#this is NOT an online take im so mad

[myceliumbutch]

Can the "trans men are oppressors" crowd do me a favor and try to find mental health resources for trans men in their area? And I mean real resources not just videos and articles. Any support groups for trans men? Any therapy groups? Are local queer centers reaching out for specific resources to trans men? Does the local sexual health center have information about birth control, abortions, fertility? Is there a shelter for trans men that they can be safe in without misgendering themselves? Are there any social groups for trans men?

If they're so privileged, where the fuck is it?

#babble babble #Cant find group therapy that would help #cant find anything for people like me #this is NOT an online take im so mad #im in a big queer city and there is NOTHING #transandrophobia

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

another Unnecessary Purchase sorted and jarred!

#now this one was a challenge #a lot of the 'sprinkles' had verryyyyy slight color differences #so much orange #AND ONE SINGULAR RED CIRLCE. HUH???? #all of this and there was One red??? im mad! #ill have to get like. idk one of the valentines mixes or whatever #im so tempted to just... buy a bunch of mixes online #cause a lot arent available in stores #and then get a bunch of tiny jars to sort them by shape and/or color #i have a space for them. the perfect drawer. #each section could fit four tiny square bottles #I HAVE IT ALLLLLLLL FIGURED OUT #photos from the bog #with these clay sprinkles i can do so much #glue them onto things. make shaker cards. #uh. um. uh #other things as well im sure #and hey they sure do add some nice color to my room! #now if yall will excuse me i need to take a hammer to the wall #and needlenose pliers to keychains

[ladybeug]

MAN THE MUSICAL NUMBERS CAUGHT ME SO OFF GUARD I HAD TO PAUSE AND STARE FROWNING okok!!! so the thing was that one time agessss ago you said liking ml fanfics is just wanting to read the same story over and over again and after that textbook 2016 post reveal final kiss that sentence just flashed in my mind and everything that happened in the movie (the ladynoir patrol fighting in the rooftops, the adrien snapping at his dad, gabriel being actually decent) just shifted in context for me and the realization of how fanfic coded the movie is and how that directly related to my enjoyment was so clear i couldnt stop laughing hdhshsjs

WOW ACTUALLY

i remember saying that and its STILL TRUE!! And honestly you're putting it in perspective for me, thats why i liked the things i liked about the movie. like the ladynoir patrol fighting on the roofs also did lowkey make my dreams come true they could have done whatever they wanted in the rest of the movie, that scene is what i live for.

And that last scene really did feel like it was out of a fanfic, A 2016 FANFIC, its OLD FANDOM VIBES. back when we were still chewing up the concept of a reveal and not picking apart the bones of adrien's identity like mad scientists.

I remember thinking im sure ive read this scene somewhere. idk where but i have. all of it in different pieces a million times.

Anyways thank you for sharing this i love it?? good take

#sorry it took me so long to respond even though you like WARNED ME IN ADVANCE you were gonna send this i havent been online much #but i love thinking about the movie im excited to rewatch #im so hot and cold on it #ive heard great takes about it im on board with most of what ive read #i had fun but severely missed the character + relationship depth that the show brings us #they tackled too much to do any of it well!! but what a fun time and i kind of loved seeing chat noir be a little rascal #hes so fucking nice all the time in season 5 and i adore it and would die for him but do you remember he also gets to be a scamp sometimes? #as a TREAT???? #SCAMP TREAT FOR CHAT NOIR!!!! HES HUNGRY and deserves it #he contains multitudes and one of those multitudes is kind of a little bitch #ml movie spoilers #ml movie #what are the tags we're all using #miraculous awakening #also you know what it’s a day later and I’m adding more tags bc #back in the day we WERE still obsessed with adriens identity but it was more exploratory #like gently unfolding a complicatedly wrapped gift #now it is mad scientist we are in the package dissecting

[cashmere-caveman]

sometimes someone will reblog my "silver lied in the finale no idea abt what tho" post and their tags all full of #flinthamilton angst and i just really am forcefully reminded that even though we all watched the same show . we did not in fact watch the same show. like yes their affair is basically what set the whole plot in motion and i really love thomas as a plot device but i do have to confess that idc abt thomas as a person at all lmfao

