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#still saving for thoma though lmao
lovelyney · 1 year
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─────DATING THEM !! INAZUMA GUYS──────
CHARACTERS: ayato, gorou, heizou, itto, kazuha, thoma.
SCENT: headcanons
WARNINGS: hickeys (gorou, heizou, kazuha) and making out (heizou.)
⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯2022 !! #©LOVELYNEY
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꒱₊˚ 𝐀𝐘𝐀𝐓𝐎 !! 𝐏𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐀𝐑 𝐎𝐅 𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐈𝐓𝐔𝐃𝐄
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𖠵𝟎𝟏: I like to think Ayato is a combination of a gentleman and a sadist.
𖠵𝟎𝟐: On one hand, he likes to see you struggle and plays with you (harmlessly) because he finds it cute and entertaining.
𖠵𝟎𝟑: And on the other, given the nature of being the head of the Kamisato Clan and taking care of Ayaka, he’s also incredibly warm and gentle.
𖠵𝟎𝟒: Before you two started dating, Ayaka would always tease him about marrying you.
𖠵𝟎𝟓: He wanted to keep your relationship a secret from the public to save you from any nasty rumors. However, one day while you two were simply taking a walk together (you weren’t holding hands or anything), someone tried to whisper something behind your back sneakily, and Ayato had it with them and just kissed you right then and there to prove them wrong.
𖠵𝟎𝟔: He’s quite territorial and does not like sharing you.
𖠵𝟎𝟕: It’s hard to decipher the next you’ll see him with how hectic his schedule is.
𖠵𝟎𝟖: “(My) darling,” “(my) love,” and “honey.”
❝Darling, are you home? I know I said I wasn’t scheduled to return til’ next week, but I already feel so bad leaving you alone for such a prolonged period. So, I’m going to work harder and faster to return to you sooner. It really is the least I can do, my love.❞
𖠵𝟎𝟗: He always asks Thoma to look over you for him ;; the ginger, of course, doesn’t mind (:
𖠵𝟏𝟎: Whenever he’s away for long, he’ll write you long letters on how he’s doing and how much he misses you.
𖠵𝟏𝟏: If he sees something that reminds him of you, expensive or not, he’ll get it for you in a second.
𖠵𝟏𝟐: Decided he was going to marry you the second he saw you.
𖠵𝟏𝟑: He is perfect husband material, y’all.
𖠵𝟏𝟒: Really wants to start a family with you ‹//333 He’s waiting for work to settle down before consulting with you.
𖠵𝟏𝟓: Whenever you two get into arguments, you’ll always spend extra time with Ayaka and not even spare him a glance.
𖠵𝟏𝟔: Ayaka is very excited for you to marry him, by the way !! She couldn’t be happier that you’re the one taking care of her dear brother. Expect to go wedding shopping with her when the time comes.
𖠵𝟏𝟕: Given your relationship with him, people know not to bug you, but some people purposefully do so just to grab his attention.
𖠵𝟏𝟖: Ayato is a very pretty man which means there’s lots of stares. If you ever doubt yourself or his love, expect a very long and heated make-out session.
𖠵𝟏𝟗: He’s a very loving and passionate man both in bed and out of it !! He’s very domestic when it comes to romance, pushing aside his sadistic tendencies, BAHJSJ.
𖠵𝟐𝟎: Escorts you anywhere and everywhere in public.
𖠵𝟐𝟏: Surprisingly clingy and pouty when you aren’t giving him enough attention, LMAO.
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꒱₊˚ 𝐆𝐎𝐑𝐎𝐔 !! 𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐄 𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐈𝐎𝐑
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𖠵𝟎𝟏: The goodest of good boys !!
𖠵𝟎𝟐: Initially (and kinda still is) was incredibly shy and awkward.
𖠵𝟎𝟑: Besides that, he’s very considerate and loving !! He makes sure to look after you whenever he can.
𖠵𝟎𝟒: You are the only person who’s privileged to pet his ears and tail !! But be careful; he can and will revoke your privileges if you abuse them !!
𖠵𝟎𝟓: Please save this poor boy from Yae Miko’s teasing ‹//333
𖠵𝟎𝟔: (↑) You can confirm that he does like to hug his tail when he’s sleeping, though !!
𖠵𝟎𝟕: He keeps his and your relationship usually to himself unless directly asked about it. He isn’t ashamed or anything; he just doesn’t want the soldiers to know that he’s a cuddle bug at home; LOOOL.
𖠵𝟎𝟖: “Lovebug,” “honey/hon,” and “sweetheart.”
❝Welcome home, lovebug! You’re home later than usual; did something happen? Why do you look so upset? Ah. . . Just a worrisome day, huh? Do-Do you want me to draw you a bath? Y-You look like you could benefit from some relaxation. . . A-And I can join you if y-you’d like. . .?❞
𖠵𝟎𝟗: If you have a pet and give it more attention than him, he will pout. How dare you pet something that’s not him ??
𖠵𝟏𝟎: Tries his best not to get jealous because he trusts you. However, if he sees someone getting too close, he’ll hug you from behind and stare down the opposing person.
𖠵𝟏𝟏: One of his favorite cuddling positions is when he’s resting on top of you. You’re the best mattress he can ask for ‹333
𖠵𝟏𝟐: Has a nose of steel so you can’t go hiding any injuries from him !! Expect to be scolded if you try.
𖠵𝟏𝟑: If you two are out training together, he’ll always be sure to keep an eye on you to ensure you’re holding up okay.
𖠵𝟏𝟒: Isn’t the greatest with words, but his arms are always open to you if need the additional comfort. (:
𖠵𝟏𝟓: Probably isn’t as innocent as people make him out to be.
𖠵𝟏𝟔: A biter !! One of his favorite things to do is leave love bites down your collarbone. His teeth are also pretty sharp, so they leave a hell of a mark.
𖠵𝟏𝟕: If he wants your attention, he will get it. Sometimes, he’ll sit in your lap and nuzzle his nose against your neck or start sloppily kissing it to gain your attention.
𖠵𝟏𝟖: He’s completely smitten by you ‹33 You are the love of his life without a doubt.
𖠵𝟏𝟗: Talks about you with so much love that it’s incredibly obvious how obsessed he is.
𖠵𝟐𝟎: His ears always perk/twitch at the mention of your name.
𖠵𝟐𝟏: He hates leaving you so early in the morning or late in the night whenever he has night watches ): Expect to be sleeping in the days he isn’t working.
𖠵𝟐𝟐: Seeing you in your uniform for the first time had his tail wagging like a madman, LMAO.
𖠵𝟐𝟑: Loves seeing you absolutely kick ass, LMAO. He thinks you’re the coolest and hottest person ever whenever you beat someone tf up.
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꒱₊˚ 𝐇𝐄𝐈𝐙𝐎𝐔 !! 𝐀𝐍𝐀𝐋𝐘𝐓𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐋 𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐌𝐎𝐍𝐘
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𖠵𝟎𝟏: Whoever said Heizou doesn’t open up to many people clearly hasn’t met you !! He’s the one who chased after you.
𖠵𝟎𝟐: He was very flirty in the beginning, so it was hard to decipher whether or not he was just being Heizou or had actually taken a liking to you.
𖠵𝟎𝟑: Although, now that he started dating you, he's stopped flirting with a lot of people (much to your request, stop being a manwhore, Heizou.)
𖠵𝟎𝟒: Always takes the opportunity to tease you ;;
sometimes he fails to see that it actually bothers you and feels awful whenever he genuinely upsets you.
𖠵𝟎𝟓: Likes to act cocky, but he'll follow you around like a lost puppy when you're not giving him your attention.
𖠵𝟎𝟔: This man is INFATUATED with you and he doesn’t even try to hide it.
𖠵𝟎𝟕: He may flirt with whomever (most of the time for investigation purposes), but if he sees someone flirting with you, then he’s fuming and storming over there.
𖠵𝟎𝟖: Keeps a hand on you at all times whenever you two are out together—always gently tugging on your hand if you start to wander.
𖠵𝟎𝟗: “Sweetheart,” “partner (in crime),” “(my) love,” and “princess/prince.”
❝Aw, why the long face, partner? Someone been bothering you lately? Oh? You don’t say. . . Mind giving me a description of them? Hm? Why you ask? Well, that’s for me to know and you to find out, my love.❞
𖠵𝟏𝟎: Always willing to throw hands for you ‹333
𖠵𝟏𝟏: Sara doesn’t know how you deal with him but is only grateful that you keep him in check.
𖠵𝟏𝟐: He has to make out with you at least once “for good measure,” he says. 💀
𖠵𝟏𝟑: Seeing his marks on you gives him a completely different wave of accomplishment, LMFAO. But he also loves to be marked by you !! He wears them with pride everywhere he goes.
𖠵𝟏𝟒: He’s a detective for a reason; you cannot hide anything from him. If you’re not ready to talk about something, he’ll give you time, though.
𖠵𝟏𝟓: Sometimes if you have the free time, he likes to drag you along on a case he’s working on.
𖠵𝟏𝟔: Will sit you on his lap while he’s working; he claims your presence grounds him and helps him work better.
𖠵𝟏𝟕: One of his favorite things to do is sit you on a counter or desk and make out with you ‹//3 he loves having the higher ground.
𖠵𝟏𝟖: (↑) Another one is carrying you bridal style, especially in public. He doesn’t matter where or why; he just likes feeling like your knight in shining armor.
𖠵𝟏𝟗: Will drop whatever he’s doing just to take care of you or comfort you.
𖠵𝟐𝟎: Never one to be emotional, but whenever he sees you crying, it breaks him. And if it’s because of him ?? Might as well kill him right then and there ‹//3
𖠵𝟐𝟏: A sly bastard !! He will figure out a way to get what he wants when it comes to you.
𖠵𝟐𝟐: Loves whenever you kiss his beauty marks ‹/3 He has hearts floating around him fr fr.
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꒱₊˚ 𝐈𝐓𝐓𝐎 !! 𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐀𝐌𝐈𝐙𝐀𝐊𝐀 𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐎𝐈𝐂𝐒
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𖠵𝟎𝟏: The perfect combination of golden retriever boyfriend and himbo !!
𖠵𝟎𝟐: You’re not an ‘official’ member of the group as much as he says you are. However, your role fits in with Shinobu’s! (she greatly appreciates your assistance, LMFAO.)
𖠵𝟎𝟑: You and Shinobu are best friends !! You and her always like to playfully tease him that the two of you are gonna get together. (You always assure him you’d never actually do that, LOL.)
𖠵𝟎𝟒: Such a lovable dork )): ‹3 He never fails to express his love and care for you.
𖠵𝟎𝟓: You can guarantee that each and every member of the gang loves you !! They treat you as if you’re their older sibling (and/or) parent
𖠵𝟎𝟔: Itto loves to carry you on his shoulders !! He is pretty tall, so you always get a lovely view no matter where you are.
𖠵𝟎𝟕: Loves to boast about you every and any chance he gets !! You know how he did with Shinobu in Perilous Trials ?? think that but like times 10.
𖠵𝟎𝟖: Always asks you to paint his horns so that you can get the places he can’t reach.
𖠵𝟎𝟗: “Baby/babe,” “lovebug/bug,” and “honey/hon.”
❝Heyyyy, honey! I’m baaaack! Totally not from jail. . . What’s with that look for? Listen, listen. I’ll have you know that it was for a totally acceptable cause this time! This punk was saying some bad things about you and—ARGH! It makes me angry just thinking about it! Anyone who has something bad to say about you has to answer to me! No buts or ifs!❞
𖠵𝟏𝟎: He’s protective over you !! You’re such a beacon of light in his life, and he wants to shield that light with every drop of strength he has in him.
𖠵𝟏𝟏: On normal occasions, he’s calm and collected. However, if he hears someone actively talking shit about you or sees someone bothering you, that’s thrown away in a second.
𖠵𝟏𝟐: You have a small little enclosure that you put all the onikabuto he gives you in ‹3
𖠵𝟏𝟑: Hates seeing you hurt or sick; it makes him feel helpless ):
he tries not to come off as worried or panicky, but you see riiight through him.
𖠵𝟏𝟒: Finds you incredibly attractive whenever you snap at someone or beat someone (that’s not him) up.
𖠵𝟏𝟓: You know just how calm him down whenever he’s having an allergy attack; he’s very grateful he can rely on you.
𖠵𝟏𝟔: You always go through his food to make sure it doesn’t have any beans in it Sniffs.
𖠵𝟏𝟕: A giant manbaby when it comes to cuddles !! Cuddling with you is his favorite thing to do. Don't tell anyone but he loves to be the little spoon, hehe.
𖠵𝟏𝟖: People look at you two and go “how did that happen?” People thought you were dating him out of pity at first until you very sharply shot those rumors down before they could reach Itto.
𖠵𝟏𝟗: As much as Itto's capable of protecting himself, you're also protective over him when it comes to people talking shit out of fear of him taking everything to heart—only you can tease him.
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꒱₊˚ 𝐊𝐀𝐙𝐔𝐇𝐀 !! 𝐒𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐋𝐄𝐓 𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐕𝐄𝐒 𝐏𝐔𝐑𝐒𝐔𝐄 𝐖𝐈𝐋𝐃 𝐖𝐈𝐍𝐃𝐒
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𖠵𝟎𝟏: He. Is. Perfect !! Literally. He knows just what to do (most of the time) whenever and wherever. It’s like he has some kind of sixth sense when it comes to you.
𖠵𝟎𝟐: As someone who’s spent his time idling wandering around the nations, he used to avoid being tied down. However, since dating you, he wants nothing more than to settle in a home with you ‹3
𖠵𝟎𝟑: Husband/housewife material !! If you were to want to continue working while he stayed at home doing domestic chores, he’d be perfectly content with that.
𖠵𝟎𝟒: Surprisingly (or maybe not?) flirty. Seeing you all blushy and shy because of him complimenting you is his favorite thing.
𖠵𝟎𝟓: Whenever you’re heavily injured, his eyes will ALWAYS be focused on the rise and fall of your breathing and your vision. You can probably guess why.
𖠵𝟎𝟔: Isn’t shy with PDA in the slightest.
he loves to hold your hand or link arms with you anywhere he goes !! he just wants to have a hand on you !!
𖠵𝟎𝟕: Writes his newest poems about you, then gifts you them with some flowers (“:
𖠵𝟎𝟖: When he introduced you to Beidou, she literally crushed you in a hug and welcomed you delightfully to the Crux.
she likes to ask about you time to time !! always playfully teasing him about when he plans on proposing to you.
𖠵𝟎𝟗: “(My) maple,” “(my) love,” “(my) dove,” “(my) kaze,” and “hummingbird.”
❝My dearest maple, would you mind coming to my side for a moment? Hm? No, nothing’s wrong. Well, with me, at least. Your eyes—they look dull and lost, like a rose that’s about to wither away. Tell me, my love, what’s troubling you? You never have to shoulder your burdens alone.❞
𖠵𝟏𝟎: Likes to recite poetry to you, smiling whenever you drift off simply by the sound of his voice.
𖠵𝟏𝟏: If you ever try to take after him, talking in that soft and refined tone, he will melt on the spot.
𖠵𝟏𝟐: One of the best people you can go to for comfort and advice !! He, without a doubt, will give both.
𖠵𝟏𝟑: Being someone who’s often in no rush, he loves to sleep in with you, often tugging you back into his arms if you try and get up before him.
𖠵𝟏𝟒: So so touchy !! He loves to have his hands on you one way or another.
𖠵𝟏𝟓: Loves to play with your hair and braid it !!
𖠵𝟏𝟔: Would do everything and anything for you without question HDJEJEJ.
𖠵𝟏𝟕: Loves to trail kisses down your jawline and onto your collarbone; seeing you squirm in his hands is something he takes pride in.
