#studying vaunt

[foreveradora]

dear diary,

how am i so damn smart? i am the most intelligent person anyone has ever seen, like I'm literally smarter than albert einstein and marilyn vos savant combined! everyone is always telling me how intelligent i am, I'm literally the smartest in the school!

i am so intelligent that i pass all of my exams with 100% on every single one. literally on all of my exams, its always 100%, never less. i don't even know how I'm so smart, it's a gift i guess. i have been blessed with this much intelligence. no one is quite as intelligent as me.

i never need to study, i do it for fun sometimes. i have an amazing photographic memory. I've always got the right information in my head, like i literally know everything. i am always at the top of my classes, no matter what.

i complete every piece of schoolwork effortlessly, nothing is even hard for me. i always know that i am right, well because i am simply smarter than everyone, that is a fact that everyone knows, including myself of course. i am always motivated to work or study, i love it!

i am always impressing everyone with my intelligence level. everyone is so proud of me, especially my family and my teachers. my intelligence is so impressive. it's not a surprise for me when i get 100% on every single exam that i take, yet everyone else is still so amazed. i am on a different level.

#it girl #manifesting #affirmation #self improvement #loa #affirmations #law of assumption #become your better self #vaunt #studying vaunt #smart girl #smart girl vaunt #smart vaunt #intelligence vaunt #intelligence #study #exams

[aphrodite1111s]

Some it’s a fact X ROE affirmations:

@cleostoohot @richiebitch

Regardless of everything, it’s a fact everything works out in my favor.

Regardless of everything,it’s a fact I always get what I want

Regardless of everything, it’s a fact I always manifest within 3 days or less

Regardless of everything, it’s fact only good things happen to me

Regardless of everything, it’s fact nothing can ruin my manifestation

Regardless of everything, it’s a fact the more I obsess over my results the faster it come to me

#affirm #affirmations #affirmdaily #manifestation #manifesting #self concept affirmations #study affirmations #vaunting #rampage #success stories #neville goddard #loa #law of assumption #law of attraction #voidpost #void success #void state #manifesting advice #manifestyourdreams #master manifestor #self concept #affirming

[wonder-worker]

A.J Pollard’s biography on Edward IV was so cringe lol (generic; minor but frustrating inaccuracies; intensely judgmental at times and oddly dismissive at others while never considering the broader context; entirely diminished and trivialized Elizabeth Woodville as both queen and wife of his main subject in the name of "defending" her; created a false dichotomy between Edward and Henry VII’s styles of ruling and lauded the latter at the former’s expense even though Henry literally followed Edward’s example for the very things Pollard was criticizing Edward for; had a downright nonsensical and thoroughly misleading conclusion about Edward’s legacy & Richard’s usurpation that was based entirely on hindsight, Pollard's own assumptions, and the complete downplaying Richard’s agency and actions to emphasize what Pollard wrongly and misleadingly claimed were Edward's so-called 'failings', etc, etc)

I wanted to buy his book on Henry V but after reading this shitshow and the synopsis of that book, im guessing it's going to be 10x worse, so...no thanks

#history media #this was written months ago im posting it to get it out of my drafts #it wasn't necessarily BAD. it was generic and readable. but it was very disappointing and misleading and its conclusion was just nonsense #listen I have no patience for the dumbfuck idea that edward somehow had the ultimate responsibility for his own son's deposition because #of his 'policies' during his reign. like I said it's based fully on hindsight and entirely devoid of actual context. it's bafflingly stupid #literally everyone expected Edward V to succeed his father and 'both hoped for and expected' (Croyland's own words) a successful reign #Edward V's deposition was richard and solely Richard's fault lol this should not be difficult to understand #the reason Richard's usurpation was possible in the first place was bcause everyone expected E5 to succeed and didn't expect Richard #do to what he did. nothing would have happened without his initiative and decisions. it had nothing to do with Edward's 'policies' #Edward's policies were fine. henry vii - who pollard vaunts to no end - literally *followed* them #and claiming that he failed to unite England under the Yorkist dynasty is just plain stupid #buddy if he truly failed at that then neither Richard III nor Henry VII would have thrones lol. both emphasized continuity with #him when aiming for the throne. like the whole point of 1483-85 was that it was a conflict WITHIN the 'Yorkist' dynasty #it was not an external threat against it. #'his legacy failed' his legacy didn't fail his brother destroyed it (while also presenting himself as his heir because logic what's logic?) #henry's victory was very much the triumph of his legacy (a claimant chosen by his supporters as the husband of his daughter) #like this is really not my interpretation it is literally what happened #i'm not trying to glorify e4 but his son did inherit the throne in a more advantageous circumstances than any other minor king of england #and frankly than most other adult kings. dumping blame on Edward's literal corpse rather than acknowledge Richard's agency is so tasteless #the problem isn't that edward made a mistake in trusting his brother. many other kings including Henry V also trusted theirs. #the problem is that his brother was willing to break that trust in a way that was unprecedented and broke all political norms of that age #ie: Richard's usurpation occurred because of Richard who re-ignited conflict to make himself king. please drill this into your head #also btw this illogical 'interpretation' is based entirely on Charles Ross' hatred and derision towards Elizabeth Woodville and her family #if you agree with this inteterpretation you agree with his vilification of them 🤷🏻‍♀️ #anyway if you want a better interpretation that's actually analytical and looks a relevant rather than a flawed retrospective perspective #i would recommend rosemary horrox's 'richard iii: a study of service' and david horspool's 'richard iii: a ruler and his reputation' #anyway one last time: STOP downplaying Richard's agency and actions. historians who do this are stupid and embarrassing. bye. #(i should really post horspool's glorious takedown of ross and Pollard huh? it was very entertaining to read)