#like i wont stop u from making the finale abt flinthamilton thats ur right go crasy go silly etc but to me that is just not whats happening #thomas being there or not is abt whether or not silver is lying about this particular detail it is not abt unburying ur gays #like. to me at least #idk how else to put it but thomas being there is not abt thomas. it is abt flint and madi and silver and The Narrative #it is abt silver trying to pay off flint with the same thing he sold this war for: a partner #and he is telling this to madi who did not want this about flint who also did not want this #so theyre both making eye contact and are waiting for the other to either flinch or turn back into a person who loves them #its driving me insane. like ur taking a moment as fucked up and genius as this and u decide this is abt colonizer romance #like im not even getting into the fact that imo flint has progressed so far in his ideological journey that they wouldnt see eye to eye #bc woodes rogers is flints mirror but wr is also what thomas mightve become and ur telling me hed happily settle for That? #ok no i'll stop here i need to go say the litany against getting mad online 10x (getting mad online is the mind killer) #black sails #cavetext #once again. live ur truth!!! more power to u!!! but if u do that on my post where i can see it i will inevitably have opinions i fear

[babsaros]

hey, regular reminder that if you get someone in your inbox (that you have never interacted with before/has never been following you) asking you to reblog a post on their blog (sob story asking for donations, usually about a pet to make it extra guilt-trippy) and they specifically ask you to answer this ask privately (for a vague and weak reason, why wouldn't they want more eyes on this post?) and then you go to their blog and their account is days old at most (and they're even claiming they have an old account that got shadowbanned ((?? being "shadowbanned" on tumblr does not mean you can't still post from that account?)) but never mention the url of that old blog) and all their reblogs are straight from the op and not from anyone they might be following who reblogged the post first (indicating they just quickly searched a semi-popular fandom tag to reblog some innocuous fanart to make the blog seem lived in)-

this is probably a scam :/ keep your eye out for odd details, inconsistency, and a glaring lack of credibility. stay safe out there everypony.

#ugh #yucky #bad taste in my mouth #this specific format of ask has also just been previously proven to be a scam tactic #so anybody trying to use it legitimately to fundraise is begging not to be taken seriously srry #they've clearly been in other peoples' inboxes with the same guilt-trippy copypasta #bc the ~200 notes they got are filled with ppl saying they cant donate rn but will signal boost it #ughhh #i'm rereading the exact wording of this post and getting so mad it doesn't make any sense #one of the pictures included is a vet invoice but they say they haven't gone to the vet yet but also the cat is pictured in a cone already #it does not make sense #said vet is also “the only one in the area that will take donations over the phone” but “needs to be paid upfront” #so. you cant have taken the cat to the vet yet. bc you dont have the money. which you are asking to be donated directly to ur paypal #thats not over the phone. thats. what? #MAYBE they mean an online payment but like. #then why do u have an invoice and the cat is clearly bandaged and in a cone already!! #then they also say the cat is already on antibiotics and only has days left if they dont get further treatment #and then a paragraph later claim the cat needs antibiotics! #im SO tempted to email this vet #i wont #im gonna put this to bed now

[aroaceofthesea]

Learning how to code apps bc i want to play a very specific game of cards with my friends and there isnt anything online thats good enough to play

#great way to spend the last summer days i think #the thing is were from different parts of spain so we gotta meet online and play online games #and one of our favorite games is mao (a game of cards where you cant talk about the rules) #and that little detail makes it very hard to find smth to play it online since everyones rules change a bit (or a lot) #so we tried to find smth that basically let you take cards and play cards we dont rlly ask for much #but we didnt rlly find anything (im still shocked that no one has done that? at least we couldnt find it in like 10 mins until we got tired) #so now i wanna create a very basic app to play mao bc im still mad that it doesnt exist and i dont rlly have anything better to do anyways #''it cant be that hard'' <- says the devil inside me knowing perfectly well its gonna be super hard #but whatever #mine #life

[floral-hex]

hi it’s my birthday tomorrow

#had to redo this since someone left a comment that bummed me out a lot #well… didn’t HAVE to but I didn’t like seeing the notification #guess I could have just deleted their comment… shit… didn’t think about that #hey uhhhh please don’t be mean to me about my birthday. I’m just a sad lil guy 🥺 #I already dislike my birthday. I hate feeling older. like I’m wasting my life. #it’s already usually an afterthought since it’s Christmas Eve #but with my mom’s surgery it’s even more of an afterthought and I’m so stressed and I have to take care of my bros and I’m just not great 😬 #like… what do I even want to do tomorrow? #I’d love to just sleep in and eat junk and maybe go see a movie #but I have to go drive 40 minutes to see my mom and if I try to cut the visit short I’ll just feel guilty #so… I guess I’m spending my birthday watching my mom shake and cry in pain 🤷🏻‍♂️ #which can be okay! I mean not okay but I can 100%… well… 85% live with that. it’s okay. it’s just a day. #but fuck does it hurt when people just ignore it or downplay it or make jokes about my birthday this year #people don’t have to care about my birthday. strangers online don’t have to care. it’s whatever. #and I’m not even mad at anyone in particular. I just… yeah.. I just can’t take negative jokes about it right now. #I’m trying not to be specific! I don’t want to be mean! nobody is being mean to me! it’s okay! #im just a sensitive baby that just wants people to be nice to him for the next 24 hours #…. I’m sad! #I think I’ll just be mean to everyone tomorrow #…. lol like I could do that. pfffttt I’ll bend over backwards for my family and I’ll be glad to do it. mostly. #it’ll be okay #days are 24 hours. I’m sure I can squeeze some good stuff in between the bad. that’s life babyyyy #and I love you and I appreciate you to no one in particular and I’m sorry I’m so sensitive #my mutuals are great #you’re all great. unless you aren’t. but we won’t talk about that. #ok you can ignore this #text