𖠵𝟏𝟖: Doesn’t get jealous too easily, given his patience and trust in you. But, if he sees you getting uncomfortable and they’re not taking in the hint, he’ll step in and just. . . make out with you. Both to take your mind off the latter and to show them that you’re taken (and/or) drive them away.
𖠵𝟏𝟗: Praises and worships you like 24/7. He's the man for you if you have a praise kink BABSBDB.
𖠵𝟐𝟎: A really good kisser !! And he isn’t shy with it either, if it’ll get a reaction out of you; he’ll do it.
𖠵𝟐𝟏: Almost everything reminds him of you 😭😭 He somehow finds a way to correlate something with something you’ve said, done, etc.
𖠵𝟐𝟐: Loves neck kisses; he loves the adrenaline it gives him.
𖠵𝟐𝟑: Likes to shower/bathe with you ‹3 Seeing you lean into his palm while he's washing your hair makes him melt.
𖠵𝟐𝟒: One of his soft spots is seeing you wear his clothes !!
𖠵𝟐𝟓: Loves to whisper sweet nothings into your ear ‹3 Some promiscuous, some not. . . He’ll also nibble on and kiss your earlobe to provoke a reaction, hehe.
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꒱₊˚ 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐀 !! 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐓𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐎𝐑 𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐌 𝐀𝐅𝐀𝐑
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𖠵𝟎𝟎: Hello, one Thoma, please !!
𖠵𝟎𝟏: You see his title !! He’s very much a protector !! And a good one at that.
𖠵𝟎𝟐: 1000% husband material, quite literally the definition of it. Yes, he do the cooking; yes, he do the cleaning!!1!1 (nicki minjaj. . .)
𖠵𝟎𝟑: Has talked you up SO much to both the Kamisato siblings. Ayaka has grown to adore you ‹3
she was actually the one who gave him his final push to confess to you since he was feeling unsure!
𖠵𝟎𝟒: Worries excessively about you. He checks up on you mentally and physically 24/7.
𖠵𝟎𝟓: And if you’re not feeling well, you’re damn right if you think he’d drop anything he was doing to make sure you started feeling better.
𖠵𝟎𝟔: That said, he is the best person to go to if you’re feeling sick !! He has the best remedies and always ensures your comfort.
𖠵𝟎𝟕: Ayaka once asked him if he wanted to start a family with you; he talked for an entire hour on the subject. . .
𖠵𝟎𝟖: If you were to fall (and/or) need help reaching something, he’d laugh at you first before actually helping you ‹/33
𖠵𝟎𝟗: “Honey/hon,” “(my) love,” “lovebug,” and “sweetheart.”
❝Sweetheart! I saw the strangest thing today while I was out grocery shopping! I saw a guy who looked almost identical to me! The same hair and everything! Although, he dressed kind of oddly for Inazuma. . . Maybe you knew him? I didn’t ask his name. . .❞
𖠵𝟏𝟎: If someone were to flirt with him, he’d find a way to rope you into the conversation. EX: “Oh, you think my eyes are pretty? Ahah, thank you! My significant other, (NAME), always tells me that they remind them of calla lilies. They really are the sweetest. . . Say, do you want me to introduce them to you? I’m sure they’d love to meet you. . .”
𖠵𝟏𝟏: Loves to take care of you! whether or not the care is needed. he loves stuff like brushing your hair, cooking for you, showering/bathing with you, etc. . .
𖠵𝟏𝟐: Isn’t a very jealous type unless the person is actively getting closer to you (in proximity.) However, he cannot stand people making you uncomfortable, so will always butt in when needed (:
a particular case, though, is whenever Ayato gets a little too friendly with you, LMAO. he does it just to tease Thoma.
𖠵𝟏𝟑: Always gently scolds you whenever you get yourself injured or in trouble.
𖠵𝟏𝟒: Doesn’t really initiate PDA but will always indulge it if you wanted !!
𖠵𝟏𝟓: You are so engraved in his schedule that he finds it harder to sleep without you by him.
𖠵𝟏𝟔: Arguments aren’t too common, but that makes them worse when they do happen. He always feels incredibly guilty and tries to make it up immediately the following day ‹//3 He cannot stand to see you so upset. Sobs
𖠵𝟏𝟕: Always tugs you at his side whenever you’re wandering too far or whenever he senses you’re about to get yourself into trouble.
𖠵𝟏𝟖: Remembers everything you like and everything you don’t. In fact, he remembers just about everything you say to him. 😭
𖠵𝟏𝟗: Can and will listen to you talk for hours if that’s what you wanted (and/or) needed.
𖠵𝟐𝟎: Always puts others' arguments about you to a quick stop, wherever it be arguing with him or you. Nobody talks bad about the love of his life, smh.
𖠵𝟐𝟏: Gives you every type of lesson out there. Cooking, cleaning, knitting, you name it. You have no reason to worry if you’re struggling with either one of those things.
𖠵𝟐𝟐: KNITS !! YOU !! MATCHING !! BLANKETS !! AND !! SWEATERS !!
𖠵𝟐𝟑: Lots of visits to see the dogs and cats !! You guys gave them all personalities and backstories.
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celaenaeiln · 7 months
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I just finished Forever Evil and I think it’s insane how this man who even though is a parallel for Batman is still not Bruce and yet he shares the same codependency to his Dick, just like Bruce is lmao 😂 I’m starting to think that Damian is the only Wayne who have a healthy relationship with Dick, and that’s because it’s Dick himself who mentors & takes care of him 😂
YES YES YES!!!
I'm so glad you noticed!!
Dick isn't just made for Bruce okay, he was made for the Wayne family.
Like this is actually canon!!
Telos - the AI who was the one who used his powers to cause the convergence of the multiverses in Convergence - says this
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Convergence Issue #4
"Your Batman. He died protecting you. Or trying to. The bond between you and Bruce Wayne echoes in every reality."
And he's right. Well, almost.
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Convergence Issue #4
THOMAS WAYNE LITERALLY WENT FROM "I don't care if you die" to "I'M BLOWING MYSELF UP TO SAVE YOU. I DON'T CARE WHAT YOUR LAST NAME IS, IT'S WAYNE NOW BISH" in two seconds flat.
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Convergence Issue #2
And the thing is Bruce's dad and Dick didn't even know each other until like an hour ago but instantly Thomas Wayne was taken by him.
Ofcourse you have Bruce's brother too who also loves Dick
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Justice League (2011) Issue #25
"In another world, you called me the brother you never had. And you were the brother I always hoped for."
Which is a pretty big thing given what he did to Bruce:
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Justice League (2011) Issue #25
But does it end there? Is Thomas Wayne Jr's twisted desire to have Dick by his side again the finale of the show? NO BECAUSE IT ISN'T EVEN THE CLIMAX
He murdered Dick's parents just so he could have Dick bond with him. He crossed to a whole another world because he was driven mad with grief at not having Dick by his side
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Justice League (2011) Issue #25
You know what this means? If Bruce hadn't reached Dick in time, then Dick would be Talon on Owlman's earth again. His intent here isn't just fixing his earth as he claims to Dick. No, his real intent is the unspoken thoughts in the Owlman text.
But you know what's kinda freaky? Bruce on another world has done the exact same thing as Owlman. Owlman has watched Dick for a long time and then killed Dick's parents. This Bruce Wayne didn't kill Dick's parents but -
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The All Star Batman and Robin, the Boy Wonder Issue #1
"Yeah, I've had my eye on him for awhile."
Bruce, can you make it sound any creepier and stalkery?
Aside from the general creepiness of observing Dick, they do have the same codependency issues. Now that you bring it up, Thomas Wayne Jr's mental state relied on Dick's happiness and exitence and Bruce's does too -
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Detective Comics (2016) Issue #1074
When Bruce gets possessed by a demon, in the safety of his mind, he goes back to two memories he cherishes dearly, two memories where he uses as pillars of strength his dad and the Dick.
When Dick is killed by the monster in his mind, the light in Bruce's head literally goes out. He then goes to the worst place and time in his mind - his parents' death. I seriously cannot overstate the importance of Dick to him.
He and Dick are connected in every universe.
Damian undoubtedly has the healthiest codependency relationship with Dick. Unlike Thomas who died for him, Thomas Wayne Jr who killed for him, Bruce who lives off him, Damian needs him in a way that doesn't drive Dick crazy lol. For now.
In the future if Dick dies though,
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Batman (1940) Issue #666
So....
the entire Wayne family's kinda crazy about Dick.
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petrichor-idyllic · 1 year
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Hello, I loved your Minho stories and I want to make a request. Minho and female reader are in a dangerous situation and one of those saves the other and the one that's been saved kisses the others cheek as a thank you and the tension is like super high. Thank you♡♡
Ooo yesss finally I get to write some action! I've been waiting for this.
Also, I know it's not really fluff, but that was the only category I write that I could fit this in on my masterlist lmao.
HIDE AND SEEK
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MASTERLIST | MINHO MASTERLIST
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SUMMARY: See above. Takes place before the arrival of Thomas.
WARNINGS: Inappropriate language, pure unbridled panic.
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"Will you hurry your ass up?" Minho shouts from ahead of you, already irritated by your slower pace than him.
You're a Runner. Well, you're going to be a Runner. You're currently in your awkward training phase, which means that until you get good enough to run on your own, you're stuck with the grumpy and sarcastic Keeper.
Honestly, Minho was reluctant to agree to it. You're a girl- the only girl, and he's not exactly prepared to deal with you or your shit. So, when Alby put you forward to be a Runner after one of the boys got injured, Minho was quick to decline.
He figured you wouldn't be able to handle it but he was swiftly reminded by Newt about your first day.
It was definitely a Greenie day to be remembered. First, a girl shows up, shocking everyone.
And then you ran.
Unbelievably fast, grabbing the sides of the metal cage of the Box, hurling yourself up, and using the boys' momentary confusion to make your escape. It wasn't unusual for Greenies to run; there's actually an on-going inside joke about it.
What stunned them was when Gally caught you as he'd ran from another direction, and you socked him so hard in the jaw that the Med-jacks thought he'd broke it. It's a bit of a blur now, but you managed to take down three boys twice your size before Newt hit you in the head with a shovel.
You still have the scar.
Honestly, Minho wishes he would've been there to see it, but alas, he was not. Though the uproar he returned to was like no other.
Your fiery energy and impossibly high stamina is perfect for running the Maze, and Minho was forced to accept that.
"Hey!" He grinds to a halt, spinning around and snapping at you, "The shuck are ya doin'? We gotta move!"
You had stopped in front of one of the walls, examining the lettering under the ivy.
"There's words!"
"Yeah! I know, come on!"
You groan.
Minho is relentless. At first, you were thrilled you were getting some alone time with the very attractive Runner- but you quickly came to learn he's just as draining as any other boss you'd have.
"I'm just looking, man," you jog over to him, "what's the big deal? We're already ahead of schedule."
"That doesn't mean we can stop. I told you- we can never-"
"Yeah, yeah, 'never stop running'. I know, I know. Just lemme be curious for a second, a'ight?"
"We don't have time for that," he starts walking ahead, preparing himself to break into another sprint before actually doing it.
"Sure we do; it's kinda like the whole point of the gig," he raises his eyebrow, looking at you over his shoulder, "yanno? To be curious about the Maze?"
Minho doesn't even bother responding, probably because you're right, but he's never going to admit when he's wrong. He takes off running again, and you huff, grumbling to yourself that he doesn't have to be such a dick. But you still follow him without hesitation.
He turns another corner. Then another. And another.
Until he stops dead in his tracks. He stops so suddenly you nearly run straight into the back of him, just managing to slow in time.
"What are you doing?" You hiss, but he looks back at you, anger flashing in his eyes for a second before he presses a finger to his lips, telling you to shut up.
He then points ahead and you follow his finger, eyes widening at the sight.
Around the next corner, you can see the long, sectioned tail of a Griever. Its scorpion-inspired stinger on full display as you suck in a deep breath.
"Back up," he mumbles, his voice barely a whisper as you're frozen behind him, "slowly."
You nod feverishly, taking a step backwards. Suddenly, you've become his best student yet, ready to listen to anything and everything he tells you to do.
Minho follows suit, not letting the creature out of his sight, and you're preparing yourself to make a straight sprint back to the Glade. Maybe he was right- this Runner shit might not be for you.
"Okay," he basically hums, "once we're back round the corner, run for it."
"Sounds like a plan," you attempt to push out, but your knees are shaking as adrenaline makes your heartbeat jump into your ears.
You take another cautious step back and Minho is quick to follow.
Only for you to almost pass out from fear when a load mechanical screech shakes the walls of the Maze. You don't even get to see that the Griever has turned around, but judging by Minho's reaction, it had.
"Go! Go! Run!" You scramble slightly, your hands hitting the floor from how fast you spin around. Minho half catches you, even though you don't need him to. He pushes you forward, giving you an unnecessary but appreciated head start.
Minho is hot on your heels as you bolt through the Maze, allowing you to take the lead. Not that he has much choice.
"Minho!" You're suddenly overwhelmed with concern for the boy and you glance over your shoulder.
"Don't look back!" He yells, breath heavy and his footsteps hitting the solid floor that echos through the walls. "Don't worry about me, alright? Just run!"
You caught a brief glimpse of the monstrosity hunting you down. It's surprisingly fleshy, its bulbous skin is shiny, and multiple metal arms stick out aimlessly in multiple directions as small spikes cover its slimey body.
You'll be seeing that in your nightmares.
You're fast to turn another corner, nearly tripping over some vines- 'breadcrumbs' as Minho calls them -that you'd cut off of the wall earlier.
"Hey, watch out for-" you have no time to fully warn Minho as his foot catches on the severed plant, his body tumbling to the floor.
You stop immediately, your companion taking forefront in your list of concerns as you run towards him. He's quick to get back on his feet, your grasping hands doing very little to actually help him.
"Come on! Come on!" You shout as Minho finds his feet again.
The Griever is closer now, the clicking and whirring noises are far too close for comfort as you start running again. It's right behind you as it suddenly dives forward.
It bumps against Minho, knocking him down and colliding with you, forcing you onto the floor as you roll a few feet, groaning.
The creature is quick to get on top of you. It's metal spider legs trap you in place as it's gross, dripping mouth opens, letting out a terrifying scream that sounds like a mix of animal and machine.
You cry out in response as it lifts its tail, holding the pointed syringe that's attached above your head. It's almost teasing you, like it enjoys watching you squirm and scream for your life.
Out of nowhere, a rock hits the creature square in the head as Minho stands stunned, his chest rising as falling. The Griever lifts its face away from yours to face him, and he immediately backs away as it lets out another ferocious animalistic noise.
You take the opportunity to squeeze between its legs, just managing to slip through. Half-crawling, half-running, you rush to Minho.
He grabs you, yanking you up straight as you run back in the direction you just came from. The Griever is slow to react to this.
As you remember Minho saying; "they're dangerous bastards, but dumb as klunk."
You both take what you can get, the pure stress distracting both of you as Minho is still yet to let go of your hand.
"Come on," he's almost breathless, something you've never seen before, "I've got an idea."
You blindly follow him. Not that you have much choice as he's practically dragging you.
You're definitely not cut out for this type of work yet. Your sides burn as anaerobic reparation kicks in and the muscles in your legs feel like they're about to give in at any second.
You turn another corner, and Minho sharply pulls you to the right. He starts rummaging around the ivy, muttering to himself. "C'mon, c'mon!"
"What are you doing?" You snap, your voice breaking. He ignores you.
"Yes!" He pulls back a chunk of ivy to reveal a dip in the wall. It's small, less than a metre long and a few feet deep into the wall.
He steps into it, his back pressed to the side as he ushers you to join him. You pause for a second until the noises of the approaching amalgamation of horrors fills your ears.
