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yehet-me-up · 2 years
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And, that’s it! I hope you enjoyed it, I worked very hard on it. Think of it as my love letter to your world. It helped me through a lot of hard times and gave me a reason to keep going and I can’t thank you enough for that. Good luck with your own writing in the future! I’m sure it’ll be amazing.
Sincerely, for the last time, Theatrical Gay Anon😊🌸
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UHMMMMM>??? EXCUSE ME?!?!!??!
what did I do to deserve an ENTIRE FANFIC from you?!?!! pls, i am EMOTIONAL 😭😭😭 i absolutely adored how you saw all of them growing up and still being who they all are so many years later. i've thought in bits and pieces about where they'd all end up and i truly couldn't have come up with a better "ending" for the exo mall series. you did INCREDIBLE and i hope you never stop writing <3
thank YOU for being such an incredible friend and support on this loooong journey with this series and here on tumblr in general. this community kept me going through a ton of hard times as well. if i ever have a book published you'll be one of the first people i tell, i promise 💕💕💕
thank you again for this absolute GIFT and i truly wish you well on everything you do in the future 😘 i'll miss our discussions so much!
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dameferre · 10 months
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I have been following you for years (since les mis times) and our interests always seem to magically align (minus atla... you almost lost me then BUT only bc i havent seen it yet) and I am so HYPED to see you're a fellow D20 enjoyer. Blessings friend-stranger who lives in my phone <3
omg i think that's so fun when that happens
love getting a new interest and seeing it on my dash without having to put it there myself bc other people have discovered it and love it too
anyway d20 took over my entire life for a minute there and really. has only to loosen its hold rather than let go altogether and i'd kill and die for, in no particular order, brennan lou ally aabria erika and zac quite literally any day of the week and twice on sundays
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rthko · 10 months
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I recently saw a post with Fran Lebowitz saying, "a book isn't supposed to be a mirror; it's supposed to be a door," and it made me think about the state of "representation" discourse online. I thought back to an anon I once received from someone who claims to get "secondhand embarrassment" from "drag queens, leather daddies, and kinksters with pup hoods acting like they represent all gays." Many thought my response was too harsh, that I ought to show more sympathy to people who do not "relate" to nor feel "represented" by these modes of queer being. Blame it on online fandom, blame it on heteronormativity, but we are too concerned with "relatability." It is the sort of "relatability" advertising executives concern themselves with, or "relatability" of people who treat their online presence as a "brand." It is a notion I find alien to queer art and culture.
I have never done drag, nor do I consider myself a part of the leather community beyond befriending others who do and owning some gear. I do not "relate" to these expressions in any vulgar, literal sense, but they are still deeply resonant. And how many of these individuals truly "relate" to the images they peform? Drag artists and leatherfolk are purveyors of fantasy. In their daily lives, they might not be bikers, rockstars, pop divas, or mythical beasts, but they reinvent themselves through metaphors and performances. These theatrical performances are no more absurd than the quotidian performances expected by cis straight society. Larry Mitchell writes, “The faggots act out their fantasies without believing them to be real. The men act out their fantasies always proclaiming that they are real."
This could explain why literal attempts at relatability are often less resonant than campy extravogant fantasies. I once wrote a rant about how Taylor Swift is not a gay icon, and an anon smugly told me, "Taylor makes music for everyone and not just gays." Yes, I suppose she does make music for "everyone," in the same way that the Midwestern weather reporter voice is the universal accent of the English speaking world. But diva worship was never about "relating;" rather, it's about survival through the evocation of patron saints of strength and glamor. Most celebrity or mass media attempts at "relatability" are at best clueless or at worst insulting. I would much rather participate in a campy fantasy, which is in its own right more "real." Susan Sontag describes camp as the "farthest extension, in sensibility, of the metaphor of life as theater.”
I am not telling anyone to stop pushing for the recognition of diverse stories. This is crucial! But the recognition of queer stories should also come with an understanding of queer modes of resonance. When has John Waters ever produced something "relatable?" Who cares? His work resonates, in fact, more than a lot of "safe" gay media that should be all accounts be more "relatable." The "average" listener would not necessarily relate to SOPHIE. They may find her work otherwordly or downright unsettling. But she did not produce music for the "average" listener, at least not before the rest of the musical landscape dragged to catch up with her. Adam Zmith writes: "Inside SOPHIE’s words, performances and final act is the queer utopia of always grasping, always dreaming of a freer life." We are living the wildest dreams of our former, closeted selves, but we are still always grasping, never quite satiated. Queer art is not just autobiographical but aspirational. Let art be a door.
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lokiiied · 1 year
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okay since roy wasn't in the locker room when the entire team clocked jamie as gay so I thought like what if roy knows he has a crush on jamie but thinks it's never gonna happen because he is 100% sure jamie is straight because he slept with so many women over the years oblivious about the fact that everyone clocks jamie as gay and then pining happens
no i don’t think you understand anon this is driving me INSANE. cuz obviously roy needed to be the one to go and talk to isaac since he’s the one who made him captain and they both have a tendency to let their anger build up etc. it was a really important moment.
but also interesting how they were the two people who, in that moment, we most wanted to be in the locker room.
obviously isaac, being colin’s best friend, who wasn’t there when he came out to the entire team.
and then roy, who, i am convinced if he was in the room jamie would have totally played up his reaction to the team clocking him as queer wayy more for roy. like, yjk he would have made direct eye contact with roy and back to the team with his hand to his heart like, “oh boys, i’m flattered…feels good to be seen.” and then done a subtle wink at roy or smth.
