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Unwavering Presence Chapter 13
Cassian X Archeron Sister
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Summary: Cassian won't leave Y/N alone in hopes she will at least talk to him, giving her the best gifts money could buy. Perhaps material things are not the way to earn her forgiveness...
Content Warnings: Low self worth
A/N: We're kicking off the 1000 Follower Celebration with a bang!! WOO HOO. I once again can't Thank you enough for your love and support!
Also, we are getting so close to a portion of the story that I have been plotting since day one and I'm so excited. Though I highly doubt you all will be when we get there.
Word Count: 4.3 K
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Chapter 12
I awoke to knocking on my door fully aware of who was on the other side. Not moving I tucked the blanket closer to my chin, squeezing my eyes shut, hoping he would leave. When I didn’t answer, the doorknob began to jostle, “Princess, can we talk please?” Cassian’s voice carried through the wood. “I want to make this right.” He continued to knock on the door.
I closed my eyes and sent my emotions down my tattoo; my direct link to Rhys. Hoping he and Feyre were on their way back from the Summer Court.
Cassian’s knocking finally ceased, and I could breathe easier. Inhale…Exhale…
Angel Rhys’ voice rang out in my head, What’s wrong?
Tears prickled my eyes as Cassian’s cold stare from the night before came to the forefront of my mind, “You can barely take care of yourself.” His words rang in my ears.
Can you or Az get me?   I sniffled.
Why? Did something happen to Cassian? Are you in Danger? Rhys’ voice sounded panicked.
Take a look I brought the memories from the night before for him to see.
Me or Az?  Was all he asked; his voice was a lethal calm.
Az, Please.
He is on his way, Angel. I want you to know no one thinks you’re helpless. We love you.
I cracked a smile. Thanks Rhys.”
Rhys left my mind, and I closed my eyes and let sleep consumed me once more.
The sound of shouting jolted me awake. It took me a moment to distinguish the yelling. It was Azriel’s voice that carried throughout the cabin. He. Was. Angry. I slid out of bed, grabbed my robe and opened my door just enough to peek through.
“You’re not taking her!” Cassian snarled his siphons blaring. His face held a mixture of emotions I didn’t care to decipher.
Azriel’s siphons flared in response. “She asked for me. This is Rhys direct order. I’m taking her home.”  Cassian swung at the Shadow Singer only for Azriel’s shadows to flair out and push him to a chair.
I stepped out of the room as shadows pinned Cassian to the chair. “Azriel.”
Both males looked over at me Cassian had a pained look on his face and opened his mouth to speak. Az’s shadows wrapped over his mouth as Azriel glared at him. “You don’t get to speak.” Cassian lunged at Azriel, and I jumped back gasping. Cassian slammed back in the trail trying to fight Azriel’s shadows and I moved closer to the Spy Master. His hand slipped through mine and Cassian glared as his hazel eyes, cold and unyielding as he watched our hands intertwine.
Always hoping someone will save you. Cassian’s words swirled in my head and when our gazes meet, I can tell that he knows what words are filtering through my head, as his gaze shifts from cold to guilty. I tried releasing Azriel’s hand, but he gripped tighter. “She is going to gather her things and we are going to leave.” Cassian dipped his head, “Rhys expects you home in three days’ time. Meaning that he does not want to see you until then. Nod if you understand, Cassian.”  Cassian gave a nod. “Good.” Azriel led me to my room, and he shut the door, and I closed my eyes my heartbeat racing. My thoughts began to overtake my senses.
Weak
Pathetic
Worthless
You don’t belong with him. You don’t belong with anyone.
You. Don’t. Belong.
I choked on a sob leaning against the bed post. Shadows swirling up to my cheeks, kissing away my tears.
“Come on,” I opened my eyes as Azriel’s hands gripped my shoulders, “Let’s get your things.”
Azriel helped me pack my things, I slipped out to the door and headed back to Cassian. Hearing the chair shift as I headed toward the door the Shadow Singer in tow, calling out my name, though muffled by the shadows. Azriel opened the door, letting the sun in and I turned to look at Cassian. His hazel eyes lined with silver, there was pleading there. Don’t go, please, they said.
