#thank u depression <3

[merry-the-cookie]

take off your mask this halloween if you dare… but you might find there are monsters hiding among men 🐺👻🧛🏻

#5sos #5 seconds of summer #artsos #calum hood #ashton irwin #luke hemmings #michael clifford #my art #ill come back to tag anything i forgot later i am. kaput #way more effort than warrants whats basically a shitpost tbh #the fact that these were so fuckin last minute as well despite the concept having been in my brain for months #thank u depression <3 #monster!sos au #monster!sos

[shurisbathwater]

my pinterest is on 10 for this

#let me just fill this room with thank u 🙏🏾🙌🏾 #cocos shenanigans <3 #paige bueckers #paige bueckers x reader #posting this bc im chronically depressed after their game against iowa

[luuxxart]

How had ryukitann got together? 🤔

sorry this is a little rushed, but in general i think this is the gist of how they’d get together

#persona 5 #ryuji sakamoto #yusuke kitagawa #ann takamaki #ryuann #ryukita #annkita #ryuannkita #PS SORRY IF IT SEEMS LIKE I POSTED TWICE. TUMBLR REALLY WOULD NOT LET ME INTO MY QUEUE I PROMISE #I remember trying to write fic for them and gave up #there are no non-E rated fics for these guys and that is so depressing man #I hold this ship so very close to my heart fr #it’s the only one that’s really survived from my first playthrough of p5 #bc before I was into Shu///ake I was huge on Shu///yuu and polythieves in general #then I kinda settled into what I like now as I got more into the fandom #aNYWAY THO THANK U FOR THE ASK #my brainworms are progressing #I can see some people thinking ryuji is problematic here and. yes<3 #I didnt have time or space really to like. make a bigger fallout before everything is resolved #so obviously intruding upon dates is not healthy but let’s just ignore that for my boi ryuji #long post #ask

[fucklestat]

My headcanon is that Louis and Lestat DID hook up during the Mardi Gras party. We just didn't see it. The sexual tension was too wild to ignore. I don't think they did. When they went back to the coffin room to change into their cute little white shirts, Louis gave him one last good time. I just know it.

The only evidence I have is that Lestat comes back out of the room with his face wiped CLEAN. No blush, no eyeliner, no lipstick. The campiest queen in New Orleans. Barefaced and butch at his own after party?? Sus.

Meanwhile Louis is still in a full face of make up. They both changed in the same room, but only one of them washed their face. So that begs the question: What was on Lestat's face that wasn't on Louis's? Because between the two, Louis is the least likely to keep the make up on. But he did. And Lestat didn't. Why 🧐🤔

Because he gave Lestat the De Pointe Du Lac supersoaker special. Full blast. Right in the face.

THIS is the kind of investigative journalism we’re lacking in our society. thank you for your service 🫡

#giving lestat a pearl necklace to match to match his fancy clothes. what a good husband #also not to expose myself but i’ve been lowkey attempting to write a mardi gras goodbye sex fic for months #but work burnout + procrastination + seasonal depression are not conducive to finishing things #maybe this will give me a kick in the pants so thank u <3

[fxreflyes]

Thank you so much for the tag @kaaaaaaarf!! <3333333 (a spotify tag game I am in LOVE ty ty)

Put your on repeat playlist on shuffle & the first 12 songs represent your 2024

January: I’m in Love With You - The 1975 (ok we r off to a happy start! Life is lookin' up)

February: Seventeen - Sharon van Etten (im not sure this is a good omen - the lyrics "I used to feel free / was it just a dream?" aren't really giving me "oh its going to go swimmingly" vibes uk)

March: Dangerous - Roxette (okay march kinda fucks)

April: Me & my dog - Boygenius (oh… alright april is Not Good babes)

May: And Then There’s You - Bill Ryder-Jones (KARFY FUCK. everyone may is a no go)

June: Hey, Hey What Can I Do - Led Zeppelin (great song (clearly i think this, this is my on repeat...), not sure what it means June will be like)

July: Ballroom Blitz - Sweet (we are HAPPY in July!!)

August: Romeo and Juliet - Dire Straits (ok this is somewhat upbeat, good news 4 for my least fav month)

September: Don’t Be Scared, I Love You - Bill Ryder-Jones (karfy pls pray for me for September, i am in fact Scared)

October: Hey Violet - Josiah and the Bonneviles (thank you for this whole album rec @greppelheks!!! <33)

November: No Ones Trying to Kill You - Bill Ryder-Jones (k... i'm... no one talk to me in nov i guess.. this song is trying to kill me)

December: A Sky Full of Song - Florence and the machine (THANK YOU BEL... y'all bel's genius naming of a "skye for full song" still has me in a chokehold, i mean it's my song now... guess i'm ending the year w a bang, tho the lyrics "I thought I was flying / But maybe I'm dying tonight" are giving icarus and the bang he ended with was... perhaps one i would like to avoid so... fuck)

no pressure tagging: @cosmmicdancer @polaroidcats @greppelheks @dieonysian @sunattacksthemoon @sugarsnappeases @magneto-manifesto @appreciatedmoron @shipsnsails and open tag as always <3 (also if u dont want to post, i would still love to hear any song recs yall have / anything you've been listening to recently!! :))

