right then and there.

He will ask Vegas.

☀️🏝️👬🏻 fic details under the cut ❤️‍🔥⛓

☀️ summary:

Pete has long left Thailand. He is now living the American dream, working long hours to make his rich clients richer and himself more miserable than ever.

But when his best friend Porsche invites him to his destination wedding to the mysterious Kinn, Pete finds himself suddenly thrown into the world of the Theerapanyakul family, the silent machinations underpinning their wealth, and Kinn’s cousin Vegas—who, for reasons unknown, has made it his mission to tear down every assumption Pete holds about his life.

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resort romance AU where Kinn & co are still mafia (except Pete doesn't know)

🔥 tags:

Alternate Universe, Corporate Consultant Pete, Pete POV, wedding shenanigans, Thailand, Secret Relationship, Plot, Mental Health Issues, Depression, some strong language around mental health, Injury, Angst, but with a happy ending, Explicit Sexual Content, things happening on balconies, Kink Negotiation, Dom/sub, pete meets vegas and is immediately like 'disgusting......tell me more’, the inherent bdsm of capitalism, the inherent bdsm of mafia romance, class fallouts, pete’s many dormant kinks, ORGASM_DENIED.jpeg, put orgasm denial in there a couple of times, Exhibitionism, Sex Toys, Light Bondage, Anal Sex, Oral Sex, Prostate Massage, Come Eating

#vegaspete #vegaspete fic #vegaspete fanfic #vegaspete fanfiction #this update is actually evil im so sorry #but chapter 11 is almost done editing and i'm planning to post tomorrow <3 #my fic #nrftw

[amxrany]

!! CHAPTER 7 / DIASOMNIA ARC SPOILERS !!

Going into Vil's dream now lesgoooooo (warning i cannot find a lot for vil's segment for some reason so if i miss a lot of information im so sorry):

So I understand why they released Tapis Rouge before this update, because we are now in The Queen's Film Studio, where Vil tells everyone to look forward to live broadcast of the Diamond Film Awards (this is most likely a reference to another Diamond in-game)

(sheesh new vil outfit again)

But basically yeah Vil's dream is to be the fairest of them all and he got Neige as his assistant 😭

Rook sees that it is indeed Neige, and the group tries to get closer to Vil. But Vil called Grim a stray cat and shooed him away, he's now sad :((

Vil assumes we're paparazzi and tells Neige to throw us out, and we find out that Vil just abuses Neige. So the group tries to convince him to report Vil, but Neige becomes blot and tries to fight the group

(I like their weapon it looks neat)

They defeat Neige but security is now after their ass, and it's revealed that Diamon Film Awards is a type of awards show for actors and that in reality, Neige was the one who won the award. But in this timeline, it's Vil who wants the award. Not understanding how Vil changed, Idia mentions that Malleus's magic allows them to experience happy dreams, and those dreams can also release any resentment you hold deep inside.

We then go to Vil receiving his award, but Rook stops him by telling him his time in NRC, but Vil tells him he doesn't know what he's talking about; and we go through the dizzy-but-is-trying-to-remember-everything segment again. However, the darkness was swallowing Vil up, and we couldn't save him in time because Neige managed to sink him down even further but Rook used his unique magic to follow Vil

So basically this next dream is the "What if Vil succesfully poisoned Neige and won VDC" scenario, we're in the part where Neige actually drank the poisoned apple juice and yknow, dies, and the dwarves are surrounding him crying

Epel uses "Sleep Kiss" to see if there's still a chance in saving him and let's just say it's the most Snow White reference I've ever seen. Oh and Rook is on the verge of breaking down

On stage, Vil's team has won VDC, but Rook and Epel come in to stop Vil by reminding him how he overblotted, and that causes Vil to wake up. Vil is back to normal and he's grateful that Rook and Epel came to save him and Epel said of course, we're your hunter and poisoned apple after all

The darkness comes back again to swallow Vil, but Rook and Epel aren't letting go. But idia orders Ortho to tell Rook and Epel to let Vil go. So you guys remember that one part during the last update where Idia fight his own phantom in OB!Form? Yeah we're doing that too but with Vil.

It's similar to that of the concept of Persona 4, where you learn how to accept yourself, even the ugly parts of yourself. Because Vil decided to use his weakness as his strength and overblotted to fight against his own phantom

MORE EVIL LAUGHTER AS VIL CELEBRATES HIS VICTORY DECLARING THAT HE'S THE MOST BEAUTIFUL OF THEM ALL. We are then transported back to the fake event with Dream Neige where Vil tells him that he is indeed the most beautiful of them all (that is so true queen go slay)

Pomefiore all go in for a hug, and the others join in as well

Sebek was surprised that Pomefiore wasn't just all about beauty, but they were really strong as well, and then Idia thought it was funny to show their Absolutely Beautiful cover in which Vil proceeds to ruthlessly criticize them for it 💀

Vil receives his own invitation of deafeating Malleus and that's where the update ends

HOOOO BOY where do i start, this update is so funny it honestly took me forever just to look for parts of Vil's segment. But assuming that we're going backwards the next update will most likely focus on Scarabia so manifesting that we get a Kalim card next so that we can complete the light trio fr fr

Anyways, see you soon in the next update!

Previous: Rook's Dream

#rany talks about twst #twisted wonderland #twst #twst jp #twst spoilers #diasomnia #twst silver #sebek zigvolt #idia shroud #ortho shroud #epel felmier #rook hunt #vil schoenheit #for some reason I don't see a lot of people talking about vil's segment that i had to dig thru multiple threads just to do this #but i've finished and im really excited for the next part and yes i will update the masterlist later

[abysseung]

SOULMATE ‘❗️’ TRACKER — n. rk.

SCAMMERS… TRACKERS NEED TO LOVE TOO BUT NEVER SCAM ABOUT SOULMATES, YOUR SOULMATE COULD BE A VICTIM

・❥・After one lesson in soulmate mythology, you couldn’t help but figure out who your soulmate is. You’ve read books and articles yet you couldn’t find the love of your life. You nearly gave up until you encountered a business called “Soulmate Tracker.” You wasted all your money on this business and to your surprise, your soulmate was the one person you never wished for.

CHECK OUT … soulmate dilemma !

PAIRING ➸ enemy!niki x fem!reader

GENRE ➸ smau, crack, fluff, highschool au, soulmate au, enemies 2 lovers

WARNINGS ➸ profanity & scamming; each chapter has its warning

FEATURING ➸ enhypen eunchae of lesserafim liz of ive theo of p1harmony

NOTE ➸ THIS SMAU IS PURE FICTION, ALL THE IDOLS MENTIONED IN THIS DO NOT REFLECT WITH THEIR ACTUAL LIFE AND CAREER. THIS IS A NON-IDOL ALTERNATIVE UNIVERSE

STATUS ➸ completed

↳ START ➸ 11/27/22

↳ END ➸ 03/02/23

AUTHORS NOTE ➸ omfg i’m finally making a fanfic for the loml. i felt like making an e2l enha smau so here i am. pls support this fic and enjoy !! (i always wanted to make an e2ls and there arent much niki e2l smaus) SONA SPEAKING !! (PLEASE READ) i changed my url but im afraid i can’t update the links bc tumblr isn’t letting me 😞 i will let u guys know that i update the links once tumblr lets me but for now please read st through the tags and hope that i’ll change the links soon :) thank you <3

TAGLIST ➸ taglist is closed thank you for the support !

