#theyre on my brain 24/7

[laulo821]

The spacecrew belongs to @zapsoda

i'm not the only one who hath cooketh ... not much dialogue but theyre so funnie and sillie . cute. i love them.

<- part six / part eight ->

#art #zapsoda #already part seven? we slaying #klaus nava #loving sigh #theyre on my brain 24/7

[squids-and-waffles7]

slipping through my fingers

#the owl house #toh #camila noceda #luz noceda #toh luz #luz toh #camila toh #toh camila #i rotate these two in my brain 24/7 like it’s a microwave #theyre just so AGGGHH #love them to death #was gonna make an animatic to this song w them too but idk #thinking about it #art #owl house

[bloodyrawsweet]

the end of 'bones and all' if they played strangers by ethel cain

#lee screaming and ethel screaming at the same time. on loop in my brain 24/7 #i cant listen to the end of this song without picturing this scene theyre just connected in my mind #</3 still not over this movie and never will be btw #first edit ever yes im not an editing genius but i do not care i had to do it #ethel cain #bones and all #bones and all edit

[arcanegifs]

#I MISS THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #back at my shitty memes again #once again it is my monthly caitvi on my mind for 24/7 and i cant get them out theyre just in my brain rent free #and I NEED to send this energy to you guys ppl in my phone........ i cant them out of my head fr #also i seem to notice that i make a lot of gifs when im extremely stressed irl but once im more free... #i will make gifs to relax and NOT to procrastinate this time sdkjfskfs #caitvi

[motordyk]

some fanart from earlier in the year for @goldenshrikecomic and @whatlurksbean . my crackship of all time tbh

#golden shrike comic #what lurks beneath #i have drawn or written absolutely nothing of them but theyre still in my brain 24/7

[brediest-littleguy]

Jed’s holding a little harmonica (song references is All I want is you)

(Credit to @night-at-the-musian for showing me the song )

Jedediah is the Wild West he’s never seen anything below the neck before

Octo stop stealing his bandana smh

Also hehehe Toga Boy riding so many critters (save a horse ride a cowboy amirite?)

Also close up of the coloured doodle

So silly, much fun to draw

#gaius octavius #jedediah smith #jedtavius #natm jedtavius #jedidiah x octavius #natm fandom #natm #IM SCREAMING THEYRE SO SILLY #im so normal about them guys look how normal I’m being they definitely living in my brain rent free 24/7 #I definitely do not have 3 AUs and 2 oneshots written in my head about them right now #I COULDNT go to sleep until I finished this help #shjshjshjshsjshjshj

[sidesteppostinghours]

guys i made a mistake.

#aka i scrolled through the entire becker siblings tag again on a whim and now im shinjichairpose.png #i dont even have specific thoughts theyre just rotating in my brain now #theres like. very small tidbits that i have stuck in there currently #like their weird thing with control(because i am thinking about that 24/7) #cyrus who needs control vs fawn who defers to it vs river who hates it #how they did that i dont know but im going to take a wild guess and say that its Very unhealthy #and also their relationship to both ortegas #i guess thats only tangentially related to the becker siblings but also like. the ortegas talking about the siblings together #getting drunk and grieving together and trading stories and blaming eachother for letting them die #getting out of their posthb messes because they dont have any (becker) siblings to depend on anymore so theyll have to settle for eachother #also in the survivor!river au im specifically haunted by the fact that river 'does not include ricardo in the package' when julia- #becomes his sibling #the resentment from All sides there??? holy shit #thats gotta blow up eventually right #like i can see ricardo feeling extremely guilty about river but at the same time???? him getting Angry #that river has the Audacity to steal his sister and not even treat him any better for it #so what if he lost his siblings? doesnt mean he has the right to have ricardos #Really funny fucked up reflection of fawns beef with julia but this time its the other way around #.anyway. <-experiencing normal thoughts and emotions #cyrus becker(s) #nmoc: fawn becker(s) #nmoc: river becker(s) #keeping up with the beckers #pulp speaks