[theecunt]

📚📖📝Im just naturally smart 📚📖📝

I'm so smart I literally always get full marks . I'm not joking i always have the highest marks in every class . That's probably because I understand everything very easily. Like super easy and fast. I only need to read it once and I'm good to go . My memory is so good . I can retain any information very fast . I love my photographic memory. All exams and tests are so easy for me I never have to stress abt it bcuz only the things I studied appear on the tests. I can study the entire year's academic syllabus in a single night . My projects and homework are always done on time . My handwriting is so aesthetic. I can write very quickly and still maintain a good handwriting. People are jealous of how smart I am . I effortlessly get full marks on everything. I'm always no.1 .

I love my sexy and smart brain 💗

#exams #study #mindset #loa blog #law of assumption #self concept #vaunting #success stories #beauty and brains

[noveltytwist]

Nicole Emma Vaunt

#photography #art #nude art #art nude #figure study #figure art #Nicole Emma Vaunt

[ang3lbrie]

dear diary,

im so hardworking❦

like my work ethic is admired by many and people strive to be like me❦

I’m so proud of all I’ve done so far and i will be even more proud when i see how far i can truly go❦

- yours ang3l

#law of assumption #my diary #my affirmations #self concept #my thoughts #manifesting #manifesation #motivation #study motivation #vaunting #vaunts & affirmations

[itgirl-111]

OFFENSIVELY ATTRACTIVE VAUNT

Why do I have to be so offensively attractive? Everything about me from top to toe is perfection. You've never seen a face as pretty and flawless as mine. No cause why do I have to look this hot? I'm fr the hottest girl on the planet. Everything about me from top to toe is pure perfection, my individual features are perfect and flawless but when they come together they are so harmonious? Like everything just fits my face so fucking perfectly like it's meant to be there. Every inch of my face and body is gorgeous and flawless. I am a walking masterpiece, I'm a work of art. Everyone is obsessed with me the first time they see me, I am so drop dead gorgeous that people literally double take and gasp once they lay their eyes on me. I mean, I'm always the center of attention because why wouldn't I be? I high key give off real main character vibes, it's like I straight up walked out of an anime. It's near impossible for someone to look this humanely beautiful but I do because I'm just too damn stunning. I literally take everyone's breath away. I am so offensively attractive, people find it difficult to not look at me, I swear all eyes turn only to me because I'm literally the most beautiful ever. It's only once in a blue moon that you'd get a chance to see a person as attractive as I am, Im once in a lifetime afterall. I get complimented every single day, I hear everyone call me beautiful more than my own name. I am too painfully attractive, it's indescribable. I'm the typa girl who you see once and never forget. I literally got everyone feeling some type of way they never felt before. I am literally so utterly mesmerizing. I got everyone simping for me fr. I'd be literally breathing and everyone would be down bad for me, Literally down bad. I got universal sex appeal, meaning everyone regardless of sexuality is down bad for me . I am so sexy people genuinely cannot get over it and everyday I just get 100x trillion times hotter. I am just sooo damn fine like I've got too pretty of a face and even more powerful vibe. I believe in my supremacy fr. Sometimes it's just so hard to grasp the fact that a person as attractive as I, is living on the same planet as everyone else, everyone is damn lucky to be born in the same generation as I am. It's ridiculous how many simps I have, like damn I really got everyone down bad for me huh. I am the pinnacle of God tier beauty and charisma.

There's something about my vibe which is just so uniquely mine, like my vibe and energy is so one of a kind, everyone can feel my vibe even before I walk into the room. I give off an expensive, powerful, hot girl vibe who straight up walked out of an anime I swear lol. My energy is way too magnetic and irresistible, it speaks volumes. My presence is literally out of this world. The way I carry myself, the way I talk, the way I do things, the way I think, the way I look, my energy, my mannerisms, my habits, all of it is way too unique to be replicated. Everyone wanna study me like their favourite subject. It's impossible to mistake me for another one, I stand out and outshine literally everyone with my beauty, charisma, and interesting personality. The fact that it comes to me so naturally and effortlessly? Even better. I've got such amazing wit and humour, I'm so personable that people genuinely love to be around me even though I may seem intimidating at first. I always know how to spark interesting and amazing conversations, I know when to speak and be quiet, I got that perfect balance between loud and quiet confidence. My intelligence and the way I keep learning new things so easily? Even hotter!. I am an ICON. My energy is actually so magnetic, I have that little something, that is just so insanely attractive and captivating that it cannot be described in words, only felt. I truly believe in my own supremacy.

