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sage-nebula · 1 year

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your tags..ur right about nine not owning it to anyone and man,, thats what hurts the most to me... its just ouch... i love how his trauma is writen

It's really validating, tbh.

I won't go into details, but I was abused as a child / teen. And while in that environment I did what I could to minimize harm (unless I was purposefully redirecting it onto myself so that it wouldn't get turned on my dog), when I was outside that environment (e.g. the rare times I was in school) or when I left, my default reaction to any perceived threat was Fight. Someone told me to move on the bus because they wanted my seat? I gave them a library of curse words and threats and made it clear I was ready to follow through. Some guy kept annoying me even after I told him repeatedly that I was going to hurt him if he didn't stop? I grabbed him by the hair, slammed his head into a locker, and held him there until he started crying and I had blood under my nails. To be clear, this was not good. I was severely traumatized and was not put into therapy like I should have been, and as such had zero emotional regulation skills. I was 5'0", 70lbs of pure rage the second I saw anything as a potential threat / bully / harm. And when I did get in fights, I ended them as fast as possible.

So to have Nine's default be Fight? To have him be bullied and abused and decide, okay, he's going to build weapons to defend himself with, and he will use them, and he will prioritize his safety above all else no matter whose throat he needs to rip out to do it? Yeah, that's validating! Again, it's not good; he's severely traumatized and leaning hard into unhealthy coping mechanisms (familiar unhealthy coping mechanisms) as a result. But it's nice to, for once, see a trauma survivor who isn't an uwu timid flower. Because while some trauma survivors do fall into Flight or Fawn as their default, some also fall into Fight. And for any kids out there who are unfortunately in a situation like this, who decide that their default when they get bullied or harassed or abused is to start swinging fists (or office supplies because they're in the school library), I think it would be pretty validating for them, too. Although, again, hopefully they eventually get out of that situation and get some help, because none of this is healthy no matter how validating it is.

(And on the note of not owing anyone—yeah, see, because that's the thing. Obviously the one most at fault for the abuse is the abuser. But those who saw the signs and still did nothing are culpable, too. My neighbors who heard the screaming and did nothing, my teachers who saw me show up to school with no lunch and no lunch money and in clothes that reeked of cigarette smoke because my biomom smoked in the car with the windows rolled up and me inside, and this was on the rare occasion I was even sent to school to begin with and they still did nothing—yeah, they're culpable. They could've intervened, and they chose not to. I'm an adult now so I'm pretty much over it, but I understand Nine's anger toward a city that never helped him. They ignored his suffering, so why shouldn't he ignore theirs? It's not a heroic attitude to have, but when you've been through something like he has, being a hero is the last thing on your mind. And he's not wrong for that.)

#studioboner #sorry if this was TMI #but Nine made me feel Seen #sonic prime spoilers #miles nine prower #i don't know i say i ''was'' traumatized when I was actually diagnosed w/ CPTSD as an adult #when i finally was able to see a therapist #but like. i've been thru therapy and have learned some coping strategies #and am not NEARLY as violent as i once was #(tho if i got in a fight i would still strive to end it as fast as possible)#so like. maybe that's why. i don't know i'm just rambling now

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angelicgirlstuff · 1 year

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Aww man don’t ghost me Mr Bartender, I still have your cardigan. Not to mention I made you make a mess all over your work uniform

#sorry if this was tmi #but I’m honestly WRECKED I thought we had a genuine connection

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wegc · 3 months

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guys if i had a dick i would go crazy like i don't think i'd be able to stop jerking off it's literally so easy u just go up and down and boom u cum AN D U CAN ACTUALLY SEE THE CUM !!!!! i also think i'd be hard all the time um

#like i alr abuse tf out of my kitty despite how hard it can be sometimes but #i want a dick #sorry for the tmi im going crazy on my period rn

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mysicklove · 4 months

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mans tried to finger me and i was dry as a rock. 😔😔😔😔 literally had to pull him away bc it hurt LMAOAOAOAAOAO

#🔪 - mello talks too much #sorry this is tmi #i need a private account where i can shared this #buy. hor now #thus works

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kathaynesart · 5 months

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I JUST WANNA EAT YOUR ART RAHHH ITS SO GOOD!! ANYWAYS I HAVE SOME QUESTIONS FOR REPLICA, IF YOUR WILLING TO ANSWER, NO PRESSURE.

