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I Missed P101 Trainee Jinyoung

I miss p101 era when im so whipped whenever i saw jinyoung on screen even when he just stand without word.

He was one of trainees who have tiny amnt of screentime, bcs he is quiet most of time. But he is really recognized by his handsomeness.

Im not recognized him bcs of he is handsome. At first glance, i think he is handsome, but not to the point i am curious aboht him. I started to curious abt him after i saw his clip dancing to pbg dance.

You know lah, im a fan of pbg and i was thinking "this boy must be really know how to be recognized" bcs of it (dancing to pbg dance, cz it was very popular)

But nah... He is actually NOT. I falsely judge this boy, so i keep observing him till i saw his performance spring day. The day I decided to watch p101 just for him.

I watched p101 religiously despite him has mini screentime. Through the show, He looks so lowkey and have no desire to own the world lmao but that was one of reason why i like him.

Though he is so lowkey, he worked hard on practicing. He so focused on improving himself.

I was one of his supporter who really anxious at the final. Tbh there are a lot of members who has popularity more than him. I keep remind myself not to hope that much he will go to top 11. I changed my praying that i hope i still can see jinyoung on tv.

When i acknowledged that he is the center at the final, im crying in happiness. I keep bragging it to my friends, but they just don't care. They said no matter who the center is, the important is how success the whole performance and how they still can see their own bias through the performance. But personally I really care about it. It was really big achievement of him. He being trusted as the center is proving that other trainees recognized his improved skill.

Then the announcement. Yes, he went up to 10th. That was f surreal for me. I keep shouting "is this true??!!" till my voice woke up my parents. My body trembling to know that God really make sure i can see him on tv again.

Then yeah, there are alot of people said he don't deserve to be there, etc. I was really hurt bcz of it, even one of my friend said it too when she knows i am his fan. I don't have word to reply to those opinions but inside im so happy that he can debut.

Then now, seeing him months after p101, makes me realize this kid is growing really well. His dance is so energetic and his unique voice keeps making my heart fluttered. He is now a well-cooked idol. Whole package idol. My wish for him is i hope more people could recognize him more as person as well as idol.

곷길만 걷자 진영아.

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extra rant; to be deleted later

lemme guess what will happen on btimfl later eps based on preview

jiho n sehee watch dalby match tgt and disscuss abt how boknam get to know their informations even their contract

ceo ma will get trouble in company, regard to investor? therell be relation to sehee??

wooseok's propose to horang

suji still avoid ceo ma

why sehee tells jiho to call him as husband is to protect jiho

jiho's back working at yolo cafe after the problem w boknam solved

sehee n jiho decides to go home tgt.. 😳

jiho realized tht she liked sehee (finally 😳 i rlly wanted to know what triggered jiho to be so)

new side of sehee will revealed (i rlly want to know his bckground so much!!! like how jiho's tell her background too 😢😢😢😢)

I EXPECT 2EPs OF THIS WEEK WILL BE SO SWEET (low-key want a kiss tho 😳😳😳😳😳)

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Rant 9; Love is BLOOMED!

todays episode (ep8) of BTIMFL is so daebak!

highlight of this episode is sehee keep tabs on jiho secretly

seemed like theres abit change of "behavior" of him. after seeing "something not right" (acord to ep7) , he did alot of things. seemed like its all just for jiho.

sehee makes his cat as an excuse to make jiho didnt go to work. he is even ask jiho to take taxi cz its uncomfortable for his cat to be on public! (isnt that obv for kdrama lovers tht hes just plainly did too many excuse to hide his concern abt jiho)

then he calls jiho to ask what time will she come home, reminds her abt arsenal match and take bus. he is even realize and admit that himself is acting WEIRD. then he did analysis on boknam secretly. he ask everyone to help him to find information about boknam. he didnt tell jiho. he cant say that hes concerned and worried abt jiho being close to boknam. (maybe) he thought jiho wont believe him since boknam is nice to her. he keeps search evidence abt boknam being stalker (maybe he just want to make jiho believe him once he said it to her. cute)

sehee reflect act when knowing jiho's in danger

when he calls jiho at bus station where theyre promised to meet, he found her phone on the street. i bet hes straightly concludes that jiho is with boknam. idk how he could go to boknam n jiho's place but that looks very reflective! his face looked so worried when hes staring at jiho (aw this is so damn sweet to see). looking to stiff and very formal sehee changes into someone whos really contradict w him tells that hes full of his emotion at that time. what was thing that bring this emotion? I think no other than LOVE.