He pulls you in with him, and you struggle to fit, your back against the other side and your front to his. He reaches out, pulling the ivy that falls back in place, covering you both back up.
The ivy acts as a blanket, light breaking in and reflecting off of Minho's face, which is beaded with sweat. You both hold your breath as you hear the creature cover the ground of the stretch of corridor.
You screw your eyes shut, only allowing yourself to open them once the shadow of the creature passes.
You look at Minho. His head is thrown back against the wall as his chest rises and falls, relief visibly washing over him.
Several minutes pass as you both will your bodies to calm down. Your body has turned to mush, and you're sure that if it weren't for Minho and the wall, you would've collapsed by now.
"Are you okay?" Your voice comes out as strained and scratchy. To your surprise, Minho scoffs.
"Are you?"
"Yeah," you pant out, "I think so."
"Not stung, are ya?"
"You didn't give it chance." He scoffs again. "How'd you know this was here?"
"I've run this thing every day since I can remember," he explains as you look at him, "I know these walls like the back of my hand."
It's impressive. It really is. What Minho's capable of is almost superhuman. The Maze is huge- you've run his routes with him for a couple of days, and that's just the parts he normally covers. This little crevice isn't even on his normal path, yet he knew almost exactly where it was.
Neither of you moved for a while, only now becoming aware of how close you are. Your chests are pushed together, and your faces are merely inches apart. The whole thing would be very hot if you hadn't just nearly fucking died.
"Alright, come on," Minho reaches out, pushing the leaves out of his way again and shuffling to fit out, trying his best not to push against you more than he has to.
Once out, he holds the plant in place as he jolts his head, gesturing you to join him, "We're good. It's clear."
You nod, also stepping out of your safe place, taking an anxious look either side. Just in case.
"We're going back to the Glade, right? 'Cause fuck continuing after that." He attempts to give you a smirk but it falls flat.
"Yeah, we're going back. When klunk like this happens, we normally call it a day. There's only so much I can take, too."
Neither of you have the energy to break into anything more than a jog, but time is on your side, so it's not a problem. You also want to save your remaining energy for another potential Griever attack.
The events of what just happened flash before your eyes, and it doesn't take a genius to realise you'd be dead if it weren't for the boy. You trail behind again but he doesn't shout at you this time.
You're not as used to dealing with this as he is, after all.
As the Glade slowly approaches, your new feelings of appreciation run strong as the experience slowly starts to sink in.
You owe Minho your life- you owe him everything. If he didn't think fast and throw that rock, you would've been stung. Or worse. You shiver at the thought.
But that doesn't stop you from picking up pace slightly, catching up to him. Delicately, you touch his wrist. You know you're safe here- Grievers don't come this close to the Glade in the day.
"Hey, Minho," he glances at his wrist and then up to your face.
"Yeah?" Your words fail you for a second. Even in his disheleved state, he still looks pretty, and the way he's looking at you right now could make you melt. He seems softer than before, almost like he's coming to terms with what's happened himself.
Instead of speaking, you stand on your tiptoes, leaning in and planting a kiss on his cheek.
You pull away, examining his face. The harmless gesture has made Minho's face red. Well, redder, at least, as blush dusts his tanned skin.
"Thank you," you whisper, your faces almost as close as when you were hiding in the wall.
"For what?" It's not cocky. He seems genuinely dumbfounded at what you could possibly be appreciative of.
"For saving my life. Duh."
His eyes flicker to your lips, seemingly unintentionally as his body turns more towards you. The action makes butterflies form in your stomach, causing all the fatigue to evaporate from your aching muscles.
He leans in further and you don't move, your noses brushing for a second until you jolt backwards, startled as a voice reaches you from the Glade.
"The shuck are you shanks doing back here?" Alby's deep voice sounds like a frown, "It's not even lunch yet!"
Minho passes you one more look. A look that's full of an emotion you can't quite read.
"We nearly shuckin' died, you slinthead!" He shouts, stepping away from you and towards the Leader lingering at the Doors. "That's what!"
You're left standing in the corridor. You can hear Minho already start to bicker with the older boy, who seems more irritated than concerned for your well-being.
You can still feel the ghost of Minho's close presence lingering around you, causing another adrenaline spike. Your heart is pounding in your chest like it's trying to break free from your ribcage.
For the second time today.
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This was genuinely so fun to write. I literally sat down and wrote it in one sitting. I really liked this promt and just knew I had to do it as soon as I saw it.
Requests are still open, and I hope you enjoyed :))
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killersbasement · 2 years
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ideal gifts for the slashers
hi im gonna start on requests again right after this
characters included : micheal myers, jason voorhees, bubba sawyer, thomas hewitt, brahms heelshire, billy lenz, pyramid head
warnings : none
micheal myers
uhhhh...a knife sharpener? idk lmao
although if you buy candy he will consider that a gift
even if you're trying to save it for halloween or something he's just gonna take it
and good luck hiding it somewhere, he will find it
yk that picture of a guy reaching through the ceiling to grab some bananas? that's micheal with candy if you hide it
jason voorhees
he will like literally anything you give him
since he sees it as such a romantic gesture it doesn't matter what the gift itself is
but, ideally, he would like some outdoorsy stuff
likes camping (technically he is always camping) and stuff like that is nostalgic to him
bubba sawyer
makeup...
if you wear makeup he probably steals yours
just get him some of his own and he'll leave your stuff alone
mostly, he might still steal it
oh also any like classic valentine's/romantic gifts like flowers he loves that sort of thing
thomas hewitt
he seems like the type of person to mostly appreciate "useful" gifts
like someone who would be happy if you bought them an air fryer LMAO
if you give him something that doesn't have a real purpose he'll still keep it
but he likes useful stuff more, especially cause he'll be reminded of you every time he uses it
brahms heelshire
kind of hard to surprise him with stuff when you can't leave the mansion
you might be able to sneak some stuff in with the delivery boy though
buy him a barbie doll set. /srs
ANYWAYS he considers you cooking for him all the time a gift
billy lenz
fidget toys and stuff to chew on
if he doesn't have stuff like that he's either gonna pick at his fingernails or bite you
so yeah fidgety stuff is ideal
but also likes getting clothes, especially if they're yours
cuz then they smell like you
he will stop wearing them when they stop smelling like you though
pyramid head
it's kind of hard to find gifts in silent hill
but he'll appreciate basically any random item you find if you give it to him
like jason, he just appreciates the gesture and thinks its a cute human tradition
has no standards for what gifts should be
if you give him a rock he'll appreciate it
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lemonykoo · 2 years
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kidnapped - kamisato ayato
Pairing: Ayato x Female Reader
Genre: Fluff!
Word Count: 1.5k
Notes: Requested! You get kidnapped on your way to the Kamisato estate by the Fatui, and your lovely fiancé comes to save you! Sorry if Ayato is a little ooc, I’m still learning about him hehe. I also realized that halfway through Fatui agents are like one separate thing so whenever I say Fatui agents just know I’m not meaning the one thing and like multiple Fatui people if that makes sense. I know it doesn’t but pretend it does lmao. And thank you guys for 300 followers!!
The trek from Inazuma City to the Kamisato Estate was a fairly lengthy one, as well as potentially dangerous, depending on which way you took. So, normally on your walks to and fro the Kamisato Estate, you’d be accompanied by a few guards, or Thoma and Ayaka, or even your fiancé, Ayato, himself. It all really depended on who was available at the time, though with your new relation to the Yashiro Commissioner now, someone was always available to assist you any way. Today, however, you decided to make the journey yourself for reasons unknown, really. It shouldn’t be that difficult, you told yourself. You had made this trip multiple times and had only come across danger a couple of times, so you assumed today would be like a walk through a park.
Although Ayato said you could stay full time at his and his sister’s estate, you still had family in Inazuma City that would feel lonely without you visiting, like your grandparents who helped raised you after your parents left to Liyue for business. After the whole Sakoku Decree ordeal, they weren’t able to come and visit freely anymore. You still could exchange letters but, unfortunately, that just wasn’t the same as having them with you. With that being said, your grandparents had been with you for basically your entire life, so when you and Ayato announced your engagement, they were thrilled, but also a little disheartened to see their only grandchild leave them. Being the gentleman he was, Ayato extended his invitation to the estate to your family so you could have them with you, but they politely declined, wishing to stay in the house they had lived in for ages to preserve the memories they had in it. So, here you were, making almost weekly trips to their small house to bring them food and spend time with them to keep them (and yourself) happy.
Your trip was smooth sailing until you made it to Chinju Forest. The area always gave you the creeps and being by yourself made it even worse. You were almost home, though, you continued to press forward until you heard some rustling in the trees around you. You didn’t have time to react – which, you didn’t know what you’d do anyways now that you think about it – but you soon found yourself surrounded by Fatui agents.
“She’s the Yashiro Commissioner’s fiancée, right?” one them asked, to which another nodded, chuckling.
“I’m sure we can get a lot done with her on our hands,” the second one said, stalking toward you.
Maybe, you should’ve looked for Thoma at the Tea House before you came back home. Of course, it was too late now.
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Hearing footsteps approach, Ayato looked to the entrance to the Kamisato Estate to see Thoma enter. The Commissioner didn’t even have to ask – just seeing the dejected look on his housekeeper’s face told him that you weren’t still in Inazuma City, nor anywhere along the route Ayato thought you would’ve taken to come back home.
“Maybe she didn’t come back home,” Ayaka stated once Thoma joined the two. “What if she went somewhere else?”
“I asked her grandparents,” Thoma said. “They said she didn’t mention going anywhere else before she would come back here. Even still, where would she go that would take her so long to get back? It’s getting late.”
Ayato was silent, thinking. He was thinking of all the places you would possibly go, but nothing made sense to him. You wouldn’t have gone to the Tea House in Inazuma City, since Thoma had been there earlier and someone would’ve definitely mentioned your presence there. Normally if you went shopping around Inazuma City or even Ritou, you’d take Ayaka along with you since it was “tradition,” according to you two.
Before Ayato could explain his thoughts to his sister and housekeeper, an out-of-breath messenger was stopped at the entrance to the Estate.
“And who might you be?” one of the guards asked, standing in the way of the disheveled man.
“I come with a message from the Fatui,” he explained, holding up what looked like a letter with something that caught the light of the setting Sun.
Before the guard could respond, Ayato was making his way toward the pair. “Give me that,” he demanded in a tone Ayaka rarely heard him use. The messenger handed him the letter with what appeared to be a hairclip. To anyone, this might have seemed like just an ordinary hair clip bought from some con man in Ritou trying to earn a couple Mora selling “real jewels.” To Ayato, though, he knew it was your hairclip – a matching one you had with his sister. You were best friends with Ayaka before you and he had any sort of romantic relationship, and on her birthday one year you bought each other matching hairclips. Ayaka’s had been broken a few months ago, but you still wore yours every day as a testament to your friendship.
Ayato quickly scanned the letter that came with your hairclip and felt a sort of fire burn within his chest. The letter was nothing more than a taunting ransom note, asking for lots of Mora for your safe return from the Fatui’s capture. This letter might’ve been more threatening to Ayato if he wasn’t already upset. To say the least, he was dead set on finding you and getting you back safely, no matter what it took.
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It didn’t take long for your fiancé to discover the Fatui’s hiding place. Not only was it hinted at in the letter, but Ayato had his ways. It was a little cave, and upon approaching, Ayato already found you near the back, curled up into a little ball against the rocky wall. You didn’t look to be terribly injured, which calmed Ayato just a bit. At most, you just looked a bit scratched up and anxious.
“I believe you have something of mine,” Ayato spoke, entering the cave with slow steps and drawing the attention the Fatui agents lurking around. You didn’t move, hopefully just unconscious.
“Oh, yes, and you have something of ours,” a cicin responded, lurking closer to the hyrdo vision wielder. “Give us the More, and we’ll give you the girl.”
Ayato made an amused noise before drawing his sword. “I don’t think you understand. You can’t just take something of mine and get away with it. I think-” an image of him made of water appeared near him- “it is only fair that I take something of yours, too.”
You must have been awoken during the fight, for when all the Fatui had been defeated, you were looking expectantly at Ayato with eagerness. “Ayato!” you exclaimed, earning a soft grin accompanied by a light blush from your fiancé. “You found me,” was all you could say in greeting, to which Ayato chuckled. He noticed tears in your eyes as he untied you from your restraints. While the Fatui might not have hurt you, your kidnapping obviously put you under a tremendous amount of stress. Ayato quickly made a note to make sure you always had a guard with you.
Hoisting you up quickly but gently from your place on the ground, Ayato carried you bridal-style away from the cave you had been stowed away in. “Of course, I did,” he hummed, leaning down to give you loving kiss. “Did you expect me to leave you, my lovely, soon-to-be wife with them? You must not know me well.”
You giggled his jesting, but your breath hitched as you started to cry, the reality of the situation you had just been in weighing down on you. “Why are you crying, my dove?” Ayato asked, watching your crystal-clear tears flow down your cheeks like soft rain.
“I-I’m sorry,” you cried. “I don’t mean to, it’s just-”
“It’s okay,” he reassured, stooping his head down to plant another kiss on your temple. “You’re safe now, okay? And I promise that will never happen again. You have my word.” You were silent as tears continued to slip down from your eyes. “It’s okay to cry, y/n. Don’t be ashamed of it.”
“But I’m crying,” you sniffled, “and everything is over.”
Ayato chuckled, his airy laugh easing your anxieties. “That’s okay. It was a troubling experience, so you shouldn’t hold you tears back if they come.” He looked down at you, his tone shifting. “However, I do hate seeing you cry. I don’t like seeing you this way.” Before you could respond, he gave you yet another kiss. “Everything is okay, dove. There’s nothing to worry about anymore, okay? I’m going to take you back home, and Thoma will fix you a nice hot meal and I will make sure you get all the cuddles you could ever want when you go to bed, hm? Does that sound satisfactory?”
You smiled, readjusting your arms around his neck to raise yourself up a bit to plant a kiss on his cheek. “Very satisfactory,” you giggled before Ayato turned to place one last, warm kiss on your lips.
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cerise-moon · 11 months
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Hewwo Friend Ceri, you asked for characters for headcanons, may i ask for Angie/Anju or Hazuki headcanons?
(CRACKS KNUCKLES) ok a few hours of sleep paralysis and a walk thru irl terajuma later
(sorry for lateness lol)
I'm gonna split up Angie and Anju since yknow, same body, vastly different personalities . I have way more for Anju tho since she's the actually relatively functional one in terms of mind.
--- Angie ---
if she were to have a favorite seafood. it would be fried shellder
doesn't actually sit waiting for people to come to dinner parties of death all day . lord help the maid that accidentally interrupts her while she seems to be talking to herself, though
there's still a glimmer of favouritism towards the regice above all of the pokemon she uses.
--- Anju ---
Very very very good at ice skating.
Loves ice puzzles, and her friends would endure smacking facefirst into ice for her if it meant her face lit up from them trying it
blue raspberry . favorite water ice
girl has NO spice tolerance fr lmao
she loves spoiling her friends with gifts. particularly clothes, pins, the visual kind. she gave Vivian in particular a lot of flower pins, etc, after learning her wish for the cherry blossom trees.
Cella is also HER lawyer lol. before the uh, incident:tm:, she was helping her deal with all that fun stuff listed in the papers on her castle's desk. Hence why they were also in contact; besides the situation with Vivian, of course
really likes Snorunt. finds the little guys adorable. probably knitted/bought baby Kreiss a Snorunt plush. hc he still has it and doesn't know where tf it came from of course, he just finds it nice.
