#there goes like an hour of my life

[puppyeared]

updated Sleight ref!!

#i changed his colors !! #treat this as a suggestion than a solid ref. i spent like 3 hours drawing and redrawing the legs bc i couldnt get the shape right so if u #wanna draw them more planti or digi i do not mind ^_^ get silly with it!! same goes for pelt pattern do whatevr u want with it #the pelt pattern is loosely based on a snowshoe cat which was fun to play with. as u can see they kinda have a butterfly motif going on #if u squint the ear tufts kinda resemble luna moths or swallowtails with the long tail at the end of the wings #i was kinda torn about changing the costume color but it clashed too much with the new color palette so i had to change it #i didnt include the cape here so its easier to see the costume but ill draw it another time if i remember lol #its also a lil hard to see but i put pinstripes on their pants but thats optional. their design is pretty flexible anyway #god im pretty attached to this guy already. hes like semi fan character semi regular character... oc... thing #i should draw more furries. i followed some furry artists for giggles recently and its true what they say. u need furries in your life #btw while i was drawing this i was fooling around while trying to figure out his costume color and colored it as kaito kids suit for fun #and i just stared at it for a solid 5 minutes before saving a picture. maybe ill post it later #my art #myart #my oc #oc #furry art #fur #furry #laika's comet #laika's comet oc #fan character #sleight #ref sheet #oc ref sheet

[fernsfabulousfloweringfacility]

i just feel like merthur deserved a bit more

#merlin #merthur #bbc merlin #listen #merlin goes through HELL and back #and they NEVER discuss his scars?? #i want there to be a revelation of all he has done for arthur #i wANT IT #sO BADLY #also like just imagine #because ive just watched darkest hour and my boy gets wrecked in that one #literally dying and then coming back #honey you cannot tell me the entirely frozen body healed perfectly without any scars or evidence of his pain #thats what the dark spot is in the middle of his back btw #i wanted to portray frostbite (kind of) (not really) (it was an idea) from his heart; he's died once but he came back #and i find it strangely ironic that the first time he sacrifices his life for arthurs he's hit with fire and another he's hit with ice #also i am taking LIBERTIES with this hair ok #i know how to draw two (2) hairstyles and bbc merlins do not fall under that catagory

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

Wait, but what is it about wally in the human au that makes him so weird?? Is it just an ableism thing or does he have like strange habits/interests

mmmm it's a bit of both kinda? more so the latter honestly! i mean by social norms & standards he's already a quirky guy, and i think he'd have a plethora of 'odd' mannerisms & habits on top of that. so yes, he's genuinely strange, but it's up to others to view/treat that as a negative or a positive or a neutral yk yk

#personally im standing off to the side sighing wistfully #wishing i could live my life so unbothered by how the world views me. oh to live your most genuine self without fear or compromise.... #like for example i gotta stick with the apple theme. he fucking Loves those things. he'll talk for hours about them #like in his & barn's kitchen there is an Apple Basket for him to gaze upon or pick out an apple to admire or paint #and he gets distressed whenever he views someone eating an apple or cutting one up cause to him they're Not Food & he loves them yk? #and of course there's the intense unbreaking eye contact with literally everyone #unless he's explicitly asked 'dont look me in the eye' he Will Stare Into Your Soul #and if asked he'll Remember & will literally never make eye contact with that person again. he'd rather close his eyes completely #& in this au he's still Constantly Smiling & honestly is very hard to ruffle to the point of it being slightly unnerving #he goes through a haunted house with his friends and has them all cowering behind him as he strolls through casual as anything #rambles from the bog #wh modern human au #i could go on! he's just... yk! he's Him! without compromise! he takes norms & expectations and crumples them up! #he looks at them and says 'wow! this is worthless!' #and keeps doing his own thing

[nordidia]

do you think the turtles have any phobias or anything like that maybe stuff that grosses them out

well as a projector enjoyer i think ur fav turtle has ur phobias u wanna give them by law

as for me, i project my trypanophobia and fear of clowns onto raph LMAO

as for like... stuff beyond projection and like for waht i maybe think about from the show/movie,, i think they each have their own specific fear/things that freak them out, many things, as is normal. but nothing thats like severe enough to name specifically?

