#think i might cry a little

[whotaku-starr]

omg omg of of OMG OMG THIS IS NOT A DRILL!!!! Otep just announced a new tour OMFG

HOW am I suppose to sleep now??? I just spent like 40 minutes in the bathroom silently screaming and stemming from excitement becus it's the middle of the night here

❤🧡💛💚💙💜🤎🖤🤍🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🤘🏻🤘🏻🤘🏻🤘🏻🤘🏻🤘🏻

#omfg i was - literally just- talking abt how desperately i needed to go to a concert #and specifically an otep concert #little did i know... #holy shit this gives me a reason to live until April lol #i just... really love otep #she's literally the fucking best #hopefully i get the chance to meet her again #sober this time #and tell her abt my sevas tra tattoo #I'm so fucking excited this is the best news I've got all year #think i might cry a little #and then maybe try and go to sleep #becus it be 1248ammmmmm #rise rebel resist #sevas tra #art saves #otep #if i have to drive to fucking pa to see otep i will #watch me #but hopefully they come to md again #would be amazing to see them at ram's head again #in april #We Riot

[somethingcorenotsure]

I think it's so adorable that early humans took wild gourds - a tiny fruit that hollows out as it dries, making it float - and decided to make something out of it

they thought the tiny fruit was so good that they bred it for thousands of years, making it larger to form into bowls and cups, and different shapes to become bottles and spoons

and musical instruments

And then, people took the hollow gourds they farmed, and they turned them into houses for birds. We adapted them into the perfect houses for birds, and now there are specific breeds of birdhouse gourd just for making into birdhouses

And humans dedicated gardening space and time and thousands of years of breeding to make the gourds so absolutely perfect for birds, that there is a species of bird that lives almost exclusively in them

#yes I KNOW i posted about this the other day but *crying* i just love plant domestication and the history of agriculture #and humanity's positive affect on the ecosystems we live in #mine #image IDs in alt text #hmm. I'm gonna tag this #permaculture #just to pspsps @ that community to look at how cool gourds are please everyone grow birdhouse gourds and give cavity nesters places to live #i don't think mine will become fully ripe before i get my first frost :( next year i need to start gourds indoors #i didn't want to grow them before because i didn't have much garden space but now i do and i need to grow all of them #i might be. a little obsessed with gourds. but also i saw a pair of purple martins flying by the road last year #and i had never seen one before then! and i need to see more of them #i have a few hundred barn swallows but i need more birds flying around my house. more!! #and also i have a ton of invasive cavity nesting species around here. house sparrows and starlings. #gotta make up for those things competing with native birds for nest dites #*sites #the invasive birds very often win :/ #that's why they're invasive #i really do need to start trapping them....

[shorthaltsjester]

the mighty nein - critical role

this is a place where i don't feel alone. this is a place where i feel at home.

#also with softer vibes. i offer They #every silly little brainheart found family deserves a to build a home edit #the mighty nein maybe most of all. thats my family #also the lyrics deliciously well suited to m9. #when jester pulls that. stupid tarot card for fjord. home or traveler. and there's a carnival wagon. and veth says Thats Us! . them #i just think about . the tower is their home the xhorhouse is their home the lavish chateau is their home the balleater. the mistake. #the nein heroez. veth and yezas apartment. the dome. fjord and jesters living room floor. #a bar with a silly name on rumblecusp #also like. the song has stone and dust imagery. gardens and trees. #the inherent temporality of life and love and how that holds no bearing on how greatly people can love. im losin it okay. #ive been making this edit for days straight with my computer screaming at me for trying to shove 143 episodes of cr into a 2min20sec video. #crying becuase. theyre a family do you get it. they were nine lonely people and most of them had given up on seeing their own lives #as something that might be good. something that might make the world a better place. and in the end they're heroes. #and it doesn't matter if no one else knows because They know they're heroes. and they wouldn't've believed that was true when they met. #rattling the bars of my enclosure. to be loved is to be changed #posted on twitter and want to get in the habit of posting here too bc. #general reasons but also bc . i have noticed some of the ppl liking/sharing it are also ppl who shit on my ops by vaguing about my posts #which is in general whatever but does leave a funny taste in my mouth. #critical role #the mighty nein #cr2 #caleb widogast #caduceus clay #jester lavorre #fjord #veth brenatto #yasha nydoorin #beauregard lionett #mollymauk tealeaf #my posts

