#sorry i'm going through a thing

[its-djotime]

do you guys think adam's parents know he died? or that he's even missing?? his corpse has been in that bathroom for like 6 years. then scott tibbs, the only other person who was close w him killed himself so like?? do adam's parents just assume he's still upset with them and that's why he isn't answering his phone? did that guy who lives in his building ever think it was weird that his annoying neighbour suddenly stopped coming home?? did lawrence ever try to find ANYONE else who cared about him? or do you think the reason adam clung to lawrence so tightly was because he had no one else?

#sorry i'm going through a thing #enjoy this #saw 2004 #saw #adam stanheight #lawrence gordon #chainshipping #leigh whannell #cary elwes

[autumnalmess]

Hey man sorry I've not posted in a while, it's a funny story actually. I actually got arrested for stealing bread for my sister and her seven starving children. yeah, it was pretty bad. I tried to escape 3 times so yeah I got 19 years, yeah and then I broke my parole and now there's this slutty little man after me, yeah I think he has a crush on me or smt idk

#jean valjean #javert #bro im so sorry i fully ABANDONED that fanfiction #ive become the very thing i sought to destroy #I'll probably go back to it at some point.... #les miserables #victor hugo #les mis #les misposting #valvert #in all seriousness I'm really sorry if you were committed to the fic i know a lot of people were but im going through the incredibly #horrible palaver of completely losing interest in a hyperfixation #who knows maybe one day ill go mental and write all of the rest of it

[parisoonic]

I was reading a sci-fi book featuring Russain cosmonauts and the book mentioned the phrase 'Ни пуха ни пера'. I was tickled by the similarity to 'break a leg' BUT it has a call and response ('Go to hell' or 'to the devil with you') - who doesn't love call and response??

Heavy, you'll get a more playful response when Medic isn't hyper-focusing on the days battle plan.

#tf2 #tf2 fanart #tf2 medic #tf2 heavy #tf2 scout #tf2 spy #tf2 demoman #the book was moonseed by stephen baxter it was pretty good but i mainly enjoyed it as scotland got blown up #medic is so rude...i'm so sorry russain speakers if this is off and wrong. i started this a month ago and it seemed like a good idea then #and now i just wanna post and be done. stephen baxter don't lead me astray #but imagine heavy teaches everyone and they all chant 'go to hell' before fights #and the other team hears this through the shutters of their base......'boys they're doing that thing again'

[undeaddrabble]

A friend requested I draw them in cat maid outfits so I delivered

Bonus:

#I'm sorry yet not #Jax would look more embarassed like the og maid jax #But Zooble is there so he has to keep up the smug persona #plus they're going through the same thing which is funny to him :P #also hi to those that read tags ilu guys <3 #tadc #the amazing digital circus #zooble #zooble tadc #tadc zooble #jax #tadc jax #jax tadc #zooblejax #zooble x jax #jax x zooble #abstrabbit #my art

[5weekdays]

some spy doodles i forgot to post

#tf2 #going through an artblock rnnnnn sorry #+ the new hyperfixation smell is wearing off but i hope to bring you guys at least ONE more tf2 drawing before i'm onto the next thing

[canisalbus]

Looking at your art summary your art has gotten a softness to it that it didnt have before (said positively). I hope this is, in part, because life has been kinder to you than it was before, if only because you deserve a good, kind life. I hope the new year greets you like an old friend.

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#;n; #aw jeez anon #that's such a lovely thing to say #thank you! #I'm going through an unprecedentedly soft and merciful era it looks like #sorry about the clumsy banality and mushiness of it all #but suddenly I'm getting very invested in the concepts of healing forgiveness and self discovery

[kaddyssammlung]

#I don't remember if I posted these or not...I'm kind of going through my things and deleting stuff and so on and found these #I'm sorry if I already posted them and also I don't remember the video I took them from...I may find it though #vessel doing a sexy dance #sleep token #sleep token worship #sleep token gif

[reactionimagesdaily]

Any ones that encapsulate the feeling of giggling kicking your feet like a cartoon girl with her crush or is that. Too specific.