#vaunt #vaunting #vaunts & affirmations #manifestation #manifesting #loassumption #affirmations #affirm #affirmyourlife #affirmdaily #manifestingreality #manifestyourreality #master manifestor #self concept #self concept affirmations #law of assumption #neville goddard

[hellobabydoll333]

Fixing My Bad Habits {goals + how to achieve them}

Goals:

Asleep by 10:00 pm

Sleeping by 10 PM allows your body to keep a consistent melatonin secretion pattern, which in turn helps the body's internal rhythms function properly and provide natural rest and renewal at night.

Drinking more water

For optimal health and well-being, it is recommended to consume around 2-3 liters of water per day as a rough guideline.

Regular exercise

Lots of benefits that maintain & improve physical body such as flexibility, increased energy levels (which I definitely need), sleep quality & strength and mental health such as enhanced productivity, confidence and self-compassion.

Meditation

To reduce my stress & anxiety levels, as well as increase my self esteem as I’m spending more time with myself and my thoughts. But also improving my focus & concentration while also taking a break from the world around me.

Study

I have a course I have to prepare for me and I’m not tryna be the only person who don’t know shit.

More Positive Self Talk

If you know my blog, you know I do a lot of vaunting- basically affirmations- but I sometimes even stray away. However I noticed that when I do stay talking positively about myself, I see everything from such a lighter perspective. I talked a bit about this in LOA Reminders, but I’m all about self love & acceptance and even though I have this blog I’m still on this journey as well.

Journaling

Journaling is so fun y’all. It’s like… why tell other people my problems when I can tell myself…? It enhances self AND emotional awareness, provides a healthy outlet for your thoughts & feelings, helps you reflect & understand yourself more and provides a safe, non-judge mental place for you vent & express your frustrations. Journaling also provides a sense of clarity & direction & helps with setting goals and maintains focus & so much more. 10/10 def recommend. You don’t even have to write or type.. you could do video diaries. I def wanna try that.

Good Posture

Y’all ever seen that video of wonyoung sitting with such good posture like… I need that. Good posture supports your spine and promotes good breathing and circulation while also enhancing your self perception & self awareness & making you seem more approachable

How I am going to achieve them

By starting off small. I noticed that when I rush into things, I often give up, thinking it’s too much for me to keep up with. And that’s okay...

Asleep by 9:45 pm

Drink 3 bottles of water everyday.

I do about three exercises per day.

5 minutes meditation twice a day.

2 educational videos everyday & at the end of the day, write out what I’ve learned

Say a vaunt at least three times a day- morning, afternoon & night.

Journaling at the end of every day and whenever else I need to rant. Y’all ever feel like y’all over share cuz that’s definitely me… but honestly sometimes you just need to talk to yourself. Self reflection is important.

Posture. I’m already pretty aware of my posture when I sit most times so I just sit up right, but I will be practicing self awareness more and eventually perfect posture will be natural to me.

As soon as I find myself naturally in a routine, I will then do a slow & small increase which will lead to another increase.

Remember: Don’t rush yourself and it’s okay to slip up. But it’s also crucial to try your best to not fall off of a routine because getting back on it can be really hard.

#angeldust.mp3 #dream girl #it girl #self concept #law of assumption #dream girl tips #loassumption #wonyoungism #self care #level up #girlblog #this is a girlblog #girblogger #girlblogging #mental wellness #glow up #dream girl guide #SoundCloud #pretty princess syndrome

[hrrtkreuz]

good grades vaunt ✧

❛ why are my grades so good? like seriously, i don't even study hard or anything

❛ i always have the best grades, it's impossible to get bad grades

❛ i'm a strong believer that i'm capable of anything i wan't to do, but i think i'm simply incapable of getting bad grades; it's the only way to explain how my report card is absolutely pristine every year!

❛ i'm the top student, not just in my class or even in my school, but in my entire school district

❛ i think getting an A+ is simply my destiny, no matter what i do!

❛ got a bad grade? tough, i can't remember the last time i got less than an A/95%

❛ i get so much recognition from other people about my grades, it's crazy

❛ colleges and universities are at my feet

feel free to use these affs in your routine! ♡ yours truly, yosemite

#manifestation #law of assumption #living in the end #neville goddard #loa tumblr #manifesting #affirmations

[sexyandhedonistic]

I feel as if life moves too fast for me to manifest anything 'big'. I'm always busy studying for school, or trying to finish working. It feels as though I don't have time during the day to sit down and think of what I want and feel it real, just for it to be vanished away by a 34 year old woman whos screaming because she didn't get pickles on her burger like she asked.

There are three main issues with this: 1. you are categorizing desires by size when manifesting a penny is no different than manifesting Kim Namjoon as your boyfriend and 2. You're condensing the process of manifestation as do in order to get and 3. You believe that this process is something tedious when it's not.

You don't need to set a timer and "vaunt" for ten minutes straight every hour to preserve a state of consciousness. All that is asked of you is that you remain faithful to your imagination (assumption) through persistence and faith. If you're letting yourself waver due to whatever happens in your world, you do not have faith.