“Goodbye, Cassian.” A sob escaped and his shoulders began to shake violently as tears streamed down his cheeks. Something felt heavy against my chest, and I had to battle the urge to go to him and wipe his tears. Azriel guided me outside and shut the door behind him, muting the sounds of the General of the Night Court’s Army’s cries.
Wrapping my arms around Az’s neck he grips my waist my bag in his other hand, and he shot us up to the sky. “You, okay?” He asked.
“I just want to go home.” I said, fighting off my own tears. Az shadows consume the two of us as he winnows us to the streets of Velaris. He put me down but gripped my hand as he led us to the town home. The sidra glistening against the morning sun. I instinctively leaned my head against his arm, trying not to focus on the male we left behind.
We walked in silence for a couple beats before nudged me with his shoulder. “You know for what its worth. I know he is remorseful.”
I rolled my eyes, “How could you possibly know that?”
Az smirked, “He could have easily broken away from my shadows. Had them skittering back to me without blinking an eye.” I lifted my head to meet his eyes. His hazel eyes held no hint of humor. “He is one of the most powerful Illyrian, Archeron.”
We reached the town home, and I gripped his elbow halting him in his tracks. “What are you saying?”
“I’m saying he chose to stay in that chair.” Azriel’s shadows swirled around my wrist. “He didn’t want to frighten you.”
I crossed my arms, “That’s not good enough.”
Azriel lips pressed in a tight line for a moment. “I know. I would be disappointed in you, if it was enough for you.” He cupped my cheek and kissed my forehead, “Make him suffer, Archeron.”
I gave him a smile, “I’ll make him the Lord of Tears Shed.”
Azriel barked a laugh, “I’m stealing that.”
“Go for it.” I smiled as we headed into the house.
“Rhys, Feyre and Amren are almost back.” Az gracefully changed the subject.
“Were they successful?”
Az’s face turned grim, “Yes.”
“But?”
“But it came at a price.”
I sighed, “It always does. How bad?”
Azriel smiled, “Let’s just say Cassian isn’t the only one banned from the Summer Court anymore.”
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Cassian’s POV
A fist collided with my cheek while I was at the training ring, Rhysand’s ring digging into my skin. Blood pooled in my mouth the metallic taste assaulting my taste buds. “You called her weak.” I lifted my head for Rhys to hit another blow on the opposite cheek. Blood spattered on the rock as it sprayed out of my mouth. “You called her worthless.”
I snarled, “I never called her that. I would never call her that!”
It was Azriel’s voice that spoke next, “That’s exactly how she felt though!  She opened up to you about her deepest insecurities, things she hadn’t even told Feyre about!  You used that insecurity and threw it back in her face.” Azriel’s flickered with anger, his shadows swirling around him clearly agitated.
“You know who also does that, Cassian?” Rhys’ voice is calm as my gaze meets him. At that moment, Rhysand was not the High Lord, or my friend. He was being a protective brother. “Nesta. She has spent most of her life with that kind of torment. I would believe that Xavier did it too.” He wound up his arm and felt the crunch of my nose. “Feyre told me that she kept to herself. That she doesn’t trust easily. She trusted you. For whatever reason, you made her feel safe.” I could hear one of my ribs cracking. “Why?”
I fell to my knees, “I was angry.” I hang my head low, blood dripping on the concrete. “Devlon got under my skin, and I was pissed.” My breathing was labored. I went straight to my room to prevent myself from lashing out, but she followed me.” The tears could fall before I could stop them. “She wanted to help.”
“And then you said she was barely able to help herself.” Rhys roared. “That she was always waiting for one of us to help her.” He knelt and gripped my face tightly. “Imagine how she feels, in a place where most fae hate her kind. Imagine how she felt when the first time she went back to the one place she should feel safe in, she was taken. She absolutely should expect us to be there for her. Because should any of our enemies get to her, she may not actually stand a chance.”
“I know.” I wheezed. “I want to make this right.”
“Go to Madja and get healed.” Rhys said, his violet eyes cold.  “I still need my general to breathe.” With that he took to the skies, likely checking in on Y/N. Leaving me alone with my best friend. His face cold, no playful glint in his eyes.
