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bunicate · 6 months
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there should be a mute feature on tumblr :]
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faggotician · 7 months
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Feeling a little troubled ...... last night (a few hrs ago ig) my nana (whom i moved in wit bc the tenant she was renting the upstairs 2 died n i needed 2 get out of a shitty roommate situation so the stars aligned etc) mentioned in passing that she was in my apt while i was gone, she mentioned she was looking 4 something bt then changed it 2 checking 2 see if i caught the bus.....i told her basicly i loved her n ment no offense bt my privacy is rly important 2 me n so could she pls not go into my pad when im not there bc it gives me anxiety (which she has also so i was tryna rel8 a lil bit) n she just kinda shut down n started feeling bad abt herself n getting upset tht i thought she wld go thru my stuff . Idk i jus had 2 put this down sumwhere n i havent gotten a new journle yet sigh
#i mean she is. Very ancient bless her in evry way shes 81 so im sure shes just . kinda losin it 4 a lack of a better way 2 put it n . Aughgg#Life is very intimid8ng n i wanna take care of her bt shes so afraid of Everything ever n its stressing her out so much she cant sleep#So then shes coming up 2 my apt (btw i dont have a key 4 my inside door so i keep it unlocked) Late as Haell like 3 4 AM#Asking me 2 sit downstairs w her till she falls asleep . N i keep giving her advice on sleeping better like .#If u sit on the couch watching tv most of the day..when u go 2 bed n do the same thing u wont get tired frm it#Or rrlaxing yr body n focusing on yr breathing Dont put the tv on if yr brain is paying attn 2 wats goin on there#Then u cant focus on sleeping .#And i ask if she understands n if shes listening bt then Every Night doesnt change how her routine is n i just Dont .. I Want 2 Help So Bad#But what can i do when ur not even listening 2 the vry basic lifestyle cuanges u Need 2 make or yr gna worry yrself sick :((((#I dnt think impatronizing i try 2 be gentle n understanding but also like . Semi profesh like Boundaries need 2 b had if im here longterm#Bt she doesnt rlly get that bc shes Very insecure sbt herself i think she just ... Internalizes it into like#Thinking shes burdoning me or makes me feel rlly gulty 4 needing alone time i just . Idk how 2 have this talk w her cuz i feel like#I alrdy have a million times . God i do love her so so much n im scared 4 this future i just want her 2 b happy bbut#im still tryna figure out how 2 even Talk 2 Anybody let alone a very sensitive farm raised senior#Damn this is a vent post and a half#999
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candyunicornsateme · 2 years
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just yell at me about k2 or ask incredibly specific things about them or any other thing cuz (insert screaming)
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knifespidey · 1 day
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intro ⋆ READ B4 INTERACTING ⌁
my name is ajax/reo (you can call me either of those names) my pronouns are he/xe i am a minor and i am taken. taken as in i have a boyfriend so dnt be weird... i used to be @spinnspidey and @radiospidey (that was the more known one) but i got t worded. to whoever got me t worded, block dnt report. thanks!! ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა yeah so heres my intro. i'm a little bit of a weirdo if i do say so myself and i'm heavily tumblr obsessed so yeah i'll be on here nd i'll probably post a lot ^^ i'll post whatever goes through my mind which might be bad so warning on that. i might show symptoms of mental illnesses and if i do then mb idk not really my problem… but heads up i WILL say shit that shows that im not doing great. please do not try to save me or smth. also im looking for friends so bmf i promise im nice. DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT PROMOTE ANYTHING THAT I POST. I AM POSTING AS A WAY TO VENT.
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sporeinhalation · 2 months
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i think it wuld benefit me greatly 2 learn asl. not nly 2 communicate w others but also cuz i do not want 2 b verbally communicating 98% of the time. ive genuinely been considering getting a communication board app or jzt carrying a notepad and marker w me i dnt wanna talk nymore !!!!!!!1 im ovr pretending !!!!!!!