☆ playlist — « unbelievable like tv ; a world of you and me »

PLEASE DO NOT SPAM LIKE :) SPAM REBLOGS = OK! ; SPAM LIKE = BLOCK!

PROFILES ➸ relationship status: single❗️soulmate scammers

STEP 01 — soulmate wya

STEP 02 — destiny

STEP 03 — unprofessional fr

STEP 04 — tf does that mean

STEP 05 — screaming rn

STEP 06 — biddy buddy

STEP 07 — furry allegations

STEP 08 — no social skills = no soulmate

STEP 09 — insert oh my reference

STEP 10 — not funny, did not laugh

STEP 11 — isn’t that…illegal?? 😨

STEP 12 — wanna know something cool

STEP 13 — jaw dropping rn

STEP 14 — evil laughs

STEP 15 — strings attached

STEP 16 — prayed for my downfall

STEP 17 — hands in head

STEP 18 — government name

STEP 19 — heeseung ftw

STEP 20 — soulmate tracker 2.0

STEP 21 — giggling my toes off

STEP 22 — HEESEUNG MOVE

STEP 23 — shitting my pants

STEP 24 — #firstdate #hearteyes

STEP 25 — jump if u enjoy my pain

STEP 26 — i sorry very

STEP 27 — painful to watch

STEP 28 — character development

STEP 29 — scammer x victim

LAST STEP — ummm what 🙈

enhypen masterlist

#pooie #💘 : soulmate tracker #niki #enhypen #niki x reader #niki smau #niki social media au #enhypen x reader #enhypen smau #enhypen social media au #kpop smau #kpop social media au #kpop

[whispering-clan]

Does Mossleaf know that she’s Petuniastar’s daughter/that she was stolen? Do Petuniastar/Roaringclan recognize her at gatherings (or does Tempeststar ban her from attending for this reason), or was she too young when she was stolen for anyone to realize? If she was too young, where does she think she came from/does she have any inclination of the truth?

Sorry I just completely forgot Moss was stolen until the last update and I’m dying to know the details around her disappearance from her previous clan/her old family!!

Mossleaf and Petuniastar both do not know! Moss was taken at like 1 moon old (just weened) she was a little ball of fluff who hadn't developed a ton of identifying features yet. Blizzard stole her a little while after the Whisperingclan founders were banished, just bec the thought "i bet if I steal my crush's nemesis' daughter she will like me more and think im cool" and tbh it did work soooo

Mossleaf thinks she was found as a lone kit by Blizzardchase and was taken in by the goodness of her heart. Blizzard basically raised her, and Bliz and Moss are actually extremely close!

I think that Moss could be recognized, at least by Petuniastar, I mean Moss does look a lot like Petunia in shape and a lot like her mom in color, but Petunia is very traumatized by the loss of his mate and kits, he has pushed a lot of that down and probably refuses to even think that Moss kinda looks like his kit.

Oh and I love Mossleaf but she is a very oblivious cat. She could be told straight up that she was stolen and is the daughter of Petuniastar and she would be like "Lol what a funny joke"

Basically

Moss: "I was all alone and adopted by the evil lesbians bec they are just so nice :)"

Petunia: *sees Mossleaf who looks exactly like his kit* "...well i'm just gonna put that in the vault"

#whisperasks #whisperingclan #cryptid answers #mossleaf #petuniastar

[hella1975]

hellaaa plz share your favorite dabihawks fics for all of us who want some recs into their crazy minds!!

sorry i didnt answer this straight away i was reading a 230k words fic that i wanted to finish before i added it here 😭 does anyone know what's wrong with me. therapists hate me

dabihawks rec list!!

burn it all down by dorothycanfly - an au where dabi comes back to the todoroki estate to kill shouto when he's 19 and shouto is 11, but decides instead to take his little brother with him as part of his Grand Evil Masterplan that doesn't quite go as he wanted. this is the fic i always rec first in this fandom as it's the first dabi fic i really read that felt like it Understood Him and really made me go bananas about him. it's dark and twisted and true to what i think his actual mindset would be without demonising him, and also has shouto and him being very close and the way the author writes their dynamic is everything to me like it's so true to a real sibling relationship and id die for them. it gets very smutty in the middle but if that's not your thing the plot also kicks right back up again at 100mph immediately after, and there's also a sequel still being updated that's very promising.

big reputations by phanatics - singer fake dating au!!! i absolutely love dabi's characterisation in this and the celebrity angle is handled soooo well. the miscommunication and slow burn is incredible and that's coming from a bitch who finds both tropes frustrating unless they're done to my very niche standards. im pretty sure i read this fic in one day. im not making graduation i fear.

gunshots and molotovs by ironicallystupid - this is a 14k oneshot where dabi treats hawks' gunshot wound in a distinctly dabi way and then they get drunk. this one really got to me and i think it's bc it's one fic where they feel so true to character while still, for once, both acting their age. a big appeal of dabihawks for me is that they are both ultimately just two guys in their early twenties and seeing them embody that youth and silliness was surprisingly poignant

the 'will you accept this rose?' series by satelliteblue- the famous bachelorette au! if you don't know what i mean by famous, it's bc this fic has a habit of getting people who don't even read mha fic obsessed with it. like it's genuinely addicting. i remember first finding it and being like 'bacherlorette au dabihawks? be so fr' and look where im at now, 355k words later. it's genuinely just such a fun read AND i love the drama of it AND it has the todofam angle AND an actual plot snuck into it effortlessly. one of my fav fics of all time truly and it's still updating!

perspective by theeclecticeccentric - this is the fic i just finished and when i tell you ive powered through all 230k words of it in the past 4ish days. i love the league dynamic in this with the whole found family angle. i'll say it was something i clicked on less bc this kind of au (childhood friends dabihawks brainwashed to forget each other) is what i would normally go for and more bc i have BATTERED the dabihawks tag for all it's worth so i just tried it on a whim, but im so happy i clicked this bc it wound up being so fun! i also love any fic that forces the heroes and villains to ally against the hpsc and this fic does that. instant hit with me.

#if you want more dabi-centric fics (bc those are my bread and butter to the surprise of no one) #then i recommend ao3 user theyaremycrocs for singlehandedly RUINING my mental health with every and any fic of theirs #but yeah! i tried to keep this short and sweet but genuinely a ship hasnt had me in such a firm chokehold as dabihawks since like #my haikyuu era or something. not quite zukka bc who could ever but sakuatsu are getting nervous #ask #dabihawks #mha #fic rec

[lov-eable]

TELL ME  ֗ ˖ ࣪ ᩠ ༉‧₊˚ ✿ #03

━━ a filmmaker decides to follow and document the lives of the worst and best students at your school for a month, unfortunately, those students are you and chishiya, the most annoying guy on earth.

masterlist ◌*ꕤ

word count ✦ 1547

A/N: helloouuurrrr!! im sorry for the late update i was away at the beach but i do think this chapter its good (i personally enjoyed writing it!!) and i hope u like it :D not proofread so sorry for any mistakezzz

06/04/18 8:29

“You did not mention anything about this!” it was finally the day, the day you hoped would never come, without any outcome in your favour, of course. There was no way out now, you had to commit to the shooting and try to ignore Chishiya the best you could, to avoid the possibility of being pissed off by him and as a consequence, ultimately fleeing the scene. It occurred to you that maybe the universe was against you, based on how your plans were failing lately. Director Kyuma said you had to sit next to Chishiya for the next month as soon as you went into the classroom. “You did not say it in the contract! You just said you would record our daily lives”.

