#sure hope all goes well this time

[cultiest]

Oh boy is it that time of year again? Can't wait to catch up with my good friend Johnathan sure hope he's not going on any ill advised business trips

#dracula daily #we're so back boys #johnathan harker #sure hope all goes well this time #maybr things will be different who knows

[tastymarbar]

Kenji seems like the type of guy who would ask p3-kun to practice kiss with him. you know like, no homo and all that. just two dudes kissing for "practice".

#mar kenji posting #kenji tomochika #persona 3 #''hey dude you wanna practice kiss with me? not in like a gay way just for like... our future girlfriends y'know?'' #''...uh huh sure'' #p3-kun goes with a lot of bs in some of his SL he probably would go with this too #plot twist its all well and good until kenji realises he actually like kissing p3-kun #and suddenly it's not so no homo kissing practice with his bestie #and now he's feeling weird and oh god he can't possibly let p3-kun know this #except spoiler alert kenji is not subtle(tm) and p3-kun knew this whole time lmao #after ages kenji confesses what he's been feeling and p3-kun just bluntly states ''yeah i already knew that'x #and after a long time kenji finally confesses and p3-kun just goes ''yeah i already knew that ur not subtle dude'' #and kenji just stares at him flabbergasted bc tf you mean you knew this whole time?? and didn't say anything??? #(more spoiler alert p3-kun liked it to but he was too neurodivergent to say anything) #(they totally just sat there for like 10 minutes looking at the floor bc wtf do you even say after that) #whoops I'm gonna write a whole ass fic in the tags at this point #I'd actually write that but im not that great at writting orz #also hi if you read all that i hope you have a nice day :D

[phoenixcatch7]

If there's one thing I like more than time travel it's crossover reincarnation, so.

Botk link reincarnated as Damian Wayne.

An incredible weapon master of all types, but especially prodigious with a sword - he was beating knights at the age of 4 and with his memories as intact as they get for him I can see that goalpost moving even further (probably with traps and tricks, a 3yo doesn't exactly have great bodily control).

He's an excellent survivalist, agile, strong, durable, cunning and creative. He can move like a feather in the breeze, strike from behind with ease. His first kill, an animal, did not stir him as it did the other children. With his poise, grace, skills, obedience, he ought to be ra'as' finest assassin in the making, a jewel in the crown of the league.

Except he never speaks a word. Half his targets escape unscathed. He skates by true punishment on the merit of his skills and achievements in other missions. Testing has shown it is not a physical deformity that prevents his speech, but not even talia has been able to coaxe a word from him past his second birthday.

It is a defect ra'as is growing more and more frustrated by, as each attempt to fix these two final flaws ends in resounding failure. Less extreme solutions are running dry.

Talia fears those solutions. Her child does too, she knows. For them, there is a possible solution, more extreme than anything ra'as would tolerate.

She sends him out of the league. To his father.

To Gotham.

#'gee phoenix that sure sounds like that dp x dc you're normally rattling on about' yeah lol I steal tropes and sell them on the black market #Anyway this has been slowly rotisserie-ing in my head for a while I just like shaking canon like a magic 8 ball #I'd love to explore how link would react to Gotham and how he might see getting suddenly dumped in a found family as the youngest #And how that contrasts with both his expectations in the league and his role as the saviour last hope of a whole country #Because that kid cannot have a modern interpretation of killing. Like monsters? Kill with prejudice loot the corpses. #The yiga might have a little more hindsight understanding and he never killed them anyway but zero hesitation blowing them up #And ganon is so far removed from the concept of 'killing is bad' because a) human??? Monster??? B) literally the problem #C) he's been killing people so it'd even out d) everyone wants him dead So Bad e) been killed already like a dozen times what's one more #I get the feeling he'd assign the same role to the joker like 'widely considered the source of all evil. 'died' several times and came back #personal source of absolute misery for several heroes. Killed many' = slay the monster. Straightforward. #Like yes link always chooses kindness and has a strong morality and Opinion on killing people it's just a lot would be solved #By hitting the joker until he stopped making life miserable for everyone and if that means permanently well that's kind of link's job. #And like with Jason the bats understand that a lot better than they pretend to. But that is a 10yo who should not be thinking like that. #I think it'd be interesting to see how that'd change their reactions to 'Damian'. Like he holds a very similar opinion to og and Jason he #Just goes about it completely differently. #And I'd love to explore the differences between two fictional worlds and how they can go from pretty much the most black/white morality #To probably one of the greyest areas while still holding near identical themes and methods of dealing with that. #Found family compassion as a weapon against evil and copious amounts of weapons and cool gear lol #Also link should keep the arm he's earned it. Reincarnating with all his memories knocked a few other things loose I'd imagine #Mostly because all the loz games I've played have absolutely altered the way I view any link and also I love referencing them. #Damian with telekinesis and infinite glue would be great. A tiny 10yo sword master choosing instead to drop a dumpster on you #In between hurt comfort link beginning to bond with his family and begin to speak and learn sign language from cass #There's also the sound of explosives and a small figure clinging to a flying door as it crosses the Gotham night skies #Speaking of cass I bet her and link would be great friends in this au. #batman #batfam #bruce wayne #loz au #Loz #loz totk