and can you imagine roy’s reaction to that?? he’d go all red and excuse himself to the boot room and after a couple minutes jamie’d come in n be like “hey?” and roy’d turn around furious and say “what the fuck was that?” and jamie, all tease would ask, “what was what?” and roy’d say, “you know what. just now. you winking at me and shit in front of everyone. it was fucking embarassing—” and jamie’d take a step forward, “why? you flirt with me in front of everyone all the time—” and roy’d scoff and say, “flirt? i don’t flirt with you, jamie. i’m your coach. that would be completely—” and jamie’d close the gap and cautiously bring his hands to roy’s shoulders, “roy, mate…calm down” and first roy would growl and then he’d take a breath, holding eye contact with jamie and exhale. jamie’d lower his hands and tuck them under his shirt like he does and take a small step back.
“i weren’t flirting…exactleh. i mean…unless you wanted it to be. i just…wanted you to know that i’m not straight either.” and roy’s expression would soften and he’d swallow his misdirected anger in exchange for nervous inquiry. “why?” and jamie’d look down at his shifting feet and shrug, “dunno. just thought you might wanna know.” then he’d look back up to meet roy’s eyes, searching them for some sort of signal as to how he felt about that answer…before remembering it was only half time. “uh, right then. i should probableh…” he’d point towards the door and pull roy back into reality with him. the pitch and the players and fans awaiting them outside. “right” would be all he could manage to get past his tongue. and jamie’d nod, “coach.” and pivot towards the door, his glance lingering for a moment past the shelves adjacent to roy. “william” he’d address the space before leaving roy standing there suddenly aware of the remaining presence.
“fuuuck.”
“i heard nothing” will promised, hands up in surrender. and roy growled just as a finger tapped at the window. he turned to see ted giving him a face as if asking, everything okay in there? and roy gave him a nod as if to answer, be out in a sec. but just as his hand was on door he heard a theatric throat clearing from behind. “fucks sake.” he turned to face the kitman.
“i know it’s absolutely none of my business—”
“this had better be the most fucking insightful shit i’ve ever heard in my fucking life kitman, or i swear to god you’ll have to to legally change your last name to i-couldn’t-keep-my-mouth-shut-when-professionally-appropriate-so-i-had-to-move-back-in-with-my-mum.”
will swallowed, eyes wide, and nodded. “um right then. okay, well…i think the worst thing you can do to yourself to is to…limit…or—” roy raised his eyebrows. “uh, confine ourselves to labels and boxes that we - or society - have put us in. i think it’s the most wonderful thing to see yourself opening up to new possibilities…to let go of binaries and stop restricting yourself - and others - from the fluidity of life’s experiences.” another, much more modest throat clear.
and roy would “hm” before leaving the boot room and taking his place on the pitch next to ted, opposite of beard. both turning their heads to roy, eyebrows raised, and roy giving a curt nod, which they mirrored before all three returning their attention to the game.
but roy’s head was not in the game. it wouldn’t be there tonight as he’d lie in bed trying to fall asleep. and it definitely wouldn’t be there tomorrow at 4am.
just so you all know…this was the writing i lost last night when my tumblr refreshed without wifi and apparently hadn’t saved any of it lol.
but luckily i am high rn and was able to remember almost word for word what i’d written so here you go.
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acorncake · 1 month
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Vore Trope Anon here! Rate this Vore trope: Theatrical/Dramatic Preds singing a whole ass musical number to their prey before they eat them.
Oough that's very gay/pos
7/10
I can see the twins and chacier doing something like that. Very in line with their personality
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indieninja92 · 1 year
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Top 5 sexiest Quakers
anon u r speaking my language
5 - bayard rustin. hes got that sexy passion, integrity and commitment combined with being a low-key fr hottie. an openly gay black man who stuck to his guns (so to speak) and spent his life changing the world for the better. also he looks extremely pissed off in most photos ive seen of him which idk im into it ok i dig it
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2 - henry scott tuke. look im an entire homosexual ok what do you want from me. all i want in the world is to be painted with the delicate desire that hst gives to the rosy arse-cheeks of his frolicking boys. also i wanna mess that moustache up.
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3 - james dean. i mean, if we're talking pure stone cold hottery, you dont get much better than jimmy dean himself. also the idea of that threesome he had with marlon brando and eartha kitt... it lives in my dreams...
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2 - benjamin lay. he literally has the word "lay" in his name ok. you may know benjamin lay from an oft-circulated tumblr post that lists his notable activities, which included fantastically theatrical protests stabbing a bible that hed rigged to spurt fake blood in protest of the slave trade. he once got thrown out of meeting and lay there in the mud until everyone came out and they had to walk over him. incredible stuff. nightmare at a dinner party, but i feel like hed be a phenomenal time in the sack.
