#thank you all again 🤍

[ibtisams]

On January 25th, what would have been my father’s 60th birthday, I started a donation match fundraiser where at the end of February I would match up to $1,500 of donations made to the PCRF in his honour.

In the past month, I ended up receiving proof of around $11,500 in donations and I have been challenging myself to match as much of it as I can.

With the help of one of my closest friends, today we were able to donate $7,000 USD to the PCRF 🤍 which means in total about $18,500 USD has been donated to help Palestine in memory of my father. I am deeply moved by every single person who sent me a message with the proof of their donation and I appreciate all of you so so much. You are all an amazing reminder that despite everything, there is so much kindness and generosity still in the world 🤍

#it was my friends paypal account that’s why all information is crossed out but I promise it’s my donations! #I am feeling so emotional about this #sorry if this is so cheesy but I just can’t believe it #thank you all again 🤍 #🦢

[roselise]

ʚ 🎀 ɞ ⊹ . ˚ * . Hello, sweet friends ! ♡

It has been a while since I shared an outfit so I thought I might as well put this one up here ♡

(Some might have seen this on my other blog? Well I will put this up here anyway for those who did not! It is still a very nice outfit after all)

I know it is a bit simple, but the ribbon and tights make it special ! This was an outfit for going to the bookstore, but it is nice for school and lots of other places, too c:

What about everyone else? Was sort of places have you been going ??

I am sorry I have been so quiet and have not replied to things yet! I will do so when I feel better, and truly I hope no one feels ignored ♡

Seeing everyone’s kindness during this time has really warmed my heart though — so thank you *so* much!

It means much to me, and I am giving all that love back times a *billion* in return ♡

Sending soft hugs & sweet thoughts to all my friends! I pray that everyone has a blessed day, and takes care ~ !

⊹ 🤍 ˚ . 🎀 ⊹ ˚ ♡

♡ ⊹ . ˚ 🧁 XOXO ⊹

⊹ 🧸 ˚ . 🤍 ⊹ ˚ ♡

#♡ #me #selfie #i have a pretty dress i will wear for easter c: #it is my fairy dress ! #so i plan to put up new stuff soon when i have more energy no worry ♡ #no matter what is happening in my life — easter is a time of hope and great joy for me ♡ #i am looking forward to sunday and the sermon and worship and just having a good day celebrating Christ ! ♡ #thank you again for thinking of me and my dad during this time ♡ #my last visit was a bit difficult and i confess i am not sure i am processing all this well #but i am doing my best #giving a big hug and much gratitude to all the kind souls here ♡ #you are loved and i am praying blessings over you and the happiest day ok ? ♡ #xo ! ♡ #🤍 ˚ . 🎀 ⊹ ˚ ♡

[flowercrowngods]

✨🤍 some steddie softness for @thefreakandthehair's birthday, i hope it's the very best so far! 🤍✨(please please your day comes first, read this whenever you have time and space to breathe 🤍)

Eddie is not a religious man — far from it, actually. But there are a few things that make him believe in higher powers. In angels. In destiny and luck and a love so strong it could conquer everything. 

This very moment is one of them. 

Stevie, soft and sleepy beside him in the back of the car as Nancy is driving, the dim light of the passing street lamps painting his face in hues of gold like the light itself favours Steve Harrington, caressing his features with the softest of shadows. 

He’s beautiful. Ethereal. Perfectly angelic with his eyes closed, his whole body turned towards Eddie in the warmth of the car.

It takes Eddie’s breath away, his heart taking up space where before there were his lungs and ribcage, growing in size until he feels like he is about to burst. And even then he keeps looking, staring at that pretty face that looks so at peace with the whole world right now. Eddie has never seen Steve like this, but now he understands why people start wars. Why people defy gods and death itself to be with their one true love. Why Orpheus looked back. 

He understands. Because Steve, his Stevie, warm and safe and perfectly fine in the backseat of a car? That is everything. He doesn’t even need to kiss or touch so long as he just gets to look. And be. Oh, to be at the same time that Steve is. 

That might just be life’s greatest gift to him. 

A tiny sigh falls from Steve’s lips and Eddie really, really might be about to burst. 