Azriel stalked over to me, his face was one I’ve seen before; one he used on his for the poor souls in his dungeons. I dipped my head, blood dripping past my lips. Az gripped my hair yanking my head back to meet his gaze. His shadows swirled as his lips turned into a snarl. “Fix. It.” He tugged my hair harshly once more. “And pray to the mother that she forgives you.” His knee collided with my chest, the underlying threat clear as I collapsed to the harsh gravel, trying to regain my breath. As Azriel left me in the training ring with my thoughts.
 I tried to take a deep breath the searing pain of my abdomen screamed in response. This was what I deserved. No pain would ever compare to seeing Y/N’s eyes look so broken at my words. I had a plan I just hoped she would hear me out.
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Rhysand had other plans. “I’m not arguing with you about this.” My brother crossed his arms and leaned back into his chair. “You’re going.”
I clenched my fist. “How can I fix things if Y/N is here and I’m dealing with her insufferable sister.”
“She won’t even be in the same room as you for longer than five minutes. You can make your sad attempts at forgiveness when you return.”
I slammed my fist on his desk, “You’re a prick. You know that.”
“Watch it, brother. I could ban you from seeing her at all.” Rhys’ voice was even, his voice void of any emotion.
“You wouldn’t do that.” I whispered. “You know how much she means to me.”
Rhysand stood placing his palms on the desk in front of him eyes dark. “You want to wager on that?” I remained silent and his words softened, “As much as I want you to fix this. I need my General right now. I’m not saying this to hurt you, Brother, but she doesn’t need you right now.”
I pressed my lip in a tight line. “Fine.” I turned to walk away. I opened the door.
“Cass, she will come around you know?” I walked out the door leaving his question unanswered and took off to human lands. Though the hairs on the back of neck tingled, unease coiling in my belly, as I had the sense someone was staring at me. I wouldn’t turn to see Mor’s smug face.
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I met Nesta’s cold stare with one of my own. She had let me in without so much as a glance only to lead me into the dining room. “Where’s Elain?”
“In her garden. I’m trying to limit her time with…your kind.” I may have towered over the eldest Archeron sister, but she had a gift of making people feel small with just the tilt of her head. On this day Nesta wore a beautiful blue gown, and her hair was braided in her usual style. Yet my mind kept drifting to her baby sister and how similar they look. The way they stand, the same scowl that scrunches up their nose.
“Has your brutish ways impacted your hearing as it has your brain?” My wings rustled as I returned my gaze to the eldest Archeron, “I asked how my sisters were.”
I rolled my eyes. “They’re fine.”
Nesta quirked a brow, “Oh yeah, Y/N giving you a hard time?”
I stilled, “What makes you say that?”
Nesta smirked, “You have the same look most people have when she’s being difficult.”
“She’s not difficult.” I tried to focus on my breathing, remembering the vile things she said to her sister the first time we met. “If anything, I’m the one who made things difficult.”
Nesta lowered her arms and stared at me, her cold gray eyes searching my face. “You love her?” I snorted and to my surprise that took Nesta off guard. “What is loving a human such an outlandish thought to you?” her lips curled upward in a snarl.
I shook my wings and my body and eased my body and mind into something calm, thinking of Y/N’s hand in mine or who beautiful smile. “No, not outlandish for me at all. No what is outlandish to me is the fact you have spent years treating her so terribly and yet here you are asking if she’s okay and if I love her, when even if you did love her, you will never tell her as much.
I approached the woman her back pressing against the wall, “Tell me Nesta, do you know what happened that night you asked her to die?”
Nesta’s eyes widened, as if she too was recalling the memory. “You almost got your wish that day. She almost died. I found her strung up like an animal, her blood was everywhere. We barely made it in time. I could see Nesta paling as I continued. “Did you know the lover she took here got off on torturing her even assaulted her?”
“How dare you-“
“Did. You. Know.” I gritted my teeth my arms caging Nesta in so she couldn’t avoid this. “Did you know that this man had been using her as a doll for months using her job as leverage to get her to stay? Only for her to come home and want love and affection from her sisters only to find disdain and despair here.”
Nesta face looked pain only for a moment before her cool mask slipped back into place. “No, I didn’t and it’s not my place to know what type of lovers my sisters make. I’m sure if he was in high standing to help us get out of poverty, she would have made do.”
I stepped away from her. “Unbelievable. You would have subjected Y/N to a death sentence if you made her stay with him. You didn’t see the cuts on her back like I did. If you had it maybe you wouldn’t be so calm and serene about it.”
