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iaeriy · 4 months

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can you write a smut about jude. where just is on holiday in Mykonos and meets reader at a beach party

thanks :)

holidays • jude bellingham x reader

summary; what anon requested! 🏩

word count; 5.3k!

warnings; smut, drunk reader! mention of alcohol, slight angst.. size kink, fingering, oral sex f! recieving, and squirting, public sex, counter sex, lastly aftercare!

a/n; NOT PROOFREAD. writing for jude makes me just wanna. SIGHS. i love writing for him, tho he’s a rival teammate..HAHA..anyway, i will be going to sleep, for now enjoy what anon reauested! 🎀

it was the perfect weather in mykonos, so relaxing and just everything you needed and planned for, the sounds of the water waving against the beach, the windy air blowing. you were currently laying down against your tummy, your older sister watching over you..particularly because you were the youngest..only 19, your cheek slowly rested on the towel. “hey wake up..we’re still staying until that beach party happens..” she said tapping on your back, “really? you think some beach party will fix the mood..” you said, before leaning your head back, your back arching..getting out a stretch. “i think it will miss grumpy pants..” she said, your legs sitting down into a criss cross. “you’re one to talk.” you said before getting up, suddenly you heard a gasp from your sisters mouth as she looked at you. “..you uh..got a sunburn on your bra strap..” she said before you pulled the strap looking at your skin, “great! isn’t that fucking great!” you said before a volleyball hit your back.

“ow..” you said before your sister got up and grabbed the ball, “you’re fine..just sit down..” she said, a tall boy approaching your way as you watched from your sisters shoulder. “i’m so sorry, i didn’t mean to, is your friend alright?” he said before you looked at him, well he was cute. dead cute. you stared at him as your sister talked to him, “yeah she’s okay..she’s my sister..um, what’s your name by the way? i’ve seen you around here lately..” she said before he chuckled, “jude..” he said before you kicked your sisters ankle, a yelp coming out of her. “i think we should get going now amelia..” you said as jude looked at you, you smiled at him before he smiled back. “i’ll let you two be, it was lovely getting to know y’all.” he said before leaving as your sister turned around, “what the fuck did you have to kick me for.” she said before you stared at her, “um, wasting my timeee! let’s go now. we got somewhere to be at for your stupid beach party.” you said before she scoffed grabbing her stuff.

you felt a pair of eyes watching you, you turned around and saw jude. you gulped before he winked at you, “little bitch..” you murmured before amelia looked at you, “huh?” she said, you shook your head grabbing your tote, “nothing! let’s go now!” you said before you put on the tanktop and the pair of white shirts under your bikini and your slides before walking back home, the big white home she had rented just for the two of y’all.

you were now at home curling your hair, already dressed up in a white ruffled dress, the straps were thin to the point half the tanline of your strap was noticeable, you were finishing your hair before hearing amelia wander around the house looking for a pair of heels. “what are you looking for..” you said as she looked around, “heels!” she said before you rolled your eyes, “there’s some in my room!” you said before you heard her sprint to your room, you had already finished with everything as hair was the last option. you fixed your curls before walking oht the bathroom and downstairs you went, “hurry up..i’m more in time than you are..” you said rolling your eyes, grabbing your white purse watching your sister take her sweet ass time.

“can you be quiet!” she said before finding some heels running back downstairs as you scoffed, “sorry miss take her sweet ass time.” you said, a small gasp coming out of her mouth. “let’s go.” she said before you walked to the door, “you took your nice ass time for this, u better not regret this dumb beach party.” you said before she slapped your arm, “hush, now let’s just go back to the beach and we’ll have fun. tho you’re on a lookout..” she said as you turned around looking at her, “i’m completely fine! i don’t need a babysitter, i’m ninteen! i can be mature myself.” you said scoffing before you and her walked down the steps that led to the beach.

“you stick along with me. you’ll just follow along since i’m in charge of you.” amelia said as you scoffed, “can we at least go look at the flowers!” you said before she looked at you, “fine, let’s go..” she said before you ran off to the small area of the flowers, finding a white lily. “look!” you said before she walked over to you, “here..” she said holding it from you, wrapping it around your hair. “there, now you look pretty.” she said as you rolled your eyes, “so you’re saying i’ve never looked pretty? okay.” you said a laugh bursting out of her, “no! i was just joking!” she said finding a red lily herself. you ran over to her helping her put the lily on her hair.

suddenly you turned around and made eye contact with the same boy from earlier. what was his name again? ah, right. jude.

you gulped before turning around, amelia looked at you furrowing his brows. “something wrong?” she said, “no..that guy from earlier keeps staring at me..” you said before she turned around and looked at jude, “oh jude, maybe he wants to talk to me!” she said before walking over as you scoffed, “not everything’s about you!” you said yelling before chasing her, “didn’t expect you to come to the party yourself.” jude said talking to amelia, you gulped looking at him. he was drop dead gorgeous, a man who was so..soo..heavenly made. “i was already planning it since, it’s been something i’ve been wanting to do actually.” amelia said as you rolled your eyes, “and who is that pretty lady behind you?” he said before you widened your eyes. he was talking about me.. you thought to yourself.

“who?” she said as you scoffed, wow what a bitchy move. you thought before walking away to the beach around the water, “stupid bitch..” you murmured before taking your heels off letting the sand dip in your feet. “oh?” he said furrowing his brows before chuckling, “we should go, the fun is over there instead of over here.” he said as you watched him and your sister from far behind. you scoffed rolling your eyes, sitting on your knees in the sand. “stupid vacation. all i came was to be some little pet.” you said drawing on the sand, “meh meh meh.. “who?” dumbass you know who i am.” you said mocking her, watching the water waves. the sun already down before you got up putting your heels back on, walking back to the party.

you sighed looking around, no sign of your sister. you walked back before somebody tapped on your shoulder as you turned around looking up at a boy, “hm?” you said after he smiled, “you’re y/n? right?” he said as your eyes widened, “yes-how do you know..” you said furrowing your brows as he smiled, “i’m a twin..” he said before you tilted your head, “jude? you look almost like him..” you said as he nodded his head, “i’m a twin duh.” he said rolling his eyes playfully before you two walked off to some table.

meanwhile after a long conversation and a few drinks..

“where’s y/n!?” amelia said to jude as he shrugged, “think my brother took her for a bit..” he said before jude and amelia began looking for you until they found you giggling like crazy, “is she okay? what’s up with her?” jude said looking at you and jobe before you bursted out laughing, “i don’t know..she had a couple of drinks..” jobe said looking away before amelia looked at you, “i don’t think she should be here anymore..” she said, “how many drinks did she have..” jude said looking over at jobe, “i don’t know..i didn’t keep count..” he said before jude chuckled, “fucking hilarious..” he mumbled before you stood up, wobbly you went over and slapped amelia, “keep your mouth shut. i think you should stop being in charge of me miss take her sweet ass time.” you said before jude grabbed your arm, “i’ll just take her home..you already told me your address so i’ll just take her..” he said before you looked at him, gulping and giggling over him.

“i feel like i’m floating!” you said giggling before amelia rolled her eyes, “i told you, you weren’t supposed to drink.” she said crossing her arms against her chest, “woooo..way to go for me then, not my fault you want to be miss perfy perfect.” you said as jude looked at you, shocked by your words. “that’s not true! wake up!” she said as you tried to hit her again, jude grabbed you against his chest. “think it’s time to take her home..” he said as you moved around, “get off me!” you said.

“please do so..i’m so sorry.” your sister said before you mocked her, “y/n! enough!” she said as you sticked your middle finger at her, “shut up..” you said before you shrieked, jude carrying you. “put me down!” you said before jude walked out the beach putting you down almost by the stairs. “why are you even taking care of me..” you mumbled before jude looked over at you, “cause your sister cares and my brother didn’t look after you very well after i told him to.” he spat out, wrapping his arm around you helping you walk up the stairs. “funny..amelia..didn’t really help. she tried being around you more and she makes it all about her..” you said, “i don’t think she does..you’re just tipsy right now y/n..” he said, you giggled. “a-am not!” you said burping on accident. “well, you are.” he said as you two were walking back home.

“clearly not! just being h-honest about her..” you said looking down before you looked up at him, you gulped admiring his face features. “you’re really..handsome..” you murmured softly as he looked at you, “you think so?” he said smirking, a small nod in response as he looked away again. “why did she try to take me away from you..even when you were staring at me after you hit me with the ball..” you said softly before he stopped moving, “you’re drunk y/n..stop saying that..” he said. you whined. “o-oh my god! you’re still going on about this, i’m not!” you almost yelled out as he scoffed, “you are.” he said shaking his head in disbelief.

“i-i’m not! quit a-assuming! mister grumpy ass.” you scoffed as jude looked at you, “what?” he said, the english heavy accent making you blush and swallow. “you heard me. mister grumpy ass.” you said before walking away as he grabbed your arm, yanking you to his chest with a yelp from your mouth. “listen. i’m doing your sister a fucking favor.” he said before you frowned, “seriously!? after you asked her “whos that pretty lady?” you’re seriously ridiculous.” you said as he grabbed your arm tightly, “l-let go!” you said almost punching his chest before he grabbed your wrist pulling you into an empty area. “what are y!—“ you were cut off by his lips on yours, you kissed back cupping his cheeks. he continued kissing you, it was rough but yet passionate. a small desperate moan spilling out your lips before you pulled away with a string of saliva. “s-seriously..” you said panting, “that’s how you feel?” you said looking up at him, and boy..your eyes were dilated..

“nope. we’re just starting pretty.” he said before pinning you against the wall, you looked up at him. his brown eyes making you whimper over nothing, he grabbed your cheeks with his hand. “you just can’t keep that damn mouth of yours shut..how adorable.” he said before he kissed you again, you kissed back holding onto his shoulder, his free hand lifting you by your thigh. now against the wall..your legs wrapped around his torso. he slowly began to grind himself against you, a whiny moan slipping out in the middle of the kiss. he moved the strand of hair away from your face, tucking it in your ear, his hand resting on your cheek. he continued kissing you, the sounds of your lips moving against his, slowly making you wet as you felt the patch forming in your panties.

he slowly moved to your neck, kissing around your skin harshly. you whimpered leaning your head back as the thin material of your panties made your wet patch even more wetter soaking through the fabric, “barely even started and you’re already having fun..” he smirked before moving your panties to the side, your clit now out in display before you felt his bulge slightly nuzzle your throbbing clit. a moan falling out your mouth again, he was grinding on purpose. he kept throwing you off on purpose, just to tease. you whined before he kept grinding himself against you still, his bulge perfectly rubbing your clit as you moaned around him feeling him and his lips kiss your neck. “t-this is! s-so embarrassing!” you said closing your eyes shut, moaning in between. “you’re enjoying this yourself though, already being loud enough.” he chuckled, grabbing your hips. you yelped at his grip before looking down, “my my my..look at the mess leaking out of you already..” he said before he began to grind your hips against his growing erection. moans slipping out..one by one..

