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#obviously i told people i was “sick” or “masakit pakiramdam ko” etc which i mean
maiaacchiato
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thinking thoughts
#mia's ramblings
#thinking abt that one time i was so uncomfortable with my friend's pda thing that i left them behind at the koi pond
#like i literally just. stood up. started walking away
#i still have no idea why it made me uncomfortable and even now just thinking about it makes me sick
#for some reason idrk
#also thinking about those times where i was so mentally exhausted from everything that i didnt have the energy to stand up so i just
#didnt go to school
#obviously i told people i was “sick” or “masakit pakiramdam ko” etc which i mean
#its a half truth? atleast ???
#and thinking about how i just want to avoid Her bc i do Not want to be dealing with their relationship problems at 6am but yk
#the moment she starts up conversation i just
#put those thoughts at the back of my head and pretend like im not fucking tired of her bullshit
#i could be so. mentally drained. to the point that i just avoid everyone by going to coop on my own or going to 7-11 just to Breathe
#but the moment someone talks to me like jack or salve or heck even kui my brain just. forces itself to act “normal” and by normal i mean no
#-mentally drained yk?
#like the moment literally anyone starts talking to me the thoughts of being mentally tired just get pushed back and idrk how to tell people
#-that im mentally exhausted without sounding rude so i just
#let my brain just bottle it up until im so tired mentally that i literally cannot function
#i think its called being overstimulated? yea
#which yeah basically this shit happens every. day. until my brain just goes nope youre shutting down no school for today also youre getting
#-a fever too
#which like??? idk why it happens???
#and its not like i dont want to talk to them either
#like
#obviously i do
#but talking to anyone when im like this makes it feel like an obligation
#which fucking sucks because i dont like being obligated to do stuff i just want to do it because well
#i want to??
#and i feel bad for peewee bc usually he'll talk to me when im at my limit so my responses are very short and yea
#this is why i always say 'im tired' whenever people ask how im doing
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