“Hey, angel,” he whispers, because moments like this aren’t made for anything but hushed words, their truths too heavy, too sincere for the world to hear and keep on spinning. He doesn’t need the world to spin as long as there is Steve. 

“Hi,” Steve whispers back, his eyes still closed but the smile lighting up, luring Eddie in like he is but a moth drawn to the flame. 

Eddie leans in and rests his forehead against Steve’s, his hand coming up to cradle a light-kissed cheek. Steve leans into it, following Eddie’s hand like maybe they are twin stars pulling each other closer until there will be an explosion of light and creation. Steve nuzzles against his palm and leans further into Eddie’s body until they share the same breath — but still it’s not enough. 

Eddie wants to say so many things now that their hands are entangled, their soft exhales mixing. But after a while he notices that Steve is humming before gently singing along to the song coming quietly from the speakers. 

“Take it easy with me, please. Touch me gently like a summer evening breeze. Take your time, make it slow. Andante, Andante. Just let the feeling grow.”

Eddie knows the song, recognises it instantly, and his breath gets stuck in his throat once more. Because he has a secret. He loves it. He has imagined for the longest time that one day, someone would make it his song. Sing it for him, to him. 

He’s never told anyone because he has a reputation to uphold and more than enough metal music to listen to, but of course Steve wouldn’t care about his secrets being secret, and just oh so casually make his deepest, most private of dreams come true. 

He’s an angel, that one. A hero. Myths and fairy tales should be woven around that heart of his, folklore speaking of his name until history itself wouldn’t dare to forget. No one can convince Eddie otherwise. Not in that moment, not with Steve singing so quietly, so gently, so adoringly. 

I think I love you. I think I can’t ever stop, not when I’ve seen you like this. Not when you’ve just shown me what life can be about, what it should be about. Gods, I love you and love you and love you. 

That’s what he wants to say. 

But all that comes out is a marvelled, “Shit, Stevie.”

It has the desired effect of a huffed breath, an even wider smile, and Steve cuddling further into Eddie’s side, eyes still closed. Eddie brushes a kiss to Steve’s forehead and feels like maybe his love can make it into the fairy tale, too. 

It will. Oh, it will, when Steve finally lifts his head from Eddie’s shoulder and looks at him through hooded eyes, all soft and sleepy and safe. A moment passes like this and Eddie can’t breathe, maybe he can never breathe again — but it only lasts until Steve slowly, so very slowly begins to lean in to claim Eddie’s lips with a kiss so gentle it could bring him back from the dead. 

Eddie kisses Steve back just as slowly, because in moments like this there is no rush, no hurry. There’s only them, there’s only this. Only a kiss until there is another. 

And with Steve, there is always another. 

Nancy smiles as she is taking the long way to Steve’s house, rounding Loch Nora twice because she knows how comfy Steve gets in cars at night when he doesn’t have to drive and there is soft music playing. 

Eddie kisses her goodbye on the forehead, fully aware of what she’s done. He doesn't tell her about the sun and the myths and all the wars he would start for Steve.

Nights like this are not meant for telling anyone about them. They can hardly be believed as it is. They can only be lived, hand in loving hand.

#steddie fic #steddie #eddie x steve #steve x eddie #dio words #hi lex happy birthday i hope you like this bit of incoherent softness i hope you like the sleepy feeling in the back of a car at night #when all the lights go whoosh you know?? with some music? idkidk but writing this was fun anyway :D #also because sincerity is for tumblr tags let me just say thanks again for being in my dms sometimes and listening to my whumpy rambles #here you have some fluff to make up for it :D no but seriously you deserve nice things so i'm happy to see you getting some today 🤍

[httpiastri]

dear everyone,

a while ago, i hit 1.5k followers on this blog.... i didn't want to get too sappy but i really wanted to write something, so:

the fact that over one and a half thousand individuals follow me is truly insane and too much for my little brain to grasp. i want you to know that i'm so extremely thankful for each and every single one of you and this makes me so so so happy. this is way more than i ever had expected when creating this blog.

i made this account back in june purely for my own enjoyment; i created it mainly because i was disappointed in myself for having stopped writing, since writing has been such a big part of my life since forever. ever since i stopped writing about kpop, i had barely written anything at all... i made this account just for fun with no pressure and no expectations, and before i knew it, this blog turned into something so special for me. the blog, all of the people i've met through it and all of the moments we've shared, all mean the world to me.