just like... normal discomfort around alot of specific things, each their own... i cant reallty think of any specific things

as for severe phobias, other than mikey being scared of paranormal stuff, donnie and beach balls, and raph and rabbits/puppets, im unsure if i headcanon anything specific like that outside of any like.. self-indulgence

#yeah yea i knnow "how can u have phobia of needles but have piercings and tattoos bla bla bla #BECAUSEEE ITS DUE TO MEDICAL TRAUMA . NO PIERCER HAS EVER HELD ME DOWN AND FORCED ME TO GET A SEPTUM #oversharing o'clock but its ok im comfortable talking abt it tbh #i actually took a needle for the first time in 10+ years in 2022 i am so proud of myself #conciously i mean. i used to have to be put under to do blood tests #but piercings and tattoos are way different. first of al the needle goes through instead of in / only pierce skin #idk #i can talk about this for hours actually #its a big part of my life #and its not like a normal amount of fear btw #i have blacked out and punched doctors and hid under tables and ran out of doctors offices screaming. and repressed almost all those memori #anwayy #asks!

[lynxfang]

I watched Martyn Inthelittlewood's POV for Limited Life and it was DELICIOUS. He was incredibly good in it. Had a lot of fun throwing together this concept. Scott basically called for horror/monster artists to draw cool art of their coral look... and I decided to add some dumbass lore to it. "Curse of the Coral" tied with "Curse of the Gills" in my head, but I went with coral.

I imagine the top left pic was the last hours.

#inthelittlewood #limited life martyn #life series martyn #life series #mean gills martyn #my art #limited life spoilers #the top left I imagine as what he looked like when he betrayed scott #like #hes waiting for the timer to run out and the cruel watchers let him suffer through the hour #a feral and pointless beast #desperate for blood to saturate the sands of time #the longer it goes on #the worse it gets #until lightning strikes a final time #and slays mars god of war and carnage #trafficblr

[thebirdandhersong]

well mark that down as situation 2938489 that I don't know how to handle

#i would love advice on this if y'all have any thoughts to share because i know what my parents think and im having trouble sorting it out #i love these three friends of mine but it is really draining to be around them now because all they will talk about is church drama #(re: our old church) and rehashing it all and being Outraged about the horrors etc etc #either that or being downright condescending about protestants/non denominations and acting like it's funny to talk like that all the time #i end up being more angry or resentful or exasperated at the end of our conversations than glad and at peace like i did before #(before all THIS ish happened and the three of them were like okay this is all we're going to talk about now) #i've tried to say in gentle ways (i am simply not capable of this kind of blunt confrontation) that maybe we should not be talking #so uncharitably towards other people especially behind their backs. like. yes bad things happened. we have to acknowledge that. #but continually making jokes and jibes at a priest's expense really rubs me the wrong way especially since i KNOW that he loves us #and in many ways was trying his best in the circumstances. and are we not supposed to be loving our neighbour #and is this not downright slander to keep going on this way esp since it goes on for HOURS at a time #anyway i don't know what to DO because if i keep chatting with them/meeting up with them conversation will be 90% this thing and i Hate It #but on the other hand i feel responsibility towards them because my godson's one of them and another is a friend who is a fairly recent #convert and if i leave them to stew in their own echo chamber i doubt it'll do them good #am i supposed to keep some distance? am i supposed to keep arguing whenever one of them says something unkind or inflammatory? #am i supposed to keep speaking up so that they hear a different perspective? am i supposed to run in the other direction for my own peace o #mind? anyway i am still thinking this over and it stresses me OUT #it used to be fun and life giving to be around these people and now it is so exhausting and seriously alarming in many ways

[breakfastteatime]

WHY is it my brain goes "NO SLEEP!" the night before I have to be up at arsehole o'clock????