#this is what i get for liking sad songs #karfy i have you to blame / thank for the 3 months of depression I will have due to all of the bill Ryder Jones you introduced me to #but thank u this was fun <33 #looks like im staying on tumblr thru 2024 bc .. the happy vibes r not here #tag games

[sophiethewitch1]

kinda wanna write a fic where the dog is literally the deus ex machina

#sophie speaks #dog backwards is god yknow it makes sense #me and my undertale bullshit back on it again #i have 3 fic ideas for it. one is a meta commentary one is just about a reader with a chronic illness and one is my love for desperate read #-rs returning in full blown massive fashion. and also identity issues but all 3 of these fics have that last one just has that. a lot lot #all include my weird DID metaphors and multiverse shenanigans #because honestly all sans/sans shippers do not understand the weirdness of loving an alternate version of urself #they dont lean into it #i mean im not gonna write sans/sans I'm an x reader till death because i love self love. also sans could not love himself look at that guy #but undertale itself has so many cool themes u can build off of that i just. i wanna grab and squeeze em out like juice #and i mean its not like i can do www at the moment I've written like... 9k this month it ain't going good #might as well just enjoy the depression spiral. i know that doesn't sound very possible but yknow. we rock w it #im just in pain all the time... ill go back to the docs soon and maybe just start taking straight up opiods #but until then i can only do things if i feel there is absolutely 0 pressure on me to do them #once again thanks school system i love these learned behaviors you traumatised into me they're really useful #what was i saying? did i mention im a little scatterbrained atm

[crewneck]

im okay guys i just needed to be out in nature all day. ive been internally healed by the beauty of the natural world. :-)

#thank u for the kind words on my depressed loner post i deleted lol i appreciate it and love u all<3

[andersonlore]

guess whose not sick anymore and is going to start writing! 🩵

#this lesbian right here <3 #felt like death but now it’s only on the inside (thank u depression) #✭・۪ ⊹ ֗ ray rambles

[127luvr]

currently going through terrible post concert depression so can you maybe write smth where renjun and reader spend some time together after the tds2 berlin concert ended. maybe exploring the city a bit, but ik not everyone knows a lot about berlin so them spending time together in the hotel is also fine :')

Moon

Huang Renjun x Male Reader

“I don’t know how the fans do it Renjun.” You rub the dark birthmark on his hand, counting the tiles on the floor as you walked side by side. “I mean… seeing you one night in concert and then having to go home… back to seeing you on a tiny screen. I don’t know how I’d survive like that. It’s a miracle we made it through quarantine.”

He pushes you with his shoulder, scrunching his nose in fake annoyance as he comes to a stop. It’s hours after the concert ended—the venue sits empty and silent compared to the ground shaking music and lively screams from fans that leaked from it just a while ago. It’s still ringing in your ears, not quite registering how different the Renjun you had by your side was from the Renjun that performed on stage. You watched him from your peripheral vision, how he kicked rocks and moped around the entrance of the venue, scared of exploring a city so unfamiliar.

“I booked us a food tour for earlier, but you got too busy and it’s far too late to go now—” You catch the frown growing on Renjun’s face, quickly spinning him around to face you. “Hey, it’s okay. I wasn’t done with what I was saying. Anyway—I was thinking since we can’t do that we could either join Jaem and Jisung at the East Side Gallery or we could walk to the Oberbaum bridge. It’s just a few minutes away but it’s so worth it.”

“I think that you’ve had to share me with enough people tonight, let’s go to that bridge.” You smile from ear to ear, offering him a small peck before following the address you typed in on your phone.

The walk is mostly quiet. The only noise that reached your ears was the sound of Renjun’s puffy sleeves clashing on the side of his jacket as he swung your hands together. The two of you ogled at the empty streets, letting it slip your minds that it was past midnight and you were lucky to see two people outside in this weather. You keep your eye on the river next to you, smiling at the lights that bouncing off of it. You couldn’t think of better person to experience it with other than Renjun. There was nothing he loved more than being a tourist in other cities. He was so curious about everything—the park the two of you passed—the gallery that was just down the path—down to the lively club that sat on its lonesome. There were questions even you didn’t know the answer to—not that he cared. He was mostly asking just to ask, not looking for a real response.

Once the two of you reached the bridge you were breathless. You let go of Renjun’s hand, racing him to one of the many window-like openings that overlooked the river. You looked far into the horizon, taking in the sights as Renjun came up behind you. His footsteps echoed around the corners of the empty deck.

Your (e/c) eyes reach the moon, a soft smile settling on your lips. “The moon is beautiful, isn’t it?”

Renjun’s arms find their way to your torso, his head resting on your shoulder as he balances his body weight on you.

