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femmespoiled · 10 months

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hm, this may sound harsh but uh... femmes and butches who claim to support and uplift other femmes/butches, but at the end of the day only actually support femmes/butches exactly like themselves should be ashamed of themselves. You're not supporting and uplifting other femmes/butches, you're uplifting yourself reflected on others just like you

#btexts #bellas butch/femme tag #if your love and support for other members of your community relies on them being a copy of you and what you are/how you describe yourself+#then youve got this all wrong #how fucked up is it to expect our identities to be a monolith #we don't hold each other accountable for the biases we push nearly enough

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beatcroc · 1 year

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there's no way the bathroom at peppino's pizza is actually that big but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ . hey ummm anyway.... i care them...... anyway there's a lil ramble on my take on fake pep's like psyche or whatever in tags on the og post if ur into that kinda thing :y

hey! it's a series! fake peppino world tour: [noise] [noisette] [peppino]<- u are here [gustavo] [gerome] [noisette again]

#ramble after realtags yeag. shoutout to serrangelic btw suggesting the silhouettes thing bc i would have Died otherwise #pizza tower #peppino spaghetti #fake peppino #gustavo and brick #arting #pizzaposting #so anyway i think fake peppino has like. a general awareness that he is supposed to Be Peppino and that he was Made to do that #and likewise he does generally try to...do that. the thing he does NOT realize is hes like really goddamn bad at it #not to be mean but like...c'mon. they are pretty distinctly different kinds of guys even beyond the physiology yknow.#he's neither on-brand nor fooling anyone dsjdsjjkgfsd. BUT!#since the rest of the cast generally likes him [at least as I play it] he thinks hes doing just fine #he's like 'oh they r happy with me so i must be getting a good grade in being peppino :)'#so getting told that 'yeah you actually really suck at that but that was never the reason people liked you'#and told that by og model peppino no less--yknow THE guy he's supposed to be living up to #who's already a bit intimidating for that and who ALSO totally wrecked him TWICE in the tower #making him acutely familiar with just how formidable the guy is and how much there IS to live up to....#it's a Moment for sure. not really a sad or hurt one though. just... contemplative.#thinking abt people liking him for being the guy he's already naturally been being even though that guy is Not Peppino #i don't think he's gonna be super broken up about realizing he has a bad grade in peppino given everything else hes got now #nor do i really think he cares enough to go like reinvent himself or whatever after the fact #he seems to b pretty clearly having fun with it already so i think he just keeps doing that #and in some cases he still has the pre-installed peppino traits/instincts like to cooka da pizza. and that's fine #is this projection. yes. but if youve been following me awhile you know most of my character writing is ghdhfdgf #gonna kinda expand on all this in the gerome one which is...one after next. itll be a bit but man.#anyway peppino will never admit to anyone and especially not himself that he's gotten a little attached to the guy. hee hoo #pep tends to be kinda surly but he certainly has his ways of showing he cares. all of which are on display here #''that thing is not my son'' says man currently watching thing's antics with the 'bemused dad' arms crossed pose. yeah ok buddy.#gus is totally onto him already but hes not gonna say anything.#if u read all this ur prize is not having to go decode fp's rot13. his lines are ''meant to be you...?'' and ''wrong question.''

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sea-buns · 4 months

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Forgive me if I'm a bit nervous about Gorgug this season. It's just that the last Zac Oyama pc was Colin Provolone, who was arguably one of his greatest D20 performances, if not the greatest.

Zac always does great with every pc he plays, but Colin was something else. He came out swinging with actions and words that were teeming with unspoken emotional baggage. The way Colin's presence affected the other pcs; there was this level of depth that I don't think I've seen in any of his other characters. It was understated and quiet in that signature "just a guy" way that he tends to be, while still captivating everyone instantly with just how raw it was.

Not to say we haven't seen emotional depth in Gorgug. It's just that, compared to the other Bad Kids, Gorgug's journey and progression as a character has been very... impersonal? Like, yes, he found his birth parents, and he found friends who appreciate him, and he faced his insecurities about his intelligence, and he navigated relationship troubles, and his trial through the claustrophobic bug-tunnels was a horrifically-uncanny parallel to how he's spent his entire life trying to make himself as small as possible.

But how much of that has actually changed him from the Gorgug we started with? I would agree that he's definitely happier with his life, given all the loving and supportive people that have been added to it when it used to be just him and his parents. And he's certainly grown into himself and become more self-assured in his abilities, even if he's still, and always will be, our anxious little guy. And there's nothing wrong with that. I've always liked how Gorgug was a representation of all the little things. The subtle acts and kindnesses that don't seem like much to most, but to some are everything.