he want boknam to be away from jiho since first day they met. hes been jealous to him (i think??? bomi thinks so too ryt?? hhe). and hes upset that he was right abt boknam. its all mixed up at that time. thts y he changed. just that time.

ok im so excited now abt next ep. in preview, theres a printed marriage photo. i really hope it is! it will be cute if theyre displaying it on their house.

ok enough with my rant. im so sorry if this writting is suck cz im not rlly good at English.

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Rant 8; BTIMFL

Alright i have alot of words about this drama. idk if my thoughts is relevant to you all who read this but this is just my emo opinion. im so hooked into this story. my opinion could be relate to you all who has same emotion as me when you read this. im digging and analysing this drama's plot.. just some part of it.

sehee's treat

based on my pov, i think i found the reason y sehee didnt buy the staffs cakes. may b hes alrd feel reluctant to the fact tht bomi tell jiho hes the one who will paid. ahaha isnt that could be telling jiho that its also sehee who ask them to come to his wife's cafe?? hihihihi maybe sehee has this thought on his head thts y hes just buying them cofee coldly w/o cakes they wanted so he wont looked like the one who rlly want to pay the staffs he was pushed to treat them in her cafe. he just want to clear the situation w act in front of jiho. he didnt want any misunderstanding anymore right? ahahhahaha good thing that jiho is alrd not a very sensitive girl anymore. now she is "professional" just like sehee. she didnt bother abt it. ahahahahahahahhah anyway their marriage is just bussiness ryt no related feels attached.

jiho and sehee lowkey expect for each other at station bus

i think itll be really difficult to change sehee's "stiff" personality. it couldbe take times to make him fall in love. but maybe w basic fact tht he alrd liked jiho personality, it could be. ehehehehehei btw i feel bad for jiho. she fall in love w sehee at very wrong time (my opinion said tht shes alrd likes sehee in ep3or4). after sehee clears the situation (ending of ep6) now shes holding her feeling and try to keep the same pov to sehee's. tho shes rational now but it seemed shes still care about sehee's feeling. idk how her heart feels but imo shes being careful with sehee. she seemd like didnt want to make sehee feels uneasy. she obv try hard to not have another bussiness with sehee cz she thinks its impossible. but as what i saw on ep7, i can feel that jiho still has her feeling twd sehee. feeling tht abit similiar to love, feeling wanting to be tgt w sehee. she almost take courage to text him first. she was abt to take same bus with sehee. but unfortunately her rational mind (which is growing also bcz of sehee) is working at tht time. boknam offered jiho to take a ride w him. jihovs rational mind tells herself "right, motocicle is faster than bus, and whats w meeting him on bus? i just need to go home now". she forgetting her desire to meet sehee and take a ride w boknam. aishhhhh... theres no anything wrong w that (i just feel upset ahahha)

BUT in other hands, sehee was expecting jiho to take same bus with him. heres when i can feel that sehee is starting to care about jiho. it isnt feeling of love yet. its just companionship, feeling of fellowship, its abt interest to others's bussiness. its getting distinct when sehee stated his opinion that boknam should not offer jiho ride, and when he looks carefully at boknam's profile thts being reported. obv he will fall to jiho's bussiness in later ep. altho these two start to concerned abt theirown bussiness, i really hope jiho didn't wall sehee when he tries to go into her bussiness. u know y riht?? yeah, this is likely will expose another sehee's side. or maybe first change of sehee. but yeah idk... what future holds 😂😫...

actually my wish for this drama is simple. i just wanna see this guy sehee fall in love and how he express that. im just curious abt that. curious abt what will make him fall. thats it. 💦 i think it would be cute and sweet.