honestly, i'm not sure what i would do right now if i didn't have this blog and this community. these last few months have been pretty rough for me, but i've always been able to come back on here and gain a smile or some laughter. you've all helped me so much, even if unintentionally – every single interaction helps me push forward. i'm eternally grateful for every single like, comment, reblog and ask i've received on here, and your kind words really do mean the world to me. i don't know where i would be without you.

i hit 1k a while ago but didn't celebrate it properly, so i decided to make an 1k/1.5k-celly that i will be releasing soon (when i have more time to actually write)(hopefully at the start of december). please stay tuned!

and once again, from the bottom of my heart, thank you all so so so much. you truly are the best. 🧡🧡

#i never got near this much support on my old blogs (or wattpad accounts for that matter) #my most liked fic on my kpop blog had a little over 300 likes #and now my most liked fic here has over 3k notes #its all so insane to me #i'm so incredibly thankful for this community #i truly do not know how i would've stayed sane if i didnt have you all and this all #the support and sweet words i've been receiving is so so kind and i'm so so thankful #i read through every reblog & comment & ask i get and they make always me feel so warm #i get so giggly and kick my feet even at someone writing like “this was alright” in the tags of a reblog #i have a photo album saved for my fave tags & comments for when i feel down :((( gives me so much happiness #i love every person who's ever even shot a glance at my blog #hope everyone has a wonderful day 🤍🤍 #thank you again!!!! from the bottom of my heart

[persephoneflouwers]

(X)

#remember this when I’m gone Angels 🤍 #it was a nice journey with yall. take care of your sweet selves for me #I’ll be back one day :) thank you all so much #you angels deserve all the peace and happiness of the world #i send you the strongest hug ever! #time has come for me but i will be back #also im scheduling the posts for my fic #i hope some of you will read it and maybe like it even 🌟 #see you again when the time is right 🫶

[stormyoceans]

I CARE ABOUT EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOUR POSTS AND THEY BRING ME ENDLESS DELIGHT. SEEING YOU HAPPY OR DERANGED OR ECSTATIC OR HYPERFIXATED IS A JOYFUL THING.

I AM SHOUTING ON PURPOSE TO DROWN OUT ANY HATE ANON WHO DOESN'T UNDERSTAND JOY THEY CAN RESPECTFULLY FALL OVER IN MUD

PLEASE CONTINUE MONICA DON'T EVER STOP

ALSO YOU DROPPED THIS QUEEN 👑

YOU GUYS ARE ALL SO SWEET TO ME AND IDK IF I DESERVE IT BUT THANK YOU SO MUCH 🥺💜

i have to admit sometimes i do think im kind of just. annoying everyone with my endless screaming and that i should stop being here altogether, but knowing i can bring even just a little bit of joy to someone honestly makes me so happy and it really means the world to me. so i hope y'all know im deeply grateful that you took the time to reassure me and send me such kind words

sending a big hug to each and everyone one of you!!!!!! @ anon @cryingoverweiying @karebear923 @imminentinertia @byallaccountsitdoesntmakesense

#hope you guys don't mind if i answered to you all together like this!!!!! #just thank you again really #idk if i will ever be able to properly express just how much i appreciate this #wishing you all the most wonderful day!!!!!! #💜💜💜💜💜 #m: ask #ismay 🤍 #karen 🧡

[felizusnavidad]

hey!! what happened? were people hating on you bc you supported Joe? that's so wrong, I'm so sorry that happened to you :// istg this fandom really annoys me at times.. especially since they're defending her even though Joe spoke up about palestine (it's not like travis is The Great Boyfriend/Person they all think he is😭)

hi! 🤍

so here's what happened: i reblogged some posts about joe supporting palestine, then all of a sudden a lot of my mutuals unfollowed me (so i'm guessing that was the reason). apparently when you're a swiftie you are obligated to hate joe, there's no other way. i got mad, i took a little break from tumblr (mostly because everybody on my dash either hates joe & calls him joebless or talks about travis being the most incredible man ever), but i am back, i unfollowed 100+ people because i don't want to see travis on my dash, i don't want to discuss taylor's personal life 24/7, i don't want to keep shitting on joe knowing only one side of the story & i want to criticize taylor when she deserves to be criticized. i swear to god, this is the most toxic fandom i've ever been in. just like you, i don't agree with travis being the most excellent boyfriend ever & i'm tired of seeing his face on my dash. i'm staying away from the fandom at the moment because none of this is exciting anymore & i guess i cannot call myself a real swiftie because i mostly care about the music & not her new perfect relationship that's very personal & not at all public.