Will Leo and the others take over the Resistance in future chapters? Cause right now it seems that the Bishop guy is running it so far, right?

I honestly can't wait for some more updates! Your art is amazing and your story telling and writing skills are through the roof! Also! I hope you have a good week and that everything in your life is perfect! Make sure to get rest, eat, and focus on yourself! ❤️❤️

Thank you so much! You are so kind!

If you mean the Central Park Colony, technically no, they neve take over. The Resistance (the Liberty Colony) and the Central Park Colony are two different things! A lot of this information is subtly inferred and might be difficult to notice so here are some known facts:

Central Park Colony:

2022 - 2030

Located: under Central Park

last colony and stronghold of the USA

was an underground facility created by the EPF (Earth Protection Force, aka shady anti-alien/mutant department) in case of invasion

Run by the remnants of the US Government and EPF

large colony comprised of humans (yokai and mutants too but they're mostly kept in quarantine camps)

destroyed by the Krang in 2030 aka "The Day the Sky Bled Red" killing off a vast majority of the humans, EPF, and political figures in power

Liberty Colony (aka The Resistance):

2030 - 2044

Located: under Statue of Liberty

comprised of human, yokai, and mutant refugees from the Central Park colony after it fell (mostly civilians).

much smaller than Central Park Colony, but everyone there is treated much more fairly and work together

Lead by Master Leonardo, Commander O'neil, and several others

destroyed in the beginning of the movie

So no, Leonardo never takes over the Central Park Colony that the Holiday Special is happening in. However, where he is in the "present timeline" of Replica he is already the Leader of the Resistance. Not going to lie, it was kind of forced onto him, poor guy. Hope that helps!

#sorry if TMI #all these deets and no where to put them #q&a #replica timeline #rottmnt replica #rottmnt

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cowardlycowboys · 6 months

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wanna go back to doing what I love which is fucking myself

#omg kiera no one cares #tmi tmi tmi #sorry I've had a drink and I've been on my period and I'm SO SICK OF IT END PLEASE I'M BEGGING

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blqckthorne · 8 months

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ok i want to talk a little bit about Cassandra Clare and the use of incest as a plot device because i always see stuff, mostly on tik tok, talking about how CC keeps continuously writing incest into her stories and about how weird it is. but the thing is, she only ever writes it to depict how thoroughly the adults in these kids lives abuse and manipulate their kids.

like in tmi with jace, sebastian, and valentine: valentine told jace that him and clary were siblings because valentine saw that for once in jaces life, jace might choose someone over him. so he lied and said jace has demon blood and was clary’s brother so that jace would think that he was dirty and vile and disgusting and wrong. that clary was good and pure and angelic and jace was evil and demonic, because how could he be anything else when he was in love with his sister, so he might as well join up with valentine. with sebastian, sebastian was so desperate for his fathers love and approval that even after valentine died, he wanted his love so he tried so hard to be like jace. he thought that loving clary would be the thing to fix him, because it was the thing that “fixed” jace. and jace had their fathers love. so did sebastian really have feelings for clary? probably not. but he couldn’t see any other difference between him and jace and how they were brought up other than jaces love for clary, so why wouldn’t he try loving clary too?

in tlh with grace, jesse, and tatiana: tatiana only ever viewed grace as a possession not a daughter, shown through the fact that she continuously used grace to further her own agenda and disregarded any and everything grace ever really cared about, including graces familial relationship with jesse. tatiana was willing to marry grace off to jesse the moment it suited her, regardless of the fact that grace always viewed both tatiana and jesse as family. because tatiana never viewed grace as family. grace was only every a possession, and tatiana bought and used her like one.

none of these depictions of incest are actually romantic. CC is not saying “oh haha brother/sister relationships so sexy” she’s using it to show just how terrible and fucked up these parents are that they would use their children and make them feel like shit in this way. she uses it to show abuse and manipulation and evilness, not to promote sibling fucking.

