#this isnt even specifically targeted but like

[cardiac-arresting-sweetheart]

do you want to hurt me?

do you want to kill me?

do you want to use me up until i'm a sobbing, broken mess?

please, if you want to hurt me, just do it. i won't be mad.

whatever you want from me, i'll give it to you. take anything.

i'd be honored if you would want anything from someone as terrible as me, anyway.

#this is just me being insane sowwy guys #tw abuse #cw nsft #<- implied ig #ummm idk im so bad at TWs #irl yandere #actually obsessive #actually yandere #bpd yandere #obsessive love #bpd fp #yandere vent #male yandere #yanderecore #yandere coping #Um. i need mental help i thnk #this isnt even specifically targeted but like #💐 #🧣 #ermmm #OH YEAH. #tw murder #LMFAOO #bit important

[switchbladefightz]

lisa frankenstein is the most "target audience" movie ever. it's me i'm the target audience

#lisa frankenstein #i went 2 c it mostly cuz 2day was my last exam and i wanted 2 treat mysef #nd the ticket guy was like haha now theres four of u and like. this movie is gonna b a commercial failure nd hav 30% on rotten tomatoes #it isnt even like i think this movie is the best movie wver it was just made like specifically for queer chronically online gen z which #makes it very enjoyable 2 me #maybe i have never fully understood the meaning of target audience cuz i never watched movies geared specifically 2 me #upl

[oceanwithouthermoon]

sometimes i think about how the people who hate on my takes on here would talk to each other and its always phrased like the twitter fandom drama i see but completely irrational and it makes me giggle

"calling kusuke abusive just because he shot his brother with a lethal weapon, plotted his murder, planned to use their grandparents to assist in hurting/killing him, and tried for years to expose his secret to the entire world against his will and through knowingly hurtful means in order to destroy everything he cared about is so stupid! what a stretch!"

"the saiki k fandom is so damn sensitive. i shoot my brother with massive guns all the time and its not abusive because he just blocks it!" HELPEKSJJSJSKSKKS

#sorry i have absolutely no beef with anyone this is just funny #its just an opinion and i have nothing against people with a different opinion than me #its just funny how they think IM irrational when this is legitimately their thought process #and they come directly onto MY page and cry about people having diff opinions #like girl u do NOT see me doing that shit thats so embarrassing stop #im not even a kusuke hater like thats my man #but even if i was- i dont get why that bothers people so much like y r u so scared of different opinions #i sometimes talk about teru or saiki haters i dont like but that isnt defined by 'literally anyone who doesnt like them' #idgaf if people hate my fav characters- i just hate the WAY certain people hate them that shows they didnt understand the show #YOUR definition of 'evil kusuke haters who must be purged from this fandom' is literally anyone who has an opinion on him- #-that isnt sunshine and rainbows and kusuke is the most morally right and sympathetic character and nobody else deserves him !1!1! ur crazy #oh this isn't targeted at any specific person btw im just being dramatic #i havent acknowledged this at all in months idk what compelled me to do so now #the single anon that barely even said anything just made me think back to this #nobody gets him like i do i swear i swear #saiki k #tdlosk #the disastrous life of saiki k. #saiki kusuke #meows post

[writingmoth]

liking romantasy as an ace person who is more sex-indifferent than sex-favorable is so exhausting. there are all these books that look cool but the authors mostly market them based on spicy levels and spicy scenes and it does nothing for me so i just sit here like :| thats nice i guess haha

#nothing wrong with spicy levels btw #but spicy is like a plus for me #i only really enjoy it if i like the romance first so all the marketing is lost on me #which is why i think fantasy romance wip has no target audience at all LOL WHO IS THIS FOR EXCEPT ME SPECIFICALLY #its such a specific niche like #if you like romantasy but queer #and queer as in transmac & nonbinary ppl mostly with ace/aro characters #might have spicy stuff but not much and not for a long time #huge platonic element but the romance is There (I SWEAR) #who wants to read this even #again: this is not a condemnation of romantasy its more a 'i want to read this and there isnt much of it and that makes me sad' thing #ren.txt #i feel like im stuck between regular adult fantasy which is usually very dry and emotionless with no well written relationship to speak of #(romantic or otherwise) #and romantasy which has the emotion i want bUT GOES ABOUT IT IN A WAY I CANT RELATE #*shakes fantasy genres* IF YOU COULD JUST MEET IN THE MIDDLE