“We agreed to that but also, we need to record your interactions… It was stated in the contract…” Mr. Kyuma looked away from you, awe in his eyes because of your fierceness when ‘arguing’. You noticed in the corner of your eye how Chishiya had taken the supposed seat next to you, “leave him alone, Y/N, we did agree to this. Maybe if you had carefully read the contract, you would remember”. You forced yourself to cool off, sadly enough, Chishiya was right. You wouldn’t admit it though, that’s why you moved your seat some centimetres away from Chishiya’s as if that minimum space would guarantee you not be bothered by him.

The first two periods went by without distractions, either for Chishiya who was actually paying attention to the class or for you, head deep into your book. You were twenty-something pages away from finishing the book and your third period had just started some minutes, not desiring to complete your reading quite yet, a nap until lunch seemed the best option. Laying your head in the back of your seat, you were soon falling into a profound sleep until… “Ma’am, how can we resolve this problem with the formula?” Chishiya Smartass Shuntaro was at it again, disturbing your whole existence.

That was it, he got his answer and now you could try to rest again, right? Absolutely wrong. Every single time you thought you were about to fall asleep and travel to the sweet dream realm, he was raising his hand and obnoxiously asking the teacher about something. Wasn’t he a gifted kid, like a genius or something? Why was he asking all these questions? Trying your best to not be caught, you peeked at his book, every single math exercise was already solved, even the ones the teacher had not explained yet -you assumed solely based on whatever was written on the chalkboard, you weren’t even sure which page they were at.

It was clear, he was trying to annoy you as always. It was one of his masterplans to tick you and avoid whatever you wanted, maybe scientists were right, smarter people were more likely to become evil masterminds or psychopaths. Well, maybe you would stick to ‘evil mastermind’, calling Chishiya a psychopath was too far even if it was him. Although, sometimes you wished you could call him a psychopath and someone would come and take him away, leaving you alone at last. Oh, god, the things you would do to recover your peace, but they weren’t possible just now. You had to bear him for a tad bit more, at least you wouldn’t spend lunch with him.

Without a doubt, the universe had something against you. Did you do something bad and now you were paying the price? Was it the time you refused to help your father carry the groceries? Or every time you fought with Mira? You couldn’t help but contemplate the reason why the universe was punishing you by having to spend lunch with Chishiya. At least he was wearing his old-fashioned headphones, you assumed he would listen to music over the break instead of bugging you.

And you were right, no less than ten minutes of the lunch break went by slowly and, at least for you, deviously. Your friends were over at another table, you didn’t have any music or a book because you had finished it earlier, and just looking at Chishiya’s face in front of you annoyed you. You glanced at Mr. Kyuma, begging him with your gaze to set you free and let you go spend your recess somewhere less awkward, he gestured something along the lines of “you can go”, you didn’t fully understand what he tried to say but it didn’t matter either, it was your sign to escape from there and you wouldn’t ignore it. 

You took your tray and as you were about to leave, you stumbled on the seat. You did not trip enough to meet the floor, but some pieces of your food and your water did meet Chishiya’s hoodie. You screwed up completely, even if you disliked him, it wasn’t your intention to basically throw your tray at him. “I’m sorry, I can go grab you a…” you didn’t need to finish your sentence, while you were apologizing, Chishiya took a small sauce packet from his tray and splashed ketchup all over your shirt. He was one vengeful boy.

“Kuina, this is literally my war mark…” you said jokingly crying as Kuina tried to clean your shirt, you tried to rub it off only making it worse so she had to come to your rescue. Arisu was laughing at you shamelessly, you told him to shut up but there was no case, when he started making fun of you, no one could stop him, “again, what did you do to receive this? Did you destroy his hoodie or something?” “After this, I wish… I accidentally stained it, I already told you. Kuina, tell him to leave me alone”, you squealed. Kuina eyed you and chuckled, you gave her a look expecting her to support you, getting nothing in return. “Kuina?!” “I’m sorry but I can’t defend you… How do you even get yourself in these situations?” both she and Arisu laughed at you, you pouted but finally gave in, laughing with them.

02/03/18 1:45, previous records

Sleepovers at your house weren’t uncommon, Arisu, you and Kuina started having at least monthly sleepovers at your house since elementary school, probably, you couldn’t even remember when they started but they quickly became part of your routine. The initial plan was for Kuina to sleep over at your house, as normal, and then around 12 a.m. Arisu would ‘climb’ -he enjoyed thinking he was a spy doing risky activities, your house didn’t even have a second floor- to your bedroom. Ta-da! Amazing, right? The plan worked for some sleepovers but Arisu had terrible hiding skills, so your parents finally found him.

But your sleepovers did not end there, after some time, some begging and your parents being awfully aware nothing was going to happen with Arisu -just look at him…-, they let you have ‘legal’ sleepovers. It was your little safe space with each other, sometimes Mira would try to join but every single time you would kick her, you also had other friends but never as close as to invite to these hideouts.

“Guys, I actually saw Chishiya today, it was so funny” you blurted out, impatient to tell them what you have witnessed. “Chishiya and the word ‘funny’ in the same sentence?” Kuina asked while grabbing a bunch of snacks and bringing them to her mouth, “do not get mistaken, he’s not funny, I am making fun of him…” they shut their mouths letting you speak, curious of what you had to say. “Okay, you know, you Arisu asked to buy some ramen for today” Arisu nodded in answer. “So I went to the supermarket, bought everything I needed, blah blah blah and when I walk out, there he is, laying on the floor trying to pick everything he had bought. His bag actually ripped apart” you giggled.

“Y/N… that’s only funny to you” Arisu spoke while eating his so-called spicy noodles, “right… You would cry if that happened to you, you even giggled in front of him to make Chishiya notice you, am I right?” Kuina hit your forehead with her fingers, making you let out a barely audible whine. Kuina was half-right, the second half of her words were right, you did that, Kuina knew you so much, but you didn’t cry when the same thing happened to you. 

You weren’t telling the whole story to your peers. The exact same thing that happened to Chishiya happened to you, that afternoon in the worst possible moment, when you were making fun of Chishiya outside the grocery store. When you were enjoying yourself and completely distracted, some cups of ramen and many varied snacks fell to the ground making a fool out of you and embarrassing you in front of your nemesis -it was never that serious, you just liked calling him a nemesis in your personal monologue for dramatic purposes-. It’s needless to say, Chishiya grinned at you trying to hold his laughter, picked up everything from the ground and stepped towards you, “see you at school…” that was everything he said before walking away. How you hated him.

