#sorry your tags were so funny to me

[xenolinguistics-department]

what I'm posting about recently, according to teddy

#sorry your tags were so funny to me #but i fully understand #it was happening to me too when you were actively posting about gavin #the gavin i had in mind never matched whatever it was you were posting #tmagp

[ogachukwu-the-freak]

Can't fucking stand Black Butler antis, YES my favorite scene was the fucking asthma scene bitch AND???? I'M WEIRD? WHY DID YOU WATCH AN ANIME WITH CLEARLY SUGGESTIVE SCENES LIKE THAT HUH???

SPEAK UP.

#talking as if we didn't all know what the undertones were with the corset scene #if you hate that shit so much rhis isn't YOUR space #it's OURS #I remember the fanart. bitch i remember the sebaciel MEMES I'd scroll through on Pinterest #with comments laughing about how funny or adding on to it #i remember the youtube compilations and the bitches all swooning at the sebaciel scenes #and now youre going to sit there #and look at me like I'M the freak for still being like this. mother. fucking. bitch eHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE THEN????? #why are you WATCHING why are you READING without SOME DEGREE OF *TOLERANCE* FOR SEBACIEL #I'm sorry. it's not like I've been even too involved in Kuroshitsuji in recent years just #it feels like.. entitlement to me? it rubs me the wrong way #proship #proship rant #sebaciel #pro ship #pro fiction #do i tag this as shotacon? #proshippers please interact

[whereismyhat5678]

OOOOHHHH PIZZAHEAD HAS A CRUSH ON PEPPINO- *get zap by his laser beam*

owie

Guys I think he likes Peppino- 👀

#Pizza Tower #Ignore the tags if you just wanna see funny art <x] #I haven’t answered asks for so long guys. I’m so sorry 🙁 #I’m thinking of just answering requests when I have the motivation to do it. I swear to all the asks that were sent in December I really #hope this doesn’t bother you 🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️ #Idk I think I’m just kinda loosing it towards answering requests- They’re fun don’t get me wrong! But I feel like it’s something I HAVE to d #I’m probably gonna answer them one at a time. That way I don’t feel as stressed about it #I hope this doesn’t kill your guys mood. #Pizza Head #Also so real anon #Anon ask #ask

[lesbiangiratina]

Funny as hell. Yeah theyre doing great

#jp text is more like. a weapon denying its urge to kill is like denying its existence. i think. which is fucking insane. but yeah #did you know ggx advance has unique dialogue for the tag team mode. i didnt until yesterday. thank you tillman #most of testament’s are so fun yay yay. yay #ky notes that theres no madness in their eyes anymore. thats awesome. i like that they were like visibly crazy to him previously. #jam offers to make them food and they think about potato ramen. cute. cute. #they almost ask axl to say something to kliff for them if he ever sees him. uwa. uwa. #johnny basically says. yeah youre taller but im hotter. whos gonna tell him #IN ENG CHIPP SAYS ALL YOU TALK ABOUT IS NIGHTMARES AND POISON which is so fucking funny. #but in jp he just kinda .says he doesnt like their spells n such cuz he hates nightmares and poison. im sorry chippy. #GRAHHH YAY! SOME NEW LINES OF TEXT FOR ME! YAY! YIPPEE! #the kat goes meow #gg #testament tag

[femmeroi]

My stinky guys

#judai yuki #jaden yuki #jun manjoume #chazz princeton #yubel yugioh #ygo #lacunashipping #<- that's what I'm calling Yubel/Jun thank you for coming to my brain #Yubel/Jun “have” a ship name already but literally no one used it ever and it was shit ass so I'm making my own #fermentshipping #<- And that's what I'm calling Yubel/Jun/Judai IDK if they have a ship name already or not but if they do it sucks and mine is better #I think the three should hold hands and kiss and yell and go to therapy #I hope these don't look like shit ass I am straight up delirious right now because of the medicine but I trust my love to be good enough <3 #my art #<- I always forget that fucking tag #Sorry Judai but between your soulmate and your rival you ended up being the third wheel because I thought it was funny #Any time I make Yubel or Judai ship art just assume the other one is in on the relationship unless explicitly stated otherwise #They're a combo deal to me. They were super polyd ! They're a pair ! Do not separate- can not separate #I have So Many thoughts about them approaching relationships post cannon I love to think about how shitass they both are with that stuff #I can tell these tags are a mess but I don't have enough brain power to fix them right now