#i literally have to be up for work in 5 hours #like my alarm goes off at 0540 #and I am just WIDE awake #gonna go find a podcast to lull myself to sleep with #wish me luck! #real life shenanigans #i need sleep

[skitskatdacat63]

Orb...

+ process kinda

#istg lineart is just a horrible terrible thing LOL #i sketch and it goes very well and i am very happy and i feel very creative!!! #i have to do lineart and it makes me want to give up the piece ..... #i get to paint and im like omg i could do this for hours !!! this is so fun !!!!!! #thus: orb #im very happy w it so thats why im posting #idk how long the actual piece is gonna take so might as well post a little sneak peak ig #lmfao i gave up on the crown bcs it was too complicated and then drew this. maybe the crown will come back. prob not #im surprised w the process of this. i usually struggle a lot w accurately referencing real life things #and i usually end up tracing them just to understand how the form works #and god ive drawn so many complicated things for this piece and havent had to trace at all???? okay????? #i mean ofc its not entirely accurate bcs the craftsmanship on the original orb is actually insane #but i think ive got it down p well :) #ill have to try to make the gold look a bit better at some point later on but for now its !!! #i like how half my art i post here is either chibis #or just the most brainrot intense historically detailed shit ever #yes no one i talk to probably knows what a globus cruciger is but GOD DAMN IT IM GONNA DRAW IT ACCURATELY #had this thought ^ when i looked at my top posts and my last post was those nando chibis #and then after a week of not drawing after that im like yeah let me draw several imperial relics #catie.art.

[lesbiangiratina]

Damn… welcome to #wokémon…

#umm carmine seems like a funny lady. i saw adaman’s descendant. she wont talk to me until i catch more pokémon. tch. #i havent made much progress my friend sent me a 4 hour tomodachi life video with a testament mii in it #so i had to watch the testament parts. #the kat goes meow #kat plays scvi

[doecrossing]

just sat through the most horrible, awkward, tense dinner I've ever experienced in my whole life

#my bf's family was in town to see the eclipse #he was like 'hey do you wanna get dinner with us after?' #and he's met my entire family so even though i didnt want to it was only fair. #anyway his uncle picks us up at my apartment. his sister is in the car. #no one asks who or how i am and i do not get introduced nor have the chance to introduce myself #for like a good 3-5 minutes. off to a bad start. #we get to the restaurant. a pizza place. his family is already seated. #no one except for his grandparents acknowledge me. they are the only 2 people to talk to me directly for the entire meal. #his grandfather asks some stuff about my life. i answer normally. he veers off into tangents that i can only respond to with 'haha' #or a smile and nod bc they are so personal that i literally have nothing to add #the children in the family spill water everywhere. there is yelling in the public restaurant while my bf goes and gets napkins #like a normal person might do #despite being at a pizza place everyone decides to order an individual dish instead of something to share #this might be fine if there were only 4 of us. there were 10. #they get mad when the food takes over an hour to come #at this point i wished i had ordered a cocktail #his uncle is the most awkward person ive ever met. he quotes outdated memes out loud. #at one point everyone except for me and my bf was on their phones #his grandfather shows me vulgar facebook posts #what is WRONG with people #im going to shower and change into my jammies and have a drink and watch something stupid #i need to cleanse myself of this whole. thing. #txt

[toasteaa]

Sobbing, crying, tearing down walls, taking a melatonin so I can stop being plagued by Eclairette thoughts tonight cause ough

Ooooough,,,

#toast talks #it's not even *actually* them it's just this fuckin swan and dragon symbolism dancing around my head for HOURS #I blame my obssession with Swan Lake/The Swan Princess for this one. They won't leave me alone and it's like #sobbing. please. what do you all want with me??? #and theyre not telling me anything. just being tragically romantic. #this is NOT where I want your story to go!!! STOP BEING SAD!!! #Anyway did you all know that mute swan mate for life and if either of them dies then the remaining swan goes into mourning #and can sometimes die from the heartbreak of losing their mate? #GOODNIGHT 🫡