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#chishiya x reader #chishiya shuntaro x reader #aib x reader #alice in boderland x reader #chishiya x fem!reader #aib chishiya #୨୧ . . . tell me #l❤︎veable

[thegeminisage]

i guess it star trek update time. last night we watched ds9's "armageddon game" and tng's "sub rosa."

armageddon game (ds9):

this one was so fun and evil. i LOVE when obrien and julian are besties and yes they fought once but they were besties in most of this

NIGHTMARE scenario for keiko. im glad they actually put her in this instead of it happening offscreen but im sad there was no reunion :(

keiko realizing the recording had been tampered with bc of the coffee thing and then finding out that wasnt true is actually lowkey terrifying. they came THIS CLOSE. what a twist ending

quark's toast was like...strangely sweet. good for him.

i cant believe DAX was gonna keep julians journals instead of sending them back to his parents?? i also cant believe julian kept a diary for years and then decided to hand all of his diaries to his crush lol like he is insane

julian foot fetish also. don't think i forgot. i didn't. what a loser <3

these aliens being so committed to peace they'll kill people is actually kind of funny. you missed the point by lightyears

i liked how serious sisko was in this episode. he was wearing his very very very serious face. he was not fucking around. i also liked that he believed keiko INSTANTLY. on tng picard would have offered 1000000 other reasons why keiko was out of her mind bc in fairness she does sound fucking nuts but sisko believed her right away and immediately started an investigation because he trusts his people and also by extension their spouses. ugh i love him SO MUCH sisko for PRESIDENT

sub rosa (tng):

wow. wow wow wow wow wow

where do i even. BEGIN. with sub rosa

so, i knew there was a sex ghost in this episode and i was sort of aware that the sex ghost fucked or wanted to fuck beverly. but i had NO IDEA what i was truly in for

firstly, let's get this out of the way, this is a FAMILY SEX GHOST. "all the howard women have green eyes" "nana was over 100 and had a lover!" can you IMAGINE having like a family vibrator. the same vibrator your grandma used. getting off to her erotic diary entries. getting off, i repeat, to your grandma's stories about your grandma HAVING SEX with the SAME SEX GHOST who is chatting you up. beverly is INSANE

deanna took all this with so much good sportsmanship. first of all, i'm so thrilled that they're the kind of girlfriends who can share their wet dreams with one another in GRAPHIC detail. secondly, her fucking face journeys when beverly was talking about this shit in ten forward I REPEAT IN PUBLIC SHE WAS LIKE YEAH I WAS GETTING OFF TO MY GRANDMA'S DIARY

picard SOOOO put off that beverly would leave his ass to fuck a 30yo with long hair. JUSTICE! who's skipping breakfast now bitch. run around on her one more time i fucjing dare you. you WILL respect the woman you impregnated with the affair baby

speaking of affair babies, when beverly was like yeah all my family members have green eyes except mom and me i was like......is SHE the affair baby? sadly, no. but i know she had one

beverly looked the most beautiful she's ever been by the way. real bodice ripper shit. picard you blew it so bad

speaking of bodice ripper, there is a version of this where it's very serious and an allegory for abuse and the sex was dubiously consensual etc etc etc. this has happened to deanna so many times and it was so icky because it was obviously a male fantasy which objectified her. fortunately i don't think anyone can be expected to take a story seriously when it involves your grandma's sex ghost so i was perfectly happy to have a good time

WHEN THEY EXHUJED THE BODY. BY SIMPLY BEAMING IT OUT OF THE GROUND.

nana who looked not even a little bit dead sitting up in her coffin bc she was possessed and zapping the daylights out of geordi and data. PLEASE.

also, sorry, i nearly forgot, but picard walking in on her while she was quite literally fucking the sex ghost. ohhhh i KNOW he was sick

OH YEAH AND. the gravestones saying vader and mcfly. set designers i love you forever

anyway, hands down the funniest and perhaps my favorite tng episode of all time. that was the first real laugh i've had in almost a week

TONIGHT: ds9's "whispers" and tng's "lower decks."

#personal #star trek blogging #ds9 lb #tng lb

[diggingupgrave]

**before any unhinged correspondence I hope you’re well genuinely**

Ok so now you mentioned on twitter potentially posting some early drafted renegade Yuuta on here and I want to say I AM HERE FOR IT

Secondly your snippet of Iced Americano Toge yeeting Yuuta’s phone into a body of water…*muah chef’s kiss*

Im chewing on the bars of my enclosure waiting on your next update for either work thank you for the food muah hope you’re well sorry for my unhinged behavior xoxo

OMG this is my personal equivalent of being handed a mic at karaoke, i've simply been DYING for someone to ask me 😈

alright then, the one i posted on twitter was sort of evil, so perhaps a slightly nicer one as a chaser?

(let's keep in mind this was all written almost two years ago, and from an archival standpoint laziness, i just can't bring myself to edit it)

og renegade had no real endgame, only vibes... so this was only about 10k into the first draft LOL. we're 50k into the actual fic now and we're just barely at this point 😅

also i think it goes without saying, but yuuta goes on to immediately ruin this moment 💀

anyway im not sure when the next chapter will be up (might update iced americano first if im feeling frisky), so hopefully this helps ease the wait? thank you for the ask, i am quite well and always a cheerleader of unhinged correspondence!! 😤

(oh, and if anyone else is reading this, read renegade here!)

#renegade #fuckboi yuuta #inuokko

[mp100fanworkstranslation]

He too, is an evil spirit  PART 1

Tome: Huh? Ekubo-chan, you’re the only one here?  -Narration- There’s an evil spirit living at my work place. Ekubo: Why are you here again? And dont call me Ekubo CHAN.  Didn’t we tell you to stop coming? 

Ekubo: ennh...so tired -Narration- Well actually, he used to follow around one of the students at my school that was a grade below me.  Tome: Where’s reigen Ekubo: Errands. I’m keeping an eye on the office.  -Narration- Though I’ve never actually seen them (Ekubo and Mob) together.

-Narration- He doesn’t have a body. The one he has now is borrowed. In his original form, he looks like a green balloon. One day he started coming in to the consultation office in this body. Now he does it every once in a while Tome: Ekubo chan, would you like some tea? Ekubo: Sure, I’ll take some. 

Tome thinks: lukewarm (ie. The tea has gotten a bit cold) -Narration- A while ago, the office suddenly closed for a few days Ekubo: Lukewarm -Narration- After that was when it started (”It” being Ekubo coming in, in his body) I’ve asked my bossed about it. Tome: Why did you close the office with no warning? 

-Narration- His reply was

Reigen: The truth is, I became an angel. You have to keep it a secret though. 

-Narration- This guy never seems to have a straight answer. I dont know if it’s just too much trouble to explain, or if he doesnt want to talk about it.  Tome: Sure  Tome: What does he mean by angel? Ekubo: No shame at all huh!....

-Narration- I remeber clearly the way that spirit looked then. He seemed to stare at my boss rather meaningfully. But I dont know if my boss noticed. He didnt say anything. 

-Narration- So then, that’s when he started coming in, in the body of this unfamiliar man.  Ekubo walks in: What kind of crap business is this... Tome: YAKUZA!! Reigen: Yep! It’s the Yakuza alright!  Ekubo: What?! No!  It’s Ekubo sama. This is the first time you’ve seen me like this....

Tome: Ekubo chan? Come to think of it, the red spots on your cheeks look familiar.  Ekubo: Well, that’s my trademark isnt it? Now stop staring.

Reigen: ...Okay but why did you come in with a body.... Ekubo: Well, I want some takoyaki too Reigen: Tch

-Narration- I don’t quite understand how these two relate to each other . If I had to describe it, theyre like bastard friends that still for some reason trust one another. But that’s not quite it.... there’s something else....

Reigen: Ah! Tome, you’re here again... Tome: Hello! Where were you? Reigen: I had some errands. Thanks for keeping an eye on the office Ekubo. 

Reigen: Even though you just arrived, I’m sorry to say, but we’re about to close. Ekubo why dont you return your body? Tome: Eh? Ekubo: Alright Alright Tome: Well, alright, I have to bo back and pick up some stuff I forgot anyway.  Reigen: Stuff you forgot? You mean at the school? Tome: Yeah

Reigen: Ekubo...why dont you go with her? Ekubo: WHAT?!