#i’m sorry i needed to get this off my chest lol #if i see one more ‘your my sister my blood…’ tiktoks making fun of jace i’m going to loose my mind #like baby that’s abuse. he was abused. all of them were.#tsc #tmi #tlh #the shadowhunter chronicles #the mortal instruments #the last hours #valentine morgenstern #clary fairchild #jace herondale #sebastian morgenstern #tatiana blackthorn #grace blackthorn #jesse blackthorn

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moodyvoid · 6 months

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fun fact: I was born with teeth and bit tf outta my moms tiddy

#AFO you ain’t special #sorry mom #me giving y’all tmi once again #I hope she threw me #wild ass panel tho #Bnha 407 #bnha #boku no hero academia #my hero academia #mha #bnha spoilers #bnha manga spoilers #spoilers

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akq96618 · 1 month

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[ king ohger oc ]

i think i should make a proper post abt them, so here it is!

(thx a lot to @ponopyonq for reading my rambles about them, i keep doubting myself to post them but i got encouraged by you ;-; ily bro)

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Selen (Selen Idmonarak ne Brasieri Hastie)

-Son of Gira and Jeramie -his name based from Selenopidae (wall crab spiders), i love how it's eyes described as 'resemble the moon'

-calls jeramie by papa and gira by toto (shorts of otou-san, but as he grow up he called gira by otou-san)

-everyone's friend <3

-spent most of his time at shugoddam, but sometimes he visited bugnarak cave.

-loves reading encyclopedia, esp. about animals and insects

-his bugnarak hand can't shoot spiderweb, but he's agile and good at climbing

-also good at hiding (either his feelings or hiding for hide and seek-)

-jeramie's bedtime story is his favorite, especially story of the ohsama sentai

-his close friends are buun (as his right hand) and diabolica (pao's oc!!!)

brief idea of selen here!

Takane (Takane Dybowski-Hastie)

-Daughter of Racles and Suzume

-her name based from takane-ruri kuwagata (platycerus sue imura)

-Older twin

-truly women of toufu

-nobody knows what's inside her mind (except Mitsuba)

-she has no interest on being king or succesor

-she pursued medical studies at ishabana instead

-calls everyone by '-chan' (selen---ren-chan, mitsuba---micchan, rion--ricchan)

-friends with Rion. Since they shared the same interest on fashion

Mitsuba (Mitsuba Dybowski-Hastie )

-Son of Racles and Suzume

-His name based from Mitsubachi (honeybee)

-Younger twin

-admires his father and sometimes help his job as chikyuu's 'tool'

-mitsuba and takane calls racles by otou-sama and suzume by okaa-sama

-loves to eat, but never gained a lot of weight

-kaguragi's student, maybe soon to be succesor

-really excel at talking and persuade others, esp. after being kagu's student

-Selen is like a little brother to him, not just his cousin

-pretty chill and not as energetic as his twin sister, but he'll show his scary side to those who disrespect his family (including those who badmouthed selen and giramie)

brief ideas of hastie-dybowski twins here!

Rion

-Yanma's pupil -go by they/them

-their name based from coenagrion puella (azure damselfly)

-around the same age as dybowski-hastie twins

-for some reasons, the Nkosopaz raised them since they're 6 yrs old and Yanma took them as his pupil

-their relationship with yanma is kinda like yanma and gin. Sometimes they'd fight, but Rion respect him a lot, actually

-closest to shiokara and usuba

-only use honorifics to shiokara

-actually they don't really care abt their gender, ("what's important is being the coolest ever and aiming to the top!!!!" -rion, perhaps)

-even if with no shugod soul, they create their own shugod for transportation (it's a damselfly, ofc)

-had a crush on mitsuba-

lol they're fun to draw

also last one, their dynamic chart! (?)