Of course I don't know what a day in your life is like and how hectic it may be, but I'm still going to encourage you to try inducing the State Akin To Sleep. As I mentioned in this post, feeling the wish fulfilled through the SATS is so simple and easy and if you do it correctly right before you fall asleep, the wish fulfilled will follow you into the next day and no screaming 34 year old will make it vanish. Let go of the idea that you have to do a method throughout the day and keep it simple, just stick to the SATS before you go to bed.

#✉️

[cinefairy]

Y'ALLL!!! when people say that self concept is key they mean: IT. IS. THE. KEY!

here's my success story from focusing on my self concept for a week! just a single week, i am in tears!!

so before, i used to brush off self concept and think that i'll work on it/get a got sc when i get my other desires, which is all wrong. i am so thankful that i let go of the old story, i used to limit myself and wasn't even aware. self concept can easily show you all your desires in the 3d, and then some!! the realisation made my life a 1000x easier.

then i read some posts and success stories that came about all thanks to self concept and i said to myself: that can be me, it is time to stop perceiving myself as a victim/bad manifestor, and i should just start focusing on my self concept! it is time to change the story.

so i started vaunting and ranting and affirming how my self concept is amazing, through the roof, wonderful, perfect, never fails me... you get the story. i didn't even visualize, didn't go into the void, didn't script. i was vaunting in front of the mirror, looking at myself and sometimes pretending i was talking to someone. i repeated that for a week, and almost every day i got some of my desires !!!

now, onto what i manifested:

1. An adorable kitten! my parents never would have gotten me a cat, no matter how much i asked them to, so i just relaxed myself and stepped into the mindset that no matter what anyone in my reality does or says, my desires are here and nothing can stop them. on the second day of the week, my parents asked me if i wanted a cat because my grandparents' cat just gave birth to three cutest kittens.

2. Perfect vision! i am someone who has been wearing glasses my entire life, my sight was deteriorated at birth due to some complications during labor, and my optician told me some years ago that there was no chance for me to be fully recovered (i had a couple of surgeries so far, and constant check-ups, it was so nagging and uncomfortable). she also told me a month ago that i should not use my phone, but nothing can stand between me and my screen time so i just decided to manifest my bad eyesight away! and i did it, but it's weird without my glasses lmao.

3. A new friend group! my old friends were closed-minded people, i am talking unsuportive, bashing on other people, but 'kind' only to others in the friend group, full of negativity and hate. i just needed a fresh friend group, so i manifested one! one of my friends now goes to the same uni as me, we start in october and it's so exciting heheh

4. Fluent in French language! i just wanted to be fluent in a language that wasn't my first language or english, and i had been studying french in elementary school so that seemed like the best option for me.

5. Money! i manifested the amount of my scholarship to double in my bank account and for no one to bat an eye at that, and for a certain amount of money to appear in my wallet daily (yes, spawning thing is so simple with the right mindset!!!), and for my parents to be rich because they deserve it.

6. A perfect dorm room! the dorm rooms my sister had been living in were just not it, so i needed to take thing in my own hands and manifest a two-bed bedroom with it's own bathroom (no communal bathrooms for me pls) in a dorm not far away from college which i share with another friend.

7. Desired body! my figure now is slim, i have 6-line abs odbwkdbajwhj i could only dream of that a month ago, everything on this list makes me so happy!! i went shopping with my mom yesterday and every pair of heans i tried actually fit me which is a big deal for me lol

8. Lenient parents! as i mentioned, my parents were not the ones to let me get a pet, and they also were very strict with my school grades in the past, and with my going out and hanging out with friends. but now, i have a great relationship with them, they are relaxed and they don't forbid me from doing anything (i literally am going on a staycation with a friend this weekend).

9. New clothes! yesterday during shopping, i found so many amazing sweatshirts, even one that is croptopped which i never used to wear, but got the courage to because who else would wear it if not a bad bitch?? i got a denim jacket, some jeans, sneakers... all i need at a discount!!

self concept makes life easy!! asf!! just stay focused on your new reality and there is nothing you can't get! have fun manifesting, and thank you cinefairy for opening my eyes <333

LETS GOOOOO THIS IS SO AMAZING ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ SO PROUD OF YOU ANON WOOW. all these achievements just from affirming how amazing you are.

#ask

[l0mljeonjungkook]

Odd One Out | JJK / KTH / KNJ

⋙ Summary - Being friends-with-benefits with Jungkook was already messy until the universe introduces him as your stepbrother.

Namjoon has your heart in his clutches, and pity he's getting married soon.

And, Taehyung, is just not interested in your sister.

⋙ pairing: Taehyung x reader -? / Namjoon x reader -? / Jungkook x reader -?

⋙ rating: 18+

⋙ genre: fake dating to lovers, childhood bestfriends; fluff, angst, smut (more to come, won't reveal yet... Shhhh🤫)

⋙ warnings: no warnings in the prologue, will be added in future chapters.