[infizero-draws]

in reference to hermitshipping/trafficshipping on this blog btw, i've historically never used those tags (other than a few instances where i felt it might be especially needed) on my art just bcuz

1) a lot of times for my art its very vague. like scar and grian are just talking here seemingly but if i myself had shipping intentions when i drew this, should i tag it as trafficshipping?? that's the kind of vagueness that made me decide to just not in general. because

2) i post a LOT of trafficshipping content, so i don't see a need to tag it. if you're someone who doesn't like that content, just block me 👍

#i *will* try to be better about tagging specific ship names tho. that kind of presents a similar problem with the desert duo content but #ehhh i was already kind of doing that anyways. only some of my desert duo content is tagged as scarian even though all of it to me #IS scarian. idk esp since i see them as like secret third thing and not ''normal'' romantic relationship it makes it esp hard for me to #know when to tag that stuff bcuz its like. what is and isnt considered ''romantic''???? explodes #but anyways yes i will try to be better w tagging specific ship names but if you dont like shipping in general i would just block lol #not art #(this isnt targeted at that anon btw they just made me realize that i should probably talk about this lol)

[jennilah]

oops in in my ask games mood again bc i caught Con Crud and have no energy for anything else

will dig around for a good one soon

#listen. sometimes i just wanna overshare & need an excuse to do so and i miss those earlier tumblr days with all the games we'd play #ALSO this isnt targeting anyone specifically but reminder its generally nice etiquette to send an ask to the person u reblog ask games from #its cool yknow? so we can all participate as the reblog chain moves along! kinda like a pyramid scheme LMAO #anyway!!!! might look for a drawing one even. hmm #jennilargh

[floralovebot]

I talk a lot about how different fanon!Helia is from canon!Helia but not enough but how bad it is for all the characters.

Like you have Riven going from this insecure teenage boy who lashes out at anyone who challenges him to this suave bad boy who could kill the winx. People seeing Stella as a stuck up brat, thinking that she loves Bloom more than the other winx, or that she would ever choose to be selfish in ways that hurt the other characters. Or Flora going from this fairly confident young girl who loves to meet new people and hangout with others to an introverted shy mess who never speaks up and would never say something sarcastic. Not to sound like a bitch but I really do think it's time the fandom stops pretending we're better than other fandoms and don't have Fanon Versions because we do and it's messing with y'alls perception of canon so fucking bad

#theres a time and place for fanon and its not pretending that fanon IS canon #and like listen #there's a big difference between having headcanons and fanonizing a character so badly that theyre basically a different character #im not saying its Bad to have headcanons or to disagree with canon #everyone does that its normal and healthy for fandoms #that sounded SO online good god #but also recognizing that your headcanons are Just headcanons is also necessary? #and recognizing that sometimes headcanons have been disproven by canon or aren't backed up at all #and not acting like your fanon version Is canon or is better than canon? #like genuinely think some of you dont even like canon winx and you just like the fanon versions of them in your head #like no sorry but flora isnt the fumbling shy mess who can't even speak to the others #stella isnt the dumb selfish princess who can't fight and wouldn't protect her friends #aisha isn't the Super Independent Woman who hates all men (also a very racist trope) #musa isnt that I Hate Everyone bitch who would dropkick the winx and physically abuse riven #i could go on and on like im sorry but the fanon versions of them are So Bad rn its so weird to me #like... fanon has always existed but i dont think its ever been this bad? usually Extreme Fanon only happened when someone hated a characte #like people usually only mischaracterize them when they Hate them but now im seeing people who Love them do it #i dont understand what happened why has fanon gotten so bad recently?? #also Im Sorry if any of this sounds targeted or extra bitchy i promise im not talking about anyone specific and im not Trying to be mean #i just really hate going into a character tag and seeing post after post of people going 'riven would kill sky if he got the chance' #and i dont mean the clearly joke posts i mean the Very Genuine Headcanon posts like what the FUCK are you people talking about #i genuinely think some of you got your degrees from the fanon university instead of the canon uni #please rewatch the entire first three seasons at your earliest convenience or your degree will be revoked #ajhdglagd #like not to sound mean but i think there was an influx of people who only vaguely remembered the show and got the rest of their info #from random tumblr posts instead of yknow. the actual show #oh i am very complainy today time to do something more productive and less chronically online

[scourgethewhorehog]

tbh too many of you hashtag actually autistic bitches sound like dr aspergers favorite patients when you talk about other autistic ppl except instead of just calling "less functional" autistic ppl the r slur you call them lazy abnormal weird freaky etc and accuse them of insane shit bc they cant keep up w whatever innane social expectations that only exist on the internet even if theyre NOT HURTING ANYONE or being unkind to you or they struggle to get a job / self care / etc and you Swear it totally cant be related to autism because they seem Fine enough to execute it on here because of course how someone acts sitting at their computer in a controlled enviornment where you arent as likely to be overstimulated in predictable areas of the internet is indicative of how they must respond to situations in the real real life. please be kinder to people you dont exist day to day with and cant possibly understand the struggles of good lord.

