#thanks for spending the day with me lol

[batfossil-fr]

I’ve been really thinking of reopening my art shop soon… I’ve been taking some practice doodles (hence all the posting lately) while I shake off my rust and I’m finding things I enjoy working on again. I miss trying my hand at more dragons/OCs and colors. my shop’s so broken rn lmao but that’s a problem for a later date it’s just nice getting back into art

#my mental health is starting to improve a bit #took a couple years but I found some meds that finally work better for me #ofc things aren’t 100% but I was really in a pit for a while #like ‘did not leave my house in months and slept 14 hours a day’ kind of pit #so. any improvement is better lol. but nah I’ve been making real improvement and im doing better. a lil shaky sometimes but that’s expected #diagnosed with chronic fatigue too. which is unfortunate but not unexpected. i am indeed god’s sleepiest soldier #i feel like a raisin slowly rehydrating but considering i was in a desert before any hydration is welcome #just learning how to enjoy things again overall #one thing I just couldn’t get myself to do (and enjoy) was art. doodles here and there but nothing to post #and it’s kind of funny because I feel like that downtime actually gave me a chance to think about what I wanted to work on #even when I wasn’t actively practicing #just paying attention to things I guess. enjoying art styles #i genuinely think my experimenting with stained is helping me learn colors #i spend hours in the scryshop im glad it’s paying off lmao #i want to tackle bigger things but i just gotta ease myself into the hang of things again #for now im having fun and that’s coooool. thank you all for your nice comments #i read all tags while kicking my feet and giggling. thank u all #that’s the update on Me tho. more to come hopefully #starting next month/julyish I will have a significant amount of time to dedicate to drawing which i intend on doing #so who knooowwwsss #rambles #funny enough coloring has become my favorite part of the process now. it used to be lineart. now lineart annoys me LOL #i also feel like i kinda lost my ability to write which has been frustrating but im focusing on art first #anyways that’s a whole different tangent rant over

[b4kuch1n]

Hello! As you guys have seen, I’ve been figuring out the dip pens recently for a project, and I’d love to draw a guy of your choice as practice!

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#bakuspeech #commission info #b4kuch1n #big thank you to rudeboimonster for pointing me towards the ko-fi commission function!! and for helping me test the format! #what I make of this will probably go towards ink and more nibs and necessities while I work on the comic #(it will take a bit! so having a sum to spare while doing it would be nice) #obvious disclaimers here is: I am also doing this to practice the dip pens (which I am not yet super familiar with) #so if you expect like. mike mignola level of ink. youre not getting it lol #best to go off of the examples I posted! thats where Im at rn #and I will be experimenting a bit with anything I draw rn. in my fuck around era! #please keep that in mind as well as the instruction stuff. spend money wisely! thank u for ur support no matter what! #and now. I take a got dang shower #it is SO damp here. I am made of like 70% mushroom at this point. I need to Submerge #have a good nite! take care! deep breath! #edit: I fucking forgot its international day of clown. this is fully serious btw lol #I do not celebrate it I am ambivalent to it. its business as usual here. this is real #GREAT timing baku. good job!

[skyloftian-nutcase]

I want to take a 100 year nap, Wild, move over.

#ok maybe 100 years is a little excessice #I’ll do a 7 year nap instead #*shoves Time aside* IT’S MY TURN TO SLEEP IN THE SACRED REALM #UUGGGHHH #my body can’t figure out when it wants to sleep #Tired at 4am? Sweet let’s go to bed around 5 that’s cool #oh but we’re gonna wake up at 8 #and now you can’t go back to sleep #But you can still be tired as a treat :) #thanks body love that for me #my days off my days off and I get to spend them exhausted #I’m just grumbling I’m sure I’ll take a nap in the afternoon or something #I should go walking in the woods while it’s pretty and shut up #now I’m craving sleepy snuggle fics #WOW I need to shut up LOL #random rambles

[larapaulussen]

#some christmas illos i did for simple things mag #i personally dont like christmas so i only draw christmas related stuff when paid for it lol #digital art #magazine illustration #guess who is spending christmas alone like absolutely every year #spend the whole day alone crying #LIKE EVERY YEAR #I so wish for next year to FINALLY meet a decent man who doesnt think its too much too ask to spend holidays with me #im so tired of aholes who are literally never there for me #spending nye also alone #thanks for nothing

[theloveinc]

why is this bakugo and do you think he does it to his lil daughters too till they grow up and have their own valentines

😭😭😭i know i'm just repeat everything here but !!!

Every year waking up to a big bouquet of flowers and chocolates and presents in the kitchen that bakugo claims were all left for you at the door by "that damn stupid secret admirer of yours."