[fourswords]

zelda and shadow in the fsa manga drive me ridiculously insane actually. the panel where shadow is kneeling on the floor and zelda is standing there looking down at him and they're SEEING each other is enough to give me fucking RABIES. LOOK AT THIS

#IT'S ABOUT HOW THEY GO FROM ANTAGONIZING EACH OTHER AT THE BEGINNING TO ACTUALLY TRULY GENUINELY SEEING EACH OTHER AT THE END!!!! #HOW ZELDA GOES FROM 'You're no shadow! More like a faint and twisted echo! Even at his WORST Link would never be as crude and rude as you!' #TO 'Do you really think the light will hurt you? Don't you see? You are a Link‚ too. Deep inside‚ you're really a hero.' #AND HOW SHADOW GOES FROM 'Curse you... ...Princess Zelda!' #and. all the other things #TO BRAVING THE WORLD OF LIGHT AGAIN EVEN THOUGH HE'S WEAKENED AND PAINED AND TERRIFIED OF THE LIGHT #BECAUSE SHE WAS THE FIRST PERSON WHO EVER SPOKE A KIND WORD TO HIM AND MEANT IT. NO STRINGS ATTACHED. NO REWARD. JUST KIND. #EVEN WHEN SHE HAD ALL THE REASON NOT TO BE. #SO HE TAKES VIO'S FORM AND TELLS THE OTHER LINKS WHAT'S GOING ON (AND EXPERIENCES REAL CONCERN AND WORRY FROM THEM FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER #WHICH IS A WHOLE OTHER FUCKING POST) AND SHATTERS THE FUCKING MIRROR. SHATTERS HIS WHOLE LIFE. #BECAUSE SHE BELIEVED IN HIS ABILITY TO BE A HERO. BECAUSE SHE WAS KIND TO HIM. BECAUSE SHE SAW HIM. BECAUSE SHE *REALLY* SAW HIM. #BECAUSE HE WANTED TO SAVE HER. TO LIVE UP TO THAT KINDNESS. TO BE THE HERO SHE SAW IN HIM. LIKE!!!!!!!!! #i will lose my mind over it. i will genuinely lose my mind. #she looked at him as pathetic and weak and broken as he was and saw her friend in him. and she was kind. and so he sacrificed himself. #because someone was kind to him and meant it. head in my FUCKING hands. #sorry it's going insane about the four swords adventures manga again hours. but when is it not honestly #fsa #txt

[ezraphobicsoup]

sometimes i am just filled with so much love for people and the world around me and everything and it is inexpressible

#we’re all going to be ok #ive been on the phone for 1 hour 20 minutes and everything is going to be ok #ezra’s real life rambles #and just to slightly derail when i say i love everything this includes myself which makes me very happy #can’t think of the good words but like i’m literally makoto nijima persona 5 royal when she goes something along the lines of #i want to be able to look at the most horrible parts of myself and still be able to say so what #hhbhhhhhbbhhhhhh #i need there to be time travel and give myself like two years ago a hug. it’s all going to be ok look at me now. bad things happen #but it isn’t the end and everything keeps going and there are more good days than there are bad days and the bad days are manageable #i dunno i think i’m also just sentimental cause i get like this at this time of year #anyway yeah all of the peace and love on planet earth #<3 #(this is sorta mainly directed at you (unless the person reading this isn’t my girlfriend) but also at everyone and myself

[bunnihearted]

