The good part about this mindset is that ive stopped feeling stress. The bad part is that i feel nothing at all
Im not scared of death, im not scared that one ill cease to exist, im scared that of life, and that this all that life will be for me, that there is nothing more to existence than this, im scared of earth and all the beauty and love i see and feel will crumble and be destroyed before me, im scared of humanity and that there is no escape of it even in the deepest parts of my brain, is this all that life is?
When im stressed about school work or art projects i dont have the energy to do I like to think about in Trillions years in the future when Humanity and soicety is dead and how everything everyone accomplished in there lifes (incleding me) no how grand is utterly worthless in eternity's face, Makes me feel better about my worthlessness and utter incompetence and sheer stupidity
Im not scared of death, im not scared that one ill cease to exist, im scared that of life, and that this all that life will be for me, that there is nothing more to existence than this, im scared of earth and all the beauty and love i see and feel will crumble and be destroyed before me, im scared of humanity and that there is no escape of it even in the deepest parts of my brain, is this all that life is?
Im not scared of death, im not scared that one ill cease to exist, im scared that of life, and that this all that life will be for me, that there is nothing more to existence than this, im scared of earth and all the beauty and love i see and feel will crumble and be destroyed before me, im scared of humanity and that there is no escape of it even in the deepest parts of my brain, is this all that life is?
HIII ive been lurking on ur account since ur first showtime posts thank u sincerely for dragging me into that hole but id just like to gently ask if its possible to do the funky lore, secret text stuff without having to use the ALT text function? it *is* a feature with a designated purpose for those that have trouble reading or interpreting pictures and tho im not one of those ppl i have seen it steadily get more misused over time in other fandom spaces and platforms and its just not a great sentiment
i totally get it if im kinda speaking for an audience that doesnt gaf / if you already know this kindly say so, not trying to make a big deal out of it or anything. just figured id send a heads up for whatever it's worth ^^
I've noticed that some of yall have ALSO have been hiding secrets in the ALTS! Please stop doing that for the sake of our visually impaired friends! :(
Hi!! Oh my goodness this was an old ask! I hadn't realized that I normalized this until I went into other blogs that followed me! I'm so sincerely sorry! I do not want this normalized! thank you very much for telling me, asker! And I'm so sorry for the late reply ToT
since this ask was sent, I've stopped putting things in the ALTS; the last one was quite a while ago. I've been trying to find more creative ways to hide things.
Wah... I've been waiting to post this at a time when it wouldn't be quickly buried, and since I'm taking a break I figured now would be a good time <:) sorry again for the trouble!