#this is bc a post made me mad im not saying you arent allowed to be mad at people for xyz or w/e ultra specific situatuon youll project #not whatever u may imagine or project from whatever specific situation #this is how cringe culture ppl will go Well Im Autistic and im not ACTUALLY this WEIRD or #Bc Im Autistic Im The Authority On WhT Autistic Ppl Are AbleTo Do And If They Struggle Its Fake #like this is abt ppl targetting ppl not based on wrongdoings but genuinely just being Strange to them despite the fact they arent affected #its fucking different if theyre actually being. fucked up to you or are confused or smth and arent being mean #i just kind of hate how theres Autism Acceptance but theres not actually acceptance its just a specific palatable autism #that ppl joke is a new cool evolutionary state of humanity when its like. well i guess i should just die bc my evolution is just fucked! #infection #ask to tag #prolly also set me off bc work fucking sucks rn and im actually Fortunate i even can try as hard as i am. bc legit at 1 point i couldnt. #there was a point in my life i could not be here and the fact i am isnt necessarily what happens to everyone.

[myelocin]

i rlly dont know wot to say other than if u come on here and go thru an entire thought process just to send somebody hate then u are a loser please look at the sky and lie on some grass there is an entire world to immerse urself in outside of snickering in a corner sending ppl hate on the internet thinking u did sth worthwhile

#nc.chat #ive been on tumblr long enough to see so many people get bullied off the damn site for dumb reasons #not just friends but just bloggers in general #the hard lines have become so blurred these days like cmon now #this isnt targeted towards anything btw ive just been remembering past discourses i see around here #and everytime i read thru it im like 🧍‍♀️ #why do u gotta project ur personal agenda and act a victim on someone elses platform #again this isnt specifically towards anything okeh i dont even know recent discourse these days

[thesaintelectric]

always extremely funny to me when americans try to pull off a birthday boy manoeuvre by saying 'wow actually our schools are underfunded and there are minorities in america so you cant be mean to us'. because non-white people just don't exist in europe apparently

#i swear some americans think all other countries consist solely of acceptable targets and they are the only enlightened nation with more #than one type of guy #<- this isnt about anything specific btw im just avoiding work and its fun complaining sometimes #not even getting into the school funding thing bc i have seen americans say they didnt know other counties existed until they were teens #like what. you have to have become aware of other countries like then i can imagine not being aware past age like. 5 #me_irl

[samwisefamgee]

Every day I grow closer to throwing my phone into the river and when I do I won’t fucking regret it

#i have been. dodging scams all morning #i don’t have any fucking money please just leave me alone #my friendships have been rotten to the fucking core #my mind poisoned #what the fuck is the point in having a smartphone when a fliphone still lets people contact me but doesn’t fucking make my life worse #not that I could afford a flip phone anyway. or service. why would someone want to scam me specifically when I posted my account overdrafted #you can SEE I don’t have money why do you BOTHER #SCAM SOMEONE RICH YOU FUCKIN MORON #alas that the desperate make for such easy targets for the heartless #it’s been so hard to keep going and every day for two months something has happened to convince me it isnt fuckin worth it like its ONLY bad #but god or fate keeps dangling juuuust enough hope in front of me that I keep going. it’s been like that for eight years #and I’ve fallen apart in that time completely. my hair is gone and my teeth will be gone soon too #my bones and joints will follow suit they’re already deformed and weak #the ringing in my ears only gets louder. i haven’t known the familiar peace of silence in years and it’ll only ever get further #and I’ll never afford the medical or psychological care to actually help those things #why bother??? I’ll keep bothering out of spite and stupid foolish hope but I still don’t fucking know why I bother when it never gets better #and it might not! hope is called hope for a reason sometimes shit just doesn’t work out #i could suffer on for abother year or five just to have it all fall apart even more. no payout #hell does exist on earth for some people. if I die and there wasn’t ever joy enough to outweigh everything then my hell was real all along #and I will have been fuckall stupid enough to suffer it for years instead of dying in high school like I planned. or college. or after. #so many times life pushed me to the edge and I crawled back just for things to get worse. every time #and still I hold onto my hope like it’s all that ever mattered. and if life turns out that way maybe it’ll be all that ever did #false ​hopes and a terribly misplaced heart #fate willing we all find peace