My own crushes have sent me into a feet-kicking mood before so I getcha

#Maybe I'm a glutton for punishment but I kinda love being in love #you know? #also SORRY LOL TUMBLR DIDN'T EAT YOUR ASK I'M JUST REALLY BAD AT GOING THROUGH MY INBOX lo siento T_T #not a pic #somebody asked me a thing! #ask mood: image request

[dismas-n-dismay]

Over and Over - Rio Romeo ur not telling me she didnt think of the first time she met falin and her beauty as she recreated her in that same image of purity and kindness, piece by piece get out of here

#I'm telling you that this girl was running through her head every step of that way #cause if there was two things marcille was going to do it was make sure falin was saved and keep her brother alive while she did it #I'm telling you she thought of her first yuri experience while creating the biggest one ever by doing literal necromancy for her gf #please let me get more farcille edits and fanart from this I beg #marcille “the gayest necromancer” donato #keep ur eyes peeled for more farcille edits later on #farcille #falin touden #falin thorden #farlyn thorden #farlyn touden #falin dunmeshi #falin dungeon meshi #dunmeshi marcille #marcille x falin #marcille dungeon meshi #cursed tag -> #delicious in dungeon #never gonna stop tagging it like that sorry for anyone who reads my tags fr fr its just not happening #unless ofc i make these at 3am and forget #marcille donato #marcille delicious in dungeon #falin delicious in dungeon #dunmeshi edit #dungeon meshi edit #delicious in dungeon edit #dunmeshi amv #dungeon meshi amv #delicious in dungeon amv #marcille amv

[formula-red]

I tried to be good, am I no good? Am I no good? Am I no good?

untitled, Geloy Concepcion // Seventeen Going Under, Sam Fender // untitled, traumatizeddfox // Two People, Sam Fender // The War of Vaslav Nijinsky, Frank Bidart // Hard Times, Ethel Cain // Child Wearing a Red Scarf, Eduoard Vuillard // Complex, Katie Gregson Macleod // Funeral by Phoebe Bridgers, malaak // Too Much Wine, The Handsome Family // untitled, milklump // untitled, dying-weeds // Strangers, Ethel Cain

#sorry to all my f1 people #i'm really going through something rn and had to do something to get it out #been a very tough few days a lot of things being brought back up that i really cant deal with #everything in me feels sick #delete l8r #cw family issues #cw trauma #cw abuse #ethel cain #tw abuse #sam fender #traumacore #trauma #childhood trauma #family issues #dad issues #narcissist parents #web weaving #web weave

[marclef]

OKAY HELL YEAH THE POWER'S BACK ON HERE SO, VERY IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT TO MAKE!!

SOME-FUCKING-HOW I'VE GOTTEN TO ✨300✨ FOLLOWERS!!!!!

I DO NOT KNOW HOW THIS IS POSSIBLE BUT, I AM BEYOND AMAZED BY THE SUPPORT AND LOVE YOU'VE ALL GIVEN ME SO THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!! ❤❤❤ YOU'RE ALL TOO SWEET AND KIND AND I LOVE EVERY ONE OF YOU /PLAT 🤗

this came a lot sooner than i expected, so i didn't have the best of plans to celebrate... but i do have a good Babysitter Fakey to offer. i hope you like him 😊

and... some ramblings under the cut, if anyone cares about hearing me yell for a moment...

but.... let me just say that, moving my art onto Tumblr has been one of the best decisions i've ever made. the love and support from here compared to Instagram is unreal, and, something i never saw coming, i've actually made some real close friends here. and me being the socially-awkward weirdo i am, it really means a lot to me. you guys have been helping me feel not just better about myself, but helping me reach out and talk to others like me, it's just insane. i genuinely mean it, thank you guys so much. you're the best ❤😭❤

and another thing..... i've been a bit busy with stuff lately, but i promise i'm trying to work on stuff! i've got a few drawing asks i really need to work on, and as for my writing..... okay i still haven't started it. but i AM trying to figure out how best to write it, because i plan on doing both split parts AND drawings for it. i want to make sure it comes out the best it possibly can. but stay tuned, there's a lot i've got to finish up!