⋙ word count: 1.7k+

A/N - I really have forced myself to post this, my sis (pain in the ass) too though, thank you B, for motivating me, and iloveyou. So, I hope you guys enjoy reading this, though it's just a prologue but do set a base for the series. I'd very much appreciate your feedback, it'll motivate me to no extent. Do leave your thoughts. And, thank you, angels, for reading💕

Also, cross-posted on Wattpad and ao3

Masterlist | series masterlist

PROLOGUE

Instagram, scrolling through it makes you cringe. The worst app, a zone for the nerds posting pictures or say it vaunting their spotless, seemliest, apt snippets exclusive of their messy life behind the camera. That’s what every walking moneybag, tycoon, and trouper does on this shitty app.

It’s one of the reasons you hate this app.

Right now, you ain’t scrolling for any baron or trouper or any love birds from your friends' group to pop on your screen. Clicking on this app seconds ago once your dad and mum left your room, intending to search for the one your father happily informed you, his exact words - “Well, I’m sure kid you’ll like him”, he was beaming, and studying his face, this one might be the one, he seems in no doubt.

And, that beam on his face makes you want to search --- Will Carter, you’re sure, you heard that name before yet can’t recall.

Your stepdad made an arrangement or just call it a blind date for you to meet this person, just another silk-stocking of New York City.

Apparently, it’s Saturday evening, and you’re so in for meeting new guys for the sake of your heart. If anything, you want to think about the one who will love you back one-sided love is shriveling your heart into a raisin. Only love can swell it back which has evaporated from it or say you've poured it on the one who never needed yours.

Whys and Wherefores, about clicking on the app with the end to gain some deets about Will Carter. Your date. Because this Instagram is good for nothing but stats about the one who posts their flashy life on here.

That's how you're left, bottoms up, zero drop left. For the sake of your shrinking to-raisin heart, you want to move out of the barricade you kept yourself into.

If that means, taking a step and meeting the silk stockings of New York City, you're ready with a pure vibranium shield like the one Captain America holds. However, with a slight change, no star but a heart in the center. 

And before you get a chance to search deets on, your date tomorrow, on the app, with zero intentions, zip anticipation, and no image of the two men in your head, the picture popped on your phone’s screen makes your eyes shine but that shine fades seeing his love by him.

Posted three minutes ago it’s written below... the caption says - She said YES!

Now, coin it as the second reason to hate this app.

Okay, so thing is, USA’s most eligible bachelors, majestically statuesque with hearts brimming with goodwill, shockingly - befall upon you to be the most treasured men in your life. It’s stimulatingly the most unbelievable truth of your life.

The Foxy Holy Trinity is what your heart screams upon seeing them together.

The first one, Kim Namjoon, whose girlfriend said YES, minutes ago. So, nothing is arduously uneasy for you when it comes to him, merely thinking about him pumps your frozen blood into sweltering, circulating to every corner of your body. The man you yearn for and envy his girlfriend for being by him every time you eye the two. Whether on news articles or social media each time you log in to your account, it's not uncommon for their picture to pop up.

Not only he’s the CEO of the KIMS Group, one of the globe’s largest companies in the video game industry but also he’s the Romeo of your life. It’s not only you who envy his girlfriend of six years, there are uncountable single women out there wishing to spend a mere night with him well some drool over his money. However, that’s not the case for you. Neither his money nor his body is what you drool over, lets's just tag the latter one on you, howbeit never for just a night.

It’s a bit late for him to propose to her when you thought he might have done that. This also means you had time to go on your knees for this man with a platinum ring and propose to him.

Shame you’re late.

Shame, there’s no one like him.

Shame, even if there is, he ain’t your Romeo.

The picture your eyes are flukily glued on, is a picture of him, his girlfriend Heejin - now fiance, and your childhood best friend. Namjoon, on his knees holding her hand, pressing a kiss to her knuckles with so much content in his twinkling brown eyes and smile touching them. Heejin looks happier than ever you’ve seen her. And, why won’t she?

You didn’t know you were crying until a tear streaks silently down your cheeks, blurring your vision, you quickly wipe it off. But a smile swipes on your face, wiping away the ache of your heart upon seeing your best friend, Kim Taehyung. He looks high under the starry sky on the cruise, wearing a champagne tuxedo, holding a flute of champagne in the air, between his fingers while staring at the couple, broadly grinning.

The second - Kim Taehyung, the man with an angelic face who has been cherished by you, to no extent among the three men in your life, is your childhood best friend. Also, brother of the former man, the love of your life. He’s been with you in all those darkest rooms when you gave up on yourself when you were left alone like a doormat yet he picked you up, hugged you wiped off your tears until his shirt soaked in tears until you left with zero, cleansed your brain once flooded with agony and fed you with affection until one day his dream came between you two. In situations where you zipped your lips from letting out stuff even to your mother and sister, it was him who stayed by you.

Everything was glittery until the enormously thick granite wall of his dream stood between your friendship. Following his dream is something that was meant to be.

Sanely, still pointing imaginary daggers to the picture, you notice the cruise isn’t the one, Taehyung gave you a surprise birthday party on, it’s junior you reckon. Also, the smile on his face isn’t the same as your birthday, he was practically glowing that day.