Ekubo: Why should I? Reigen: It’s already dark, and there’s lots of unsavory looking people that hang out around the school Tome: I’ll be fine... Reigen: Sure sure

Ekubo: No..she’s a highschool student. It’s not appropriate for her to be seen walking around with this older man. The police are going to have questions for sure. I’d get reported and..... Tome thinks: Wow he’s self-aware after all. Ekubo: Why dont you go yourself?  Reigen: Well....then, can you take care of closing the office for the day? Record all the jobs in the ledger, calculate the day’s earnings. Answer emails. Preparing for tomorrow’s appointments. Update the website homepage, sweep up, lock up and lights out.  Okay? Ekubo: ....................

Ekubo: FINE I GET IT! Reigen: Sounds good, You can go straight back after.  Ekubo: I will Ekubo walking with Tome: THAT BASTARD Tome: ... I’m fine on my own  Ekubo: Idiot Tome: Well...why dont you go and return your body first....

Ekubo: But it important that you dont look like you’re walking alone, isnt it?  As a spirit, I can only intervene AFTER something has happened. Even if someone tries something and never gets far, its still something (T/N: Im not sure if this is getting through, but he’s saying that suppose someone tries to assult her. He COULD protect her, but only after it’s happened. Where as just by being with her, he can act as a deterrant. )

Ekubo: Let me put it a different way. No one is going to be trying anything with THIS guy around. (He means his body).  Tome thinks: This spirit.... why does he.... -Narration- This spirit and the boss.... what do they have over each other... that’s a mystery too. 

He’s not an employee, because he’s not being paid. He’s goes to the office at the request of the kid he’s always following around, but he seems rather dedicated and invested in his right.

He’s an evil spirit If he wanted to he could dispatch the boss without breaking a sweat. 

Because the boss, Reigen aratake is not a psychic. 

Tome: By the way, how’s Mob’s entrance exams going? Ekubo: Ah.... He’s having a hard time. But Ritsu is helping out But, I think he’ll be okay. He works hard. 

-Narration- When the topic of conversation turns to my former underclassman (Mob) he doesnt feel like an evil spirit at all. He seems quite calm. I realized through this that his interactions with the boss is something different. 

Classmate: Eh? Tome?  Tome: Oh? You’re just now headed home? Classmate: Yeah. Did you forget something? Tome: Yeah

Classmate: And this man is..... Tome: Ah haha He’s from my part time job. He came with me because it’s unsafe to walk alone. So overprotective, am I right? Classmate to Ekubo: You’re a good guy.....sorry Ekubo: heh Tome: He’s got a scary looking face, but the red patches are his trademark. 

Classmate: ....red patches on his face?  Where? 

Classmate: Is everything okay? -Narration- He’s an evil spirit Tome: Um... ye...yeah...We’ll anyway, see you tomorrow. -Narration- I keep saying this over and over.  Tome to classmate: Bye! 

-Narration- He’s a soul. Composed of nothing but energy. With no body. Existing outside of human constructs of morality.  Ekubo: Heh...you scared now?  I’m not going to eat you, you know.  Tome: Ekubo-chan

Tome: The red patches on your face... No one else can see them?

Tome: What.... Hey! Stop!

Ekubo: I can choose who sees it. It’s because I’m an evil spirit. It’s a kind of favortism if you will Tome: favortism.... (T/N Im not sure what word to use for this, but something like Partiality or preferential treatment. He’s saying that letting other people see what he truly is, is a favor afforded to a some people he selects.)

Tome: Youre pulling my leg right? Ekubo: Nah, you’re pretty badass. Tome: What?  Ekubo: That Hoshida guy, He’s got good taste. (Hoshida is the boy that was interested in Tome in the Reigen spinoff)

Tome: You mean upperclassman Hoshida? Why? Ekubo: No reason.  Ekubo thinks: Isnt it obvious Ekubo: Terrible -Narration- He’s an evil spirit. The body he’s wearing now isnt his. 

-Narration- Thinking about it, his voice, his physical sensations, the he who uses someone elses body to eat. Nothing is his, even something as simple as his own unique smell.  Or many he does and I just dont know. Maybe he does as a spirit and I’ve jsut never gotten close enough. I wonder what the otherworld (Spirit world) smells like.

Tome: Thanks for coming with me to pick up my stuff Ekubo-chan. Ekubo: Heh Youre a student. How could you forget your homework? Tome: Hehe -They round the corner and there’s sounds of arguing- Tome: Huh? Ekubo: Huh? Voice: You made me feel so good after. Reigen: Well thats really.... Voice: I wanted to ask for your help again, and I never thought I’d run into you here. It’s too much of a coincidence. It must be....

See the rest of this story in Part 2

#Ekubo #Reigen #Tome #MP100

[ovaruling]

negative self talk incoming for whoever needs that idek

regular daily update that i regret having my like 99999 cosmetic surgeries so much and i dont even want to put the exhaustive energy into accepting my face and body atp anymore bc they remain utter strangers who i hate

and despite all of the feminist theory i have read and comprehended and applied to the way i see the world i STILL cannot rid myself of this very specific form of self-hatred and im not even being defeatist when i say i truly know that i will never be at peace bc of the choices i have made. like how can i ever be ok with this. i’d have to be lobotomized to be cool with this

and even besides that the chronic physical pain and damage to my actual nervous system won’t allow me a moment of forgetfulness. like on an amazing day where i’m full of caffeine or xanax i can MAYBE forget what i look like for an hour but it’s impossible to forget that i literally cant physically feel my entire torso and abdomen and buttocks and my upper back and my inner thighs and upper arms and underarms and my jaw and cheeks

but also at the same time i can feel incredible levels of stabbing numb shocks of pain in all of them lmfao.

exercising helps for a bit and reminds me that i can at least move my body around but i always gotta come back to reality where i have to confront that i’m genuinely permanently ill and legitimately brain damaged. like neurologically

and bc of that i went from being a normal adult 10 years ago to now i cant hold a job, cant go back and attend school, cant drive a car anymore, need IV treatments weekly, no independence, no ability to even volunteer for longer than an hour at local animal shelters before i start having problems bc i cant explain to anyone why i need to lie down every 2 hours or else i legitimately go numb and pass out no matter how little exertion im doing, no future where i can help the world the way i want to. i cant even read 2 chapters of a fucking favorite book that i LOVE without getting dizzy for no fuckjng reason. i have to REST from reading a fucking BOOK

and doctors are just like “oh well that’s what happens when you fucking almost die two times from elective surgery lol kinda your fault tbh. you really should’ve just accepted how viciously hated by men your body was. but the human body is so mysterious huh!!! like this is crazy dude lmao. 🤪 so yeah here’s a pamphlet for a support group that doesn’t really fit your needs and some medication that won’t work bc we still don’t really know how to diagnose or treat plastic surgery victims like this bc technically you weren’t in a car crash or anything so we don’t really have enough research rn to fully apprehend what’s going on w your mysterious ass. also you had more surgeries than most ppl ever will be stupid enough to undertake so like we have no idea what to do w you lol!!!!!! there isn’t really data that fits your situation but maybe in 30 years 😌”

just in case anyone was wondering if i changed my mind on cosmetic surgery being true evil!!!!!! lol

ok sorry for the pity party i just really am feeling the weight of it all rn

#im not gonna kms or anything but i still do look forward to the day i die #nothingness will be such a relief #im not looking for advice btw i’m just venting sorry #anti cosmetic surgery

[sojutrait]

soju would you mind posting more bg3 content? I love all your tavs so much🥹

tysm !! for sure! i actually haven’t played in like a week bc i keep putting off updating but i’ll probably update soon bc new astarion animation got me down bad. i want to make a new durge playthrough and just go sicko mode bc i love evil durge playthroughs im sorry, being bhal’s chosen just fucks too hard. and i wanna smooch minthara

#asks #anon #bg3 #bg3 spoilers #(kind of rjrkfk)

[bonesandthebees]

*shoves aside all the other fic updates i need to read* GLASS IS HERE

i am in fact incredibly busy but i digress

I AM SO EXCITED

*casually scrolls past all the warnings*

i like to be blinded though i have been informed of death from our lovely other anon friends! i am so excited!!!

