Bright Eyes--Jake “Hangman” Seresin Oneshot
a/n; Hi! So, this is my first time writing/posting for Top Gun. I’ve become obsessed with it and with Hangman. I have many more ideas for pieces and I’m so excited to share this one! It’s a long one and you’ll soon see writing short pieces isn’t exactly in my repertoire.
word count: 12.4k
warnings: enemies to lovers, pining, loose based knowledge of flag football, mention of OC death but not a major character, an altercation, smut involving female receiving oral and protected sex and also very loosely edited.
I hope you enjoy! Reblogs mean the world and I’m so excited to contribute to the writing world of TopGun
***
“Have you heard we got a new one coming in tonight?” Payback asks while he racks up the balls on the billiard table.
“Yeah? Who?” Hangman asks, rubbing his chalk on his cue stick.
“Heard her name’s y/n y/l/n, call sign Bright Eyes,” Bob says.
“I heard she’s had three combat kills,” Phoenix grins looking at Hangman, “that’s one more than you, Bagman.”
The door opened of the bar and the group all looked to see if it was the new pilot and sure enough in walked someone they’ve never seen before. The first thing he notices is how young she looks and how big her eyes are. She’s in her uniform like the rest of them and Hangman notices how crisp and clean her uniform is, not a hair out of place.
“Anyone talked to her yet?” Hangman asks, leaning on his stick. He watches her side step between people until she meets someone at the bar, another pilot he doesn’t recognize.
“Nope, but I don’t think you should be the first one to,” Bob says, scooping bar pretzels into his hand.
“I think I should be, Bobby,” Hangman smiles and hands his cue to Phoenix.
“Don’t be an asshole, Seresin,” Phoenix warns. “She’s here for a reason, just like us.”
“I want to find out the reason. I’ll be back lady and gents,” he salutes them all and feels a pretzel ricochet off his back that Bob tossed at him.
When he approaches her at the bar he leans on it by his forearms and plucks up a toothpick that Penny keeps stocked and sticks it between his teeth. He stares at the girl trying to guess how old she is, what her secrets are that got her here and also waiting for her to notice him. She turns her body towards him and he likes how she lifts her eyebrows as if to question, Yes? Can I help you?
“Hey there,” he greets with his signature Seresin grin that has been known to get him anything he wants in the past.
“Hi,” her response is icy.
“Name’s Jake Seresin, call sign is Hangman. What brings you to Top Gun?”
“Same as you; to learn from the best of the best.”
He waits for her to tell him her name but she doesn’t and that entices him. Is this all an act to look tough in front of the other pilots or is she really this icy?
“I’m already the best there is,” he touches his chest and twists his body so his back is leaning against the bar. “If you’re here, then you oughta be pretty damn good.”
“I do the best I can, but I don’t like to brag. There’s always room to grow and learn which I hear is something you need to work on.”
It’s his turn to raise his eyebrows.
“Bright Eyes has a bit of a bite, huh?”
“Your reputation precedes you as being hot headed,” her friend says and Hangman finally pays him attention. He’s the same height as Hangman with blond hair.
“And you are?”
“JJ Pankow, call sign is Caveman.”
JJ and Hangman have a bit of a staredown, both of them sizing each other up. Hangman wonders if they’re an item and in the same thread of thought wonders why it matters to him so much if they are.
y/n sighs and peers her eyes at Hangman until he meets her gaze. “Did you need something or can I continue my free night before training tomorrow?”
“I just wanted to welcome you, that’s all,” he smiles. “And to wish you the best on flying with the big boys.”
It’s her turn to stare him down, he feels it’s a test so he makes sure not to blink. He stares right back encouraging the challenge, he lifts a brow to signify he can go as long as she wants to. She’s the first to turn but it’s directed at JJ.
“Do you want to sit somewhere else?”
“Yeah, it’s a bit crowded here with ego.”
y/n turns back to Hangman as she slips off the stool, he has to lower his head because she’s so short compared to him.
“I don’t fly with boys, I fly with men. Do they have those in Top Gun?”
She stalks off and Hangman chuckles watching her go and he returns to his friends.
“Well, she didn’t throw her drink in your face,” Phoenix smirks and hands him back his cue.
“Nah, she’s too innocent for that,” he shakes his head. As he lines up for his shot, he makes eye contact with y/n and he’s pleased to see she’s looking at him too. Her face is solemn and he takes the shot, eyes still on her, and the ball goes into the pocket.
***
The next morning, Jake finds her in the hangar before they’re supposed to sit and hear what their training is going to be to help prepare for the mission. She’s checking out her jet, her fingers running over her name.
“It’s you and me today, Bright Eyes,” he says announcing his presence. She turns and eyes him up. “Let’s see what you can do, wanna head out right now?”
“And risk my career? No thanks.”
“Aw, come on,” he drawls. “Look at all the stunts Mav has done and he’s still got a job.”
She hops down from her wing and stands toe to toe with him.
“How about you go first and I’ll see if you’re still here tomorrow before I go up against protocol,” she smiles sweetly with her hands on her hips.
“See, now that’s where I’m stuck on how you got a spot in Top Gun if you don’t take risks.”
“Why take risks when I have skill? See you in the air, Hangman,” she pats his shoulder and hops back onto her plane.
***
“Show me what you’ve got Bright Eyes,” Hangman says once they’re up in the air. He hears her sigh over the radio and at first he thinks it’s a sigh of annoyance but when he looks over, her eyes are closed. “How did you get the call sign ‘Bright Eyes’ if you fly with your eyes closed?”
“Shut up, Bagman,” Bob says and Phoenix laughs.
y/n sighs again and opens her eyes directly at Hangman.
“Are you always this annoying?”
“Just until I get my questions answered. So tell me, how’d you get the name?”
“Why does it matter?”
“I’m a curious guy.”
“Mhmm,” y/n sighs.
“Ignore him, Bright Eyes. he likes to talk shit,” Phoenix says.
“I’ve noticed. Are you all talk and no action, Seresin?” She smiles at him again then accelerates her plane. He’s quick to follow.
“If you two are done flirting,” Rooster’s voice cuts through, “Can we finish this mock mission please?”
Hangman continues to badger her on her name as they fly the course.
“Was it what your mother calls you? But what I don’t get is why it’s Bright Eyes when your eyes are a darker shade of (your eye color).”
“Wow, that’s a nice observation. You like looking at my eyes, huh?”
“Maybe. Let’s see…I would say Shirley Temple would have been better, or Baby Face. Even ‘Baby.’ Is it a Swayze thing? Do you even know these movies I’m referencing?”
“I sure do and you’re wrong on all guesses.”
“Hmm…I bet it was an old flame you’re still not over.”
There’s silence except for the hum of their engines.
“Is that it? Oh man! I knew I’d figure it out, how–woah, where’d she go?”
y/n fell back from their formation in a spiral and zoomed down, down, down before pulling back up abruptly straight towards him.
“What the–”
She set her laser on him and he heard the signal that he’s dead from her shot just as she skidded by him which caused him to arc sideways to avoid a collision.
“What was that shit? You can’t kill me, we’re flying as a team!” Hangman roars at her while the others laugh at the altercation.
“Yeah well, you’re dead,” she says drily. “See you back at base.”
“All of you return back to base immediately,” Maverick orders loudly in their ears.
Once back in the hangar, Maverick and Hondo are standing with their arms crossed not looking happy. Hangman is already berating y/n for killing him when that wasn’t the objective.