He even goes so far as to put on his glasses to make fun of the sweet words written in the card (typed bc he'd get too sentimental writing it all out AND it'd be obvious who it was), calling it all "sappy nonsense you shouldn't take seriously..." LIKE IT WASN'T HIM CALLING U PRETTY AND LOVELY AND THE LOVE OF HIS LIFE IF ONLY YOU'D JUST "NOTICE" THE WAY HE LOOKS AT YOU ... wahhh :((

And ofc he does it for your daughters (and probs even sons, too)! they end up catching on after a couple of years, esp the younger ones... but those first few years in school with your oldest: the student counsel is walking into her class with a damn near parade of stuff he "didn't" drop off for her. stuffies and roses and a piping hot lunch and a card W/ MONEY IN IT.

she comes home with flower petals stuck to her clothes and he's just going, "ew. tell the fucker to lay the hell off" jadslkfjasd.

lmfaoooooo he's spoils you and your kids so badly and VIOLENTLY REFUSES to admit it even if you all know <3... and even when they do have their own valentines, he's still trying to get 1-2 gifts in. least he always has you...

(I'm also thinking about the way he barely even lets you + your kids say thank you. They try and he's denying it... so the only way they can is to line up and all give him a kiss on the cheek. and then a real kiss from you once they're all in bed...)

thank u for sending me this, moni! i want to get to your cello ask soon☺️

#bakugo #just the image of him sitting in the kitchen with glasses on calling all the gifts terrible like he didn't spend hours thinking abt it #and picking them out #sighhhh #i feel like it would be cute to do to the sons too #at least the lunch and card and gift part #esp if you helped!! #my mom always gives me cards on valentines day and i love it #so i want u to do it too LOL #but anyway also the imagery of him laying up in bed and your daughters trying to say thank u and he's not having it !!! #he's finally like "if you want to say something to me just give me a kiss. right here' and he's pointing to his cheek #and ofc u all smother him asdjkfhlkasd and he loves it #even more than seeing u all with the gifts #WAHHHHHHH #caitie things #kitkat boom #gen #kids tw

[dancedance-resolution]

IM HAVING A GOOD DAY EVEN THOUGH I DIDNT EXPECT TO HAVE ONE

#once again cannot reccomend taking your adhd meds enough. yes sometimes i feel unnecessarily guilty that i took them and didn’t ‘do anything #‘ but then i have days like today when i did two things and also just feel rad (probably at least partially thanks to the extra dopamine fro #m bestie addy lol but fuck it i don’t have to feel any sort of way about it other than thankful that i have medicine that works for me somet #imes 😎😎😎) #anyways now i am spending the night with this person who matches me level in our relationship i think. like level of enthusiasm etc and that #feels so fucking good bc i am A Lot and it feels so validating to be on the receiving end of A Lot too 💗💗

[lesbianphan]

if I may be honest for a minute, this christmas is gonna be entirely weird to me (I already cried once) cause I basically have no family left (the ones I do don't spend time with me lol) and for the first time I can remember in life, I'm not making a christmas meal for my family and lots of desserts and doing my best to keep everyone entertained and even though it was super stressful, I already miss it. I'll be strong cause it's all that's left for me.

#gonna spend it with my second family which is my best friends family #he's throwing his first christmas party at his place so I won't be alone #he always makes sure I have somewhere to go #but I miss grandma #at this point she'd have a lot of stuff prepared and we'd be spending all day together working on recipes and making sure everything was go #good lmao #she couldn't help me last year cause she was already sick and it was so hard but I still made our christmas meal #didn't know it would be the last one #so yeah hard day for me cause my dad who was the family I had left decided that his priority is his new wife and left me he barely visits #or talks to me #so it's like he exists but also he doesn't cause he's being the happiest he's ever been #no regard for the daughter he forgot he cared about lol typical #anyway my life is tragic but I'll do my best to keep going even if it's out of spite #personal #usually I'd post shit like this on the main blog instead but meh gonna change it up this once #been using this one more #thank you dan and phil for giving me something to look forward to today

[ebi-hime]

Rare text post without any VN screenshots but It makes me very happy when people show an interest in My Boys hehe ♡ Yuel and Tavi are very important characters to me, so it's reassuring to know the stuff I write about them isn't wholly self-indulgent (even though it is) and a few other people also like them! The stuff I write about My Boys doesn't have a big audience, and I've received some pretty Unpleasant comments about them over the last couple of years (though not as many as I expected haha), but! I love them a lot, so I'll keep writing about them! 💪 I'd probably keep writing about them even if there was zero external interest, because they soothe my heart, but the nice comments I receive about them really do make my day! I'll keep working hard to showcase just how cute my boys are!!! And I'll probably torture them a lot too, because that's also fun!!!