[snekdood]

the sooner ppl recognize “persecution delusions” aren’t just some “narcissist” thing and are also a schizophrenic thing, the better off we’ll all be

#infact theres a couple delusions that schizophrenic ppl have that 'narcissists' have but the reasons and they way they go about it is #usually different. its not that i think im special and im the only person i focus on and bc im so special ppl want to attack me or whatever #im literally just terrified every day someones going to hurt me (probably bc of trauma and other factors growing up) #theres ppl in my past who totally were the types to stalk ppl on social media and try to ruin their rep #idk if they're still doing it or found a new target or what but sometimes yeah i might over assume about what those ppl are up to #because im tired and theyre abusive and it stresses me out to feel like im constantly being watched #and since i have paranoia and schizophrenic tendencies my minds constantly going 'well what if they're still watching you? what if they're #still trying to fuck with you?' #im not doing this bc i think im special im doing this bc im scared of my abuser and have had abusive stalker ppl before in my past #so much of my delusions about being stalked and watched growing up has come from a specific individual threatening to do that w my family #and not even threaten he has actually done it before and we got a restraining order #but after that he would still continue to threaten doing that #so tyhat trauma mixed w paranoia and schizphrenic tendencies was uh... not a great mix to say the least #thats literally the only reason im constantly combative on here. bc i feel like im still being watched. #and like. ill never know when they stop watching me either #which isnt great bc i cant just be like 'finally i can relax and not feel like theres someone inspecting my asshole every 5 seconds' #which to be fair is 100% intentional on their end. they know what theyre doing to me. theyve convinced ppl its moral somehow #ig constantly trying to trigger me enough to go offline is The Move but yall still dont even wanna consider for second if they're lying #hell. you probably come up with excuses for why any of their bad behavior is good actually and anything i do thats good is bad or whatever #theyre 100% pure and good witrh good intentions no nuance no grey areas and im 100% horrible and bad with bad intentions always and also #'my vibes ar eoff' so thats how you know im prolly the abuser here

[orcelito]

Lmfao @ ppl who try to claim they're one of the few "true fans" and everyone else is doing it wrong

#speculation nation #like fuck dude i have a very specific interpretation of goro. #i dont like when he's woobified too much. and i HATE pancake akechi fandom perception. #am i out here claiming ppl who do like those things r 'fake fans' or whatever?? no!!!! #it's fucking Fiction man & even if my preferred slice of cake isnt the same as someone else's it doesnt mean im gonna claim #they dont like the character #like fuck even my akechi could be consifered 'woobified' by some standards. since theres a subsection of goro fans #who think he is a heartless murderer Only #(to no surprise those types of ppl r often the most hateful & toxic but i digress lmao) #oh also i fuckin hate when ppl claim we actually hate him bc we make fun of him so much #i love him Sooo much but also he just has that kind of personality that is PERFECT to make fun of #takes himself way too seriously. the prime target of trolling. #idk man fuckin fandom sometime lmao. imma just stick to my corner over here & God im glad i havent attracted the attention of these types #set up little wards against their attention like 'i have a 430k+ word soulmate fic!' etc etc lol #that sentence could also be an insta-aggro but im gonna hope they just stay away lol. Not On My Lawn

[roseband]

me on a reddit thread: hey it might not be a good idea to make estrogen combo pills OTC (even though progesterone would probably be fine) cause clotting disorder based strokes aren't in the numbers of side effects stats cuz america is dumb about things that are "preexisting"....and also my mom's stroke at 27 definitely isn't counted in the numbers (nor would hailey beibers btw....cuz she had the perfect storm of combo pill hormonal bc, covid, plane ride, and an undiagnosed heart issue so they can't pin it on the estrogen in a suit to a pharma company)

some twat: wellllllll if you donated blood twice monthly you'd neeeeeever have a clot

Like source please....cuz the lieden v thrombophillia foundation (which is my family's mutation I was lucky enough not to get (even though my rheum thinks that's the side my likely CTD comes from....great.....)) has NOTHING about it. I am SURE my aunt and mom would have preferred extra blood draws done to 3x daily self injectable heparin shots when having my cousins and i......when pregnant you can't take the pills, it's gotta be the shots (and this is with them both as single gene carriers lololol)

don't talk out of your ass about health conditions wtf....But only 1/300 women a year will develop a blood clot on OTC estrogen menopause meds.... ONLY 1/300.....ONLY.