Nesta stepped away from the wall smoothing her skirts walking over to the desk in the living room. She opened the drawer to quickly shut it and turned back to me with an envelope in her hand. “They wish to meet in a weeks’ time.” Nesta eyes were glassy, but the fiery rage remained. “Be here in that time. Now. Get Out.”
I snatched the letter from her hand, “You are a disgrace. You failed in every way that counts, Nesta Archeron.” I walked past her heading for the door. I called over my shoulder, “And yet Y/N is the first person to come to your defense or speak of you as someone who needs healing. You never deserved her as your sister.” And with that I left, and I swore I heard a choked sob before I took to the skies.
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Reader’s POV
Cassian had been home for a week. I had managed to avoid him by training with Azriel, studying with Rhysand and using his own brothers as shields if he got too close. Both Rhys and Az were happy to oblige in keeping me close and occupied. Then the gifts began appearing at my door.
Chocolates, Jewels, Shoes, by the end of the week the stack of Journals came to my hip. They all went unanswered. The boxes began to collect dust, the chocolates went stale, and the jewels suspiciously went missing after day two. Something tells me a short black-haired female was the culprit of that. Though nothing Cassian could buy with money would not be able to sway me to forgive him. Not after he hurt me in such a deep way.
Feyre walked into my room with a box in her hands at the start of the week, we had been able to spend more time together since the fiasco at the cabin, reading in the library, sharing meals together, walking through the streets of Velaris. It felt like the times before we lost our fortune when it was me and her against the world, I hadn’t realized how much I missed just being in her presence until we started spending more time together. “This was at your door.”  She said shaking the box. She plopped on my bed dropping the box onto my lap. “Open it!”
I sighed, putting my book down, I untied the ribbon and open the lid, with a note.
Princess,
Please accept this gift as my apology to you.
I miss you.
Cassian.
Handing Feyre, the note, I began unwrapping the paper to find a gorgeous red silk gown I picked it up out of the box. Feyre smiled and nudged me, “Try it on.” Facing her I opened my mouth to protest and was met with her pushing me off the bed. “Right now.”
A few moments and I emerged from the changing partition and Feyre gasped. “Y/N… you look so beautiful.” I walked over to the mirror and turned to get a full view. The bodice of the gown, being held up by thin straps, had glittered fabric covering just enough that the swells of my breast were on display. Rich Silk overlapped meeting the sheer fabric covering my abdomen, red boning standing out against the flesh tone. The red satin draped down ruching at my hips as it cascades down a revealing slit to reveal my newly toned and muscled leg. I had to agree with Feyre.
The dress was stunning, but I recalled the note left with it and I pursed my lips.
Are you that incompetent of taking care of yourself? His voice echoed in my mind.
 “He called me worthless. Did he believe that that him buying me this was going to make me fall to my knees and forgive him.” I rolled my eyes and went back to change out of the dress. “Didn’t even hand me this gift himself, had to leave it at my door like a coward.” I mumbled sliding the rich fabric off my body and back into my purple dress with light lavender tulle sleeves. I walked over to the bed to place the dress back into the box.
“What are you going to do with the dress?” Feyre questioned not seeming to have an answer for my earlier inquiries.
“Keeping it. The dress is gorgeous and fits me like a glove. The dress will not suffer because the male who gifted it, is incompetent.” I sighed and crawled into bed placing my head on my twin’s lap where she instinctively fingers through my hair. “This isn’t enough.”
Feyre hummed and we sat in silence for a moment. “What would it take for him to earn that forgiveness?” I glance up at her and her blue eyes meet mine, “Is what happened unforgivable to you?”
I thought about it. Cassian up to this point had been nothing by kind and attentive to me. What he said was said at a moment of anger and if I was honest, I pushed when I should have let him be. However, that did not give him a right to throw my past and my insecurities back in my face the way he did. “No. It’s not. Not for him anyway.This dress or the other gifts for that matter, doesn’t tell me that this won’t happen again.  That he won’t lash out and hurt me. I have given my heart to cruel people too many times. I can’t risk that again.”
Feyre hummed once more. “Rhysand and I are going to the human lands.” I sat up at that and gave her a questioning look. “Yes Nesta, sent word to Cassian two days ago.” Oh, so that’s why the gifts had stopped at that point. “We are to go back in a few days.”
