#thats where the actual fun stuff starts

[trixibebe]

Chapters: 1/25 Fandom: 龍が如く | Ryuu ga Gotoku | Yakuza (Video Games) Rating: Mature Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Zhao Tianyou/Reader Characters: Zhao Tianyou, Reader, Kasuga Ichiban, Kamataki Eri (Yakuza), Mukouda Saeko, Adachi Koichi, Nanba Yu, Seong-Hui (Yakuza), Han Joon-gi | Kim Yeonsu (Yakuza 7), Majima Goro Additional Tags: Explicit Language, Alcohol, Smut, Reader-Insert, Canon-Typical Violence, Anxiety, some abandonment issues, some trust issues, Fluff, bit of angst, Smoking, foreign reader, not really a slow burn but it takes time to get there, Past Majima Goro/Reader, Romance

Summary:

You reluctantly moved to Isezaki Ijincho five years ago when you learned that your partner, Goro Majima was murdered. The initial devastation faded over time but you could never quite let go. You were left with unanswered questions but a faithful encounter with Ichiban Kasuga promised the key to some clarification on the circumstances of your past lover’s death. Tagging along with him on his quest you didn’t expect to fall so fast for the leader of the Yokohama Liumang. How will you handle all the feelings that keep on coming crashing down on you?

#tianyou zhao #tianyou zhao x reader #yakuza 7 #yakuza like a dragon #ryu ga gotoku #yakuza lad #rgg7 #obligatory zhao tag #mystuff #writing #bro its happening #my writing isnt the greatest #there is waay too much build up until zhao actually joins the party #but there are 10 chapters out now #you could take a peek starting from chapter 7 or 8 when he does eventually join #thats where the actual fun stuff starts #pls be nice its my first writing project :') #ichi-game

[moeblob]

So does he, Gallagher.

#honkai star rail #hsr blade #gallagher #i based this off of how many times i used funny soda man to help be a healer with his poppin soda pop in SU #and then blade constantly just being blade as usual #its normally him saying unnecessary to my actual healer but #i kept forgetting gallagher heals and i kept healing when i didnt even need to so TECHNICALLY yeah it was unnecessary #but the amount of times blade was the recipient...... #i cant use like most of my newer units in story bc i cant ascend or i run out of leveling mats so i just #get them and toss them into simulated universe for funsies cause i can match their levels better #so thats where i tossed gallagher and he is genuinely fun to play as ? like i love his punches and kicks to start the battle #funny soda man is funny (to me) and im really behind in plot still #but last time i tried to play it on my laptop and got a kickass cutscene my laptop lagged and i couldnt even see it RIP to me #so now that its like ... me trying to play it on desktop ? #i mostly get on desktop for comms and if i do much else i feel like im slacking off even if i would take a break anyway #one day i can play more story plot stuff and actually meet the funny guys #also in case you know me for Not Having Boys in HSR i need to point out #i did pull Gallagher however same 10 pull got a 4 star girl copy for someone i never use and she is at e4 now cool #and i didnt even think of the irony as i started this i just like drawing blade and i wanted to draw gallagher #so when i already had the dialogue planned and am drawing i was like OH WAIT haha im funnier than i thought #(no i am not but we can pretend)

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

fuckfuck fuck i need to make more physical crafts i need to create tangible things that i can hold with my two hands and put it somewhere i can See It and think Wow. I Made That.