[puppyeared]

beep beep im a sheep

speeddraw below the cut (audio warning)

song: "Cult of Dionysis" by The Orion Experience

#before anybody says anything i have never played cotl in my entire life and i dont plan to. but. crow showed me some narilamb art #and i. well.. HMMMMM kinda fruity if i do say so myself.. #also i wanted to play around with the lambs design and had fun basing their outfit a little on crusader armor. mostly the cloth in the fron #i dont think id last 10 minutes playing cotl. partly because i suck at strategy games and not hugely drawn to roguelike games #and partly because i think i would cry real tears if i had to sacrifice someone despite fully knowing theyre nonsentient npc characters #i must admit i think the world and gameplay mechanics are interesting.. havent watched any playthroughs but ive been skimming thru the #wiki pages. kindareminds me of binding of Isaac but i dont have the patience for those kinds of games sadly #also apparently u guys are getting a sex update so i feel like ill be in full blast of whatever comes out of that #i might draw god of death lamb because i kind of have an idea of what their horns would look like. but im gonna hate drawing an outfit ugh #noooo dont usurp god and reap destruction for generations to come youre so sexy haha #cotl #cult of the lamb #cotl lamb #cotl lambert #cotl fanart #my art #myart #videos #speeddraw #progress art

[black-and-yellow]

The walk home from UA

#i've been thinking about micnight a lot. somebody call an ambulance or a therapist or something #this might even drive me to read School Briefs again just for content of them interacting for once #this is why Vigilantes is better we get more interactions with the teacher trio #I realise I draw a ton of this concept but I do not care anymore #nobody can stop me drawing silly micnight stuff. Piggyback ride. Partners in crime. They are just one of the ever. #you know. #bnha #eraserhead bnha #shouta aizawa #eri chan #nemuri kayama #hizashi yamada #present mic #midmic #do NOT look at Aizawa's arms and do NOT try and understand the physics of Mic's legs #it's half 2 in the morning I was not about to spend any more time making it look actually good #drawing people from the side my arch nemesis #if someone made a VRChat avatar of Midnight in her little skirt suit outfit from Save the World With Love I would cry #it's so hard to find normal Midnight avatars

[snowangeldotmp3]

stranger things: the game

max and lucas gameplay

nancy and barb gameplay here

#stranger things #lumax #lucas sinclair #max mayfield #video game concepts #this one didn't take as long but i did start crying a little bit #DO YOU EVER THINK ABOUT LUCAS AND THEN START CRYING #god i don’t even WANT to think about the guilt that might follow him next season

[potatobugz]

*picks you up and dips u in a vat of acid*

#south park #sp #pip pirrup #pip pirrip #damien thorn #dip #sp dip #dip is one of those sjips that i only enjoy if its outside of the canon . show if that makes sense #cuz otherwise like they were only in one episode 2gether and damien like. hated him #but *thinks about them anyways* #i mean as in. i only like it in rlly specific circumstances otheriwse id be indifferent toward it #these all mainly came about cuz im writing a damien and pip friendship fic thing #cuz id like to explore their dynamic actually (and also I WANT PIP TO BE HAPPY) #anyways i rewatched 'Damien' (the episode) so i could characterize him right and like honestly thats gotta be my fav episode in s1 #its fuckin hilarious #also DAMIEN MADE A CAMEO IN A LATER EOISODE AS LIKE A LITTLE EASTER EGG. HE WAS ON SUPER NANNY. LIEK THE TV SHOW #KM CRYING ITS FUCKING AMAZING #i love damien like ppl characterize him as being pissed off all the time and while yea technically true #he feels a lot more. immature to me #hes literally like an angsty little kid and the onyl reason he set pip on fire was to impress the 'cool kids' one might say #cuz hes weird and no one liked him #but i like him. #his weirdness is captivating #damien meeting the lame loser kid that he doesnt like and befriending him cuz they actually have a lot in common #(and damien is very very lonely) #also pip deserves a good cry honest to god #i want. him to be happy. nyow #i want damien 2 be happy too tbh #potatart

[canisalbus]

Look, I know it's supposed to end badly. But I need to admit that in my head, they declared a mutual "fuck this shit" to the world and society. Packed all the stuff they could one late night and escaped to a remote open plain in the middle of some thick woods where they spent the rest of their lives healing and living freely in nature.

