#talk abt bottling

[jamalvr]

lmao barca💀

#talk abt bottling #their fans shtting on mbappe all week only for him to score a brace #also dembele's face when barca conceded again 😭😭 #bro hates them

[iliveforaussiegrit]

Encountering individuals dedicated to bee preservation is always heartening. The involvement of renowned figures like Mark Webber, a staunch advocate for safeguarding the world's honeybees, who actively supports initiatives to establish beehives in urban settings, has the potential to ignite inspiration in others. Remember, if you're inclined to follow suit, that native plants yield the most significant advantages for our local bees, and refraining from using insecticides is crucial. Even if you lack the space for your hive, there are numerous ways to contribute - planting flowers in modest pots or aiding local beekeepers by purchasing honey.

We would like to thank Mark for his motivating example and unwavering commitment to preserving some of the planet's most vital and vulnerable species. 🐝

cc: Monasia Association ESG Monaco📸

#mark webber #*2023* #queen bee #bees #SOMEONE (you know who) influenced him so well #SEB is changing Mark like SAVE THE BEES baby #martian #i can imagine seb and mark having a bottle of wine and talking abt saving the bees omg #sebastian vettel

[bylertruther]

not to be too real but since we're talking about it... we always talk about will feeling lonely which is fair, but... it is such an Ugly, isolating, and genuinely heart-wrenching feeling to be the odd one out in your family, and to watch them treat others who aren't related to you the way you wish they would treat you, to watch them perform their familial roles with them and not you.

nancy's the only person in his family that mike could talk to, the only person that has the same trauma and would understand, and yet... he can't. they don't ever talk unless it's to be snippy and bite. nancy spends more time caring about max and will than she does mike, her own little brother.

holly is too young for him to bond with like that. she's just barely a kid, one that still needs to be cared for.

his mom tries her best, but he doesn't feel comfortable being vulnerable with her. considering the fact that she did everything "right" according to society's standards and married their dad of all people, i doubt he feels comfortable showing her who he really is. he lets her hug him when he's at his lowest, but we don't see them actually connecting.

his dad is just some ghost that haunts his house. he doesn't care about mike or think highly of him at all. the only times we've seen him pay mike any attention are when he belittles his interests, mocks him, punishes him, or shuts him down by telling him to listen to his mother. the only support he gets from him is financial in nature.

meanwhile, everyone else has a family they can turn to. dustin, despite lying to his mother to keep her out of his shenanigans, seems to have a decent relationship with her. even if he doesn't, he still has steve and robin. lucas is shown to have a healthy relationship with his parents and erica. will and el have their family.

max's situation is different, but she has the backing of the party; people that love her and actively try to help her and pull her back into the world of the living. she isn't thrust into a leadership role that doesn't allow for vulnerability. she has nancy who is willing to fight monsters for her, el who literally performed a miracle for her, and lucas who has stood by her since the beginning.

and mike... well. he has will back now, sure, but... things have been different between them for a long time now, even if they're both trying their best to be how they were before. and before then, will obviously was in california, not returning his calls or reaching out, making mike feel like he'd lost him for good.

so... all that being said, it's not that surprising that mike is the way he is: riddled with abandonment issues, wanting to be needed, immediately apologizing whenever he dares to open up, inclined to give others the protection and comfort no one's ever given him, prone to jealousy and possessiveness, unable to be completely and wholly honest about what troubles him, not exactly the most open to new people, and someone with appallingly low self-esteem.

you know how they say people that are drowning don't always look like they're drowning? that's mike.

#mike #mine #wheeler #mike analysis #byler #i can't think abt him for longer than two seconds bc then i make myself sad lol <3 #will's story is fucked up but at least he has people that love him and help him and SEE him and that he feels comfortable being his #true self with. but mike? :/ sigh. #mike just bottles it up and overcompensates / gets his mind off of it by caring for someone else. #like in the van scene when he's opening up to will and then immediately tries to deflect bc he thinks it's not important. #like... mike... you ARE important. you're feelings aren't stupid. you aren't some worthless loser with nothing to offer people. #the way that he talks about himself and the lack of support he has in his life is like ... actually so fucking sad lmao! #bc he spent all that time with el and sent her all those letters and yet they never actually got to know each other. it wasn't anything of #value. it was just company. and he had will but things started changing and mike felt like will was pulling away from him. then they both #moved across the country and he tried to call will all those times but couldn't reach him. and then will never reached out first so he just #straight up felt like he'd lost will. and the remaining party members are great but like mike says they aren't will. so he was just alone. #bites my own hand bites my own hand bites my own hand bites—