[batz]

neurologist says my optic nerves are fine/same as last few appointments but still tells me to start taking 12 diamox a day and tells me to get out before i can ask why . also diamox like. cannot fix an issue involving my veins. but idk im not doctor so whatever

im 100% not taking 12 pills a day tho thatd hurt me. past few appointments hes just been rlly wanting me to have more diamox even tho he keeps saying im in remission but he wont answer when i ask why i need the meds then

#frank.txt #diamox doesnt even fix venous stenosis . its a diuretic that fixes like. pressure and water distribution n stuff #my jugular vein is too small and the blood flow sounds are simply Too Loud. its not effecting anything long term #but its causing migraines and nausea which is why ive been sleeping 24/7 . like my life has been sleeping. smoke. make coffee. read news #also i have never heard of someone taking 12 diamox a day. especially when im IN REMISSION #unfortunately its fatphobia. my neurologist is less concerned with my brain now and more concerned with making me smaller #which diamox already did and it was hell. #anyway im not going on 12 pills a day . that will just make me more sick. sticking with 4 and just seeing if it helps w Everything #the big thing is my optic nerves r still good at least. and my brain is too. its just my damn veins #theyre simply too small for my big blood... #fatphobia m #idk tagging that just in case #sorry minor venting abt medical shit. this disease is just annoying bc i do not feel like im in remission and i feel like they just #say that without knowing what it means #like theres no more damage and im basically all good but i still FEEL sick. like . idk its just Annoying #idk annoying is an understatement its distressing but i am learning 2 cope with it #just in a bad flare up or Sick Moment idk #long post #kinda idk #im FINE just mad

[hyp3rfixation-h3ll]

ily "betrayus was friends with pac's parents" truthers ! please imagine sunny's horror having to watch their best friend (bff since highschool if you're like me and like adding Extra Spice) be executed , and Definitely not grieving after seeing someone he cared for deeply be put in a the pacworld equivalent 2 the electric chair :3 they're fine

#pacman and the ghostly adventures tag ! 🟡🍒 #pacman and the ghostly adventures #pmatga #pmatga hcs #sunny pmatga #betrayus #they're not fine btw. they're in shambles because they're under the belief they could've actually helped him had he not started a war :D #also using neu prns for sunny bc some sunnys use he/him adn others use she/her depending on the person interpreting them! #and also it's cool. #anyways i am one of those truthers and this grips my brain 24/7. sunny by nature regardless of interpretation #seems like such a loving person who wants the best for everybody even if theyre not the Best person #(hence why i also hc they were friends with buttler and were pretty sad abt him being a double agent!) #also it adds Flavor to the suprema bloodline bc could you fucking IMAGINE pacster finding out his mom and betrayus were bffs as teens #if that were me i'd have a heart attack i think. and then go pester betrayus to learn more

[faggotslime]

Me: if something hurts my feelings, it's allowed to hurt. I don't need to feel guilty for being hurt by something.

My brain: holy shit do you even hear yourself? You're such a an asshole, lol, how dare you feel hurt. You should feel guilty. You deserve it.

Me: why? I didn't do anything to deserve it.

My brain: bc I said so :)

#vent #mental health #personal #im so tired of it man #im so tired if constantky having to combat my own self gaslighting and intrusive thoughts #im tired of constantly going through this cycle of being hurt by people and telling myself i deserve it #but never finding any definitive reason other than 'well you MUSTVE done something' as the excuse #im self aware #im so frustrated with my brain not being abke to comprehend the fact i dont need to punish myself 24/7 #neglectful behavior is neglectful #inconsiderate behavior is inconsiderate #someone talking down to anothother person as if theyre a child for no reason SHOULD piss you off even if just a little #bc wtf was that? are we 12? #you saw me mentally stall for .5 seconds and THAT was your instinct of how to speak to me? lol thats bullshit man #fuck that #ugh #i feel like shit

[borrelia]

hold on yeah the zasr prom comic was 19 pages. and im looking at it now--besides the issues i had with figuring out important story details and weak execution at key moments... i did it correctly? like i paced everything... correctly. 6 panels or less to a page. i never do that. how did i do that??