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destinyc1020 · 7 months
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The JE cheating allegations r just allegations bt Z has payed JE dust via social media (since those pics of them 1st came out on her bday) n i feel lik thats on purpose. Obviously social media isnt everything bt Z seems pretty supportive of her costars (esp via IG) she culdv just done a simple like on one of his posts bt hasnt. Again playing devils advocate that she might b paranoid to like JEs post to awaken the Jacobdayas (lol) bt since those kissing pic of her n Tom honestly i dnt think her liking a JE post wuld mean much. bt again, she hasnt liked anything of his for yrs. Ik JE likes some of her stuff tho.
Shes follows Kaia bt as far as I know hasnt liked her stuff either (since those pics of her n Je On Zs bday). Even if JE cheated Kaia didnt owe Z anything cuz they werent friends like that bt if I were Z wuld I personally wanna b friendly with a gurl who prob was talkin to my ex? No lol Kaia seems to like Z tho bt obviously got more friendly (via IG) towards Z once she got with Austin. Z prob is cool with her tho
There was also that rumor of JE/Kaia being close at a after party. Point is, I feel like everything changed between Z n Je after he was spotted with Kaia. Z can like his IG pics or simply b photographed with him side by side in a group pic bt she hasnt lol theres a reason why
THIS. If Z wanted to throw JE a bone, she could have long time ago lol. 😅
She hasn't, so I think that pretty much says it all lol...especially if he's been throwing out peace offerings lol.
I def would feel a bit weird if I felt like another girl was secretly talking to my man while we were dating. I probably wouldn't be all that "friendly" with her either tbh. 👀 Or, let's just say, I sure wouldn't TRUST her, that's all I'll say about that. But Kaia has never seemed to have anything against Z. Idk how Z feels about Kaia tbh.
RE: The Party... Oh it's definitely true, cuz I have the video footage posted somewhere on my blog lol. 😅 It wasn't anything salacious, but I could just tell from the body language that they were acting mighty flirty w/each other for a guy who had a gf back home. I just never trusted JE around Kaia, and it looks like my GUT was right. 👀
NONE of us were shocked when he was spotted with her in LA right after covid restrictions cleared up in the US. NOBODY Lol.
But things changed btwn Z and JE looong before he was spotted with Kaia.
Z stopped paying JE the time of day from like April onward. I'll never forget when he went on vacation with Kaia and her friends (I think in Montana or something?) and Z posted those beautiful selfies with the braids of her in her backyard to show fans that she was NO WHERE near where he was lol. Remember that?😅 It's funny, cuz I recognized his voice in the videos that were posted before I even saw that he was with them lol. They were trying to be slick, but we all caught on early.
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spurkspaint · 2 years
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candydollita · 2 years
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oh em geeeee im the nct anon!! jeno is such a bias wrecker he’s so hot😭 i luvvvv mark and haechan, and ten in wayv aaaa i culd talk abt those boys for hours <3 who needs other boy groups when you have 3 in nct 💗_💗
2 baddies jaehyun is really messing up my list as well🫢
aaaa hiiya dere 💗 wen i saw jeno w an undercut i literally cried n his ARMS jeezz so so hot!
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but den he is such a cute samoyed puppy🥺 his power is endless!!
also omg!!! haechan's voiceeee i luv🧸n ngl ten has been getting 2 me a lot w his lil devil self🤭 girlie sameee i talk abt dem 4 hours w ppl who dnt wanna hear but 'm lik do u not lik hearing me cry n yell abt tis 23 kpop boys or do u jus not luv ME 🤨 kinda suspicious of uuu jss
n ikr i pretty much dnt care abt other boy groups except lik txt n seventeen!! but nct is ma no.1💚 2 baddies is soo gooood !! still trynna pick ma fav songs of da album cuz i luv all of it!