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1 - me. im hot as fuck ok what r u gonna do about it. here i am the UN bringing about world peace through the power of having a fat ass
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hoffmanstits-enjoyer · 7 months
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Who is your favorite pookie? Schenk, Zeke or Mark?
aw anon no. NO. don't ask me this— also it's a bit hilarious to me that you called two by name and then william is Schenk. it has the same funny vibes of people calling mark Hoffman. to me.
as much as i cherish zeke with my entire heart because he's such a funny, bitter loser that doesn't deserve All That, and how i crack myself up imagining what his interactions with the other homosexuals would be like, he and Peter Strahm(another funny, bitter loser) still come in second place compared to their respective unhinged serial killers.
now shit gets more complicated: Mark Hoffman vs. William Schenk. markie pookie has much more content to obsessively thirst over, but william's canonically romanticizing his connection to zeke with his gay ass villain monologue. mark is much more physically violent on screen because not all his kills are through traps and i personally love that he reached his limit and went feral like that although acab pookie has the best thing about john kramer's character which is the asshole-y mastermind theatrics(especially with his deceiving lines) except he doesn't bullshit it on the murdering, he's saying Let's Kill Cops with his whole chest and i'm 100% about it(something that makes me think that John would not approve of him, amongst other things).
both got their charm and dark humor, pretend to be less skilled than they are, put their special man through The Horrors, have gone through a metamorphosis because of grief, etc etc.
i honestly cannot say, anon. i'm trying my best here to find something that may distinguish the amounts of fondness but there isn't a single thing. i guess they are both Number One Pookie to me at the moment, because yes. they are my absolute favorites in the entire saw franchise.
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Another Hazbin Fic Idea: Killian Lynch and Julius the Dressmaker with Angel Dust!Male!Reader(Because Angel Dust is So Precious Gay Demon so is Julius) also Will be Poly Relationship cause I Know Killian and Julius are Canonically Married But Will Have Poly Shippy
-🙀(is This Anon🙀 Open?)
guys i may or may have not been binging hazbin recently.... also, yes that anon name is open!
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Thank you so much for requesting!!
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Angel Dust!Reader x Julius and Killian
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With Julius' already flirtatious personality, Killian is basically in heaven (hehe) with TWO of you
Teasing Kill is actually one of your favorite pass times with Julius
MAKE HIS BRAIN STOP FUNCTIONING GRRRR
You and Julius are a little closer than you and Kill, but in different ways if that makes sense
For example, hanging out with Julius includes getting into comfy clothes, talking shit, and sometimes doing makeup and taking pictures
But hanging out with Killian is more so hunting together, or snuggling and watching tv
So you have different relationships with both
But when you all hang out together is when your different personalities shine through the best
Often times, Killian will be in the middle of the snuggle pile, with you and Julius on opposite sides of him
He is content sinking into your shared warmth while you and Julius theatrically talk together
And every now and then he'll cut in with his own commentary, to which you and Julius both kiss his cheeks and tell him he's silly <3
You guys definetly have those cringey matching couple outfits
Julius picks them out, you wear them to embarrass Killian, and almost every time he is in fact, embarrassed
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butchviking · 8 months
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dude i'm so sorry people keep putting stupid shit in your ask box...as if you're not gerard expert #1.
also the "why didn't he cross-dress in the 00's :thonk: seems sus" is just. gee. i wonder why, in the era where gay marriage was 15 years from being legalized and even liberal areas were extremely homophobic, a public figure would not deviate too far from what a man is expected to look like. people called MCR the f slur just because they wrote about emotions, had a mostly female audience, and gerard has a theatrical bent.
could you *imagine* if he'd tried to wear the cheer dress in 2004???
thank you lmaoo
yeah literally... and i think its not even just as simple as "he didnt do it because he'd have faced backlash" like he also just. wasn't comfortable or confident enough in himself in that regard i think. but he's there now nd i think thats really fucking neat. and if those anons think it's all some sort of cash grab then i dont even know what 2 tell them... sorry u dont recognise joy i guess? sorry u dont see the journey thats happened here?
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lesbianrobin · 1 year
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HELDBKSBDKF no it’s okay !! same anon here i was kinda expecting that bc it’s like he is gay. like he is. tbh the james and erin thing really only happened in one episode and then another one a little bit i think? but if you want to watch s3 most of the episodes should be james and erin romance free iirc. like i understand it theatrically i think it would be funny if they kissed and they were like wait hold on. this doesn’t work at ALL actually let’s never do that again
THANK GOD he's literally gay. like he ISSSS. and ur so right it would have been hilarious if they were like oh..... no 😬
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smolcinnamonchipmunk · 3 months
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I dunno if my ask went though, tumblr said no links are allowed in the ask. If it didn’t just lmk plz cuz im just sobbing/j
But I’ll rewrite here so if it did you can ignore this haha.
Anyways you fave anon is back, me 🌽 anon /j. So I loved what you did with my ask before and gotta say didn’t expect art but it was also amazing I ate that up. Anygays, I was recently scrolling in your page since I haven’t been here for a lil while and my eyes caught your post with Alister(?) with Abyss with the whole theatrical bit. And that obviously had me hooked since I’m also a lil hyper fixed on hazbin myself but not fully…yet.
So I decided to come back with this one simple ask:
What kind of demon is Abyss and power or abilities do they posses? Also also what are their relations with the hazbin crew, like what are their usual interactions with one another?
Now one may say that one is simply curious….which is half true. One could say that I could be getting more info to cook up something that one might enjoy.
