#the continued voyages of jtkchu being mentally ill on the internet

[jimkirkachu]

sometimes I think maybe I will try to look at / work on / actually finish one of the 1701 K/S WIPs in my drafts, or maybe attempt to put one of the K/S pictures in my head onto paper

and then I remember how very many K/S content creators there are; how much better than me most if not all of them are at the craft in question; how badly out of touch I am with the fandom / franchise; and how small, insignificant, and generally unlikable I am

#i am an awful trekkie #i really shouldn't even be allowed to call myself a trekkie anymore #sorry again folks #personal log #k/s #kirk/spock #tos spirk #no motivation #no self esteem #no self worth #no spoons #riiight‚ social media is where i remember that the rest of the world is much more creative and talented than me #i am literally a fandom cliché but not even in an endearing or amusing manner #the continued voyages of jtkchu being mentally ill on the internet #jtkchu's brain #soul sick #stfu jtkchu

[jimkirkachu]

YOU GOT YOUR ACCOUNT BACK!!!!!

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#and I'm abundantly sorry to the tumblr community 😭 #ship's intercom #not trek #ask #thanks for the ask! #personal log #terminated blog anxiety #thanks for noticing me 💜 #kind words #something nice #thank you so much for your kindness #the continued voyages of jtkchu being mentally ill on the internet