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twelvedaysinaugust · 2 years
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Na that Joe Jonas thing listening to Bigger than me was a coincidence. He was in Latin America somewhere in a car and it was playing on radio. Cuz BTM is getting more radio play over there. Not the case for UK radio but ppl dnt wanna talk about that🙂
But I dnt think Joe even knew what was playing. But I do hope he atleast registered it's Louis' song.
Even so, we still stan.
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verybigfeelings · 2 years
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september 2nd [5:53pm]
haven't wrote here cuz honestly i forget too and i'm too lazy to write exactly how i'm feeling all the time cause honestly it's too much to put into words. i watched a video recently on what people think happens when you die, and it didn't really mix well with my suicidal tendencies. the more i think about it the less afraid i am. we have all come from nothingness. the same place we came from before we were born. would i even know i was dead? i feel like i wouldn't, which makes death more appealing. the current events in my life keep leading me to believe it would just be better that way if i didn't exist anymore. i feel like my existence is not enough to be worthy of the things that i have. i feel worthless, useless. maybe i am, who knows what they are or who they are. i definitely fucking don't. anyways. yeah. i've been really contemplating death, dying and all things related. will i ever commit? probably not. who knows. maybe one day the torment of my own existence will finally break the last string of sanity in my brain and i will just flip. the only thing that scares me about death is that if i am still conscious afterwards, i guess i'm afraid of how lonely it will be. some people want to be a ghost and wander the earth as a lost soul, but i don't. id rather believe in heaven and hell, at least that way they have purpose and in the grand scheme of things, aren't *totally alone*. blah blah blah. my brain just spews the most ridiculous garbage at all times. right now? i feel cripplingly unwanted, undesired and worthless. bitter, even. nothing new of course. still the same burning feeling that gnaws it's way into my chest and breaks my ribcage to replace my heart with resentment. i dnt wanna talk ab it anymore. just wanna cry on the outside.
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paint-music-with-me · 3 years
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I love how this site is telling me to log off and take a break when today is honestly making me anxious and tired and freaked and unsettled and upset like what the fuck??? This is the exact opposite of what I needed dude
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jonbinary · 3 years
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the transphobe parents not buying me a new binder for christmas vs chad older sister asking for my size immediately after i sent her a link to gc2b
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cornflowercanine · 4 years
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god i k33p wanting to make posts a8t the ppl im gay for 8ut considering how like.... Little my circle of Tum8lr Ppl I Interact With* is like ANYTHING i could say even alluding to any specific tr8 of theirs would very very o8viously give away who they are and its like Fuck. Shit. dammit. fuck. *i dont follow several ppl 8ut s33 them in my notifs and graze through their 8log frequently so theyre like honora8le mutuals 8ut not mutuals
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strawberryitzi · 6 years
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so uh theres just a little black bunny in our yard....animal services is closed and theres a bunch of ways a rabbit can die just by trying to catch it sooooo
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yikeswtfmate · 4 years
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(1) New Message from Unknown Number
main masterlist // (1) New Message Masterlist // next part
Summary: Y/N is drunk and can’t remember her ex’s number.
A/N: Hello, it is I, the idiot who writes Social Media AUs when she’s drunk but is too lazy to put them in the proper format and just leaves them to die somewhere on her laptop
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader (Social Media AU - that’s a lie, it’s actually just texts in Word format 🤡)
Warnings: swearing, dumbassery
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Unknown Number: Hey asshat so listen
Unknown Number: I kno we hvnt spoken since like
Unknown Number: High school but whateve idc
Unknown Number: U’re an asshle so I dnt even care that its like…
Unknown Number: 3 in the morning nvrmd
Unknown Number: Ive ben dared to txt my hottest ex by these evil witchS so
Unknown Number: Here u go
Unknown Number: At least u had decent abs so congrats on tht jfc
Unknown Number:  also u dnt get to complain abt this txt bc like
Unknown Number: u dated me for 6 months on a dare so U KNOW WHat this shuold feel like ya
Unknown Number: Wow dude that sounds like a dick move
Unknown Number: Seriously who the hell dates someone for 6 months on a dare?