“You’re right, it wasn’t but quite honestly I would have done the same thing but a lot sooner,” Maverick says. “You were baiting and badgering your teammate, Seresin. You keep an eye on each other and you watch each other’s six, not worry about what their call sign means. You do not harass them when all of your lives are on the line, do you understand?”
“Yes sir,” Hangman nods and stands a little straighter.
“And as for you Bright Eyes,” Hondo moves in front of her and she straightens her back. “That was superb flying and an incredible kill shot but save it for the enemy, not your wingman. Is that clear?”
“Yes sir, it will never happen again,” she says.
“You’re dismissed. And as punishment, you will both be relieved tomorrow,” Maverick says, “I recommend you two sort out your differences.”
“Sir?” y/n asks.
“I don’t care how you do it, but you need to be tolerable with each other, at least when you’re flying. On the ground, I don’t care. But up in the sky,” Maverick points, “you have your whole team to protect and make sure you get home.”
“Yes sir,” they both respond.
Maverick and Hondo wave them off. As soon as they’re out of ear shot, Hangman rounds on her.
“I can’t believe you killed me!” he hisses.
“It was the only way to get you to shut up,” she snaps back.
“All I wanted to know was how you got your call sign.”
“Why does it matter to you so much?”
He clenches his jaw, a vein in his forehead is throbbing and y/n sees a bead of sweat roll down his cheek.
“I was just trying to be friendly.”
“Interrogating someone is not friendly.”
“Neither is killing them, that’s called friendly fire.”
She glares at him and he glares back.
“You really are a pain in the ass,” she grumbles.
“Funny, I was thinking the same thing about you.”
She lets out a grunt, turns on her heel and makes her way to the showers. He stalks to the showers as well but since they’re in the same direction, he’s following her. They glare at each other once more before disappearing into the shower rooms.
His mind is trying to make sense of what the hell just happened. He’s not sure what he’s more pissed off about; the fact that she just killed him while also flying recklessly, how she won’t tell him the meaning of her call sign or that he got in trouble and is now out from training tomorrow.
Either way, he’s got her on his mind.
***
The next morning after he spends some time in the gym working off his frustrations from the day before, he goes to find y/n. He heads into the hangar and sure enough, she’s there with her jet wiping down the cockpit. That’s when he notices she’s only in jean shorts that fit her just perfectly and a white t-shirt with some holes in it. Through one of them he can see a peek of black lace.
He clears his throat and averts his eyes (from her ass and her bra). She turns at the sound of his throat clearing.
“Let’s get this over with.”
“Get what over with?” she turns her back on him again.
“You heard Mav, we need to ‘sort out our differences.’”
“I don’t think so,” she snorts. She’s wiping vigorously at her canopy glass and the motions cause her ass to wiggle.
“Jesus–” Hangman curses under his breath trying desperately not to look, “would you mind facing me when we’re talking? It’s rude.”
It’s rude and distracting and it pisses him off. y/n sighs, drops the towel in her seat and steps down from the wing. Seeing her head on, he notices her hair isn’t up in a bun but is loose and frames her face with light curls.
“All right. What do you suggest we do?”
“Wait, really?”
“Yeah, I came here to learn and to do this mission I can’t be killing a member of my team. Even if it isn’t real.”
“I’m touched,” he touches his chest to emphasize his mock sincerity and she rolls her eyes. “Let’s meet in two hours.”
“What’s wrong with right now?”
“I need to change.”
“Your personality? That will take longer than two hours.”
“I meant my clothes,” he rolls his eyes.
Her eyes travel over his black t-shirt and workout shorts.
“What’s wrong with that?”
“Women like a man in uniform,” he grins.
“I should tell them it’s false advertising.”
“You wear the same uniform, sweetheart,” he drawls cocking his head to the side. “Two hours and I’ll come by your room.”
“Fine.”
When he walks away, much to her dismay, she notices how broad his shoulders and back are. When he walks she can see his muscles flexing underneath the cotton of his shirt. She shakes her head and climbs back on her jet.
Why was she just checking him out?
***
At two hours precisely, there’s a knock on her door. y/n was actually thankful for the two hour delay because she got a little sweaty from cleaning her jet and had some grease on her hands and cheek. So she took a shower but couldn’t decide on what to wear or what she was getting into so she dressed casually in jean shorts and a flowy top and clipped her hair away from her face. When she opens the door, Hangman is dressed in his service khakis.
She rolls her eyes.
“What?” he smirks.
“I hope you aren’t expecting me to be your wingman because they’re supposed to hype you up and I can’t do that.”
“Yeah, yeah. Are you ready?”
“Nope. Let’s go.”
They take his truck and drive past The Hard Deck, she can’t help her curiosity of where they’re going. After fifteen minutes of silent driving he parks at what looks like a block party in the middle of a shopping center. Live music is heard through the windows and there’s a bunch of people around.
“What’s this?”
“I found it on Facebook. It’s a beer and cider tap yard. I thought alcohol would be essential for this particular mission.”
“That’s something we can agree on. What’s wrong with the Hard Deck?”
“Change of scenery,” he shrugs. “Come on, toots.”
y/n follows him onto the wood chipped area and chuckles when almost all the women (and a few men) try to catch Hangman’s eye as they walk by. He buys the first round then head upstairs to the seating area.
“To settling our qualms,” he raises his plastic cup.
“God help us,” she bumps her cup to his in cheers.
They sit in a bit of an awkward silence after that so she watches the crowd down below. While she’s watching them, Hangman is watching her wondering how someone can irritate him and intrigue him at the same time. Her pushback on him is also enticing, he hides a smirk as he takes a drink thinking how much he does like pushing her buttons.
Halfway through their drink, a woman approaches them and hands a drink to Hangman.
“Thank you for your service,” she says with a suggestive look in her eye.
“Thank you ma’am, much obliged,” he nods then turns his attention to y/n. y/n snorted and downs the rest of her drink and the woman who brought him a new drink walked away disappointed that Hangman didn’t ask cart her away or something.
“Now I see why you wanted to wear your uniform,” she pretends to pluck off a piece of lint from his shirt. “You like to be ogled at.”
“What? I do not.”
“No? You’re telling me you didn’t like how everyone looked at you when we arrived? You said so yourself that women like men in a uniform.”
“Or I wanted to look my best for you m’dear,” he smirks. “And how do you know they weren’t looking at you when we walked in?”
“Please,” she rolls her eyes and rises from her seat. “I’m getting myself another drink.”
“What about me?”
“You got one already, flyboy,” she nods to the drink that was handed to him by that woman and descends the stairs to the bar.
The line was a few people deep so by the time she got back up by their table, Hangman was speaking with an older gentleman who’s wearing a Naval Aviation hat.
“Oh, is this her?”
“Yup, that’s Bright Eyes,” Hangman smiles up at her.
“It’s a pleasure young lady,” the old man holds out his hand.
“Hello sir,” y/n smiles shaking his hand.
“Your boyfriend here was telling me of all your accomplishments in naval aviation. Two kills…mighty impressive.”
“Thank you sir. I’m just doing my duty,” she nods but the word ‘boyfriend’ is ringing in her ears.
They discover his name is Roger and he tells his own stories about the academy and Top Gun. He explains how he met his sweetheart while he got injured on a mission and she was a nurse that worked on his floor. Hangman noticed y/n drank more and was shifting in her seat as if she were nervous about something while Roger talked.