..... oh alright. one more bonus if you've made it this far. lo and behold: the very first art piece i ever posted to Tumblr, not thinking i'd be moving fully onto here hehe 😅 enjoy Peppino's old design in all its full glory ✨✨✨

ain't he a beaut'.

#ghghgggghhhhHH so much stuff to get to today!!! now that i have power back i can actually goddang do them!!! #but hey!! this was important!! it's always important to tell you all how much i love ya's!!! #now to try and power through some of those asks because I'VE BEEN SITTING ON THEM FOR A WHILE I'M SORRY 😭 #my art #pizza tower oc #pizza tower fake peppino #eyhm stuff #i'll make a seperate post of just the Fakey picture with no text too so you guys can enjoy it 😁 #okay got like 20 different things to go do now so i gotta go!!!! see ya and peace and love!!!

[starryjkoo]

It’s really funny when people are like - but JK hung out with x person 10 times this year! - and it’s like, okay, and then he chose to spend the next 18 months, 547~ days with Jimin? 😭 You might really want to rethink that argument friend. JK had other options, other people he could have gone with, other programs he could have tried for, a later date he could have enlisted on, and yet he chose JM, and vice versa. They didn’t even have to enlist with anyone, they could have gone individually like everyone else in the group. No one was expecting them to enlist together. And this is also probably the furthest thing there is from company content or fanservice considering we’re not even going to be seeing them for the next 18 months and I doubt they’ll even talk about their time in the military. It’s just so silly. “JK and JM were never together this year!” buddy, they’re literally together RIGHT NOW 😭

#jikook #I don’t agree with the ‘they didn’t see each other all year’ thing btw #I just think it’s a really funny argument #considering the circumstances #like oh they’re going to be seeing a lot of each other #and pretty much no one else for the next 18 months pal #so where does that leave us #I'm already halfway through making another rant post 🤓 #finally spent a day catching up on everything #sorry for possible future tag spam #maybe I’ll even post my JK promo dissertation for good measure #and sorry if this seems like i'm trivializing the military #that is definitely not my intent

[somethingsomethingrenga]

I really wanted to draw them in Miya's school uniform :3 Also baby version, because middle schoolers are basically babies to me anyways

Poor Langa forgot he doesn't need his winter wear at his new school - but Reki saw they were both wearing green and decided they were besties!

#I can't draw children lord help me #lots of tags I'm sorry #I did my best to capture the gangliness of middle school in the first one #everyone going through puberty at their own weird pace #so reki's still a shortie but he's already getting leg hair #and langa's already in the middle of his growth spurt but very awkward about it #reki often gets in trouble for trying to wear sweatshirts with his uniform #well for not wearing the uniform properly in general 😂 #reki's big curls are the only thing keeping that hat on lol #langa def has a crush in both of these #but has no idea how to handle it #I grew up in a cold area so clip-on mittens are Childhood to me 😌 #renga #sk8 langa #sk8 reki #langa hasegawa #reki kyan #art

[paellegere]

i can't stop thinking about the first episode of season 6, when sam tries to convince dean to come with him, to come back to hunting. he says "it's just better with you around, that's all." it's an interesting line because sam is soulless, obviously. and even though he doesn't understand the details yet, he knows something's wrong with him.