SMOKE RAHHH

i like that he said “the pythias room” as in like he is no longer the pythia he is leaving that behind for that room is not his and he is not the pythia anymore i think that was a nice touch

filigree is a nice word j like it

DARK VS LIGHT IMAGERY AHHHHH just yk light is supposed to be purity, goodness, etc so when what people have perceived as that becomes shrouded in darkness it highlights either the shift in the people, narrator, or the actual place of lights from the good to the bad or evil in a sense and it just says a lot about wilbur i think bc he didnt think the castle was pure persay but it wasnt horrible in his eyes but now that hes back after gaining clarity (which i have thoughts about regarding other symbolism and junk but i wont bore you) it is now dark like it has never been

WOW WILBUR ISNF A FIGHTER???? sorry something came over me

i dont think he wants to be rescued by you hottie

A GUN

NO BABY BROTHER

i love when wilbur uses his power of the title for himself rather than for that “im not a person” stuff and like serving others and whatnot yk?

anyways hes wilbur but also for like a few lines hes the pythia like right after the guard says your grace

anywhoooo

FRICK A PRIEST GO AWAY

vessel this vessel that why dont you go pray or something like dont you have more important things to do?

frick. the fricken tattoo

hes trying to be a person you literally a**

.

okay

HES NOT THE FIRST

a syringe

with bright yellow liquid

intriguing

and not good i would assume

as she should.

she dreamt of death so the curse interesting im interested

im questioning the tenets

“the connection” my god this priest

poor tomathy

HEY IT LOOKS GREAT (i think)

niki! jack!

wow look at them talk politely to each other!!!

THE MARBLE

OH FRICK THE POOL

JACK WTF

niki. let him get his brother.

tommy.

wilbur wheres the wffing vial thing at idk what it does but now or never

THERE IT IS

hes back! my boy!!! my baby!!!

darn schlatt what a shame.

the pythia cant change the future! who would have guessed! not i!

isnt that literally crazy????

i cant believe i got that one

okay!!!! slah wilbur! way to go king!

ranboo was never a snitch hes a real one

anyways bee this was incredible i loved this chapter all three of the big scenes were awesome and yeah this was super exciting i loved it i love this fic i cant believe its almost over anyways k got hot girl things to do!!

- 🪿

very fun to go in blind especially for a chapter like this

YEAHHH pythia's room not his room. it was never really his room.

god yeah you get the dark vs light imagery I was going for. the palace is so light and bright all the time with white and gold walls and plenty of windows and all of that so for it to suddenly be turned dark by the ash and smoke in the air... it's only dark now that he's back and seeing things as they really are for the first time...

it is fun to see the rare occasions where wilbur can use the pythia title for himself as a way to grab power. he's not great at it but he does try it sometimes in these little moments of trying to take advantage of the shitty position he's been put in

yes yes lots of fun switching between wilbur and pythia this chapter

he's not the first to try and leave :)) I was so excited to finally get to share that little snippet of pythia history I know you guys have been asking

jack and niki... ruh roh

I mean to be FAIR it's not confirmed 100% that the pythia can't change the future there's just. zero evidence that they actually can.

aaaa so glad you enjoyed!!

#ask #goose anon #glass ch 27

[sewercentipede]

omg will you tell us about your ayahuasca experiences some time 👀 an ayahuasca retreat is on my bucket list but I've never met anyone who has tried it before

yeah absolutely, I am p sure I’ve talked about it before actually, I’ll link to that ask once I find it if I can find it. there’s different styles of ayahuasca ceremony based on the indigenous tribe/peoples whose shaman is holding said ceremony, because each will have their own practices and traditions surrounding how to take ayahuasca. I highly recommend the book Rainforest Medicine by Jonathan Miller Weisberger

This is gonna be really long im sorry in advance I wish I could put a “read more” but I can’t on mobile

Firstly if ur interested in doing it so much that it’s on your bucket list, you quite easily can do it particularly if you’re in the Western Hemisphere especially the states or mexico. and Aniwa is the group to do it with. I recommend following Aniwa on instagram and signing up for their emails thru their website. because their insta and their emails are gonna tell you of upcoming ceremonies but their website isn’t updated very well. there are other groups that hold ayahuasca ceremony to make profit, without any care for cultural practices that need to be respected in making, serving, and holding space for the ayahuasca. (for example, avoid a group called Imago, at all costs. evil people run that group). every summer for the past few years, Aniwa has brought shamans of different Amazonian ayahuasca-using tribes to California to hold ceremony. all money goes to the tribe of that shaman as Aniwa is not-for-profit and its ceremonies are held with genuine respect to the peoples and their customs, and the ayahuasca itself. everyone involved in ceremony knows what they’re doing too so they’re all very helpful, very good ppl. Aniwa also has scholarships for ceremony for people who cannot afford it.

anyway sorry to ramble there — just wanna give you access to a source for ayahuasca that is honorable and I trust completely.

moving on, the ceremony I did was held by a shaman of the huni kuin tribe of brazil. it involved two separate ceremonies really. each was held from sundown to sun up. each involved the holders of the ceremony singing, guitar playing, and drumming, the entire night. after being told the rules — advising that this is a medicine and you must work with it so staying conscious is important, and that ayahuasca is a spirit so you may talk to her and ask her questions, you must also do no talking to anyone else, not touch anyone else, and you absolutely cannot lie down, you must sit up or dance or sing — and after much prayer and giving thanks and establishing spiritual protection through chanting and singing by the ceremony holders, each person comes to the shaman to receive their first “dose” of the medicine which is like a shotglass filled with the ayahuasca mixture. (you are offered three doses throughout the night in all, and a “hummingbird dose” aka a small fourth one. the taste of it was somewhat bitter, yet also like honey.) then more singing, drumming, guitar playing, while we sat on the ground (on things like yoga mats/cushions) around the huge fire pit at the center, in the desert night, waiting.