“You’ve got yourself a good one here, darlin,” Roger says then turns to Hangman, “and you make sure you watch her six, son. Good luck to you both.”
Hangman stands and shakes his hand one last time.
“Thank you for sharing your time with us, sir,” Hangman says.
When he’s safely on the ground and Hangman is still standing with his hands in his pockets, y/n rounds on him.
“You told him you were my boyfriend?”
“He just assumed and I didn’t want to correct him.”
“Why not?”
“Why didn’t you?” He turns to her and her response is to take the last large gulps of her cider. He smirks. “You want another one?”
After a couple more drinks, he brings out a deck of cards from his pocket.
“I’m not playing strip poker with you,” y/n shakes her head violently.
“As much as I–and everyone else here–would love that, that’s not what we’ll play.” He shuffles the cards expertly.
“Do you always carry a pack of cards with you?” She watches his hands as he breaks the deck in half and lets the cards collapse on top of each other.
“Yeah,” he shrugs. “It’s a good conversation starter. What would you like to play, m’dear?” His green eyes glint at her.
“The only thing my brain can process right now from the alcohol is Go Fish or War.”
“War it is, Bright Eyes,” he laughs and starts dealing out the cards. His movements are quick but his eyes are on her.
They’re quick with the game and a few times when they throw down the same card and have to slap more down to see who won the set of cards their fingers fumble together. At some points the cards go flying off the table and she’s giggling trying to scramble and pick them up.
Around 8:00 is when they quit playing because they’re both hungry.
“Are you okay to drive?” she asks as she stumbles into him walking down the steps.
“Yes, I’m not even buzzed,” he steadies her by resting his arm around her shoulders.
“How? You drank as much as me,” she gives him a puzzled look and he thinks it’s adorable.
“I drank them slowly while you downed yours. Plus, you’re a lightweight,” he teases opening the door to his truck for her. He helps her get in and she grumbles something incoherently. “What was that?”
She responds by sticking her tongue out and he laughs all the way around the front of the truck until he’s seated and buckled. He drives to a diner not too far from the tap yard and she comments how they have the best grilled cheese and shakes. He orders a cheeseburger with a strawberry shake and she gets a grilled cheese with a chocolate shake, they share a basket of fries.
She dunks her french fry in her shake and does a little happy dance when she eats it and he smiles at her mannerisms.
“That is criminal.”
“What?”
“What you just did, dipping your fry in your shake.”
“You’ve never dipped a fry in a shake? Are you even human?”
“I am and I eat food like other normal humans.”
“Try it, right now,” she points to a fry.
“I don’t think so.”
“I think so.” She grabs a fry and dunks it in her own shake then extends it out to him but he’s shaking his head in defiance. “You have to try it! It will change your life.”
He resists and some of her shake falls on top of his burger bun and he exclaims in shock while she’s doubled over and laughing.
“Aw come on! Now it’s ruined! You did that on purpose,” he laughs.
“I did not!” She gasps then her face changes and her eyes squint. “I think you got something in your teeth, open up.”
To both of their surprise, he does and that’s when she pops her chocolate shake covered french fry in his mouth. He groans in theatrics but eats the food she snuck in his mouth and she smiles proudly.
“That I did plan,” she states proudly. “So, what do you think?”
“Not bad,” he allows swallowing the food and his eyes shift to a point beyond her. “Is that Roger coming in?”
She turns around to look and it gives him enough time to dip his finger in his strawberry shake so when she turns back around to face him, he plops it on her nose and her eyes widen with her mouth agape.
“That’s for getting shake on my burger,” he smiles in delight then slurps through his straw.
“Well played, Seresin,” she laughs and wipes the strawberry pink liquid from her nose with a napkin.
“So,” he asks a while later resting his arms on the back of the booth. Two steaming cups of coffee sit on the table between them. “How old are you exactly?”
“Twenty-seven. How old are you?”
“I’ll be thirty-four in October.”
“Are you a Halloween baby?”
“Not quite.”
“Darn. That would have made me like you a little more.”
“Yeah?” he laughs. “What got you into flying?”
“My grandpa,” she says cupping her mug with her hands. She takes a gentle sip. “He’d tell me stories and show me his uniform and pictures. I thought it was so cool.”
“Did he call you Bright Eyes?”
She stares at him for a long time then finishes her coffee without another word. Again to both of their surprise, he doesn’t question it further and she asks for more coffee. He watches her the whole time trying to figure her out.
“For the first three months of flight school I threw up every time I was in the air.”
“What?”
“I’ve been badgering you so I’ll share some personal things.”
“You don’t–”
He holds up his hand to silence her and taps his finger on the rim of the porcelain mug.
“I’ve been an asshole to you and my curiosity gets the best of me sometimes and I come on too strong.”
“Am I drunk hallucinating or are you actually being nice?”
“Not hallucinating. I was also terrified of planes growing up but when I was the one flying it, it all went away. I’m always trying to improve my skills in aviation and I’m my own worst enemy.”
“Wow, Hangman–”
“Call me Jake.”
“I’m so confused by this 180 from you Jake,” she enunciates his name with a smile.
“How long has it been?”
“Has what been?”
“Since your grandpa died.”
“Um, he didn’t die. He’s very happy I’m at Top Gun.”
“Then why did you get quiet when I asked if he called you Bright Eyes?”
y/n sighs. “Because he does call me Bright Eyes but he’s not the reason for my call sign. Henry did.”
“Who’s Henry?”
“A ghost,” she whispers, then bites her lip and wipes at her eye. “I want to go back to base.”
Before he can say another word she slides out of the booth and rushes out the door. Jake slaps down some twenties to cover the bill and tip then runs after her. She’s leaning against the passenger door with her arms crossed. He unlocks the door and helps her in.
The drive back to base is silent except for the loudness of their own thoughts. Jake feels there’s much more depth to her grandpa, her call sign, and whoever Henry is. He glances at her at each stoplight, her eyes are wide and bright but also sad. He wonders what she’s thinking about.
y/n’s mind is racing like always but now that her buzz is almost gone her thoughts are weighing her down. She’s thinking of Henry and her grandpa and Hang–Jake. It’s giving her a headache and a heartache all at once. She cradles her forehead in her hands and closes her eyes hoping that will help soothe the racing thoughts.
“Are you all right?” Jake asks concerned.
“Head hurts,” she mumbles.
“We’re almost back.”
He helps her out of the truck once they’re back at base and lets her lean on him as they walk inside, her arm held onto his waist. Her room is the sixth one from the main door and she silently hands him her key. When he unlocks the door he gets a warm and inviting smell as if she had a candle burning. The layout is the same as his so he knows where the light switch is and she groans at the sudden brightness.
“Sorry. Can I get you anything?”
“Water. I have a bottle in the fridge.”
She releases her hold on his waist and shuffles his way to her couch. He finds her bottle easily enough then crouches in front of her on the floor.
“Anything else you need?”
Her eyes are surprisingly alert and focused on him while she drinks her water. The food and coffee must have really helped sober her up but the look she’s giving him is something he hasn’t seen before.
“I think I want to kiss you Jake Seresin.”
“You do?” he leans back in surprise and clears his throat.
“But I also still want to punch you in the face.”
“I’d prefer the kiss over the punch or kill, Bright Eyes. But when I kiss you,” he fixes a strand of hair that fell over her clip, his eyes flicker down to hers and she licks her lips. “I want you to really want it, not just think you do.”
They stare each other down and her perfume is invading all of his senses by being this close to her. He can see a freckle near the corner of her eye.