[youtubepoopmusicvideo]

lala

#hfjone #Onehfj #hfj one #hfjone soda bottle #soda bottle hfjone #bryce hansen #hfjone backpack #backpack hfjone #Liam plecak #Gijinka #Humanization #more mutuals talking abt one lately...thought id go back to thesr two losers for a bit #sodapack #john art

[tangledinink]

Wait wait wait

You do witchcraft???

That's so cool! I had no idea there were other witches in the TMNT fandom!!!

What kind of witchcraft do you practice?? Personally, I deal mostly with divination, but I'd love to hear more about other people's crafts!

I do! ^^ Though admittedly my practice has been a little bit dormant as of late because I sort of fell out of habit after An Event which was a Bit Disruptive to My Life lol. But I guess I kind of dabble in a bit of everything? I dunno if I could pin myself down to just one kind of practice yet, I still sort of consider myself a Baby Witch. But I really like making little spelljars and casting candle spells and things of the like, and I've been trying to learn tarot for a while now! I also really like making and drawing sigils... For a while part of the joy for me has been just Learning New Things.

^ ft. gecko enclosure and tail lol. BoS and altar not pictured.

#ive got kind of a budget witchcraft thing going on lmao #coz thats kind of my fav part of it? that you can kind of just do it however a little bit so long as you have like #intention and are mindful #all my spelljars are the bottles that vaccines would come in at my old workplace (i used to work at a vet office!) #and since we would mostly just throw them out i could just take them and repurpose them so now ive got a ton #ive got a small collection of crystals coz i like those #my practice is a lot of meditation and grounding and mindfulness and shit like that #blah blah blah tricking myself into taking care of me etc etc #for a while i would. like. every day meditate ground and choose an intention for the day #and pick out some pocket crystals to bring with me that matched that intention #but then my schedule got fucked in eight different ways = 3 = so im working on getting back to it #eventually lol #honestly i love talking abt this stuff and would love to get back into it/meet other ppl who do witchcraft its been a hot second since #like #ive truly indulged... #asks #anon #witchcraft #witchblr #i gotta follow some witchy blogs smh lemme know if yall have any suggestions

[bottle-of-newts]

Okay okay hear me out hear me out

I literally just finished watching the OG Trigun after watching Stampede like last week and I am simply - haunted by this and need to know if I'm insane or not???

Does Iris by the Goo Goo Dolls not feel so like - vehemently Vashwood coded? From either of their POV?? Like it works both ways??? Am I a madman??? Help???

#the bottle came uncapped #trigun 1998 #trigun stampede #trigun #send help this is driving me mad and i have no mutuals to talk abt this with #cause i keep playing the “I'll give up forever to touch you” bit in my head #and it's just playing while vash and wolfwood rotate in my brain like rotisserie chickens #does this also work for other vash and wolfwood related ships??? #does any of this make sense #also #vashwood

[fishnchip3011]

everytime i actually open up sdv to play i get flashbanged with sebastian's white ass sprites because i always forget not everyone sees him as wasian💔 my current hc for him is half chinese (liable to change... but ik for sure he's half asian) but he is Not bilingual he can't rly speak or write the other language he can only understand it when listening but even then he's not very fluent LOL this is just turning into a sebastian hc post might as well go full out. to me sebastian Does have relationship experience but has been thru shitty ones in the past which is part of the reason why he's so pessimistic & brooding </3 and he'd hook up with ppl in zuzu city for a night for a while but it just made him feel shittier so he's stopped since ☝️ also people make him out to be way cooler than he actually is like yea sure he's kinda cool but he's also a Massive Loser especially when he tells you how he hates "seasonal fads" like pumpkin spice and that one line about the potluck soup where he's like "Why ruin the potluck? Hmm... I guess some people feel liberated when the rigid structures of society break down a little. Maybe I'm weird.” WHO ASKED😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 his ass also can NOT cook he can make spaghetti but it's mid. he probably has low ass stamina and yeah he's tall and lanky (rn i see him as around 5'9-5'10) but you could snap him in half over your knee. when he's in an actually healthy relationship he gets really flustered over certain romantic gestures cuz he's not used to feeling valued or being considered someone's #1. he picks up on little things and does acts of service but i also think he can be really callous and insensitive at times because while he can be pretty perceptive he is also Very Emotionally Stunted. he unlearns lots of unhealthy behaviors & mindsets with the help of his partner & family & friends ^__^