#sorry for it being so long lol #once again: i'm not saying all swifties are crazy #but most of them yes #i'm still waiting for the album (although i'm not as excited as i used to be) #but i definitely need a break from all of it cause it's bad for my mental health #now my dash is clean & full of people i actually want to see #i'm sorry but i am really tired of taylor being everywhere & i've been a swiftie for more than half of my life #it's just too much #thank you so much for caring #you are always welcome here 🤍 #this is a safe space for everyone who's not afraid to criticize taylor #because let's be honest she's not perfect #i saved every letter you wrote me*

[chrisbangz]

2023: a year in review ♡

i was tagged by @chanrizard @chanstopher @noonaracha @strayklds to link my favorite or most popular creations from each month of 2023 & then tag some ccs i love ♡ i'll tag @agibbangs @christakisbang @fauna-and-floraa @juiceofmoons @minchanz @woodziecup @yonglixx ♡ (i only started posting gifs in march so we’ll go from there, haha)

march ♡ favorites: ♡ 5 years with stray kids ♡ + channie of the day [3/∞] ✦ most popular: hyunjin ✦ skz-talker ep. 38

april ♡ favorite: channie’s room ep. 206 ✦ most popular: hyunjin ✦ 2nd world tour maniac mini vlog

may ♡ favorite: “I see the universe in your eyes.” ✦ most popular: channie of the day [5/∞]

june ♡ favorites: 😁🖤 + lee know for pixid ✦ most popular: bang chan ✦ ldf photoshoot behind

july ♡ favorite: bang chan ✦ harper’s bazaar japan ✦ most popular: 💪🏼💪🏼💪🏼🖤

august ♡ favorites: felix ✦ kcon 2023 + kcon hyunchan ✦ most popular: no eggplant for this dumpling, thanks

september ♡ favorites: chris mama countdown 2021 + that super bowl chris moment pt. 1 / pt. 2 + minchan 5-star dome tour shenanigans pt. 1 / pt. 2 + seungsmile appreciation ♡ ✦ most popular: hug attack ♡

october ♡✦ favorite + most popular: happy birthday chris ♡

november ♡ favorites: he's a ferret, buzzfeed! + the saga continues… + channie of the day [7/∞] ✦ most popular: your dream is our dream ♡∞ (also a fav)

december ♡✦ favorite + most popular: proud prince bang chan ♡

#tag game #mixtape : queue #thanks again for the tag y'all !! 🫶 #it was fun to look back on everything #also could’ve tagged more ppl to do this tbh but #i don’t wanna tag anyone ik frsr alr did it haha #jus know i love all stayblr ccs thank you for being here 🤍🤍🤍 #and thank you to everyone who supports my posts 🫶 #(sry for putting so much for sept. apparently it was my top month)

[adallegra]

Dear Adallegra,

I would love to hug you all evening long. Preferably for the whole holiday. But instead, I'll make you a proposition: 

I'll give you the address of our pub. Why don't you drop by and take the others with you if you like? Nothing beats this cosy place, believe me. You'll feel closer to a complete family than ever before, surrounded by your friends. And as a bonus, there's Grandma Arnhild and Grandpa Nollaig too. And if that's not enough, I wouldn't mind having a big sister :) 

Think about it. 

Merry Christmas and I hope to see you again soon!

Dear Gwendolyn,

That is very kind of you to offer, and while I don't doubt the cosiness, I would hate to impose on a family gathering. So please accept the bottle of Scotch accompanying this letter and send my well wishes to your grandparents.

Enjoy the holidays and happy Christmas.

With warm regards,

Allegra

P.S. I would rethink having me as a sibling as William Abbott comes along with it as well.