#personal #to the tune of happy and you know it: *external factors dont change your genes* 👏👏*external factors dont change your genes* 👏 👏 #*unless its in cancer and you raised the chancer* *external factors dont change your genes* 👏 👏 #HIGH SCHOOL LEVEL BIOLOGY JESUS FUCKING CHRIST KILL ME #i cant live on a planet in a country with people this WILLINGLY stupid #your entire body genetic makeup isnt changed by a little NEEDLE pulling a few pints of blood out.............. #(nor did a medication change your whole body's genetics...nor did a mRNA vax......nor did covid.......) #even fucking cancer is localized gene mutations in specific areas which is how they can tell where metastisized cancer starts #my moms on anastrozole as preventive care and like thats the one also used for metastisized BREAST cancer but its not for brain cancer or #blood cancer or bone marrow cancer or gallbladder cancer or.... or..... or........... #cause even CANCER isnt changing all your genes........which is why my aunt works on *gasp* gene therapy #where they isolate the genetic makeup of the tumor and use mRNA injections to have your immune system target the mutant parts of you #so it has YOU kill the tumor....so cool!!! isnt that cool!!! (her family is brca+ so she went into boobie cancer research) #((looks at my moms family like.....my aunt by marriage has two genetic disorders floating around in there... #and my moms blood relatives most likely also have two genetic disorders floating around in there oooooooof OOF))

[theuniversals]

not to sound like it's 2012 but if you spoil good omens season 2 to me i will start crying and you wont enjoy it

#to be clear i did not want a second season nor do i think it was a particularly good idea to make it but since its happening i will be #as insane about it as the first one #or at least it seems like i will #and to be even clearer this isnt targeted at anyone in specific i just was told that there was a leak and this is precautionary #ive blocked the tag

[chisatowo]

Unit swap au making me feel things. Specifically Mafuyu. Stupid motherfucker who cares too much abt everything all the time

#rat rambles #sekai posting #unit swap au #also thinking abt a potebtial even with mafuyu and mizuki since mafuyu's words were the fibal nail in the coffin for mizuki back then #mafuyu basically pulled out the this wont last so whats the point card on mizuki and it fucked them up rly badly #because mafuyu specifically targeted their relationship with kanade who had just stopped talking to them #and before that kanade was the one person mizuki thought would always be with them #and mafuyu knew how targeted and cruel they were being but was desperate to stop mizuki from changing their mind #and as the group started to reconnect it came back to them like a truck. mizuki was even still clearly very effected by it. #but they dont know what to do about it. they cant like unsay it and they have no idea how to reasure mizuki when mafuyu themself is still #unsure abt their future themself #they still cant bring themself to believe in a better future just a now worth fighting for #its just them being like ok what would ena say. and then them just rendering an image of ena bonking them on the head and being like ok idk #and ena is seperately trying her best to support mizuki too but mafuyu can tell mizuki still sees them as a reminder and as not wrong #and thats what drives mafuyu crazy because they both think mizuki is wrong but also cant bring themself to believe theyre wrong #like they were wrong to say it but they rly struggle to challenge the belief itself even if they arent acting on it #basically they dont want mizuki to not believe in their future but they dont know how to callenge it since they also dont fully #and theyve convinced themself that this is their responsibility now which isnt helping #old habits die hard #honestly they and canon kanade are interesting to compare to me because of how similar yet vastly different they are #the main difference is that kanade is more fueled by self loathing #and also kanade defines her worth by her ability to 'save' others while unit swap mafuyu believes it is their duty to save those they see #as below them not necesarily in a theyre lesser sense but more like they feel the need to be the hero #kanade sees herself as a servant and mafuyu sees themself as the only thing that can do anything abt the hurt ppl they care abt #I also wanna think more abt unit swap kanade abd canon mafuyu similaritirs ahd differebces #cause like unit swap kanade has a lot more directed anger at those around her and shes a lot more aware of it and hates herself for it #mafuyu has anger. but they dont rly internalise it a lot #unit swap kanade super does and shes decided its because shes just inherently a horrible person who doesnt deserve to be angry #mafuyu is fighting to feel better but has no idea how. unit swap kanade puts every ounce of energy into feeling worse cause she cany fathom #doing anythinh else