“j-jude..!” you whined, leaning your head against the brick wall. holding onto it before he dropped you down. a small whimper escaping from you. you were now standing up, your legs wobbly and slightly shaking. “b-be quiet!” you said whining, being distracted you didn’t even see jude going down. he chuckled to himself before he hid his face inside your dress, his hand holding your thigh. “what are y-you!” you said before he licked a long stripe, your eyes rolling back of your head as you moaned softly. his tongue still licking around you, hands trying to hold onto something, he spread your sides burrying his face in. sucking and licking up your juices, tons and tons of moans escaping out of your mouth. “j-jude..” you moaned out, his tongue swirling around your hole, you sighed shakily looking down. there he was hiding under your dress doing what he was up to. moans falling out the second he continued to flick his tongue around, it didn’t take long to feel his tonghe slip into your hole, your hands slowly pulling up your dress.

he slapped your hands, a whine coming out of you. he was devouring every inch of your cunt. your back was against the wall, his hands holding onto your thighs. your eyes were heavy and puffy, “y-you’re s-so..stupid!” you said before he covered your mouth from beneath, “..keep quiet and let your moans do the talking.” he said before sucking around your clitoris. your eyes rolling back again, the wind around you making your nipples seek through the material of the dress. your hips slowly buckled in the air for some type of friction, “m..ore..” you muttered, he gripped your thighs tightly as you yelped before laying his tongue flat. “you know what to do.” he said before you began to grind your hips against his mouth, you threw your head back against the wall, moaning loudly. he watched you fuck yourself against his tongue, your hands shaking having no sort of thing to hold or grip onto.

you continued grinding your hips against his tongue, his nose slightly nuzzling across your clit making you see stars as loud noises were echoed through the small space. “so loud and we’re just starting.” he muttered, your legs were shaking before you rested your thighs on his shoulders. his hands holding down onto your ass, your hips lazily moving against his tongue. you were in a frenzy, moan after moan. you felt the warm feeling form in your stomach, “i-i’m gonna cum!” you moaned out, you gripped onto his curls, moving your hips faster chasing your own orgasm. “o-oh god! jude,jude..” you moaned out his name as he gripped your hips. you whimpered looking down at him with your glossy puffy eyes, he began to rub his mouth around you.

and with that, your orgasm hit you. you moaned louder, gripping tighter onto his curls, “f-fuck!” you moaned out before he moved his mouth away, “we’re not done. i wanna see.” he said before you felt his ring and middle finger slowly gaze across your skin, as his fingers entered your hole. stretching you out slowly as you shrieked. “p-please!” you said shaking your head, before he began to thrust his fingers slowly. you teared up again, your orgasm slowly recovering as you became sensitive around him. he pulled back up leaning close to you, fingers still on you as he kissed you deeply, you kissed back with a moan as he continued to thrust his fingers. you cupped his cheeks, sloppily making out with him attempting to move his fingers away before he slapped your hand off thrusting faster. you moaned loudly before his lips muffled your sounds, you were shaking uncontrollably legs almost giving out, luckily with judes grip you were perfectly fine. “so messy, in my mouth and on my fingers.” he murmured before you slapped his hand, feeling another orgasm coming.

“s-stop!” you said as he shook his head, “not with your attitude.” he said, thumb rubbing your clit making you cry out a moan loudly. “j-jude! o-oh go-fuck!” you moaned out before screaming again, this time juice’s splashing out as you were moaning uncontrollably. he pulled his fingers away rubbing your clit with his palm, as you squirted out again. “y-you’re s-so embarrassing!” you said before he slapped your cunt as you stood limped, you looked at him breathing heavily before he tapped on your ankle. “move.” he said as you moved back a bit, he grabbed your panties putting them in his pocket as you blushed heavily before he kissed your cheek, “let’s go now.” he said as you nodded your head, you pulled down your dress, limping over to him. “y-you’re just going to i-ignore what you did?” you said as he chuckled, “not really, hold my hand tho. you have an issue with walking.” he said, your hand interacting wih yours as you limped back home.

“you had a nice grip..” you murmured before he looked down at you, “don’t need to tell me, i already knew from your perspective.” he chuckled before you slapped his arm, “be quiet!” you said before he looked at you, “we really have to do this again?” he said furrowing his brows, “do what!?” you said, the alcohol still in you making you feel so wuzzy. “don’t worry anymore..” he said before you rolled your eyes, “dumbass.” you muttered as he smirked sneaking his hand in your dress, his hand gripping your ass tightly. a small squeal and gasp coming out of you, “keep walking, i’ll do the talking later.” he said as you blushed, “get y-your hand off me!” you said, “still drunk..” he murmured, “what!?” you said, he shook his head in response before you two stood outside your house.

“you’re really bad at talking..” you murmured, “what?” he said, “you heard me. mister slut.” you said slightly letting go of his hand before he gripped your hand tightly, “hilarious, how am i so?” he said walking with you around the small town, “flirting with my sister..then you gave me a smirk and you just purposefully fucked me.” you said before he looked at you, “you’re serious? listen to yourself.” he said as you giggled. “oh i am small dick.” you said limping around. jude stood there watching you run around now that you and him were back at your temporary house, he rolled his eyes at your sentence.

“oh we’re home!” you said slightly running to the door, “i missed my homeee..” you said, jude scoffing watching the way you were tipsy before he opened the door, you walked in as he followed you behind, closing the door quietly. you turned the lights on before he pulled you again, a yelp coming out of your mouth. “h-hey!” you said before he cupped your cheek harshly kissing you. you kissed back with a moan before he carried you again, your legs wrapping around his waist as the two of you kissed deeply. he placed you on the counter, your hand sliding inside his shirt meanwhile your other hand pulled him closely by the back of his head, you felt yourself needy again. you were way way beyond in the mood for sex, that’s another reason why amelia had to baby you around. because of the things you’d say or think of.

you continued kissing him, his hand fondling with your breast already. you bit down his bottom lip slightly, his hand pulling down your dress as he pinched your nipple. you moaned into his mouth before he tongue kissed you, you kissed back moaning feeling him rub your nipple. meanwhile his free hand cupping the bottom of your asscheek, his finger rubbing your clit as you whined. “n-no..please..” you said whining before he slapped your boob, “and whos fault is it?” he said frowning looking at you, “what!? is this about your stupid argument you started!” you said before he kissed you again, “be quiet, how about that.” he said before you kissed back, melting into his touch. Your hands cupping his cheek as one leg rised up onto his hip, his clothed boner meeting in touch with your soaking cunt yet again, he leaned into your neck, kissing your skin as you moaned softly again.

Your hands began to wander around his body, specifically his chest and biceps. You unbuttoned one button off his shirt while he was distracted, unbuttoning a few more. Only one left.

“fuck me..”

He pulled away from your neck tilting his head looking at you, your dress messy and halfway pulled down from your chest, your legs parted as he chuckled. “wanna say that again?” He said sending you a cheeky smile, you rolled your eyes as your legs fell off the counter, now leaning on the counter, feet resting on the floor. “f-fuck me..” you whispered loud and clear for him, your fingers playing with the straps of your dress slightly pulling them down. Your dress slowly coming down from your body before it pooled around your ankles, you giggled watching judes eyes widen. “you’re just going to stand there? after acting all tough and all..” you said giggling before he grabbed you by your waist, you blushed heavily. “listen missy, i know what am doing. now lay on the counter.” he said as you nodded your head, your chest resting against the cool counter..causing your nipples to harden.

Meanwhile as he was behind you doing his business..

it was silent. You felt him behind you, you blushed heavily. “quiet now?” He said chuckling as you rolled your eyes, “can you be qui!-“ you moaned out feeling his thick length enter you, your eyes rolling back, your clit throbbing and going weak. “not even half way in and you’re already tightening, care to explain?” He said alapping your ass as you moaned out shaking your head, “i-i’m good..” you said before he pulled you back by your arms, “still got a long way to go missy..you can take my cock all in..right?” He said before you turned to look at him, biting down on your bottom lip, holding back a whiny moan. “mmmhmm..” you said as you felt him fully push himself in, your eyes rolling to the back of your head. “good.” That was the last word he said before he began thrusting himself into you, you moaned at the way his cock took you in slowly in and out. Tightly and perfectly, just like how he imagined yesterday.

“noisy already?” He said before you whined, “m-my god! c-can you j-just b-be quiet!” You said as he chuckled, his teasing was definitely not a help but made your clit throb for more. He pulled your arms back even more, your back now touching against his, “h-huh..” you quiet said before he thrusted deeply into you, his pelvis hitting against your ass, “any less back talking?” You mewled out loudly, as you heard him speak. Your body almost collapsing due to your shaky legs, as he kept thrusting into you. You moaned uncontrollably gripping onto his arm hoping you wouldn’t collapse, you yelped at the smack thrown at your asscheek. His groans coming out the second he would push himself back in, he pushed you back on the counter slowly starting to speed up his pace, you moaned uncontrollably gripping onto the side of the counter.

“f-fuck j-jude!” You moaned out as his cock burried harshly into you with his quick thrusts, his cock hitting every inch of your walls making you moan like crazy and uncontrollably. “how ashamed your sister would feel if she saw you like this huh?” He lowered down to you whispering, you whined out. “i-i don’t care!” You said before he gripped your hips tightly thrusting faster than he was into you, the pleasure making your eyes roll back as you jolted forward within every bit. He rested his head against your neck, “My favorite little cunt..” he said in your ear, you mewled out at his sentenced as he sucked onto your skin. You gasped in between your moans gripping onto his arm, you leaned your head against his shoulder, his cock slightly hitting against your cervix. You breathlessly moaned as your eyes slowly rolled to the back of your head.. feeling the over sensitivity rise up including the pleasure made you nearly cry.

You felt like you were going to explode, like your orgasm would approach. And that’s exactly what was about to happen in the next moments.

The pleasure rising to your tummy and clit, you tried to move before he pushed you back to his chest. “j..jude..” you moaned out, your eyes heavy and puffy from the previous sexual interaction. You were breathlessly moaning before he slipped out as you whimpered at the emptyness, he kissed your neck. “You okay?” He said softly into your ear, biting on your skin as you whimpered nodding your head, he pulled your hands behind again. You gulped for the next movement, he slammed himself back in, you moaned loudly again before he began pounding into you. Your legs shaking uncontrollably his free hand narrowing down to your clit, he rubbed around the sensitive knob. “Y-You don’t have to do th-this!” You said before he spanked you, your eyes tearing up again at the harsh smack. “And who says that? Just because you stopped being a brat?” He groaned out feeling you clamp around him, you shook your head whiny whimpers and moans coming out of your mouth.

“God your pussy is so magnificent baby..” he moaned out, your cheeks turning pink at the comment, his pace was steady and going out on a rhythm..his cock hitting nearly your g-spot making you whiny and moan for more. “Looks like were getting near..” he said kissing your shoulder, you blushed heavily feeling like you would burst around him. “Here?” He said almost finding your spot as you shook your head, he chuckled watching you react to the pace. “How about now?” He said pounding into your g-spot, you screamed out again his hand rubbing on your clit, wanting to get you at the same place he was. Your vision going blurry as tears were streaming down your face, “r-right th-there!” You stuttered out, you could feel the bubbly feeling in your tummy again. This was going to be more than your orgasm. You held onto judes wrist nearly bursting out.

“J-Jude..” you said shaking as you felt it, through your core to your tummy. You were panting and attempting to hold it in.

“Hm?”

“I-I can’t hold i-it! A-Any longer..!” You screamed out before you squirted yet again, your juices splattering on the floor and all over his fingers, you screamed out through the process. Your walls clenching making jude paint your insides with his cum, you breathed heavily as you were shaking. You fell on the counter, breathing heavily..a small sob coming out of your mouth from the relief. He carried you sitting you down on the counter, “You okay?” He said caressing your cheek, you nodded your head smiling before he put his boxers back on, you nearly fought back the sleep. He cleaned up the mess of the puddle on the floor..thanks to..you..