I've been having a lot of intense feelings about them as well. The tragical elements are so baked in to their story and setting, it's hard to imagine a happy ending for them. But every now and then I find myself thinking of scenarios and AUs where they both live and grow old together. For coping purposes, I suppose.

#for real though I've had several crying sessions over them during the past couple of weeks I'm not kidding #that's how you know you've perhaps gotten a little too emotionally invested in your characters #two entirely fictional dog men whose fates I have complete control over have reduced me to shambles #the unfortunate truth is that from a storytelling point the whole thing works better as a tragedy #the sadness makes the happy moments more significant and the happy moments feel bittersweet because of the sadness #for all intents and purposes they're classic star-crossed lovers #neither of them have done anything to justify such a wretched end though and I just want good things for them #I think I might have to come up with an alternate ending where Machete has the sense and chance to resign before it's too late #and move to Florence to be closer to Vasco #or maybe they both go back to Venice where they originally met that might be nice #maybe not realistic but it'd be nice #answered #dragonfoxgirl

[to-be-a-dreamer]

So on the list of things that have made Gorgug genuinely mad:

Telemaine Lomenelda

That time Fabian tried to kill him over a fake hat

Learning what his parents do in their free time

Guy claiming he never shits

An FBI agent showing up at his house without a warrant

Porter (just in general but specifically Porter being one of the multiclass paladin advisors)

Tell me what I'm missing this is fun it's like the world's slowest drinking game

#i have never been normal about a zac oyama character and gorgug has always been one of my very special little guys #but he is on top of his game this season i am loving him #i really hope that 'i think gorgug might be getting a little too mean' is a joke and not an actual thing i will cry #let him be a sweet little guy with anger issues #i mean like i'm so down for more gorgug character development #but it's gonna hurt my soul #gorgug thistlespring #zac oyama #fantasy high #fantasy high junior year #fhjy #dimension 20 #dimension 20 fantasy high #dimension 20 fhjy #d20 fhjy #dropout tv #this show has too many tags

[journey-to-the-attic]

au where this was how ik and diavolo met for the first time when she was like seven

#obey me #art #they're reading 'the nine lives of montezuma' by michael morpugo by the way #it's about a cat called montezuma and it ends sadly. ik knows this because she's read it already but she wants to see if demons can cry #there's also very devout christian little girl later in the book and i just find the idea of diavolo encountering that character funny #obey me diavolo #jtta ik #slams hands on table how the HELL do you draw ROOMS!!!!!! #peep the incredibly thin lego house. that's all they could find enough bricks to build #also if you zoom in on the piece of paper (and turn it upside down) there's someone else making a little cameo #is it easy enough to tell who it is?? who knows #anyway yeah diavolo drew lucifer and ik drew herself and her dad (you can see zhao's glasses on one of the little figures) #when zhao gets home he sees the massive demon and passes out immediately #i think he and diavolo would make good friends actually. diavolo is the supportive ayi to his single fatherhood #one day dia's like 'man that guy's lonely so he sits him down like 'you know zhao i have a friend who might be your type' #infernal friends au

[scificrows]

I scrolled through a reddit AMA with Martha Wells and someone asked what show from our world Murderbot would re-watch to calm down and she said The Great British Baking Show!!!!!

Now I am in desperate need of art of Murderbot with a chef's hat and a silly apron in ART's galley covered in flour and cursing next to a failure of a Tarte Tatin or whatever, because turns out that when you have never even touched a food item in your life, baking is WAY less relaxing than watching a show about baking.

