#this is absolutely a priority for me now

[whatjaswatched]

You’re telling me there’s a BBC period drama television series with Cillian Murphy and Matthew Macfadyen that I’ve never heard of??

I know that the novel this is based on was written by a man, but the screenplay was written by the man who gave us the Colin Firth 1995 Pride and Prejudice, and these characters are being played by men who are literally written for women, so my question is - how did people survive this???

I want to say ‘it’s the sideburns for me’ but I genuinely just am so floored that this exists. There is no time for jokes.

I guess I know what I’m doing this week, then.

#the way we live now #cillian murphy #I was making my way through his film catalogue and somehow stumbled upon this what even #literally wanted to do films before I even looked at series #this is absolutely a priority for me now #matthew macfadyen #literally mr darcy are you kidding me #I need to finish succession #Shirley Henderson #literally moaning myrtle #David Bradley #David Suchet #Poirot #Agatha Christie’s Poirot #David Yates #Andrew Davies #bless this writer forever #bbc series #Anthony Trollope #wow the early 2000s was really all about men

[maddy-ferguson]

i don't care about will not being given an opportunity to show romantic interest in anyone other than mike but what i want what i crave is him talking to people that aren't mike jonathan and joyce. and el after s4 even though i would also love for el and will's relationship to be explored more so that's a paradox. do max and will even know each other. did dustin and lucas miss him when he was in california like...friends what what friends

#everyone being like we love will soooo much in s1-2 and then s3 being like well we don't love him THAT much😂 #is actually very annoying on top of being sad because now it's only mike mike mike and jonathan sometimes #if friendship really was their absolute priority maybe will would have more than 0.75 scenes with max and dustin #<- said me #and like i say: brf slt

[moeblob]

(SLAMS MY OCS DOWN)

I MISSED THEM SO MUCH YOU GUYS

Reynold, the ADHD human that he is, has a very hard time focusing on much of anything and the only way he can be considered "accomplished" in his former line of work (CIA) is because he knew. He knew he had to do the task as fast as possible before he forgot what he was doing.

Now he lives in another world and is basically the trophy husband to the demon lord and Reynold is like "this is amazing I'm adopting the whole entire demon army as our children". And the demon lord is like "you want to adopt my demon army" and Reynold is like "starting with your advisors, yes. those are our daughters now. I love them. I would literally kill for them."

And Sascha, the demon lord determined to NOT ACTUALLY FIGHT PEOPLE, is like please don't kill anyone. And his job is now "take care of the entire demon race and also act as impulse control to one human". Luckily his twin advisors love Reynold too and agree to help keep him in line in the world.

And since idk how much I posted on main and not my OC blog for the advisors, Melo (left) is mute and Lody (right) does the talking. They are able to share what they see with each other because of the pink/yellow eyes acting as like a gateway of sorts. So they're rarely assigned to survey the same area since if they're apart they can see twice as much and report on more in order to aid Sascha. (But at the castle they both like to stick together and trail either Sascha or Reynold)

#my characters #also since sascha is the demon lord he has the ability to turn into a biiiiiiiiiig dragon #its an ability only allowed to the blood line of demon lords and if the demon lord dies with no family #the ability manifests in a random demon and thats how the next lord is chosen #however ! since he found the twins on the verge of death and basically gave them both some of his essence/life #they are not actually related by blood but do carry some of his royalty #and can turn into big lizards and reynold loves this so much because oh my god thats so cute #they - as lizards - could crush his bones and kill him easily but hes like LETS GO TO THE GARDENS #AND SUNBATHE ON SOME ROCKS #and the twins are like .......................... odd priority but lets go #and so sascha will wander outside if he cant find the trio and yeah theyre normally just asleep on rocks #two big lizards and his husband just napping in the sun #after melo and lody are told to their faces by reynold hi you can call me mom if you want #they look confused but then later on lody is like HELLO MOTHER and sascha gets absolute whiplash when his husband beams #and turns to face his adopted children who just called him mother #like this poor demon lord is stunned enough by that but he was warned by reynold that adoption was non negotiable #so he is like understandably odd endearment moving on now #until he hears another of his soldiers talk about have you seen mom recently and is like #this human really is out here adopting the entire army and im really confused but its very cute and endearing