#finished my little rudimentary earring holder & one of two arm warmers #MORE!!!! MORE!!!!!! I NEED MORE #maybe... maybe ill go get myself a new little plant and a pot to decorate. a little guy for my windowsill #ohhh i could uh! i could make like a little scrapbook thing and put in there all of my favorite things that ive drawn.... #a little egotistical Perhaps but!! on days where i feel like shit and like my art sucks i could flip through that! #and say 'huh. not too bad actually' #plus it just sounds like a fun craft. i could get stickers and stuff. washi tape. glue flat objects on. add teeny doodles #i just. i need to create more i think thats whats wrong with me lately #i feel such Peace and Joy when i make physical things #i wonder if id like book binding... #no no thats for future me who has a job and an Income to get interested in #that would be fun tho! ive always wanted to try it. #and if i do i'd Really want to do that thing where people take a fanfic and make it into a physical book #that would be so fun... #i could have my favorites on a shelf! with permission of course! #absolutely unprompted #yk when i start to feel that Despair i really just gotta think about what physical things i could create #what art things i still have to discover and attempt and enjoy #today has sucked But! i will take the car tomorrow and by fuck i will do Something #a new plant friend. yeah. i need something alive in my room #and this weekend ill go to michaels and get myself washi tape so that i can secure my posters to the walls #bc my poster tack Is Not Working! #i wonder if our printer can work on cardstock... i wonder if its been Set Up yet i havent seen her #maybe ill make some more tiny vases today. i have clay still... #OH OH i could make small amigurumi keychain things... #*spoken with clenched fists and gritted teeth* there is still so much to discover and delight in in this life #the walls in this house are bare and cold but if my stepdad allows I Can Spruce It The Fuck Up #ohhhhh crochet tapestries... i could probably do that too... #i cant wait to pick up crafts get bored two days later and drop em and i say that sincerely!

[spaciebabie]

I saw Springtrap submitted to a mosterfucker confessions blog and I immediately thought of you, even though I know it's not likely it was you who sent it dsafd The ask in question mentioned how there was a thrill to the one on one cat and mouse game he played in fnaf 3

true. true. although im less of an enjoyer of that since i dont find him that scary (some art does a really good job! but even in those instances my reaction is quite...uhhh carnal XD). also . he would be nicies 2 me :3

#he would try and kill me at first and it would be awesome cuz hed lose so bad lmao #decrepit old thing. #i only really enjoy the cat and mouse thing under certain circumstances. if it starts 2 get too intense its not really enjoyable for me sdk #''ooh!! imma getcha!!'' done playfully or with the knowledge that he doesnt wanna hurt me is fine but #if i start ta feel like im actually in danger its a turn off skfjsdf #props ta those who do enjoy it though!! i just like being treated kindly more often #i think initially meeting him would be where that mostly happened and thats fun but after that no #like i dont mind initially being hunted b/c hes lost his mind or whatever and cant even comprehend reality #thats really hot ngl but only short term. or like briefly. #idk how 2 explain this lolllll my tastes are very specific #spacie splains #top 10 reasons why i never read any springtrap stuff on ao3 theres. so much violence and noncon and i #am very much not in2 it #again no shame ta ppl who enjoy it its just.....not for me

[flamboyant-king]

You know me. I like barely ever show any NOT SAFE FOR WORK drawings on here. So instead, I'm sharing drawings of my face AS I was drawing each NOT SAFE FOR WORK thing.

And the subject is right there, smack dab in the middle. Being tormented by the sins of the egg. (I drew him really cute but I can't share the rest.)

ALSO, I'd like to state that it's not corngraphic except like two maybe, it's more so like violent. We are all just having fun beating this guy up. Like, step right up and stomp on his face type shih. I never ever ever draw violent stuff, unless it's lewling related, so this is like cathartic.

This uhh feeling will fade after Halloween hopefully and we'll go back to our regularly scheduled wholesomeness and cammypus.

#i looked in a mirror 20 feet away as reference because im like NYAHAHA WHAT EVILS HAVE I COMMITED #and i see my own smug face in the mirror like 'yes this will get me hunted down' #sketches #i do comedy slapstick violence but ya know doing more darker jokes and adult humor feels nice like im not censoring myself #i mean i still am by not showing you guys a lot of the bloody or even H O RN Y stuff but ya cant expose everything #like for those of yall who have followed me for years id say were all legal here for more than my usual 13+ content #i just want ro be appealing to a broader audience IN CASE i ever did make it somewhere but haha its been what #8 years since i started this blog. any credit i had died off with teeny taku fhjdjsksajsk #ive got no image to uphold. i have nothing im trying to promote anymore. i do but ive lost the plot ya know #im just having fun and im glad you guys are just ...letting me? like i looked at my old stuff #with the cookies the pokemans the fehs the ocs. and yall just let me go freaking wild and thought #yeah ill give that a like. bless yalls hearts. bless ya souls. ive got thousands of posts on here and yall just let me run wild #and thank you for that. ya never pit pressure on me. kts me outting pressure on myself. #i do wish there were folks that did look forward to some actual tangible content instead of me shitposting with no cohesiveness #but thats just hard with adhd. and try as i might with medications and alarms and deadlines and what have you. its just. difficult #like even the tags here are derailing. but i hope that alongside me just having fun doing my thing. i hope i can get on course #where there is a clear line to follow in my life but i dont lose sight of it as i trail off #but for now. im just drawing experimenting and straight up goofing around. have fun you guys #i may not show you everything but just know im having fun too.