That’s all form me, until we meet again! /ref
Ps: love your art!! I always eat it up and it is simply divine!!! Have a lovely day and always be gay /j
- 🌽 anon
Unfortunately, your original ask never went through, but I'm very glad you doubled down on it. It's one of the reasons why I try to make posts encouraging asks sometimes, in case someone either forgot or realizes that it probably might not have gone through
Now, onto the ask. Lemme just start with: AAAAAAAAAHHHH! I fucking love Hazbin so much! I've loved it since the pilot, it's just one of those things I've silently enjoyed for years, I couldn't help but make an OC! Also, sorry for the rambling in advance, this is going to be long. Like, LONG long, so buckle up buddy bois. Also, also, very brief mentions of suicide, rapists, and murderers, but it’s a Hazbin post, sooooo
Of course, the initial was a more feline demon, as you can see, but then I was talking with an old RP buddy that suggested deer since I wasn't quite sure about their original design. Deer had been on my radar, but I tried the cat first. I love both, but the deer based one is definitely the one I prefer. I actually based the coloration and bioluminescence on this reply from @roseytoesy that I forgot to add in my original post of Abyss (Sorry Rosey!)
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Abyss has two primary ‘abilities’. Abilities in quotations because one is passive: they have a venomous bite and venomous spines. They're laced with a venom so potent that they easily killed their first demon on accident when they were attacked and their assailant stabbed themself with a spine. Since joining Hell, they've also found out that their venom can be a very potent drug if processed/diluted a certain way, so their main source of income is selling their venom concentrate. Their spines, however, will lose both potency and bioluminescence within three days. They'll use these shed spines to hang stuff up in their room sometimes though
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Their second ability is the only reason they weren't exterminated during the angels coming down, and it's the fact that they can shrink. It's mostly involuntary and just sort of a panic button to slip away. They've gotten better at controlling it so that they're not just shrinking everytime they get spooked, but it still happens occasionally. They’ll also use it to shrink slightly to help shrug off people touching them. I’m not sure whether or not to add more abilities, but there's the two for now
As for day to day interactions, I also have to think about how they'd be introduced and general personality
Of course, Abyss is another self-insert, so mostly what my other characters do, they do as well. They’ve got a rather dry sense of humor and sarcasm, though they’re not very good at reading other people’s sarcasm and will tend to take things at face value. They’re a pretty recent fall compared to the others, less than five years in Hell, so they’re more skittish and anxious than cold-hearted or confident in their abilities. They are, however, one to make fast friends given the opportunity and compatibility. They love games, but find Charlie's overly childish games a bit nauseating
They're very… skittish/antsy/defensive when first being introduced to new situations and hate leaving whatever small comfort zone they can make in Hell. So I more or less picture them sneaking around to scout out the place and the inhabitants before they decide whether or not they want to actually be a part of the whole operation. I think they'd last maybe two days before being outed by Alastor
I'm imagining since Alastor just doesn't show up in some episodes that it's not uncommon for him to be missing from the hotel occasionally during the day. But, when he comes downstairs the next day Charlie is like, “Now that everyone's here!” and Alastor just goes “I think you're missing someone”, just YOINKING them from nowhere and plopping them in front of everyone. He probably knew they were in the hotel the entire time but thought it’d be funny to give them a false sense of security before just procuring them from wherever they were hiding
Aside from the obvious surprise at the sudden deer demon, initial impressions would range from skepticism with maybe even the thought of them being a new attempt for the Vees to get information about the hotel. But, thanks to Charlie wanting to see the best in everyone and them barely knowing about the Vees (Only Vox because of the TVs everywhere), everyone would cool off mostly pretty quickly. And, here’s what I think everyone’s relationship would be with them in no particular order
Charlie, of course, would love that there was another demon interested in the hotel, even if she’s a bit appalled and stumped at what she’s working with when she finds out that they committed suicide and mostly didn’t do much wrong in their life (I'm going with the thing I grew up with where Catholic people would tell me that if someone committed suicide they'd instantly go to Hell). Most of their sins would occur after reaching Hell, such as drug use and killing (even if most times is in self-defense). Abyss would have an amicable relationship with Charlie, being suspicious of the good-nature at first. But, once they’re comfortable with Charlie, they have no problems just hanging out and shooting the shit with her. Even though they will find her optimism sometimes a bit overbearing, they’d try to be polite about it (in their own way)
Vaggie would be suspicious of them at first like with Sir Pentious, but would overall not really mind them. Probably wouldn’t like their attitude a bit because if she says “I’ve got my eye on you” or something, they’ll almost definitely reply back with “Well, you’ve only got the one”. I think they would eventually get along with each other. Maybe not super buddy-buddy, but friendly enough. Abyss definitely thinks Vaggie is a bit too suffocating with Charlie sometimes, but it’s between the two girls not them, so as long as Charlie doesn’t mind
Angel Dust is one where I’m not quite sure where their relationship would stand, either at first or over time. He’d probably make a raunchy joke or something to test the waters to see if he can piss them off to get a reaction. I can’t imagine him trying to make a pass at them because they sound more feminine, but if he did they’d probably be caught off guard and either reply bluntly in confusion or give a playful comeback thinking it was a bit. I can imagine them being drinking buddies with both of them at the bar. I feel like he’s the type to maybe find random ramblings amusing? Which is good if he’s drinking with them
Husk is another one I’m not entirely sure about. I feel like it’s a very hit or miss with him. Currently my buddies and I have said that he's the most like one of my friends, so I feel like Abyss and him would get along fairly well. Even if they don't particularly like each other the most, it'd probably be pretty amicable. Also, Abyss would definitely try to be nice because they're still new-ish and also can't imagine that being a bartender in Hell is better than in the human world. Fucker is used affectionately