“Y-You didn’t..have to do all that..” you said sleepy, murming your sentence as he shook his head, “I did, don’t worry.” He said smiling, you slowly began falling asleep. Jude finished cleaning the floor up before throwing the towel away, he carried you bridal style as you grunted before looking at him half-awake, “Are you going to tell my sister..?” You said resting your head on his chest, he shook his head. “No, she’s rude as hell for no reason. She’ll be home late i’m assuming.” He said pecking your forehead as you smiled before he laid you down on the bed, “Jude..” you murmured out while he roamed looking for a shirt and pantys for you to wear. “Hm?” He said loud and clear, “W-Why did you wink at me earlier..” you said before he walked over to you, as he put your panties on for you.

“Wanted to talk to you..possibly get to know you..” he said as you smiled lazily, “reallyyyy..” you said before he chuckled, “sleepy or drunk?” He said as you whined, “both..im still dizzy..” he said as you chuckled, “cute..sit up now..” he said before you sat up, “arms up.” He said as you did so, he put the shirt over you putting it on for you, before you fell back on the bed. He found the makeup removal wipes before he slightly squeezed your waist, “sit up..you’re not falling asleep with mascara smudged all over your eye..” he said before you sat up, he gave you a wipe before you began removing it from your left eye. You finished removing it off before he handed you another wipe for your eye. You were nearly falling asleep, jude chuckled at you struggling.

“Jude..” you whispered before he looked at you, “yes?” He said before you put the wipe next to you as jude went to throw it away, “i think you’re cute..” you said sleepy before crawling to your spot going under the covers, he looked over to you chuckling. “You’re drunk y/n..” he said as you shook your head, “..mmm a-am not..” you said before looking at him, “sleep with meeee..” you said as he chuckled shaking his head, he kissed your forehead. “I don’t think amelia would like the sound of that..” he said before you whined, “please!” You said before he chuckled, “i’ll see what she says..” he said grabbing his phone before texting amelia. You were nearly half awake watching him and admiring him. “You’re actually cute..” you said as he turned to look at you. “Shhh..she said yes by the way..” he said as you giggled, he sat on the bed caressing your hand. His thumb rubbing your palm as you smiled before falling asleep.

He laid next to you getting under the covers before he wrapped his arms around you kissing your cheek before he fell asleep.

Not bad for a vacation for yourself..

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lettersofgold · 5 months

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4 with Jude Bellingham, please!

-> legacy | jude bellingham

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jude thought playing in front of thousands was nerve-wracking, but somehow, this award presentation was a bit worse. it was all amplified by the cameras being close and photographers yelling at him from all angles. he had accepted his golden boy and absolute golden boy award and taken a few photos before returning to his seat with his parents. the commotion of the evening was winding down, and he was anxiously awaiting the meal that would come at the post-ceremony dinner - he had talked so much and shaken so many hands it was becoming a blur all after traveling from spain in the middle of the week. the little boys in the back doing his celebration was cemented in his heart unlike anything else. it kept his spirits high in his sleepy state. his mom mentioned there were two more awards and the show would finally be over. the announcement came through the air as you walked onto the stage with a heart-stopping smile and a card in hand.

“oh she’s beautiful.” denise commented softly.

“wow, i’m so thankful for the opportunity to be here with the greatest this sport has seen. it’s an honor to present this award on behalf of my uncle’s legacy,” you began. jude went from half awake to wide awake, looking at you on stage in your gorgeous blue gown. “this legacy award highlights the people in football who have unbelievably impacted the world.” you scanned the audience with shimmering eyes before continuing. “this year, the board of directors could not find a better person to hold this award,” you opened the envelope and laughed lightly, “the one and only, our golden boy jude bellingham.”

something about your sugary sweet voice saying “our golden boy” made jude’s cheeks warm and his body hotter. he was so nervous to stand next to you that he barely looked up from the floor as he walked up the stage. you took the trophy from the stand and offered it to him. it was much heavier than you anticipated, and your hand bobbled, but jude quickly grabbed your hands in his to hold it steady. you laughed nervously and started apologizing profusely, which he immediately rushed to let you know he had it secure in his hands. his hands didn’t leave yours, and you made no effort to pull away as the two shared nervous laughter while fumbling over your words. the laughing of the crowd brought jude back down to earth, and took the trophy delicately before turning to the microphone to give a short speech. you cheeks were warm with embarrassment and you stepped aside to let jude shine once more tonight.

“uh, hi, it’s me again.” jude chuckled. he heard you laugh beside him, and he tried to keep his composure. “thank you,” he turned to look at you, and you nodded gingerly, “and thank you to the board who voted for me. again, i couldn’t do this without the support and my family - i’m honored to be able to keep your uncles legacy alive.” the two of you walked backstage, and you were swept away by a show assistant who mentioned “media” and “photo obligations.” jude felt a bit disappointed that he couldn’t stop to talk to you, but as if you could hear his thoughts, you turned around and yelled softly, “see you at the dinner, yeah?”

photos and photos and more photos. jude was thankful it was over - he would have to say no to the next person asking for a picture. he could see your blue gown floating around the luxurious ballroom, from person to person. you hadn’t stopped moving yet. his mom told him you were pretty famous in your own right: you just secured a role as a disney princess. his mind wandered to how he could start a conversation with you, but each idea fell short. his dad nudged him with a mischievous smile. “just go up to her.” he teased. “it’s a bit weird, d’know what i mean?” jude explained. “there’s nothing weird about it. say thank you, ask about her uncle, hell ask for her name, just ask something.” jude frowned at his dad's comments as if it were oh-so-easy to walk up to a girl as radiant as you.

10 minutes passed. then 20 minutes. it was nearly 45 minutes when you finally circled back to jude. he was in a deep conversation that it slipped his mind that he wanted to speak with you - people had bombarded him with compliments and discussions. “jude!” you whispered a few conversations over with a wave of your hand. you pointed towards your phone and the photographers. more photos, no. but a moment with you, yes. he excused himself from the conversation, which his mom expertly took over, and his dad winked.

“they want a few more photos,” you said. you could’ve asked jude to follow you out the door, and he probably would have - he was enamored with you. jude took the trophy from an assistant who extended it out to him. he held it with both hands but was promptly scolded by a photographer - “no, both of you hold it.” jude shuffled closer to you, and you placed your hand on the other side of the award. “can you get closer, no no, even closer please.” the photographer barked again. you laughed softly and commented, “geez,” through your smile. jude snaked his arm around your waist, and your hip found his side, and in return, you wrapped your arm around him, your head tilted inwards. you were so close jude couldn’t hide his smile - it was broad and goofy. the flash of lights was arresting and almost blinding. no matter how many times he stood in front of photographers, it never got easier. as quickly as you were there, you were pulling away. the assistant whisked the award out of his hand, and you had turned away once more before he mustered up the courage to say anything.

jude was on his way to leave when you called out to him. “wait. come here, it’ll be quick.” you grabbed the award and your phone - forcing the trophy into his hands quickly. “it’s my bereal.” jude threw up a peace sign as you snapped a photo, then you turned into him, your head resting on his chest as you snapped a selfie from outstretch arms. it was the most unserious photo he had taken all night - it was his favorite.

“that’s the one for sure.” you gushed as you showed him the photo. “absolutely. it’s all you.” jude said. “oh no that’s all you, golden boy.” you two talked for a moment. mainly you, but jude was more than happy to listen. you said your goodbyes soon after, and jude found his parents.

“wasn’t that bad was it?” his dad teased.

as he waited for his flight to take off, jude wondered if he should slide into your dms but opted against it. he opened twitter and scrolled through his feed before tapping on his notifications. the same tweet was retweeted and it made him curious.

it was a photo of the two of you holding hands on stage in the middle of laughing, then another of you leaning into each other at the dinner, and finally, you taking a photo of him at the ceremony. people were eating it up, commenting left and right about how cute you were.

user1 he’s winning on and off the pitch.

user2 i see what he’s doing he’s cooking

user3 oh he’s in love with her he’s just like me fr

user4 jude if you see this just know i’ll fight you over her.

user5 gonna tell my kids this is posh and becks

jude opened instagram to see if the chaos was just as large. he went straight to your page and hit follow when he got a notification that you followed him back. it made his heart skip a beat.

yn.jpg tagged you in a post

captioned: what a night celebrating my uncle, the love never stops. my heart is happy (even though i nearly dropped the trophy!!) here’s to the legacy ❣️

jude laughed inwardly as he scrolled through photos of you on the red carpet, one of you on stage, the next of you two holding hands and laughing, and finally the bereal the two of you had taken. jude typed and untyped a comment before he finally settled on one and pushed send. he knew it would be everywhere but he wanted to know if you were as interested in him as he was in you.

judebellingham it’s not every night i get to meet a princess and get to honor the legacy of your uncle xx

-> yn.jpg responded not every night i get to meet a golden boy. seems like dreams are coming true.

#football fanfic #football fic #football one shot #jude bellingham x reader #jude bellingham drabble #jude bellingham x you #jude bellingham fic #jude bellingham imagine #jude bellingham blurb #jude bellingham

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Absolutely loved your most recent post! It was so heartwarming <3

Could you maybe write something about Jude with a reader a with sweet tooth? She's always wanting something sweet so maybe her and Jude bake something :)

in which your midnight cravings convince jude to make pancakes together.

jude was fast asleep next to you, snoring away with his arm loosely hung around your waist. it was pitch black outside yet you couldn’t find sleep.

perhaps it was because you just weren’t tired or maybe it was because all you could think about was pancakes.

your sister had facetimed you before and she was making them, which had kickstarted your need for the sweet treat.

jude knew how much of a sweet tooth you had and there was always chocolate or sweets in the cupboard, which he’d find you munching on late at night.

the thought of pancakes was becoming too much for you, so you carefully moved jude’s hand away and creeped to the kitchen, getting everything out to make the pancakes.

you knew you shouldn’t be eating chocolate at night so you opted for blueberries and syrup instead. you worked on the batter and when it was done, you decided you’d make fluffy pancakes instead.

as you poured the batter into the pan, you felt two arms wrap around your waist, jude’s head leaning to rest on your shoulder. “why are you up so late baby?”

“needed something sweet. i was thinking pancakes.”

“you should have woke me up, i love your pancakes.”

when you and jude first got together, you were both terrible cooks. your sister suggested taking cooking classes but he didn’t want to, so you spent multiple hours on youtube following tutorials, most of them being about baking.

pancakes became your thing, something you’d make together at least twice a week.

“do we have any strawberries left?” jude asked, routing through the contents of the fridge looking for his favourite pancake topping. “no, just blueberries.”

“well there’s my pancakes ruined,” he groaned, moving to one of the barstools and taking a seat. “you can have syrup instead, that’s what i’m having.”

jude’s favourite part about making pancakes was flipping them. he loved watching it fly in the air then drop back into the pan. you used to laugh at him for it because it was something a ten year old did, but he didn’t mind.

when it came time to flipping them, you told jude and he joined your side again. “okay, don’t throw it too high. there’s still a stain on the ceiling from the last one,” you snorted, handing the pan to jude.

jude had a smug look on his face as he flipped it perfectly, shaking the pan a little like he watched in the youtube videos. “you’re too confident, you know that?”

“you love it,” he laughed, grabbing your cheeks and pushing them together. he pecked your head then your nose and then moved on to your lips.

“the pancakes are going to burn,” you moved away from him, grabbing the spatula to put them on the plates. “do you want blueberries or not?”

“please.”

pouring the maple syrup on top, you slid the plate across the counter for him. “hey y/n, look.”

jude had placed a couple of blueberries on top of his pancakes and made them look like a smiley face. you smiled at him and he cut into it, holding the fork up to your mouth.

“they’re so nice,” you groaned, joining his side with your own plate. “you know what, we need to make these more often. they just taste better at this time.”

the pair of you ate the pancakes together, joking about random things and jude wrapped you in his blanket, the pair of you walking back to the bedroom to find sleep.