#i almost popped a vein trying not to mention rowan in all of this so this post is more. consumable i guess #but rowan to me is soooooo perfect for him to me because rowan's whole thing is empathy and warmth #where it's a strength but also a weakness for him because he's also a chronic people pleaser and a doormat #out of the need he feels to make people feel valued which is a good thing but not when its to the point of self negligence #rowan gives rly good advice but overburdens himself cuz he feels responsible for ppl&doesnt give himself the same treatment he gives others #when he's with sebastian he helps him feel valued and sebastian learns to trust people more and not to immediately assume the worst of ppl #and seb is sooooooo perfect for rowan bc seb is vocal about what he dislikes and when hes not happy w something/one #and is good at setting boundaries whereas rowan is Not. he helps rowan learn how to say no to ppl and be more assertive #& think abt his own feelings more! they both help e/o vocalize their feelings #for rowan its vocalizing his opinions more and valuing himself more & for seb its vocalizing more for the sake of better communication #w other ppl so he can establish better trust & relations w ppl. and stop being so closed off/unapproachable LOL #their differences match up well but it also leads to arguments/tension cuz seb doesnt communicate and resorts to avoidance #and rowan is too pliant sometimes to the point where it hurts not just himself but the ppl around him including seb #also fun fact rowan is the type to cry when he gets really angry/upset & when seb resorts to avoidance instead of reassurance #(which is what rowan wants) rowan sometimes ends up catastrophizing & also bottles up his emotions similarly to seb #they always reconcile in the end tho even if it takes a while </3 they r both learning ok!!!!!!!! #not perfect to the point where they dont argue bc thats Impossible but they suit each other well. they r good for each other qwq #eon babbles #stardew valley #farmer rowan #<- i talk about him in tags. hehehe

[tirfpikachu]

broooo not my ex making posts abt how hard it is to come to terms with being conventionally attractive while having low self-esteem issues and how wild it is to get compliments randomly on their appearance when they go out and how they're worried that their new transmasc boytoy is only into them bc they're hot -_- i'm tired... meanwhile i'm just seen as a gremlin now that i'm not hyperfem... they truly have the biggest issues in the world lol

also they were like "omg turns out i'm not ace i just needed a bf lol" and i'm like yeah. i know. you've been lusting after male characters for years. you were horny as fuck just not for me bc i didn't transition. you only made moves on me when you were bored, lonely or drunk. i always asked if that was the case and you were like no baby it's just your insecurities i don't need you to transition uwu. for 5 years. my trust issues are thru the roof now yayyyyy /dies

#lay text #i'm being mean and petty ugh #my heart kinda hurts but talking w my counsellor abt it helped #it rly helps to have a neutral third party to vent to #also i still think my ex is a good person i don't actually hate them i love them as a friend. but i do hate what they did to me #i hate that they went along w us dating bc they're too much of a doormat. i hate that they thought abt breaking up w me for years #but never told me bc they were worried i wouldn't survive without them financially or emotionally #feels so fucking infantilizing #now i'm so much better off without them despite being broke #that was my first and only real relationship my first time my first everything. i'm so embarrassed wtf i was RIGHT i was right all along #i was right it wasn't just insecurities they straight up never wanted me they wanted future transitioned male-passing me #it was all lies!!! from the get-go!!! meanwhile i did so much romantic bullshit and i was wearing rose colored glasses!!!! #and i was a big dyke. being with a woman who identified as a woman would've made me 2000x happier anyway. we could've just stayed roommates #i'm so bitter guys. i feel so jaded but i'm trying not to be :/ #and now they have so much luck in their love life #and i'm just a lonely gremlin dyke who only attracts polyam/casual girls who only want me on the side #where tf is my love story :'( i've been trying SOOO FUCKING HARD to gain my ex's affection for 5 freaking years i was the most loveydovey g #i deserve a love story i think i've really earned it by now!!!!! #so much love to give #now they have it so easy wtf. feels unfair ngl. i'm happy for them obviously they deserve happiness too. but i am still bitter >:/ #trying to process these feels instead of repressing them for once. i have a tendency to bottle up angst bc i think i'm bad for being mad #but nope those r healthy emotions!!! i can work thru this #it just sucks #if you read all of this bs i give you a cookie 🍪 <3

[esmes]

gonna do a load of laundry and watch a sweeney 🥾 and i think that’s a fine way to spend a christmas, don’t you?