“Great I’ll-“
“Rhys thinks it would be best if you stayed home. I can’t say I disagree, with everything that has gone on,” and everything that happened the last time I was in the human lands, though she doesn’t say it. “I must agree. I would feel better knowing you were here.
I lay back on the bed and groan, “You are lucky that I am in no mood to fight. I’ll stay but I’ll grumble about it the whole time.”
Feyre kissed my cheek, “Thank you. Now let’s go get breakfast, I’m starved.” I laughed and followed her out the room, though I can’t get the image of Cassian taking off that dress off me from my mind.
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Cassian’s POV
I was almost ready to give up by the time Feyre and Rhys were getting ready for the meeting with the human queens. I stormed into Rhys’s office with the last gifts I provided. “What kind of person destroys a stuffed toy?” I hold up the stuffed bat I got her, whose wings are now ripped apart.
Azriel and Rhys both pressed their lips in a tight line, but it was Azriel who lost his composure first. I threw the bat at him, and he caught it with ease. “She’s brilliant. I love her.” He looked to Rhys, “Can we keep her?”
I groaned plopping on the couch as Feyre came in. “I just don’t know what else to do. I have tried everything. I even wrote her a letter. She looked me in the eye as she threw it in the fire.” Her words still haunted my memories:
“How would you feel if the one person you trusted with your heart took your deepest insecurities and threw them in your face. The one person you felt safe and protected with just takes everything you are so afraid to burden people with and tells you, you are exactly that. A burden.” Then she walked away.
“Cassian did you hear me?” Feyre’s voice pulled me out of my daze. Recognizing that she caught me she smiled and gripped my hand with her own. “She doesn’t want material things or pretty words Cass. She wants security that what happened at the cabin will never happened again.” With her free hand she pressed her palm against my chest. “She would much rather you give your heart in exchange for hers than any material object.”
An idea blossomed into my mind, and I smiled looking at my girl’s twin. “My heart”. I pressed my palm over the back of her hand on my chest. I kissed her cheek, “Have I told you how brilliant you are today?”
Feyre smiled, “No, but I can see your gears turning in that mind of yours, do you have a plan?”
I nod and look to Azriel, “I do, but I need your help, Az.”
Azriel smiled, “Tell me what I need to do.”
So, I did.
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Rhysand and Feyre had left for the human realm that night and I set off to go find Y/N. I started in the library and to my surprise she was there. I smiled looking at her reading, her brow furrowed in concentration, her lip tucked between her teeth. Her hair was up in a cute little bun, and she wore those knee-high socks that made my cock strain in my leathers.
“I can see you, General.” She said not bothering to look up from her book. “Something you need?”
“Get dressed.” That caught her attention. Her eyes meet mine in a challenge. “I can’t keep doing this, Princess. I miss you.”
“You should have-“
“I’m well aware of what my actions have done,” I stepped deeper into the room approaching her. “I am asking you to give me a chance to show you, just how sorry I am.”
“I can’t leave-“
“I’m not arguing with you about this. I am asking for a chance. Please.”
I could see her expression turn into contemplation. Then with a sigh she closed her book, and I fought my heart from swelling as her eyes met mine, “What should I wear?” I smiled.
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It felt good to have her in my arms once more as we landed in the mountains. She was shivering as we walked a few miles from the clearing I landed in. I tucked my wing around her to prevent the wind from whipping her skin raw. Her teeth chattering told me otherwise. “We’re almost there, Sweetheart.”
“Cassian, Where are we goin-“She paused mid-sentence as the Cabin came into view. A large cabin sat here the chimney already having plumes of smoke swirling out of the top. Her mouth was slightly agape that the cabin was about the size of the town home, and she looked around the area her gaze found the one thing I was hoping she would find. Walking closer to one of the larger trees that had wildflowers blooming she looked at the frame of the woman. The portrait had faded over time and not in the best condition due to weather here, but the woman shared my eyes and it was the only good quality photo I had of her. “Cass, what is this? Who is she?”
I knelt in front of the memorial and smiled my hand grazing the picture, “This is my home, Princess.” I looked to Y/N and gave another smile, “This is a portrait of my mother.”