First thing I noticed was this vine-like energy snaking upwards through the bottom of my body going upward into my extremities and head, noticing different sensations in different parts of my body as this energy met different energies inside me. feeling intense urges to move, shudder, or shake when it would meet parts of my body that needed the energy shaken loose for it to pass through, like meeting a block, for lack of a better word. the overwhelming urge was I needed to dance around the fire to shake this all loose. dancing around the fire is highly encouraged in a huni kuin style ceremony, as well as singing. so I went up and danced and felt it helped tremendously with getting the energy flowing through my body. after we all got called up for the second dose of medicine, i sat again, and I focused on the fire and my intention while I was there. I asked ayahuasca questions. she answered with intense visions. I’d describe them, but, they would not be very significant to you. Flashes of images repeatedly and with clarity of feeling of what they symbolized energetically. They signified to me a lot of what was going on with the seat of power within me and the imbalances in my emotional and spiritual energies that were manifesting in physical visions and had manifested/been manifesting physically in my life in my body. my main reason for being there was to deal with my drug addiction and depression. once the third dose hit I had a very intense experience facing my demons, for lack of a better word, and seeing clearly 2 paths lay ahead of me: addiction suffering and death was one, and the other was joy and life. I began experiencing spirits (one spirit in particular), whispering in my ear to let go and give in and go to spiritual sleep, and every time I could hear/feel ayahuasca respond NO! DO NOT GIVE IN! FIGHT! and for hours I, so tired, fought with every ounce of my strength, over and over and over each second, drawing strength from the fire, and from ayahuasca’s encouragement (she felt a general in a war, and she kept telling me this is my battle and she couldn’t fight for me I had to fight myself.... i could feel her exasperation), forcing myself to get up to dance to fight this spirit, all the while witnessing this battle take place within me, yet also being part of it. it was very exhausting but it brought me clarity ... some of that clarity was daunting and difficult.

the second night of ceremony the ayahuasca was much stronger. Most people danced that night but I resisted dancing after a little bit. i struggled a lot that night. one thing that happens if you resist ayauhsca’s help is she will, quite mercilessly, not force her help on you and she will instead let you deal with it alone, “it” being a disorienting intoxication of mental traps and delusions that you feel are real. I asked help from one of the ceremony-holders to purge — many people as you probably know, purge during ayahuasca, or “get well”, meaning they vomit. It’s normal, it’s not scary, and everyone who does feels better afterward. (it’s also kind of funny sitting in a group of like 50 people and hearing them start to barf at the same time). sometimes if you don’t follow dieta (the diet ur supposed to eat in the weeks before ayahuasca) you’re prone to purging more than if you had followed dieta before ceremony. also some ppl purge by crying, laughing, screaming, or shitting (although shitting is rare and there’s bathrooms so it’s ok lol). I didn’t purge the first night and didn’t feel any need to. I had done kambo ceremony the day before which is specifically to purge. I couldn’t purge the second night either only I felt I needed to, badly. the man said to me that he could help me purge with hapè or by me drinking a lot of water but that he had a feeling that my issue was emotional, and wouldn’t be relieved with purging bc I didn’t need to purge. I felt he was right so I denied the hapè. but it was very distressing this second night cuz i was resisting everything ayahuasca wanted me do because I was so tired and for some reason stubbornly refusing to go w the flow. and it made me have really crazy thoughts and delusions that were lies. the flashes of images with the meanings of them like the previous night, only they were lies my mind was trying to make me believe were true. I felt so ungrounded and distressed. and it showed me the more I resisted things for the sake of wanting to not suffer or work, out of fear of suffering and laziness, the more suffering and more work i was causing myself to experience than I would have if I had just decided to let go of the fear of suffering and the fear of hard work. at the urging of my sisters I ended up doing hapè in the morning at the end of ceremony because I still felt extremely ungrounded, and it helped tremendously. (as an aside, the huni kuin style of ayahuasca ceremony involves ayahuasca, hapè, and sananga; all three medicines are offered during ceremony. I did sananga both ceremonies and hapè only the second).

all in all, there were many things I took away from the experience. For one, the above about the nature of suffering. For another, it was work, very hard work. Not a drug or a recreational fun anything. It was medicine that required my work and forced me to face my demons; it would not help me if I did not help myself too when facing them. for another, there was a lot of inner work I could have been doing prior to ceremony to go much deeper with the ayahuasca; specifically meditating. But it was ok that I didn’t go deeper, honestly, I experienced what I needed and was supposed to, I made peace with this. For another — ayahuasca truly is a sentient spirit, and will communicate with you if you try to have a conversation. Ayahuasca will answer. Experiencing and communicating with an intelligent spirit of a plant (really it’s multiple plants), this is something I’d never experienced before or since in my life (and I’ve done a lot of different hallucinogens). And in fact ayahusca made everyone aware of spirits that were all around us , some spirits were attracted to our ceremony and wanted to join (one of them poked my sister in the eye lol), others were spirits already attached to individuals like mine. Minorly, ayahuasca doesn’t do shit like distort visual perception. You can feel quite sober if you want to. Although walking was a bit stumbly, it is a completely internal experience. For another, i also know that each time you take it will be a totally different experience. And finally, after these ceremonies I completely lost interest in the drug I had been addicted to at the time. My relationship with it has never been the same and while I’ve technically relapsed just because of having used it here and there since being totally clean in the months after ayahuasca, i don’t count it as relapse because I never got readdicted and never felt the compulsion to take it (plus during panic attacks there’s no other drug that helps lol). It became as uninteresting to me as any other drug i have no interest in.

Most of my ayahuasca experience involved battling what I can only really describe as the spirits of my depression, spirits of laziness, spirits of addiction that were influencing me powerfully. So a very specifically mental and emotional focus. On the other hand, my husband was also with me for those ceremonies and he had some really wild stuff happen. He had spontaneous healings occur. For one he had had hearing damage due to a blow to one of his ears and during ceremony he felt what he described as a gear turn and click into place in his ear and his hearing damage immediately fully healed. Even weirder was he had been having a very serious and confusing problem that was affecting our lives pretty badly for a year, and no doctor could figure it out: he would faint daily, multiple times a day actually, even every 5 minutes, sometimes fully fall down but other times it was more like while he was talking his eyes would glaze over and he’d begin to breathe weirdly, start to lose his balance, and then he’d come to and have no recollection of what he was saying or about to say or what was going on or even where he was. it was disabling him, making it almost impossible to function (imagine you’re driving, and then suddenly you don’t know where you are what ur doing or where you’re going). but it was a total medical mystery, he got so many tests done and saw many doctors, and nothing. so he asked ayahuscha why he was fainting. And she took him into what he described as his psyche, and showed him in great detail there were life forms in it that were not supposed to be there or be seen by any humans ever, and she told him what to do to make it stop. What she showed him he told me in detail, and about the entities he interacted with and the “devices” that were life forms in his psyche that these entities were putting there.... and it was quite possibly the most incredible amazing bizarre thing I’ve heard in my life. anyway the next day he did what she (ayahuasca) told him to do to make it stop. and he has never fainted ever again since. not one time! Some shit ur just like “what the fuck” and you know there is so much in this universe you don’t know about and you were just lucky enough to get a glimpse of it but you will probably never understand it and this was for sure one of them.

Anyway so yeah personally I think everyone every single person should do ayahuasca , I don’t give a fuck how they feel about doing it, I really actually think it‘s necessary to do point blank

#long post #ayahuasca

[withacapitalp]

are you still planning on finishing thicker than water?

Okay so normally I do not answer these kinds of asks (I've already talked a bunch about how I feel about questions about update) but this is mostly for me to get my head on straight regarding all the WIPs I have up right now and what I want to do with them

So current WIPs on my ao3 are

Tell Him (Nothing) Everything 3/6 chapters

How to Rehabilitate a Jock 11/53 chapters

The Only Exception 1/6 chapters

Thicker than Water 1/2 chapters

Well I've Been Afraid of Changin' 8/16 chapters

See Hear Speak no Evil 2/unknown (approx 20 chapters)

Which is....a lot. I normally do one maybe two WIPs at MOST so having my brain scattered across all these ideas (plus the ten thousand others I have on the back burner...and the Steddie Big Bang which I'm going to be participating in...) yeah choices have been made LMAO

Here's my plan basically. TH(N)E and TOE are both Vday gifts, and I want to finish them first. I'm going to finish TH(N)E and then TOE, just to keep in integrity. After them is TTW because it's only one more chapter. That cuts my WIPs down from 6 to 3.