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musings-of-a-college-dork · 1 year

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First Time With Someone Like You…

Eddie Munson x fem!Reader, brief mentions of Billy x reader

Word count: roughly 10.1K

Eddie and his girlfriend finally put a label on it at last and now they’re feeling ready to take another new step together.

Warnings: NSFW (Minors do not interact), oral (f receiving), protected p in v sex, mentions of kinky shit but no kinky shit, reader’s first time having sex, inexperienced reader, terms of endearment (baby, pretty girl, sweetheart), AFTERCARE INCLUDED BECAUSE YES, fluffy sweet sex.

Author’s note: I got a message the other day from @wdsara48 sending some very sweet thoughts about Bumpy Ride which is my other NSFW piece currently published and asking if I had ever written Eddie with an inexperienced reader and yes I have! This is that piece! It's again part of the same longer work that most of my Eddie stuff is from! Anyway it's on the longer side and I hope you all enjoy!

The Hideout was never a big spot, never drew a big crowd, but recently Corroded Coffin had managed to get a bigger gig - a going away party for a good friend of Gareth’s. The group had all banded together in order to make sure their setlist was flawless, down to a t, and needless to say, it had paid off.

Corroded Coffin had just finished their rendition of “Jessie’s Girl”, which had left the crowd more than satisfied and their pockets heavier than usual as they began packing up their belongings. Music blared over the speakers, although it was nothing compared to them live. Eddie was also a little stoked on the premise that his girlfriend was here - something that always made him excited. Up until this point, they had never said the words to each other and had never put an official title on it but now…tonight they were ready to introduce her to the band as the girlfriend. People were still laughing and talking, but Y/N and her friend Jude who she had come with weren’t quite ready for the party to be over.

“Hey Y/Nnnnnn”, Jude sang as they ran up and poked their friend. “Jonathan’s going to drive Nancy, Robin, and I home. Do you want to come?”

“Oh,” Y/N said as she looked between her friend and the boy she was now thrilled to call her boyfriend, before shaking her head, “Thank you but…I think I have other plans. I appreciate it though! Have fun! And be safe!” She tacked on to the end despite herself. Jude engulfed her in one last hug.

“You little freak “ they whispered, before heading out the door with the rest of their friends. Eddie was closing his guitar case and walked over to the bar to collect a few last donations people had left for the band. Once he gathered his money, he smiled and jogged to Y/N.

“Hey you”, he looked down at her.

“Hey there yourself,” she laughed as she took one of his hands into hers, “You put on a remarkable show Munson. Really.” He blushed.

“What can I say?,” He took a pause before asking, “Seriously, what can I even say to you right now? I’m getting so distracted.”

“Maybe brief introductions to your bandmates who I don’t know and then…” Y/N had to take a little breath to gain the courage to ask, “We go back to yours?” Eddie looked into her eyes with disbelief. He grabbed her hand and started fiddling with her fingers out of nerves.

“For sure, yeah. They’ve been dying to meet you”, he said absent-mindedly, as he pulled her over to the boys sitting on the stage. “Hey fellas, there’s someone I want for you to meet”, Eddie beamed. Y/N stood at his side, his hand still in hers as she gained the attention of his bandmates.

“Hi, I’m Y/N. I’m Eddie’s girlfriend.” God did it feel good to say it at last. The band stood in stillness.

This stillness lasted for eternity.

Gareth and Jeff looked at each other, trying too hard to hide their smile. Finally, Harrison broke the silence.

“Wow…” he cleared his throat. “ That’s… excuse me….that’s really cool.”

“Yeah, it’s nice to finally meet this girl that Eddie hasn’t been able to shut up about, since the beginning of summer,” Jeff reached out to shake her hand. Y/N let go of Eddie’s hand to return it only for Eddie to take the free hand on the other side of her with a little squeeze.

“It’s equally as nice to meet his wonderful bandmates at last,” Y/N said, returning the hand squeeze with one of her own.

“Honestly we thought he was making you up,” leaned Harrison, who leaned on the mic stand in order to properly shake his head.

“Oh really?” Y/N laughed as she looked at Eddie, “He made me sound too good to be true?”

“You would not believe it. He said you were hotter than Phobe Caits,” Jeff laughed. “Which you actually are,” Eddie turned to face Jeff with a look on his face that spelled out danger, “Respectfully,” Jeff modified with his hands up in the air.

“No one is actually hotter than Phobe Caits,” Y/N said with a smile, “But I appreciate the compliment. Well, I don’t mean to keep you all from cleaning up, let me know if I can help but if not, I’ll just wait until you’re done.”

“Hey, no worries at all. Just enjoy the music, we’d be happy to give you a ride home,” Harrison said.

“Considering that I am the one that drove you gentlemen here, I’ll be the one to offer,” Eddie said with a hint of agitation in his voice. He faced Y/N and winked. “The ride offer is also extended to you. We won’t be very long. Right men?”

“Right,” they barked. Y/N decided to let them work and headed to take a seat at the bar until they were done packing up, enjoying the people still partying around her. It wasn’t very long at all before Eddie slid up next to her.

“Hey,” he tucked a piece of her hair behind her ear, “Just so you know I didn’t do anything tonight. Like, I’m sober. In case you wanted a ride home. Scout’s honor,” he smiled and put up his hand. “And I am totally down for if you want to come over, but if you….” he faded.

“I really would like to if you want,” Y/N said softly, “I am sober too. I had half a drink and called it quits and…I want that but only if you do.”

“Legendary,” he chuckled. He took her hand. “By the way, my van smells like armpits because of those little shits. Just so we’re clear,” he led her to the door of the bar. He took her hand and led her out of the bar and towards his van parked at the very edge of the parking lot.

“And the smell of weed?” Y/N teased completely as she enjoyed their hands swinging back and forth together.

“Yeah…that’s me,” he chuckled as they got closer to the car. “You don’t mind it too much?”

“It’s ok, I’ll just have to sit closer to you since I like the smell of your cologne,” she smiled, making his heartbeat pick up.

“Damn,” he opened the car door for her, and offered his help, “you’re making me feel like a princess tonight.”

“Simply trying to return the favor since you always make me feel that way,” she beamed at him as she got in the car before the rest of the band brought their stuff out and began loading it in. He shut the door gently behind her and continued to hold her hand through the window. He kissed her hand gingerly and then simply leaned against the rearview mirror, gazing at her. He completely ignored his band’s cries for help and complained. He just sat and looked at her.

“Nice view?” She asked without looking at him. He said nothing. He lost his smile. His face turned into something else. Before Y/N knew it, he was kissing her more passionately and carefully than she had ever been kissed.

“EDDDDIIIIIEEEEE” the band cried together. He parted from her regretfully and took one last look in her eyes before he continued onto the driver's side. Y/N was absolutely breathless as she processed it with all her fingertips coming up to trace over her lips. Eddie was opening the driver’s side door before she knew it and she had long forgotten his bandmates were present.

“Do me a favor baby and buckle up,” he said as he reached over and buckled Y/N’s seatbelt for her before not buckling his own, “it’s gonna be a bit of a rough ride.”

“Hey Eddie, are there seat belts back here?” asked Harrison.

“Nope.” Eddie turned on the ignition and pulled out of the space, “Clench your butt cheeks to the seats and shut the hell up!”

Eddie drove as recklessly as possible, having absolutely no regard for the safety of his fellow bandmates… only becoming careful when he remembered Y/N was in the car.

“Get out” he would say as he pulled up to their house.

“I had fun Eddie,” they would say sheepishly.

“Out!”

Finally, when the last member had been dropped off, Y/N could watch the tension leave Eddie’s shoulders.

“They’re good friends, huh?” She asked.

“They are,” Eddie pulled his van into reverse and sped off the road towards his castle, “They’re young and can be idiots though.”

The pair fell into a comfortable silence until Eddie deemed that as usual, he had something more he needed to say.

“I am beyond proud to be your boyfriend,” He started making Y/N smile, “But I think, for your sake, we should come up with some kind of protocol. I’m not sure if you’d want anyone else to know that we were dating. It could ruin your reputation.” Y/N looked over at him as he drove, processing for a minute.

“Respectfully, Eddie, I don’t care about my reputation. But…I do understand if you care about yours,” she said honestly, “I mean having me as your girlfriend kinda ruins the scary guy who hates everyone thing you’ve got going.”

Eddie shook his head and gripped her thigh tighter. “Believe me, if I had things my way I wouldn’t be thought of as scary. People just fear what they can’t understand. And for everyone else in this dumb hick town, I am an enigma.” He pulled into a lot that had multiple trailers and drove slowly. He pulled up to his Uncle’s trailer and turned off his headlights. “I’m saying that it could be potentially dangerous for you. You could be the target of a lot of hate and gossip. Just promise me you will think about this….” Y/N felt her heart break for him just a tiny bit as she looked at him. Taking his face into her hands and turning her to look at him she nodded.

“I will. I promise,” she placed a soft kiss on his cheek which made him melt, “Thank you for taking care of me.”

“I got you,” He murmured softly, “Always.” Y/N beamed as she leaned over and kissed him on the lips gently before pulling away. He let out a light giggle before he practically leapt out of the car and scurried to open her door for her. “M'lady," he offered her his hand. She giggled as she took it and allowed him to help her out of the car, shutting the door behind her.

“Thanks, Eddie.”

“It’s actually Sir Eddie, to be precise, Lady L/N '', he led her to the front door, puffing his chest out to be the most chivalrous version of himself that he could be.

“Yes sir,” Y/N said with a laugh as she headed up the steps to stand beside him. Hearing this gave Eddie superhuman strength and he bounded up the stairs to open the door for him. Good to note, Y/N thought to herself.

“Just so you know, my Uncle works nights and I think he’s staying with his girlfriend tonight,” Eddie opened the door and bowed to let her in first.

“That’s probably for the best,” Y/N said as she stepped inside. She admired the place, the hats that lined the walls, the countertop filled with stuff, and how warm it felt instantly, the warm lighting making her feel at ease. “I mean… never mind,” she cut herself off and stepped fully inside, pushing nerves and fear of saying the wrong thing aside.

“Sorry about the mess,” Eddie said as he moved some things here and there as Y/N continued to take it all in. She thought for a split second he maybe hadn’t heard her remark from before but as he turned to her she knew he had, “And don’t make me laugh. You know what we’re about to do”, he grabbed her hand and pulled her to the left of the trailer into the far right room. “This is me”, he opened the door for her, revealing his bedroom.

“Wow,” Y/N said, admiring how eclectic it was. The walls were crammed with stuff and despite things being fairly clean, she could tell the place was usually messy.

Maybe I wasn’t the only one hoping for this, Y/N thought as she looked around, admiring the photos and band posters as she stepped all the way into Eddie’s room, missing that he closed the door behind and leaned against it as he watched her. Without thinking much about it she pointed to the blank spot on the wall which was remarkably out of place with the rest of the decor.

“For your guitar?” She asked.

“Oh yeah!” He nodded as he took a step off the wall, his eyes trained on Y/N, “You should meet her sometime. Her name’s Roxie and she has the clarity of an angel. But she’s out in the van and…. I don’t feel like she’s my main focus right now”, he grabbed her waist and pulled her in so that her back was pressed against his chest drawing a gasp from her as he moved her hair to expose her neck to him, “No offense Roxie,” he whispered before placing a kiss on Y/N’s neck softly and delicately to test the waters.

“Very respectful of you to leave her in the van when having another woman over,” Y/N teased as she leaned into him, head tilting back to rest on his chest, giving him permission to continue. He smirked and complied leaving another, and another.

“She’s a strong and independent woman. I guess I have a type”, he said as his hands slid down her waist, giving a little squeeze to her hips. “I’d never leave you in a car though, to be clear,” Y/N laughed out loud as she slipped off her jacket.