[crescentfool]

happy anniversary to the day i got the minato plushie, have some pictures i’ve accumulated of minato in places where he shouldn’t be! 🥳 

#persona 3 #minato arisato #makoto yuki #lizzy shitposts #i am NOT sorry for putting fandom tags on this. being an adult is embracing your inner child and doing things you wish you could do when- #you were younger. also i think its funny to photograph plushies they are SO CUTE. #yes i enjoy putting my plushie in food appliance display shelves. this is normal lizz behavior #and yes i disinfect minato afterwards. sprays him with lysol. you are cleansed now. #this is probably one of my favorite merchandise purchases ever tbh! p25th anniversary plushies are so small and friend shaped... #anyway that is all i have to say. maybe i will post more pictures like these next year...! i love taking these they make me smile and laugh #lizzy speaks

[ratcandy]

unrelatedly to everything I don't recommend getting bitten by ticks. I recommend even less waking up in the morning only to find three of them already hanging out on you. I recommend EVEN LESS THAN THAT the experience of sitting alone in the middle of your dorm room having to get them out of your Own Skin as quickly and carefully as possible with a pair of tweezers .

And god forbid you just took a vector-borne disease class the semester before this event happened so now all the possible diseases a tick can transmit are just fresh in ur brain . and of course this is your first time getting bitten by ticks

#I mean AGAIN none of them could've been latched onto me for longer than 24 hours . Nor were any of them swollen to suggest #they'd even had a proper blood meal yet. So like. I SHOULD be fine. #But seeing that one of them was indeed a lone star tick I'm just looking at the slimmest possibility of getting that acquired meat allergy #and gritting my teeth in anguish at the thought #but at the SAME TIME. Like. It would be a little funny. LIKE NO IT WOULDN'T but it'd be like. Ironic. given what I am studying dhgKJSDH #This probably needs tagging so people aren't like. Jumpscared by gross tick talk. #parasites #tw bug #tw ticks #ask to tag #sorry for complaining about getting ganged up on by ticks on your dash. Unfortunately ever since this experience I've been compulsively #checking myself for ticks every few minutes. So like. I'm having a great time #clamtalk #bugposting

[todayisafridaynight]

would it be okay if u told me why u like aoki😭/gen😭😭😭😭BEEN TRYNA LIKE HIM FOR SO LONG I JUST CANTT but i love ur art so much so i still consume it otherwise lol

i liked tohru adachi in high school and tbh i think that alone is enough of an explanation for why i ended up liking aoki