And now the harder thing to say. I'm putting Well I've Been Afraid of Changin' on an undefined pause/potentially cutting it where it's at. I've gotten a lot of weird messages about it, there's a lot of pressure around that story, and it deals with subject matter that is personally really hard for me to interact with right now. I delete all anon hate (I have zero desire to give those people what they're looking for which is attention) but I've gotten messages calling me an abuse apologist, a r*cist, and one choice one this week telling me that at best I am delusional to think I wasn't a victim of SA and at worst Im actually the abuser. For a situation that know literally nothing about. I don't need that kind of hassle. Overall it matters to me, and I hope to finish it one day, but as far as actually finishing it now? Well that's up in the air but for right now it cannot be my focus.

The only one I really don't know what I'm doing with is SHSNE I really like that one and it's an interesting story with a great beta, but I have to think about it after HTRAJ. I was never expecting anything I ever write to need 53 chapters, but that one well I wanna get it finished.

Sorry anon you probably weren't expecting a full download about my WIPs but here it is

#tw sa mention #tw abuse #asks anon #yeah just #not in the mood currently lmao #sometimes people really have the gall #anyways yeah pls don't send me asks asking about when things are going to be continued #or if I'm going to continue them #it's just a pet peeve of mine

[thetrashbois]

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I tend to switch around a lot to different fandoms and interests. It's rare I'll stop liking a fandom or character though. I have many Blorbos and the number only grows uwu

I have a lot of mental health stuff going and self shipping is a big coping mechanism for me. ✌️

I'm a system! I don't really plan to talk about it much on this blog, but on the off chance it comes up I'll say it ™️

I have two amazing partners, @calamari-minecraft-corner and @angelover44 . ❤️

My main is @spooookyqueen, I follow from there!

I'm not gonna do a full DNI this time cause I don't have the braincells, and people don't always respect them anyway, but I will set a few ground rules.

Obviously any basic DNI stuff would apply.

I wanna keep discourse of any kind off here for the most part, it stresses me out and if im gonna talk about that sort of thing it would be on my main and not my self shipping blog.

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I do on occasion post darker topics here, especially given I like a lot of evil or fake characters. I don't not support anything of the sort irl. This obviously does not include the obvious no-nos.

Anything with dark content will be tagged accordingly. If anyone needs me to add more tags I will gladly do so. And if I forget, please don't hesitate to let me know. (Just don't be rude about it)

I can't promise any form of logic for when I post and what I post. My ADHD makes me a bit all over sometimes so there's no schedule or anything. Sometimes I might not post for a long time, it's really just up to what I see, feel up to.

Asks are always open! Just don't be rude or disrespectful is all I ask. I am just vibing here after all.

I'm not above blocking if y'all can't behave though.

I have many silly aus and such. Sometimes crossovers. What one with a small brain might call "cringe"

Jokes on your cringe culture is dead though and I killed it 💜

FR tho, Were all just having fun here 👉👉

Also sorry for any spelling/grammar issues on here or on any other post of mine, I struggle a lot sometimes with my ADHD since my brain tends to be faster than my hands. And if I don't type quick enough I tend to lose my thoughts

Main Tags I use below, Will add F/O Tags as I go ✌️

General Tags

#Cala my beloved Posts involving @calamari-minecraft-corner

#Katlyn my beloved Posts involved @angelover44

#Suggestive Not quite going into sexual territory but the implication is there

#Sinful Mature content, namely the sexual sort

#My Memes

#My Edits

#My Art

#My Writing

Blorbo Tags

#Wesker or #Albert Wesker Albert Wesker from the Resident Evil franchise & Dead By Daylight

#Eddie or #Eddie Gluskin Eddie Gluskin from Outlast: Whistleblower

#Darkiplier Darkiplier from Markiplier's Ego Videos (Or as I call them the Markiplier Cinematic Universe)

#Damien or #Mayor Damien Damien from Markiplier's Ego Videos (Or as I call them the Markiplier Cinematic Universe)

#Celine or #Seer Celine Celine from Markiplier's Ego Videos (Or as I call them the Markiplier Cinematic Universe)

#Astarion or #Astarion Ancunín Astarion from Baldur's Gate 3

#Gale or #Gale Dekarios Gale Dekarios from Baldur's Gate 3

#Raphael Raphael from Baldur's Gate 3

#Miguel or #Miguel O'Hara Miguel from the Spider-Verse Movies

#Spot, #The Spot, or #Johnathon Ohnn Johnathon Ohnn/The Spot from the Spider-Verse Movies

#Vox Vox From Hazbin Hotel

#Lucifer or #Lucifer Morningstar Lucifer from Hazbin Hotel

Will add more as I go, anyway, thanks for reading ✌️

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@mostpowerfrog look i straight up haven't the patience to reply again so i will just post about it but like dat new part of vampire x hunter is SO good it feels like teh style is like the same but theres some instances where you can see the evolution in ur art like the eye shots here and there are more expressive and its so awesome and the action RULES as always and and. and ummmmm whats been haunting me since i read the first 16 pages is that one prozd vine where he goes

"and then hunter 2 goes 'kiss me ya darn fool'"

"what? no, not hunter x hunter. have you seen hunter hunter?"

"oh... yeah"

like vampire x hunter is a title biogenetically engineered to be interpretable in a yaoi connotation and ive had this like VIBE since the start like arcen talking about 'being a family man' at the start (which is a goal set-up to make the whole action here have a point BUT it can be a double entendre..) and then y'kno like vampires being historically quite a queer figure in many manners and like THE BEGINNING PAGE framing vampires as definitely super evil and must be stopped because they are out there doing evil shit for sure out of just malice and uncaringness...

while, you kno... the "LEGENDARY" VAMPIRE HUNTERS are the good guys who are depicted as badass and righteous. N ALSO it being illustrated in stark black and white with narration on top frames it much like a myth or a legend and all of that stuff. i dont doubt vampires also be doin some evil stuff BUT i am betting all my life savings arcen has had his view tainted cuz of his clan

and like edvard also being a part of that myth and legend and later himself saying that he's gone thru the trouble of trying to stay isolated n 'hunters always blowing things out of proportion'. to be honest, you had me entirely fooled with 'his aura being different' somehow because i just assumed that was a classic anime thing of establishing that this vamp aint like the others and has some mega powerful power going on that like differentiates him from all the other ones so we can have a high-stakes fight (pun so intended)

but SHADOWNG!! this update flips that on its head completely and now im like. are we yaoing I COULD TOTALLY JUST BE GOING INSANE HERE but this new update is making me feel like i was onto something the whooole time... like at the very least i kno arcen aint staking his ass and i dont buy it for even a second. my prediction from all i am gathering at this time is: arcen will be all like: *doesnt stake you* and then edvards like "i actually have a super tragic backstory." and then talks about the vampire experience™ and arcens like "aw shit sorry dude. anyway you lookin kinda fine today" and then it just ends abruptly. theres not even a final page that suggests something happened afterward that is just the final page it just cuts off. either that or edvard just fucking dies after the tragic backstory and arcens like "damn." and then takes it to heart to reconsider his entire familys legacy or something but i feel thatd be a bit dark for what youve gone for usually (id still eat it up dw)

pardon if this is a gross misinterpretation of the current events but at the same time i feel as if at least some of this was intentional and also you have a track record of having queer characters, so i am absolved of any and all blame there is to have. thank you :D