“I appreciate it,” She said as she turned to face him. “Eddie, I just want to say if you have any hesitati-”. He picked her up between her legs and threw her on the bed. She would have bounced but before she could Eddie wrapped his arms around her thighs, effectively pinning her hips down as he looked at her from between her legs, kneeling on the ground still. He looked at her for a moment before confessing with a sigh, “I’m hesitating like crazy.”

“Because…?” Y/N prompted as she sat up just a bit to be closer to him. He grabbed her wrists and threw them back on the mattress, positioning himself comfortably on top. He paused and looked at her for a moment before his expression shifted and he let out a sigh as he sat up to kneeling, leaning back on his hands.

“I…I’m gonna be honest here and vulnerable and stuff,” he said, trying to keep his demeanor casual but Y/N could tell he was being serious, “But I’ve never been with someone I actually care for in the way I care about you. Most people want to hook up with me - get the town freak’s dick, learn a bit about themselves so they can get off, and leave - and that’s fine but…I guess I’m worried that since I’ve never been with anyone I cared about beyond wanting to learn…well stuff…I won’t compare to Hargrove,” he said with a little look down before shaking his head, “Which is stupid I know-”

“I wouldn’t know what Billy is like,” Y/N cut him off as she sat up. Eddie looked at her and raised a brow.

“But you…” Eddie’s eyes went wide as he looked at her, “You and Billy never did it?”

“Nope,” Y/N said, not meeting his eyes, “We did not…we just…made out a couple of times…” His expression changed, it lightened.

“Oh,” he slowly rubbed the sides of her thighs back and forth. “So… and correct me if I’m wrong. This would be your first?”

“Yes,” She said, looking at him because if she couldn’t admit to him she wanted him to be her first she didn’t deserve to have him as such, “It would be.” He leapt up with a drive she knew only from days when he was really pumped for Hellfire.

“Well, then this is ALL WRONG”, he paced back and forth looking for something. “Hmmm.” He stopped when he saw his stereo. “Well, we obviously need music,” he smirked and bolted to his cassette shelf, diving in and throwing random tapes on the wall.

“No! Seriously?” Y/N asked as she sat up, laughing as she took the time to examine his room a bit more to distract herself from the nerves, “Eddie I don’t think that’s…” Her eyes caught on a metal shiny piece hanging from the wall near where he was searching for music and she felt her breath catch in her throat. Why did he have those? Just then “I’m On Fire”, by Bruce Springsteen. The soft guitar played through the speakers as Eddie tried to diffuse the tension.

“Oh,” he ran to his desk and ripped out a piece of notebook paper. He went to work doing something on it, but Y/N was all too distracted by the handcuffs on the wall. He finally turned around and offered her an origami rose made out of said notebook paper. “Next time, I’ll get you a bunch. Sorry, I only had one,” he sat on the bed next to her and brushed her hair aside, drinking her presence. “Whatcha looking at?”.

“Nothing,” she said far too quickly as she turned back to him, beaming at the rose and at him. “That’s impressive,” She said, trying to clear her mind and focus on how sweet he was being, despite her stomach being in knots.

“Well, middle school Munson didn’t have the musical talent or sexual prowess that he does now. So…. I… spent all my time making origami.” Y/N laughed out loud, a smile coming to her face.

“That’s sweet,” She admitted, “Do you do this for all the girls?” She said in an attempt at an old cheesy line, batting her eyes in a mock manner.

“The other girls haven’t seen my bedroom”, he replied matter-of-factly. Y/N sat in silence, her eyes wide as she took in that information.

“Oh,” was all she managed, her mind drifting back to the handcuffs as she went red. Is that because he has his personal stuff here? Maybe it’s because he didn’t want them to know him…does he want me to know him? Her mind raced and he could tell by the hazy look on her face.

“You like that?” He got up and started walking towards the wall. He looked back at her with a knowing smile.

“Yes,” she said, completely honest, “Not to sound like a cliche but…it makes me feel…special-god, that’s such a shit thing to say-”

“Oh no, not at all,” he smirked getting closer to the wall, “I like them too. I only break them out for special occasions.”

“Oh!” Y/N said quickly as she looked at him, “No, I didn’t mean…I meant that no one else has been here…I didn’t…”

“Hm?'' he scrunched his face as he turned to look at her again, his hands coming to rest on his heart in mock pain. “I’m surprised at you, L/N. Do you not like it?” He pointed to the Metallica poster right next to the handcuffs. “I thought you loved Metallica- Oh did you think I was talking about…” he trailed off, trying to feign, trying to read her thoughts on the handcuffs matter. But genuinely, he was curious despite the fact he was teasing her to put her at ease.

He hadn’t considered that they would use those ever, especially not for her first time. He didn’t mind if Y/N was vanilla which would have been his guess looking at her. Sure, she could and did talk back from time to time, something he adored, but he wouldn’t have pinged her as being kinky. But Y/N was unlike anyone he’s ever met. And if she wanted it, he’d be happy to oblige.

“Oh god,” She said as she buried her head in her hands and laughed, “I’m so sorry, I can’t…I just…” She couldn’t even complete the thought she was laughing so hard. This broke him from his thoughts and completely focused fully back on her at this moment.

“You laughin' at me L/N?” He took this as a challenge. He puffed out his chest. This only made her giggle more as she looked up at him with a beaming smile.

“I like Metallica,” she started as she continued to smile at him, “I also like the fact that I am the first person you’ve had here, for this…and I do like the handcuffs but not for tonight,” she said as she continued to smile at him but it shifted to a smirk at the end, “You’ve gotta ease me into it.” Eddie’s eyes went wide for a split second. Holy shit. She not only rose to the bait, she baited me back. This girl is going to be the end of me. She batted her eyes up at him and he realized in this moment of shock she had managed to get the upper hand, something he couldn’t allow.

“Hey now”, he bent down on his knees, looking up at her. “Don’t get cocky”, he flipped her over on her back and pinned her hands down on the mattress. “That’s my job”, he paused for laughter. “Get it? Cocky?”

“Yeah, yeah,” she laughed as she looked up at him, “I get it alright. You’re so…I don’t even have words to describe you!”

“Ah jeez you can’t think of any?” his eyes ran over her body. “Do I make you that nervous?”

“You don’t make me nervous,” she said honestly, “You make me happy and feel important and…you just make me feel like me. Sex…” She hesitated before shaking her head, “Sex makes me nervous!”. His demeanor faltered slightly.

“Understood”, he said with the most seriousness he could portray, despite the fact that she had just made his heart explode. “ And we don’t have to do anything at all if you don’t want to-”

“No!” she said quickly, “it’s not that! It’s just…look I’ve made out with people but this is totally different from that,” Y/N said quickly, “Because I didn’t love any of them so this is different because…” She trailed off as she realized what she had admitted to. Sure the thought had been in her mind for a bit but she had never dared to say it out loud. Eddie almost missed that last part because he was concentrating so deeply but he heard it. He wanted to ask her if he had heard her correctly. That was his intention. To ask her and then if he heard her correctly. That was the plan.

But he knew he had heard her correctly. He knew it. And instead of replying, the words were moving too fast in his brain and it was all he could do to pull her into him and press his lips to hers.

Y/N gasped as he did it, her heart racing before she melted into him, her hands coming to tangle in his hair as he laid her back down. It was only an instant before he was all over her, his lips touched every inch of her he could. He quickly slotted his knee in between her legs and pressed into her, the whine that fell from her mouth like heaven, drawing a sigh of his own. He moved away from her mouth as he pressed kisses down her jaw and to her neck. He was deliberate in his actions, strategically pressing kisses until he felt her grip on his hair tighten, earning a smirk from him. He began to abuse the spot, sucking and gently nipping at her skin as she muffled her sounds with one of her hands.

“Come on,” he coaxed as he pulled away ever so slightly to revel at the sight of her lust-blown eyes as she laid under him, “let me hear it all, baby. Just us, and you sound so pretty.” It was at that moment that he pressed his knee into her even more, drawing a whine from her that she didn’t hide as she gripped his black button-up which was still half done and revealed a couple of his tattoos.

“Eddie,” she said softly as she looked up at him.

“Yes, baby?” He prompted with a teasing grin as he leaned down to press more kisses to her neck, trailing lower to her collarbones.

“Remember when you said it was my next adventure to find out how many tattoos you had?” She asked, trying her best to keep her voice steady as he continued on his course. He hummed in reply, and though he couldn’t see it, a smirk came to her face.

“How can you expect me to do that when you’re still dressed?” The chuckle that fell from his lips had her thighs pressing together, his knee still embarrassingly sandwiched between them so she knew he could feel her move.

“Trying so hard to get me out of my clothes,” he said in a mock attempt to shame her as he pulled back a bit, “Too bad for you I’m a gentleman so…” He went to his knees once more and looked at her with pupils blown wide, “Ladies first.” Y/N’s smirk only grew as she got up from where she was laying down on the bed and first took off her fishnet tights, setting them aside with her jacket. She reached for the hem of her dress before turning her attention back to him.

“Sure you don’t want to undress me?” The grin on his face would put the Cheshire cat to shame as he leaned back on his hands.

“Nope,” he popped the p loudly as he leaned back even further, truly getting comfy, “I want to watch you strip for me.” Y/N slowly pulled up her dress without any more fanfare, his request being more than enough to do her in. She set aside her dress and was suddenly struck with nerves once more as she stood in the underwear she had carefully chosen. She went to meet Eddie’s eyes to get any sense of how he was feeling about it all and felt her breath hitch in her throat at the way he was looking at her.

She had people have crushes on her along the way. She’d made out with a few different people, enough to count on a single hand, and she had had sex before but no one, no one on earth had ever looked at her like Eddie was looking at her now.

He pushed off of the bed and stood up, taking slow steps toward her as his eyes raked over every single inch of her bit by bit. When he came to stop in front of her, he gently took her arms which had come up on instinct to cover herself, and lowered them at her sides, allowing him a full view. She looked at him as he stared at her body, his one hand coming up to cup her bra-covered breast.

The piece she had chosen was mostly sheer with a few red lace flowers covering here and there and without an ounce of padding, something all too obvious as he ran his thumb over her nipple before giving her breast a soft squeeze.

“Fuck,” he groaned as he felt how soft she was underneath his hand. His eyes then met hers, his free hand coming up to rest on her cheek, “You are the most beautiful person I’ve ever seen.” Any semblance of the cocky arrogant character he had put on at his show and even the teasing tone she so commonly heard from him had left his voice. As she looked up into his eyes, all she could see was sheer adoration, idolatry even.

“You’ve seen me in my underwear before,” She said with a soft giggle as she thought back to the night last summer their little group of friends had all stripped down to their underwear for a midnight Lover’s Lake swim. His expression didn’t change as he looked at her.

“But this is different,” his voice was deep and so full of emotions she couldn’t name as he spoke, “You’re letting me see you, touch you…you’re letting me take you as mine and allowing me to become yours. This is…you, are everything.” Y/N looked at him with that same look of adoration he had been giving her written across her face. Their eyes met again before he pressed his lips to hers once more, softly this time, so gentle it was like he thought she was at risk of breaking. She kissed him firmer, more so to assure them both that they were here, really here, together than anything else. He kissed back with equally as much passion, his hand on her breast squeezing even tighter to match drawing a gasp from her.

Before she knew it, his hands had come to her hips and he had picked her up, her only option was to wrap her arms around his neck and legs around his waist. He let out a hum into their kiss as she did, his hands coming to hold her ass and giving it a squeeze.