🏫🍃🌥️

#oooof... sleep was rough bc my face was super itchy. all of a sudden i got rashes in my face yesterday ?!?!? i have NEVER gotten that wtffff #hopefully it's just temporary nd will go away. it's still a tiny bit itchy but not as bad as yesterday :o #istg my life is a JOKE!!!! a joke!!!! rashes?!? what? maybe stress nd anxiety?? idk it's wild tho i cant deal w this #so i couldnt really fall asleep but i rested for a few hours #then i got up. took my dog out. had oatmeal. called the surgeron clinic. #and like... i told them abt my weight and they said im underweight?! and that my bmi is 18.9 and u need to have 19.... #i told her that i cant gain weight bc i cant eat anything. that i cant have more fat than i already do bc then it hurts too much #she said she'll talk to the anesthesia doctors and call me later. she hasnt called yet #i rlly hope they understand the situation?? and that i can still have my surgery bc what else am i supposed to do??? #ughhhh why cant anything ever just be easy and smooth for me?? #i am sooooo tired of all these hardships piling on top of eo #then i walked to school.. took me an hour and im spent now bc im so weak nd malnutrioned skskskks #and im in class... it's a long one. still more than an hour left :'( my head hurts #ugh i just wanna be fine for once in my life #but yeah im like 75% thru all the hard things i need to do today #just need to finish class nd then walk home nd then hopefully get a call back and then i can relax (as much as i can lol) #i hope the itching goes down (still wtf is my body doing? i have no patience for it anymore) nd i hope im not too underweight for surgery om

[zevrans]

.

#it's my last shift in 2 days and then i'm leaving this job i'm actually so happy i no longer has to work there! 🎉 #i need to find a new one asap of course but i never had energy to do so on my off days so i'll focus on that now #i've endured the hardest shifts with freezing -25-30 °C where the heater conditioner did absolutely nothing #shifts with the roof leaking trying to not let the orders of customers get wet constantly wiping shelves throughout 2 days on top #of everything i has to do #these past 2 days sewage system froze and i had no water to wash my hands or use the restroom properly..🤦‍♀️ #i know the wet hand wipes are bad for ecology but man they continously saved me and also i had to wash my hands using water from kettle and #i had to do it outside freezing of course because the sink and restroom are in another building and i didnt have time to constantly walk #there.. and this on top of 2 last weeks of december being especially batshit crazy stressful and having heated karen encounters each shift. #and it was so hard on me because i am a nonconfrontational person and i don't like arguing with people #but i learned so much in these months of working there and for that experience i am still grateful :") #it's bittersweet that i won't see the friendly regulars that were always kind to me anymore tho 😔 and my coworker came yesterday #and we spoke for like an hour or so and he said he is is sad that i'm leaving because i'm such a nice person and a great coworker 🥺 #ngl this made me sad too but life goes on.. he said he'll be leaving in a month too #said he didn't think that i'll leave first 😂 #i woke up almost an hour ago from 3 bg3 related dreams in a row btw 😂🤦‍♀️ i need to play 🙈 ok i need to get up first..😭 #tbd

[moregraceful]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KASPER I LOVE YOU YOURE SUCH A BRIGHT SPOT HERE I HOPE TODAY WAS GOOD

Thank you my friend I love you!!!!

Today we are MAXING OUT THE SMALL JOYS as Beryl put it and so far there have been SO MANY SMALL JOYS to maximize so far today!! for example i just bought an enormous boba and while waiting for boba discovered i got SEVEN comments on fic today!! (mostly from @localapparent....thank you no longer east bay anon for this gift while i recovered from dodging mack trucks on 880). what a good day I am having, gosh. maybe I'm just old as fuck but despite no big party and most of my family forgetting to wish me happy birthday despite being deeply concerned all morning about my birthday cake, I'm just having a good old time here on planet earth today.

#and i took the last two hours off work bc very fuck writing emails on my birthday #and i daydreamed of skate park dirtbag transfem jamie drysdale and her loser they/them boyfriend trevor zegras while stuck in traffic #decided they play on the same beer league team. their teammates get hella protective of jamie but in the most beer league way possible #jamie and trevor are of course the stars of their team but they're also such huge losers that their teammates don't get mad #like oh there goes trevor scoring a goal that would be highlight reel in the nhl...can't take them seriously bc the team watched them #try to propose to jamie in an in'n'out parking lot with a milkshake instead of a ring after a game. stone cold sober #(jamie said no)(jamie has anxiety and severe dysphoria)(jamie also cannot be asked to make huge life decisions in a parking lot) #(trevor will ask again of course)(many times)(jamie eventually caves on valentines day on the beach two years later)(both drunk) #cage replies #paintingtheice #ZERO