Nifty would probably be a bit curious and vice versa, but I think both of them would mind their own business overall. I think she’d be a bit appalled by the disarray in Abyss’s room if she ever goes in because they’re a cluttered mess. Not dirty necessarily, but very unorganized and everything is everywhere. Both would definitely cause chaos while drunk
Sir Pentious is one where he definitely wouldn't trust them at first, but he's also a bit of a goofball. Aside from probably passing out if he tried to squeeze them because of their spines, Abyss likes his inability to take certain jokes (like in the Pilot when Angel calls him “daddy” and he confusedly goes “Son?”), and will help explain things when they can. I feel like he doesn't particularly like them until they show an interest in his gadgets or egg bois. Do they understand what he's talking about? Absolutely not, they just want to hold a gun
Now, for who you're probably waiting for, Alastor! He’s a bit more complicated. Not because he’s hit or miss with Abyss, I think he wouldn’t actually dislike them. Hell, he might even like them. More because he’s still a mystery in general and more… conflicting? I know that I already drew a picture of him taunting Abyss to make them shrink, but I can’t help but think of this page from the Hazbin Hotel comic that came out on the official site years ago
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From what we see in the whole comic, he only threatens the butcher when the butcher reaches for his cleaver to potentially strike at Alastor. Even then, when the butcher backs down and starts preparing his meat, Alastor doesn’t go full sicko mode. He’s perfectly chipper and back to being pleasant. It’s only when the butcher just grabs the sheep demon that he goes ballistic and ‘kills’ him. I don’t know if by ‘fairer means’ he just means weaker people/demons or just feminine people/demons (He came from the 1930s, he probably goes off appearance and voice rather than asking people pronouns)
Now, I’m not sure how canon the prequel comic is in general since it’s been years since it’s illustration, but we also see similar instances in the show. Maybe not exactly coming to the aid of someone off beat, but Alastor never really starts shit. He’s just fully prepared to finish it. He didn’t come after Vox, Vox started dissing him and then he retaliated effectively. He wasn’t really bothered by Sir Pentious, even when he blew up a wall, until he either mentioned the Vees or presumably just kept pestering Alastor to fight, where he defeated him soundly. Even with Lucifer, I think the reason he was so pissy on sight is that he was blatantly ignored at first and then immediately presumed to be the bellhop before Lucifer proceeded to insult his work on the decor and bash on the hotel before singing about obviously needing the ‘Big Boss of Hell’s help
Anyways, back to interpersonal relations between Abyss and Alastor.
He’d probably do the classic “I’m sure you’ve heard of me from my radio show” thing, to which Abyss would reply “I haven’t, sorry”. since they weren’t around before he left for seven years. Now, the thing that I think would make this a favorable interaction for Abyss is that they apologized. Regardless of whether it was a quick sorry or a genuinely sheepish look since Alastor always seems to have a massive point of pride on his radio show, they still did it. Angel Dust kind of just got told who he was by Vaggie in the pilot, but Lucifer downright disrespected this man by calling him a has-been because he hasn’t heard of the Radio Demon, even though the same King of Hell doesn’t even have a television either
I feel like Abyss could remain in Alastor’s… well, probably not favor, but good graces is the best phrase I can think of, as long as they are generally chill and polite enough. He’s surrounded by delinquents, murderers, rapists, and so on. I think a coping semi-depressed deer who curses like a sailor but generally doesn’t cause trouble is alright in his book. I think though that, like Lilia from Twisted Wonderland, he does like taunting and spooking them to get amusing reactions from them
I do love the idea of Alastor as a pred, but as of right now I can’t think of how it would escalate to that kind of situation realistically unless they REALLY pissed him off or something. Maybe I’ll think of something after the finale tonight, lmaoooo
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dearweirdme · 1 year
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just more subtle things. Fanservice is the bold, almost theatrical interactions.//
I like how you pointed out the subtle things versus the bold things. I had not looked at it that way and must say it is what had me confused about Jikook.
Hi anon!
So South Korea is not a safe country to be queer in. Especially for men during military service where they can be sentenced prison time when they get caught doing gay stuff. That is quite serious. Being brought up in SK that is the kind of upbringing most kids will get. They are being taught that being queer is unsafe. So if a person were to turn out queer and actually participate in same sexe relationships, they are most likely to do so in secret (there are always exceptions thankfully, but I’m talking generally here).
Even though Tae and Jk have experiences societies where this differs from SK, they are still South Koreans… they have still been brought up in a society that views being queer as wrong. They are also idols. Idols aren’t even allowed to date persons of the opposite sexe… no way they would have been permitted to someone from the same sexe.
Fanservice however is accepted in SK. It’s quite normal even. So what is more likely to be true? Those bold statements of Jikook being proof of their relationship or it being fanservice? Is their company more likely to release footage of an actual relationship or of fanservice? Things always go back to safety. The company needs their investment safe, so they wont take risks. The members want their future safe, so they wont take too many risks. And partners want their relationship safe… they will not take much more risk than they already are.
These days allow for more. BTS is on hiatus. They are already established and they will not be seen as much as they have always been. That is why I think Tae and Jk are being seen together more, as I elaborated about in my last ask.
As for the subtlety… this is what that looks like:
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This first gif is actually Tae turning an intimate gesture (holding hands) into fanservice (linking arms). Now there are ofcourse times when stuff gets mixed up. Some real moments are being used as fanservice (either by Taekook themselves or by the company). I feel moments on stage (when they are full of adrenaline and there's less managers around to intervene) are times when they blur the boundaries.