[pencilofawesomeness]

Hey pencil, how are you doing? are you still burned out? I just miss your HTRYDS because it is a refreshing take on FT that addresses things that are overlooked? eg Jellal getting proper help and having a life and relationships outside his past.

Hi! Thanks for checking in! I'm alive, and my writing mojo took a longer vacation than I would have liked, but it started coming back in the last couple of months. Unfortunately, for the wrong things, but I have long since learned that I have to let the happy brain chemicals do their thing on whatever project(s) gave the random inspiration burst before I can reign them in.

I am working on the next chapter of Runaways, and it is coming along, but I'm probably going to wait until I have at least two or three chapters done before I start posting again. To keep the rest of the arc's update time consistent, hopefully. (And if I don't come back with Runaways soon, I absolutely plan on getting out a side story or two for @ft-platonicweek because I have ideas~ :3)

And awwww thank you anon! I'm glad over people enjoy me picking out details of FT I find interesting and under utilized and going ham lol. Like with Jellal—he's such an interesting character, and even more so when he can be relatively stable and not a sad boi incarnate. Not that he's not prime sad boi stick target material but... I digress XD

#htryds ask #anon #burn out sucks so much because it takes so long for me to recover #and APPARENTLY #my number one recovery method is to become enamored with an au rewrite featuring a reformed villain #so now I have two of these suckers living in my brain #but I am trying to be sensible so runaways gets posting priority #before I unleash my new fic on the world #because I absolutely have zero intentions of not plowing forward with htryds #there's wips that live rent free in my head #and then htryds is a joint homeowner #if that makes sense #anyways I digress #this was some rough burnout and thank yall for being so patient with me <3

[kangaracha]

wips list for the end of march

nevermore (145/300k, edit complete)

queenmaker (16 chapters written)

FNF (8/10k)

leave part 2

what the water brought (25/50k)

boxer!minho? dlc? something

sick fic (handed to keeps, godspeed)

the gone and the gathered ch 3&4

valleys (complete rewrite)

tgbyb ch 5

tsotl end part 1

darling don't wake up x4

goldmine goldmine (landmine) (6/40k)

soul is yours to keep/zelda fic

draculas

the finished things list! raise a glass!

leave part 1

lyre lyre

#could boxer minho be an smau? #can i do a dystopia smau? #HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM #keeps when you see this tell me the thoughts #RAIN when you see this tell me your thoughts #also zom mom i did not forget you #you're on an absolute roll with the angst rn #but don't get distracted from thinking about your smau by thinking about my dystopia #but tell me #everyone #tell me what you think #dystopia? smau? #it could be interesting hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm #anyway we don't have time for that right now #what have we got to do immediately #qm and nevermore of course #i've been whacking away at wtwb again for some reason #most of the stuff at the bottom is just #a pipe dream except the random scene i wrote for goldmine the other day #and the two novels #those i have to start working on really soon #i was just trying to get nevermore back on track and then valleys shifts right up the priorities list #roo writes

[justruse]

the way i have three more ideas for interactive fics in addition to ONCE BITTEN. the pain of not having enough time in the day to work on all of them.