#snap chats #haha see i told you last post's tags were relevant #anyway vLKVJEVLKAEJVLKJ IM CRYING ANON youre so funny. this is the funniest ask i coulda got thank you so much #i dont know why i like him either <- yes i do #fine lets get Real Talk about it #well first off all i thought he looked hot rolling out the elevator and i was playing the eng dub and i think his voice sounds hot there #and thats like. not athing that happens to me ever <- literally thought sawashiro was hot two frames into the game but anyway #i like politician characters. or characters that are in a position of power ESPECIALLY if they have to act like they dont suck balls #like i very much love the idea of the power of charisma and that type of thing not to mention the 'strategizing' as aoki puts it #that comes with politics. LIKE HE SUCKS DONT GET IT TWISTED HE SUCKS BUT //shrug emoji// #like its why i love the mine rggo stories i like seeing mine's thought process and how he uses his intelligence #smart's sexy to me idk what to tell you but moving on #its fun watching him lose his cool too ESP IN HIS FIGHT LMAO HE STOMPIN HIS FOOT LIKE A TODDLER SHUT UP #i also really love the arakawa family in general and thinking of aoki's relationship with each of them makes my brain explode #especially him and sawashiro that shit is painful to watch and i love it so much #i also thought him going from goth to republican was the funniest shit in the world like i howled at that AND i was distraught #aokis so interesting to me from the notion that he IS loved by his family but he has so much hatred for himself it eats him up #and as a result he cant be happy no matter what he does- how hes constantly seeking validation even if it's nothing meaningful #his lil. Dog-Eat-Dog world world belief to ichi also appealed to my edgy depressed high schooler brain. sorry. #his speech at the lockers also got to me. unfortunately. sorry everyone i empathized too hard it got too real it wasnt funny anymore #like as much as i complain bout the very end the ending is what solidified me liking aoki if not also cause of ichi's impact in those scene #plus... analyzing him and the environment around him is so much fun too.... #idk reasons for why i like aoki also boil down to personal reasons. he still sucks tho so i cant be upset when people hate him LOL #i probably have more reasons or could elaborate more i love rambling but i mean. who really wants to read all that 💀💀 #maybe for a character that WASNT the worst but. aoki is so LMAO #thank you for loving my art regardless :) im sorry i have to be attached to the worst guys ever

[johnbly]

WIP game!

i was tagged by @tortoisesshells ✨

so i have two fics going one rn: 1) in the boat purgatory in at world's end, james comes across gov swann and the two have a final conversation together (not using that for this since i haven't done too much but something to look forward to i guess) and 2) bolt's "what if james had a dragon" fic and subsequent discussions and questions has me now doing a "what if hornblower had a dragon" fic so here is an excerpt from that:

“Who are you?”  The dragonet is speaking French, and internally Hornblower swears. Is French the only language the creature knows? It’s no issue for him, of course, but how can it be expected to be a British dragon if it only knows French? “Captain Horatio Hornblower, most recently of the HMS Sutherland,” he replies, also in French – awkwardly so, because it’s a ridiculously formal introduction to make to a dragon, but in light of never having conversed with one before he’s fallen back on the old habit of saying more than is necessary. “That is not a French name,” the dragon says. In English. “Non – no, it is not. You speak English, then?” “I do.” Pause. “That was a long introduction. I hope you don’t want me to use it whenever I want to call on you?” The idea of a dragon wanting to call on him at all is no less ridiculous than having a conversation with one, but it – he? The voice is deep – has a point. “You can call me 'Hornblower',” he says.

i don't remember who all is writing things that hasn't already been tagged, so if you see this and are a writer, feel free to share!

#thanks tortie! glad i had something to share #further context: it's at the end of flying colours as you may have guessed from hornblower's intro #when he bush and brown go to steal the witch of endor they find the egg #bc originally the egg (maybe some others too?) was being sent by the navy somewhere but then as we know she was captured by the french #so now the french are getting ready to move the egg somewhere but surprise the escaped british prisoners are stealing your ship #the dragon is named justinian bc hornblower was like [sweats] how do i name things #and started thinking about the names of his ships but accidentally said them aloud and the dragon was like 'i like justinian thanks' #the fic just covers the finding/hatching/reuniting with the fleet #but i do intend to reread temeraire eventually so maybe more will come #...i hope there are no typos in these tags #also i hate posting long things on mobile but i refused to give in so here we are #also also justinian is going to be a good bean that will remind hornblower of kennedy sometimes #bc i think he needs someone like that in addition to bush. thank you show #and idk if the boat purgatory convo could happen in canon since their deaths were separated by a fair amount of time (?) #but i can do what i want #afraid of heights hornblower having a dragon is still funny to me. sorry buddy blame bolt #he's kind of a mashup of show!hornblower and book!hornblower #my writing #chilly chats #tortoisesshells

[fluffypichu876]

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

not my sunbro...

damn you miyazaki...