[silverislander]

prof said congrats for writing up a proposal so early i am going to get a good grade in. well this is literally going to be graded. but yk the meme

#i really hope its decent proposals are really hard for me to write. i never really understand how much im supposed to say #also i dont plan stuff in advance! i hate drafts and proposals why cant i just jump in and run w my topic #i dont Know exactly what im going to cover just yet can i get back to you once ive covered it #levi.txt #i spent One page just opening the two page proposal so. i know it needs some cleaning up #but the last time i wrote one of these i only got a 75 (not a bad grade but i could do significantly better) bc. and i am not kidding. #i wrote a several page intro abt the themes of a story i was super pumped to write. and forgot the /plot characters and title/ #a 75 was honestly generous. that prof already liked me and knew my work so i got very lucky #also i just think the guy im working with for my essay is so cool and i want to impress him bfhshsk #ive taken 2 classes with him before he is so smart and so enthusiastic. i was 1 of only 3 who was there for every class both times #everyone whos helped me has been so cool and very nice to me i want to do a good job and prove that im as capable as they think #and also jesus fucking christ ive worked so hard for this degree PLEASE #if i dont get honours im walking into the forest laying down and letting the fae take me as they will #side note: i have 1.5 movies left (its late and im finishing army of the dead tomorrow + watching evil dead rise)!! thats so exciting #theyve (mostly) been really fun and i feel like i have a really good general idea of where im going w my essay now #the movie eras are starting to kind of organize themselves into coherent themes in my mind #i think its smth along the lines of racism/xenophobia -> social change -> satanic panic -> action and militarism -> prejudice/bias #and i actually think were in smth of a thematic reckoning w zombies rn as a culture that im excited to discuss!! #for so long weve accepted that zombies arent people but weve really been starting to interrogate that since abt the mid 2010s #w tropes like searching for a cure (not just a vaccine) or movies like warm bodies or evil dead where you can truly turn back #and im really excited to see where the future takes the zombie genre!!

[todayisafridaynight]

I’ve noticed a pretty sizable portion of this fandom can’t understand symbolism or basic writing techniques sometimes. Sometimes, it seems to be born from not being used to Japanese media but even then…

Also Demyx is the Master of Master because he’s my mom

i can't even seriously respond to this ask after reading 'demyx is my mom' im crying

#snap chats #i will respond to it in the tags tho dont worry <3 #i dont like the excuse that 'people just havent looked at japanese media' because this isnt a problem exclusive to rgg #because symbolism and color theory isn't a Japanese Media thing. lest i remind everyone of The Great Gatsby #A VERY ENTRY-LEVEL BOOK STUFFED with symbolism and all that good stuff. very easy to pick up on even as a dumbass teenager #it's why it's such a common book to teach in high school english classes it's a very simple place to start to understand these concepts #'snap youre being americentric with your media recommendations' blow me i'm watching We Make Antiques 3 in japanese later #that aside its why i refuse to let the whole 'its japanese media' bit slide #ik japanese media is touted as being more symbolic and subtle and i wont lie that does feel to be the case at times #but it's a problem overall even outside of rgg where people just refuse to critically engage with media #or to look at it from a deeper/different perspective. or just look at it LMAO #and thats FINE if you just want to watch or play something and be done with it im not gonna be your mom about it #im not your teacher i dont ACTUALLY expect people to hyperanalyze everything they look at that's annoying #we're all human sometimes we just want our brain to go Unga Bunga and have fun #i just repeat... do not have a serious discussion with me about it LMAO