[peregrine-rnendicant]

i WAS having a good day on a nice (if overly hot bc the weather report lied to me) walk to the library where i got to check out some sci-fi and manga books that a librarian recommended and then finished like 2 of those mangas/graphic novels by the park lake

but THEN some dumbass transphobic middle aged asian bitches had decided to set up a table in front of the library when i was returning my finished books to talk about how they think kids shouldnt be allowed to undergo gender-related surgeries and

i mayyyy have almost gotten in a yelling match with them bc i heard them telling some guy he was gonna destroy his kids and felt like i had to step in

my blood was boiling the entire like 45 minute walk home and not just bc i was wearing jeans in 80F weather

#im so fucking MAD #like god its one thing when you see a dumbass take online #and another entirely when its people who live in your community and go to the same places you do #the walk home i was really and truly debating if it would be worth the jail time to just fucking throw a rock at them or some shit #also i specify asian bc i live in a majority asian area #and its always these middle aged conservative immigrant parents who fall into the model minority trap that do this shit #rose speaks

[yume-fanfare]

really feeling the need to send anon hate right now <-licensing company took down only existing dubbed copy of anime i love Again

#like ok. story time #it is 2011 and a magigirl anime has just finished airing #for some reason the first country besides japan to get it is spain #less than a month after it ended #however it stops being aired right at the end and only half of it is released in dvd #(which i own) #then #10 years later in 2021 it's added to a streaming service #the full thing! which they must have had lying around for 10 whole years! #and then they keep adding other seasons that had never even been aired! #(whose rights they bought like 7 years ago too) #as well as other full anime series perfectly dubbed #and then two years later they take it all down again for no reason #and back to it really does not exist anywhere again #at least it was recently (like around 2021 too) picked up for fansub for some reason ? and has been fully subbed now #but im telling you there was a 10 year period with No way to watch it online at all #grrr #anyways. stupid fiasco reminded me i forgot to download the last 14 episodes or so i should get to that #but it makes me so mad what. #its just there in the vaults #at least release a dvd or something man #mar's midnight rambles

[this-is-an-open-letter]

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#I am going to rage in my tags bc of what Tessa said about her being afriad of going to Jail bc of what ppl said about her online #and I just...I am so mad bc as a fandom we collectively did this - we watched others do it- we argued and/or agreed with it - #and we let a lot of awful ppl get away with saying absolutely awful and untrue things #and it makes me fucking mad that she saw it and she feared it #and then this fandom did it some more and more and more and did it to Scott and continued #and its just disgusting and disappointing #and yes her fear is wild and irrational in some respects but that is what true Fear is #and the fact that this fandom perpetuated so much of it is just awful #I hate even giving anyone in this fandom the acknowledgment of power but it exists bc they both witnessed it #and you can all start and stop w/your bs takes about it being what they signed up for as public figures - this goes beyond that #as a fandom ppl lied through their teeth about VM in the most disgusting and untruthful damaging ways and they saw that #and theres no consequence for it bc they are who we need them to be when we need them - pawns #awful #im mad about it #the podcast was great and tessa is doing great and scott is doing great and they go on double dates and i love that for them all #but shame so much shame

[notedchampagne]

oh my god i am so fucking dead now

#i got the news i wouldnt be anle to graduate this summer due to shit course credits not counting. i need to take two more classes #im so mad im so mad im at my limit i hate learning i hate studying i hate it #i dont even know if they have available online classes this summer for me im going to do an acrobatic pirouette off my handle

[gifti3]

Ik its not real but god damn

#it makes me so mad!! #GUY FUCKIN SUCKS #like ur really trying to take custody of my daughter cause i wont let u post pictures online of her #for a bunch of random people to see her okay #alright okay #tell me he wouldnt be a dogshit parent #that whole selfie thing tells me all ik need to know #GGRRR #im going to bed GOODBYE #playchoices #mother of the year

[cheesydelphox]

FUCKING SEETHING RIGHT NOW my aunt and uncle decided it was a good idea to get my little cousin a dog for her birthday. the dog. is a fucking. goldendoodle/great pyrenees mix. they are a family with 3 kids under ten they are NOT prepared to take care of this glorified mutt that they're gonna have to groom so often.