We don't need another Bad Kid living in fear that their mouth could be shit-in at any moment. We've already got one-too-many.

All that being said, I just feel like Gorgug's personal story beats are much easier to sweep under the rug than everyone else's. He has the same soft and understated quality that Colin held, but they lack that extra oomph that pushed Colin over the edge from being just another guy in a series of dudes, to a character that the vast majority of us could not get out of our heads. He took someone who was anxious and softspoken, who ultimately never wanted to be violent— someone who is remarkably similar to Gorgug in many ways— and maintained that demeanor and core in Colin's character while still hitting us in the feels with character development at max velocity at every turn.

I think Zac gets better and better at this with every season that goes by. With each new character, there is always something that leaves me stunned in awe. And it's been, what, three? Four years since we last saw Gorgug?

I'm just,,, I'm cautiously optimistic but also going into a bit of a worry about what violence this man may inflict upon us

#i got SO carried away LMAO #i dont think ive ever written any posts about gorgug specifically #i made a lot about colin. and some about pib. and some more about zacs performances in general.#but never anything gorgug-focused. i just wasnt on tumblr at those other times that hed been on my mind like this #you can tell i still couldnt resist talking about colin lol #he was just so fucking good. a fantastic character all around. i cant imagine a better example to get my point across than him #when i do posts like this its all very much just me taking a vague idea and working with whatever comes out in the moment #so when i tell you i very much did not plan to get lost in the counterargument and had to stop for a second to remember what my point was #my point still stands but so does everything else #you dont realize it. how similar gorgug and colin really are. or how metaphorical the bug tunnel was.#or how gorgug IS the epitome of little details. small acts. quiet rights and wrongs. the faint causes and the even subtler effects.#u dont truly realize it until youre writing it yourself in a free flow fugue state and it all comes to a halt cuz youve blown your own mind #anyway i love gorgug and i love zac pcs and i hope this post makes sense cuz finding the right words was fucking hard hah #dimension 20 #d20 #fantasy high #fantasy high junior year #fhjy #fantasy high sophomore year #fhsy #gorgug thistlespring #the ravening war #trw #colin provolone #zac oyama

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thirdtimed · 11 days

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he was only ever meant to watch

#he was never meant to be here in the first place it was a fluke in the system a mistake...#glass wall train ride timeline oblivion you were only ever meant to observe to read to watch-- not to touch. never to touch!#but you did and you damned us all because you loved this world too much and got too close and it burned and now its all gone wrong!!!!!!!!!#this world is doomed and its all your fault!!!!!!!!!!#becoming something monstrous something beyond yourself something horrible and it was all only ever because #you loved this world and its people so much you could throw up. you only ever wanted to be a part of it #to touch the grass to see its people to feel the sun to walk amongst everyone else #all a watcher ever wants is to become someone else to become someone real to become something that can be loved #the god of this world isnt the one who created it but rather the one who can manage to keep their eyes trained on it #to see every single birth and death and triumph and mistake to witness it all in its ugly bare faced truth and not look away #as the most powerless existence in the world..!!!#a storyteller confined to the whims of the story #you loved them so much youve damned them all to their deaths and theres nothing you can do #but watch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#dfssdf .df #or . df df . SOMETHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHATEVER #HAVE YOU GUYS HEARDOT THE LIFE SERIES #HAVE YOU GUYS HEARD OF OMNISICENT READERS VIEWPOINT #I. HAVE. TO . DRAW. GROKJA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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lubotomies · 1 year

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Whos gonna win:

a very very kind starboy tord

Or a chaotic dictator tord?

“kind” is certainly a choice of words

#eddsworld #menswear5 #ew tord #ask #youve got it all wrong on the evil scale

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paul-simon-juggling · 5 months

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I think about this often

#he is so real for that #imagine him ranting for an hour then going to his room and coming back out immediately like “AND ANOTHER THING ☝️”#pop off little dude #i can HEAR SO VIVIDLY “well. youve got that all wrong”#i hope im not the only one lmao #paul simon #simon and garfunkel #simon & garfunkel #s&g #paul simon 60s

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anonymousbathtub · 11 months

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The true nature of the mushroom pope (”The Voice”) revealed, Petr and his new human friend - Raphael - conspire to take them down for good! (An assassination performed by two 12 year olds can't be that hard, right?)

