ngl most of the time I've spent here I've tried to avoid letting my actual real emotions show. But with everything that has been going on recently. Y'know cysts and everything.
It's getting real hard. Everything got a lot harder coming to this world, and at this point I just wanna go back.
None of all these bodily malfunctions, my mind wasn't actively falling apart back in the world I came from.
I didn't struggle with endless medical neglect for being intersex. Or month long painful periods either for that matter.
There weren't all of these massive societal problems not just affecting other people around me, but also myself. Back there you just went on adventures, life wasn't always easy, I know that.
But here? It's been nothing but tragedy and hardship
And I just wanna go home
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Anytime i try to search for Metamorpho content i just get like fucking Marvel or smth
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Men are hot 😩
Oh, but women tho 😍😍
Actually, everyone is kinda hot 👀👀👀
*Finds all genders attractive and is still single* Kinda crazy 💀.
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ciri as empress of nilfgaard and roche as her loyal vassal and them dating...
Ciri being Emhyr’s Heir while Vernon was her lover and vassal would include:
-Poor, poor Mererid
-Man has to somehow train Vernon Roche to be a vassal while also serving Emhyr and seeing to Ciri and help her with training to be an Empress.
-Vernon Roche is so stubborn and it causes Ciri both amusement and horror, sometimes at the same time.
-Vernon Roche fights Emhyr every step of the way, this was Emhyr’s idea and Vernon is not going to let him forget it.
-Emhyr thought if Vernon Roche was made Vassal to Ciri then their love could be continued and everything would go smoothly
-Nope
-Vernon has to be a butt about everything, the clothes, the manners, the training in etiquette, the training in dancing (Honestly it’s ridiculous, how can someone memorize all these steps)
-The only part Vernon doesn’t fight is the military help he can provide to Emhyr and Ciri, though he does make small quips about the emperor under his breath much to Emhyr’s chagrin.
-Emhyr actually likes Vernon and his challenges though he makes to sure everyone thinks he despises the man and his Northnerness.
-Emhyr is thrilled Ciri took to being his heir even if it meant Vernon Roche would be close
-Little tiffs between Vernon and Emhyr that leave Ciri surely thinking Vernon will meet the hang man’s noose
-“NO! I will NOT be dancing during this event!” “You and Ciri are expected to dance as the main event for the ball, yes you will!” and so on. The tiffs leave Vernon irritable and grouchy while Emhyr is nothing if but amused and tickled someone would actually challenge him. Ciri wants to cuff them both over the head.
-Eventually Emhyr retires and chuckles as Vernon barely scrapes through Ciri’s coronation.
-Emhyr is his retirement comes over to the palace so often and loves to pick little fights with Vernon over stupid little things just to get a rise out of Vernon. Vernon takes a LONG time to catch on that this is a game to Emhyr.
-Vernon actually thought Emhyr HATES him, which he did at first to be fair. Takes a while for him to come around and openly admit that maybe Emhyr isn’t THAT bad. Maybe… Possibly..
-Mererid is glad when Emhyr retires, as he ‘retires’ with Emhyr and continues to serve him.
-Mererid does NOT like the tiffs, the are unprofessional and Sir would you please be mindful of what Vernon’s temper does to the court…
-Ciri takes to the throne beautifully and enjoys visits from Emhyr every now and again, though if you would please stop making my vassal slightly intimidated and irritable that would be great, thanks.
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OUT OF CHARACTER POST. IF YOU COULD TAKE A SECOND OUT OF YOUR DAY TO REBLOG THIS, I WOULD MUCH APPRECIATE IT! I’M TRYING TO GET THIS AU POPULARIZED AND I CAN’T DRAW WORTH A CRAP SO I’M STRUGGLING! /npre /nf /lh /nm
-Lunar//
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I just want the same amount of love that I give to be given back to me. I deserve love too.
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Je veux tellement écrire pour le blog mais avec le bac et tous les "minis exams" (oraux, devoirs communs...) c'est mission impossible
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I want to draw something new so bad but i have 10398 wips
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i made a mess in my entire room just to put cover on 5 notebooks which ik i won't put a single dot of ink in for the entire year🚶♀️,
while @screwzara proceeds to be that one punctual kid who would submit and complete the notebook before dying like literally tells satan to shut up till she is done with her work
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