#ramblings #let me know if you want to hear about them idk #once bitten is still absolutely my top priority though #i've just had other ideas floating around my mind for weeks now

[vilevampire]

I've never received so much psychic damage from reading something in a fic as I have today reading a paragraph referring to f1t as p4c's "best friend and most trusted companion" with no mention to m1ke at all

#names all censored because I don't want this to appear in any search results I just want to complain without affecting anybody #lucasings #and I'm saying this as someone who looves f1tpac like I see them and I go meus pais meus pais !! #I just really don't like the q!m1ke erasure especially when it's to make f1t the most important person in p4c's life #I'm already disappointed every day by the little amount of p4c and m1ke content there is compared to h1deduo #and in general the amount of ppl who sometimes seem to forget m1ke exists at all when talking about p4c's character #which I kinda get bc he's hasn't been able to log on for a good while now #but like. the most important person in q!p4c's life IS q!m1ke and viceversa and there is absolutely nothing that will change that #they've been life partners for over 10 years. their existence in each other's lives is irreplaceable and non-negotiable. #just bc their relationship is not romantic in nature that doesn't make it less significant #and this will not change regardless if q!p4c starts dating someone or not #nobody come @ me ok I'm just an arospec little guy who believes in queerplatonic q!t4zercraft supremacy #I still want q!f1t and q!p4c to smooch and stuff and for the fandom to keep making content of them #I just don't want that relationship to take precedence/priority over q!t4zercraft's platonic relationship #bc you and I both know the reason any of this is happening at all is because there's such a tendency to ignore platonic relationships in #media and favor the romantic relationships as if they're inherently more important #anyway. rant over :3 #I'm going to see if I can turn on my pc without it exploding bc of the fucking heatwave. bye bye

[pepi-nillo]

reading the orv novel at this pace isn't enough i need to inject it straight to my brain

#i'm not even caught up with the webcomic help #and i'm seeing more orv art in my feeds and i need to understand absolutely everything #i'm emotionally dependent on fictional and doubly fictional men #also i had my first job interview ever today #i think it was good? i have to thank tumblr and the entire internet for making me learn english all by myself for almost ten years #as the post is mainly about orv you may be able to tell my priorities #honestly the job is pretty much a dream job for a student like me but it'd be a lil complicated if they chose me #but if i want to economically support some kpop men i'll need money so let's see if i get a callback #omniscient reader's viewpoint #also i have two more exams to take this week so i definitely can't read many orv chapters for now #yapping is my passion sorry i'll go now 🤸‍♀️

[magentagalaxies]

this email was the first thing i saw when i woke up this morning and i haven't stopped smiling since i love scott thompson so much

#i picked up my phone to check the time around 8 a.m. and saw this notification so i was like damn i wasn't expecting to be up this early #but i'm wide awake now!! #it makes me so happy that not only does scott want to have lunch and get to know each other but he's also making it a top priority #and saying ''let me know what day is best'' like this man probably has a much busier schedule than i do #it also makes me so happy that he wants a flashdrive of ptsdiva. like that means this archiving effort isn't just for me it's for him #and if it wasn't for me he probably wouldn't have his own copy of his own podcast but i get to give that to him #also yay bruce and kevin shoutout #incredible email all around 100/10 no notes scott and i are absolutely friends now

[estellaestella]

and sometimes you gotta laugh at your debilitating tendencies. like i went out to a party or something in july and i still have a jewelry box (that i took out then) on one end of my bed. I have been sleeping in a fetal position for two months rather than removing the box and putting it in a safe place.

it's actually open. has been for two months.

it even contains earrings inherited from my mum, so i'm terrified of pushing it over the edge in my sleep.

still dont know why i cant just be normal and put things away like a normal person.

real life; shitsville. online: omg, i have never posted stuff to insta this regularly like e-v-e-r

#mental health issues #doesnt mean i'm sad just you know somehow paralysed and cant take action in certain parts of my life #absolutely thriving in other parts of my life - things that involves others #but taking care of me is probably at the bottom of my list of priorities #i'm a high functioning something but not sure what #i actually have two jewelry boxes at the foot of my bed but the other one is closed #crap wait - just checked i hv 3 jewelry boxes here - not counting my tray of rings - which now that i think of it counts as a 4th

