#then i have so mucb reading to catch up

[paint-music-with-me]

I love how this site is telling me to log off and take a break when today is honestly making me anxious and tired and freaked and unsettled and upset like what the fuck??? This is the exact opposite of what I needed dude

#first i have a test for a class #then i have so mucb reading to catch up #then my sis is missing so much schoolwork that i have to scold her #and im babysitting #then its her bday tmrw and we have to go out and celebrate and i am not in the mood #and now bc i say that i feel bad #cuz its her bday and all that #but im not in the mood to be around kids tomorrow no matter time of day idc #and then my dad texted me to call him #and then sent a follow up of 'dont forget' #like no #i will cuz i dnt wanna talk #and the thing is he doesnt text me like this so im scared of what he gon wanna talk to me about #ugh #and i feel anxiety #and i want to talk to someone but #i dnt want to cuz i feel like ill just vent and i dnt wanna do that #and i hate this #blabber time

[hannie-dul-set]

hello. rant b4 i return to studying.

#hahshsj u know so we bought a computer last time. great. i was like yay i don't have to stress over working on my phone #and shitty laptop that lags and suddenly decides to dIE all of a sudden #but then aha #i don't even get to use it a lot bcs my lovely parents seem to prioritize my brother being able to play his games more aha #pent up frustration for around a month now good god i was trying to study yesterday and catch up on my readings #bcs i needed to highlight the pdfs before i make my notes but guess what ur brother hasn't played u should leave #and last time they got mad at me bcs my prof suddenly gave a FIRSR COME FIRST SERVE TASK and my phone and laptop gave up on me so i was #stressed and pissed and i asked to use the computer and they got mad :D bcs it's not like he can exit his game immediately :D #i screwed up my presentation bcs of that since all the good articles were already chosen hahahgzhsks god jesus christ #i can't even study properly anymore bcs they're always yelling at me for staring at the screen too mucb gOD where do u expect me to study?? #were studying online??? #they also get mad when i stay up late get stressed get sick but lmao they seem to be 100% fine when my brother doesn't #do his chores stays in front of the computer until 4am just to play his fucking games and watch anime but #with me it's a problem huh #im just #tired #very tired god #okay spent too much time emoting i still have to study for a discussion tomorrow goodbye👍 #allex yells

[darklydeliciousdesires]

Hi lovey!! I'm sorry I keep having to catch up after you posted lots of new stuff already but there's so mucb to comment about and you keep giving us those fucking cliffhangers with the tyler story FUUUCCKKK also the sex is so hot and DOM tyler holy hell yes pleeeeeaasseeeeeee, anyway I love it all and your writing is so good and this is way too short for me to express all the love but❤❤❤❤

Hello, sweetheart! What a lovely thing to say, I’m so flattered and so appreciative of you! Thank you so much for reading, I’m pleased you’re enjoying what I write :D I’m certainly having fun creating it, I must say! xoxo

[10maytojune16-blog]

Engpal

“Engpal” is pronounciation of korean acronym 응��. Engpal itself is a abreviation from 응답하라1988 (pronoun: engdabhara il gu pal pal) It was a trivia about Reply 1988. Damn trivial 😂. Now i can read hangul. But before i aknowledged this drama, i’m blind. In my eyes, it was just a compex stiff lines. Straight lines and circles. Thanks to my willingness in learning hangul months ago so im not blind anymore (I just can read. Able to read doesn’t mean i can understand). Hehehe. How can i knew such trivial thing? Yes, it’s because of an obsession on a thing, this drama. So, i’m going to talk about Reply1988, a drama that baited me to learn its title in hangul. This drama is my life’s gem. This drama changed me so much specifically in my drama taste. Back then in 2015, winter. My hobby was watching drama diligently. I watch dramas that passing by in front of my eyes. My favorite website to watch dramas is myasiantv. If you a kdrama fan, you should know 😏. I catched up with all news about korean drama. Even i searched its actors, directors, when they started to shoot, and trivial thing like who produced it. LOL. It took me 2-3 days to finish a kdrama. Ok back to the main topic One day, i had no idea what to watch. It’s so boring and annoying day. I came to the website and search a new drama. On the website, there’s a “currently top10” drama list that updated everyday. I didn’t take serious notice on that list before. I saw Reply 1988 on that list. It made me curious. Coz i didnt know what its mean, reply to year 1988? Is it kind of teleportion to old days story? Time travelling? 1988 is likely mean a year right? No other mean. I found out it was a currently airing drama. Out of curiousity i clicked that title and started to watch it. Back then it’s already up to episode 4. And poof! I am hooked! Wow, this is my kind of story, i said to myself. As usual i looked up trivial information of that drama and i found out it was a series! There are prev Reply series before 1988. I thought, “This is cool”. but i didn’t end up watch it too. (Yeah, till now i have not finish those other series, stuck in the middle. LOL). I had some currently-airing-drama before Reply1988. It’s School2015 and Angry Mom (OK, you could tell what my kind of drama is by those dramas 😅). I knew english subs is usually available a day after or some hours after it’s airing (You know, i still remember how im waiting for school2015 english sub 5 a.m in the morning. Hahaha. I kept reload the website.). I didn’t look up for the sched of the drama. I just went to watch it every wednesday. (cz i was catching up some other dramas too LOL). It’s getting intense with those husband hunting. I searched up people opinion about who is the husband of Duksun. And i kept down everytime i read their speculation because i realize mostly people said its other “him”, not “him” who i want. Yeah i am shipping without any clue or hints. I just ship “them”, i like them, they are lovely when they are together, no objective reason. But reading a bit of theories in R88 soompi (i knew in this site’s existant before, now i regret i didnt read much when its aired :( ) makes me a bit wondering “woah, this drama is so cool. It made people thinking this mucb. Gehehhe.” i decided to not to cont to read theories and just going with flow. Yeah I saved those theories to read after the husband revealed. And yeah, conclusion is this drama is SO BEAUTIFUL. I read theories about this drama emotionally. Never fails to make my eyes wet. I downloaded the OSTs and shazaming some background songs that excluded as OST. I read everything i could read about Reply1988. I really stopped watching dramas and used those time to read R88 stuff. I desperately wanted to know how koreans think about R88 so i learned hangul! LOL it was damn crazy. I push my mom, my bro, my friends to watch R88 and tell me how is it. (Yeah, i love to hear other’s opinion on things i like hahahah too bad my mom said its boring if she liked it, i could talk all night abt it w her. Hahahah) I talk so much about it with my sister since she liked it too!! Deliberately, frequantly i went to her dorm just to talk abt it or rewatching it together. One day, i disscussed w my sister why would “the official husband” ended up with Duksun, and how beautiful is it and it took us 4 hours. LOL. It’s so beautiful and well made script. How i wish i could write something like that. If i was the writer of the script, i’m not going to submit it to local producer. I’ll submit it to HOLLYWOOD producers. This beautiful story needs to be known worldwide sigh.

Ok thats how i know this acronym engpal.

Sorry this is so-absurd-story. 😅

#drama rec #drama recommendation #kdrama #reply 1988 #personal rant