[mattodore]

vanishing without explanation for six days

#river dipping #me editing my i am in eskew pic to say actually yea i was being mentally ill <3 #i have an avoidant personality disorder likeeeeee jndgkfjh expect me to disappear semi-regularly honestly #but!!! :))) i've finally finished editing all of the photos from that smoking pose set i made for mattodore back in..... #[checks calendar] ..........march lmao #i'm actually getting the post together for it rn... there are eight photos in total here so........... #i have to stare at them for a really long time to check for mistakes #there's dialogue that goes along w/ the images too but i'm not sure if i want to include it #i probably won't..................... we'll see #but anyway hi hello... i've also avoided simblr entirely while i was gone so 🧍 i'm really behind... hope you're all well <3 #i might be busy today so i probably won't be able to play catch up for a while but we'll see... #........aszdKSDJFNGKJD ALSO... i just realized looking at my last posts that i was like okay <3 vampire theo time <3 and then logged out #SAWRRY... i could just post the vampire photos raw but maybe i'll edit them like the smoking photos... #there are six photos from it... it's a sequence of events yk... #some blood drinking takes place <3 #...want you all to know that when i make posts i type and then i open another tab then i come back then i open ps then i come back etc etc #so while i'm only just now posting this i actually just finished captioning and tagging the mattodore smoking post jdgkfnh #i just flit back and forth from one thing to another my brain is always going so fast like i HAVE to be doing multiple things Or Else #like those earlier tags are obsolete now but i'll keep them anyway

[constantvariations]

More color meddling for our titular team! I might need an intervention lol

OG Pic below

#rwde #not sure why rubys dulled in the og pic but by the time i realized it i was too deep in to change the pic #rubys was def the hardest for that reason and also what do you do w a fuckton of black? #blake at least has that purple undertone that can be brought out in the highlights #weiss and yang are my favorites ngl #yang gets to be v bright and colorful. her w warm dark skin is just *chefs kiss* #i tried to replicate ice reflecting light for weiss. bright pastels seem to work for her #fun fact: purple is the best color ever bc it goes so well w all their designs if you know where to put it #gave rubys hair the slightest purple tint to differ it from the cloak #anyway i gotta get to bed hope yall enjoy it

[correct-bangtannies]

I don't even like men and I'm somehow already a military wife, what goes on

PS. Don't open the tags unless you want a big ass wall of text of me rambling on your screen

#hit #im just honestly so glad that I've become a lot more chill with the whole being an army thing #in the sense that i used to be a lot more attached and hyped over everything #i do still get very hyped and i do still have an attachment to them n their work but y'know just more toned down #(i mean i remember the days of staying up all night to watch award shows knowing damn well they'd always perform last) #(mma 2018 was an emotional rollercoaster like i legit cried a little from the tiredness and being overwhelmed with the performance) #so im glad im a lot more calm about the enlistment news than what i would've been say three years ago before they started to #take longer breaks and eventually announce the hiatus this year #it's like they did it in purpose so that the fandom would grow a bit more used to it n im glad to see that a huge majority are very calm #many are sad ofc but its not being treated as some kind of horrific news #if anything ppl are coping with humor including me lmao #so idk im mostly just happy for them that they're taking their VERY well deserved break before doing their service #i just hope everything goes well and is decently peaceful (as peaceful as enlistment can be at least lol) for them once they're there #now why am i rambling in the tags? bc i need to put my thoughts in order but i don't wanna clog my blog with a long ass wall of text 💀 #I'm at least relieved to know that they already have a set plan of when they're going to go and return + BH is sure af gonna keep putting #out a lot of content that they've filmed over all these years #i mean run bts; documentaries; probably even music and ofc not all of them are gonna go at the exact same time #and ofc stuff related to the HYYH and Chakho #them being absent won't as hard for most hopefully #and hey 2 years aint nothing ive waited far longer for stuff to come out than that we'll be fine! #*cries in silksong and the YOI movie