--- Hazuki ---
favorite foods include stuff like eggs, stews, etc
she's actually very smart! despite how the impulsiveness and the "humans from eggs" comment. Any misinformation on that front is entirely her family's fault. As Saki learned engineering and stuff FROM her, she is also very good at engineering and mathematics.
speaks at LEAST five different languages; Japanese (Hoennian), English (Galarian), Spanish (Paldean), French (Kalosian), and Russian. Perhaps even more, considering how business oriented both her family and Thomas Sr's were.
Knows how to use normal swords and the like too, but her Aegislash (then Honedge) was always her main weapon when it came to her duties. She duel wielded for a time when it was a Doublade of course, and was very skilled with that as well.
Liked fairytales and daydreamed a lot-- when she wasn't on guard of course. Actually had a bit of trouble in early life due to trouble staying grounded, but it got a lot more manageable.
Was friends with Anju before she was friends with Nymiera, Vivian, and Cella. They'd play little classic saving-princess-from-the-dragon games (despite Anju's ice specialty making her technically even more capable of killing dragons lol.) With both of their families in such a standing, they basically met thru a bring your kid to work day lol.
Was kinda scared of Darumakas when she was small
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heronpoxed · 4 months
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Do you ever wonder what if Tara took Abel and Thomas out of Charming while Jax was in prison? Or had reached out to Wendy while Jax was in prison?
Hi <3 so sorry for a late reply. Hope it still counts lol
I don't think I can give you a specific answer to that since I haven't thought about it before because s3-4 Tara is simply not that kind of person to run away from her jailed but hopeful husband whose promises still hold some weight lmao.
I'm pretty sure if Tara had decided to leave while Jax was in prison, Gemma would've thrown a fit but eventually let her go because Jax would have supported Tara's decision to get the boys as far away from charming as possible. And I will die on this hill. Jax's mindset in prison was the clearest it has ever been. So even if Tara had run away without telling him a thing he would've been hurt but also extremely relieved. He says so himself that he has been coming to that same decision for those 14 months. This is why I love s4 Jax -- he has his priorities straight, desperately wants to be a family man, can see things for what they are, and recognize the toxicity and the dangers that come with SAMCRO.
Due to Jax's fresh and family-oriented mindest Tara's exit would've been extremely peaceful. Jax definitely would've tried his best to leave, track Tara & the boys down, and be a normal husband & dad in a normal family. If anything, Tara's exit would've made Jax's more doable and even quiet to a certain degree.
Now about Wendy: There's no chance in hell that s3-4 Tara would contact Wendy and ask her to be a legal guardian. Despite the letters, despite the truth about JT, Clay and Gemma, despite all that fear and the chaos going through her mind, early seasons Tara still perceives Wendy as the person who hurt Abel (unintentionally or not), gave up custody and hasn't so much as reached out to ask about him so for Tara Wendy is not an option. However, lets assume she did reach out to her -- not a lot would've changed because in that scenario Wendy is just a quick back-up plan if things go south. But there would've been some skirmishes like:
Jax and Gemma would've gone absolutely nuts if they found out because no one trusts Wendy at that point in the show. Especially Jax. He's so hostile towards her in s4 that you could safely say that he considers her an enemy.
but it would've made things considerably faster, easier, and safer for Tara. If she'd had everything planned with Wendy long before the events of s4, a lot of heartache, lying, and deception could've been avoided. I think she would've felt a lot more calm and grounded knowing that Wendy was on board and would gladly step in and save the boys in case of an emergency.
Unfortunately that's all I have at the moment. I haven't rewatched the show for quite a while now and my mind is hazy on some stuff. I plan or rewatching soon though and hopefully I'll find more insights on those hypotheticals <3
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otherworldly-locos · 2 years
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My thomas design is finally done oh my god (1/7)
Here is the boy! I’ve procrastinated for maybe like 5 months now on trying to get my ttte designs done. I have no idea why, but my body physically wouldn’t let me draw the train men 😭
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But now since Thomas is done, im gonna start working on edward pretty soon.
Some info on him under the cut :))
•Thomas Graham was born in the uk and loved everything trains. His father worked on the gwr so he was a very big inspiration for little Thomas. He took the time to watch his father work and tagged along with him if he could.
•Thomas was friends with Percy Lewis growing up, a kid who also really liked trains but also liked knitting and other activities like that. They always played a game where one of them was a conductor and the other was a passenger. The train was usually made out of a wooden box.
•They both went to the same junior high, high school, and university centered on engineering and robotics. Both of them were practically inseparable.
•Then after university, they moved to sodor to become engineers and the fat controller gave them both their own engines.
I’m not that good with the biography stuff so I’m gonna move to hcs lmao
•Thomas is very famous on the island due to the multitude of heroic deeds he had performed for the past couple decades.
•very much a big prick. He can be kind and respectful on rare occasions but to mostly everyone (even sir topam hatt) he is very rude and annoying. Hiro and Percy are the only exceptions though. He cares for them too much.
•He likes playing sports a ton. He plays a game of football (soccer) with the steam team when they all have their break days.
•This is just a quirk that my ver of sodor has but people who are born on sodor or have moved to the island are gifted/cursed with sorta eternal youth. But it varies from person to person. This is a phenomenon that’s never been explained.
•That specific quirk effected Thomas when he moved to the island. When he arrived, he was 26. But as time went on, he noticed he never aged physically. So thomas is pretty damn old considering how he works on the railway for decades. But he still has a childlike attitude.
•Thomas has the biggest, fastest crush on Percy. He loves his best friend so much. But he can’t bring himself to tell Percy. He fears it’ll ruin their relationship.
•him and Percy like to pull pranks on the steam team and other ppl on the island that they know
•This mf has a record collection and loves listening to billy Joel and the Beatles. Although he was born in the uk, he likes American music very much.
•He hates Diesel 10 so so so much. Like a grudge type of hate. He feels this way because d10 did some not very good things in the magic railroad and dotd. There’s definitely no way he’ll change his opinion on him anytime soon.
•other then Percy, his other close friends have to be Anne & clarabelle, hiro, skiff, lady, and the rest of the steam team ofc. He has a rocky relationship with the strike trio but still loves them very very much.
•dude snores so loudly. Gordon’s room in next to his and the man wants to throw him through a wall sometimes.
•very very proud of his shitty stubble
•saving this for last but Thomas is fatherless. His dad died of an accident whilst walking to work. Very sensitive topic for him :(
All this info probably sounded a lot better in my head but I hope this is alright! I’m really excited about making my own human au. I’ve been thinking about this for awhile :))
Edit: fuck the whole thing about the island having a weird age thing, I’m not gonna mess with that since it’s complicated and I’m lazy so they age normally now.
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infriga · 5 months
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Finished Alan Wake 2, it was awesome! The mystery was well done, they improved a lot on the first game's mechanics, the characters were fun and interesting, Casey and Saga lived!!! (and technically so did Alan? I think? Alice mentioned that the only ways out were destruction or ascention, and they were on the way to ascention, and the light bullet was from her. I'm glad her suicide wasn't real that one stung when I watched that video ngl lol 😭), I like how they actually did encorporate Alice's photography into the artistic creation powers aspect of the plot like I've wanted them to, and it's even hinted that she's actively working on saving Alan somehow (her light bullet being a part of that presumably), and I like how they pulled an inception style ending where we never actually get to see if Logan picks up when Saga calls her.
I thought it was funny how Alan was like "this is a horror story so for this to work the ending has to be dark, a price has to be paid by one of the heroes" and Saga's response was basically "well clearly Logan, Casey, and I will all survive and thrive. I've earned my happy ending and I won't take no for an answer." leaving Alan as the only option of the 2 heroes to pay the "price" lmao. Like I'm sure he woulda offered anyway and I don't think she was being callous so much as just trying to figure out a way to get her family (which includes Casey of course) out of this in-tact and unharmed, but it still made me laugh how blunt she was about it lol. Saga knew what she wanted and she was getting it, extremely valid. And Alan survived anyway, so like Saga said it's not the end of his story 👀. It's also possible that Saga has her own price to pay in some way, like maybe having to escape the Dark Place still?
There are still some plot threads left unaddressed that I find really interesting:
Odin and Tor went into the lake after Saga and technically her and Casey are still stuck in the dark place as far as I'm aware.
How did Rose get into the dark place, like was that really her there? And if so, how will she get out? Alan said he wasn't sending her messages but her knowledge was way too detailed for it to just be coincidence. Maybe Alice is the one sending her messages? Or maybe they're from the future and Alan hasn't sent them yet?
Wtf is going on with Thomas Zane and why do Ahti, Odin, and Tor keep calling Alan Tom? I keep wondering if maybe Scratch was actually a corrupted Tom who's merged with the Dark Presence or something? But half the time Ahti is calling Alan Tom is before he technically gets possessed.
I theorized in the past that Ahti was the owner of the Oldest House, and someone brought up a good counter theory that Ahti IS the house, as in a projected avatar of its will, which is also very possible. But Alan Wake 2 might possibly contradict that if Ahti is able to leave the house and do stuff outside it and fuck around with other phenomena, which I don't think the house itself would be able to do? Though I could be wrong. So maybe he is the owner of the House and that allows him to leave it and use it to get places normal people can't get to? I know part of Ahti's nature is to be mysterious lol but it's fun to speculate.
Who is Warlin Door and what is his deal??? It sounds like he has a similar thing going on with Saga with both their family lines having special abilities, where Andersons are seers and Doors can travel across/through worlds/dimensions/spaces via their control over "doors". Thinking about it... Saga mentioned that her dad left before she could remember and Tor didn't like her dad for some reason and drove him away, and she used Door's page to figure out how to travel through the dark place. Possible connection there maybe? 👀 Door did mention that someone important to him was dragged into Alan's mess which was why Door got involved. Not to mention the nature of his disappearance. Maybe that someone was Saga. Maybe Tor's beef with him was some sorta blood feud thing between supernatural families. I'm sure we'll learn more about him in future games lol, they drew too much attention to him for him to just be a one-off character.
TIM! He's still stuck in the Dark Place too as far as I know, poor guy. Dunno why door dragged him there and left him there to vibe (maybe so he could give Saga that page when she actually needed it?), but the poor guy deserves freedom too lol.
Who was on the payphone with Saga in the Dark Place? Was it Alice? I feel like it was Alice.
Is the Oceanview Hotel related to the Oceanview Motel? They seem to serve very different purposes and have very different designs/vibes/uses aside from having those symbols on some of the doors, but the name can't be a coincidence. And if they are related, does that mean the Oceanview Motel is connected to Thomas Zane?
These aren't complaints or anything, I'm sure a lot of these points will be addressed in further sequels to either Alan Wake or Control. Hopefully that doesn't take another 13 years to happen this time 😂
I'll have to replay the game at some point because tragically I missed petting 2 deer heads apparently. I'm really tempted to replay Control again atm. The Alan Wake sequel definitely incorporated a lot more of the Control style vibes this time around lol, which I enjoyed a lot, and now I've got a hankering...
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jimothystu · 1 year
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Top Ten Fic Game! share your top [10*] fics by Kudos! drop the links so people can read them! bonus: do you agree or disagree with the readers on these being in your top 10? tag some homies who might want to do it too!
thank you @milf-arteta!!
10 better than in my dreams [cole caufield/nick suzuki]
agree/disagree?
this is one of my personal favourites, so i'd say i agree that it's one of my better ones. though i feel like more of my recent ones are better in general re the writing style, the plot, etc.
9 later [juraj slafkovsky/arber xhekaj]
agree/disagree?
oh yes. this was my first xhekovsky fic and i fucking love it lmao. it was so much fun to write and also @donttelltheelff helped me with it so that made it extra fun. idk i also just enjoyed the like, not quite edging but the teasing of them almost getting time to be alone together but things keep coming up. but they do, eventually, get their alone time in the second chapter lmao.
8 you're my instinct [auston matthews/mitch marner]
agree/disagree?
meh. this was one of my first hockey rpfs i think, and maybe the first one i wrote for 1634 so i don't feel like it's my best work.
7 they're not glass slippers but they're close enough [tim stutzle/brady tkachuk]
agree/disagree?
i love me some crack mixed with more serious stuff, and this has pretty much everything - crack/fun, smut, and fluff. i also just find the idea (shoutout to @may-the-puck-be-with-you) to be hilarious - timmy seducing brady with crocs lmfao.
6 the bitterness upon your lips [juraj slafkovsky/arber xhekaj]
agree/disagree?
i am a sucker for angst. writing and reading, and i also like how i was able to have various hab players in it, not just slaf and arber. and it was fun to play with the jordy/arber roommate thing a bit!!
5 paper thin walls [auston matthews/mitch marner]
agree/disagree? neutral
i liked the idea i had for it (4 times auston heard mitch through the walls + 1 time he joined him) and it was fun to write for the most part, but idk reading it now i'm not super proud of the way it was written ig, or i feel like i should've added more maybe
4 the secret truth off your numb lips [tim stutzle/brady tkachuk] ignore the title similarity to number 6 i named it without remembering and then just couldn't think of anything better
agree/disagree? neutral
this originally went down a different path and was going to be pretty angsty, but i changed the second half of it and while i do like how it turned out and i liked writing it etc etc part of me still wishes i had finished the angst part. but i did save the angst i'd written so i'll probably write a different fic around it
3 don't break the dam or you might drown in the current [tim stutzle/brady tkachuk]
agree/disagree
this fic. this 12k fic. this is one of my favourite fics i've written. it was very self indulgent and i 1000% projected onto brady so that in and of itself was therapeutic lol. but i'm also just really proud of how i wrote the emotions and how i conveyed everything. and how i was able to write so much!! it's the longest fic i've written to date
2 intoxicated [tim stutzle/brady tkachuk]
agree/disagree
hell yeah i love this fic. writing it was so much fun and i do go back and read it (bc if i don't want to read my own work then why bother writing it). it was just some dumb idea i had one night while trying to get to sleep and it turned into a crack/fluff piece that i enjoy a lot
1 je t'aime [thomas chabot/josh norris]
agree/disagree
okay this is also one of my favourite fics i've written. chabby and josh grabbed me by the throat and i just had to write something about them. i'm actually shocked and really happy that this is my top fic because i didn't think there'd be that many people who'd want to read about this rare pair! but i love it, and i am tempted to make a part 2 at some point!
tagging @saintknightcowboys and any other writers who'd like to do this!!
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Star Wars (1977) #01
Roy Thomas, Apr 12 1977
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So I decided to reread the 1977 Marvel run of Star Wars comics, as one does. I was probably just going to post a compilation of horrible Luke faces in each issue but then decided to compare some of the lines to the movie and shooting script, and this post happened 🤷‍♀️
Anyway, I might as well talk about the cover, right? I love everything about it. Identifying the genre correctly. The cursed logo (how do you fuck up the letter A. why keep the letters as they appear in the movie if you aren't going to connect them. look at that second R - it has a broken leg for no reason now. why is that W the only sharp edge when its middle is flat in the actual logo).
I love Leia's look and expression. I love how the colors mostly correspond to the movie but Han has a magenta gun and Darth Vader is green. Also the red lightsabers fuck (I assume that color came from early concept art but it may be stylistic or a fuckup I guess). "WILL HE SAVE THE GALAXY - OR DESTROY IT?" damn
also that publication date is off by several months lmao
The second page shows a space battle with the title crawl in several boxes. It is almost word for word the crawl from the fourth draft script (dated march 1976), just with more ALL-CAPS FOR EMPHASIS. The order of paragraphs is also changed. The main difference from the movie version is no mention of Leia. This paragraph also seems to imply a greater rebel threat than subsequent material would show, as well as reference earlier rebel victories:
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The narration further on is largely taken from the script too, including referring to droids as robots, which makes sense but is still funny to me. The dialogue calls them droids just like the final film though.
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This dialogue also mostly copies the script. One difference from the film I noticed immediately is Threepio mentioning the Captain instead of the Princess - he does not know her in the earlier drafts.