#i'm so sorry my friend... it was for your sake... #given that this is dark souls i should have seen it coming but man... #HIS DEATH DIALOGUE NOOO #you should have found your sun my friend... #not a fucking bug #SERIOUSLY SOLAIRE DYING BECAUSE OF A BUG??????? #were you that desperate? #oh god i feel terrible #later i had to go to anor londo to try to find something and seeing that area around the bonfire completely desolate without solaire there #it was so fucking depressing #AND I SAW LIKE 3 DIFFERENT MESSAGES SAYING 'tears?' LIKE YEAH NO SHIT #so i left one too :') #*sigh* i miss him already #i keep letting characters die and now firelink shrine is more of a grave than a nice safe sanctuary to chat with npcs #(haha funny there's an actual graveyard there haha oh god) #ouch i just remembered that i kinda let larentius hollow #god he was so nice too #he literally trusted me with a part of himself dude wth i feel horrible #the fromsoft experience™ #i remember when i felt terrible for getting the immortal severance ending in sekiro #NOT MY BOI KURO DAMNIT #and wolf becoming a sculptor like the proof of an endless cycle of suffering that i failed to break... #god i hate that ending #*sigh* back to ds1 at least siegmeyer is still alive and jolly as ever #except he met me at firelink and said he was going somewhere and now i'm terrified that's he's just gonna die too ahahahahahah help #NOT YOU TOO ONIONBRO STAY ALIVE OR I'LL... I'LL KILL YOU #...sorry for venting in the tags #AND THE WORST OFFENDER IS THAT I HAD TO KILL HIM MYSELF FUCK #i'm so sorry my friend... my sunbro... #dark souls

[sparklingpax]

the way omni productions was like “ah yes, and here we’ve got the fearsome...” 

*checks smudged notes* 

“...deathsanrus”

#sorry but every damn time I remember thats what hes officially called in the dub I begin cackling #it is so funny and terrible #fitting in some ways lmfaooo #its his karma to be misnamed with the funniest misnaming ever for his crimes against space and humankind and the breastforce (leozak)-- #deathsaurus #yes because fortunately I am not omni productions so I will be tagging the emperor correctly thank you very Much #lmfao #kuni talks #random #transformers #transformers stuff #transformers victory #victory #victory fun 💫 #anime #transformers anime #the omni production dubs of the entire triology are absolutely insane #some days I just. remember they even exist and were at one point official somewhere when I think they're actually not official (??) #either way they exist and that is incredible to me. I burst out laughing #this is also a semi psa like if you ever plan on watching the japanese g1 stuff. on my Knees I am BEGGING do NOT watch the dub if youre #doing a serious watchthrough of these series #please please please do not #the dub is for fun and jokes only there are mistranslations and mis-everything honestly and if you wanna appreciate the beauty of jg1 then #you gotta do the original audio ok? ok thanks #😭 #oki thats all outta me bye go watch my edit thanks

[nyarthru]

the fact that so many child abuse laws are like "its not child abuse unless it leaves a lasting mark" is so fucking crazy to me. You can hit a kid as long as your fists weren't closed and you hit them light enough

#It's actually so hard for someone to be convicted of child abuse. especially if what happened is under the guise of ''discipline'' #yeah the kid was fighting me so its not MY fault that he hit his head and arm on a counter and was also on edge of having a panic attack. #this is the proper reaction to a kid being guilty of talking back and being bossy - my uncle #also my uncle: I've never been found guilty under the law for child abuse. you are wrong. also you are the one needing to grow up bc somehow #I'm circling this conversation about you assaulting me over thinking something bad was happening to your brother back around to the fact you #are still living with me #its so funny to me bc even if I did try to leave my mom would try to stop me lmao. ''you're mom is enabling your lifestyle for some reason'' #my dude. my mom is ENFORCING this lifestyle. not to mention when you were shaming me for how old I was and still living here...you got my #age wrong??? do your research before talking to me. #literally told me I had no goals or plans for the future. lmao even. he only ever talks to me to tell me that he wants me out #quickly! name 8 interests I have that I did not have while in elementary school!!! #like I'm so mad. at least I can revel in the fact that my uncle was such a pussy you didn't commit to calling the police on me when he said #he would lmao. I can also revel in the fact that he fucking hates it here and tries to avoid being home. and that hes failing at parenting #his own children. I'm sorry brenna. I mean no slander. but you sneaking around and being found out about it and that all the adults knew #about it before he did thus making him look bad is so satisfying. its like watching him judging his gf and my mom for being bad parents #while his kids do much worse things (in his eyes) so fucking poetic #I'm sorry for going batshit crazy in the tags. I am. venting #tw child abuse