[nomaishuttle]

btw in my theoretical peculiar rewrite that Will not ever happen bc im not a writer anymore i left that life behind in 2017. but in my theoretical one its rly mostly just a rewrite of likee. maybe a bit of book 3 and then Completely rewriting books 4-6

#i like some of the stuff from the 2nd trilogy. mainly the stuff that was brought up in the first book that seemed rly interesting thar they #then forgot abt in the 2nd book and/ #or solved off screen or came up with some other reason for it to not matter. like. the american conflict wouldve been so cool. but then #they just decide its the noor story and r like Oh yeah rhe ymbrynes solved all the american stuff so don't even worry abt it 👍 #having the kids like. take modern normal lessons and have jacob trying to like. teach them while also trying 2 hide that hes trying to #follow jn abes footsteps. thats so fun . but i stead he just like straight up leaves and the kids r basically gone the entre time... #and the like. Omg theres like a group of normals that r hunting peculiars and have been for centuries. thats rly rly interesting. and then #theyre judt like Nah it was wights the whole time. #Like. i like noor i think shes rly cool i just think the prophecy is So stupid #im never gonna get over the way that the entire prophecy was pointless. like trying to find the other kids was pointless. bc the prophecy #didnt need 7 it needed 1 and the others were just spares. so it literlaly xouldve been like. Finished as soon as it started. and it was #just so generic and boring like... the first trilogy was very unique and like interesting and different #and then in the 2jd theyre like Omg this is the chosen one and shes one of the chosen jn this prophecy where 7 kids etc #i also think its rly stupid that theyre all light eaters.. #if we Have to have the stupid 7 prophecy like were every other book on this planet can at least be like. Omg... and theyre all very very #powerful peculiars from some of the peculiar subcategories. but whatever... #but ya. the main things id change abt book 3 is like. the weird like... Omg all peculiars Used to be hollows ???? thats why jacob can ??? #understand them ??? bc hes part hollow ????? Thats so fucking stupid. #its weird. and also in my au i would have emma and jacob break up bc i think that makes sense and emma is my everything girl but i feel #like in the actual books they broke up and then havob was immediately like Noor is my everything shes the reason i live im nothing without #her . and its been 2 hours since they met. and emma is right fhere and they broke up 2 days ago. yk... #i also think id just have the series be like. #a bitttt more spread out ?? like a little bit at least.. bc it takes place over the span of 6 months #roughly. which for the first trilogy i get why itd be very quick succession bc those kids were on a mission #idk. i just think its kinda silly that jacob was So into emma like Omg well never be apart she completes me etc within like. 3 months. and #then is the same with noor after like 2 days. Ik teenagers r like that Fucking trust me im so insanely aware that teenagers will fall #deeply deeply deeply in love with somebody very quickly even when tht relationship isnt rly good for either party . trust me im so insanely #fucking aware . LMAO. but it was just a bit annoying esp bc emma was just completely written out basically... it sucked :( it sucks that al #of the peculiar chuldren bssicslly werent there like. idk. it rly just felt like jacob was like Ok done with them NOOR TIMEEE #and like i said i love noor shes great im sooo down with her i judt wiuldnt make her literally the chosen one snd specialest girl on earth

[sundial-girl]

Meep meep meep

The Oliver :3

ehehe the little guy of all time...

My favorite song of theirs

ughgighghkjdg this is so hard wtf he has good songs 😭 i'll give u 3 b/c i can't decide

to be basic: "Amygdala's Rag Doll" -> it was the first ever oliver (and GHOST) song i listened to. still bangs after all these years

to be emo: "Thing" -> also one of the first oliver songs i started listening to, resonates w/ me deeply b/c personal issues. also very lovely and haunting

to be interesting: "Collection" -> OLIVER IN JAPANESE also the pv is so nice and this just soundsss so pretty. also not an og song but if u want more oliver in japanese there's this cover i'm going insane over

Who I ship them with

ok i'll b honest. len.