When finishing this painting I thought it’d be fun to mock it up into a mid-game menu screen concept :) 🍄

#this project is UNRELATED to spore the popular videogame i only found out that existed after naming it rip #painting #fantasy art #illustration #divine decay #woods #petr: so then we FLY in from above and GET them #raph: because we can Totally fly yeah ok sure #petr: look i bet if i pray hard enough-#theyre having a great time its fine their plan is airtight what could possibly go wrong #theyve got such a long walk to figure the details out in so its so fine!!#(narrator voice it was Not Fine)#petr #raphael #but uh yeah so this is gonna a rambly lore dump in the tags because this is a personal chronical at this point but:#pov u were raised mushroom catholic your whole life with all of your society lead by your one mushroom pope #who is also mind connected to all of you #(not present all the time they dip in and out of peoples heads but fully capable of dropping into your senses and body whenever)#and the position youve been raised to take on is literally to be their eyes and ears #also this pope has lived for thousands of years and yall die age 80 or whatever so like. theyre NOT god but theyre p fucking divine #then BOOM youre teleported fucking MILES away and out of their range. alone for the very first time #but NOT FOR LONG cuz this other scared kid also got teleported but theyre HUMAN and you want each other DEAD only youre both scared and #lonely and theres wild monsters that want to eat you so like its fine if just for a bit you team up because theres no point dying to some #random beast instead of an epic battle #and then you start talking to the kid and like oh shit theyre like nice. and they say its YOU guys who started the war and the humans were #here first #and you still have your counter of yeah but we NEED to block out the sun or else we'll literally die we want to be on the surface too #only #youve been in the sun for the last week and other than getting a little dehydrated youre Fine #so if they were lying about humans being only capable of rage and if they were lying about dying in the sun

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s0fter-sin · 1 year

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@ my homies with pain disorders, if i described a pain as hollow and feels the way metal tastes, do you know what i mean?

#its my main type of pain other than just a basic ache but my family thinks im nuts (lovingly)#my dad and my sister both have chronic pain and my sister kind of gets it but no really #it feels exactly like a hollow metal bar inside my body that youve licked #but Painful #i had a pain flare today #all in my back and ribs #it came on so damn sudden i got up to make dinner and within five minutes i didnt want to move so it wouldnt get worse #i had my compression belt on so thought that might be making it worse so i took it off #turns out that was definitely the wrong choice and i immediately tanked even harder #i woke up way to early and spent the day on the couch so im not surprised #and its also march and i always flare in march #any other potsies or dysautonomias get march flares?#i know the october slide is a thing and its Very real #but i flare every march like clockwork too #coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt #spoonie #pots #chronic pain #dysautonomia

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voiceofthesilly · 4 months

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If me thoughts were more coherent id type up a thing about how if it weren't for our specific circumstances stubborn would often doom us but alas

#do you guys ever think about how we could genuinely have just killed adversary when she let us and have the good ending #but his bitch ass is going so strong on the denial front that if you try to do that you end up in the fury with broken of all voices #(to he clear that's to point out just how bad it got(#we can go too far so many ways #make ourself all wrong at twitching just because we refuse to let go #it is so important to me that you can't be stubborn about shit if you dont see another way #and oftentimes that way is better #being so dead-set on one path youve taken will often be harmful in the long run #refusing to take another path forward might doom you to an eternal circle of harm #and it does! its just fhat its fun and sexy here #i think we're more in the area of “in a scenario where we are actually limitless there's no way to prove him wrong” and thus #we die. we are unwound. our ribs crack and break on her knee. it's because we refuse to see another way #but we are functionally immortal and sadomasochists so it doesn't seem bad

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tangledinink · 1 year

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today i was parking on the street in front of my apartment and a man passing on his bike started trying to give me directions on how to parallel park and never in my life have i considered vehicular assault as strongly as i did in that moment.

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torosdottir · 4 months

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whjen people misunderstand my favourite songs i die and die and die and die and die forever :(

#PLEASE YOUVE GOT IT ALL BACKWARDS.#YOU ARE IN THE RIGHT AREA BUT. THE WRONG DIRECTION ENTIRELY. PLEASE #so sorry 2 the mutual who rbed the post in question.. i am not targeting u i prommy. i jjust have a lot of feelings #but he did the killing do you understand. he killed her to survive. it wasnt a freedom it was a crime.#he killed the thing in himself out of fear. and he wants her back. he wants to fix it. he doesnt want either of them to be afraid.#DO YOU UNDERSTAND..

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daenystheedreamer · 11 months

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succession is like what if your dad gave you a cyanide pill when u turned 13 and told you to bite down when he gives the signal. and you dont know what the signal is + he never mentions it again + he tells you suicide is for fags

#and he dies and now youve got a cyanide pill and no one to tell you to bite down #succession #suicide tw #jic #WRONG BLOG MY BAD all love babes

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pandora-midnight · 3 months

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The vast majority of the left has repidly devolved into accelerationists, authoritarians, and sccelrationist authoritarians. Ideologies we used to all rightfully know are actually terrible praxis.

And the worst part is basically no one seems to care.