Not only your heart but your uterus too, contracting awfully right now. Perhaps you’re PMSing randomly crying your heart out, you reckon. “Shit not tomorrow. Shit shit, how did it slip,” you twist for the drawer beside your bed, yank it open pulling out the norethisterone bottle, you’re pretty sure and it’s even written in bold to take one but you pop out four, eyes on the screen and swallow them without water. It pokes inside your throat but you’re blind in love, eyes fixed on him. 

Seems unfair to you, you’re currently clenching your fist, so terribly in pain, granted you’re alone and them - enjoying the night on cruise. You wish to be there, Taehyung invited you but you denied it, as a rule. It’s how you mechanically work, to keep yourself sane. On the flip side, regretting in the eleventh hour, and the next stop for you - to loathe yourself all over again for always choosing options that make you kick your guts out of the universe.

But that’s not your fault, declaring yourself guilty can’t be the third stair.

Wishing that you might have said yes, but you’d have to miss the date tomorrow and above all seeing them together would’ve only broken you to bits of a bit, and you’re not never up for that. 

After that dream proposal, you don’t know how to react, but one thing’s for sure beyond a doubt - being happy isn’t on the list. However, faking that is the first bullet. Pretending is left.

You feel, might throw up, trying to find patience when impenetrable thoughts congest your mind. Locking your phone, you hurl it off as far from your sight to the end of your bed, looking at how slackly you are at present, in such an awful ache you won’t bend to hoist it up.

Your teary eyes forcing your brain to erase the memory of the past few minutes, tend to search for something around your enormous room only to show you something for which you wish nothing but a Ctrl+D for piles of unfortunate memories that you no longer ought to warm. Because at that very moment, your eyes fix on the huge picture on the blank wall, chilling your warm blood, skipping your beats, and choking breaths. You never hide the distaste that gets mixed with your blood every time you catch the sight of that picture, and to be honest, it’s just growing.

A picture of your parent's wedding night.

You lie down huffing out a deep sigh, next second you close your eyes, finding him smiling at you, and again a tear courses down your eyes melting away into your hairline, God these mood swings will be the end of me.

The third, once precious but now you change your route upon seeing him, Jeon Jungkook, where will you start about him? Once a friend twisted into a stepbrother by the grace of fate. It's that awfully easier for anyone to understand but to you - it's another dreadfully unpleasant memory marked on the darkest corner of your soul for the rest of your life

Although you're to be blamed for it.

Ache, written gracefully in your story.

It almost dies you, curling your toes and curling your trembling fists at the same time, every time your brain takes you to fly back to the time when there was something more. It gets hard to face, but that’s your reality, now.

So, these men are out of your league, given the reasons.

One is engaged today.

The other one, your best friend, you never saw him in the way your mum wants you to see him, perhaps it’d be impossible for you to even envisage such an irrationally illogical future with him and surely beyond your senses. It will only create awkward situations and complex everything in between.

For the third one, you won’t say much, barely two words popping in the back of your mind, to burn the bridge of imagination - moonshot.

Tomorrow it’s date night, and your period cramps are making you think if you’ll even see the light of day.

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[wxnheart]

Lawyer Anon. The primarch in question, is to be honest, My evil side wants Curze, but for the sake of rationality, lets go with Horus. The sneario is essentially, you got hired by the ruling class family to essentially negotiatie the terms of joining the IMperium (the Tithe costs, the minerals and resources..) Like you managed to do such a fine job that you are offered (read: forced) to join the Crusade

𝐂𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐥 𝐃𝐢𝐬𝐨𝐛𝐞𝐝𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 (𝐎𝐫 𝐇𝐨𝐰 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐌𝐞𝐭 𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐁𝐢𝐠-𝐓𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐞𝐝 𝐆𝐢𝐫𝐥𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝)

This was supposed to be your finest moment, having studied under some of the brightest minds your planet had to offer.

You prided yourself on your cerebral and diplomatic nature, having parlayed that into your current career.

You also knew it was inevitable, the planet's absorption into the growing Imperium. You kept mum on your personal thoughts on it, even though you harbored your reservations. For the preservation of your planet, you suppose.

And so, you diligently went about your duties. You considered it an honor to be chosen as mediator, especially when your peers and the planet's ruling class expressed fears that the negotiations would be... contentious to say the least.

The time came to begin the proceedings and you met... him. Or rather, his barrel chest first. Your neck hurt the rest of the day. You'd heard rumors that the Imperium would send one of their leader's vaunted sons to spearhead the negotiation process but not the Warmaster himself. Oh, dear...

And if you weren't so keen on making a good impression in public, you might've shuddered at the way he smiled at you. It was welcoming. Too welcoming. Too... nice. You felt like small prey every time you met his gaze when he looked down at you. But of course, you did; he was twice your size, and that pelt around his shoulders did him no favors. That and having to crane your neck just to look at him in the eyes was more often irritating than not.

The proceedings took longer than was anticipated; it seemed there was no end to the greed that defined the planet's rulers (because why wouldn't they want to keep their way of living) and the Imperium remained resolute in the terms they offered. How wonderful.