“You’re probably right,” she sighs heavily. “I should get to bed.”
“Me too,” he mutters then rises from the floor. His head feels a little clearer now that he’s not smelling her perfume. “I’ll see you tomorrow, Bright Eyes.”
He heads to her door but when he opens it, she calls out his name softly. When he turns around she’s standing in front of her bedroom door and he thinks she’s going to invite him to stay.
“You can call me y/n, if you want.”
“Goodnight y/n,” he nods and shuts the door behind him before he can’t get himself to leave. Because if she would have asked him to stay, he would.
***
Before they’re all about to go fly more drills Jake has been trying to find y/n. She wasn’t in the common room or the kitchen so his next stop was the hangar. He’s noticed she likes to spend her time there but instead he finds JJ.
“Have you seen y/n?” Jake asks him.
“She’s in the showers, why?” JJ narrows his eyes at him.
“Just wondering,” Jake shrugs, “Um…do you know anything about a guy named Henry?”
JJ’s eyes widen and he glances around their surroundings as if to make sure no one else is in earshot.
“She told you about Henry?”
“Sort of.”
JJ’s expression changes and he steps closer to Jake, his voice low. “Listen, I’m not saying a word. That’s her business and if she told you all of it, you wouldn’t be asking me. Talk to y/n.”
JJ walks away and Jake curses under his breath.
In the hangar, y/n doesn’t look at Jake which is surprising because he’s staring her down. Was last night just a glitch in the matrix and they aren’t on common ground? She’s the one who brought up kissing him, not him. Maverick and Hondo walk in and he forces himself to look at them.
“Hangman, Bright Eyes,” Maverick calls their attention. “How’s reconciling your differences going?”
Jake looks at y/n but her expression is solemn and straight forward, she makes no move to respond.
“Working on it, Sir,” Jake answers.
“Good. You two are up first.”
They’re communicating well enough but when Jake tries to tease with her, she doesn’t respond and it’s making him frustrated. It’s irritating how she gets under his skin and last night seems like an illusion. When they’re done with the drill and land they’re told they did a great job. y/n accepts it diplomatically while Jake soaks it all up. JJ and Phoenix are up next and Jake tries to speak with y/n again but she’s so invested in listening to how the others are doing he gives up.
When the exercise is over, Mav says y/n and Jake tied for first and they were all dismissed.
“A game of war and diner food was a real bonding experience, huh?” she smiles and Jake nearly gets whiplash from her turn of attitude.
“You’re talking to me now?”
“The exercise is over,” she shrugs. “We need to concentrate. Want to go to the Hard Deck after dinner?”
“Uh, yeah sure.”
“Great, come by my room at seven.”
Later, when he shows up at her door he’s smiling but her eyes are icy.
“What’s–”
“You asked JJ about Henry? Why can’t you let things go and respect people’s privacy?”
“I’m only trying to understand!”
“Why?! Do you see anyone else bugging me about my past or my name? Is it because I’m younger than you that you think you can pick on me? Butt out!”
“I guess we’re not hanging out anymore tonight?”
“Not tonight or ever. Learn to respect people’s boundaries, Hangman.”
She slams her door in his face. He winced when she used his call sign name, how was he so close and yet still so far?
***
It’s been a week without them talking except for when they’re flying and y/n makes sure to keep a wide berth of Jake. It isn’t until Friday night that he attempts to talk to her again at the Hard Deck. He comes up to her with a bottle of her favorite cider and he pushes it in front of her so she angles her body.
“Hi,” he says brightly. “My name’s Jake Seresin, call sign is Hangman.” He holds out his hand in front of her.
“What are you doing?”
“Introducing myself the way I should have in the first place. What’s your name?”
“y/n y/l/n,” she smiles and takes his hand. “My call sign is Bright Eyes.”
“I can see why, you’ve got the brightest eyes I’ve ever seen,” his southern accent peeks out to add to his charming remark.
“Oh no! That was so cheesy!” she laughs.
“I mean it,” he squeezes her hand. He makes no move to let go and neither does she.
“You’re not wearing your service khakis,” she observes his normal clothes of a dark blue t-shirt and dark washed jeans.
“I only want one pair of eyes on me.”
“Back to back with the charm, huh?” She releases his hand and lifts up the bottle to press it to her lips as she takes a swallow.
“I wanted to ease my way into an apology. I know I cross lines but my intention is never to harm but I did anyway. I’m sorry I pushed and I can’t make any promises about not doing it again but I know you’ll call me out on it.”
“I definitely will. Thank you for the apology.”
“How about a game of pool?”
“I’m not that good,” she grimaces.
“I’ll go easy on you,” he smiles.
They’re playing pool but they’re not even hitting the proper balls, they’re basically doing practice shots. At one point, Jake even moves behind her with one hand on her waist and the other positioning her fingers just right on the tip of the cue stick. She could feel his body heat and smell his aftershave and it gave her butterflies in her stomach.
He helped her size up her shot.
“Now you want to glide it nice and easy over your fingers,” his voice is husky in her ear, his lips brush against her cheek.
As she moves the stick like a pendulum, his hand on her waist tightens the slightest amount. It causes her to hit the cue ball and it smacks into a green solid, they both fall into the pocket.
“That was good, but lighten up on the release,” he compliments and removes himself from her.
She stands up feeling the coolness from the absence of his body against hers, their eyes locked as he strutted around the table. His gaze was intense and her stomach flipped. While they play they find out more about each other with some very heavy flirting.
He excuses himself to use the bathroom but when he comes back some guy is standing too close to y/n against the window and Jake can see the discomfort in her face.
“Hey man, how’s it going?” Jake asks with a dazzling smile. The guy looks at him with dark beady eyes, he’s clearly drunk off his ass.
“Talkin’ to this chick. ‘Scuse me,” the guy slurs and turns back to y/n. “Whadday say baby? Wanna show me a good time?”
“No thanks,” y/n tries to back away but then he grabs her wrist.
“Aand you’re done,” Jake says. He pries the guys fingers from her wrist and shoves him away so hard that he knocks over the other cue sticks in the stand. It brings attention to the rest of the bar and Jake locks eyes with Penny, he gives her a nod and she rings the bell hard.
Rooster and Coyote appear assessing the situation.
“What happened?” Rooster asks looking at y/n who’s staring wide eyed and unblinking at what she just witnessed.
“He grabbed her,” Jake says, the muscle in his jaw ticking.
Rooster purses his lips, nods to Coyote and the two of them lift the drunken asshole by his shoulders. The rest of the bar cheers as he’s carried out and tossed onto the sand. Jake turns to y/n and she’s absentmindedly rubbing at her wrist.
“Are you okay?” he asks, hovering his hands over hers. He doesn’t want to touch her unless she says it’s all right.
“Yeah,” she sniffs, then looks down at her wrist. “I think I’m going to bruise, his grip was surprisingly tight for being as drunk as he is.”
“Do you want to get outta here?”
“No,” she shakes her head and finally looks into his eyes. “He’s gone now. Thanks for pulling him off me.”
“My pleasure.”
***
Later in the evening, he walks her back to her room and he asks how her wrist is once they’re at her door. She holds it up for him to inspect, he holds her wrist delicately and rubs his thumb over the already light shade of blue bruise forming. He leans in and kisses the mark, her skin smells like some type of flower he can’t think of.
With his face still close to her wrist, he meets her eyes with his thumb still caressing her skin.