blonde boys that die in a lot of their songs

I THINK ITS FUNNY OK 😭 its not all that serious but they r cute. they both do have other cute ships too but i like this. or aroace oliver too thats slay

My favorite part about their design

ughhh everything abt his design is perfect its so gooddd but like... ig for one thing the long coat?? i suck at drawing it sometimes but i just love shit like that so i have the chance to draw flowy shit. extra dramatique. realistically ik wind physics whatever don't work like that BUT IT LOOKS COOL esp when other people do it in art too i love to see it. and in general it just ties his whole design together, blueee

also idk if james counts but best decision ever was giving him bird. yes. love to see it

A random headcanon I have of them

you get 2 b/c i couldn't decide which one's better

at this rate b/c of how much inedible stuff he's eaten he's practically immune to food poisoning. you can't kill him in any way that matters

HE AND MOKE ARE BESTIESSSSSS. you will never take this hc away from me even from my cold dead hands I WANT THEM TO BE FRIENDSSSS!!! bird enthusiasts. they go birdwatching together and have very long conversations about ornithology stuff. they arrange very sophisticated playdates for both their pet birds. ily them

name a vocaloid in my askbox and i'll tell you stuff

#ask #i got disconcentrated while answering sorry this took so long?? 😭 ALSO I HATE THE NEW EDITORRR i hate npf so much i jakfdsnjkgndskgjsgk #sorry if this isn't very exciting kdsjg. its like that post i like getting asks but answering them makes me nervous 😭 #the bird stuff also definitely hasnt intensified due to where my life is going in (bird direction). REGARDLESS BESTIESSSSS PLEASE!! FRIENDS #im so sorry to both len and oliver. or really any vocaloid i get attached to my shitposts are so BADDDD DSHKJGHKG BUT ITS FUNNY #its a cute ship but i wish people were less creepy/weird abt it :/ ya know? but i dont wanna start drama #ive been meaning to make a post abt this but I WISH IT WAS EASIER TALKING ABOUT MY HCS FOR THESE VOCA MFERS #cause the inconsistency. the way nothing is like properly sorted. sobs. theres very few things that actually are somewhat 'default' but aug #lmao though he's like... a mini evil food eater conchita at this rate what have i done 😭😭 he'd drink straight poison for fun he dont care #thats one of the few things that stays consistent w/ him. boy cannot be stopped from eating things he should not be eating 😔✌️ he's feral #anyways i am so sorry i suck at tumblr :') i hope this makes sense???

[ghostprinceiii]

"You're going to need a compelling reason to gain entry to Inazuma..."

My compelling reason is I need wood from there to make a purple bed for my teapot house.

#ghostprince posts #Genshin Impact #videogames #Very behind on story stuff obviously but after several days of avoiding it I finally finished the Dainslief quest (by using Amber to solo a #Ruin Hunter. Took forever but I'm proud of her) saw the Lumine reveal and now we're finally on our way to the next region! #Gonna be 2024 by the time I get to Sumeru since I still want to 100% Mondstat and Liyue + I don't wanna do the regions out of order/go to #Sumeru without it being time for it in the story. I've already technically done some stuff out of order since I did the Chasm before #Dainslief's quest and event cutscenes + character stories have been on a timeline thats innacurate to me + assumed knowledge of events/ #characters/regions/etc that I don't (/canonically) have. #We're sort of getting on track though! #Glad I stopped playing this game when I did since it was causing problems for me. But also wish I'd started again sooner cuz I've missed so #much. But also glad I started again now since it gave me another chance to pick up where I left off in getting my favourite character and #being able to play as him has made this a lot of fun for me outside of the story elements. So... one step at a time in trying to just #enjoy myself at my own pace and hopefully ward off the stress of missing out on various limited-time events/rewards/characters. #+ I'm maybe in a bit of a better position to self-regulate what the problem was in the first place now? Let's assume I'm 'more mature'? #I have a lot of issues but I'm... maybe not working on them but I guess trying to not be overcome by some specific ones? And also trying to #stop spamming the discord server with updates about my every move in this game or go off about it to anyone who's willing to pretend they'r #listening ahaha. Trying to be less annoying basically. Might start talking outloud to the cat again. But! For now: New region that I #actually haven't seen any of the gameplay or visuals of (I don't think) so this should be interesting! #And purple :) #This has been my videogame update on Tumblr.com