#allegra answers #gwen #(thank you for the thoughtfulness and love that you've put into all of this! happy Christmas again! 🤍)

[majorpatheticcas]

AYO- I WASN'T EXPECTING TO GET THIS FAR 😭😭

BUT TYSM FOR EVERYBODY THAT WAS WITH ME THROUGHOUT MY JOURNEY!!! 🤍🤍🤍

(It's late in the night rn and I couldn't just leave it hanging, I just made a quick doodle before sleeping to let y'all know!!)

#I'M WHALING RN.. #seriously #guys tyms tysm!! #j love love love you all for following me and also for sticking with me! #Like #I fr thought I wouldn't hit at least 200 lol #we will never know #if it might increase in future #but idc #this is more than enough for a student like me 🤍 #again. THANK YOU! #EVEN YOURSELF FOR SEEING THIS POST. #alr bye #200 followers #my rambles #majorpatheticcas

[ronancetober2023]

happy halloween everyone !! 🎃🎃

we just wanted to say thank you to everyone who's participated in this event, from fanfiction to edits and fanart, all of your creations! <3 we love seeing the creativity of this fandom shine and especially during the spookiest of months!

if there are any posts we may have missed or any late posts, don't be afraid to tag us in them! we'll still reblog posts even after tonight is over <3

#thank you all again for your amazing creativity! 🤍 and happy halloween !🎃🧡

[americanrecord]

I saw that it's your birthday. So happy birthday!!! 🎂

I hope you've had an amazing day!

Also, I haven't checked in with you in quite awhile. How have you been? How's your writing and everything going?

thank you!!!!! it was a very nice day filled with lots of love and kindness from people ♡

also, i've been okay! quite busy with the whole having a job thing and also some hectic family things, as always, but beyond that...nothing to note, in particular.

writing is going well!! i technically sent out suicide blonde to the first round of agents, but i'm considering tucking it on a shelf for now and revisiting in a little while down the line. i've started a new book in the meantime, one super near and dear, quite confessional (pun intended considering it's quasi-religious), so i'm really enjoying my time with it. i haven't gotten to write freely in a long time because i've been stuck in an editing hole, so it's really rewarding to return to the part of the process i love the most.

thanks for checking in! how are you? i hope you're well.

#it's really angsty but everybody knows that's my schtick so it's all good #thank you again 🤍!! #golden-gypsy #✉︎ — confessions.

[roselise]

I smell like honey and orange blossom tonight ~ !

Feeling very much like a cute little garden fairy c:

🤍 * ·̩͙ 🎀 ⊹ ♡

♡ 🌷 ⊹ 🍯 ˚ . 🤍

#♡ #i am not ignoring my asks — do not worry c: #i am taking a bath as it was a very long day ; ; #and reading !! #(and snacking — i need tea and cookies when i am in such a mood hehe) #(but not necessarily in this order) #i will try to get to things soon !! #thank you again for all your sweet comments kind hugs and support my friends c: #i am giving much love and warmth in return !! #and wishing you the happiest day ~ ! c: #xo ! ♡ #🤍 * ·̩͙ 🎀 ⊹ ♡

[taexual]

Dude where do I even start :ccc

This chapter, I really couldn't wait to have some free time and read it peacefully (peacefully meaning, squealing and losing my shit at every paragraph)

I loved the plotting ok, the attention to details, the way they all worry about each other and just fight against this urge to bury Sid alive, so inspiring and wholesome :D

Also, something I've absolutely always loved about your writing is this continuous narration of the characters thoughs, interactions and quirks, like it may be the simplest of things for other people (like writers in general and stuff) but for me these moments -of Luna finally exchanging a gossipy stare with Maggie, or Jungkook feeling devastated when Oc took her hand away, and then making sure that it wouldn't happen again-, they just add so much endearment, personality, depth to the story. Idk, it feels like every comma you write has a purpose, and will eventually add up to some beautiful metaphors, and revelations.

What does it feel like to be such a talented writer??

Now, regarding the lovey dovey stuff... What the actual fuck are you trying to do to me? I swear I cannot look more deranged giggling at my phone every 32 seconds jfc, have some compassion.

Like jk demanding that kiss in the park? Had me doing flips

The “I never knew how to love you quietly."