Despite that, however, the Warmaster was incredibly amiable to you. Too amiable but you didn't want to risk the already tenuous relationship between the two groups. Risk of planetary extinction and all that.

The Warmaster—Horus, because he insisted that you call him such—took every available opportunity to pick your brain. Or to have a conversation. Or to just... spend time with you? If this was anyone else, you wouldn't have minded much but because the man is larger than life (literally and figuratively), you're... you're a little afraid.

And you have every reason to be because the man has, on multiple occasions, glared stared down would-be interlopers in your interactions. With a smile. With an incredibly tight smile. You were lucky enough not to see the mask almost completely slip but you did wonder why some kept their distance from you...

Horus has taken to just about monopolizing your thoughts on the matter. Of course, he disguises this as advice lest another one of the nobles attempts to sway negotiations in their favor but the reality is that he'd much rather be privy to that brilliant mind of yours than anyone else.

And let's not forget that you are almost always placed nearby him during these meetings. Yes, it's intentional. Yes, it was him, HORUS—

Your free time has also pretty much been spent with Horus, learning the ways of the Imperium, its history, its culture, the vast reaches of its empire, and, admittedly, it's intriguing. You didn't understand why Horus was absolutely pleased by your comment.

...Until you did. And (FINALLY) when you managed to negotiate the terms of your planet's integration into the Imperium (without bloodshed, might I add), Horus pulled the biggest ass-pull you've ever seen (but was it, though?).

"There is one other matter that must be settled." Horus' booming voice echoed throughout the chambers. Oh, what now?

What now indeed. The trepidation on everyone else's faces turned to shock when he reached down and grabbed you up. Just like that. No warning whatsoever. Oh, dear...

"That will be all," Horus said, a warm smile on his face but a warning in his eyes. There would be no room for dissent. Not for this. "Welcome to the Imperium..." He left no room for response as he made his exit with you in tow. Or, er, in his arms.

You did have to admit his chest felt rather nice to rest against, though. And that is how you met your big-tittied girlfriend.

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[myrfing]

sorry to add to the #discourse about the werlyt stuff in ffxiv, and feel free to ignore this, but your posts just got me thinking about how the average western consumer of japanese media doesn't know how to spot signs of japanese nationalism in their fave game, movie, anime, etc. For example, I remember a couple of weeks ago on twitter someone said that Miyazaki's works feature prominent elements of japanese nationalism despite not necessarily being pro-war, and both the replies and QRTs were an absolute disaster. ffxiv is a liberal game, its politics are not exceptional; they just aren't (as) egregious

Considering the social locations of people who make a piece of media and how that location affects the way they write things, like politics, isn't an outlandish concept. But ffxiv fans always seem hyperdefensive about this and i cannot understand why

yeah for sure! imo people are getting better about it (don't think it even registered in most of the english-speaking side of the internet's heads that there was a pacific theater for a long time), with more eastern media being translated and gaining popularity that DOES legitimately have leftist authors, but you still have a ton of "how can this work have jp nationalist elements when they say War is Bad 🤨". feels like a lot of this is cause really anime/manga/games were so vaunted as the ultimate escape for americans (not exclusive) and now that people are gaining more of a political consciousness, there's this need for the things that are nostalgic and soothing for them to be "good" media without Problems. which is like. not the point man. though people have always studied and conversed about media trends and the influence of eras on the art created within them and there's always been a knee-jerk You're Being Crazy reaction to it (even though if it's a conversation they're not interested in right now, the people who have this reaction usually can always just...step out lol), I feel like it's just magnified by the way social media uhh does all that. and on top of it a lot of discourse is in bad faith, so sometimes not giving people the time of day DOES seem like the correct and safe option every time but it's like...some people apply it so broadly and blindly that it's basically anything that upsets me = wrong and bullshit.

And you're totally right about xiv LMFAOOO it feels like some people are compelled to do damage control for the game like it's personal. you'd assume that everyone is working off of the recognition that ffxiv is a mass market product and a feel-good fantasy and the writing may not even reflect the totality of a writer's beliefs, but rather what they believe is the median, liberal truth that they're willing to sell. sometimes in oddball places you can find hints of something more genuine but these are exceptions. & acting like it's proofed from this is suggesting that somehow final fantasy fourteen the mmo is interested in breaking any status quos and the whole of its creators have collectively managed to break apart from the time and history they exist in, when in truth it relies on it to guide its writing and business plan. i don't think this is a crazy controversial thing. it's a normal thing. & i cant really speak for how other people are talking about it, but i rarely suggest malevolence in my critiques of the shit I enjoy moreso than I'm saying Le Hegemony Has Arrived....something not even individual people can escape myself included much less a corporation....but the accusation is assumed anyway. What is the worst that can happen by acknowledging some stories and patterns in xiv's story have very liberal takes on topics in which liberalism understands and treats poorly? i dunno the answer to this one honestly I do not understand the fear

#also dont worry im the DISCOURSEKEEPER if you kill me it will cause a flood of light that will blockchain 9/10ths of the world #also enjoying werlyt or whatever doesn't make you a colonizerhead but leaping to defend it may. #like it's ok i'm not watching you play. nobody is watching. #UNTIL YOU COME ONLINE AND SAY SHIT ABOUT IT! THEN YOU'RE INI MYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY YARD (joke)

[cosmicdream222]

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Representational Systems: Understanding How You Learn & Process Information (and how it can help you manifest)

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Representational systems are the unique ways in which your brain perceives and interprets the world around you. These systems help us understand how we process information, and they play a huge role in how we learn, think, and express ourselves. And yes, also how we can most easily manifest or reprogram the unconscious mind.