“Do you think you still want to kiss me?”
“It’s changing from ‘thinking’ to ‘knowing.’”
“How much? Scale of 1-10?”
She smiles and hums thinking it over. “Ummm…it went from a three to a seven.”
“Wow, four points. How’d I get that?” he cocks his head resulting in their faces becoming closer. He’s so close he can see that freckle near her eye.
“By not asking about my call sign again, shoving that guy off me and the two points are for doing this,” she nods to him still stroking her wrist.
“Okay. Once you’re at ten will you let me know?”
“Sure. Where am I on your scale?”
“It’s always been a ten, y/n,” he gives her a crooked smile.
The sound of her name in context like that makes her heart flutter and when his eyes flicker down to her lips her breath catches.
“Even when you hated me?”
“Even then.”
They stand there staring at each other, his hand still holding her wrist and it’s as if some magnetic pull or electric charge is pushing them together. He carefully brings his other hand up to cup her cheek, he rubs the apple of her cheek with his thumb.
“You’re inching to an eight,” she whispers.
His heart leaps and he shifts his face closer, tilting his head a slight bit more and he can feel her breath tickle his lips.
“Nine…”
He smiles then rubs his nose against hers.
“Nine and a half.”
“That only gets me a half a point?” he chuckles then brings the hand he’s using to rub her wrist to rest on his shoulder. Her palm flattens on his neck and she uses the slightest bit of pressure to bring his face closer to hers.
“It’s like G-LOC, you have to go slow before the impact.”
He’s about to ask her something else when the main entrance door opens and the incoming laughter from Rooster and Coyote approaching forces them apart. The spell they were both under left them dizzy and flustered.
“Oh hey,” Rooster greets them. “Are you okay after what happened with that guy, Bright Eyes?”
“I’m good, thanks for tossing him out.”
“No one messes with our own,” Coyote responds. “See you guys tomorrow for the football game.” He turns into his room which is right next to y/n’s.
“C’mon Hangman, we need a good night’s sleep if we’re gonna be at the beach all day,” Rooster claps his hands on Jake’s shoulders pushing him down the hall.
“I wasn’t done saying good night–”
“Hangman says good night, Bright Eyes. You get some sleep too!” Rooster calls over his shoulder.
y/n laughs as the two men shove each other playfully down the hall. Jake looks back at y/n in disappointment and she waves him off with a shrug. When she goes into her apartment and closes the door, she leans against it and takes deep breaths.
She and Jake almost kissed and now she’s going to have to endure seeing him shirtless and sweaty as they play football tomorrow. She’s not sure how long she can hold off.
***
y/n walks with Phoenix to the beach and she questions her about Hangman.
“We’re getting along,” y/n responds innocently with a shrug.
“Oh please. I saw you two playing pool together last night. You were one step away from having sex.”
“What?!” y/n shrieks as they step onto the sand. “That is not true!”
“Rooster and Coyote thought so too. Even Bob.”
y/n raises her brows at that. Bob is the least involved in the drama that arises with everyone but he is more on the silent side so maybe he sees more than he lets on.
“Caveman seems pretty pissed about it too,” Phoenix adds.
“Yeah…that doesn’t surprise me. JJ’s protective because of…something else that happened.”
“Look, I’m glad you and Hangman are getting along. Deep down I think he could be decent. But we also call him Hangman for a reason. He’s improved on his flying by not leaving you high and dry but I don’t know about his ground level.”
“I know. Thanks for being concerned, Nat.”
Their conversation is cut short because they’ve joined the rest of their group. Maverick and Hondo are holding bags and the guys are just standing around talking. She finds Jake immediately and he gives a wink over Payback’s shoulder.
“y/n we should talk–” JJ starts suddenly next to her but then Hondo blows his whistle and he steps away.
“All right, we’re gonna have some fun today so we’re playing flag football,” Maverick begins. “When I call your name, come and grab your blue flags. When Hondo calls you, you get a red flag.”
y/n and Jake are on opposite teams, she’s blue and he’s red. JJ is on Jake’s team and y/n notices him looking between Jake and y/n. Thankfully Jake still has his t-shirt on so she won’t be distracted.
“I won’t hold back on football,” Jake tells her as she’s putting on her flag belt. “I was quarterback in high school and a wide receiver at the Naval Academy.”
“Why doesn’t that surprise me?” she asks airily. “I’ve got some tricks up my sleeve though, Seresin.”
“Oh really? Then this shall be mighty interesting,” he gives her a lopsided grin making his dimple appear. “I’ve got some tricks, too darlin’.”
Then he yanks off his t-shirt in one fluid motion and tosses it into the sand. She rolls her eyes when he stretches his arms across his chest then shakes them at his sides to loosen up. He looks at her expectantly and she knows he’s waiting for her eyes to slide over his well defined chest and happy trail that disappears beneath his basketball shorts but she resists.
It’s taking all of her willpower to keep her eyes on his.
“You’re back to an eight.”
“What? How?”
“For being cocky.”
“Oh come on!” He laughs and she turns to join her team that consists of Rooster, Phoenix and Fanboy. JJ gives her a look from across the way that she pointedly ignores.
The game is well and fun and soon they’re all sweating under the sun. It’s not long until y/n removes her own t-shirt while they take a water break. She’s very aware of Jake’s eyes on her as she adjusts the cups and strings of her swimsuit top.
He tries not to look, or at least make it so obvious, but when he catches a peek of the underside of her breast his mind goes wild. He notices a bird tattoo on the back of her left shoulder and that makes him even crazier. She smiles sweetly at him as they set up for the next play and he grins because he knows she’s checking him out now by the way her eyes rake over his sweat-and-sand covered torso.
Or when he and Coyote celebrated a touchdown by doing a little dance, he saw her looking his way and he smirked at her.
It’s time for another play and they’re across from each other. Her eyes slide over his glistening muscles until landing on his eyes that are a lighter shade due to the bright blue sky and sun.
“You’re drooling, Bright Eyes,” he reaches over to try and wipe at her lip but she smacks his hand away.
“In your dreams, Seresin.”
“How’d you know I dream about you?” he smirks.
She rolls her eyes.
The ball is hiked and she runs past him to get the handoff of the ball from Phoenix. He whips around making a beeline for her. Everyone is shouting for her to keep running and his team is yelling for him to get her flags. He has longer legs than her so he catches up to her easily.
When he reaches for her flags and yanks, he doesn’t pay attention to their feet that somehow become entangled and they fall.
He twists his body and grips her hips so when they make impact, she lands on top of him and he gets the brunt of the fall. He grunts from the hardness of the sand and her knee that digs into his thigh. They’re both groaning and she lifts herself slightly off him, her hands are flat on his chest.
“This isn’t tackle,” she huffs, shifting to get off him completely.
“Hold on,” he groans and she freezes.
“Are you hurt?” she asks in concern because his eyes are still closed.
“No,” he shakes his head then peeks at her through his eyes. “Wanna enjoy you on top of me for a bit longer.”
“Oh my God!”
“You’ve said that in my dreams, too,” he smirks and he rubs the skin of her back with his thumbs.
“You’re unbelievable,” she shakes her head then scrambles off him.
“You’ve said that, too,” he repeats, pushing himself up from the sand.
“Give me my flags back, Hangman.”
“Are you two done flirting yet?” Phoenix asks with her hand over her eyes to shield from the sun.
“Yeah, let’s get back to it,” Rooster says, picking up the football.
Jake hands her back her flags and the game resumes play.