*to be edit later

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Rant 7; BTIMFL

because this is my first life

MY KIND OF DRAMA

why i like this drama so much;

the story felt like a one shot! no filler, relevant, reasonable on each scene etc. consistency of the plot is good.

consistency and decription of the character is good.

like some other dramas, there's other side stories that goes around main plot and its still bringing up and related to the main plot; marriage. but it doesnt sound so forceful or deliberately pulled into the drama (sometime feels like it but thts ok).

two main lead have strong common characteristics of a female and male. it helps me to dig about HOW FEMALE AND MALE GOING IN A RELATIONSHIP.

this drama helps me to think logically and told us that TIMING that makes things seems like FATE.

this drama amusingly makes me sharp and conclude things happen in this drama. i never been seriously watch drama. cz i just enjoy it at the moment without thinking it much. this drama makes me think! after i finished i rewatched it and came into contemplating phases.

personally i like a nerdy and "strange" characteristic! i love the main male lead how he is so "professional" handling everything in his life.

i dont recommend this drama to those who have "cliche" taste of romcom drama. cz i dun want it to be called as a cliche. this dramas showering me with fresh ideas ahahahaha...!

this drama is entertaining so far. i really want it to get better!! cz lately ive been dropped alot of drama halfway and its so sickening to know the fact "i didnt finished my food cz im full"

those of you who read this, please check it! at least some first eps.. hehe. if you are same like me, you will fall into lee minki's charm..! he is so handsome (at first i didnt find him handsome but after i got to know him.......... yea......... yknow...... *he is my style 샤방샤방 (*´∇｀*)) and jung somin... shes pretty and so flawless! youll amazed when you saw her in wedding dress *oopsspoiler ๏_๏

good to enjoy kdrama cz if the story getting sucks in the end, i still can enjoy it for the actors there ahahaha...! but really itll such a waste if this one not getting me in later ep cz i currently freakingly fall for it and not wanting to lose it!! (*>.<*)

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHOI TAEK

https://twitter.com/nowornever0616/status/916736932633128960

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 47th CHOI TAEK Im just nothing to you. though you are just a fiction character, i could imagine your existence here. You are felt so real. i could feel you are happy with your life now, busy with some errands to living your family with duksun. i adore your life, choi taek. through screen, i saw everything about you in 1988-1994 period. i love how you giving love to ones you love. everything you do are cute in my eyes. i really like you when you express your love to duksun without word but act. everything is lovely and sweet. i can feel how you love duksun very much when you shed tears after deciding to let go of her. im so emotional seeing your effort in your love life. goin on dates and all fails. but since your love is too big for duksun you really cant let go so you back to catch her again. ugh. i can stand why you want duksun very much. she is the only girl who understand you. your a-bit-indifferent life seems normal to her. hahaha ok stop talking about your love. i really can understand why you were a "boring" character in Reply1988. Its all make sense. Everything about you, everything related to you even little things theres reason behind it and every reason always makes me emotional. I really thankful that i could understand you a lot. It makes you to be my favorite character till now. You have been through a lot Choi Taek. Life a good life till you die. I wish happiness and blessing always be with you. 🍵🌸🍵🌸🍵🌸🍵🌸🍵

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Rant 6; GG1979

wow... im so satisfied with this drama. girls deneration 1979. i can see how well written this novel which basen on. i can tell how the author described all characters in this story. i really want to read this novel if i could stand korean or there's english version of this. though it can be just considered as mild teenage drama, i can feel warm n "oldy" the set is which i love. i really love classic thing. in the middle of "rating war", i really cant find drama with good plot in my taste. i keep dropped dramas i watch in the middle. but, this drama is hooked me. as a r88 mania, this drama reminds me abt it so much. instead of crying over its plot, i cried abt how much i miss r88... lol not sorry! cz i also was crying and fluttered while i watch last episode of this drama. ugh that was intense episode of thia drama. it ended so beautifully! im crying so bad when i realize junghuee (am i right?) picked dongmoon over seonjin. huhuhuhu then im crying when her aunt went away from their house ugg. i can feel how mixed her feeling is... i really recommend you all to watch rhis drama. tho its a short drama (and, theres no kiss! ahhh i mean, kissing....., sucking each other lips.... lmao sorry) , its really satisfying! but,,, if the english version of its novel really exist,,, i would rexommend you to read it instead of watching the drama! i could tell its good even i havent read it hahahaahh... cz if you read, you can imagine all character by yourself,,, ps: same as reply1988 i really hope theres a novel of this masterpiace. people needs to "write" this and make it as insciption of 2015.