“I think that phrase only works if it’s in Japanese.” He pinches your hip, too comfortable to move from his stance behind you. He can’t think of a better way to spend his night. Watching the lights reflect off the river underneath you. Watching as your (s/c) complexion glows next to the orange architecture of the bridge. He is glad he agreed to this—adding a simple, yet significant memory with you here was a reason to come back and explore more of the city with more time. “But yes, the moon is beautiful, (Y/n/n).”

#Huang Renjun #injun #renjun x male reader #nct #nct dream #nct u #nct x male reader #nct dream x male reader #nct u x male reader #x male reader #hellooooo thank you for requesting #I did a little research on Berlin 😸 so it could be a little accurate but! if something’s off/wrong let me know plssssss #I’m sorry about the post concert depression:( I know just the feeling I don’t know how I’ll continue with life after seeing them all #for the first time #i hope that you had the time of your life at the concert #<3

[sentientsky]

very intrigued by bonemeal omg

hi leanne! <3 oh i'm so glad you asked about this one. this is my biggest (and simultaneously most disorganized) wip. let me set the scene for u: our protagonist is a cringefail burnt-out woman. like,, actually cringefail, not aesthetic "cringefail". i mean, an absolute sopping wet beast of a lady. she's sapphic. she's depressed. she's got an avoidant attachment style. she microwaves cheese and calls it a meal. she never got over a homoeroticbestfriendship™️ from her early twenties (have any of us, tbh?) one day, the world ends. in the aftermath, she reunites with an old friend and finds community in a ragtag group they encounter along the way. together, they try to a) navigate the Horrors™️, and b) figure out what the actual fuck is going on. in short, the story asks, "hey what if the Earth was a sentient being that took revenge on those who exploited her? what are our responsibilities to one another? how do we care and create community at the end of the world?"

there are elements of horror, romance, and sci-fi, with themes of anti-capitalism, anti-colonialism, and environmental justice as a central crux. lots of angst, feminine rage, found family and gay yearning lol. it's also got fruity little queers watching rich people get their shit rocked by sentient hillsides that just loveeee to strip the meat from Jeff Bezo's bones <3 I haven't touched the WIP in a long while, so not super happy with this, but here's a passage that gives the general kind of vibe:

#thank u for asking leanne!!! <3 #god i hope this makes sense to other ppl #i would need to pull out all my graphs and spreadsheets and drafts and stuff but it's very very messy ajsdklasjdk #ALSO! this is not to say that being depressed or any of those other things is pathetic. just wanted to emphasize that she's Not Doing Well #i project onto my characters can u tell #answered asks #wip game #ask game

[enden-k]

once in 3 months i make the mistake checking the like rb ratio and considering deleting my blog and just move to twt but this will pass right hahah just like my need to pull kirara hmmmmm

#sorry that my art isnt neat enough to be rb like fr im trying idk what else to do anymore hah #usually i dont care about this anymore but sometimes i rlly do make the mistake checking numbers and getting depressed about my skills #even tho i know that ppl rb my art doesnt say anything about my worth but damn it rlly is upsetting #anw #ill go play ts4 for the next 2 weeks now or smth idk bye lmaoo #personal #tbd #ignore me btw ill prob get over it quickly and jsut do my thing not looking again once i calmed down hah #anw thanks to the ppl who actually rb my stuff or leave kind words if it wasnt for u i prob would have stopped sharing my doodles long ago #so thanks for the support!!! <3

[dooodle-bug]

Hey dude, isn’t it your birthday today? :0

shit bro it was my birthday :/

#sorry i was really depressed with friend drama :o( #dooodle daydreams #thank u for remembering tho!! i appreciate the thought <3

[rusquared]

hiii ru! hope ur having a good day and remember to eat well and drink enough water!! take care of urself <3

i love u sm lue, thank u <3

also, the only other representation of u i had was from the time u brutally crushed me to death:

#im ok !!! gonna have some bad emails this coming week and that'll determine how depressed i should be #but im otherwise ok #playing a lot of amongus so idk if that qualifies me for inpatient treatment #but thank u for checking in on me <3

[dreamcrow]

two horrible roommates, plus... future horrible roommate #3!!

in the course of writing this fic (set a couple years after minor arcana) i keep forgetting bellsnskrael are in zesty dlc outfits, so i opened this canvas to doodle a little reference for myself. but even though it's 300 years too early... when i finished, i... it just felt like someone was missing!! ;___;

#tales of arcadia #toa wizards #the arcane order #bellroc #skrael #nari #nari is. currently asleep in the forest of depression #there is weird magics afoot in brocéliande hence her wee little horns and still-processing flower tats #the other two are living in a literal depression cave though so truly. she is with them in spirit! #otherwise i'm very proud of two things in this image and they are #1.) everyone's relative heights. and #2.) how absolutely fucking gremlin skrael is #every SINGLE person in this image is depressed out of their gourd i cradle them tenderly forever #my horrible children who are neolithic recently ex-humans and so possibly literally have every disease... #wip tag #draws #wait no AND 3.) BELLROC'S SPARKLE-EMOJI SHAPED EYE SHINIES I FORGOT THE BEST PART #4.) AND THE BG... THANK U REE