[isabelguerra]

i dont have an actual name for it but depressed college au is probably one of my favorites. i dont really care for the adults in paranatural and thinking about how the activity club/others might grow up and continue their lives is so much more interesting to me

#i started reading this comic when i was 15? i think? and now im recently 23. i cant really say i relate or want to relate to 12 year olds an #y more. and yeah i prefer a lot more nuance and complexity when crafting+ reading stories #but when your protags are 12. well. yeah pass #pnats adults are fine but the kids are the ones i have any actual emotional interest or compulsion towards #so when i write something that might be less 'yippee whimsical wacky adventures' and the options are spender and zarei. again theyre fine bu #t i dont really care enough about spender and zarei #but i still want to write about adults you know. BEING 12 was hard enough you could not PAY me to go back into that headspace #honestly thats actually why most of wizard au takes place in their later school years #like you know those aged up mob psycho 100 aus. where mob is like a fireman and ritsu is an english major and theyre not exactly having epic #adventures anymore but theyre coming into themselves etc. god. thats the stuff 2 me #i used to hate aged up aus as a teenager bc i thought it was the author/artists excuse to put kids in weird situations. and idk considering #it was 2015. yeah fair. but i do think i get it now. teenage years are hard and theres a certain part of that hardness that i love. things #like growing up [from a 17yo perspective] and people you love going to college and trying to find yourself and dealing w friends and fear #for the future. THOSE are the kind of teen stories i like reading about. but when you start getting tired and mellowing out and things that #come with the end of college and grad school and growing up [from a 22yos perspective] is similar. but its more somber. youre older now #when the protagonists become people. thats what i like #wizard au is fun as a huge intense magical adventure project but depressed college au is just like. where i can project. #drinking an entire pack of mikes hard lemonade by myself and lying on the floor talking to friends about how im scared and pushing myself #towards a career that i love but dont know i can achieve. friends leaving. getting an apartment for the first time. and the second and #the third. that feels better when i can sit down and go 'okay. someday isabel will do this too. i might not understand. my friends might not #understand. nobody could understand and i could be alone. but max woke up with a hangover today and i know what that feels like' etc #idk just feels better. taking your favorite characters with you while you go through things. by which i mean #'taking my favorite characters and making them go through things' #you want them to be safe and happy and having fun. i want them to feel fear. we both know what we want from fiction and treasure each #depressed college au

[bumbleblurr]

not me wanting to make bee an education major for a college au and then I reread my first blurb fic and there's literally a line in there abt how he should stay away from a career in education .

#WHOOPS #ok on my defense . i got nothing akdhdljflf #i was so focused on bee being good with kids & potentially gaining the patience and ethic to be a mentor if hes just given a chance #that it slipped my mind that i once thought he wouldnt be able to handle it bc hes scatterbrained & not the best at managing himself #its ok. its ok this is what character arcs are for #they didnt give bee any meaningful character arcs in the show that means i have to pick up the slack #except im not obligated to make any content of it and im too busy to rlly do any of that atm aksjdlfj #anyway. college au #i was considering blur to be an english major because. obvious reasons #actually maybe hes studying to be a reporter #or an editor #and then bee i had some trouble bc like. hes definitely the kind of guy to be directionless and probably would switch majors at the start #and im. these guys are not in the military bc theyre in college so i cant just copy paste stuff from the show #(thats why blur is not in intel. hes not in the military this time and his life is probably more peaceful bc of it) #and i was like. hey im going to be an education major maybe ........ #bee would be a fun teacher but he needs to become more. structured? like time management and being more firm & focused #which hes definitely not good at atm. but again this is where he can develop his character #hes already sociable & good with kids & quick witted. good at problem solving & thinking on his feet #so yeah. just needs to get better at the ''boring'' stuff #ive had convos where others said he would be a gym teacher bc hes not smart enough to be a general studies teacher but. listen #i dont think bee is not smart enough hes just not traditionally booksmart or smth like that #but i believe in him he can do it 🥺 #he just might need help from a study partner... like you know who #that's right. bulkhead. #also blur i guess but whatever #🐝 could you repeat the last part? 🟦