[norahastuff]

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#what what #got over 90% on my written final #among the top of my fucking year baby #one more exam to go #and okay sure it's a doozy #but if I get through it okay #I'm officially a doctor #the last two days have been kinda crazy #and okay I might still be a little hungover #but god I don't remember the last time I was this relieved #was not expecting it to go this well #I'm just happy okay #now just one last push #here's hoping it all goes well

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#i was supposed to spend the last 2 days prepping and relaxing for the start of this big project tomorrow #but ive spent thr last 2 days frantically coding as fast as i could and focusing v hard to get a lot of bullshit done #and ive fixed things since yesterday. the changes i had to make were too too bad bc the thing that went wrong was so fucking weird #but it should be okay by tomorrow. knock on wood. but this does mean ive done fuck all to prep for tomorrow #so we r winging it bby. ugh. just gotta fucking pray that everything goes ok. pls let nothing b broken and let everything seal properly 🙏 #i was also supposed to meet with my boss today. probably for her to make sure i dont fuck up this project but apparently their safety hood #was having an emergency... whatever that means. so im sure shes having a week as well. and im free to fuck everything up for everyone #ugh. im so. theres a certain point in burning out where youre not really in pain anymore. you dont really feel anything all your joy and #hope dissolves away and u just exist to be useful. and i feel like its easier to maintain that than trying to b happy #i do not advise that bc its a fucking miserable. wasteful way to live but i dont really have time to try for anything better #god. i really hope my measurements friday dont take a full 8hrs. i dont know if i can handle that. literally i would have stay intensely #focused with my brain being Interrupted every 5min so i can manually record data points. its gonna b agony #so that fun. but maybe it wont. maybe itll be great and fun and ill have a wonderful time. seems unlikely but ya never kno #lets not think abt the fact that having to rush all this is preventing me from being able to do all thr other bullshit i need to get done #to prepare for the future. future? what future? hard to imagine from the bottom of this pit im digging myself #sigh. in a few months i can leave this place and never come back. soon but not soon enough #lol i was literally crying listening to cold play earlier bc idk thats the type of music my parents would put on at parties in summertime #so it evokes a v specific mood. which is i guess me hiding away from ppl at parties haha #back when i didnt have to worry abt things so much and i could just listen to the frogs chirping and watch the fireflies #oh god. now my boss is asking if i reached out for help tomorrow. no. lady i would rather drink bleach than have to direct an undergrad #tomorrow. its 10pm im fucking tired. just let me be sad. did i reach our for help? no my brain is on fire #tomorrow is gonna b a long day ugh #unrelated

[wanderinstar]

Lovely @yesterdaysanswers tagged me to shuffle my “on repeat” playlist and post the first 10 tracks. Thank you! ✨

Then - Yes

The Voice - The Moody Blues

The Meaning - Supertramp

Someday Never Comes - Creedence Clearwater Revival

Heaven On Earth - Mika Nakashima

Red Rain - Peter Gabriel

Veteran Of The Psychic Wars - Blue Öyster Cult

Such A Shame - Talk Talk

I'm A Man - Chicago

Muskrat Love - America

I'm tagging everyone who feels like playing along :)

#tag games #i'm going to start a new job tomorrow which happened like very unexpectedly and this is nice but it's left me no time to do anything at all #which is why i'm not tagging anyone #and i'm probably going to post a lot less now #but i sure hope it goes well!