To Be Continued...
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fleetinglotus · 1 year
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Blog Timeline.
Events (in chronological order)
Time Of Creation 
Known as Kuragari until Sumeru plot, his creation led to nothing but misery, to see himself as a mistake, to being told he was ‘sick’. Once realizing he’s nothing more than some defective product, felt replaced, showed the slightest hint of human emotion, it was all over.
Discarded, lonely, lost and coming to the realization he’s no longer of utility, he left, fought for himself in the wilderness until found by the people of Tatarasuna.
Tatarasuna’s incident
Everything is pretty much alike of the Canon incident, with Niwa’s supposedly fleeing and everything just being Dottore’s doing, which he finds out far later in the Sumeru plotline, Kuragari left, never came into contact with the Fatui, never joined them. Innocence lost, he departed from Inazuma, only to cross paths with a certain pair of strangers, leading to the event below.
Unreconciled Stars 
Nothing much goes on here, he introduce himself but doesn’t join the gang nor go hostile towards them. He just let them go about their businesses regarding what happens in this particular event of the game before leaving, leave back to where it all began due to certain news he, unfortunately, had to end up hearing because peoples are bound to talk. 
Inazuma Storyline
Follows Canon, from the Resistance’s battle to the death of La Signora. Kuragari gets much more selfish from this point on, still acquiring the Electro Gnosis, that he long felt deserving of and make his escape with this newfound strenght, all while yearning for more, which leads to the whole fiasco in Sumeru...
Sumeru Storyline
Same as per above. Follows Canon with a little twist here and there. Rather than knowing of Dottore already, tis the first time they encounter but after seeking out the truth within Irminsul and erasing his existence, Kuragari, now known Michihiko from this point forwards, is recovering, all while conflicted, holding a vendetta against someone who no longer remembers ever crossing path with the puppet.
During coma & even upon awakening, he reluctantly accepted to have a creation of Buer, follow him around on occasion, given he doesn’t always want to, even if for something as simple as emotional support and so forth. This part ties in with my main blog’s muse, in her Akasha AU, for details i suggest that you look into Dcndrohime’s Verses page.
This AU works in twin verse setting as well, not only outside of it.
Changes 
Indirectly caused the Gokaden’s fall rather than being directly involved in its fall, including Kazuha’s clan.
Manipulated Signora, feigning to work with the woman, leading to her demise while taking this chance to leave Inazuma with the Gnosis in hand.
Most cutscenes with him, during Unrenconciled Stars, never really happened. He just up and left, had better to be doing during that time.
Though Michihiko may have failed to erase his previous existence towards a select amount of peoples and lose many things he could do during his ascension, he’s still very much capable of helping Nahida when it comes to Irminsul but changing something else is now beyond him, tis for the best after all. 
Scaramouche/Kunikuzushi and so forth are not names that ever existed on this blog. He never joined with the Fatui so there is likely a different 6th Harbinger. 
Bonus Setting 
Ruling Verse.
Verse where he was not discarded, where he never formally met Niwa but was sent to help the people of Tatarasuna, making sure to lessen casualties. He never met Dottore but everything happened without him in the mix. He was not responsible for what became of the Raiden Gokaden and anything Canonly related to him.
In this verse, he preside over Inazuma as a co-ruler, even after all the suffering Inazuma endured, from the Cataclysm aftermath to the lockdown and everything.
Who Remembers? 
Nahida 
Travelers (either)
Paimon
Ei 
Whoever Twin verse with me
Twin AU Contents 
Is and always is, the ‘defect’
Regarding both Inazuma’s story and Sumeru’s, the events can be attributed to either twin, one or the other. With one of them just confronting the other & so forth. Things are all up for discussion. 
Given he’s labeled as the defect, Kuragari/Michihiko has seldom interacted with peoples or done human things, more than his twin has, therefore he is evidently socially awkward when it comes to unfamiliar faces but also tend to lash out in the process, mostly because he doesn’t know what to say, most of the time... Though unwilling to admit it openly, having Nahida’s aid on that front, its both a chore and huge help to him. 
Both or just one twin can be discarded, mine preferably since he’s the failure here but i am still up to talk about it. 
Regarding how Michihiko obtains his own Anemo Vision, this is up for talks too but he could easily have acquired it in some other experience, if perhaps from confronting his twin, if going from Sumeru’s plot.