The most telling subtle interactions are those when they catch themselves and consequently start to hold back. I have no to to search for the footage right now, but I'm sure we all know about those moments when they start to reach out or touch, but they catch themselves and hold back. It's a lot.
It's difficult matter to discuss because anti's will always call "fanservice" as we do with Jikook. And yes Tae and Jk also do fanservice together. It's brought us great moments. The difference between Tae and Jk doing fanservice and Jk and Jimin doing fanservice to me is that with Jimin Jk is not leaning into it totally, while with Tae he does.
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Wait, how is Louis more gay-presenting than Harry? I’m newer to the fandom so I know they both are, but what, to you, makes him come off as more gay? Especially in comparison to Harry, who dresses flamboyantly on stage, waves pride flags, helps fans come out, has talked about sexuality and gender, etc. I know appearance isn’t everything, but again, I’m new, so I want to understand what you’re seeing.
Hi, anon!
I know there exisists such a good and comprehensive post about this subject but i can't for the life of me find it. Sorry!
By gay presenting i mean traits and characteristics that are genrerally associated with being gay to the gp/straights. Gay stereotypes if you will.
Louis is very flamboyant. Here is a post about it. That's just his natural way of being, and it's more apparent when he's relaxed. These days we see it more when he's around fans. Like the limp wrist or his giggling and covering his mouth when fans calls him pretty. It isn't put on, it's his natural reaction.
He can also be considered to have the characteristics of a twink (light/small/slim physique, delicate manners, boy-ish looking, little to no body hair, flamboyancy and general attractiveness). He's curvy and (earlier on) was very open about things like crying at movies, needing his mum, loving babies and interior design, wanting to be a drama teacher, getting pedicures and so on. These are all traits more associated with females and gay men.
The difference with Harry is that for Louis this all comes naturally. We've seen him try to hide it or tone his mannerisms down. With Harry his gay presenting is performative and theatrical. Harry is less gay presenting to the gp because he looks and acts more stereotypically masculine and straight. Deep voice, athletic body, good at sports etc. Since Harry isn't immediately clocked as gay through his looks or mannerisms, he's trying to express his gayness through for example flamboyant clothing, using nail varnish, his words/songs and waving pride flags as you said. These are all things that are easier to explain away for the gp though. His womaniser rep is helping him present straight.
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An unpopular take, maybe, but I simply don't find the Matty Healy / Taylor Swift discourse interesting or useful. I get the critique that modern political culture overvalues speech acts (a very trenchant critique I've heard in the past is that now people believe posting on the internet is activism), I get Matty's meta critique of consumption in the internet era, I get the ironic humor of The Adam Friedland Show podcast, I don't think Matty is vile or antisemitic or racist or whatever. I just, personally, find the way that those critiques are made and who they're turned on to be so navel-gazing. If you strip away the layers of meta commentary and irony, I feel like you just wind up in a place where you're saying, oh, the problem is that these people in marginalized communities who didn't understand that my statements were made in the context of an ironic meta commentary on performance of values on the internet are terminally online and got too upset on the internet. And like, honestly? sure. true to a certain extent. People have certainly gone way overboard in their responses to these things. But in the broader context of our current political state, it feels like it's just contributing to the Left once again eating itself, unable to distinguish between an imperfect ally and an enemy. Is the problem really terminally online teenagers who wrote a cringey, boundary-less open letter to Taylor Swift? Is that what we want to spend our time and mental energy calling attention to and critiquing? Or is that mostly just a problem for famous people who are slowly being driven crazy by having to see people constantly misunderstand them on the internet?
For what it's worth, my opinion is driven at least in part by my assumption that this attention and backlash is at least in part intentional. For as much as everyone has been talking about these two people, I guess not very many people have actually paid attention to what Matty Healy/The 1975 are currently doing, but they've been releasing a series of videos called "A theatrical performance of an intimate moment". In the second video in the series (ironically dropped the same day as the Taylor/Joe breakup news), Matty decides he wants to be transported in a suitcase to avoid attention (something Taylor Swift famously did) because the fame is getting to him, he doesn't want to be touched, and he "doesn't want any more bracelets that say that I'm gay", said while pointing to a bead bracelet that looks like the friendship bracelets that people are making for the Eras tour. And in a later episode, he specifically talks about needing to find a girlfriend. So, real relationship or not, it seems kind of clear to me that there is at least some level of performance/performance art occurring. I'm open to being happily surprised by whatever the point of this art turns out to be, but I'm not optimistic.
Lots of really interesting thoughts anon - and I think we come from slightly different perspectives, but I'll try and tease some of the points out.
I loved your summary - I don't quite agree, but it makes it very easy to discuss. You think these sort of discussions boil down to people saying: "The problem is that these people in marginalized communities who didn't understand that my statements were made in the context of an ironic meta commentary on performance of values on the internet are terminally online and got too upset on the internet."
And I have two different thoughts about that - which address quite different aspects. The first is that I would always reject the idea that it's a problem that people don't get 'ironic humour'. There is nothing more tedious than people wanting to be edgy, but also wanting everyone to love them. I think people can and should have whatever reaction they want to the Adam Friedland Show (I listened and I fucking hated it - quite boring on top of everything else). But that in order to do useful politics and understand the world there has to be a gap between someone's personal reaction and someone's political analysis. That's what I find the Gary Younge article 'racism is a system of power not a series of gaffes' so useful at articulating.