#suddenly thinking abt sweeney lovett and toby spending a singular christmas together #grumpy old man sweeney surprises mrs lovett with a trinket of some sort which moves her to tears #sweeney is utterly embarrassed but secretly a little pleased with himself #mrs lovett knits both of her boys scarves and spends the entire day making more food than the three of them could possibly hope to eat #toby and sweeney spend most of the day trying to avoid each other #but sweeney (at mrs lovett's urging) gifts toby an entire bottle of gin all his own which thaws toby out considerably #toby passes out drunk in front of the fire with a belly full of mrs lovett's cooking #mrs lovett breaks out a bottle of something nicer she's been saving once she's sure toby is out for the night and shares it with sweeney #for once she doesn't talk too much and nothing spoils the moment #idk just let me have this

[flwrshee]

FOUND AN ENGENE AT SCHOOL BYE

#⠀⠀shut up ri ৎ⠀⠀⠀ #lwk cannot do this #i wanna talk to her but im so awkward #she had enha stickers all over her bottle #i think she likes hoon #ALSO THE HEE STICKERS 😊😊😊 #i need them i want them #the jungwon ones were so cute like ong #i want enha stickers so bad #ALSO i had a dream abt jake yday #he was in my school and in all my classes #he was also in my football team #his team was winning so he made fun if me #and then he asked me if i wanted to feel his muscles #SOMEONE TELL ME WHY THEY WERE SO BIG #jake when did you work out with jayhoon 😟😟 #AND i have no classes w my close friend #i hate school sm #first day was very boring #i hate my timetable as well #wdym double computing in a day 🫤🫤🫤

[tang3r1n]

YALL I GOT TO SEE THE MAN WHO RAISED ME TODAY :((

i’m 5’11 and he’s 5’2 lmao

#WE XALL HIM BUTTON :( #he’s so amazing #oh god i cried like a baby #oh i screamed when i came in the door #I AINT SEEN HIM IN TWELVE YEARS #I WAS SIC #AND HE STILL #STILL WAS A BETTER DAD THAN BOTH MEN MY MOTHER MARRIED #no hate to her she’s perfection in a bottle #BUT OH MY GOD #y’all i’m still hyperventilating i’m so happy #and now he’s talking abt how he’s gonna try to come over regularly #we talked OH GOD we all talked so much FUCK #he was crying cause he missed both my big milestone birthdays (16 and 18) oh :(( #okay i’m done now #.v speaks #.venus updated! #HE HUGGED ME SO FUCMI G TIGHT

[kitty-serenade]

Shitpost of @tswwwit 's familiar!AU, this is my personal hc of what happened in confessing it (pls bare with me I am severely dehydrated and I just woken up in the middle of the night)

#omg! clisharf have i told you abt some spicy information i got from my source?! #like yeah. bill was like. talking to this dude through those things humans use uhm a telepath? #aaggh whatever loser stuff. so like bill was talking to his ex and like he seemed kinda cheery yknow for a guy that got dumped #also omg the mortal that dumped bill like. toootally is so gutsy i would never do that #who would even want to break up with Bill anyways?? hes so amazing #oh yah off topic whoops. anyways so. bill like got off the telepath right? and then he like summoned a bottle of tiraffe blood #and like he poured some in his cup and he qas like (scoff) sad?! #but then the teeth guy tried to comfort him but then he went up in flames #it was crazy! bill totes burned his gums off #that little thing does not understand how much like power it holds #im scared if bill burns off all the hench maniacs is he gonna come after us outer demons too?! #oh lucifer i hope that mortal realizes what he has unleashed in the nightmare realm #ooh or maybe like that mortal planned all of this to make demons see whos in charge!?' #shitposrt #this is told from the prespective of a gossip demon #but its roughly the same #nahh hes not smart enough. this is a mortal were talking bout here!! duhhanyways did you SEE bill's human skinsuit?!it was so hot omg-" rec #wtf happened to the tags whi is it disorganized