Note
This post is bound to be updated whenever he is Canonly involved in something, please keep in mind.
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My new commission post, so hopefully I can scrounge up some extra cash for the holidays!
My life has been a lot busier and I've become a lot more tired, so the prices are slightly higher than before BUT I've added more variety in options. So hopefully that makes up for it!
The only strict rules I have are no hardcore gore or nsfw, but suggestive stuff and some blood is fine. I can do furry stuff, but I'm not great with mecha (Sorry!) Ships are all fine as long as they're nothing incestuous or pedophilic, please! There are some fandoms I'm not too comfortable with drawing, but if you're unsure feel free to ask! ALSO, due to the nature of the pixels, it may be hard to fit complex designs into them- We can negotiate simplifying them though.
If you're interested please feel free to DM me here or on Discord @/finn_again. If not that's totally fine and there's never any pressure, I hope you have a nice day anyway <3
Oh, also, I made a Ko-fi! That one post convinced me hehe, here's the link: https://ko-fi.com/liquidstar
Thank you everyone!
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softpine · 4 months
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for my sanity i might have to write out the next post instead of using pictures because 1. i hate trying to make hospital scenes look visually interesting, and 2. my wrist is literally killing me after two straight days of nonstop crocheting and cutting fabric 🥲 or i could throw it way back and intercut a couple screenshots with blocks of text like the forum days... idk, what would you guys prefer?
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cozylittleartblog · 7 months
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also for a direct link here it is. i've only been using it for a day but i like it so far
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borderlinereminders · 2 years
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BPD FAQ
I recommend using the search function to search out key words for the question you have. 
What are DBT Skills? 
Relationship Related: 
What is a FP? Do I need a FP to have BPD? Can I have more than one FP? Does a FP have to be romantic?
How do I have a healthy relationship with my FP? (This also works for healthy relationships in general.)
How do I cope with losing a FP?
How can I tell if someone is manipulating me?
How do I create and enforce boundaries?
How do I deal with feeling like my partner deserves better?
How do I handle constantly needing reassurance? 
I messed up and need to apologize. What do I do?
They left me on read. What do I do? (Plus here’s some reasons that someone may not have replied!)
Symptom Related: 
What is emotional permanence? And how can I cope with it?
What is “splitting?” And how can I manage it?
How do I stop “attention seeking”?
How do I deal with urges?
How do I deal with negative thoughts about myself? (See this post about Examining the Evidence, and this one about the Double Standard Method. ) Feel free to also see this post on how to challenge irrational thoughts.
How do I deal with rage? 
How do I deal with jealousy?
How do I know if I'm overreacting?
Other: 
How do I support someone with BPD?
How do I make a crisis plan?
How do I identify my feelings?
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ryuki-draws · 11 months
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@sillyarbiterdragon that's a good question! And you're also very right about it being hard to find the beginning (or to even find ANYTHING, the search on Tumblr is a league of its own), so that's why I compiled the
✨ Local Trains AU Masterpost ✨
where I hopefully covered everything important to the AU in chronological order of the story. I'll update the post everytime something new gets posted.
Enjoy all your train needs! :D
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auranunderscore · 3 months
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i just realized i never posted this here!! my friend clatern commissioned to do this art of herself and my sona jamming it out and spending some Quality Time™ together!
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finntheehumaneater · 30 days
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🥰 fluffy snippet pls <3
from “I’d hold the gun if you asked me to”:
Now Eddie was curled around Steve, his face buried in the back of Steve’s neck. The blanket was kicked off of the bed, and Steve’s lips were still red from kissing earlier—and from all the times that Eddie had bit him there, the vampire—and they were both only in boxers, because it was August. It was fucking hot, and Steve didn’t have the money for air conditioning right now, what with how little Family Video paid him. Honestly, they should give him a raise for all he does. He doesn’t even yell at the customers anymore unless they deserve it! And almost all of them do.
“Eds?” Steve muttered, tiredness creeping into his voice as he rubbed a hand gently across Eddie’s arms, which were wrapped around his waist.
“Hm?” Eddie hummed back, and Steve felt him press a kiss to his shoulder. He was probably covered in bruises there. And bitemarks. Eddie had said he would be gentle, but he had fucking lied. Not that Steve was complaining. 