She gasped not only at the action but at the feeling of his cool rings against her heated body. He made his way to sit on the edge of the bed, resulting in Y/N sitting in his lap as he continued to kiss her. When he pulled away it was only so he could trail one of his hands up to her neck, kissing down the other side as he used his hand to manipulate her body exactly how he wanted it, listening to every little sound she made as an indication of what she wanted. He wanted to learn every single intricacy of her body, mind, and soul. He wanted to know her heart as well as he knew his own. He kissed her neck all over until he found a spot that made her breath hitch. He smiled as he did, beginning to gently nip at the skin there. When her fingers tangled into his hair and she let out a whimper that made him throb in his pants, he all but lost it.

“You like it when I leave marks on you, pretty girl?” He asked between kisses, his hand that was on her neck coming to grasp her breast and gently pinch her nipple, drawing a moan from her. “Need words, baby.”

“Yes,” She moaned out, fingers pulling in his hair as her head fell back when he went right back to it at her confirmation. “Feels amazing.” Eddie’s mind wandered momentarily and he pulled away causing her to whimper in complaint. He looked at her as she sat in his lap and a question came to his mind.

“Y/N, has anyone ever eaten you out?”

“No,” she confessed breathlessly as she looked at his swollen lips, ones she was sure matched her own. “I um…people have offered but I didn’t feel comfortable returning so I didn’t want them to so…but I’m ready now, with you.”

“Oh, sweetheart,” he praised as he gently brought his lips to hers before pulling away and smiling at her, “All I want in the world right now is to eat you out without wanting anything back. I just want to make you feel better than you’ve ever felt before. We’ll have plenty of time to fully explore each other later if you ever want to. And if you don’t that’s ok, alright?” She looked at him and he watched as the tension visibly left her body as she leaned in to gently press her lips to his. As they kissed, her hands came down to the buttons on his shirt and she began to undo them. He let out a hum of approval as she did, pressing kisses to her neck and breasts as she continued until his shirt was fully unbuttoned. He untucked it from his pants when it was and opened it so she could better see him once he had. Y/N pulled away and her eyes ran up and down his body, reveling in the sight. She brought her hands up to where the shirt was on his shoulders and looked to him for permission to push it off his shoulders. He nodded, giving her all the confirmation she needed to expose his torso to her.

She took this moment to look at the tattoos on his left shoulder, ones she hadn’t been paying that much attention to the first time she had seen him shirtless out of a need to be polite and not stare. But now, she really took them in. There were two of them on the left side of his chest, a spider and a demon. The spider was a bit higher up but they rested very close. She took a moment to trace her fingers over them as he watched her before she leaned in, pressing soft opened mouth kisses to them. Eddie’s hands both flew to her his as she felt him grind up into her, hard as a rock as she worshiped his body. She moved ever so slightly, pushing him to lay down on the bed so she could be on top, trailing kisses down his torso and to the little trail of hair that led down below-

A little whimper of pain came from Y/N as Eddie’s hands tangled in her hair and pulled her up to straddle him.

“Shit,” he swore as he moved his hands from her hair and gently cupped her face in his hands searching for any indication, “Did I hurt you? I’m so sorry-”

“It’s ok,” Y/N said, pressing a kiss to his lips to stop his worries. She pulled away to find that the concern had partially eased and she felt a little bit bolder, leaning in to whisper to him, “Besides, I like having my hair pulled.”

“Jesus,” He swore as she pulled back and smirked down at him beneath her, “You, Y/N L/N, are going to be the death of me.” Y/N chuckled and leaned down to continue as Eddie’s hands wound in her hair again, pulling much more deliberately this time. “Baby, this is about you, not me,” He scolded as he sat up, taking his hands out of her hair and running them down her body, “And I’m trying so hard to be gentle so make it easy for me pretty girl. Don’t you want to be good for me?” He knew it was a risk that Y/N might be against being spoken to in such a way but he watched as her eyes glazed over and her jaw dropped just a bit as she nodded.

“Then do me a favor, pretty girl, and lay down for me.” She complied in a heartbeat, moving out of his lap and laying down on the bed. He smiled at her as he took a moment to admire her before kneeling beside the bed and adjusting her so she was exactly where he wanted her.

“Spread your legs for me.” She did, a hint of embarrassment and anxiety coming up as she knew he may not like what he saw. She knew people who condemned girls for having bigger thighs and stretch marks and things like that and for a brief second, she let herself consciousness kick in, something Eddie seemed to be remarkably aware of.

“Hey Y/N,” he said, drawing her gaze to look down on him, knelt between her legs, “We don’t have to do this if you don’t want but I’m telling you now, you are the most stunning person I’ve ever laid hands or eyes on. Genuinely. You have nothing to be nervous about.” She melted as she could see the honesty in his eyes and again he watched her relax. He brought his hands up and slowly parted her thighs, loving the goosebumps that appeared on her skin as his rings came into contact with her body. He had to fight the moan that threatened to slip from his lips at the sight of the wet patch on her underwear with every fiber of his being. He pressed kisses all over her thighs, slowly working his way closer to her still-covered core, his hands finding their place on her hips as he held her on the bed. When he did finally get to her core, he pressed a soft kiss to her heat through her underwear, drawing a gasp from Y/N.

“Do you want me to take them off?” He asked gently as his thumb ran circles on her lips.

“Please,” she said, a smile coming to his face as she angled her hips in such a way that he could pull them off. He leaned up and ever so gently removed her underwear, setting them aside.

“Holy shit,” He whispered as he looked at her. He knew he needed to be slow, to ease her into it, so he tried his best, repeating the kissing of her thighs, this time without her underwear there until finally he got to her core. He pressed a soft kiss to her clit and felt her hips move on instinct, keeping them pressed to the bed. He continued, slowly getting bolder until he slipped his tongue inside of her.

Soft whimpers and moans fell from her consistently now as she relaxed into the pleasure he was so skillfully giving her. She felt so very at peace and was truly unable to do anything else but think about him between her legs.

“Eddie-” She moaned out, the man letting out a moan of his own at the way she moaned his name.

“Yes, baby?” he asked, briefly coming up for air.

“Can you…can you also…”

“Y/N say the word and it’s yours,” He said as he leaned back to be able to look at her, “Anything you want baby.”

“Can you use your fingers too?” She asked sheepishly. The grin that lit up Eddie’s face instantly melted any worries she had about being needy. He replied with actions not words, instantly slipping two of his fingers inside of her causing her to gasp.

From their previous encounters - though simple and brief ones - he knew that usually two was her comfort zone but if he was going to actually fit inside of her he wanted to use at least three. The general theory was if he started with two instead of one then three wouldn’t be such a stretch.

That theory seemed to be working as she whimpered and moaned from the stretch beneath him.

“You’re doing- so good,” he praised between moans as he put his mouth right back to work, sucking on her clit like his life depended on it and right now, it felt like it did. As much as he wanted to solely focus on her pleasure, he couldn’t help the little grind of his hips against the carpet every time she moaned. It slowly became a consistent rocking until he feared he was going to cum completely untouched just from eating her out. While he’d love to do that another day, tonight they had a plan and if she had gotten herself all ready for it, he refused to spoil it by finishing too early. He had been so distracted by his name coming out in moans from lips that he hadn’t even registered it was probably because he had been fucking three fingers into her for a while. Her hands were tangled so tightly in his hair and he quickly put two and two together on what was coming, leaning it to suck on her clit more as he continued doing exactly what he was doing until Y/N suddenly gasped and moved away from him with a little, “stop.” Eddie’s hands let go immediately and went into the air as he looked at her breathing heavily.

“I'm sorry-“

“No, no,” she shook her head at him, moving back closer as her chest heaved, “I was just…I knew I was going to…squirt and I didn’t want it to be while you were-“

“Oh my god,” Eddie said as he pressed her down against the bed and climbed on top of her. “You were going to squirt and you stopped me!”

“Yes!” She nodded, “I…most guys wouldn’t want to be anywhere near that!”

“First off, yes they would,” Eddie nodded, his fingers already back between Y/N’s legs slowly slipping inside of her again, “and secondly, we already know I am not ‘most guys’.” He went back to what he had been doing before and watched as Y/N relaxed under him at his words. He liked this even more because of how at peace she seemed so he kissed his way down her body and got right back to it. Instead of changing anything he was doing, he continued right on with what he had been doing, putting his whole heart into it and reveling in the fact that he was able to get her like this. It didn’t take long until she was crying his name again, her eyes squeezing tightly closed and her fingers tugging at this hair with a vice.

“Let go, baby,” he commanded and she did. Her release gushed over his face and he licked her clean with a fearless new to him. He had been with others before but never anyone who got this reaction out of him. It was only when she let out a little whimper of pain he realized she was already feeling overstimulated and he couldn’t have that…not yet.

“How are you, pretty girl?” He asked as he came to rest over her again. She nodded as she looked up at him, a smile on her face as she pulled him in for a kiss. It was gentle and sweet and he felt his heart melt at her sweetness despite what they were doing.

“So good to me,” He murmured as she pulled away to kiss down his neck. Her hands quickly found his belt buckle and began to mess with it, a pathetic-sounding whine coming from her when she realized she couldn’t figure out how to undo it. He chuckled as he batted her hands away before pressing a kiss to each one.

“I got you,” He smiled and she returned it as he undid the buckle. He quickly set it somewhere on the floor to be forgotten about as he sat back on his knees. Y/N quickly sat up and ran her hand down to where his hands were on his zipper.

“Can I?” She asked, looking up at him with complete adoration. He couldn’t deny her anything and nor would he ever want to so he just nodded and sat back, allowing her to do exactly as she wished. She unzipped his jeans with one hand, using her other hand to trail down his body, following the little trail of hair downward. As she finished unzipping his jeans and looked to him to get up and take them off, something he complied with, slipping them off and setting them next to his belt. Now in just his black boxers, he couldn’t help but feel the slightest bit of anxiety. What if he couldn’t please her? What if he couldn’t manage to learn what she liked? He stood with his back facing to her for clearly too long as she was out of bed.

“Hey,” Her voice was soft as she gently turned him to face her, her one hand coming up to turn his face to look at her as her free hand held his hand, “We can stop here if you want or do something else-”

“No,” He shook his head, “I want this. Really. I want you.” Y/N smiled at him and gently pressed a kiss to his lips before it became less gentle. She managed to move both hands to Eddie’s chest and he walked back until his back hit the door with a little gasp at how easily she had taken over. She chuckled as she began to press kisses down his chest, her one hand coming down to palm him gently over his boxers which made him gasp again.

“Is this ok?” She asked as she pulled away from his neck for only a moment, taking in the sight of how beautiful he looked with his head thrown back against the door, his eyes shut in pleasure.

“Yes,” he replied, a breathy moan following. “You can…you can take it out if you want.” Y/N didn’t reply with words, smiling as she did exactly that. She took it in for a moment, her eyes going wide as for the first time ever she processed the idea of him being inside her. She ran her thumb over his tip gently causing another groan to come from him as his hands grasped her hips with a force. He was so hard and she was impressed that he hadn’t finished yet but god did she feel bad for him. She wanted to please him so bad so that’s exactly what she set out to do. She stroked him gently, seeing what he liked and what got the best reaction from him, reveling in each sound he made. As soon as she started to get the hang of things, one of his hands moved from her hips and took hold of her wrist. Her eyes shot up to meet his which were now open and looking at her.

“Sorry,” he said gently, “You were doing great…it’s just, I’m pretty worked up so I didn’t want to finish yet.” Y/N smiled at him and nodded

“I get it…but I mean…you made me-”

“It’s different,” he said as he picked her up again and carried her back to his bed, laying her down gently, “Takes me longer to get back to it.” His choice of phrasing made her giggle and his focus snapped to her, “You’re really laughing at me? Now?”