We are also introduced to Luke, who looks... not at all like a teenager and is capable of nimble leaps. This is adapted from the first half of Luke's deleted introduction scene.
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Page 4 finally shows us Darth Vader! Look at him go, even stepping outside his panel. Adorably, just like in the fourth draft he is after information tapes, while the final version wisely has him simply look for "plans". He is also referred to as a Dark Lord of the Sith, which while mentioned in the novelization is never said in any of the OT films.
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Leia has a beautiful cheesy comic book moment. It's kinda ruined by the next panel reminding us that there are no bras in space (friendly reminder that she is referred to as a "lovely young girl (about sixteen years old)" at this point in the script).
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Page 6 follows with the second half of the Tosche Station deleted scene and even keeps Luke almost running over an old woman from the script:
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The next page picks up with Leia sassing Vader and plays out much like the film. One interesting tidbit is Vader mentioning that Leia's ship passed through a restricted system, which you could see as an accidental connection to Rogue One's ending.
I also love Vader's sunglasses look and the Hidden Fortress allusion. I do wonder why the imperials seem to think the escape pod is a "repair pod" but that line comes directly from the script as well.
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Page 9 adapts yet another deleted scene, where Biggs tells Luke he's joining the Rebellion. (It's a great scene btw. Very gay. Luke's adorable in it.)
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The next scene on the Death Star plays out much like in the film. I love Vader randomly fucking with the other imperials by floating a cup. This part is also in the script but not the final movie for some reason :(
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Next comes the droid selling scene, quite similar to the finished film. The interesting part happens as Luke is cleaning the droids:
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Threepio why are you sitting like that 😳 Hologram Leia is channeling Carrie Fisher's you're my only hoe tweet. Luke has never seen a hologram and is surprised they are 3D. 3PO standing like a terminator in that last panel. I know everyone has been laughing at Luke's faces in these comics for nearly 50 years but this one... is he crosseyed. What happened to his cheeks. Why did his haircut suddenly get worse. I will even forgive that lil Leia is neither movie blue nor "a rainbow of colors" like in the script, these panels are everything to me.
Next we get the dinner scene, where Owen gets quite a bit more heated than in the film:
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I would also like to highlight this panel because I find it funny:
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"Lar's" doesn't seem to a typo here as it is consistently used in the whole script and only changes to Lars in a later draft. The comic keeps this too:
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Sidenote: I guess this comic gives more context to the abusive uncle Owen characterization which I've seen in several pre-prequel fanfics.
The issue ends with Luke getting jumped by a Tusken Raider. The descriptions are once again taken from the script and I very much do not like them.
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I haven't really found a definitive source for the claim that the Tuskens were consciously based on the Bedouin but their depiction in Lucas' films definitely rubs me the wrong way regardless.
The last two pages have some behind the scenes info and promote the film. This is also how I learned that the iconic A long time ago, in a galaxy far, far away got only added later:
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Anyway. Have some more awful Lukes:
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hi and hello! I would love to hear anything you wish to share about "to cross running water"; seeing you tag things for it/talk about it on my dash is always so cool <3
ty for indulging me lskdfsdf g-d where do I even start
'to cross running water' is my black sails vampire fic because I only write vampire fics anymore. some vampire lore says that they can't cross running water, so if you wanna get away from a vampire you basically just need to lead them to a river and then leave them stranded on the other side, which I thought was very cheeky considering. flint is a pirate. literally all he does is cross running water.
I'm hewing pretty closely to canon with it; it's not a full genre/plot swap, it's literally just "black sails but what if flint were a vampire."
I've been alternating back and forth between flint's pov and miranda's pov. and then of course once she dies it'll be all flint all the time lmao. flint is a vampire and thomas had also been a vampire but miranda is human. she is flint's shelter, she is his haven, her blood is what fuels and sustains him. it has the very fun effect of taking her already incredible isolation in canon and cranking it all the way up. miranda is horrifically alone, the bearer of more awful secrets than anyone can fathom, and there's only so much longer she can hang onto this powerlessness before something breaks.
and flint is... a beast. flint is a monster. he's the thing good men fear, what they tell their children to fear. he's been deemed an abomination for so many reasons, in so many ways. he has a primal rage, an insatiable bloodlust, a conviction that he is meant to lead and to rule. he is the man who cannot die, who can only be unmade in sunlight. all the interplay of dark and light, the thematic resonance of night and day. all of that is canon. I'm just adding fangs.
tcrw is also slowburn silverflint because of course it is lmao. I'm writing it in order because I Need To but uhh I have some plans for later scenes that are. the closest I will ever come in my life to writing smut. so. there's that. I just think that the eroticism of the vampire figure is important, and every vampire fic I've written approaches it differently. this one meets it head-on.
mmm I posted the whole first miranda section a little while ago... since you so patiently sat through this infodump I'll give you a bit from the first flint section :3
It's far from the most depraved thing Flint has done today but wringing Singleton’s blood out of his shirt only to lick it back up is certainly undignified. He takes no pride in wiping his cheeks with the back of his hand before all but shoving his entire fist into his mouth, but in the privacy of his cabin, hunger so putrid and bellowing it rots in him, he finds he cannot truly feel ashamed of it, either.
He does what he must. Hunger alone won’t kill him, his infernal constitution made of sterner stuff, but he needs the strength. It’s a horrid combination, endurance and enfeeblement, the knowledge that he could be utterly hollowed out and still he must crawl his way through every rotation of the Earth, dragging his pathetic body ever closer to the end of time, his only true hope at final oblivion save for the business end of a wooden stake. But until such a fate becomes inevitable he will do what he can to avoid it, even if it means slurping Singleton’s blood off of each finger with indulgent obscenity. He feels invigorated with it, however slight the nutrition from feeding like this, and the adrenaline still thrums through him, all abuzz with the satisfaction of a good fight. Flint enjoys fighting in the sun. That enfeeblement he so dreads, the sun is its ultimate benefactor, its rays draping weakness across his shoulders like a heavy cloak, weighing him down. He’s known of others, throughout the years, who are flayed alive by the daylight, or whose skin breaks out in unbearable burns and blisters (Thomas, in particular, glittered in the sun as though his skin were made of crushed diamonds while ghastly red welts that stung and hissed were bubbling beneath the surface, threatening to burst), but Flint is merely dampened by it, his preternatural strength and speed made natural. It humanizes him. A daylit skirmish presents a challenge, his muscles heavy and his reflexes sluggish; he has no biological advantage, only his skill and his drive. Such a fight is as close to fair as one could ever be—and still Flint has yet to be bested. Still his might reigns supreme. At his weakest he is still the pinnacle of them. When will it be enough? When will they learn? Thomas’ voice, in that almost paternalistic way, slinks out of the depths of Flint’s mind, beseeching, What have you got to prove? Well, everything, it would seem. It was Singleton today. It’ll be someone else tomorrow. The ever-constant threat of mutiny breathes hot on his neck like a slobbering dog. If they’re going to be dogs, my sweet, I will show them the wolf. Miranda hates to be cooped up in that little house, stranded on the island for weeks at a time, but she hates even more to see him like this, the lengths he must go to secure any sort of existence for her. At least locked away in the interior she does not have to see the animal in him. The new cook saw it today. Everyone saw it, to be sure, Flint’s captive and captivated audience, but Mr. Silver saw it for the first time today. Mr. Silver recognized it today. Flint stood there, quaking, snarling, drenched in his soon-to-be lunch, and he caught Mr. Silver in his teeth, held him in place as those ice-blue eyes reckoned with the beast before him.
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punkscowardschampions · 11 months
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Bea & Fraze Pt.4
Fraze: [I love this peak romance for y’all, hence I shall keep it going by having him actually hold her hand after he’s taken this cigarette to eventually stub out when y’all have eventually smoked it down to a nub with this back and forth, running his thumb over her knuckles exactly how he kissed them on what I’m gonna say is the other hand, nbd]
Bea: [you can’t close your eyes this time, instead purposely maintain eye contact and don’t look down at your hands that are now clasped together because not acknowledging it is the ultimate form of acknowledging it in this moment ‘ready?’ like this was a scheduled break and y’all can continue your lil walk on home]
Fraze: [readjust the flower in her hair like that is something vital you must do before continuing and it isn’t just that you literally can’t stop touching her in the softest ways now you’ve let yourself properly start ‘born it’ because he’s that bitch, ready for anything ever, no fucks given]
Bea: [a nod of approval because absolutely vital in our opinion too ‘will think I’ve joined them’ at baby Roali and their hippie vibes but obviously you look nothing but classic beauty as per]
Fraze: [‘take it out before then’ could be purely in a not getting caught way but it’s really this is just for me and you and nobody else way, which is in his eyes plain as day, as is the unspoken but keep it though]
Bea: [‘they’d only want some’ as if these flowers are, like the cigarettes, something we’re not sharing with any of the others because how we feel, not soz to these gals at all, pick your own huns]
Fraze: [an unimpressed noise of agreement, because it’s true, they would, looking at you too Thomas, and none of you are having any bye]
Bea: [looking at him and giving his hand a squeeze ‘secrets safe with me’ ‘cos we’re not going to let the world know how romantic you are, mainly because we can’t but we’re also just not that bitch]
Fraze: [‘4 kids max, yeah?’ which he’s saying as full shade to the little ones like it should just be y’all + joeray at the most existing, but that is actually the number of kids y’all have if we stick to our evil plan of giving you a dead baby, so I’m fine]
Bea: [raising both your brows like oh ONLY four, is it? ‘Easy for you to say’ like you’re not the one pushing these children out, thank you lol ‘I don’t get why your mum keeps doing it’ imagine if Tess was restarting now with Rocky, oh my lord]
Fraze: [the biggest smirk like oh come on don’t be a pussy without actually saying it because he’s not trying to get beaten up by her on this walk back, a shrug at Tess’ life choices though because we could get into why but that’s heavy and we still have time to just be before we have to step back into the fam drama]
Bea: [pushing him with the arm that is holding his like ugh, typical boy ‘why do you want any?’ as a genuine question]
Fraze: [‘why wouldn’t I?’ as genuinely because this boy is bigheaded and thinks he’s great and would slay and tbf he’s not wrong]
Bea: [when you don’t wanna go over the general state of affairs because that would be patronizing and depressing so you just give a look that you hope conveys as much lmao]
Fraze: [‘come on’ like that’s all the convincing she needs, because not trying to seriously in this moment ‘half as smart and pretty as you, well decent odds’ because literally half her so]
Bea: [making a face like idk about that ‘only half the odds I have’ like I personally would not be taking them nor betting on it, but obviously this is all said playfully because yeah, you’re not about to do any of this right now]
Fraze: [just nudging her playfully ‘I’ll get what I want’ like it’s a given that he’ll win, echoing what she said before, rudely cos she said we but you know]
Bea: [‘don’t worry, I’ll save you from that fate’ like it’s that bad of an idea and we’ll never let it happen, winking at you like you’re so welcome]
Fraze: [‘can’t save anyone, you know that’ cos I can and will bring this line back again even though he said it earlier in this very same convo, I don’t care, tucking her hair behind her other flowerless ear just because]
Bea: [‘just myself’ ‘cos done it before and we’ll do it again, literally, folding your arms]
Fraze: [unfolding her arms and wrapping his around her, resting his head on the top of hers again]
Bea: [have this hug moment lads, you’re not in a mega rush here, put your arms around him too so he knows this isn’t under duress]
Fraze: [just the quietest happy sigh anyone has ever done but very important that he’s doing it because she’s hugging him back]
Bea: [‘I bet [Amber Heard] talked to him today’ after we’ve been in this hug as a, we’re going to deal with them too, if not ‘save’ them, vibe because y’all have a sneaky plan you’re executing]
Fraze: [pull back so she can see your face and know that as much as you are grossed out by that you’re also buzzing about it because god bless baze who really do think this plan will work and they can save joeray with it, my sweet summer children]
Bea: [rolling your eyes but more at them than at him like yeah, I know, ‘cos this girl is clearly her own kind of unhinged and that’s not even covering joeray, makes me lol ‘cos he is clearly gonna get with her but I can’t say much is achieved with it, Ray is too far gone girls]
Fraze: [she is, but I get y’all wanting to have hope, because you’re all so young and there really would be so much time to turn this around if she was even slightly like y’all but alas, anyways, start walking again, it’s all you can do]
Bea: [get your phone out and be texting this gal getting subtle feelers ‘cos you are that bitch and it is something you can do in this moment]
Fraze: [be peeping because we know you care and want this plan to work too]
Bea: [obviously happily showing you, whatever this gal is saying and however far she’s gone with her hoe mission today]
Fraze: [openly judging her with his face and whatever swear words or whatever he’s saying in response cos she is unhinged and we’ve always said that]
Bea: [shrugging like I know ‘she’s a slag’ clearly true ‘so is he’ like it’s a match made in heaven, ‘cos we all remember when Fraze freaked out about his ex gf before she was]
Fraze: [an unimpressed noise again because he’s judging you both now but nodding in agreement because they are for that reason and the reason he said at the time which is they’re both cray]
Bea: [just tell him some of the mad things she’s told you at swimming ‘cos clearly that type to wanna chat all about how wild she is]
Fraze: [‘dunno how you’ve stopped yourself drowning her’ because she’s clearly annoying af purely in this re-telling]
Bea: [‘when we’re in the pool, I can’t hear her’ ‘cos a huge appeal of swimming is that you’re shutting off your senses for however long you’re swimming lowkey lol so shut your mouth and focus hen ‘locker room talk isn’t as much of a lad’s club as we’re led to believe’ rolling your eyes but you at least find it amusing or you wouldn’t tolerate it]
Fraze: [putting his hands over her ears for no reason except to touch her because you wanna, carefully so you don’t crush the flower, but like yep I get it, shut off, letting her go after a sec and playing with her hair then]
Bea: [putting your hands over his mouth like fyi that’s where you need to do it if you want me to shh but you did also stop talking when he touched you so not really]
Fraze: [doing it just because you wanna see how it feels and what she’ll do, being immediately !! with it like you are about to kidnap her or something lol, because no chill or treading lightly here, me being reminded of joeray and screaming, oh the contrasts and parallels]
Bea: [not you fighting him ‘cos if you’re doing this it’s not a game ever lmao]
Fraze: [we love to see it, nobody more than this boy, fuck him up gal truly lol]
Bea: [just here kicking and letting our head fly, only thing we’re not doing is screeching ‘cos then people would think this was for real and might need to get involved lol]
Fraze: [imagine if you literally witnessed a boy carrying a girl kicking and screaming down the street, oh lads you send me, soz they are having too much fun rn]
Bea: [you must look like you’re playfighting enough that the passersby are staying out of it ‘cos truly]
Fraze: [or they’re assuming you’re only playfighting cos you’re literal children but yeah]
Bea: [regardless, tah for not ringing the cops everyone, we’re just vibing]
Fraze: [eventually you’ll have to put her down and once again makeout with her because too into how much she fought you then, which isn’t exactly better in terms of being extra, but you won’t get arrested for it anyway]
Bea: [kissing you so aggressively to carry on the mood ‘bastard’ like it’s another pet name here that you’re trying on]
Fraze: [gripping her hips throughout this entire makeout as if he’s gonna pull her underwear off and they are gonna go at it right here and right now immediately, but obvs not actually, such a big hot lol when she calls him a bastard cos love it, kissing her as aggressively so she knows it]
Bea: [making noises that are essentially wordless ? but very much in an, oh yeah, what are you gonna do? vein, like we’re not wondering, we know what you’re acting like you’re about to do and we’re only questioning you to further this play]
Fraze: [me like DON’T you DARE sir, knowing damn well that he will because he’s getting egged on by her and is that bitch who can never back down ever, where even are y’all, have some decorum please, but no he doesn’t, please at least have the sense to only pull them down a little bit so the whole world doesn’t know about it, it’s not st paddy’s and you can’t be feralling that hard in these streets]
Bea: [me like you know this girl and yet you can’t back down either yet, okay, we’ll just be here then, soz you’re too similar in that regard, just LOOKING at you ‘now what?’]