“I think saving you from that fall deserves two points,” he tells her when they’re situated across from each other again.
“That would put you at a ten, Sersin.”
“I know,” he wiggles his eyebrows. “I’m all for a victory kiss.”
Hondo blows the whistle and the ball is hiked once more. This time, Jake ends up with the ball with y/n following behind.
“Ow! Ow my ankle!” she screeches.
He turns around immediately, ready to carry her to the hospital if he has to.
“What happened?” He bends down to examine her ankle.
y/n snatches the ball from his hands then darts away from him shouting, “Gotcha!” and runs to the end zone resulting in her team winning. They all jump on her in their victory and Jake stares on with his hands on his hips in disbelief. She looks over at him with a shit eating grin and a twinkle in her eye. Then she does something unexpected and blows him a kiss.
He catches it then presses his fist with her kiss right over his heart as if it will heal the loss he’s experiencing. When she’s done celebrating with her team she skips over to him.
“That was some tactic,” he stares down at her.
“Told you I had some tricks.”
“You forgot one minor detail.”
“What’s that?”
“I always retaliate.”
Before she can ask what he means, he lifts her over his shoulders and runs into the water. She’s screaming and laughing behind his back and he drops her into the water. When she resurfaces she barrels into him and because he knows she wants to make him fall in the water, he lets himself get knocked down.
Pretty soon, the rest of them come running in the water as well and a splash fight ensues.
***
After the day at the beach and dinner at the Hard Deck with some piano singing done by Rooster, y/n and Phoenix head back to base to shower.
“So,” Rooster sidles up to Jake by the dartboard. “What’s going on with you and Bright Eyes?”
“I don’t know,” Jake grins, spinning the dart between his fingers. “But it’s something.”
“Yeah we can all see that,” Rooster snorts. “Can barely stand being around you two.”
“Aw, you’ll find someone Rooster,” Jake pats his cheek affectionately.
Payback, Fanboy and Bob join them with drinks and to watch them play darts and talk. From the corner of his eye, Jake notices JJ is glaring at him from across the bar.
When the night is over they all head back to base and Jake’s on a mission to find y/n. His first stop is in the common area and he finds her asleep on one of the couches. She’s tucked into herself with a pillow clutched against her chest, her lips are pursed and look so damn kissable it pains him.
He checks his watch, it’s only eleven o’clock and she’s already asleep? Was she waiting up for him or did she fall asleep watching a movie with Phoenix and Phoenix just left her to sleep? He kneels down in front of her, hesitating before pressing his hand to her head and rubs at her hair.
“y/n,” he murmurs gently and her nose scrunches in her sleep. “Jesus, how adorable are you? Hey, y/n…wake up.”
He speaks a little louder and strokes his thumb over her forehead and she’s gasping awake. Her eyes fly open and she shoots up from her perch against the couch.
“Jake? ‘At time izzit? Am I late for drills?” she rushes out.
“No, no, it’s still nighttime. You fell asleep in the common area.”
She blinks at him a few times then looks around him assessing her surroundings. She sinks back on the couch realizing she didn’t oversleep.
“Oh. So what time is it?”
“A little after eleven,” he cocks his head to the side in endearment. He’s still rubbing her hair and she makes no move to stop him.
“Want me to walk you to your apartment?”
“Mhm,” she nods tiredly, removing the pillow from her chest.
He takes it from her tossing it to the other end of the couch and holds out his hands for her.
“Up you get Sleeping Beauty.”
“Shut up,” she grumbles but takes his hands anyway.
“What made you so tired?”
“Being outside all day,” she yawns and shivers from her sleepiness.
“Good thing we have Sundays off. You should rest up tomorrow.”
“That’s the plan. Big day on Monday, it’s the last exercise before Maverick chooses his team.”
“Are you nervous?”
“Yeah, but it’s also thrilling,” she smiles.
When they arrive at her door he leans against the door jamb watching her unlock and open it.
“Thrilling is an excellent word,” he says but he thinks it pairs along with their relationship.
Once she’s inside she keeps it open and moves to her couch. When she sits down she looks over at him expectantly.
“You can come in,” she says.
“Really?” He stands up straight from the door jamb.
“Yeah.”
He looks up and down the hall waiting for someone to pop out and say ‘just kidding!’ but when no one does, he steps inside and shuts the door. y/n folds her legs underneath her.
“Are you going to stand there the whole time?” she snickers, grabbing the remote and turns on her tv. She places a blanket over her lap.
“I–what’s happening exactly?” he motions between them.
“You told me to rest up and I do that by watching movies and sleeping. I thought you could join me if you wanted.”
“Oh! Well, all right then. But um…I’m still sandy and sweaty from earlier. Can I go shower, change, and come back?”
She gives him a cute smile.
“Is Hangman nervous to spend a night with a girl?” she teases.
“You’re not just a girl, y/n,” he says seriously. “I don’t want the offer to go away if I leave.”
“Jake, when you come back you’ll be at a 9.5.”
“Really?” his face brightens. “How?”
“Come back and I’ll tell you,” she smiles.
“I’ll be right back.”
He runs as fast as he can to his apartment, rushes through a shower and changes into sweats and an old NAVY shirt. He usually sleeps in just his boxers but he knows better to push his luck right now. He makes sure he has his phone then grabs his pillow and a blanket. He tries to hide his heavy breathing from rushing when he’s back at her place.
“Hi,” she smiles.
“Hi,” he glances at the tv. “The Goonies?”
“One of my favorites.”
“Mine too.”
She pats the space next to her and he settles on the couch adjusting his pillow and blanket.
“So,” he says once he’s situated, “how’d I go from an eight this afternoon to a 9.5?”
“Because I wanted to.”
They watched movies all night, commenting on the plot and actors. y/n falls asleep first at around three and Jake makes sure to turn the volume down so it doesn’t disturb her.
When he woke up they somehow managed to be laying even closer together, she was draped over his chest with her left hand resting over his heart. Her face was so close that if he leaned in a couple inches he would have been able to kiss her forehead.
He can’t believe they spent the night together and he also can’t believe how much he loves to watch her sleep. While he waits for her to wake up he selects some show to watch that he barely pays attention to. When she wakes up they make breakfast and watch more movies.
The more time they’re alone, the more vulnerable he feels and it’s a very thrilling sensation.
“How’s your wrist?” he asks while they’re lounging on the couch again. She’s laying across his chest again but twists her body so she’s facing him, her back to the tv.
She holds it up to his face. He touches the two small bruises with the pads of his fingers.
“Does it hurt?”
“No.”
He runs his fingers over them once more then intertwines their fingers together so they’re holding hands. Their arms are twisted together and he rests their conjoined hands on his chest, his thumb rubbing circles on the back of her hand.
“I like this side of you.”
“What side?” He smiles leaning his head back on the couch.
“This nice and soft side.”
“This is Jake. Hangman can’t be nice and soft.”
“I’ve seen it in both.”
“Guess you’re the only exception.”
He likes how she blushes at that.
Before they both know it, he’s got to head back to his apartment before anyone sees. They both need to take an early night because of the last drill tomorrow.
“Thanks for having me over.”
“Thanks for the company. See you tomorrow,” she rises on her toes to give him a hug.
He’s a little delayed in hugging her back because he wasn’t expecting it. He holds her close and breathes her in.
“9.6 now,” she whispers and kisses his cheek.
He feels her kiss all night.