“Nothing,” Steve muttered, sighing and shifting on the bed, trying to unstick his thighs from Eddie’s. “Just wanted to make sure you were still awake.”
“Mhm,” Eddie hummed brightly, biting Steve’s shoulder gently, and Steve groaned, pressing his face into his hands and elbowing Eddie away with a smile hidden behind his fingers.
“You tired, baby?” Eddie muttered, and Steve nodded, relaxing again when he felt Eddie kiss over the irritated skin where he had bit.
“Go to sleep,” he whispered, burying his nose into Steve’s neck and kissing his shoulder again.
(WIP or fic asks)
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bowelfly · 1 year
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redbubble keeps emailing me to tell me there's a 20% sale going on so i guess here's a reminder that i got a sticker store. the artist margins are such that i barely get pocket change from each purchase but luckily i'm not trying to make a living off my art right now and it makes me happy just to see people like my stuff enough to get a sticker of it.
also protip i recommend ordering medium-sized stickers because the small ones tend to obliterate the details of my more heavily textured designs
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samglyph · 1 year
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Moving back home as usual oscillates wildly between appreciating the familiarity and structure and thinking “oh god I need to move out” every third hour.
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aranostra · 2 months
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sc. just a little starter call for one ash williams.
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please note i base him on the first film only so he's different than the one in other installments. i will be writing these over the weekend.
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beeejayy · 9 months
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INTRO
I'm gonna make a beter one when I can but uh.
I'm sunny . Or bj but I like being called sunny online 👍
Wow I nailed that intro B) ive had this account for like . Since a while. Anyways I'm sunny the two things I like rn is soul eater and omori thats about it swag
I do commissions now!
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biffybobs · 1 year
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i love your editing style!! what reshade preset do you use for your posts?
Thank you! Currently I am using Lithium preset and then editing in Photoshop to add saturation, brightness/contrast and curves layers. Smoothing with Topaz Clean and Unsharp Mask finishes them off like so:
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xenon-demon · 10 months
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intro & writing masterlist 🧪
THIS IS AN 18+ BLOG - MINORS DO NOT INTERACT OR FOLLOW ME!
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Hi, I'm Charlie! I'm 22, bisexual, & a (mildly gnc) cis woman (she/her). I’m very happily dating my boyfriend, I have a chronic case of "can't shut the fuck up" disease, and I'm really normal about Steddie, I promise. I'm also always down to talk about music, and I'll happily accept unsolicited song recs or "hey this song makes me think of [character/ship/dynamic], let's talk about it!".
Also MASSIVE shoutout to @sailing-through-hawkins for making the SUPER AWESOME DIVIDERS you can see in this post & whenever I post a snippet from my WIPs <3
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AO3: cheministrations | writing tag: charlie writes things
Fics:
breaking the ice: Steve accompanies Robin and Vickie to a pool lounge. He meets someone while he's there. (Written for the steddiemicrofic prompt challenge, for the prompt "pool, 442 words".) Rating: T | 442 words Read on AO3 | Read on Tumblr giving you the side of me that i don't let show: Steve has a grueling night at work, and has nothing left in his tank at the end of it. Eddie helps him out. (Aka the one where AuDHD!Eddie takes care of autistic!Steve after he got overstimulated.) Rating: G | 5k words Read on AO3 | Read on Tumblr
Tumblr posts:
Steve helps Eddie wash his hair post-Vecna, while he's still recovering from the bats
Kas!Steve AU concept, aka the Steddie role swap AU where Steve is the one who stays with Dustin and is killed by the bats More details about What Exactly Kas!Steve Is Now Kas!Steve needs glasses concept
Doctor Who AU concept with Time Lord!Robin and Companions!Steddie
Modern AU concept with YouTubers/streamers!Stobin and Eddie, who writes reader-insert fanfiction about Steve Ronance follow-up to that concept with streamer!Nancy
Modern AU concept with personal trainer!Steve and Gay Disaster Eddie, who is not normal about the hot guy working at his local gym
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spiderwarden · 1 month
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lmao the general fandom and all of X really said ‘Minthara can be mean and toxic to everyone except to me. So I demand they make her nicer and remove the mean dialogue.’
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