#myaa #do i need to reread the zim comics to retrain my brain into comic mode... #i think theyre a good middleground for the kind of pacing i like #the idw sonics are too slow bc every 24 pages is like. another piece of an ongoing story #the stcs are very fast bc each story total is maybe 24ish pages but it's published like 5-7 at a time. #the zims were all oneshots. each issue was a 12 minute episode #guy who's only read like 5 comics ever btw. im limited in my scope of inspiration

[todayisafridaynight]

at this point i just dont know how dreaming works

#snap chats #this sounds depressing as hell no its not im just CONFUSED #i posted bout daigo and mine for like. months everyday 24/7 #and in that time ive had one Utterly Peculiar dream with daigo in it but like. on a technicality #and ive never had a dream with mine yeah. probably for the better #but i swear last night i had a dream where i was watching something with tsutsumi and nakai in it #make it make sense brain. do you know ill be mentally unwell if i see daigo or mine in my dreams. #trying so hard to remember what it was but its been lost to the subconscious #im gonna blame it partially on me having read those arasawa fics right before bed #i mean it was objectively not arakawa and jo in my dream but yk. same face #i just wanna remember what it was even about... mightve been a comedy of sorts... #OH YEAH SINCE I MENTIONED THOSE FICS im gonna throw up they were great #ooohhh i love sad/tragic fics oooh the guilt on both sides was so real and potent #im gonna think of jo helping masato walk until i die #the vision of jo in the rain with masato’s burned in my brain actually i might. draw it if you will #but im going to the mall in a hot hour so. hm. we’ll see #maybe i’ll do it before i leave for the mall... shouldnt take long... #not unless i also wanna include a shot of arakawa and turn this into a two-panel comic ig.... #IDK POINT IS everyone should read those fics. both sides theyre so good #there is no happy thought and if there is its incredibly fleeting and im injecting it right into my veins #these tags are damn everywhere but i treat tumblr like a Blog blog so im updatinng everyone on everything #plus its related ok. im valid. #alright im gonna snake to my computer and crank out that drawing then #mall wont open for another two hours anyway and i dont wanna be a mout breather standin at the door as it opens so

[yuelaos-codex]

i wanna make a decode edit for selene and astarion so bad bc the lyrics are soooo them but it’s twilight-coded and it makes me cringe DJEJDHSJAHSJD

#how can i decide what’s right? when you’re clouding up my mind? like. HELLO?? #do you see what we’ve done? we’re gonna make such fools of ourselves… AHHHHH #laughing crying cringing at the same time while thinking abt it #what if i just make it silly huh #theyre on da brain 24/7 😭 #hoy hannya tumahimik ka na #x: wherever you stray i follow

[caramelcyclops]

coping very hard with the fact i have like a bazillion assignments and exams due for the next two weeks by drawing the lesbian orbs. i love them so much.

#help me #theyre in my brain 24/7 #wahhh #fanart #3tothe7thpower #algicosathlon ii #doodles #sketch #myart #ivint #o.r.b.

[thekidsarentalright]

had a dream fob released another new song and it was reallyyyyyy fucking good so sorry none of u can hear it </3

#i cant even hear it bc i can barely remember it and i have beaverly hills by weezer stuck in my head Now but. it was good JFKRNF #good fob dream i love having them <3 theyre living in my brain 24/7 <3 #now watch them drop another new song soon. i doubt they will but like. wouldnt that be crazy LMAO #txt

[oc-cinematic-universe]

if it seems like im posting a lot about joe and/or dara lately its because i purposely reignited my fixation on them so i could find the motivation to work on comic pages and now i am forcibly going back to my roots even tho i dont need to be fixating on them anymore. hope this helps

#also its because ive been going through it and they are SO comfort #theyre back to being on my mind 24/7. you look in my brain and they are dancing together #oh the essays i could write if only they werent spoilers so major only a handful of people know. sighs dramatically