The other point is that I don't think it's useful to characterise the fandom response as coming from 'marginalised communities'. Some of the people talking are from marginalised communities, but nowhere near the majority. And I think it's really important to push back against fandom's tendency to paint itself as a whole as marginalised in some way (this is a much bigger issue that I was talking quite a lot about with the Niall and fanfic debate).
I do think that part of the problem of this discussion (and why I find it interesting - even if I agree that there are very tedious elements) - is that there can be so many different views and assumptions that underlie where people end up that aren't articulate.
I really reject the idea that this is the left eating its own - or that it has to be. Partly that's because I see this as being much more about fandom and how fandom operates than about politics. But it's also because I think there are really basic answers to the question of how you distinguish between the enemy and an imperfect ally. It's incredibly important to both solidarity and coalition building that we are able to say 'I disagree with this argument' without that automatically meaning 'the person who is making it is bad and wrong'. Collapsing the two together is fundamentally unuseful - and ultimately individualising.
You ask both what the problem is and what the stakes are - which are great questions. I don't think fans without boundaries are a political problem (although there are many political elements). I absolutely wouldn't write about this or draw attention to it in any other space but a fandom one.
But I do think the stakes are much higher than you do. If I thought this discourse was only having an impact of Taylor Swift and Matty Healy then I wouldn't think it was worth talking about. One of my opinions that I haven't necessarily spelled out - is that it's really important within fandom to understand that the objects of fandom and what people think of hte objects of fandom are not that important. I sometimes do get annoyed/frustrated/upset with other people's views about 1D members, but I do try and make sure that I remind myself that it's OK that people disagree about celebrities.
If there are stakes in fandom behaviour, it's not about the implications for the objects of fandom, but the implications for the fans. And I guess one thing that I assume, is that people are unlikely to treat themselves, or the people around them more generously than they treat celebrities. That a culture that encourages polarised thinking and responding to polarised thinking by attempting to control others - has an impact on the people who are participate. Now that's not necessarily evidence based - it's just a vibe. But it's the reason that I do think the only useful response to this is to emphasise that this isn't the only way to navigate the world. And anything else is just talking about the issues because they're interesting.
But I do think it's worth saying that the idea that you get a say in who someone else dates is really fucked up and can have really fucked up implications for people who believe it. Not just because of how they might treat people - because the corollary is that other people get a say in who you date.
Having said all that - I won't go fully into the second point. I'll just say that one of the things that I find interesting about both Taylor and Matty Healy is that they're both very aware of their image, but it manifests itself in different ways (Taylor is very controlled, Matty Healy is much more chaotic, but often more meta). And on top of that I think in this circumstance what we're seeing is also influenced by the fact that we're all people as well as images - and being human is a pretty messy reality.
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maybe this is obvious, but a lot of the reasons people hate musicals are rooted in homophobia. So is cringe culture for that matter. Like for a good while hating on "cringe gsa gays" was a huge thing on tiktok and by extension things like musicals, steven universe, most counterculture, etc was labeled uncool.
Anon, I didn’t even think of this, but you’re so right. Holy shit.
I need to be clear: I am not saying every individual who dislikes musicals is homophobic. But our larger culture is homophobic, and musical theater has been associated with the LGBT community for a long time. Musicals have absolutely been considered stupid, gay shit by larger society. People have mocked gay men for being “theatrical” for a long time, and it’s a stereotype that every man in theater must be gay—because surely no straight man would be so earnestly emotional on a stage, right? It’s gay to sing songs that are about things other than partying and fucking women, right? It’s not manly to sing joyfully or tearfully. No straight man would be caught dead dancing. Related to what I previously said about cringe culture being an aversion to earnest emotion, this reminds me of how “gay” has been used as an insult for stupid things: “Ugh, people singing and dancing? Why can’t they just tell the story without the songs? That’s so stupid, that’s so gay.” (At least in my part of the world, “gay” isn’t used as an insult nearly as much as it used to.)
Oh, what a surprise, TikTok was being idiotic and homophobic 🙄 This is sort of going off into a larger topic, but people act like it’s a coincidence that it tends to be things that are outright gay or have a large LGBT following which are labeled as cringe and awful, and it’s so dishonest. But people get big mad if you point out that maybe they think a BBC show is considered Satan’s pulsing asshole because a bunch of LGBT fans thought a gay ship would become canon, or maybe they projectile vomit at a colorful cartoon with a lesbian characters and a huge LGBT audience due to prejudices (internalized or otherwise) that they really don’t want people to examine. And of course, they act like enjoying something deemed Cringe justifies what is essentially cyber bullying, giving them a cover for harassing fans of X thing who “just so happen” to tend to be gay.
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*died.*
PLEASE FORGIVE ME! I'm sorry I disappeared from the radar. I was just preparing for the physics contest, which I will have on Monday. and I also have a german contest this Friday. maybe I'm a quiet person, but my ambitions are very loud and I intend to get first place everywhere, lol…
so!
first.
MY GODNESS, nooo, don't call me cute or sweet. 😭😭😭 my heart is very weak and may not be able to stand it. again, God, thank you very much for your kind words and mutual understanding that you give me. hehe, I hope you are not tired of my long messages, which equally kill our time.
my request!
I'm dying. I'm really dying a happy person. I'm so glad you liked it so much that you started writing it so quickly. BUT, please take your time and keep giving yourself time to rest and introspect. everything is fine, I will humbly wait for this masterpiece. and I'm always here to talk about the motives why some characters would become yandere. I'm sure that the main reasons that would trigger my resilient and independent Peggy would be the desire to protect and take care of the object of her "love", given that people who are too close to Peggy can be killed.
so……. yes.