#text #the yuelverse #it's time for ebi to be overly emotionally invested in her own characters again #i spent a lot of time wondering if i should make any of my vns about my boys commercial even #because i know there isn't really a market for them #and i love them so much turning them into Commodities makes me feel bad lol... #so i'm actually amazed people are willing to spend their hard-earned money on them #honestly it's kind of wild #thank you so much!!!!!! #but yes any time anybody shows an interest in my boys it warms my heart #and brightens my day #you know not how invested i am in them hahaha

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#tfw u spend the day being catastrophically depressed then u remember how kush1na uzumak1 is treated by the plot of #narut0 and u get so fucking angry that u stop thinking abt how miserable u r for 2hrs as u furiously draw out an idea #it makes me so fucking mad. but like in a way that fun bc its like who cares its not that serious #and when i get depressed i just like. i dont give a fuck abt anything. there is a film between me and everything and nothing can touch me #except apparently my fucking insane feelings about narut0. like im genuinely so embarrassing when ppl irl make the mistake of talking abt #narut0 to me irl. like i get SO excited. i move my arms a lot and stamp my feet and just get real enthusiastic and my voice goes all weird #and i cant get my thoughts straight bc i have so so so much to say. which is like fine. its just embarrassing to me personally #bc i kno i tent to stay on the subjects im interested in for way longer than most ppl would probably enjoy #and after i watched star trek into darkness in hs i was like at my peak star trek phase and i was talking a mile a minute #and then my sister was like: y is your voice all weird? and it was like she slapped me in the face. slapped me thru time. u bitch 😭 #this is y im not allowed to enjoy things 😭 also bc im annoying abt it. ugh. anyway. point is i got so mad abt the misogyny of kishimoto #that i forgot how fucking awful i was feeling for a minute. so thank u for hating women so much u fucking bastard lol #when will i post the idea im planning? who tf knows. its gonna take. well idk how long itll take #unrelated

[guinevereslancelot]

my supervisor felt the psychic vibes of me searching for other jobs on my lunch break so he pulled me aside for a meeting about how i'm not good enough at my job <3

#literally telling me im too slow when the only thing i like abt this job is setting my own pace lol #anyway chewing drywall im literally truly going to apply to be a dmv clerk i said that last night and this morning im serious #they tell me to spend less time inspecting the merchandise but if i dont inspect it then quality control tells me its not good #and makes me redo it?? #i know its faster and easier for them for me to not do that but it's faster and easier for me to do it so im gonna do it #anyway #killing myself killing myself killing myself #also its abt to be the busy season ughh #i was abt to apply for a seasonal job yesterday its not full time #feel lowkey bad bc i told these people i wanted to stay with the company and work up to management and stuff but ugh #even the management does manual labor all day no thanks #im supposed to do that at home too but i dont have the energy #anyway meeting wasn't all bad they indicated a possibility of moving me to something less manual labor intensive for some of the days #this has been a shitpost

[jestaid]

apologies for being MIA this week, life's been hectic, going to be setting up zatanna and writing replies / asks here tomorrow hopefully

#just moved into a house that needs major reno #so been spending most of my days sanding windowsills and ripping out kitchen cabinets lol #it's exhausting oof #i have crazy muse though! and i'm super excited to write out some of the dynamics i've plotted w you guys #thank you all for your patience w me <3

[miusato]

Hi!! I'm curious as to the main inspirations for your artstyle is? It has great cartoony vibes I really like it (smth about its vibes really reminds me of a cartoon called detentionaire in particular? I'm not sure what tho asides from the general aesthetic)

Hi hi! My default artstyle is pretty much an amalgamation of what I liked (I like both animes and cartoons) but I can't deny it totally leans heavily on cartoony sides hhh. I never heard of Detentionaire and decided to check it out and I think I'll watch it one day since I dont really have the time to do so rn _(:3」∠)_

I referred a lot to early 00s cartoons like PPG and Clone High since both are my favourite shows (although I didnt bother to finish S2 of Clone High because.... yeah) so both are a big influence for my art style in general.

Most of the time, I based them off PPG Movie like ugh I have so many words to describe how much I adore this movie and I have dedicated a ridiculous amount of time to this series but anyway I really love how they manage to translate the PPG character designs into digital animation (since the original was made traditionally) so beautifully like everyone is so much angular and since they have so many budgets for the movie, they added gradients and color balance each scenes. This movie means so much to me art wise because I just never thought that just by adding gradients to such a simple looking art makes it so prettier so I just started doing gradients after I watched this movie lol

My other art inspiration is definitely Jeluto! She drew so many anime characters in this art style and I just love how each character she drew just fits their personality and appearance 💗💗💗

But if you want a more specific term for this kind of artstyle, the name for this art style that a lot of cartoon from this era you see in the late 90s-early 00s (My life as a Teenage Robot, Fairly Odd Parents, Dexter's Lab, El-Tigre, etc) is widely known as UPA Artstyle! There's a really interesting blog post explaining this art style in general that people should read :3