AND OC RECITING HIS ENTIRE SPEECH??!? ‘We have Sociology together, I saw you sleeping in class, very cute by the way, the professor does not know how to shut up, have you seen that new Studio Ghibli film, I recently watched their classic with some friends, My Neighbour Jungkook, I’m Totoro by the way, I thought maybe—wait—no—’”

“Not one period, nothing,” you continued, a melancholic haze in your eyes. “Just commas and an endless stream of thought. You could have asked me to bury a body, I would have said yes.”

STFU I ALMOST CRIED, THOSE ARE MY BABIESS

The rain listened. It had become a fundamental part of your present and a prophet of your future: the two of you were going to spend the rest of your lives listening to the rain and falling in love.

This destroyed me actually, get me someone to listen to the rain and fall in love with, rn please and thank u

Also watch me try and write 'transfixing. Beguiling. Effulgent. Pulchritudinous' next time I'm falling asleep to test my writing abilities fr, just you wait

He was almost ready to call Rated Riot’s next song “Smile Lines” and just sigh dreamily into the microphone for five minutes while Yoongi played gentle piano chords in the background.

As if their entire discography wasn't like this already, at least in my mind it is. But yeah, I can totally see him doing something like that next time oc does anything remotely endearing (breathing basically)

Ugh idk what to say, you have me screaming and crying for this couple, these characters and their story all the time, and I love you for it. There are also things I forgot to mention because my phone refuses to actually save things in the Clipboard, but overall this made my week, as your updates always do (and that paired with Ateez's performance in Coachella in a couple of minutes?? Yeah life feels worth living again 🤭🤭)

Thank you sm for this, take care of yourself pleaseee, ill be waiting for the next one cccc:

oh how i wish i could thank you eloquently, instead of going sskdhfksh at every word of your message 😭 i must stress that the fact that you noticed (!) these little moments between characters and you've enjoyed (!!!) them is the absolute highest reward i could get 🙏🏻 it's so easy to skim, you know?

babe making you giggle is my main purpose in life at this point, i don't know what to tell you. and you'RE SO RIGHT OMG he's so whipped for her, their next album is just going to be jungkook morphing from this 🥰 into just this ❤️ (like me for you rn, fr)

i also hope you have more peace and quiet to do the things you enjoy in your life!! i love you!!! 🥺🤍🤍🤍🤍 bless ateez btw

#ask #alanniys #taexual; sleepwalking #thank you thank you thank you 🥺🥺🥺 #i actually had to split this chapter..... so this almost 20k monster is only half of what i had planned 🥴 #but i figured the word count was getting kinda wild and split it in two shdkdh #so naturally i was a little worried about the plot and the pacing #but i hoped that the uncut / intentionally long scenes between the two main characters would make up for it? 🥺 #editing still took me over a week lol #so i'm overjoyed that it all got you to smile 🥺🥺🥺🥺 #YOU are transfixing beguiling effulgent pulchritudinous (jesus this last one) and so much more #thank you again 🤍🤍🤍

[inkyweenus]

Post 8 edit: This has nothing to do with EP8, but I still stand by it.

I was kinda frustrated at first with how little actual plot information we've been getting each episode, but then I realized that if we got any semblance of a plan from Lu Guang, that would mean that Xiao Li would also probably get that information, and then he'd fuck up everything with sheer incompetence.

I mean... it's pretty much his fault that both of his partners are dead, and if it weren't for Qiao Ling reigning him in, he'd have done a lot more damage already. But she's reigning everyone in this season. Post 8 edit: I stand by this QL statement even more now. Although, because of the shitty subtitles, I'm not 100% sure if Wang Juan is actually dead yet.

Love that for Qiao Ling. But back to Xiao Li:

I have very little sympathy for him.

As a boss, he never gave his subordinate a day off. Not even to have a proper wedding. Or to care for his pregnant wife and unborn child. And after working Chen Bin several days in a row without even letting the man go home to sleep, XL was too caught up in getting some civilians to do his job that he didn't even notice CB leave the room during a time that he said himself everyone was to be on high alert. And we all know what happened after that.