Fraze: [mhmm, backing yourselves into corners always because you can’t be the person who backs down first, like now, he’s absolutely gonna have to touch her, there’s no alternative, you’ve walked right into it and all we can do is pray for a quiet street or hope y’all have some privacy somehow]
Bea: [the most you can do is hold onto him and pull him into you too so there isn’t space between y’all for anyone to see anything really, which we are doing the second you touch us]
Fraze: [obviously then putting his fingers into his mouth to echo the antics of when her fingers were in his, not even doing it to put on a whole show, though it lowkey is a bit of spectacle just cos he looks hot doing it, you just want to before you touch her again]
Bea: [‘I hate you’ ‘cos so sincerely want to do this right now because of all the things you’re doing and how you look doing them]
Fraze: [‘you love me’ as sincerely, while doing the absolute most like see, I told you/I knew it]
Bea: [‘you’re a prick’ as seriously as you can muster when you’re trying not to totally give in to the sensation]
Fraze: [‘yeah’ and his face in the smirking emoji af because can’t help but be the most smug he’s ever been in the face of how hard she’s trying not to lose it]
Bea: [‘you know what I want’ like why aren’t you doing it, even though we all know why, turning our face away from him moodily]
Fraze: [using his other hand to turn her face back to his, gently in contrast to how he’s been doing it when shaking her head all those other times ‘I ain’t that much of one’ like I can never be that prick who puts you in the kind of position where you’re my mother and having babies left and right at such a ridiculously young age]
Bea: [doing a big sigh which could be purely like yeah, tell me about it, pisstaking energy but it isn’t ‘cos we’re also just overwhelmed by it all]
Fraze: [giving her the softest and quickest kiss he ever has ‘and I know what else you want’ aka more out of life than just him and this, because even at just having turned 13 he believes with his whole heart that she could do better than him if she wanted to, as a fact not a sob story]
Bea: [gotta pull your pants up and get yourself together because this has become awkward through neither of your faults but it has, start walking girl]
Fraze: [you too hun, you gotta]
Bea: [one way to get you home lmao]
Fraze: [otherwise we literally never would]
Bea: [at least no one is batting an eyelid to you running upstairs to change because you cannot be smelling how you smell rn, gonna need to take a shower honestly but that’s not something we can contemplate with only 2 bathrooms so spritz yourself in perfume and hope for the best with your change of clothes too]
Fraze: [we all know it’s all that hair that’s the issue but mcvickers are checked out and joeray are doing much worse clearly so you’ll be fine]
Bea: [if Ray is here then we know the girls are already fighting lol]
Fraze: [luckily she probably isn’t because I feel like she tries to avoid being around baby Rocky at all costs thanks to how that mental illness has hit and she thinks she can hear him crying constantly even when he isn’t and that he’s looking at her with evil intent or whatever though he clearly is not, so you’re welcome you get to avoid that]
Bea: [soz there’s no more evidence of your plan working then lads but now it’s gone awkward I feel like we’re going to go to our room and do our homework for a sec, after at least saying hi to Tess so she doesn’t think you’re in some mood she needs to come talk to you about]
Fraze: [valid, he absolutely won’t be doing his homework ever lol but you can go to the shop and steal everything you could possibly want if you didn’t on the way back to keep yourself amused or kick a ball about in the garden or something if you already did that sir]
Bea: If you were still planning to take him out to avoid chores, better do it before the sun goes in or she won’t want you to
Fraze: I don’t wanna if you’re not coming
Bea: It’d be weird now
Fraze: then I ain’t planning on it
Bea: okay, can you kick your ball against another wall then
Fraze: [of course he’s kicking it harder against the wall she just asked him not to, oh hun]
Bea: that’s mature
Fraze: least I don’t pretend no different
Bea: how does that make it any better?
Fraze: than you reckoning doing your homework makes you dead mature? I dunno, you tell me
Bea: You’re the one that thinks it, I’ve never said anything remotely like that
Fraze: nah, I don’t reckon there’s a difference between us
Bea: bold claim
Fraze: calling you as immature, not bigging myself up with it, like
Bea: no, I get it
Bea: that doesn’t mean we’re alike
Fraze: have that and hold tight to it, if it makes you feel better, babe
Bea: I’m good?
Bea: you’re the one being weird
Fraze: You’re the one hiding, come out if you’re good
Bea: Why? 
Bea: we aren’t going anywhere
Fraze: we can
Bea: no, we can’t
Fraze: with that attitude I’m not taking you nowhere
Bea: that’s enough adventure for one day
Fraze: like I said, change your attitude and I’ll see you on whatever day the new one sticks
Bea: Stop trying to tell me what to do
Fraze: Stop fronting you give a shit about school after sacking it off to spend most of the day with us
Bea: it isn’t going to become a regular occurrence 
Bea: I only did that ‘cos you’d been ignoring me for ages before 
Fraze: and now I ain’t you’re gonna do your homework, yeah?
Bea: When I need to do it, yes
Bea: dunno why that’s such a mad concept to you
Fraze: it’s a bullshit excuse, I dunno why you reckon I’d let it stand when we both know that
Bea: being around you isn’t an option
Fraze: being ‘round me isn’t optional, end of
Bea: so I can’t have five minutes to deal with what that means now?
Fraze: I’ve not stopped you
Bea: you’re moaning about it
Fraze: you messaged us so don’t start on me
Bea: oh whatever, stop kicking the fucking football right at me, it’s doing my head in
Fraze: you can tell me what to do though, can you?
Bea: I’m asking you to, you’re clearly under no obligation or I’d have punctured it by now
Fraze: go ahead, might calm you down
Bea: you’d only find another way to be irritating
Fraze: [do stop kicking this ball at her]
Bea: couldn’t you try showing your brother how to kick that thing?
Bea: idk what they’re doing but it’s worse than when Ray plays her shit music
Fraze: Made up that you’ve not properly lost your sense of humour 
Bea: he must have good coordination 
Fraze: borrow Ali’s stage and put on your own family talent show, fuck do I know what he’s good at
Bea: You understand the concept of dancing, surely
Fraze: he don’t, you can’t call it that, them cunts beating each other up to music
Bea: Oh, no, I meant the brother even you forget you have
Bea: not the big one or the one that’s barely out
Fraze: then you mean the other sister I’ve got, should’ve said
Bea: Yikes
Fraze: loads of us, need to be clearer about which fucker you’re fed up of
Bea: we can just assume it’s everyone, but I’ll survive, not going to put my own dramatics on about it
Fraze: charming
Bea: like you feel any different
Fraze: about you I do, would’ve said that was a given
Bea: don’t say you aren’t sick of me right now, easiest way to let me know you’re bullshitting
Fraze: [just throw all the surprise gifts like her fave sweets you got for her at the shop at her door, in their plastic bag, much like how you were hammering the football against the wall, gotta let you know that included is one of the random magazines newsagents always have especially in the era, and this one is about houses and idk probably decor and stuff but the point is there’s a house like the one she described wanting in it which is why he stole it]
Bea: [waiting and then trying to open your door as quietly as possible about this because do not wish to be perceived, then giving you time to go through this bag properly]
Bea: you can come in, if you want
Fraze: I don’t want
Bea: alright
Fraze: nah, it isn’t
Bea: I don’t know what you want
Fraze: you’re bullshitting, that’s what you reckon
Bea: you’re the one who told me to be smart
Fraze: I didn’t say turn back into the same headcase as before and give us nothing but grief
Bea: nice
Fraze: whatever, you’re pure winding me up for fuck all reason
Bea: you started it
Fraze: and I’ll finish it, always, keep this up and it’ll be easy for me
Bea: fucking go ahead
Fraze: What the fuck’s wrong with you?
Bea: call us a headcase and threaten to chuck us in the space of a minute 
Bea: definitely a me problem
Fraze: you’ve been off with me the whole way back, from then it’s been a you problem, yeah
Bea: because we’re back, this is real life
Fraze: and?
Fraze: You’re the smart one, I shouldn’t need to break it to you everything what went on before we were back was as real, Bea
Bea: so you’re finding this all so easy, are you
Fraze: I never said it was easy, but what the hell is the point taking how hard it is out on you?
Fraze: we’re meant to be a fucking team
Bea: I feel like it’s written on my fucking forehead
Fraze: One of the girls in this house would cut you a fringe
Bea: I wouldn’t let any of them near me with scissors
Fraze: just as well it’s bullshit then
Bea: it’s not, it’s obvious
Fraze: to who?
Bea: everyone, you’re even worse than me
Fraze: It’s been obvious to everyone I’ve been in love with you since I was [however old they were, I can’t remember because we changed it]
Fraze: what’s happened? 
Fraze: no cunt under this roof gives a shit how I feel
Bea: nothing ever happens
Bea: someone is gonna get hurt
Fraze: Probably, but it won’t be you or me, and not ‘cause of this
Fraze: stop wrecking your own head
Bea: if everything goes to shit, then getting rid of us is an easy fix to those problems, me and you, how Ro is
Fraze: it ain’t gonna come down to nothing like that, they’re not like that
Fraze: but if it did, you go, I fucking go
Bea: if she went into care, she’d never get out
Fraze: so we don’t let her go in, whatever it takes
Bea: she’s all I have left of before
Fraze: I know
Fraze: we’ll figure it out before it gets that bad
Bea: I make up for how she is by being good
Bea: if your parents reckon I’m fucking you up then there’s that good grace gone
Fraze: We’re not gonna get caught, never
Bea: yeah?
Fraze: I swear on all them little fuckers lives, you can trust me
Bea: okay
Fraze: I love you too much to fuck up yours
Bea: it wouldn’t be your fault, I’m the one who can’t not feel like this about you
Fraze: I can’t either, you know how hard I’ve tried
Bea: maybe if I’d tried harder to let you
Fraze: don’t
Bea: you haven’t even seen headcase, like
Fraze: no, I ain’t ‘cause you’re not, there’s fuck all wrong with you or how you feel
Bea: shrinks always say that but they don’t mean it
Fraze: they don’t know you, I do, I can say it and mean it
Bea: I just don’t know how to hide it
Fraze: We barely need to, we’re already only here when we’ve gotta be, the rest’s school and out doing what we wanna 
Bea: don’t you get tired?
Fraze: yeah, but what good’s it do us?
Bea: that’s what a home is meant to be, where you get to hide from the rest, not a place you have to avoid
Fraze: that’s what ours’ll be then
Fraze: I can wait
Bea: that’s going to take a long time
Fraze: it’s worth it, I don’t care
Bea: if you’re there, that’s not nothing
Fraze: I’ll always be there for you, no cunt can stop me
Bea: sorry
Fraze: don’t 
Bea: I just hate lying, like it’s wrong
Fraze: It ain’t lying if nobody asks us and they won’t ‘cause they’ve got their hands full, like
Bea: suppose so
Fraze: and we know it’s not wrong neither, none of what we’ve done or are gonna do
Bea: it just looks bad on paper, for them
Fraze: it isn’t getting wrote down nowhere, not this time
Bea: or talked about
Fraze: exactly, I was a kid, I didn’t know no better, but I do now
Bea: it’s normal, to wanna talk about it
Fraze: I’ll talk to you if I’ve got fuck all to say
Bea: will you?
Fraze: ‘course
Bea: you’re not much of a talker
Fraze: I don’t feel the need to make a show of myself like the rest, I ain’t sorry for that
Bea: me either
Fraze: if it needs saying, I’ll say it
Bea: alright, alright
Bea: you’re the perfect amount of talkative 
Fraze: alright, calm down
Fraze: read your magazine or something
Bea: quite the brush-off
Bea: I’ve already seen you dump someone, I know how savage you are
Fraze: it’s you turning me all red here, shut up
Bea: and you wonder why I was hiding in my room
Bea: where are you now?
Fraze: I’m going to mine
Bea: can I come in if I share my sweets?
Fraze: deal
Bea: [wait ‘til you hear him open and close his door before coming or you’ll meet him on the landing and can’t possibly be looking that keen lol, knocking too]
Fraze: [coming to the door and opening it for no reason whatsoever when you could just tell her to come in, but then you don’t get to pull her in by her sleeve/wrist if she doesn’t have long sleeves so we get why you simply must]
Bea: [you really gotta, soz, we will accept nothing less, happily being pulled into this room because we missed you during our freakout and no longer want to be spiralling, throw these sweets onto his bed with your other hand]
Fraze: [leaving this door ajar so it doesn’t look like they are up to anything sus and so they can spy on whatever anyone else is doing with their comings and goings in case they are in fact getting up to things and don’t wanna be caught lol, but for me it’s the way his other hand is immediately touching her hair and ear where the flower was earlier but obvs isn’t now, then her behind the ear lovebite and the one on her neck]
Bea: [resting your head against his hand and doing a sigh like you’ve been holding your breath this entire time, cupping his face so you can touch that jawline lovebite you gave him, before lightly tugging on the earlobe you got too ‘hey’ said like an apology because it is one, obviously, we’re speaking quietly but not straight up whispering which would sound sus should anyone overhear]
Fraze: [shaking his head at the apology tone of that hey, like the don’t of earlier, because she doesn’t need to apologise, wrapping his arms around her and resting his head on the top of her head how he likes to do]
Bea: [making a noise that is like a BUT without literally saying the word, still we’re hugging you back, running our hands up your back and across your shoulders]
Fraze: [making a shh noise to her but noise but really softly not like stfu, picking her up and carrying her over to his bed, sitting her down so carefully so said bed doesn’t make a single noise, at least that’s his excuse he’s just actually being soft rn, picking up the sweets once she’s been put there, moving them to his bedside table which is a lil bar cart, so that bag doesn’t be loud either if they move about on this bed, and putting one in his mouth, all without taking his eyes off her]
Bea: [getting yourself comfy, propping up the pillows so y’all can sit and chill, likewise not looking away ‘cos unable to, didn’t even want a sweet ‘til you decided to be so hot about it ‘aren’t you gonna share with me?’]
Fraze: [idk what her fave sweets are but regardless he will be kissing her and sharing that way by moving this sweet back and forth between y’all’s mouths, nothing else would be acceptable rn I’m soz, so hopefully it’s a boiled sweet kind like his and not something that’s gonna be really sticky and messy lol]
Bea: [I can’t remember if we ever said but it should definitely be cherry drops vibe because that’s the energy and will serve us now lol, when you aren’t allowed to be loud about this so you have to focus all your energy into making it the most dramatic kiss of all time ‘cos you’re so into it]
Fraze: [I don’t think you have ever said but regardless that’s a mood and what it’ll be from now on, love that for y’all, oh the absolute drama of this kiss is really it, not at all casually as if you haven’t seen each other for months and years, his hands could not be more in her hair either, both of them, I’m sure she probably put it back up when she got changed and he’s absolutely pulling it down rn]
Bea: [here digging our nails into your arm, that we’re holding onto to steady ourselves, clearly, because no other way to adequately get across our !!]