“Yes,” she replied as she shook her head. He chuckle and pressed a kiss to her lips before pulling away.

“Well, we can’t have that,” He said as he leaned over and opened up one of the drawers near his bed. He easily found a condom and held it up to her, his expression going a bit more serious.

“You’re sure?”

“Yes,” she said as she took it from him and opened it much to his surprise, “I’m ready.” He watched with a smile as she pulled it out and rolled it onto him, careful as always with delicate hands before setting the wrapper aside. He wrapped her thighs around his waist and looked down at her.

“Tell me if you need me to stop at any point, ok?” He said as he lined himself up. She nodded, words escaping her at this moment. Right as he was about to press in, he heard her speak.

“Just…be gentle. Please?” He felt his heart melt at her plea. Eddie leaned down and kissed her so softly and whispered, “I promise,” as he began to press in. Y/N automatically tensed at the feeling, it was brand new to her and he pulled away from their kiss to whisper to her.

“I know,” he said as he fought for his own breath as he waited with just the tip in her, “Just breathe for me, baby.” She nodded through a whimper and took in a shaky inhale, causing him to press into her a bit more, “There you go,” he praised. “Just keep breathing.” While she relaxed for a moment, she instantly tensed again as he started to move.

He instantly noticed and without a word brought his hand up to hold hers, pressing them both into the mattress with a gentle squeeze. The tiny gesture and his soft smile allowed her to breathe easily. Eddie smiled as he noticed the calm this brought Y/N, pressing another kiss to her lips as he slowly pushed into her, stretching her out. As he did, her eyes squeezed shut and her toes curled as a moan was forced from her lips. Their one set of hands parted and Y/N’s nails instantly find their way to Eddie’s back. He let out a shaky moan as she left marks he knew he’d love to see in the mirror tomorrow.

“Fuck. I’m not even halfway in and you’re already...so tight...fucking...damn.” Y/N squirmed under him as he attempted to let her adjust, his words causing her to want more than he was giving her.

“Don’t squirm,” Eddie commanded in a dark stern hiss, causing Y/N to instantly stop moving and clamp around him, forcing a moan as Eddie buried his head into her neck. Interesting, he thought storing the information away for later. He pulled his head out of her neck and spoke gently, “I’m going to push the rest of the way in now, ok?” Y/N nodded at him and he began to slip in once again.

“Fuck,” He swore as he bottomed out in one fatal thrust causing them both to gasp, “God Y/N, you feel so good.” She managed to give a little nod to him which instantly caused him to check in with her.

“How are you feeling?” He asked, making sure to remain very still to give her time to adjust to the sensation.

“It hurts just a tiny tiny bit,” She confessed, thankful that all the rumors she had heard about it hurting a lot the first time were just that. “I just feel...full.” He gave a little chuckle and began to pepper kisses all over her cheeks before kissing her lips again.

“Well that’s good,” He smiled as he pulled away, “All I want is to make you feel good, baby. You were still a bit tense. Just relax now, pretty girl,” He purred as he ran his hand down her body, “I’ve got you and everything is going to be ok.” Seeing the genuine and kind look in his eyes made Y/N instantly melt and any trace of tenseness was gone. A dull ache soon settled between her hips and she found herself rolling them in an attempt to ease the pressure causing Eddie to let out a little hiss.

“Is that my sign to move?” He asked with a smile.

“Please,” Y/N begged softly. Eddie can feel his heart melt at her little plea. Instantly, all he wanted to do was hold her and never let go but he quickly brought himself back to the moment at hand. He pulled out just a little before thrusting into her making her let out a little gasp of a moan at the feeling - his own moans echoing along with hers. Eddie then dropped his weight to his forearms on either side of her head which brought them even closer together. He slid both of his hands into her hair lightly as he quickened his pace causing more moans coming from the pair as they began to fully lose themselves in it all.

Even through the pleasure of it all, Y/N could tell how remarkably gentle Eddie was attempting to be and it made her heart flutter. Despite his best efforts, Eddie naturally became a bit rougher by second nature, but as things speed up and the knot in Y/N’s stomach came closer to bursting, she don’t mind a bit. Her free hand tangled into his hair and pulled causing him to groan into her neck, nipping at the skin there enough to leave even more marks. Call him possessive, he was and wanted her and everyone else in this stupid fucking town to know that she was his now.

His need to mark her up though was only overcome by his want to etch every expression that crossed her face into his memory, so he pulled away to watch her beautiful face contrast beneath him.

“Fuck,” He swore as she let out a cry as he hit what he assumed was her G spot, angling to make sure he kept that up, “So fucking pretty for me.” Y/N could tell how close Eddie was getting by the absolutely stunning expressions painted on his face and the little praises that he uttered. His one hand slowly found its way to her clit and he softly attempted a couple of different things to see what elicited the best response. After a particular movement, he felt her tighten around him with a high whine and he knew he'd hit the jackpot. He repeated the movement while continuing to thrust into her, causing Y/N to cry out in response as she felt the coil come this close to snapping.

“Eddie, I’m going to-”

“I know baby, I know,” He moaned as she clenched around him, “Cum for me.” His command was all it took for her to come completely undone beneath him. Her high and the feeling of her gripping him like a vice was all it took to have him finding right along with her, burying his face into her neck to muffle the long whine that came from him as he pressed as deep as he could get into her. He continued to thrust into her, allowing the pair to ride out their highs before finally stilling. They both lay there, breathing heavily a mess of tangled limbs and sweat, glowing with love. Finally, when he caught his breath, Eddie pulled away enough that he could see Y/N’s face.

She was always beautiful but damn did she look good post-orgasm. He wanted to burn the sight of her into his brain forever.

“How are you feeling, pretty baby?” He asked as he ran his hands through her hair and cupped her cheek. Y/N’s eyes fluttered open and Eddie swore he died and went to heaven as she looked up at him, the love in her eyes and smile on her face all too innocent considering what they just did.

“So good,” Y/N replied, her voice high and soft, music to Eddie’s ears, “How are you?”

“So good,” he echoed back to her, pressing a kiss to her forehead, “I know I just like…popped your cherry and all,” he smiled as she giggled at the expression, “But I still can’t believe you’re real.”

“I’m real,” Y/N giggled as she flicked his forehead, making him beam, “That real enough for you?”

“Yeah that works,” he said as the pair fell into giggles making them both realize Eddie was still very much inside. “Oh shit,” He swore, “I’m gonna pull out now, is that ok?”

“Mhm,” Y/N hummed as she gave his hand which was still held in hers a little squeeze. He gave her a small smile as he pulled out both of them letting out little moans as he did. He instantly wrapped her into his arms, holding her so close to him as she buried her head into his chest. She had never felt so safe in the arms of another person before, wanting nothing more than to hold him forever.

“You did so well,” He praised her, “You know that?” He pressed kisses onto the top of her head as she stayed buried in his chest.

“Thank you,” came her soft reply.

“You don’t have to thank me for praising you baby,” He chuckled.

“No, for…for everything,” she said as she pulled away ever so slightly so they could look at each other. Her eyes were so sleepy as she looked at him but the adoration was still written all over both of their faces.

“Oh Y/N,” he said as he leaned in, pressing a kiss to her forehead, “You don’t need to thank me for that at all, baby. I loved it. I really loved it.”

“Me too,” she replied as she beamed up at him, shifting ever so slightly and grimacing. It was that little grimace that reminded Eddie of what needed to come next.

“Baby, I’m gonna get stuff to get you cleaned up, okay?” He asked as he gently pulled away.

“M’kay,” she nodded as she looked at him, “But don’t be gone too long.”

“Getting all clingy on me already?” He teased as he slowly slipped out of bed and slipped off the condom, throwing it away before looking back at her, his eyes going wide.

“Fuck,” He swore as he took in the sight of her sprawled out in his bed completely fucked out. The very worst part of him had never wanted to take a damn Polaroid so bad but his top priority was getting her cleaned up and comfy.

“Weren’t you going somewhere?” Y/N teased as she realized the effect she was having on him, rolling onto her side to give him a different view. He chuckled at her and gave her ass a little swat as he left the room.

“Little brat,” he reprimanded as slipped on his boxers, “And here I was trying to be chivalrous.”

“Chivalry is dead Munson,” She said as he walked into the bathroom and wet a towel with warm water, ringing it out before heading back into the bedroom.

“Oh yeah?” He asked as he gently ran the towel over her body, cleaning her up, “Then what, pretty girl, would you call this?”

“Common courtesy after that,” Y/N giggled as she looked up at him. He shook his head and gently moved the towel to clean between her legs, lifting her one leg as he did and pressing a kiss to her inner thigh.

“I don’t know,” He teased as he set the towel aside when he was done, “I think I’m a pretty chivalrous guy.”

“You are,” she said with all genuineness.

“Anything else I can get for you?” He asked softly as he cupped her cheek again, “Water? Food?”

“Clothes?” Y/N asked as she looked down at her still very naked body.

“Right,” Eddie said as he got up and walked over to his closet before thinking better of it and coming back over to her, “Wanna come pick out your pjs?”

“I get to pick?” The joy in Y/N’s voice, as she sat up with a little wince, made Eddie’s heart melt. God I lo… his thoughts trailed off with a little pang in his heart as he made his way over to her.

“Mhm,” He nodded as he picked her up bridal style in his arms making her smile, carrying her over to his closet, “Take your pick.” She looked through his little t-shirt collection before looking at the Metallica one he had been wearing the second time she had met him.

“That one,” she said with a point. He smiled and nodded as he set her back down on the bed, grabbing it out for her and bringing it over to her.

“A good choice,” He said as he watched her slip it over her head.

“You wore it when Jude first brought me over to your house to pick up their drugs,” Y/N said as she searched for her underwear. “Can you bring me my underwear?” Eddie was frozen and didn’t even register her request. “Eddie?”

“You remember what I was wearing?” He asked softly as he looked at her.

“Of course,” she nodded, “I thought you looked so handsome. You are so handsome-” Y/N couldn’t even get her thought out before he pressed his lips to hers, pressing her into the mattress again before he pulled away.

“Sorry,” he said with a sheepish chuckle as he wrapped her in his arms again, “I don’t know what came over me-”

“Don’t apologize,” she said with a smile as she pulled him fully into bed with her, “Just stay here with me?”

“Always,” he replied and he meant it with every fiber of his soul. The pair curled up together, limbs tangled, needing to be so close and neither one had ever slept so well in their lives as they did that night.

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christmas morning with you - jude bellingham x reader.

quick sum: the anticipated time of year arrives. after sharing a night full of laughters, joy and some nerves, dad! jude surprises his babies as santa on christmas morning. insta au at the end! 🤍🎄

wc: 2.6k | masterlist | jude’s masterlist

psa🗣️: i refuse to believe christmas is legit two days away cause what? but dad! jude once again for us girlies! hope you enjoy 🤍🎄

“i look hideous!” jude yelled, trying to fix the super loose santa costume on him. you cried your eyes out laughing, having to sit on the bed and cross your legs or you would pee from laughter. “no please i’m sorry, i’m sorry, not really but i’ll say it so you won't change,” you wiped your eyes and stood up, walking over to jude who was ready to get out of the costume.