Oh and, haha, that's unusual to hear. I'm not a fan of horror movies or sitcoms, (unlike my mother), but I would love to watch with you what you think is a real masterpiece that we just have to watch.
next, emotions. of course, emotions and feelings are very… a sensitive topic. as well as dont revealing your such emotions and feelings to people. everyone has their own reasons for this. and I am so glad that you are really getting help in this matter. it's true as an outlet after these messages with a kind of self-autopsy in front of a stranger like me.🫂
and no. we and your loved ones are lucky to have you. and, probably, I'm not thinking very constructively in order to decompose all your positive and negative traits and behavior in order to determine whether you are a curse or a blessing...
Rather, this is what I want to see.
let's remember a glass of water. someone will say that it is half full, and someone will think that it is half empty. in your case, if you were a glass of water, I would say "this glass is half full".
I do not know, but I'm again so embarrassed and happy at the same time from your post with Peggy and this spoiler……
I swear, while I'm at this olympics, one cell of my brain and the last cell of my nerves will probably be like:
"Peggy, Peggy, Peggy, Peggy fanfiction, dark-Peggy, Captain Carter, tumbler, Kaz, Kaz, Kaz, Kaz, be gay do crime, here we go lesbians, wAh uH BoH uHl, yoove gOht tO bE JOEking, God save Peggy Carter and her amazing accent"
AND OH MY GOD, HOW BEAUTIFULLY YOU PICKED UP THESE AESTHETIC PHOTOS AND HOW BEAUTIFULLY EVERYTHING IS DECORATED.
just don't think that I'm writing all this just because of my request. I just wanted to compliment you on your excellent sense of taste and impressive writing abilities. well, and of course in general, for your presence.
hmm.
hey, babe, do you know what the best thing your parents did?🧐🤨
*theatrical pause*
you!😎😜😈
(DISCLAIMER: IT'S A JOKE, I DONT KNOW, WHAT IF YOUR PARENTS ARE DOCTORS AND FIGHTING CANCER OR HELPING HOMELESS CATS AND DOGS, THANK YOU, BUT YOU'RE STILL THE BEST THING THEY DID)
oh my god if it isn't my favourite anon! hii darling i hope you're doing okay! <3 you'll absolutely smash those contests ik you will so good luck for them! sending much love and support for it! 💌
hey it's okay to be a lil quiet but have strong ambitions and aspirations fr, were all our own person simply trying to be in the world
agh i'm sorry dear :) i have a habbit of using nickname's especially to cute humans who deserve it. i'll protect your lil heart i promise! and of course my word's simply seek to tell the truth. <3 also i could never get bored of your messages even if they're long i love that you feel comfortable enough to send me messages like this, besides they make my days 🫶
god don't die on me before you have even read it please! 🙏 no but of course i'm enjoying writing it bit by bit, besides it's an interesting concept and i hope you thoroughly enjoy it when i do get around to posting it love! don't worry i won't over work myself sweet! i feel like the reason in this story peggy ends up becoming yandere is due to her past, she's always had to fight to become what she wanted. the serum everything, her brothers death. so in regards to this seeing reader with wanda and seemingly so helpless she has to have her, in a way her stomach seeths with a pain she hasnt felt in years. When she does get reader its the urge to keep herself and peggy has to tell herself that, it is all for the good of cause for her little thing she has to protect! <3 i got carried away then and it shows.. 🫠
god i'm such a sucker for them it's embarrassing. scream, the conjuring series, the visit, hereditary it's the adrenaline for me! dw i'll choose ones that won't scare the shite out of you i pinky promise love! :))
emotions are always a complicated little thing, silly but meaningful in every way. loki said love is like a dagger and sylvie said love is hate, whereas it's all of that and so much more just as any emotion is! it's apart of who someone is and how they can be seen. thank you so much darling, sometimes those who cannot be seen or known of are the best listeners, so always! 🫂
i'm lucky to have you all in my life in anyway shape or form, those we surround ourselves with always impact our inner selves and ofc. analysing whether one is a poet or a singer through words, or simply is just one at the edge of the shore is entirely a concept that doesn't define curse or blessing, i'm flattered and touched you'd simply let it be. your words speak everything so softly <33
thats an interesting concept of a glass of water and touching. from my perspective in regards to yourself you speak fondly of people in ways that even the sun is unable to touch, you perceive things amazingly and im blessed to get to speak to such a sweet anon 💞
bahaha you're adorably funny i love it! my fanfics are something idk even what they are but i do apologise (not really) that it's fumbling so much with that brain of yours. i just enjoy delving deep into gayness and chaos with stories and characters! :')
sO each photo really does have a meaning, small spoiler the middle photo of peggy is her face when she first sees said reader, the other two are secrets yet to be revealed! i love alluding to certain events with my photos i just enjoy searching for them and adding in secrets and clues to be revealed.
don't worry darling ik you're speaking from a kind heart and soul, your messages truly are touching and i adore speaking to you and receiving such compliments! you're truly a breath of incredible fresh air and sunshine 💌
BAHAHA such an adorable thing and snazzy thing to say! <33 yk what yours did? the same thing created such a beauty such a melody. LMAOAOAOA dont worry no offence taken (my parents are fine my love) 😂💌
i hope you've slept well though and taking care of yourself!! did you sleep well and remember to stay hydrated my dear :')
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