#ohsama sentai kingohger #king ohger #king ohger oc #giramie #suzuracles #rakusuzu #whatever #jeramie brasieri #i have bugnarak oc ideas (moth & butterfly perhaps) but it's not fixed yet #my art #akq's tmi #rewrite some of the trivia in case my ugly ass writing can't be read #sorry rion i didn't draw u fully rendered #later maybe #my kids freed from draft prison after months yippeeee

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layla-carstairs · 7 months

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Simon (Lewis) Lovelace - The Mortal Instruments

“You thought he was cute, didn’t you?”

#Happy birthday to the legend that is Simon Lewis!! 🫶🫶#sorry I forgot about your birthday and had to quickly throw this together rip #in my defence I had a midterm today lol #also his first lines kinda suck but there's nothing I can do about that #simon lewis #simon lovelace #future simon lightwood <3 #the mortal instruments #tmi #tales from the shadowhunter academy #tftsa #tsc #the shadowhunter chronicles #cassandra clare #bella does A Thing #bella talks #alicantenet

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amygdalae · 3 months

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Can it be full soul baring honesty hour. The bat did fly in while I was cranking it

#im sorry this is so funny i just remembered that #sorry if this is tmi im laughing so hard

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cladestruction · 1 month

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cool ass drawing i made for a dtiys on ig. thought maaaybe you guys might like looking at it and stuff. yeah

here without the club lights. and yeah i'm a sucker for adding grain to the drawing hehe

the dtiys is from @/vvronsky on instagram, followers dtiys! check him out! his art is very very cool!

tmi: it's been a couple of days and op still hasn't seen my entry apparently? and i'm getting a bit anxious bc of it :( i've noticed they don't take long when posting other people's entries so,,, and i've tagged them properly and all! i would insist just in case they haven't been notified or something but uuuh i don't want to bother him by being too intense either :((( makes me think if he saw something wrong with my drawing or something? don't know. anyway have a good day y'all xo

#clade fanart #nickles #pickles the drummer #nathan explosion #dethklok #metalocalypse #sorry ofr the tmi at the end i needed to vent a lil

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drawnfamiliarfaces · 19 days

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i've never even seen the show First is from and yet i love your First x Chase Young ship so i have to ask. If anything did HAPPEN between the two of them what sort of emotions would they be dealing with afterwards?

Wow, this is such an unexpectedly nice compliment for me? Cause it means, you are a Chase/XS fan, who saw my crack ship and went 'I don't know what's going on, but I enjoy your silly little ship, funny crossover shipper.' and you know what? It's very nice and made me happy. ;) Thank you!

And well who said nothing ever happened between them lol IF anything happened between those two (be it emotional or physical ;3), their default way of dealing it would be DENIAL DENIAL DENIAL, in similar but also in slightly different ways.

Chase Young is a man who seemingly doesn't do softer emotions. Any possible feelings and reactions who could be attributed to him actually caring about First Ninja, are re-labeled in his head into him doing all of this because he is trying to manipulate First on his side (and he totally still is, but he also now wants to feed that man, talk with him during long evenings and perhaps take a nap with him, you know, disgusting cute domestic stuff amidst oh i dunno- taking over the world and being evil together. >;))

First Ninja on the other hand, is very much aware that for things to go this far means that he is absolutely having emotions about Chase. But he is also in denial, because how can he betray all of his moral standing and beliefs, if he starting to care about someone like Chase Young? So he shoves it so far deep, he is in denial about denial, and turns completely blind to anything even resembling them being something more than opponents who tentavely respect one another.