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sigh this is so typical jinyoung i know.... https://twitter.com/ji_sunggg/status/909047286365282304

im gonna do fact lists abt jinyoung here later

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Rant 5; Live Up to Your Name

its been awhile ive not watched this drama. i just have watched it to very latest subbed ep, episode 10. its so damn emo and i cry alot (im watching it last night, around 1am so im quiet sleepy too while watch it hahaha).

i saw alot of spoiler of ep11 and aw so much moments of my otp im emo again. i keep searching abt spoiler (cz i cant wait anymore). even for today ep too i searched for it and damn theres HOT KISS. omg my heart cant take this. this is too earlt for me to see. ;-; i didnt even yet watch the ep11. i dont want to lose those fluffy and flutteting plot before kiss by seeing this hot kiss first cz its so crucial 😂😂. sigh damn i need to refrain seeing twitter from now on. but yea its nice to know my otp finally kissed (i avoid to watch that kiss clip i need to watch it later w sub and plot) . my heart is so fluttering right noe. 👍

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I LOVE THIS KID SO MUCH NOW (SIGHS)

He is kind

He is pure

He is honest

He is straightforward

He is a once-he-smiles-i-die

He is good at sports

He is a nice big brother to his siblings

He is a cant-express-his-feelings-well

He is mostly silent but explode when he's happy

He is can't joke person

He is a tsundere

He is cant-play-games person

He is a perfect typical brother for me

I am emotional

edit 170912: I FORGOT TO WRITE THAT HE IS HANDSOME OMG THAT WAS THE MOST IMPORTANT AND CONSIDERABLE POINT THOUGH. 💦💦

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Happy Birthday 23th for my oppa from Japan, kento Yamazaki a.k.a YAMAKEN 😆🎉🎂🎊 ILYSM😍

Eljbr

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Rant 4; just personal rant

if you have routine to make an article or report, you will understand me. ITS SO HARD TO WRITE FIRST PARAGRAPH. so yea ill just going to the point where i want to rant.

nowadays, im so into this "fangirl" life. you know right its a though life to live lmao. when i just a plain student and still clingy to parent's money its even harder. i didnt dare to use their money to buy "fangirl stuff". altho actually i can save some from my allowance, i didnt think its right bcs im still a student and need to use those saved money to something more beneficial like books or learning stuff to support my study. so now i just being geeky on idols i loved and searching infos of them everyday. there's always time i will look to twitter just to peek at updates from my idols. in my freetime, class break, and even i bring my hp to toilet.

i actually kinda pressured when i saw some ppl say you are not a fan if you did not buy album or such. i was like so i need to buy their thing first so i can claim myself as a fan? hmmm well yea i dunno what exactly fan means but i just had this "fangirl" life--being geeky abt celebs. thats right tho if you are a fan you need to support them by showing such act. but well i have not yet into that level.

hahaha actually i just a geeky h0e. i jump into things easily. my curious monster was the one that ride me. n i just realize that this fangirl life was hobby ive been doing for so long. its so much fun.

theres one phrase that i never forget; theres always benefit in hobby. so ok what is exactly i got from being geeky abt celebs? 🤔 IVE BEEN THINKING THIS SO HARD (lmao yea indeed im an overthink gal). like i see myself tell me that its not good and some time tell me its good too. omg ive been stressed abt this. so yea theres a fighting in my inner self. haha. its like ive been hanging my decision to be pro or contra abt this. i cant really choice.