Unknown Number: Doesn’t that only happen in movies though?
Unknown Number: hey bitchass dont act like u don’t kno what im talkinG abt
Unknown Number: Oh shit yeah, sorry. I don’t know who this asshole of an ex is but I sure as hell am not him
Unknown Number: Dude sounds like a complete waste of human space
Unknown Number: And I think I wouldn’t get to live it down if my friends would hear I did something that shitty
Unknown Number: Wait lemme ask Sam
Unknown Number: Nah, he says Steve would’ve beaten my ass if I were to do that so there u go
Unknown Number: m sorry who tf are u
Unknown Number: Bucky
Unknown Number: what kind of stupid name is bucky
Unknown Number: Shit man, u’re the one blowing up my phone at 3 in the morning, sending me weird ass messages when I don’t even know u and u dare say my name is stupid???
Unknown Number: Sheit srry
Unknown Number: Is been A long night
Unknown Number: nd week
Unknown Number: Actlly make thAt the whle entire fuckin month
Girl with asshole ex: Srry fr bothering u
Unknown Number: It‘s cool
Girl with asshole ex: Hey the witches ask if ure hot
Bonky: Yeah
Girl with asshole ex: WHAT THE FCK MAN AT LEST BE A LIL BIT HUMBLE SMH
Bonky: U wanted me to lie?
Girl with asshole ex: Fair point
Girl with asshole ex: They wnt a pic
Girl with asshole ex: Pic or it didn’t happen punk
Girl with asshole ex: Tht was nat
Bonky: What kind of party are u at that you can constantly text me?
Girl with asshole ex: Wanda’s place
Girl with asshole ex: Girls night
Girl with asshole ex: Getting hammered on wine BITCH
Girl with asshole ex: Also dnt change the subject
Bonky: I don’t even know your name
Girl with asshole ex: Why would I tell u my name I just want to see a suppsdly hot asssd
Bonky: You know mine and now you want me to send u a pic of me
Bonky: Bit of a disadvantage here babe
Girl with asshole ex: Babe?
Girl with asshole ex: BABE?
Girl with asshole ex: Fine
Girl with asshole ex: BABE if I tell u my name will u send a pic of u so we kno u arnt a 60yr old perv
Bonky: I’ll think about it
Girl with asshole ex: Hey fuck u
Girl with asshole ex: Not fair
Bonky: How do I know you’re not the 60yr old perv?
Girl with asshole ex: Cuz she got big tiddies to prove
Girl with asshole ex: And that was wanda
Girl with asshole ex: So now u know my fridsn
Bonky: Still don’t know your name tho babe
Bonky: Also tell Wanda she shouldn’t give out this type of info to strangers
Girl with asshole ex: ure not a stranger anymore bonky
Girl with asshole ex: ure my babe nao
Bonky: I’m going to let that Bonky slide just bc u’re cute
Bonky: But I’m also going to stop replying until you tell me your name
Girl with asshole ex: U think im cute?
Girl with asshole ex: 
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Girl with asshole ex: I mean u havnt even seen me but thats fair
Girl with asshole ex: Wand and nat say its true so ill believe u rnt lying to me rn
Girl with asshole ex: But I wanna see if ure cute
Girl with asshole ex: Wait why r u up st 3 in the mrng I mean we re drunk but wht r u doing
Girl with asshole ex: Babe u need to take better care of urself
Girl with asshole ex: Babe
Girl with asshole ex: Babe?
Girl with asshole ex: BABE?
Girl with asshole ex: Ph shit ure actually ignoring me
Girl with asshole ex: I dont like this
Girl with asshole ex: I actually like talking to u
Girl with asshole ex: Pls stop ignoring me
Girl with asshole ex: COME BACK AND LOBE ME
Girl with asshole ex: Babe?