#i'm CRYING i want to watch bake off with murderbot!!!! #the murderbot diaries #murderbot #asshole research transport #𓄿 #idek #at least I often catch myself thinking “well that can't be THAT difficult can it” watching Bake Off #when in reality i HATE baking because you have to follow the stupid recipe so meitculously #no room for creativity or a little Fun #and I am careless and IMPATIENT #so i feel like murderbot might foolishly think it should try it too?? #still thinking about ART and cooking so I wonder if ART would be able to help? #making sure the oven is at the PERFECT temperature or whatever? #but like #doesn't #and if it was either told VERY explicitly to shut up and let Murderbot do its thing #or if it just thinks its funnier to watch #idkkkkkk #would any of the crew try to console murderbot by taking a bite of its horrid creation #and insisting that it's really not THAT bad?? #until ART puts a stop to it #worried about its crew member's life or something #god #i really have murderbot brainrot rn

[ride-a-dromedary]

I think Halsin would benefit from a good cry.

#BG3 Musing #Halsin Posting #doesn't have to be with or around others - i just think there's a lot of pressure in there #that might just need the valve released #he just needs a place he feels safe enough to do so - where he doesn't feel like people are looking to him #to be the strong one #he needs to be able to be the little elfling crying for his mother #just for a moment #(i think he did middle of the woods after he ran until his lungs burned from the underdark and he just.... #collapsed and everything caught up at once) #me @ halsin - allow yourself catharsis big guy #because you obviously need it

[syl-stormblessed]

guys i'm over 70% of the way through Night Watch right now and.....god I don't even know what to say. i still have 1/4 of the book left but i think my life has been changed.........they're waving the flags of Ankh-Morpork and singing the national anthem at the barricades because they are fighting for the city. they aren't rebelling against the city, they're fighting to fix it.....they're fighting for truth, justice, freedom, reasonably priced love, and a hard boiled egg..........the government is trying to name them enemies of the state but....that's just not what they are. they are The People of Ankh-Morpork, and they're rebelling against the injustice that's become ingrained in society, not against society itself...........

#this might be a little incomprehensible but i just have a lot of feelings. and i'm definitely going to have more once i finish it #i'm not the same person that i was yesterday afternoon #i know i kinda said i'd keep everyone updated but i just don't think i can #i'm not even done with it yet but now i know why this book is so beloved. #and i'm not. even done with it yet. #i'm pretty sure i'm gonna cry at some point ngl #vin speaks #vin reads discworld #discworld #night watch #gnu terry pratchett #terry pratchett #the glorious 25th of may

[enhanced-operatives-division]

Let her grieve

#since we've been uh. deconstructing prism's mental state..have some sad ship art. #it's been a hot minute since I last properly did digital art but i have found my drawing tablet pen and.....oh it's good to be back #sigh i just. i don't think i want prism to grieve alone she deserves better than that #her bobots are gone...phoenix go hug her...please .. #i originally had her crying but idk..the pose changed by the time I finished the sketch she looked more exhausted #and i was like yeah i'll roll with that and she probably just calmed down or something #also um! never drawn two human characters ineract before (properly/intimately) so! obligatory it might look a little off #and directional lighting. god im not used to doing it outside realism #i digress... i love they #ieytd #i expect you to die #[agent moose's art] #agent phoenix #roxana prism #roxanix #creator and me

[undermine-the-instinct]

#a date with death #date with death #i need this man asap #running crying throwing up #who does he think he is #This is what #DAY LIKE 4?????? #sigh #i might draw this out #or write a little something something #a spring flower photoshoot setting....

[nirvanaida]

code geass is underrated for so many reasons but i just wanna say it’s INSANE that there aren’t more people pointing out how good the fucking score soundtrack is. not just the ops and eds!!! genuinely nakagawa should have been given fifty bajillion awards for the shit he cooked for the backing tracks because they add so so so much to the series. stream eternal seperation and zero

#code geass #when i say cg is underrated im not saying that no one likes/talks about it #it was one of the most popular animes in the late 00s #and has had like 50 spinoff and the like #no what im saying is i think code geass is the best anime of all time #and im not even joking a little bit #the fact that it isnt considered essential watching anymore is a crime to me #honestly #it might actually be up there as one of this millenia’s best pieces of television so rar #anyways that soundtrack always makes me cry #code geass: lelouch of the rebellion #lelouch vi britannia #lelouch lamperouge #suzaku kururugi