[mandiemegatron]

LET ME MAKE SOMETHING VERY FUCKIN CLEAR HERE 😂😂😂

If YOU come into my inbox and try to insult me, or be straight up rude or a fuckin' douche canoe - I WILL HURT YOUR FEELINGS.

I will rip into you SO FUCKIN HARD that you will never want to even THINK abt sending anon hate ever again.

Eat shit and die, you raggedy, bald headed BITCHES. 🥰🥰🥰🥰

#PSA #and to my mutuals #if someone sends you anon hate - TAG ME ! i will rip them a new asshole so quick ! #im so sick of you rats hiding behind the anon function like 😂😂😂😂 #were laughing at you. youre pathetic. youre nothing. a little worm under my fuckin boot. #we make fun of you in funny voices #sorry not sorry that youre so fuckin miserable with your own existence that you need to take it out on people who actually have interests. #youre sad. see a therapist. and maybe go to church because you need some form of Creator in your life. go touch grass.

[lu-lox]

silly question. but why do you like oberstein from logh? and not hubert, his black eagles counterpart?

did i ever say i dislike hubert? so so sorry 😭😭😭😭 he is legit the single reason i enjoy crimson flower 😭😭😭😭 the evilest wife-guy rubbing his greasy hands together.... he is on my top five houses characters because he is outright vile and doesn't even try to hide it...

the only reason i'm not a "hubert apologist" is bc he doesn't have to manipulate edelgard and is actually loved by her and she appreciates his sliminess and understands that it is needed for her to rise as emperor and keep the power as the war she started demolishes the continent.

meanwhile, oberstein has to lie and cheat and literally manipulate reinhard into letting a nuke kill an entire plantet and everyone he works with hopes he dies... bc literally no one likes him.

the ideological different between edelgard and reinhard also makes their dynamic with huberet and oberstein so different; and it is that extremely fucked up relationship that reinhard and oberstein have bc of kircheiss & his more uhhh pacifist (lol) approach to usurping power and doing a coup that makes me be obsessed with oberstein 🤷‍♀️

so it isn't that i don't care, or worse, dislike hubert, bc i do adore him... sadly it all comes down to "how can i torture this man further" and hubert enjoys his life too much for the fucked up yaoi synapses to happen in my brain (oberstein/bittenfeld means so much to me... hubert/ferdinand is just not fucked up enough to give me what i need 😔)

#i dont have a text tag #also oberstein is literally so ugly while hubert has style #sorry but the fact that this ask was sent shortly after i obersteinposted on twitter i so funny to me sksksksks 👀 #i used to have a cute hubert pfp on twitter back in like 2020/2021 lol he just ended up washed away by the power of dmlx & rhea[redacted] #huber: lady edelgard i have re instated the secret police xoxo your most loyal servant - edelgard: tnx bestie (sent from iphone) #obby: fuck how do i secretly re instate the secret police without reinhard finding out i did it and havent killed off the secret minister #reinhard: if only kircheiss were here i wouldnt have to manage that bitch into not doing his own coup against me bc i didnt nuke more

[dimiclaudeblaigan]

Anon with the "GW not bad for Faerghus" ask. I couldn't read your full response bc your other blog is private but yes, there are people who say that the Kingdom is not in a bad position. Mostly those who think Claude's "scheme" will force Edelgard to end the war bc he could ally with the "still strong" Kingdom to crush her if she didn't, and that GW is some kind of "golden ending" for the three nations. Some even argue that Claude freed Faerghus/Dimitri from the Church's chains - or whatever.