[anaalnathrakhs]

mental health facilities looooove to only have inpatient available when it would make things worse

#''you have to be proactive and search for treatement'' I DID #I SHOWED UP A MONTH AGO AND ASKED TO BE HOSPITALIZED #DONT TELL ME NOW ''ooh the only thing we can propose is hospitalization why are you here'' #IT'S MY LAST RESORT OKAY #everything else is blocked off #i have no idea what i'm supposed to do #i absolutely do not trust any of your sections to handle eating disorders in a way that's adapted to my case #this system is fucking hostile to anybody who doesn't have the exact same priorities than the official ones #or who has slightly unusual problems #or who doesn't want to sacrifice all happiness to appear healthy #jesus fucking christ #i'm gonna do it. i'm gonna try to get an appointment for the fucking. psychological center or whatnot they gave me #im gonna try to get back in contact with the hospital nutritionist #but my question is fucking: what for #the plan is like: complete this program of painful things for this goal you don't want and then you're allowed back into human life #okay sorry i can't live without hurting literally everybody around me have you considered euthanasia instead perhaps #i'm not interested in achieving your goals #i just want to be okay and live an okay life just let me go back to school #post cancelled actually i just remembered again the problem is me #the problem is me the problem is me and as long as i live i will be me with me #broadcasting my misery #vent

[alcego]

.

#might have to move back into my parents' house bc of some real slimy business practices 🫠 #i regret boarding at that barn i regret sticking to what i knew #absolutely furious to be in this situation #but i cannot spare the money that she's demanding #& my priority has to be keeping my account w/vet in good standing #so what if it makes me miserable and is yet another failure #so what. who cares anyway right. #back to staring at the wall now trying not to self destruct

[4giorno]

oh my god. i just saw some of my OLD OLD digital art like before i made my art blog and holy fuck. suddenly faith in myself completely restored

#this is why its vital to save your old art like you can get yourself so down and be like wtf am i doing this for im not improving #nothing like seeing something you made 4 years ago to bonk you on the head and make you see sense #ofc im not improving AS fast as i could be bc i dont draw enough but still #now my priority should be to become faster like its absolutely necessary. it already was years ago #i just checked how long it took me to draw my latest post and ill tell you. those two drawings took me 39 FUCKING HOURS #like that is absolutely unacceptable. no 'just go at your own pace' or anything no. that should not happen and i need to fix it #hopefully there is an actionable plan and advice out there ill have to look <3 #waah im so sad it seems the steady trickling in of notes has stopped finally. i was so close to getting my first drawing with over 200 notes #im sorry if this is shallow but it is a big deal to me #im so thankful for the notes i did get tho! it is my most well received drawing ever and that makes me happy

[twilightarcade]

anyway who wann ahear aboutr that shitty debate bill YOU do .

#wordstag #copy npastes tags -> #medical shit on occasion like my friend s in debate right #and there was this HORRID bill #voluntary euthanasia in specific . and my lord. #notably thy used the GOOGLE definiton for euthanasia . which happened to include irreversible comas. which you may know as #as death . It's death . an irreversible coma theyre already fucking dead. [end coppypaste] #addiotionally they used liek... you know that quote first do no harm ? like they quoted that #which is not in the Fucking Oath mind you #THEN they took that FURTHER and were like . we're going to EDIT it out of the oath (of which multiple versions currently exist and are used #THEN to make it WORSE they went ahead and said the oath wasn't going to be legally binding anymore. it was never legally binding dipshit. #its just so general taht a lot of things are covered in law like medical malpractice ? not quite legal now is it #THEN they did the worst fucking thing possible and decided that if the individual wasnt capable of making that decision themselves #(idk if they specified but im assuming like . mentally unable. perhaps physically unable if they are stupic) #then we got . 6 different healthcare professionals. 2 primary care and i dont remember the rest #and THEY got to decide. which is such fucking bulshit to me #like if ANYTHING it would go to the family yeah ? the individual should get the final say but if you wanna add that in then #the individuals family would get priority . they didnt. #THEN GOD THIS BITHSGC #SHE FUCKING GOT . AN AWARD FOR THE BEST BILL. ABSOLUTELY SEETHING #god it was eloquently written but everything in it was just . completely wrong. like you did Not earn that. #whatever. kicking a rock. i dont care. #i couudl write a better medical bill on cod.