Why is understanding your representational system important?

Boost Learning: Identifying your dominant style can help you tailor your study methods to match your preferred way of learning.

Effective Communication: Recognizing the styles of others allows you to communicate more effectively by adapting your language and approach.

Manifesting: Instead of trying every new method that comes along, find the best method that works for your unique style.

The four primary representational systems:

Visual

Visual learners grasp information best through images, graphs, and visual aids. They learn easily through pictures, watching videos, or seeing someone else do it.

They often use words like "I see what you mean" or "That looks good to me."

Visual style methods: Vision boards, visualization, watching videos

Auditory

Auditory learners learn best through hearing and listening, and might love music.

They may say things like "That sounds good" or "I hear what you're saying."

Auditory methods: Audio affirmations, subliminals, guided meditations

Kinesthetic

Kinesthetic learners prefer hands-on experiences and physical activities. They might not want to still, and just want to try something themselves instead of watching someone else do it.

You'll hear them say, "I need to get a feel for this" or "Let me try it."

Kinesthetic methods: Hot Girl Walks, EFT tapping, Psych-K

Auditory-Digital (Self-talk)

Auditory-digital learners excel in logical thinking, reasoning, and analyzing information. They often love to read, and talk out their thoughts in their heads or through writing.

They might use phrases like "It makes sense to me" or "I think…"

Auditory-Digital techniques: Affirmations, robotic affirming, writing/scripting

Now, here’s the key: everyone has access to all these processing styles (plus a few others!). Most of us just prefer one or two, and have several systems that are underdeveloped. You can always strengthen an underdeveloped system with practice. But for the fastest results, use the methods that work best for your current strengths.

Personally, my strongest system is Auditory-Digital, but I’m also an Auditory and Kinesthetic learner. (I used to not be able to visualize at all, but have improved my ability over the years.) So my favorite manifesting methods are affirming, tapping, and scripting, and I blend all three. I like to script my own affirmations and vaunts, write them on sticky notes, affirm out loud or in my head, listen to affirmation tapes and subliminals, do full-body tapping and qi gong, affirming while tapping, etc etc.

What representational systems are your strongest?

#manifesting #manifesting method #manifesation

[thegoofyfanaticus]

(( Art is commissioned from the incredibly talented ArtReplicant. Original story by me. )) The two fighters drew closer to each other ready to bring this fight to its climax and dominate the other. Ethan could see that Wyatt wanted a standup fight and was more than happy to use his speed and agility to wear down the Canadian this way. The exchange of punches began with Wyatt throwing a Right hook at Ethan's head. Ethan deflected the shot with his arm and tried to counter with a hook to Wyatt's side. The stand-up flurry of punches was just as intense as the grappling and the fans were in awe of the two. Both were in their element. Ethan felt himself getting into a rhythm. He was certain that he would be able to ride this out and punish Wyatt for this strategy. Wyatt, on the other hand, waited and watched Ethan get into a rhythm. He was anticipating it because Ethan grew predictable depending on what rhythm he had gotten into. It was nuanced and only a true master student would catch the pattern of the rhythm. Wyatt spent countless hours studying every fight Ethan fought. Through watching Ethan so many times, Wyatt found 5 different rhythms Ethan settles into depending on what strategy he is deploying. Wyatt saw that Ethan was going to wait him out and wear him down based on the rhythm Ethan was in. This made all of Ethan's moves extremely predictable. Wyatt had a hard time not telegraphing his awareness of everything was doing because he was waiting to that one perfect moment. Then when it came... "BAM!!!!!!!!" The sound of fist hitting bone echoed and reverberated throughout the warehouse. Everyone watching reacted with an audible gasp as it played out. The violence was intense. The brutality could be felt in every jaw of every fighter who watched. Wyatt's plan unhatched perfectly. With a left cross, Wyatt squarely caught Ethan in the jaw and sent The Alpha's head snapping back quickly followed by the body. Wyatt had caught Ethan by surprise by knowing the perfect point for him to switch to his southpaw stance and use his left which he reserves for only special occasions. This, this was the perfect occasion. Wyatt watched as Ethan's body tumbled backward to the mat. Ethan landed with a thud as his body bounced slightly. Wyatt stood over Ethan to see if The Alpha was knocked out. It was highly possible since Wyatt chose a point in Ethan's rhythm where he moved forward to dig in an uppercut to the stomach so Wyatt caught a full-speed Ethan moving into his fist as his fist moved at full speed towards Ethan. To Wyatt's surprise and delight, Ethan was not out, but definitely dazed. "Time to make you scream in pain," Wyatt plainly stated as he mounted Ethan and started to assault Ethan's vaunted abs. 

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