"it's better with you around" he says, citing dean's compassion and care for others as the reason why. and how interesting is that? sam's working with plenty of other hunters who still have their souls—they're all more than capable of caring about the people they save. but sam needs dean specifically. he knows he's missing something, and he sees dean and recognizes that something in him. even cold and calculating and unrelentingly logical, sam recognizes that dean, alone, can "complete" him, give something back to him that he's supposed to have.

in episode 8 he tells dean he "needs his help." he doesn't elaborate; he never explains what he means by that. he has a whole family of hunters who'd be willing and able to help him, but still he needs dean. even without his soul, his hyperrational mind knows he needs him.

soulless sam isn't capable of caring about dean. but he doesn't need to care to know they need to be together, no matter what—to know dean is good for him, dean completes him, dean needs to be there for him.

it's like a sick reversal of season 1. sam drags dean back into this life because he can't keep going without him. because he needs him. because when you think about it logically, and sam has no other choice, there was never any other option for them.

#supernatural #wincest #i mean i'm absolutely looking at this through wincest-colored lenses but this isn't even a romantic observation #and i think that makes it so much worse #every time soulless sam gives an indication that he needs dean in his life even when he's incapable of caring about him. that's so fucked u #like what the fuck do you mean sam's dependence on dean isn't even irrational. that it's so normal to him that it's completely logical #to need him. that sam needs dean the way humans need air to breathe: an unalterable fact of nature and reality #'there are also things about it i remember that i... let's just say i think i should probably go back to being him' #What The Fuck Do You Mean By That Sammy #having a soul hurts but he should 'probably' go back to having one #he says in a conversation about how he knows he should care about dean but doesn't #like there's something inside him screaming for dean. and it's trapped and trying to claw its way out #he needs to care about dean no matter what the cost is. he needs to love him again #it's unnatural and wrong for him to exist without loving his brother. is that what you're saying. is that it #i just can't stop thinking about soulless sam. sorry. what's wrong with him seriously #besides not having a soul #.txt #sam #the winchester gospel #spn posting

[stbot]

the new norm of studios not only cancelling shows with diverse casts and characters after a single shortened season but then immediately removing them entirely from their platforms so no one can ever legally watch them again is gross and frustrating enough on its own, but there’s something really insidious about the fact that so many of these shows were the recipients of targeted hate campaigns before they even aired just because they were deemed to be “too woke” or “too gay” and how that plays into the larger sociopolitical landscape rn.

like tv shows are not nearly as important as the very real actual human people being hurt and affected by current and proposed legislation, but we as a community and as individuals are being told on all fronts that we can’t exist; not in real life, and not even in the escapist fantasy of television shows

#i know i'm not saying anything that we as a community are not already aware of but like jesus fuck #every single time??? #the finale literally aired three weeks ago!!! wtf wtf wtf #grease rise of the pink ladies #willow 2022 #willow dared to have two queer actors playing lesbian love interests #rotpl really gave me two TWO queer nonbinary actors playing lesbian love interests #and then paramount dragged me out back like an old dog while disney smoked a pipe on the porch #like netflix and amazon both suck for a myriad of reasons #but at least they keep their cancelled shows on the platforms like some macabre roadside memorial to the sapphics #guess we'll see how long that lasts #sorry to be a bummer on main but uh i am Going Through Some Things and this all is super not helping

[thearoaceshark]

#With all the aphobia that have come out with this whole Alastor thing #I just want someone to hug me and tell me that everything is going to be okay #He is just a fictional character. but I feel very invalidated every time they do whatever they want with his orientation #and they are so insensitive about it #maybe Rosie will hug me and tell me everythin is going to be alrigth #I'm sorry for sounding so depressed all of a sudden. but I had that inside me for a few days #Fortunately in a few months the love for Hazbin Hotel will calm down. and I could now scroll through tiktok without fear of finding them #hopefully in a few years aphobia will be less and HH fandom(or THOSE shippers at least) will be remembered as one of those very toxic fandom #aroace alastor #hazbin alastor #alastor the radio demon #alastor hazbin hotel #aromantic alastor #asexual alastor