***
After the last drill they’re all standing in wait for Maverick to announce who’s joining him on this mission. y/n’s nerves are settling in, it’s a mixture of excitement to go and fear that she won’t. Thinking of Jake makes it even harder because her feelings are definitely growing. Maverick enters the room and they all stand to attention.
“You’ve all done exceptionally well. Your skills have become even more perfect but because of the dynamics of this mission, I had to pick those I thought would be daring and quick. It’s instinctual, intuitive. All of you are incredible pilots and I’m honored to fly with you.
“Flying with me will be Payback and Fanboy. The second team will be Bright Eyes and Hangman as team leader. We leave at 6:00 am for the carrier. Phoenix and Bob you will be on standby. Get some rest and we’ll see you in the morning.”
y/n’s stomach plummets. Has she actually earned this? She’s thrilled to go, she’s worked so hard but now with Jake flying too…will she be able to concentrate? Will she have flashbacks? She doesn’t have time to dwell on her thoughts for long because she’s being congratulated by everybody else.
Except JJ who she watches stalk towards Jake and punches him in the face.
There’s a rush of people breaking them apart as JJ tries to swing again and Jake tries to retaliate back but y/n is too stunned to speak or move.
“What the hell?” Jake thunders still trying to get at JJ.
“I saw you leave y/n’s last night. You screwed her and you’re going to screw her over on this mission!”
“What are you talking about?” y/n snapped at him when she heard that. “Nothing happened, but it’s not your business anyway, Caveman.”
“You aren’t ready for this, y/n,” JJ approaches her and holds onto her shoulders. “I know you’re not. It’s too soon.”
“You’re out of line,” Jake says.
“y/n has earned this, her flying is impeccable,” Phoenix cuts in. “She’s tactical and anticipates everything.”
“JJ–” y/n starts.
“I already lost Henry, I can’t lose you, too,” JJ begs and y/n breathes in deeply. “And Hangman? Really y/n?”
“What exactly is your problem with me, Caveman?” Jake thunders.
“You don’t know what you’re talking about, Caveman,” y/n responds slowly and exits the room. She’s filled with all sorts of doubt now.
She’s not surprised when Jake is calling for her and he grabs onto her wrist turning her to face him. His cheek is red from where JJ hit him.
“Is there something going on between you and Caveman?” he heaves and she can see the hurt in his eyes even though he tries to hide it.
“No, of course not,” she shakes her head and he relaxes a little. “But he’s right. I’m not ready for this.”
“No, you are ready for this. You’ve been the best flier this whole time we’ve been training. You’re quick to react.”
“No, it’s too soon…I need to talk to Maverick–”
“Hey, hey,” he grabs her hand when she turns away. “Talk to me, what is this all about?”
Tears well in her eyes and that damn near breaks his heart.
“I can’t tell you here.”
“Then let’s go somewhere else.”
“No, I–I need to be alone for a while. I need to think. Come by my apartment in two hours, okay?”
She runs off before he can get another word in and he’s left in confusion. He touches the space below his eye and winces, Caveman packs a solid punch.
***
Two hours later Jake knocks on her door. She opens it then gasps when she sees the red swollen bruise on his face.
“I’ve got quite the shiner,” he smirks but it’s strained because of the bruise.
“Come in, have you put ice on it?” she asks moving to her fridge. She takes out an icepak.
“No, I’ve been worrying about you.”
Her motions still as she’s wrapping a towel around the pak.
“Let’s sit down,” she motions to the couch. She places the ice pak on his eye once they are on the couch and he hisses at the impact.
He replaces her hand with his to hold it to his face, his green eyes are full of questions. She takes a deep breath.
“JJ doesn’t think I’m ready because of Henry. Henry was his best friend since elementary school and they decided to join the Navy together. Then I met them at the Academy. His call sign was Condor. We became friends and then feelings formed. He’s the one who gave me the call sign of Bright Eyes because he said that when I looked at him, my eyes were always so bright.
“And I thought it was special because that’s what my Grandpa called me and he didn’t even know that. We were crazy about each other. Then we were doing an exercise that would result in one of us going on our very first mission. I ended up beating him but it was by pure luck. I didn’t feel ready but he kept telling me I deserved it.
“I didn’t feel right about it so I went to Captain Salvatore to set it straight. So, I told him what happened and that Henry should be the one to go, not me. He admired my honesty and complimented me on my flying and that I do deserve it. But I was adamant that I shouldn’t be on a mission I didn’t earn. Before Henry left, he told me he wanted to marry me. And then,” she takes in a deep breath, her eyes falling to her hands in her lap.
“He went and I was on standby to help if needed. Things were going well and then three more enemies came out of nowhere. He tried to handle them all but couldn’t and the other team that was flying with him were all out of ammunition. His engines were hit and he still kept fighting. When he couldn’t eject, the levers wouldn’t pull. I think it was too much damage that the wires got burned. The last thing I heard was him saying my name and then…nothing.”
She covers her face as she cries and Jake hugs her to his chest, he drops the pak behind her on the couch. She cries on his shoulder and focuses on his breathing until she calms down. When she pulls back he wipes her tears.
“JJ and I were devastated. He tells me it’s not my fault but it is. It should have been me but I forced him to go and I told JJ I won’t date another pilot. I can’t go through that again and I can’t put someone else through that either.”
Jake cradles her face between his hands so she’s forced to look at him, his eyes are soft.
“y/n, it is not your fault what happened to Henry. He was outnumbered and I bet he fought as hard as he could to get back to you.”
“How do you know?”
“Because I’d fight my damndest to come back to you. And I will make damn sure you and I both come home tomorrow. You’ve earned this spot, y/n. I know it, Maverick knows it and Caveman knows it but he doesn’t want to lose you. He only wants you safe.”
“But Jake…I wouldn’t be able to live with myself if something happens to you.”
“Nothing will happen to me, sweetheart,” he smiles. “I’m a damn good pilot, remember?”
She lets out a watery laugh and wipes away more tears that have fallen. She stares at him then brings her hand to his bruised cheek.
“I’m sorry JJ punched you.”
“I get why he did it now. I’d probably do the same if I was in his shoes.”
“Jake?”
“Hm?” he hums closing his eyes and rests his cheek against her palm.
“You’re at a ten.”
His eyes flash open and it takes him a second for what she said to sink in. When it does, he wastes no time in pressing his lips to hers. A jolt goes through the both of them, their kiss is desperate and full of wanting and longing. His fingers shift into her hair, his tongue traces her bottom lip before she opens her mouth.
She moans when their tongues meet, her hands are rubbing at his neck and shoulders then rises on her knees so she can get more of him. He removes his hands from her hair, dropping them to the backs of her thighs so he can swing her onto his lap. She molds perfectly against him, her hips shifting over his.
He groans and breaks their kiss.
“My willpower is hanging by a very thin thread,” he pants sliding his hands to her ass. Her fingers are caressing all over his face and into his hair, being mindful of the cheek that is bruised. “But if you tell me you don’t want to go further…I’ll leave right now.”
“No, I don’t want you to leave,” she knocks her forehead on his.
“What do you want?” He tilts his head forward so he can peck her lips.
“I want you,” her nails scratch at his unbruised cheek and she rolls her hips on him again.
“God, I want you too,” he huffs and kisses her again.
They’re panting heavily in each other’s mouths, hands exploring and hips meeting hips before he rises from the couch. She squeals and squeezes his biceps so she doesn’t fall backwards.
“I got you baby,” he murmurs, moving them towards her bedroom.