I don't know if you saw my post where I mentioned you should be able to read it now, but if you didn't you should still be able to. I think I switched off the setting for that because I didn't realize it would prevent you from seeing the whole ask. :o

That's wild to hear though that people think the Kingdom isn’t in a bad position. They've lost a lot of military power regardless of whether or not they lose influence. Like I mentioned in the previous ask, it's basically up to Claude whether or not they retain their influence (regardless of what Petra wants in GW or what she thinks she knows about Fodlan lol). If they do, they still have no military might. If Sreng invades they're fucked if Claude doesn't treat them like a vassal state of Leicester and help them under the pretext that Faerghus is now part of Leicester.

In other words, they’re at best a vassal state and otherwise left alone, and at worst they’re left to rot.

Technically, Claude could try to get them to help him fight against the Empire, sure, but they won’t have the military might to help him very much, and like I mentioned in the last ask, the chances of it working are slim. Gautier won’t help and I can say that with pretty much full certainty, and if Gautier won’t help then Fraldarius probably won’t either (remember, it’s Felix who makes the final decisions now and not Rodrigue, so if Felix sees Sylvain is still upset about his father and won’t help the Alliance because of what they did, Felix won’t help them either. Felix is extremely emotional about his friends - especially his childhood friends. If you fuck with them then he’s going to fuck with you).

So now, Claude can either decide to try to force them to help, which would invoke another fight between him and Faerghus and cause more deaths, or he’ll just have to accept that he’s not getting help/a lot of help from Faerghus (I detailed it more in the other ask, so hopefully you can access the rest of it now!).

Post GW, Faerghus won’t be helping anyone in a war, I can tell you that. It’d take everything they had to keep Sreng out and to fix any damages from the Alliance’s attack. Even if Claude called on them, they just... couldn’t help.

Unfortunately even in GW they imply that Dimitri is “freed” of the Church, so of course most people take that at face value and don’t look any deeper than what’s told to them. Dimitri isn’t really free or not free of the Church. He was never in a situation where he was being controlled by them. They’re on friendly terms, but that’s really it. Rhea doesn’t tell Dimitri what to do or how to run Faerghus. It’s just that the people there are very devout because of their good relations with the Church and because Rhea helps Faerghus when they need help. It’s give and take for them just like any political situation. Faerghus isn’t in a bad position because they’re around. They’ve only really benefitted from the Church if anything, because Rhea doesn’t personally involve herself with their political decisions.

The whole “we have to free Dimitri from them” thing sounded more to me like Claude needing to find something “good” to hang onto to excuse himself for making those choices. As it was he was grasping at straws to justify their invasion to begin with. He already didn’t have a good pretext for attacking them. Saying “we’re freeing you” is like... his lowkey way of saying he needs to make himself feel better about it, because Dimitri didn’t need his or anyone’s help to begin with. If they were left alone, Faerghus would’ve been fine. Edelgard in GW is struggling on both sides of the war, so if Faerghus hadn’t been attacked by the Alliance, I can guarantee the Empire would’ve just lost.

Really, if Claude teamed up with the Kingdom in the first place and took down the Empire, they would’ve spared themselves more lives and bloodshed in the long run. Claude caused even more battles to happen and got more innocent people killed. I think by the end of the game he did figure out that he made the wrong decisions, but by then it was too late and he couldn’t take back what he did so he needed to find ways to justify all of it to himself.