#i am actually so not normal about PPG and only people who knew me from my sideblog knew the insanity of it #like... PPG was everything to me to the point that the creator is pretty much aware of me lol #the art I posted in this blog honestly is not really up to my usual standards because I know I can do better but like- #the time constraints Im dealing with rn kind of prevents me from actually spend more time on it #but you bet if I am free I will go ham on everything hskdjqlaslq #so for the mean time I just draw things that I can finish in 1 day max #but thank you for the ask! i love answering this question since I just like talking about PPG if I have the chance to do so lol #anon #ask

[piplupod]

really fucking funny to me that juno absolutely fucked over the body yesterday (not entirely their fault they pushed it so hard, Kam and Lake have been fucking around w our pain and tiredness receptors somehow, so Juno literally doesnt feel the warning signs now lmao) and then they got out of bed two hours late this morning, felt how far past our limits we'd gone physically the day before, and immediately was whisked away out of front LMFAO

#just wholly abandoned ship #I don't think it was their choice necessarily but still fucking hilarious to me #thanks dude I guess I get to deal with the shit you did to us lmfao #honestly its fine though lol I do not care about getting stuff done so I'm fine to just fuck around and laze about all day #juno would throw a fit over all the Nothing i spend my time doing lmao #chase on the mic

[strangerhands]

ohmygodddddd i am a fucking genius...👁️ the fic idea i just came up with. the Specific Line i thought up. its such a random idea but its so so cute and sweet and ugh its gonna plague me forever. kinda proud of myself to be honest so lets just hope i can Actually write it soon🧎

#mmm brain isnt always bad sometimes i guess. #its some unapologetic jake fluff btw #bc he deserves it #also i forgot i cant really spend time on tumblr today bc ill be busy again lol so tomorrow it is (hopefully) #but its gonna be a good day bc me and my bestie are going to see love lies bleeding And immaculate together😋😋 #and probably get some lunch and maybe ice cream too #excited #have been looking forward to today #and then after today im looking forward to finally crawling back into my little tumblr cave #hopefully i can Actually Read. #and yk. writing would be nice too. #also im goin back on sertraline today and apparently it can be used for ocd too so i will try to see if any of That feels different as well #raaaaaa #still havent fully researched ocd tho🧎ive been procrastinating🧎as i do🧎 #anyways goodnight its 5am. #shouldnt have had that 8pm iced capp #i downed that shit fr #ok bye bye love yall #talkin shit #FUCK YES THIS POSTED LIKE ON THE VERY SECOND 5:15 WAS ENDING YESSS #sorry i actually like am distressed when the minute(s) of my posts arent posted on a 0 or 5 or like the same as the previous number #and when it is i feel like actual relief and joy #and when it isnt i contemplate deleting and waiting until the desired minute to post again. #anddd sometimes i actually do. #i also will just wait several minutes to post something when its not the exact minute i want yet #or ill queue it for like. literally a couple minutes in the future. #yeah i have many issues #okay gn thank you for reading if you read🧍🫶 #i always either suck my own dick or beat my own ass. #rarely ever is there an in between

[thebeautifulfantastic]

okay I've kept the news to myself long enough

I GOT ACCEPTED INTO [redacted] COLLEGE! and I will be studying abroad next year ahhh :')))

#not being able to say the name of the college on here kind of undermines the effect of excitement and surprise alsdkjf #BUT i'll just say that it's a very good performing arts college that i auditioned for in february #not in london though! i can say that #it's closer to home (new england) but i'm in a study abroad program for the first year where i'll be going to Spain #i had quite honestly lost all hope by now and thought i'd be spending another year at home #so i'm very very very thankful for this #and the irony of it of course is that a year ago i would never have considered this school as an option for me. but here we are #eeeee!!!!! Things are Happening!!!! #belle speaks #adventures in showbiz #i've known this for a couple days but sneakily kept it to myself lol

[peculiar--princess]

Getting a little personal..

Less than two weeks before I leave everything behind to live with my love full time and start on this new journey in life 🥺

I’ve been really anxious and stressed lately as I prepare for the move so I want to share some positive things about it..

1) having a stable home! I won’t have to bounce between houses and I will be in a healthy and happy space.

2) I’ll be able to do more things I enjoy like meal prepping, baking, etc

3) I will *hopefully* make friends and reconnect with a friend from treatment as I’ll live in the same state as them

4) I will get to live with my BF and start a new journey of life with him

5) I’ll be changing my job and hopefully it will be less physically tiring

6) I’ll get an opportunity to start over and grow/flourish in a new environment

#I’m scared to move states but at east my bf has done this before so I can fall back on him to guide me through it! #I can’t wait to live w him!! #im of course grateful that I get to spend sm time with him but sucks having to leave after a few days lol #anyway thanks for listening little loves :) #positive #personal