[picavecalyx]

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#ooc ;; pterodolphin has no devil fruit #mfers i just had one hell of a fumky dream #SO BASICALLY #I WAS going to a fancy restaurant with my dad's side of the family for some reason; mixed in with a few famous streamers #and as i was there. there was a little bit of sus stuff going on...but i didnt thjnk too much on it #but the more time passed the more odd it got. #i was following my group down passed the stage--it was a big building and the downstairs is where we were booked #and the downstairs also had screens so we could see the stage and hear it too #and somehow idk HOW...as i was following them; i got behind and i actually lost them?? so i was looking aroind confused like oh fuck #which way did they go??? #and thats when i started to see even more odd stuff. including but not limited to a whole ass flare grunt. #so i was like :vibeohno: oh okay thats fun. #and so i kept looking for my group and thr entire time i was fucking SURE i was being followed. finally i sorta semi gave up and walked #up to a bar to where i found someone i knew from childhood...except she seemed to not know me at all; till i was like :) hey rmemeber?? #and she just :) haha totally :) and at this point im just. THIS IS SUS AS SHIT. #im running out of tags for this post :/ but apparently flare was infesting this building i forgor why and lysandre was also there #disguised as a grunt by tying his hair down and using expansion suit tech. it was a cool af reveal #the entire dream was high as fuck tension because even when i found my way to my table everyone there ALSO felt sus like #i think. everyone was a grunt because it SURE FELT LIKE IT

[waywardsalt]

mmm

#bellum x linebeck tag ramblings im not making this an actual post i just wanna throw some ideas around bc its still abstract n all that #cuz its not like. just romantic? like im not gonna sit down and treat it like some conventional relationship tho sometimes it is #like i sit down and not a single au/bit of post ph are they actually just. dating. they generally just have Something going on #like in ph. off the bat. i think when linebeck learns about bellum he starts to research him- checks libraries and personal collections #and hounding oshus and the spirits and trying to scrape together every little bit lf information he can find #at first its to quell his fear and maybe find tips he can pass on to link but once he digs deeper he just starts doing it out of curiosity #so theres just a mutual. they really want to know more about each other- linebeck doesnt just stop at researching bellum as an enemy #and bellum doesnt just stop at ‘researching’ linebeck as an enemy and someone to take advantage of #before they meet they have already gone a little farther than necessary into finding info on each other so they. have that mutual interest #and neither of them are too familiar with that i mean linebeck gets link but hes just used to limiting what people know about him #and bellum is used to just being a demonic enemy in need of eradicating (justified tho) whose other traits have been lost to time #like i imagine that long long ago bellum was worshipped as a like. god of war deity of survival against the odds that sort of thing #but the more positive aspects were left to languish when he decided to take the easy and simple way out and towards power and survival #but thats Bellum Lore that i need to add to That Post bc i don think its on there lmao #ok but. specifically in the crimson king au. theres this whole thing bellum eats people he has linebeck bring back limbs and stuff for him #but like some nights they make dinner i (linebeck is. not going to eat human meat. probably) #and while bellum prepares whatever dead guy linebeck brings him linebeck usually brings over a fresh squid #i feel like there’s something there. in other aus bellum ends up being intensely protective of linebeck due to them being reliant on each #other and bellum has known linebeck for a while. in some hes just like. his boss? the space au one is fun thats a fun dynamic #space au is probably the current au where theres the least romantic w/e between them but its still weird #anyways. but like in post ph its that sort of curiosity about each other that drives them to be kind to each other and. civil #theres some recognition they kind of see themselves in each other they understand how they think to a certain degree #bellum is possessive (heh. heheh) of linebeck very quickly partially to be able to keep. well. studying him and eventually bc of liking him #like on a level bellum is kind of just this violent animal that linebeck studies and finds ways to sustain and take care of but bellum #also knows linebeck incredibly intimately so while empathy is generally not there he can talk about very personal stuff to bellum and. #and vice versa a bit! its weird. like bellum has done heinous shit but linebeck kinda just. cares about the present and the future #it kinda ties into my idea that linebeck would rather not touch the past much like he keeps it in mind but moves forward no matter what #so he keeps his eyes forward with bellum and while initially distrustful and keeping him on a short leash just like. gives him some grace #this might be tag limit but like. yknow? im getting there but i might stick to just being loose with it bc it works #salty talks