[eye-scream-girls]

I've been keeping a video diary for the past two years to help with my ruined 🌟 mental health 🌟 and I officially stopped on new years day this year, as it served its purpose perfectly and Oh My God I am loving not having to capture something everyday, it's been a big relief to just exist and let time flow without reminding myself to document anything. It was exactly what I needed in 2022 to help me reconnect with my physical body and recognise my face and see myself in my own life the way I needed it, and in 2023 it was perfect for capturing my joys and loved ones and everything I was grateful or proud of, and now I'm ready to just live organically and I am Loving not having to take a video everyday!! Ugh its so good.

#honestly it was one of the best practical things I started doing to help myself back in 2022 #in total 2022 had a total of 23 minutes of edited memories #and 2023 (so far as I'm still working on editing December) has about 37 minutes #it's brought me so much joy and happiness watching it back #i did journals for certain events like my birthday and concerts which used a lot of footage and longer clipa #and then cherrypicked from those to add to the yearlong journal #i also compared my summers to my winters #it was super interesting seeing how my priorities shifted and my self consciousness slipped away over time #it sounds odd but i became very fond of seeing myself in videos talking about things i was passionate about or making jokes #i got used to hearing my own laughter and accent #i grew affectionate of my own weird little facial expressions and the way I grin like a maniac when i got excited #it was like falling in love with the idea of myself alongside stitching back together my own image of mself as an interactive reallife self #with the physical body i could observe interacting in my life and see in the mirror #probably the healthiest thing i did for myself in 2022 was committing to that diary #and the healthiest thing for me now is taking the training wheels off and flying #so yeah #absolutely loving not remembering to have my phone 24/7 #personal #rambles

[gachaparadise]

ahhh the Penacony leaks are really coming in now.

*chuckles* I'm in danger.

#i keep going back and forth about if i'm skipping Ratio. I was 100% going for him but now. looking at whats coming #I like Sunday and Robin and Boothill and Gallagher and Misha and Aventurine and DUKE INFERNO?!? #okay. i just saw that Aventurine might be sustain unit. i NEED one of those so bad. #my accounts gonna be completely fucked if i don't get a good support sometime soon. so like. that moves him WAY up my priorities list #and moves Ratio down :( still dunno exactly what he does waiting for official release to make final decisions #but. if he's really an imaginary dps. i might... *dies a little bit* skip him #i just!!! i have DH!!! i WANT to use DH! he's my favourite character in the damn game! #and >_> is Ratio going to have story relevance? i thought Argenti would get more then just a companion quest but he hasn't #and that kinda... bums me out? i like the meet a character THEN roll for them not the other way around. i like character who matter plotwis #A!NY!WAY! putting that aside. i might just go for the 50/50 and take what i get. just to smooth out my pity if nothing else #i don't have most of the standard pool so chances are *knocks on wood* i'll have something new to work with #and like we are getting an absolute BARRAGE of hard skip banners coming up after him. #i do not care for these women at all. extremely mid designs i SLEEP #(except for the judge she fucks but. jades are tight right now honey im sorry!!) #so. i've got a little but of time to save afterwards #post: misc #game: honkai sr #these tags are long and disjointed but its *checks clock* almost 2:30 am so. i'm a bit. you know. #i could save this draft for tomorrow and edit into something resembling a human's train of thought instead of word vomit but #i kinda wanna capture the moment. this is how i saw the leaks. the essence of desperation of a f2p. aahhh gacha my beloved.