[maiaacchiato]

thinking thoughts

#mia's ramblings #thinking abt that one time i was so uncomfortable with my friend's pda thing that i left them behind at the koi pond #like i literally just. stood up. started walking away #i still have no idea why it made me uncomfortable and even now just thinking about it makes me sick #for some reason idrk #also thinking about those times where i was so mentally exhausted from everything that i didnt have the energy to stand up so i just #didnt go to school #obviously i told people i was “sick” or “masakit pakiramdam ko” etc which i mean #its a half truth? atleast ??? #and thinking about how i just want to avoid Her bc i do Not want to be dealing with their relationship problems at 6am but yk #the moment she starts up conversation i just #put those thoughts at the back of my head and pretend like im not fucking tired of her bullshit #i could be so. mentally drained. to the point that i just avoid everyone by going to coop on my own or going to 7-11 just to Breathe #but the moment someone talks to me like jack or salve or heck even kui my brain just. forces itself to act “normal” and by normal i mean no #-mentally drained yk? #like the moment literally anyone starts talking to me the thoughts of being mentally tired just get pushed back and idrk how to tell people #-that im mentally exhausted without sounding rude so i just #let my brain just bottle it up until im so tired mentally that i literally cannot function #i think its called being overstimulated? yea #which yeah basically this shit happens every. day. until my brain just goes nope youre shutting down no school for today also youre getting #-a fever too #which like??? idk why it happens??? #and its not like i dont want to talk to them either #like #obviously i do #but talking to anyone when im like this makes it feel like an obligation #which fucking sucks because i dont like being obligated to do stuff i just want to do it because well #i want to?? #and i feel bad for peewee bc usually he'll talk to me when im at my limit so my responses are very short and yea #this is why i always say 'im tired' whenever people ask how im doing

[demolitionrats]

actually before i go to sleep,

it's so frustrating as a Deaf musician and music fan that finding lyrics is so inaccessible. some bands and artists release their lyrics immediately (kissing them on the lips as we speak) but for the vast majority of new music i listen to, it's going to be impossible to find the lyrics anywhere. why is it so hard to be accessible?

#im like- at my fuckin limit. #every so often the frustration bottles up and i explode #and every time i explode its around a bunch of hearing ppl that go 'oh i never thought abt it that way' like please for the love of god #im literally not even talking abt like if lyrics havent been loaded to like spotify or whatever #if its on the internet anywhere like on a separate blog or like a lyric site: perfect i can still sing along #but if you just..... dont post the lyrics? :( #some of my favorite bands are guilty of this im just frustrated #disabilities #lark speaks #ok to rb btw

[rooolt]

personally a really big fan of when stories go really hard on the “killing people is bad you can’t kill people” thing but then they write in murderous villains and are left with two choices for dealing with them which ultimately boil down to either just having the main characters ignore the fact that this guy hatched multiple evil plans to kill them and he kinda just hangs out and is a dad sometimes, or they end up sending a teenage boy to what is basically hell because it’s not technically killing him, he will just suffer reliving a nightmare of his own sister ripping his heart out time and time again for eternities to come

#This is specific enough that you could tell what I’m talking abt #But I’ll never say #Plus side to sending a teenage boy to hell tho #In later seasons you can have a side character free him and use the threat of sending him back like a spray bottle for an untrained pupoy #And then people will write gay fanfiction about them

[aprofessionalwithoutstandards]

I love the idea of Demo as a hopeless romantic but seeing him so heartbroken makes me sad : (

AUGH I knowwww </3 hurt/comfort is one of my favorite things to do w him tho bc I feel like there's a lotttt to extrapolate with him in that department. He has the most explicit canon "angst" or whatever out of any of these characters (in that he gets to SOB) and idk why people don't do more with him in that like subgenre of fanfic! Idk I obviously love Demo and think abt him a lot but I don't think "Demo tf2 has a vaguely sad backstory and/or vaguely sad present-day self-loathing problems" is that much of a stretch for him. So yes it's VERY sad to see him heartbroken but also people should do it more bc of that emotional potential

#i like giving him and sniper kinda similar things to play off each other yknow (both deeply lonely hopeless romantics. also both bisexual #but demo is more open abt it bc he talks to people and sniper is more bottled up abt it bc he doesn't talk to people You guys get it #ask #anon #tf2 #demo