#i don't even know i'm so mad rn on behalf of that dog #LIKE??? DO YOUR RESEARCH???? #ohhh my godddddddddddddd #busy families do this all the time #they read online oh doodle mixes don't shed!!1!!1!1 they're hypoallergenic!!1!!1!1 #AND THEY DONT FUCKING TAKE INTO CONSIDERATION THE FACT #THAT THEY ARE GOING TO HAVE TO TAKE A BRUSH TO THIS DOG TWICE A DAY #AND TAKE THEM TO A GROOMER EVERY 4-6 WEEKS #GEHRHHSGSHHDJJDJD IM PISSED

[sensitivedead]

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#VENT IN TAGS #OH i love doing this #my feelings about my depression atm feel so weeird #im just mad #like its so annoying to have to keep picking myself back up lol #i wish i could just function and regulate myself better? im really bad at it #its like #i can do all this shit that helps me get out of all of the different this affect me #but its so easy for me to get lost in the depression and to not do that #like i forget that when im like literally just confused with my emotions and in a fog and i dont want to do things im interested in #and not able to fight this boredom i call it ive been out of therapy a long time idk therapy speak anymore but this lack of socal wtv #thing idk ANYWAYS but i KNOW things i can do to help myself to get out of that #i havent been lately and idk #im in a moment of clarity but trying to get back into #a routine since moving out i havent had one or the one ive had is like not good for me leading me to a bad state of self #i need to get back on vitamins and shit i might take gaba and htp 5 again and i know im deficient in like vitamin #b12 and vitamin d and magnesium but since i moved i havent reupped my supply lmao and its been over a year!! RIP i did this but #i dont have a great social life? i have strong family and a loving bf and close friend but a lot of its complicated and i struggle #communicating online (LOL THIS SUCKS NO? I CAN WORK ON IT IG BUT LIKEAAAA--) and i basically only wanna talk to people IRL but im home #constantly so i just have no one to talk to but im like a fucking old person annoyed that they live in a digital world #like I HATE THIS GRR THESE KIDS and the these kids are my parents and friends and shit like its completely a me issue but my brain is like #my brain feels useless s #my brain feels useless and like im unmedicated but also not on the suppliments i should be on and also doing things like #being up to date on news and specifically negative news and like focusing a lot of my energy on that for some gd reason like im aware ive #been into that but i am like #this is me being like ok rose im ready to go back to myself again #ye

[from-beyond]

Already got the ok from one professor to skip the final since I will still have an A if I took it and got a zero. Decided to email another one of my professors and ask. I will work so hard in order to not have to do more work. Girlboss.

#ej.txt #IF this professor says yes then i will only have one final exam to take!!!! #and its online! #edit: i mentioned this to my friend and now she's acting really mad at me wtf #i need to get some other friends next semester bro she is always stirring up drama i cant deal w it #its so immature. we are both 22 years old we are adults why does she act like shes in high school still #i thought shed be happy for me. im bummed now.

[pepprs]

all is not well in waffletown

#i need to have more compassion for my mom bc she is extremely depressed rn and may have a serious physical illness as well which is so much #fun to deal with. but i am so angry and irritated with her rn. why do i have to ask you for permission to leave this place when i am almost #24 and work a full time job. why do i have to spend every single day rotting away instead of living my life bc you’ll guilt trip me for #wanting to be an independent adult as is my right. not everything is abou you being mentally ill over having ***** ive already lost enough #experiences and time in my life to it why do i have to give even more to it. i am almost TWENTY FOUR. #purrs #delete later #also i don’t even get to pick out the paint color in my new room which is so awesome. yessss take away all of my agency and sap out all of t #the joy from moments and milestones that are important to me 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍 #im a brat for venting abt her online ik i need to have more compassion for her bc she is inches away from havi ng a mental breakdown and im #very scared abt what will happen if she does. but this is actually insane. im so mad #literally the most poetic example of this is how she broke her arm riding a bike in 4th grade so she refused to let me and my siblings learn #how to ride it. and how she grew up with 487429749274 pets and was traumatized by losing her dog so she didn’t let me or my siblings have #pets at all. and other examples i will not go into. like omg we are not YOU!!!!!! let us fucking LIVE good GOD!!!!!!!!! #also like how are you gonna attack me a few weeks ago over redacted and then when i do what you want you tell me no 😭😭😭😭😭 how does that even #make sense. and again to reiterate the point. WHY DO I HAVE TO ASK YOU FOR PERMISSION. I AM ALMOST 24.