[taniushka12]

The thing abt me is that i only come out when its strictly necessary for Me to do it, otherwise id just tell someone that knows im a guy to spread the news so when i arrive i dont need to have That conversation at the very least

#fun fact when i came out to my dad he asked me if he could tell my aunt (frm my moms side) and it was like sure. #fastforward a day and my aunt Calls me asking me if she could tell the rest of the family and it was like By All Means! #it saves a lot of time lmfao #tani's personal shit #saying this bc my uncle frm my dad's side keeps inviting us for lunch and now that i started the tshots itd be really uncomfortable #if he + his wife dont know.... yknow? #yes i told my granny and she always gets it wrong but she's the only person allowed to misgender me bc shes got memory problems so w/e #but my uncles gotta know... by tomorrow..... #wont lie im a bit anxious abt how that'll go bc both of my cousins are different flavors of transphobes last time we touched the subject.. #but i Am his favorite and only nephew so....... anyway. im not the one having this conversation anyway but i still hope it goes well #anyway goodnight

[starsanddragonflies]

WHAT

#I just FINISHED supernatural and have about FOURHUNDREDMILLION FEELINGS #WHAT #WHAT WAS THAT IM #I #WHAAT #I thought it ended at like 5 different points and cried SO MUCH????? I didn’t expect to still care so dang much but I guess they still #own a piece of me oh god #spn spoilers #from now maybe idk but I don’t want to spoil anyone and idk if anyone will read the tags but JUST IN CASE #‘Cas helped’ well see that means Cas is in heaven too and that makes this so much easier I was so scared #for a second I thought Dean is in heaven Cas is in the empty and Sam is on Earth but no #now they’re all in heaven and you betcha Cas is hanging out with Dean now aww now it is kinda cute #I got some spoilers (because ofc I did I went on tumblr again without finishing the show I was basically asking for it) but #all I knew going into s15 was ‘Destiel goes canon Cas goes to the empty and Dean dies’ so just thought naturally #that’s exactly how supernatural has always been but I also wasn’t sure if that actually would happen??? #and I’ve seen that I love you news meme so gosh darn many times that I didn’t know what to expect but THAT WAS HEART WRENCHING #Finally someone told Dean what he deserves to hear but why not let him keep Cas ugh this is so sad #Feels a bit odd that Sam got a son and named him Dean though like that sounds like it would be more painful than anything but oh well #oh and Jack!! aww I’m so happy about him #I just hope they’re all happy in heaven and I wish I knew more about more characters but tbh #I just want to know that Cas is happy #I was so angry halfway through this episode thinking they murdered Dean and left SAM alive like what #Sam is left on Earth to do his thing and Dean just gets offed????? luckily it ended a lot better than that #my god I need to process this for a long time #oh and now I also want to rewatch the whole show but let’s be real it is 15 seasons I have NO time for that #Anyway I’ll go back to playing Zelda now #I have too many feelings about Spn #it’s time to have feelings about something else and though I have blocked zelda and totk EVERYWHERE to avoid spoilers I am so emotional #but I have lots of feelings about Zelda too oh my god how can I fit so many feelings at once I’m- #help I didn’t know there was a tag limit wth

[sysig]

Baby’s first web ❤️💕💞💖❤️💕

#Spider #Nhandu Chromatus #It's funny 'cause the other day ma was asking if tarantulas even make webs and I was like yeah of course they do! #I'm not sure when exactly like if babies do it or if it's a more mature trait but then this!! #You can even see some of the early attempts with the substrate stuck to the side of the enclosure lol #It's a little blanket over the top of their hide - the little hole in the side next to the sticker at the bottom of the enclosure #I accidentally spooked them when I went to check 'cause I was a little over-excited haha #But they came right back out - they've been spending so much time topside lately! Probably making sure the area is level #They are absolutely in premolt now I can tell - super cloudy all over - in their thorax in their knees Especially in their sternum #It's hard to see in that last picture but they kinda look like a balloon haha - all filled up with fluid under their exoskeleton! #I hope it goes well ♥ #Their abdomen also looks So Red the pictures really don't do it justice they're such a beautiful colour #Also I got logged out while trying to upload this the first time >:| This is the second time in as many days while trying to upload pictures #Not sure what's up with that

[despairforme]

       It’s all fun ‘n games when someone gets hurt!

#[ no that --- that's not how the saying goes my dude ] #[ hello guys! ] #[ i was busy all day yesterday but nowww i have time ] #[ and i'm in a v good mood ] #[ bc the weather is beautiful and i'm sitting outside by my new roses uvu ] #[ my aesthetics completely clash with nnoitra's it's so funny ] #[ well - at least me and doflamingo share aesthetics ] #[ - i say even tho i haven't written anything for him all month - ] #[ nOT sure what i'll write today ] #[ so many options 8) ] #[ hope you're all doing good!! ] #despair for me. ╱ in character.