Girl with asshole ex: Fine
Girl with asshole ex: It’s Y/N
Bonky: Now, that wasn’t so hard was it? 
Babe: fcuk u
Bonky: I’m up at 3 bc we ordered pizza and decided it’s time to beat Sam’s ass in Mario Kart once and for all
Babe: Nd how’s that going for ya?
Bonky: Bitch has been beating us for the past 3 hours
Bonky: Thor is the only one getting at least close to him now so we’re about to give up
Babe: Wait shit how r u replying so fast if ure playing Mario kart tho
Bonky: I gave up two hours ago
Babe: Quitter
Bonky: Just gotta know which fights to pick babe
Babe: Heads up I might be fallin asleep soon
Bonky: Drink some water before that, maybe get some food in u as well to soak up all the alcohol and have an advil close for tomorrow
Babe: Ok MOM
Bonky: Hey Wanda willingly told me you have “big tiddies” so your friends don’t seem to be doing a good job of taking care of you
Bonky: Might as well let me do it so you don’t die tmrw
Babe: Ohhhh so u careeeee babe im touched
Babe: Kkkkkk Ill talk tu u tmrw ill be dead soon
Babe: Nd I do have big tiddies
Bonky: Good night babe
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Babe: What the shit
Bonky: I see you survived
Babe: Barely
Babe: My head might explode soon and I feel like I’ve vomited for an entire lifetime
Babe: TMI sorry
Bonky: I’d like to point out I’m glad I don’t have to decipher your texts anymore and that you can actually spell properly
Babe: Fuck you Buckaroo
Bonky: I would also like to remind you that I have on good authority that you have “big tiddies” so don’t make me use that against you
Babe: I am going to kill Wanda
Babe:Ugh I need coffee
Babe: I’ll talk to you later
Bonky: I’ll be waiting for you babe
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Babe: So
Babe: BABE
Bonky: Yes baby?
Babe: 
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Bonky: Nah, you love it
Babe: Fine
Babe: You still haven’t sent a pic of you though. I might be able to rise Nat and Wanda from the dead if you do
Bonky: What do I get in return?
Babe: The promise that I will keep replying even though you might turn out to be an ugly orc?
Bonky: Not enough
Babe: Fine. I’ll keep talking to you until you want me to stop. Or until I get bored of you
Bonky: Eh, you can do better
Babe: What do you WANT?
Bonky: A pic of you in return
Babe: I’m not sending you nudes, perv
Bonky: If I wanted to see you naked and be a dick about it, I could’ve asked last night, don’t worry
Bonky: But if you’ll know how I look it’s only fair I should know how you look
Babe: That sounds reasonable
Bonky: I’d say it’s a fair exchange
Babe: Fine, you first then
Bonky: If you don’t send me a pic of you afterwards babe I will stop replying, just so you know
Bonky:
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Babe: Did you type super hot guy with the most beautiful eyes in the world in Google or something?
Bonky: I’m touched but no. Sam took that photo at a work event
Babe: Bitch do you really expect me to believe this is you? That looks like a guy who just stepped out of a magazine, I highly doubt I would have the luck to text him instead of my ex when drunk
Bonky:
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Bonky: Are you always this annoying?
Babe: …
Bonky: What? Do you want me to take a selfie with the fucking newspaper now? I read the news online babe, I’m not getting off of this couch just so I can buy a stupid newspaper to prove it’s me
Babe: Do you have one in a suit?
Bonky: …why am I putting up with this?
Bonky: Hold on
Bonky:
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Bonky: It’s been 5 minutes, are you going to reply?
Bonky: You still have to send me a picture of you though, a deal is a deal you know
Bonky: Fine, I warned you
Babe: Shit sorry
Babe: Hi Bucky, this is Natasha
Bonky: Hi Natasha. Is Y/N alright?
Babe: Uhm how should I put this?
Babe: Y/N is crying right now and she can’t reply herself
Bonky: What? What happened? Is she okay?
