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most problems will go away if you ignore them. of course they'll resurface with greater intensity, so you have to ratchet up your ignorance every time. luckily this can go on forever, until you die in some strange- assuredly unrelated- way

#reblog #the deathspeaker #dara #joe

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i should put more cosmic and existential horror in the deathspeaker

#as if it doesnt have enough already #.....tho to be fair the cosmic horror is mostly limited to a like 3-5 page montage #would love to hype that shit up further. (will not be doing this)

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the endless struggle of having ocs that are very feminine in some way but use they/them constantly getting she/her'd even when their pronouns are very clearly listed out

#blease....... i understand the concept of presenation not equaling gender is so hard but you have to use your eyes and read #i have a lot of feminine they/thems because im a feminine they/them and lemme tell you #my ocs getting misgendered constantly by people online that are usually good about pronouns.... #feels worse than when i get misgendered irl tbh

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on my fucking hands and knees the desire for people to analyze the fuck out of the art i make for my stories to try to figure out what im attempting to symbolize makes me want to explode

#i know i cant confirm or deny anything but the sheer fucking joy it would bring. #i dont know how heavyhanded my symbolism is anymore ive kinda #...gone really deep into it a lot of the time #i would fucking love the feedback. shaking and crying. maybe some day #did you know joe's angel symbolism doesn't even appear in comic #it just formed from my desperate attempt to find some way to convey the things that i #wont get to say for years and years #...and it got a lil out of hand I'll admit <3 #but god. i want people to stare way too long at my art trying to figure out why i made those choices #living vicariously through the readers to live my dream of Getting To Talk About Thr Story #the story i am sworn to secrecy over #making stories is so hard when i want to talk every day of my life

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trying to get ur characters to be honest about their feelings is so hard like they would not fucking say that

#reblog #the deathspeaker #dara #SHE DOESN'T START BEING HONEST UNTIL FUCKING CHAPTER 11 #THIS COMIC IS 16 CHAPTERS LONG #AND SHE'S ONLY HONEST BECAUSE SHE HAS NOTHING ELSE TO LOSE #GIRL YOU COULD'VE JUST FUCKING TALKED TO PEOPLE BEFORE THIS #MAYBE THEN YOU'D STILL HAVE THINGS TO LOSE #COME ON #literally have to shove jules at her to directly tell her 'that's fucking stupid' because she won't stop being stupid #and she sure as hell won't listen to ME anymore. #i need to put her in a dunk tank

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she’s cringe. she’s cooler than you. she’s so so smart. she’s the biggest dumbass you’ll ever seen. she’s got mental illnesses the dsm hasn’t even got a name for yet. she’s fine she’s fine she’s great actually she’s the normalest girl in the world. she’s hurt so many people. she regrets it so much. she wants to hurt people again. she’s the most neurotic loser you’ve ever seen. she’s the most confident composed competent member of the team. she lies until she doesn’t know what’s real. she’s even bisexual. i didn’t say her name but she popped into your head didn’t she

#reblog #the deathspeaker #dara

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#reblog #the deathspeaker #joe #dara #entire plot of dara's arc in the second half of the comic

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making art that has so much symbolism for things i can't talk about is so awesome and fun until it's symbolism i can't talk about

#wanting to point at every lil thing i did in the lyric comic but my lawyers have advised me not to

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#reblog #the deathspeaker #rowena

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you can love someone and still murder them in cold blood without remorse btw!!! the two are not mutually exclusive and to suggest otherwise is a very heteronormative point of view!!!!

#reblog #in a manor of speaking #eden #reverie

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im extremely devout but nobody can figure out what im worshipping

#reblog #the deathspeaker #au #JOE #DND AU JOE SO MUCH #nobody knows what the fuck he's worshipping least of all himself! #he doesnt remember being a paladin before! #but he keeps trying to keep it up to keep whoever he was worshipping happy he feels bad he doesnt remember

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The most wretched tragedy is that we let those 18th century ponytails with bow ties for men get out of style

#need to draw joe like this

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i LOOOVE thinking about fantasy disabilities!!!! i love figuring out what people would have to do to accommodate them! it's literally awesome!

#fun after-comic joe facts time yayyy so joe's soul got a little bit fucked up #its just this small crack. which makes him entirely unresponsive to anything for like 5 minutes max #at seemingly random intervals. it slows down and doesnt last as long as it heals but its still like #not good lol #and its just gonna keep happening the rest of his life because souls fuckin heal weird #its one of many problems disorders he has to deal with this ones just special because doctors have #NO clue what to do with him so he and his friends just gotta figure out how to cope with it themselves #after a while he can kinda tell when its about to happen a few seconds before it does #so because he's rarely left alone anyways because he. cant take care of himself much anymore #he can give them a warning and they will make sure nothing dangerous will come from it and just wait for him to come to #as it heals and becomes less of a problem it kinda becomes more of a problem ironically #he does reach a point where he can mostly handle himself. but he cant do shit when that happens #except try to sit down asap. so while it happens less often it causes More Incidents. alas #i think kiara's way of dealing with it happening in particular is so silly #cause she just. grew up with him like this. this is just normal to her she's never questioned it #like oh ok dad's blanked out again i will just wait so patiently for it to be done so i can keep showing him #my mlp toys and explaining mlp lore to him #it happens and she just stops what she's doing and waits for him then continues as if nothing happened #everyone else gets so fussy about him when it happens but kiaras just #are you done? ok so pinkie pie is the laughter pony #he thinks its awesome he loves her so much

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honestly forever obsessed with the fact that i can directly say major spoilers for my comic but as long as i'm doing it in the right tone Nobody Believes Me

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making a collection

#reblog #the deathspeaker #joe #dara #(fucked up in the head)

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*mafia don* ive got this whole freakin' city under my thumb. i can have any two men kissing each other in under 15 minutes

#reblog #detectives #starlight

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hey babe your tone seemed off in your latest ominous message scrawled in blood on the wall are you mad at me?

#reblog #the deathspeaker #shannon #abby