“it’s supposed to be funny and cheery baby, you said you wanted to do this? surprise zion and esmeralda?” you reminded him, tiptoeing up to fix the santa hat that clearly was to small for his head. “yes but now instead of them being happy they’ll cry, and i don't like to see my babies crying,” jude sighed.

ever since you had your two little ones, jude was an emotional mess. he would cry just by listening to their small pleads and sniffles to stay when he had away games or international break. jude would tear up at the smallest things zion would do. when he first kicked a small football, to saying his name, even when he spent relentless nights in jude’s arms. looking at zion right now, he looked like baby jude. jude spent so much time that he eventually recognized his small footsteps anywhere around the house.

esmeralda? she was the spitting image of you but had her daddy's eyes that anyone could say the same. she was almost a year old, and jude would often tear up at the fact she's all grown. he brushed the smallest coils and curls back into pigtails, dressed her into baby pink onesies, and held her in his arms when she slept. esmeralda was a chunky toothy baby, who was a daddy’s girl over anything.

“they won't cry trust me. they can recognize you from a mile away. plus i think the illusion they have of santa has been pretty positive after they took pictures with him and didn’t cry,” you reassured him, your thumb stroking his cheek watching him smile and relax into your palm.

“but that’s because they saw the other kids happy, this time santa is in their home,” jude nervously stressed. jude went to sit on the corner of the bed clearly upset now of the idea of surprising the kids. “baby, you're stressing for no reason,” you sat on his lap, a hand resting on one of his shoulders and the other over his chest, “everything will go to plan, they said bye to the elf, and they left cookies and milk. if anything i think this would be the light of their year.”

the elf on the shelf was a new tradition introduced this year. and zion loved it more than anything, the first to wake up to see where it had moved or had done. but it cost small disagreements about where it would go or what it would do between you and jude. while you wanted a sweet and mannered elf, jude wanted to make it seem it was naughty and mischievous.

after spending an hour tonight to find a place in the house, the two of you settled with the elf placed on top of the fireplace with a bitten cookie. the cookies the four of you made together after coming home from christmas eve dinner, jude holding baby esmeralda as he decorated the cookie, zion eating the frosting instead of using it, esme watching her daddy's every move, while you kept perfecting every cookie and poured milk into a glass.

“the last thing i want is them a crying mess and forever being traumatized by christmas,” jude recalled leaning up to kiss you. “stop you’re distracting me,” you push back after getting lost into it. “i’m trying to ease your nerves but you have different ideas,” you state. “if you say everything will be fine and no crying babies, than i trust my love, ok?” he smiled wide and then smirked.

you rolled your eyes at his smirk, and his flimsy hands that made their way up to push the straps of your top down. “so you’ll wear the costume?” you asked in a low voice, he hummed his thumbs drawing small circles on your skin. “good, now change out of it for tomorrow morning,” you smirked and then got up.

“worst comes to worst, they cry and that’s it, but you're their favorite person so they quickly get over it,” you say fixing the straps that felt loose. “you make it sounds like they prefer me over you,” jude replied after taking the santa costume off, putting a loose white tee over his black boxers.

“because they do baby,” you stifled a laugh sounding a bit unsure, getting under the covers and checking the baby camera to make sure the babies were okay. “that’s not true y/n. you spend almost all the time with them, even when you work. they love you and me equally,” jude frowned, sitting on your side of the bed where you lay, jude tucking your hair behind your ear.

“not only are you an amazing mommy to them, but the most wonderful fiance to me. you care for us during the good and bad, not once losing your cool even when you feel like that. they don't have favorites. don't doubt their love because they smile the biggest when you walk into the room. i love you, my sweet girl,” jude rambled, his eyes never leaving yours even when his hand interlocked with yours kissing over your ring finger.

“i didn't want to cry, jude, but oh my gosh you make that hard with this,” you got up and hugged him, kissing over the small scar on his collarbone, “i love you so much. you’re the greatest gift in my life along with our babies zion and esmy. being able to spend christmas with you after is truly the most thing i’m thankful for, because i wouldn't ask anything more in the world for our family to be together,” you sniffled, hearing jude chuckle and kiss your head.

“cmon. i know you're tired after moving up and down all day to make christmas eve perfect. which i kept forgetting to thank you by the way,” jude rubbed your back before going over to the other side and laid next to you, bringing you into his chest. “stop making it seem like it did all the work. i wouldn't have done it without your help jude. listening to my idea or making comments where stuff should go, that’s why i got you a gift,” you giggled at when he let out a small gasp in shock.

“we agreed on no gifts!”

“i know, i know! but i had to, i promise you will love it, and it’s something that will be a reminder everyday,” you had to force yourself to shut up, knowing you were the type to tell someone about their gifts before the day could come. jude hummed in a “we will see” manner, kissing you a last time before going to sleep. “goodnight santa,” you whispered hearing him laugh.

“quit it!”

during the night, the babies joined you in the bed. esmeralda due to being hungry and wanting to be fed, and zion because of a small nightmare he claimed to have. jude was up before any of you, placing a kiss on the babies cheeks and on your forehead. the three of you were heavy sleepers, jude was not, waking up at any small movements or noise.

jude whispered quietly to wake you up, not waiting any longer to surprise his babies and watch them open their gifts. “y/n? wake up its almost 9am, im gonna go change and wait downstairs okay?” you squinted your eyes and nodded, looking at zion and esmeralda sound asleep, small snores leaving their mouths. “i’m gonna change her diaper and we will be down okay? Make coffee please,” you pleaded with your eyes and pout.

“okay hurry please!” jude said with anticipation, quickly grabbing the red santa costume and hat. jude waited by the tree, holding two gifts that belonged to the kids, his white beard helping not give his appearance away. jude heard the small scream zion let out saying it was christmas, and his whines to make you hurry up so they could open gifts.

“zion please be careful! don't run down the stairs or you could get hurt baby,” you scolded but laughed at his cheery mood. esme kicked in your hold, her messy curls everywhere as her face was still slightly puffy after she woke up. zion gasped, and slowly walked forward, “is that santa, mommy?” he asked you with a quiet voice, feeling his small hand hold yours.

zion came to stand behind your leg slightly timid or scared, as esmeralda gave you curious eyes. jude for a second thought this would take a turn and go the opposite way. zion was like this, if he didnt recognize anyone at first he got shy, but jude knew he was quick to happy and cheery. you seemed to have your way as all of the sudden zion peeked his head and then walked to stand back into his original spot.

jude held back a laugh, and walked close to where the three of you were. “it is zion, and look he has your presents! go say hi baby, don't be scared,” zion ran over to jude who slightly stumbled back at the sudden push from the smaller three-year-old as he hugged his leg. “i can’t believe you’re here!” zion laughed and jumped up and down excitedly.

“mommy don't be rude come here and say hi,” the small toddler urged giving you an attempted look of being grumpy. “hi santa,” you said with a laugh sitting on the couch as esmeralda crawled to her brother. “look esmy, that santa! and he's here with our presents,” zion crouched down to say to her. she sat on the floor and pointed at jude with her chubby finger, “dada?, but her brother laughed in denial.

“no esmy, that santa not dada!” the toddler replied. jude’s heart warmed when he heard his babygirl call for him, but he didn't want to spoil anything, it was going to plan and he wanted it to remain that way. The fear and anxiety leaving his body, being afraid they would cry and get scared. he knew it wasn't the case when zion hugged him again, and couldn't stop smiling.

after zion and esmeralda opened the gifts jude had in his hand, zion kept asking question as to why he was here, how many kids he had visited, if he liked the cookies you guys had, if he the eld you guys had, needed to go back or stay. esmeralda knew it was her daddy, as she immediately crawled into his lap and began to tug on his white beard. jude took the whole santa act seriously, changing his voice to go deeper and instead of laughing he did the infamous “ ho ho ho”.

zion believed every single second of it, not even noticing it was jude underneath. jude or well santa had to go back, zion pleaded for him not to go, but jude explained he needed to feed the reindeer, and give him them carrots. that the north pole needed santa claus back or the workshop would fail and there would be no christmas. zion hugged santa tight as possible making him promise to come next year.

jude passed esme to you, giving you a wink before he left through the front door, zion screamed out that he couldnt believe it, that santa was here. he even walked over to the elf and thanked him for making this happen as apparently, it was one of his christmas wishes for santa to visit.

“daddy! daddy! oh my god, santa was here you missed it!” zion yapped, explaining to jude who had the biggest smile on his face as he heard his little toddler ramble and stutter. esmeralda went back to her daddy as you grabbed you and jude a fresh brew of coffee in the christmas-themed mugs, kissing his lips and greeting him a good morning.

the next hour was spent watching your babies laugh and thank you repeatedly at their gifts, zion continuing to talk about santa being here. you took small pictures and videos to look back at the memory, jude kissing your shoulder from time to time, his brown eyes staring into yours.

when you saw the time was right, zion and esme playing with his new toys, you walked over to grab both gifts. the presents neatly wrapped in the red wrapping snowman-themed paper with a small card dedicated to jude. when you sat down, jude did the same, bringing your gifts over to you, where you shook your head in disbelief. “i know we said no gifts but i couldn't help myself. i love to spoil you,” he said.

after you and jude opened every gift, you gave him the final one. jude furrowed his brows, gently unwrapping the gift paper, continuing to eye you. you watched as he opened the red velvet box, and inside was a gold neck with three charms. your baby's heartbeats from your early pregnancy days, and an engraved hearth charm where it was custom themed, your hand writing spelling out ‘jude + y/n’ and your anniversary date where he asked you to be his gf.

jude inspected every piece, his eyes welling up with tears feeling overjoyed with emotion. “there’s one more,” you reached behind you and grabbed the album of photos, jude letting out a nervous laugh as he began to look and reminisce you early relationship days, finding out you were pregnant, the trip to bahamas, zion and esmy when thet were tiny, and your proposal. jude brought you to his lap, where he wiped the tears away and snuck his head into the crook of youe neck.

“i can’t thank you enough for this y/n. for this,” he gestured to the necklace and charms, “this” then the album still in his hand, “and for our little family,” jude felt over the moon. feeling speechless after the christmas morning went better than he imagined. He pulled you in closer, feeling more in love by you, a piece of him being complete after the gift you gave him.

“you’ve made this christmas and year so memorable, and im so lucky to have you jude. it’s the least i could do after everything you've done for me and our kiddos. i’m thankful to have met you, and to have person look after us 24/7. i love you so so so much,” you persisted, wiping the tears still present onto his cheeks.

“i love you more than life itself,” he kissed you, holding your chin as your kiss felt like heaven. your lips made for him to taste and relish, molding perfectly with his. his hand tugged on you hair, not wanting to let go and keep you like this forever. jude had to resist and pulled back feeling breathless, you the same.

hours later, jude was wearing the gold chain necklace, he had fallen asleep on the couch, baby esmeralda on his chest, while zion slept safe and sound, his head leaning onto his shoulder. he spent hours playing with them, the whole morning filled with laughs and screams from them. Jude had woken up, and went to place each baby in their rooms.

he looked around for you, and called out for you and stumbled back in pure shock. you leaned on the door frame wearing nothing but a red lingerie set. a lace bra and thong, and thigh garters that were clipped onto the top waistband. he approached you, getting hard immediately, enamored with your body. he wasn't expecting this, but he sure as hell wasn't going to complain as you stood there with innocent eyes and a smirk on your face.

“you could count this as your last present.”

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judebellingham: feeling the love more than ever this year! happy holidays to everyone, and cheers to the new year! 🤍🎄

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username30: i forget he’s a dad of two sometimes…

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camavinga: feliz navidad bro ❤️

↪️ judebellingham: igualmente bro ❤️

vinijr: merry christmas ❤️🎄

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jobebellingham: do you still have leftovers? will be coming over if you do.

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gioreyna: miss you bro ❤️ happy holidays

↪️ judebellingham: happy holidays from my family to yours 🤍

user8238: their baby dressed as santa i cant 😣🥹

username328: i legit cant with them ☹️

username76: merry christmas and happy new year!

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