i can say this is too much for me, a student. i aware abt this but i keep being like this. its like i have other separated life. i am so obsessed to see their pic and infos. idk why this is so much fun more than interacting w people. i dun have people to share with abt this fangirl life. i hide it well from my friend's faces. i kinda focus on thing i did at time. no time to rant about it to my friend first unless theyre the one who rant about it. ok enough w my real life 👌.

ok thats the end.

i just want to share how ive been stressed these day in reducing this habit cz its not good for my study. my time got wasted on seeing idol pics rather than studying.

thx for you who read this. hope u didnt choke bcz of this💦😥👌

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Rant 3: Strongest Deliveryman

Ok before i start ranting about this drama, you need to know that i am a hardcore R88 drama fan. R88 won't be replaced with anyone. Even till now it still makes me emo whenever i saw clips of it. This drama needs to be recognized by its beauty. You need to do dig and research on internet so you can find how much beauty in this drama! That was the best part of this drama, dig and research! I believe if you into R88 very much, you will spend your rest time, your free time, your jobless time on getting to know behind of this drama! No doubt, i will recommend everyone this drama. (I warn you, you may be feel bored at first episodes but don't skip! don't give up on this drama! feel it! and watch it till the end!)

Hahaha ok enough with R88. Let's move on to another drama.

My addiction on korean drama is back! LoL. After a very loooooong hiatus since R88 ended, i back to watching currently-airing-korean-dramas. I had some title on my list: School 2017, Bride of Habaek, Manhole, Father is Strange, Strongest Deliveryman, and Live Up to Your Name. For Father is Strange, im not watching it from very start. I just watch few latest episodes.

I don't have that "urge" feeling in watching all of these dramas BUT one. It is Strongest Deliveryman. I really feel so thankful that i discover this drama. This drama is a very well-matched with story i've been craved lately -- A story of a person's improvement in life. Yea it's been awhile i didn't see any of this genre in korean drama. It sounds quiet cliche for me, a person who (claim herself) wants a "fresh and unique" storyline from a drama.

So how i ended watching this drama when i have that principle? 🤔

Mark this words;

"나는 응팔덕질이에요."

Get it on your mind. hahah.

GO KYUNG PYO (Sunwoo in R88) is in this drama. As a hardcore R88 fan, i feel like i need to "give a try" this drama eventho it's out of my principle. I WAS started this drama with HARD feeling, a feeling that i will drop this drama after i saw Ep1.

Then boom. ICB I'm so into it after Ep1!

This drama is not "fresh". Like what i said before, it's cliche. I've been seen this plot in a lot of shows. Dramas and Animes. A story of a growing man with his college.

Unlike another Korean mini series that carrying various genre such as fantasy (which is a trendy genre these day, i think) and put on unique and interesting plot, this drama has it own charm being cliche. I am really in love in its cliche ness. LOL.

(ok accord to my opinion, then no wonder if this drama has such a bad rating ryt)

I feel like i'm watching a gold old drama. Heheh yes it feels like it so much. It's easy to guess what next... after a what next... 😂

Besides the cliche ness, this drama is so well writen. I didn't expect all of characters in this drama lovable! (Reminds me R88 ofcourse!) I really wanted to see next episode. I love all of its aspects. I didn't skip it! I enjoyed every second of this drama till now.

I really hope, it's getting better and better (cz i have feeling that this drama has potential to make me pissed at the end. Hahaha) Please don't make me curse at any character at the end. LOL.

And here it is, a pic of bae that represent my feeling towards this drama 😂. (I hope it wont change kkkkkkk)

Eljbr 🐭

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Rant 2

I saw a lot of people complain on twitter about w1 fandom  has too much of akgaes. Hahhaha yes i agreed. But I have no complain over this. This group was created from a survival show and basically most of fans already have their own pick and not all of them accept all the fixed member of w1. Its about brand new case. A boy group with members who has already genuine fans behind them, and survival shows makes them has survival sense for their faves (i guess? lol). I think this fandom already used by bring down other’s fave to makes their fave looks better. That is what makes this fandom has a lot of akgaes. 