Fraze: [meanwhile he’s getting across his !! by pulling her on top of him as if she weighs literally nothing at all, which we know at this age is lowkey true but still a hot move nevertheless]
Bea: [the quickest of glances towards the door before reaching under whatever you put on and unhooking your bra, tucking it under his pillow because you wanted him to have it]
Fraze: [all his focus going on looking back and forth between his pillow where she just stashed that bra and her because that happened so quickly we can’t believe it did/can’t believe it did because we’re so into it and her, as if to prove she really did that, obviously touching her, first over whatever top she’s wearing and then eventually also under it]
Bea: [pleased with your reaction and doing a hot lol to cover up the moan you wanna do about him touching you, shamelessly rocking your hips back and forth against him, putting your own hand under his t-shirt]
Fraze: [equally as shamelessly moving to meet her movements, still using both his hands to touch her boobs up but also adding his mouth to it, doing kisses against the skin of her collarbones, chest and stomach that he’s uncovered because of how hardcore his hands have made her top ride up, random about whether they are hard or soft however he wants]
Bea: [reaching desperately for something on his bedside table, eventually finding the remote and putting something random on the TV for background noise that you aren’t going to be asked to turn down like you might loud music but we gotta have something right now]
Fraze: [even though that was a smart thing to do, reacting like when she was doing all that shit with the remote you’re annoyed her full focus wasn’t on you and immediately then switching y’all’s positions up so he’s pinning her to this bed and she can’t possibly move nbd]
Bea: [trying to reach your head up to kiss him, enjoying the struggle and the anticipation it brings ‘Fraze’ the neediest you’ve ever sounded]
Fraze: [when you have to kiss her SO hard about that because DYING at how she sounds and the fact she’s never sounded like that before, likewise pulling at her clothes like they’ve personally offended you rn by being so in the way, thank god that background noise exists because the bed is definitely making some of its own with how much moving he’s doing and how deliberate it is]
Bea: [the happiest noise into this kiss for how hard it is, sucking on his bottom lip and then his tongue, pushing your bottoms down and pulling your top up, so you’re still clothed and can put them right fast but they’re as out of the way as they can be]
Fraze: [‘do you know how much I fucking need you?’ like he’s mad at her, his voice actually hoarse for the first time because he’s so !! in this moment]
Bea: [nodding and running your fingers across his crotch ‘when are you going to show me though?’]
Fraze: [the frustrated af noise as he glances towards the door because sincerely wants to rn and is genuinely wondering if they could without getting caught but like, it’s clearly not even dinner time yet is it so realistically I doubt that]
Bea: [yeah, you really should wait lads but we get it, neither of you wants to ‘think of how good you’re going to give it to me because you’ve been made to wait though’ because all you can do is think about that]
Fraze: [when you are thinking about it so you’ve gotta put your tongue in her ear SO indecently, don’t mind him]
Bea: [stifle your GASP on his skin, giving him a lovebite literally wherever you’ve landed before kissing it better, so over the top ‘I need you, every night’]
Fraze: [pulling her head to his so dramatically and kissing her with the !! she just expressed a second before because so mutual ‘all night, you can get your sleep in [a lesson we know she hates] and still be a swot’ saying swot like it’s a term of endearment/something indecent here]
Bea: [‘I can’t pay attention ‘til you’ve fucked me like I need, there’s no room for anything else in my head now’ kissing you back and having to touch you because we can’t not]
Fraze: [saying her name in response to it all, so quietly but with so much feeling, kissing her head indecently because we love everything she thinks and we need to make that blatantly obvious]
Bea: [‘you love me too much to let it be a problem, yeah?’ like you actually gotta ‘there’s loads of places we can go in school’]
Fraze: [a nod because he do, as he takes his dick out and positions it so that it would be inside her rn if not for the fact she has a clothes barrier stopping it ‘tell me’ a casual list of everywhere they could and therefore are gonna hook up in school please lol, imagine getting caught there, oh lord]
Bea: [biting our lip as we shamelessly look down at what you’re doing, moving so he presses up against our stomach where the skin is exposed, fucking you slowly against our tummy as we list every place we know of and what times each one is free]
Fraze: [the freedom of being a quiet bitch as standard meaning he’s just out here making noises that are EVERYTHING but nobody else is aware of, love that for you boy]
Bea: [couldn’t be any more heart eyes than right now ‘I’m in your bed’ because can’t deal]
Fraze: [when that physically makes him react so dramatically, purely involuntarily, out here fully almost doubling over about it, not at all casually because cannot cope either]
Bea: [‘I’ve wanted to be in it since we got here’ going faster, spitting to help with the friction ‘cos no fucks given with how turned on we are right now]
Fraze: [manhandling this gal so she’s really reclining and comfy in this bed, pushing his thigh between her legs and really doing the most to try and make her die like he’s dying atm]
Bea: [rewarding you with some silent but !! reactions, facial reactions doing most of the work there, grinding yourself helplessly against his thigh whilst carrying on what you’re doing]
Fraze: [fighting so hard against every urge to close his eyes so that he can STARE at her and catch all these reactions because simply must]
Bea: [‘I wanna be yours’ so sincerely ‘cos we’re dying]
Fraze: [‘you’ve never been no other cunt’s’ as sincerely because we know what happened when she was a kid but that’s so different to this and it’s so important to verbalise however he can in this moment ‘you’ve only ever been mine, me and you, always’]
Bea: [‘I love you so much’ leaning to kiss him and as a result pushing yourself against him harder, making you shudder]
Fraze: [‘I’d let you do anything’ so sincerely, literally the most sincere he’s ever been about anything ever, like fucking kill me I mean it, do anything is really being meant and expressed in every sense though like she’s free to do anything with her life, all of it]
Bea: [having to do a hot lol ‘don’t challenge me though’ ‘cos we’re still trying to behave even though things have obviously escalated here and we’re all living]
Fraze: [‘don’t hold nothing back from me’ cos he truly doesn’t care how cray you are gal, lowkey staring her down about this so she knows how serious he is]
Bea: [nodding like okay ‘I trust you’ and putting our hand in our pants to then use it on you, not before offering it for you to taste it]
Fraze: [oh how dramatically he’s gonna do that, god bless, love that y’all have totally forgotten where you are or that anyone else exists here and now, just wilding]
Bea: [watching you do this in slight disbelief, slapping your face lightly as if we’re checking you’re real and really here right now]
Fraze: [pinching her, just to do it as a hot move because we all know it’s somewhere indecent instead of like her arm or whatever]
Bea: [saying his name, moving your face into the pillow so it isn’t too loud but also so you can be !! with it]
Fraze: [obvs pushing her face into the pillow more so it’s in there as much as it can possibly be without suffocating her because it’s hot and will keep her quiet but also because he wants his pillow to smell like and be as covered in her as it can be]
Bea: [‘I’ll cum on your leg if you keep playing rough with me’ a legitimate warning as well as an FYI, biting a corner of this pillow]
Fraze: [his hand going from the side of her face and jaw to her neck when he’s egged on because ofc, don’t choke her to death, be careful please, just experimenting with this though]
Bea: [getting noticeably wetter and just swivelling your eyes to look at him like SEE]
Fraze: [it therefore noticeably getting to him how into that she is, just every reaction so involuntarily more !! all of a sudden including LOOKING at her like well damn I hope I don’t cum first and rn all over everything about this]
Bea: [‘you need my mouth, take it’ and opening our mouth up so eagerly for you ‘show me how you’re gonna fuck my pussy’]
Fraze: [of course that’s the only encouragement he needs to be absolutely feral about this, being rough about it to keep up the vibe and choke her a lil bit a different way + really push her into this pillow some more but also because he do be that frantic, like do actually desperately need this thank you, as well as to prove to her and keep her thinking about what that hookup is gonna be like]
Bea: [replacing his thigh with the other pillow so the way we’re going to cum isn’t wasted because it’s going to be A LOT, that’s not to mention the mess of makeup and spit that’ll be on this other pillow now, doing the most to let you choke us, pushing you further]
Fraze: [thank god we’re being kind and not letting y’all be caught by anyone who could be bowling out of their rooms or coming up those stairs rn cos the fucks y’all don’t give and won’t until you’re done in a sec, oh lads, it really is day 1 and you’re already slipping, I love you]
Bea: [clearly everyone is busy making dinner or playing but honestly, that door is open and the fucks you don’t give, god bless, catch us here turned on by the fact, shamelessly]
Fraze: [that’s obviously part of it, if you weren’t y’all would have closed that door nobody said you had to leave it open in the first place, meanwhile I’m just here like how the hell are you meant to recover from that and get your shit together enough to go for a fam dinner soon, I’d simply be too dead and could never]
Bea: [good luck because seriously, how do you just pretend that hasn’t happened and that things are different]
Fraze: [at least this boy will be STARVING and can focus on shoving all the food into his gob when the time comes, cos yeah, a madness, for now though in the immediate aftermath just hold her really tightly however y’all have collapsed and died onto this bed]
Bea: [‘can I kiss you?’ ‘cos he came in your mouth and you wanna but he might not, breathless still as you’re asking this]
Fraze: [kiss her in response because it’s the only acceptable one]
Bea: [just melting into him even harder, good thing you’re skinny af because we are literally all over you]
Fraze: [‘you look so fucking pretty’ no notes, the state of both of y’all and yet he means it with his whole heart]
Bea: [nudging his face with yours, pressing your cheek against his like no, you]
Fraze: [‘I dunno how you can still’ with a little hot lol like genuinely in awe of how great she looks given the absolute mess he’s made of her and because other gals just are messes in comparison, especially in this lawless era of bad makeup and fashion choices]
Bea: [oh gals, the orange foundation with a tidemark on the neck, and all over the lips, no brows and spider lashes that were popping rn for chavvy leaning girls, then the absolute SWEEP of helmet like hairsprayed hair for the girls who wanted to pretend they were scene/emo leaning, looks were not being achieved but we’re all about the classic beauty and do not care for your trends so you’re so welcome Beatrice/you boy that she isn’t trying to make you love her looking like that lol ‘you thought I’d look shocking?’ giving him a lil push like oi but we’re loling too ‘don’t I always look good?’ when you know you do so you can say that with utmost confidence]
Fraze: [push her back, gently, into the pillows as if to say, a state like they are a state now maybe, which we all know he’s the opposite of mad about even without it being blatant af on his own face, looking at her before nodding ‘the rest of ‘em look shocking next to you’ shamelessly shading every gal at school or that he’s ever met, not soz huns, it’s true]
Bea: [when you’re not too proud to love that as a compliment, soz to be toxic but we aren’t at all, rubbing vaguely at some of these makeup stains on the pillows but only in a way that’s making it more blatant, how stains do ‘I don’t look at other boys’ ‘cos we aren’t interested in any of you, that is true]
Fraze: [he’s likewise a toxic king who will be blatantly buzzing that she thinks other boys suck, not soz, smirking emoji af once again lol, touch her face in a way that’ll do damage control on the makeup that’s left on if there’s like a mascara smudge or whatever but you’re also just doing because you want to ‘don’t need to to know they’re gonna go nowhere’ dragging everyone shamelessly once again, in a lot of cases where’s the lie but we’re really tarring everyone with the same brush here lol]
Bea: [‘probably’ ‘cos we don’t even care what other people are up to, only focused on ourselves here, not about a competition with some random kids in your school who might also be smart or ambitious; touching your face in the same place as if there is makeup to clean up on you too, then touching his lips like actually ‘you can tell you’ve been kissing’]
Fraze: [echoing that sentiment with a shrug of his own cos yeah, the only reason people matter at all is if they are in his way for any reason, don’t care if you flop or fly soz everyone, touching his lips exactly where she just did as if by doing that he’ll be able to feel and see the evidence, then hers just because, living our best lives living dangerously here and loving any and all evidence that every second of this actually happened]
Bea: [only smiling when he touches your lips back because hard same, even if we’re saying ‘it’ll go down’ we’re saying it like we hope it won’t ever]
Fraze: [‘I don’t want it to’ saying that because hard same and it’s so true before he kisses her really hard again like nope can’t let that happen I’m afraid]
Bea: [lifing your head from these pillows to kiss him back with as much energy, shaking your head like me either, not yet ‘what’s the time?’ amusingly between kisses as if he has had time to look either but you wanna know how long you’ve got before dinner]
Fraze: [look over at the alarm clock I put in your room when I created it on the polyvore like thing, still kissing her on her neck and shoulder as he peeps over it to see and tell her, unlucky for y’all I’m sure dinner is very much looming by this point and you actually need to get your shit together]
Bea: [making a grumpy lil noise about it but also going to get up because you do need to sort your face and if you are seen up here, be seen coming from your own room or the bathroom or whatever ‘see me out’ as he opened the door for you when you came in, attempting to pull him up off this bed too]
Fraze: [get up because there is no chance she could pull you off the bed if you didn’t give her that help, so gently pushing her towards the door, until she’s standing against the frame of it after having been lowkey pushed into it by you to one side of this open door, then wrapping your arms around her for the final time in a while, just taking a moment before you know she’s gotta leave]
Bea: [hugging you back SO tightly because very much could have stayed here for so much longer but that isn’t a reality hence we’re not going to long this out and act like it is, you gotta get used to how it is and how it has to be, hence we aren’t saying bye or anything like that because you’re still in the same house and could still be together just not in this private way, all we are doing is LOOKING at you as we leave]
Fraze: [mhmm exactly, hence don’t pull her back by the wrist like you did at the very start of this when she was trying to leave that house but do leave an adorable kiss there on said wrist for the peak romance before you let her go, returning the LOOK the entire time]
Bea: [looking at your wrist so hard now but still, go girl, back to your room, but sending him a picture of a heart you’ve doodled on that exact spot now you’re back at your desk doing your homework again]
Fraze: [send her a pic of you eating another sweet because she left them on his bedside table so it’s like you gotta come back and get these tonight now before I eat them all]
Bea: spoil your dinner, you
Fraze: Worked up enough of an appetite that I ain’t worried
Bea: That’s alright then
Fraze: better than ⚽️
Bea: do I believe you mean that? 🤔
Fraze: why would I say something I don’t?
Bea: There are lots of reasons why someone would
Bea: but you should know better that you don’t need to
Fraze: like I said, it’s me you’re talking to not any other cunt
Fraze: I do know better
Bea: does that mean you’re going to spend more time with me than you are kicking a ⚽️?
Fraze: yeah
Fraze: I ain’t swearing the same for 🥊 though, not yet, like 
Bea: there’s plenty of things I can swear I will prioritize over you, don’t worry
Bea: how embarrassing if you didn’t know me like that by now
Fraze: I’m not, be your loss if you didn’t pick us, babe
Fraze: and you know that by now
Bea: doesn’t feel like a choice
Fraze: nor to me, never has
Bea: unsure if that sounds romantic or the complete opposite
Fraze: I can be romantic in loads of ways you are sure of
Bea: I don’t need romance no more than you do
Fraze: I don’t need no hints, I know what you want
Bea: yeah
Bea: thank fuck
Fraze: I can eat fast as well as, you’re welcome for it
Bea: show-off 😏
Bea: I’ll make sure we aren’t interrupted by having a proper conversation with your mum at the table, like
Fraze: cheers, taking that one for the team is pure class of you
Bea: it’s easier when I have things to say she might wanna hear, not always bunking off like today
Fraze: I heard it was a proper one off, not something you’re gonna make a habit out of
Bea: mhmm
Bea: someone has to behave
Fraze: believe it when I see it
Bea: you wish
Fraze: you’re smart, you don’t need us to tell you you’d get more out of behaving badly with me
Bea: if none of us show up to school, reckon they might actually bother to call ‘em
Fraze: I go in
Bea: you know I’m not talking about you
Fraze: it’s about time someone bothered to do fuck all about them
Bea: I don’t get why no one has
Fraze: christ knows, too much trouble for any cunt who’s supposed to to put themselves to, only get paid for it, like
Bea: lucky for them I’m already smarter than all the staff on the payroll
Fraze: lucky for ‘em that ain’t hard
Bea: as long as they don’t try to thank me with concert tickets
Fraze: least you could sell ‘em on to somebody else thick
Bea: with thicker eyeliner, yeah
Bea: we can take the money and do something better
Fraze: deal
Bea: 🤝
Fraze: Blood, spit, or both?