[fagrights]

today was so difficult and the thing is i dont think its going to get any easier any time soon

#idk it wasnt even one big thing just. #my grandmother is so confused all the time about everything she doesnt eat she cant even watch tv its too fast for her #then she feels like shes a burden when you tuck her into bed she cries #and im good in the moment i can work through my own emotions but then i leave her room and the house and its just so sad #again. #and her own daughter hasnt even been by to see her all week then acts like shes so offended that i could even think to say something #truthful to her that she doesnt want to hear #like its not even worth it so ive dropped it cause it made my mom mad but damn #and my own best friend wont even like register it i cant talk to her anymore she is so in her own world it doesnt matter #so. its just me and my mom having to deal with it again and this time its like we are already so worn down #shes sick im not doing well and then people come here and they just sit for an hour and do nothing for her and leave #and im not supposed to be bitter about that #i hope she goes quick cause she didnt want to leave this world like my grandfather did it really hurt her to see #this all feels like last year so closely idk maybe worse even it feels worse im not sure why

[crazyw3irdo]

just lost all my gear in my minecraft world im normal

#in other news i hate piglin brutes now #there were THREE in a VERY SMALL ROOM and i was 6000 blocks away from my base in overworld terms #and id only gotten to where i was in the nether via repeated ender pearling #id luckily set my spawn nearby but because the piglins kept killing me every time i came back i wasnt able to get my stuff within 5 min #and the stuff i was able to recover proceeded to get lost when i fell in lava :3 #i have. set my world to peaceful for the moment. #im just. raiding this bastion with no threats now. cant even mine the gold blocks cause i dont have a pick #oh and my ender chest was one of the items that got lost :D #so all my emergency supplies are inaccessible :D #so there goes my 3/4 netherite armor + diamond helmet all of which were fully enchanted #as well as my fully enchanted diamond sword; netherite pick; netherite shovel; and bow! #oh and like 30 something golden apples too! #oh and pretty sure i had a piece of ancient debris in my inventory too :3 #im having a good time #oh so fun #crazwaz posted #im prob gonna trade all the gold im stealing back with the piglins and hope they get me enough stuff to get home #i have like 4 stacks of diamond back at my base so i should be good #but god i gotta go netherite mining again;;;; ffs

[arthur-r]

also had the worst jumpscare yesterday at the dining hall i watched my ex walk out of the convenience store and then immediately aspired to just not notice him and let him take the lead on whether or not we are people who talk to each other, but looking back on it he almost 100% saw me see him and now assumes that i have personally decided to be people who don’t interact. which is FINE because he’s the fucking worst and i hate him. but GOD i just want him to come over and talk to me so i can even make a case for myself. like i’m still just looking for the opportunity to say “hey i was so on board to be friends but i don’t feel like you’ve treated me with respect or regard for my existence as a human being” but instead he just sees me duck behind walls and thinks “man what a weirdo who just randomly decided to hate me for the sole reason that i wasn’t romantically interested anymore. wow that’s so shallow and rude of him”

#and he PROBABLY doesn’t direct that amount of regard to me now either. he probably thinks fucking nothing of it #but like. i do not want to be the reason this relationship failed!!!! and i mean. i fucking wasn’t cause he’s an asshole #and i mean he didn’t CLAIM for me to be the reason it failed either. he really did the whole breakup pragmatism objectively well #but like. idk. he broke up with me because he didn’t like me anymore. but i should have broken up with him for treating me terribly #way before he even had any inkling of breaking up with me. back when that idea was just a sparkle in his eye… i should have dumped him shdh #so i’m just always going to be missing closure because i deserved to stand up for myself and i never did #anyway next time i see him i’m going to meet his gaze. we’ll see how that goes #ACTUALLY. we have the same fucking glasses prescription. if i can’t see him he can’t see me #i mean. he can see me. but he has the same uncertainty as to whether i looked at him or ignored him as i do the other way around #that’s actually really reassuring. all these moments where i haven’t been sure what interaction we had. he’s in the same position #ANYWAY i hope everyone is well. sorry for being all hung up on my ex i’ll make a block tag actually #ex talk #<- will use this whenever i vent or complain about him from now on #vent cw #me. my post. mine. #delete later