The setting sun is glowing through the blinds so he can see where he’s going and doesn’t risk tripping. With their lips still connected, he sets her down on her bed gently. She scoots to the center of it pulling him with her by the collar of his shirt. He crawls over her, straddling her between his legs and her hands are frantic as she scurries to get his shirt off.
Their lips smack apart so he can remove it, he tosses it somewhere behind him. When he goes in to kiss her again, he pauses because her bottom lip is caught between her teeth as her eyes–and hands–rake over his chest. Her touch is light on his muscles, her thumb circles around his belly button then dips below the waistband of his shorts. He sucks in a breath when her nails tickle his skin, she’s so close to touching him where he’s only dreamed about.
“You’re so…” she shakes her head and groans when she drags her hands up his stomach again. Her eyes follow her motions until her fingers interlock behind his neck and she sees the hungry desperation in his eyes that she’s sure is mirroring hers.
“What?”
“Perfect,” she whispers.
And then he’s kissing her again, his arm pulling her to him by her back, his grip is hot and tight and she needs to be closer. She sits up a little forcing him back so she can remove her own shirt. He watches silently and her heart is hammering in her chest when his eyes rake over her naked chest.
Jake cups her left breast in his hand, gives her a look and then attaches his lip to her nipple. She sighs at the feeling and falls back against her pillows. His tongue swirls and flicks in perfect precision but when his teeth nip at the bud, that’s when she whimpers. Her fingers fly into his hair and he shifts to the next breast, she opens her eyes to watch as his mouth suctions on her breast. She moans again and he groans at the sound.
He moves his lips down her stomach, his tongue licking along the waistline of her cotton shorts and his eyes glance up at her. His fingers slip beneath the waistline and her hips lift off the bed so he can remove them and her underwear. He tosses those somewhere behind him as well and slides down the bed so he’s at her center.
“You’ve no idea how long I’ve wanted a taste of you,” he exhales spreading her legs up and open so he’s in the middle of them. He looks up at her. “May I?”
“Mhm, yes,” she nods frantically and he smiles.
His arms wrap around her thighs, his fingers holding a firm grip as he hovers his lips over the inside of her thighs in a teasing manner. His nose nudges at her pussy lips and he spreads her open with a wide swipe of his tongue. She sighs at the warm sensation and he smiles. He uses his nose again then attaches his whole mouth to her, his tongue skilled and precise as he licks through her folds.
The sounds he’s making are sinful and pleasing to her ears and when he gets to a certain spot, her fingers fly to his hair to keep him there.
“Right there,” she whimpers. He removes one hand from her thigh so he can slip in a finger, he’s slow and tactical as he works his finger into his knuckle. “Shit!.”
His mouth and finger work in tandem, gliding in and out so effortlessly. It’s when he hooks his finger deep inside her and rubs is when she loses it. She’s moaning and whimpering as he continues to work her over. He hums and the vibrations roll up her body and into her stomach where she feels her release approaching. His tongue and lips work furiously to get her to her peak.
“Come for me baby, I know you’re almost there,” he huffs. “C’mon.”
She’s breathing heavily, one hand fisting the sheet while the other holds onto his hair. She yanks and pulls as her body folds over and her sweet orgasm warms her whole body. She’s moaning his name and other incoherent words but she doesn’t care, she chases the feeling he’s giving her.
When her stomach recoils and she falls back against her pillows, he slows his ministrations and slowly pulls his finger out. He gives her pussy one last lick then lifts his head. y/n looks at him through bleary eyes, his hair is mussed and his chin is glistening with her orgasm. His green eyes are dark as he holds her gaze and licks her off his finger.
“How was that?” he asks.
“So good,” she pants, “so, so good.”
He smiles and crawls his way back over her, she welcomes him on top with her legs around him and his tongue swiping inside her mouth. She can taste the tanginess of her in his mouth and it makes her hips buck. She works on pushing his shorts down and he kicks them off, his cock is warm and hard against her thigh.
“Ohh,” she moans feeling him press against her.
“Want me to fill you up, darlin’?” he peppers kisses along her jaw and below her ear and she holds him close.
“Please, yes, Jake,” she says and nips at his ear lobe.
“D’you have a condom?” he gives a hard suck to her neck.
“Drawer. Bedside table.”
He stretches his body over to open the drawer. While he’s ruffling inside to find a box or a condom by itself, y/n is biting at his shoulder and strokes his cock in her hand. He flinches at the contact and finally finds the condom. He tears it open with his teeth then leans back so he can roll it on.
They fall back to her pillows together, his arms caging her in. she touches his bruised cheek gently and he situates himself between her legs. Her hand slips between their bodies until she grabs his shaft and guides him in. When his tip nudges between her folds and adds the slightest pressure of pushing inside, she gasps.
“Okay?” he asks stilling his hips.
“Mhm, just takes a minute, that’s all,” she smiles.
They work together until he’s fully sheathed inside, her pussy lips quiver and clench around him in adjustment and he begins to rock. Her hands find his hair, her breathing is ragged as he fucks in and out of her slowly. It builds the climax even more by going slow, their gazes never leaving each other because this could very well be their one and only time together before the mission.
y/n places her hands on the lower part of his back.
“Faster,” she sighs.
He shifts his body so the back of her thighs are on top of his, it gives him more leverage to thrust in a quicker pace. Her mouth opens at the new position and the quick snap of his hips against hers. He’s hitting in the right space, faster and faster until she’s clenching him again and she feels her body heat up. Her stomach coils and when she comes again, she drags his mouth over hers to hide the loud moan she exudes. Their bodies rock and knock together until he’s coming as well, he buries his face in her neck and she laughs lightly in his ear.
“Wow,” she breathes, fingers playing in his hair and exploring the muscles in his back.
They lay there for a while, letting their pulses slow to a regular beat again. Once they do, they curl up in each other’s arms and watch as the sun disappears on the wall.
“Thanks for telling me about Henry,” he kisses her head.
“Thanks for waiting.”
***
They're silent as they get ready in the morning to go on the carrier. To save time, they shower together and it’s intimate as they wash each other off.
“I’ve got you up there, no matter what, all right?” he tells her before they leave her door.
“I know. I do too,” she says.
He bends down and gives her one final kiss before they have to act professional in front of everybody else.
Once at the carrier, they’re debriefed on the mission once more, reiterating how dogfighting is going to be imminent upon takeoff. Maverick is good at letting them know where the next ones are coming in on, and y/n notices two are tailing Hangman. She flies near him and sets her missiles on them accordingly, one of them lets smoke in the air fly but she won’t give up.
Maverick circles back in assistance and they both shoot the enemy down. It’s a long and hard fight, with all of them rescuing each other at least twice.
“Bright Eyes, there’s one coming right at you, I’m on my way,” Hangman says.
y/n tries to find it but she’s blocked by the sun, then Hangman is next to her and motions her to pull back. She does and he zooms in front of her with Maverick on her left and they both shoot the Mig down. They’re all cheering over the radio and Cyclone orders them to fly back to the carrier.
Once they’re all landed, Jake runs towards her jet and helps her down so he can remove her helmet and give her a long, hard kiss. There’s some whistles and catcalls from their team but they don’t care.
“I almost thought I was a goner at one point,” he tells her.
“Me too,” she says. “I’ve always got your six, Hangman.”
“And I’ll be your wingman anytime, Bright Eyes,” he grins. “I’ll do anything to see those shining eyes.”
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