And then after seeing his dead partner fall from the sky, XL was knocked out by random extras he knew would probably be afoot, rendering him incapable of doing anything while those civilians and some old people safely (?) apprehended the suspects.

(Okay, that one isn't fair. He was definitely in shock. But still.)

And then once he was conscious and back to work, he demanded the civilians continue to do his job for him, even though one was literally hooked into a hospital bed, because he's not even competent enough to look into cases that his former colleague-turned-evil and current antagonist was involved with during his downward spiral.

And then, he doesn't even wonder why some random unidentifiable witness only wants to talk to this civilian that shouldn't isn't publicly on the case but is essentially running it. XL just gives said civilian, who minutes before exited the scene of a double homicide while experiencing not only his own emotions but those of the child watching her mother (and almost brother) be beaten to death, a crash course on police interrogation and says, "Go get 'em, Tiger!"

And then, after losing his first trusted partner to a person who has proved capable of possessing anyone to do anything including kill themself and kill their friends, he established a whole buddy system to avoid people getting possessed and hurt but said his currently assigned partner was fine to go alone because he trusted her and she's "strong." Isn't that even more reason to not want her to potentially get possessed? It literally just happened to a cop you trusted, so it's not like the law makes them immune.

And then when his new partner, this civilian he can't stop traumatizing, and the person that has admitted on mic to be the one possessing people went missing after acting suspicious on camera AND MICROPHONE, he didn't even bother to call and notify the guard posted at the exit, who was also not part of this buddy system apparently. Like... Where did you think they were escaping from, the air vents?! This isn't a spy novel. And you left the one guy who's in charge of people coming in and out of the premise alone and totally out of the loop?? When one of the people involved is a former cop that people around here seem to kinda trust a bit?!

AND THEN he couldn't even catch the kid he put a tracker on, but this time he didn't even have to ask the civilians to do his job for him. They just heard that CaPtaIn XiAo was on the case and immediately jumped into action--evading police and hijacking vehicles to triangulate their partner's location by land and sea to prevent his capture

(at least for now... things can go south pretty quick and I'm just being dramatic while I wait for this episode to drop) Post 8 edit: Obviously things were going to get worse first. Would love some understandable subtitles to really know how much worse, though.

Or.

He's actually the bad guy and all of this was on purpose. I think I'd be okay with that.

#link click #Wrote this last night waiting for EP8 but I got distracted trying to load literally any version with decent subtitles and didn't post it #Probably just have to get a VPN again so I can watch it on Bilibili #I kinda hate Xiao Li's character if you couldn't tell and will be pretty disappointed if he gets out of all this unscathed #He's so stupid that it's actually suspicious. I don't trust him at all. Even if he's a good guy I don't trust him to not fuck up #But if he's evil I'm all for it because he's been fucking things up since the Dou Dou case and masking it as incompetence #Also thanks to everyone who makes GIFS for sgdlr 🤍🖤🩷 I would never finish posting anything if I had to make all of them myself

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Rid I'm so sad that you're receiving this hate but for me you're one of the kindest people in here. I'm always rooting for you. Sending hugs. 🥰

thank you babe, i think i needed to hear this.. you're the sweetest, all the hugs back 🥺🤍

#dunno if anyone will read the tags but to be fully honest.. someone said it just yday but #it just sucks feeling so lonely bc so many ppl here seem to be in groups and also hate me? i know i cant be liked by everyone that's okay #but all this hate?.. n i see people interact and be friends n stuff and im in my corner here and just extremely lonely #mutuals don't really interact w me either :') and then i always feel awkward and weird bc i think nobody WANTS to be my friend #which used to be different. maybe i deserved it idk #but yeah very lonely and very “everyone hates me” feel and makes me not rlly wanna do tumblr and writing anymore which is why i might close #this blog after cmi :( n wow i think ive never said it that openly and maybe ill delete it all again ufjdjfud ive just been Sad about this #idk i just hate constantly asking myself 'does anyone still care or like me at all' it just sucks #i'm saying all this n anons will once again find a way to send hate lol. just made tumblr very not comforting for me.. and yeah. anyways #thank you to you guys who still send so much love. when i say it means a lot i truly mean it bc it's always nice to know that ppl are still #here 🤍 #notes for rid 🌹 #anon