This is brand new case. A unique group. A boy group who has a lot of fans even before their debut (Idk about other groups, but i suppose when a group debut, their fans isn’t know them well yet, right? It’s different with w1 who their fans already know them through that survival show). To be honest at first i have no idea there are alot of fans of this group. When i follow IOI, there’s not much hype like this. Everything gets chill since the survival show ended. I didn’t see much news before IOI debuting, unlike W1.

I really end up searhcing a lot about W1 since my fav boy, jinyoung, is a member. (I dont know i will follow w1 news if jinyoung is not a member hehe). I had no idea of their popularity i just focusing on getting to know by reading interviews or news of p101 boys that jinyoung was mentioned. 

I realized there are alot of rude akgaes since i saw a bunch of jinyoung korean fans hating on other w1 members. They re talk bad about them huh (Glad im not conviced by their hatred). At first i really think im also an akgae. idc about other members much. but now after i saw some their shows, i really into them huhuhuhu. I guess since i saw  jinyoung interactions w other members, i immidiately have heart for them too ;-;)

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Fansign

Today is very first fansign of wannaone and oh god!! My son, bae jinyoung looks so fine. Aiguya… I missed him all day and finally i saw him on beautiful pics taken by fansites. Through this fansign, i learn so much things about korean idol. I was in culture shock when i searched up about them on twitter. Theyre interacting with fans while fansigning, and i find its cute n they even receive a slip like a postit and on it fans alrd write thing tht they want to ask to exact member. Aaww they (members) actually answers those postit!! What a cute way to get to know ur idol ;; Fortunately, people in twitter are so kind sharing those postits answer. I felt so good cz i feel like i know better know abt them (LOL mostly questions are trivial tho;;). Esp bae jinyoung. Cuisine he liked is cold nodle, meat, and soy bean paste nodle. Aw i liked soy bean paste nodle too. He answered a question abt his ideal type of women. Tall 160-170, same age, and have natural color hair. (LOL, so me??? But older ;;) Theres many more questions asked to jinyoung. (sorry im lazy to write abt it one by one) and it is so fun reading it. I get to know jinyoung better than before. Yeah i got culture shock today im so hyped to know this kind of thing. I stanned girls day but i didnt see this kind of thing a long as im following them. (yeah maybe there are slight different culture in girl group n boy group fandom, since boy goup has mostly fangirl, and im also a fangirl i got to into them better hehe) Woah reaaaallyy this group is my first ever fav boy group tbh i never liked a boy group before. So i feel so pabo stupid and innocent. Im still in culture shock period lol. At first i was just wanted to cheers on jinyoung in wannaone(he is my bias in p101 s2, my favorite show. I saw p101 s1 too). Him picked as top 11 was an ecstasy moment of my life i couldnt sleep that day. I never expect him to be in top11 cz everyone looks to be very strong candidates! Now in the end, i like all the member of wannaone. (but still i like jinyoung most)

Ok why i talk mostly abt jinyoung here when the title says its just abt fansign??? 😅😅😅 nvm actually i confused too what kind of writing is this.

I just finished stalking accounts on twitter then i came here to write this. now im tired LOL. BYE

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BURN! BURN IT UP! DAMN WANNAONE BURN ME TO DEATH.

Me

#wanna one

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Rant 1

Ok my addiction in dramas is healed. I currently watch some dramas. Currently-aired dramas. Yes, drama that aired on my TV. I have been away from laptop and watch it on tv instead. I always ended up doing other things on laptop than stream, like browsing about celebs, my currently favorite idol WANNAONE (lol they are so cute i cant help i’ll write sumthing abt them later hehe) or watching weird vlogs on YT.😅 But tbh there’s no yet drama that makes me hooked like R88, Signal or School2015. I missed being geeky abt something… i miss how i eagerly waiting a preview for next episode, how i wait exact day to come just to see a drama. There’s no feeling like that yet…