Bea: gonna make me think about that and spoil my dinner?
Fraze: thinking about that’ll help you get through it
Bea: maybe
Fraze: no maybe about it
Bea: you’re gross
Fraze: you love what I am
Bea: I love everything about you
Fraze: and what I can do
Bea: why are you teasing me
Fraze: I’m giving you loads to think about, that’s different
Bea: I don’t need no hints to guess what you’re thinking about either
Fraze: we’re too old for guessing games
Bea: too much times been wasted before
Fraze: yeah, it fucking has
Bea: how do people wait, to do what they want to do, why
Fraze: I reckon they must not know what they want in the first place, or they’re too pussy to go after it if they do, when
Bea: I only do it when I have to
Bea: if I was some prodigy child, I could be at Uni already but my social skills would be even more lacking
Fraze: well cheers for not being, it’d be a real test of social graces I ain’t got
Bea: if I was practising my fake smile, you’d be gutted
Fraze: there ain’t much you could do to gut me, other than going for it with a knife or whatever
Bea: dinner ain’t going to go that poorly
Fraze: not ‘cause of me
Bea: nor me, we know what we’re doing
Fraze: shame no fucker else ‘round here can say the same, but story of our lives
Bea: awkward how long they’ll all be playing catch up, like
Fraze: they’ll never catch up to us
Bea: I’ll take not stressing over them every minute, for a start
Fraze: I’ll distract you every minute, end of
Bea: and I’ll make it mutual, you can trust that
Fraze: I’ve not doubted you, whatever else I might’ve
Bea: you’re constant, like nothing else
Fraze: I’ll take that
Bea: other things I could say, you wouldn’t want me to right before dinner
Fraze: I’ve told you to hold nothing back, don’t force me to keep repeating myself, we never drank enough for it
Bea: maybe I like how it sounds too much, the idea I don’t have to
Fraze: try it out then, see how much you like saying what you want to, how that sounds
Bea: that sounds like a pandora’s box sort of situation
Fraze: sounds like the name of a strip club
Bea: I bet it is
Fraze: or a shit band they’d listen to
Bea: you can ask Ali about it, right up their alley, or at least Joe’s, he’s more pretentious in his taste
Fraze: if I’m ever that desperate for something to say ‘round the table, do get the knives out and fucking end it all
Bea: alright, I’ll keep your death wish in mind
Fraze: I ain’t got one, just my limits
Bea: you’re adorable
Fraze: shut up
Bea: rude
Bea: you wanted to hear what I had to say a second ago
Fraze: you weren’t wanting to wind me up a sec ago
Bea: why don’t you like adorable?
Fraze: I’m not Rocky’s age, not that he is, but other cunts would reckon it
Bea: now you’re just being mean
Fraze: nah, honest
Bea: he’ll grow into his ears
Fraze: don’t bet on it
Bea: quirks make you interesting to look at, anyway
Bea: he’ll be fine
Fraze: easy for you to say when you’re that fucking easy on everybody’s eyes
Bea: so’s you
Fraze: it’s different, you could be a model, I’ve only grown into my ears or some bullshit
Bea: I don’t have the patience for that bullshit
Bea: and you know how handsome you are
Fraze: I know I could give less of a fuck, it only matters how handsome you reckon I am
Bea: I tell you all the time, you look like you could be on a screen in black and white
Fraze: I’d tell you the same but the world’d be robbed not seeing you in full colour
Bea: I miss getting to kiss you when you say things like that
Fraze: she ain’t shouting up the stairs for us all to come down yet, we’ve got time
Bea: okay, so come here
Fraze: [do obvs, sneaking for the pure mood of it even though you absolutely do not need to because clearly everyone is busy, has not knocked has just quietly come in and wrapped his arms around her from behind where she’s assumedly still sat at her desk, spinning the chair around if it’s a wheely one, pulling her body into a swivel type move if it is not]
Bea: [letting you do a quiet GASP about this because the thing where you’re almost expecting someone TOO much that you end up being shocked when they show up because of that anticipation being met before you know it, tilting your face toward his and parting your lips but not making the move yourself]
Fraze: [make that move sir, and not only that kissing her in such a !! manner that his hand at her throat lifts her off this chair slightly, not by much and only for a sec because we’re not at feral levels of fully picking her up with that move jc style or anything yet but still]
Bea: [the noise that is pure !! because was not expecting that at all but are so about it and you being more confident in what you’re doing, kissing back as if you need to attach yourself to him to not fall here]
Fraze: [really gotta make the most of every second here as y’all know dinner is looming and I’m sure joeray are gonna be bowling in if the rule is y’all have to be back for it so out here doing the absolute most with the limited time y’all have left]
Bea: [I imagine that’s the rule as well as having a curfew after dinner y’all have to be in for, seems like the basics and we’re definitely getting towards that o’clock, hence the urgency of this makeout because gotta go be in front of this fam and test how it’s gonna be for y’all]
Fraze: [mhmm hence making out frantically til the last possible second aka you hearing joeray coming through the front door and then this boy is bowling downstairs like he’s that hungry he simply must go annoy his mother/ask her how long it’ll be]
Bea: [at least you have an excuse to linger up here because we know you aren’t rushing down to dinner, won’t make Tess shout for you but when she inevitably has to for the younger kids you’ll hear and be down, with some composure lmao]
Fraze: [we all know he’s eating whatever dinner is literally 10 seconds flat like that teenage boy stereotype which is real as much as it’s also an excuse today and then leaving the table to kick his football at whatever wall is nearest where the dining table is located/ the patio doors if they are, for that throwback to when he was annoying her earlier because simply must even though the mood is entirely different this time] 
Bea: [when you’re the type of hoe, aka you feel obligated, to help Tess clear up because imagine that Fearghal probably has to leave for work at this time unless he’s doing a day shift ‘cos makes sense, so this boy just out here making the most noise and pissing his mother off undoubtedly lol, just looking at you through the doors/window like SHUT UP]
Fraze: [I imagine he’ll stop pretty immediately anyway and come in and take baby Rocky to actually be helpful, he just had to get that reaction and the throwback in first lol, god bless, don’t mind this boy just looking iconic and capable taking care of this child because god meal times and the aftermath would be so chaotic]
Bea: [you know JoeRay are trying to slink off immediately and the battle to either let them or nag them to stay and do something Tess is casually having to pick every day lol but not lol ‘cos honestly what a nightmare; imperceptibly shaking our head at you because we got the reminder in what you just did there, before telling Ro to go get her homework like a bossy bitch because y’all are kid kids so it won’t be anything taxing so you may as well get that out of the way]
Fraze: [mhmm, it isn’t really an excuse because arguably mcvickers must have dropped the ball a long time ago where joeray are concerned but I get why y’all especially have rn because the levels of exhausted they would be atm with the unplanned arrival of baby Rocky, I feel for y’all, I do, at least you can take this bub away from the homework station that’s being set up and it means baze don’t have to die from the proximity because we all know you are]
Bea: [yeah like honestly girls, there’s a lot more going on that you should recognise but a lot of teens go through depression, not to absolve y’all, but you think it’s a phase basically and it’s just gonna be shit because everyone’s teen years are shit really and then they’ll hit an age and be normal again and not seemingly hate your guts, so I get it too, this happens; for me its the way we always tell Ro what to do and hope the others follow suit but we wouldn’t dream of telling them to do anything; lucky for you baby Rock, you don’t need to do nothing but vibe, you two could even go back out because it’s spring/summer so it would still be light and warm enough]
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just saw ur post abt rockstar!thoma belting shes gone by steelheart and when i tell you I CAME RUNNING i surely did 😭 and help why does it lowkey sound like him omg ... but no way he would be singing that since he is PERFECT no one would ever leave him !! /j
+ dottore rlly put the impact in genshin pls whenever i see notes talking abt him when im exploring im just not surprised at the shit he did anymore 💀 i rlly look forward to more details abt him though !! he's is very interesting to me i wanna know what goes on inside his mind asnsja i just wanna sit down and listen to him talk abt his messed up ideas (he should be strapped down in a straight jacket though)
+ yw!! and yeah i told uuu <33 congrats on getting them both omg keqing is very op !! diluc too ugh i love him fr. and dw i got my ass kicked by xingqiu on tcg just earlier he is a PUNK ASS BITCH i swear he didnt even give me time to breathe 😭 im nowhere near good at tcg pls i got rlly humbled at inazuma :')) i thought i was doing fine til i saw someone's diluc card doing 45 like huhhhhh most i did is 13 ??!?! how is that even possible ??!? and omg i heard cyno is one of the best tcg players rn i cant wait to be obliterated 😍 but it's him so i dont mind LMAO
+ i wish that were me :')) ngl idk what artifact to farm anymore i just do viridescent now since i clear it the fastest .. i just need something to enhance thoma and nahida's artifacts that's why im still stuck in artifact domains 😭 i hope you'll get yoi soon !! she's been a blessing in disguise to me mddnk idk what i'll do without her especially when i encounter specters, ruin hunters, and the birds from the oceanid 💔 and hihi dw i have like 90 scarashrooms saved when i was still exploring !! but ngl i could reach ar 60 and still be not done with building my supports HELP spare fragile resins please 😞🤲
+ lastly, good luck on ur finals !! ik ive said this many times already since we last co-oped BUT STILL HAHAH manifesting high grades for u ava <33 u deserve the best
i just KNOW thoma has the vocal cords for it !! ngl it’s hella attractive imagining him singing, too ><
+ LMFAO i’m honestly not done being surprised w his character yet i swear he had a lot going on !! man’s schedule is packed for centuries now 😭 what’s with him nation-hopping and scheming every time !! and how i rmb the time he was in mondstadt, too !! or at least one of his segments. maybe thats why he made them bcos i KNOW he couldn’t just finish his schedules on time 😭 but yes i agree. he’s the most interesting character atm in genshin for me. there’s just a lot to unpack??? w his interest ??? the way he’s so curious of the world yet indifferent w repercussions of seeking the answers!! i’m intrigued how he got to be the 2nd harbinger, though!!
+ AHHH keqing just adds and adds these support cards while we were dueling and im like WHAT IS GOING ON GIRL i began sweating when diluc’s card died PLS i’m not yet done dueling in mond <//3 every time i tell myself i’m gonna do it i just click out of the game after doing comms <//3 yeah that’s what
+ rn i’m farming kuni’s artifact <//3 i got crit dmg circlet yesterday but it rolled 2x in def so i didn’t bother lvling it up any higher <//3 PLS i want yoi so bad !! i just… ugh her character design is amazing !! she’s so useful in the abyss for boss enemies <//3 AGAJAJ youre not alone though i am ar57 and im not done w my supports yet </3 thats why as much as i love the upcoming characters i don’t think i’ll ever pull if it’s not dehya or hu tao <//3 i’ve got way too many dps rn 😭
+ THANK YOU! so far it’s better than the last time. i think i’ve just accepted the fact that i am in no way acing the finals but i just want academic rest so i don’t rly care anymore !! thank you, though!! that means a lot ai <33
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When Madi looked up I SOBBED. Also I Know Thomas is still alive but I Need to hear them say it. Also the Acting in this show god… God. Screaming and crying. Flint realizing he’s been doomed to be nothing but the identity he wanted so badly to escape. Can someone PLEASE tell him about Thomas please I’m begging. God the way this all collapsed. Fuck. God Madi deserved so much better than this. The way John lost everything he cared about in saving it… god this is so painful but seeing the reunion between Flint and Thomas. Fuck. FUUUUUUUCK. “I’m not the villain you think I am. I’m not him.” Begging her to believe that. Begging yourself to believe that. Oh god he Was planning that forever. God poor Madi having put her trust in him. I haven’t seen anything treasure island in years and I was too young to read it at the time but I’m sure this ending would be blowing my tits clean off if I had. Still blowing one tit hygienically off. The chambermaid irritated me glad she got to go home though. Glad Max is okay. The “it’s fine” at the end LMAO. Well. I’m gonna need some time to recover from that. Ouch. That was incredible. And good fucking god. ⚓️
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YES ITS SO MUCH...the first time i watched i was like "well it cant hurt me much more after That scene" and 😐 what a lie that was lol. i constantly have so many thoughts and literally me and my 2 black sails mutuals just. constant back and forth. constant trauma. endless emotional terrorism.
also re: treasure island...the way this show changes almost everything about your initial perceptions....its evil!
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bbgthoma · 2 years
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YES HE WOULD WOULD TOTALLY SAY OH MY DOGS 😭😭😭
omg that thoma brainrot is so adorable im melting 😭💓💓 GOD and him getting sad at not cuddling is so 😭
ive been having even MORE thoma brainrot during school (he lives in my head rent free)
ok like all the thoma fics are super fluffy and i love that! fluff is so cute and adorable <33 but like sometimes i just want hardcore ANGST man 💀💀 so uhm yeah have an angst thoma drabble?? brainrot?? man idk
its honestly so hard to come up with ways arguments would start with this man cus like.... he's way too sweet. i mean people like tartagalia and kaeya are easy to create fake arguments for bcs... well ykyk 💀 but theres something abt thoma that makes it SO HARD to create reasons for arguing cus like,,,, what is there to argue about with this man 😭
one of the ONLY things i can think of is how giving he is. i mean one of his voicelines is literally “only 10 mora left... still, 10 mora is better than no mora!" so uhmmm yeah wrote a little drabble here ya go 
also sorry if the writing is absolute dogshit i havent written in so long 💀 also thoma is probably SO ooc lmao its actually so hard to write arguments with this man.
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you’ve barely seen your boyfriend all week. and of course, his reason was that he was helping tons of people and couldn’t make time for you. like always. of course you knew his job was hard, and you respected that. but you honestly just couldn’t take it anymore.
“i’m so so sorry [name], ill make it up to you i promise.” he said, hugging you tightly.
that’s what he always said. he did make it up to you everytime, but this has happened way too many times for you to just blindly accept his apology. 
“this happens like once a month, thoma!” you sigh, taking his arms off your back.
“i know and i’m so sorry, i promise i’ll try to make more time for you.” 
“there it is again! that same excuse. you said that last time. and the time before that. and the time before that. when are you ever going to keep that promise?”
“[name] i-” he started, but you cut him off.
“oh, and let me guess; you’re left with no mora. again.”
his guilty look said it all. 
you sigh, putting your head in your hands. you were just so tired of this. 
“[name] i… look. my job is tiring. and really do try my hardest to make time for you i just…” he trails off, not knowing what to say. 
“do you understand how worried i get? knowing that you’re out there, doing who knows what! barely any mora on you. i mean you once came home with a bruised eye for the love of god!” you raise your voice a little.
he just looked away from you. 
“look, and now you’re not even talking to me!”
“i’m sorry, okay!? i’m sorry that i somehow don’t make enough time for you even though almost every time besides those weeks, i’m putting you first! maybe you would be less worried if you weren’t so clingy all the time.” he finally snapped, shouting now. 
you could tell the moment he said it, he regretted it so much. his face morphed into shock at his own words. 
“[name]-”
“save it.”, you say, walking towards the door. “wait, where are you going?” he asks desperately, grabbing onto your wrist. you quickly pull it away.“i just- i need some fresh air, alright? i think we both need to calm down here.” you say, opening the door and walking out. 
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LMAO did i just leave you on an angst cliffhanger? yes. sorry not sorry <33 ok but dw ill make you a part two soon lmaoo. i just thought it was getting too long for the ask box. expect a fluffy ending either today or tmrw 😍😍

thoma angst could be possible bc he can be the insecure type and like he could reject your confession thinking he doesn’t deserve you.
NOOOO😭 THAT WAS ACTUALLY SO WELL WRITTEN🥲
U BETTER, MY LIFE IS ALREADY ANGSTY ENOUGH😭
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