[arolesbianism]

I find it so funny just how long I'd have to talk to get to a single non original character in the random card au if I explained the worldbuilding in chronological order. I'm pretty sure the first recognizable characters would be og Tae and Rei and even then there's a pretty big span of time where they could have possibly existed so I could theoretically go through a Lot before getting to them even without all of the finer details of kingdom worldbuilding

#rat rambles #random card au #band posting #after that I believe next in line would be misaki and rokka followed shortly by hagumi and nanami #then we have an haruka kohane shiho and shizuku all around the same tome period next #and after that we get glitter green and rimi #then we get to another shaky period where no one rly comes up but rui emu kanade and honami are probably all in there somewhere #and then after a good while the main characters and other alive ppl start existing and we get to actually sort of discuss plot stuff 👍 #note that even with me not going into too deep detail theres a Lot involved in the main plot thats hard to explain without explaining basic #worldbuilding such as the gods and divinities and the vessels and other shit like that #like most of it is much more naturally integrated into the story but yknow writing smth into a full narrative and explaining the same thing #are very different and it's hard to do the ladder effectively if its complicated enough #its also frustrating to explain to ppl cause its very much meant to be treated as a fantasy setting opposed to my typical two layers down #approach to realism since a lot of the worldbuilding especially are much more meant to be creation myth vibes y'know? #so ppl have gotten snarky with me abt it and its just frustrating as hell cause like yeah it doesn't make logistical sense this is fantasy #like there Are sci fi elements but a lot of sci fi is just nonsense too so like that doesnt mean much #I dont completely abandon my two layered realism but as far as basic world origins go its a creation story with gods and stuff #so yeah I get silly with things cause its fun and gives me an excuse to make characters furries

[devotedlystrangewizard]

i fuckjgng love au ra idk what it is i would never change my masc viera for the WORLD but the au ra are so cool

#i actually started as a fem au ra #kasumi <3 #she was a black mage #but then summer sale happened and i bought endwalker and. well. shes no longer a fem au ra #and now ziero has taken her place #but! i have an alt halfwayish (read: almost at the aery) through hw whos a fem au ra #and i love her shes very pretty #shes a drk/dnc depending on where in her story she is #aside from the paladin that she was up until the banquet #(reminded her of her failure to protect the others + the very much ul'dah roots of the job made it difficult to continue on that path) #(and once shes healed enough she no longer believes herself worthy of pld so she really does just stick to drk/dnc) #its gonna go back & forth a lot probably #aside from me being terrified of tanking certain trials #she switches between drk & dnc depending on her mood #and yes thats wjy im ridiculously overlevelling both #like drk is at 60 & dnc at 62. i havent even unlocked the aery #and yeah im literally taking breaks from msq to level stuff for Lore Reasons. there is no rush. she isnt my main #is this a really inefficient way of going through the msq? yeah. is it really fun to have my idea of her arc match up with her job in canon #also yeah #shes worth it #shes not here to be rushed to endgame shes here to choose dialogue options i wouldnt dare choose as ziero (projection central) #doyi (the alt) unlike ziero can actually be really fucking mean to zenos for instance. hates his ass #i physically cant bring myself to do that on ziero bc i love him #and ive written over 50k of zenoswol bullshit with ziero in the lead #shes also generally meaner #with ziero i imaginr him just generally being p lighthearted & sarcastic #doyi is just. mean. sometimes. like at her core she wants to protect shes just. a bitch about it #if you dont rp in ur mmorpg story quests are you even playing an mmorpg.. #NO NONE OF THE DIALOGUE OPTIONS HAVE ANY EFFECT ON THE OVERARCHING STORY BUT I LIKE THINKING ABOUT IT #anwyay