Babe: Oh yeah
Babe: She’s just crying because (and I’m quoting here) you’re “so beautiful, it’s like all my wet dreams and fantasies have come together. I swear this is some cosmic joke, this is not happening”
Babe: I’m not sure if she’s laughing or crying now
Babe: But she keeps yelling at me that I have to send you the most perfect picture of herself that has ever existed or you will stop talking to her
Babe: I think she started crying again because “I will never live up to that level of perfection, he told me that I have to know which fights to pick”
Babe: Uh yeah so here
Babe: 1 Photo Attached
Bonky: Hey Nat, could you tell Y/N that I would like to talk to her now?
Babe: Sure
Babe: Hey
Bonky: Baby?
Babe: Yeah?
Bonky: You picked the wrong fight if you think “you will never live up to this level of perfection”
Babe: Oh God
Bonky: Stop being an idiot
Bonky: And listen to me
Bonky: I would really like to keep talking to you. Mainly because you’re an idiot who makes me laugh, but it’s also the fact that you are the most gorgeous woman I have ever seen in my entire life
Babe:
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destinyc1020 · 3 years
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I think the "race" part def contributed to some antis nt wanting T to b with Z tho. When your white, popular and male, lil white fangirls dnt wanna see you with ANYONE bt esp nt wit someone who dsnt look like them. Nobody cares about Jacob E lik that.. lets b real lol no shade bt it is wat it is, he hasnt been in a lot of stuff and has no social media presence. Even Ross lynch had to check his "fans" cuz they wanted him with his (white) costar Laura and were racist towards his biracial/black gf Jaz. I dnt think he ever had to do that wit his ex Courtney (a white gurl), n she recieves some hate, bt the hate to Jaz had to be prominent enough for him to address it. Best believe if Harry Styles were to pop up wit a black/biracial girl, she wuld get twice as much hate as all the ww he ever dated. they wuld b racist towards her and still swear he shuld b with anyone bt a black woman. Same with T ans Z, some yung fans STAY gassing up O and N ("protect Olivia/Nadia at all cost!") wen its clear neither are wit T lol they recieved some hate for dating T (which should nt b a reason to hate someone) bt nothing a black/biracial woman endure
Yea I definitely feel that race for sure played a part in that.....most definitely.  I mean, I feel like some fans are pretty cool w/whoever Tom (or their faves) dates, then there are the ones who HATE whoever he dates because they want him all to themselves, and then, there are the fans who just don’t like him dating certain girls (either due to race, popularity, profession, etc), and they make it pretty obvious.  
With Z, I think that not only is it the fact that she’s black/biracial that triggers some people, but she’s also basically like a freakin’ MODEL lol.... 😂   So, not only do some fans feel triggered because she may not LOOK like them racially-speaking, but ALSO, she’s not some “basic” girl either... She’s successful, she’s an actress, she’s POPULAR, well-liked in the industry, she’s kind-hearted, she has her fashion game on point on the red carpet (we won’t talk about Hobodaya in her downtime rotfl  👀 😅), she’s naturally gorgeous, and she’s super chill, down-to-earth and sweet with her fans. 
I mean...Z’s not perfect (nobody is), but I can definitely see why a lot (not all) of Tom’s stans are like: 
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🤣😂
So yes, I definitely see a bias sometimes.  I bring them up a lot, but I also think think that this was the main cause of all of the hate and backlash that Meghan Markle received when she and Prince Harry started to date, and later on married.  It wasn’t just because she was American, or just because she was an actress in Hollywood, or a woman who had been divorced before, most of the hate towards her was ALSO because she was biracial and has a black mother.   But when I saw that the media and the gen pop didn’t let up even when Prince Harry basically made statements to leave her and their family alone...that’s when I knew that there was no hope really.  😔  They didn’t even listen to him and he’s ROYALTY.... They even know what happened to his mother, and they still didn’t letup.  It’s sad really.  😔  
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