I just wish they actually came out and said that though instead of running around it in circles while trying to make us believe he actually believes that the Kingdom was just better off without the Church. They weren’t doing badly with the Church involved or not involved. It was the invasion that hurt them. If Claude skipped around Fhirdiad and killed Rhea, regardless of plot or context or anything, just like, imagine he didn’t invade Faerghus and they just passed through and killed Rhea, then Faerghus’ situation might get a little more complicated for inheritance, but I think just with Dimitri’s temperament that they’d be able to stave off any legitimacy issues pretty quick. That is, people liked him in power so the populace would still be in favor of having him as king whether the Church was there or not. Rodrigue was well liked, so he’d be a perfect public figure to calm down any potential anxiety and worry with the loss of the Church. They could’ve actually made it without the Church, but it was mostly the invasion that really hurt the country and dug them into a hole for the future.

#DCB Ask #like ngl hearing Petra say that shit about Faerghus was so scummy #like who are you to say you're going to take over for their politics as a mediator between two of Fodlan's territories #if a foreigner came into my country and said they were going to mediate between our states I'd be like fuck off #I like Houses Petra just fine but GW Petra rubs me the really wrong way #it's like she sounds desperate to want to have power in Fodlan and it's like. bruh. why do you need that. #just bc you think you're buddy buddy with Claude now doesn't mean you get to replace Faerghus politically #funny too because she's not only jumping the gun with that but implying she'll have more power in Fodlan #than even Lorenz which is just... laughable at that point honestly #I mentioned Petra a lot more in the previous ask but I just think it's nuts to me that she not only #betrays Edelgard and sides with Claude to survive but then they ally with Edelgard and it's like #Petra seems to think it's all good and well between her and Edelgard but ??? you can't just be like #oh I ditched you for another army and helped kill your people but that's okay now bc I'm allied with you now!!! #and then she goes off spouting that nonsense about how she thinks Brigid (thus she) will take the third power #of Fodlan's politics to mediate between the Empire and Alliance like... no #ANYWAY SORRY ABOUT THE TAGS I HAD TO GET THAT OFF MY CHEST LOL #but yeah uh... if Claude just... didn't invade? they'd be fine lmao

[thecherrygod]

I basically just had a dream of being back in highschool and i was crying by the end. This is new to me. I haven't been in hs in 6 years

#my posts #my dreams #bc i will explain it but. I'm so tired #something in the dream happened like no respect for privacy and stuff in the kind of fucked up bathrooms your brain makes up while asleep #... at least my brain loves making up fucked up bathrooms in my sleep that's okay anyways #there was a lack of respect for privacy and it made me angry and I'm the dream i sorry if reacted how i wanted to in actual hs i guess #like very violent to the point that at first they were laughing but then were very scared #like i was screaming and pushing and grabbing and stuff and people realized it wasn't so funny anymore #also i realized that it didn't matter what kind of relationships i had there up to that point they were all ruined bc of that #i apparently got changed in class to another and they made me sit in the back with no one besides me and i was very some which is #ignoring the violence that was my hs experience sjrarjtkfyñ #by the end the people that used to be on my life i think were trying to get back in but i was sorta always walking looking at the floor #sliding everyone's face bc whenever i passed i heard whispers that i was sure were about me (normal hs experience) #avoiding not sliding dgmzmy anyways yeah #at some point someone finally breaks through me and shows me something that idk how to describe. like meat and a bonsai? idk #sorta like they make me so anger look at it and they were warn and kind and i fully broke down crying and hugged them fnwmhmwk #it wasnt a random person but this dream is sorta personal even tho im writing it here but this is my blog i tend to post this stuff #but i mean i don't want to write his name i don't want it to appear in the main tags on accident #just know that i dreamt with him once before. also hugged him and cried KDNGRMHM #i wasnt going to make that comment thats why i used they pronouns before but nah its a he #also someone else like related to him was there and i think in a way he was trying to help but it was more him finding a business #opportunity and selling his own stuff at maybe an inappropriate time which i think he just does that sometimes gkwgkkf #anyways yeah i am very tired and i should go back to sleep #also i woke up with tears sorta formed in my eyes fkdkgkdg so i sort of still want to cry like in the dream i guess #its not even that early its 9but i don't have anything to do today so back to sleep