#sorry i needed to vent

[oozedninjas]

I'm catching feelings for the first time in a super fucking long while and I feel like I might explode at any given second ha ha ha ha- help

#Her name is Cristina #and she's my coworker #and I pretend I need meetings more often than I really need them #I suck at this and I hate it #sorry i needed to vent #tt post

[simp-for-fiction]

I'm a bit tired of the word "cringe".

Bitch who the fuck gave you the idea that you can decide what's cringe or not?

Being excited about something "that's cringe" shut tf up its a basic human emotion.

Talking about something you like "that's cringe" let me say that the next time you say something about something you fucking like and let's see how you will like it.

#sorry i needed to vent #desi tag #desi tumblr #desi shit posting #desi indian #desi life #desi girl #desi people #desi aesthetic #desi teen #desi academia #desi stuff #life #shit people #friends #likings

[tessorange-art]

"My account is an Elain Archeron safe place"

Well , my account is not

We aggressively love her here

#sometimes mean jokes are just mean #and sometimes you guys are just not funny #sorry I needed to vent #pro elain archeron #elain acheron #sjm

[sailorsally]

maybe it's just me and im shit at this but I do consider people I interact with here to be my friends. So when someone blocks me without talking to me that hurts because it means they never fucking cared. I know people love to praise the block button on this website and I agree, using it when someone is clearly a troll or is trying to get you to lose your temper is the right thing to do but blocking someone you interact with daily on a whim fucking sucks. Don't do that to people. If you wouldn't do it to a rl friend you shouldn't do it to an online friend.

#sorry i needed to vent #its just gard to see people i consider friends be all friendly with someone who once upon a time was also my friend #but blocked me without any explaination

[moonlightazriel]

Ever since 2021, march 28 is hard for me... It doesn't help that tomorrow I won't go to my grandma's and find the whole family there, my grandpa blasting his favorite music, the ones I grew up loving because of him, and cooking his famous salmon.

I won't stand by his side and cook the piece he left especially for me cuz he knows I don't like all the fruits he adds to the main dish. I never liked fish but I always ate it because of him, I can't even eat salmon anymore cuz the meaning is not the same.

I won't sit at the table and hear the same jokes he tells us every time we are over at his house, or his stories about his travels. The family gatherings aren't the same since his spot got empty.

I love you forever and I really miss you, I wish I could have given you that last hug...

#sorry i needed to vent

[eleiyaumei]

Witcher fandom hot takes

most (vocal) Witcher fans have never read the books, only played the games

many if not most people that complained about the casting of PoC in the Netflix series are racist* (which is sadly ironic because racism is a frequent issue in the Witcher books and games; and btw, black people do exist in the books)

the people that took issue with the Netflix series being marketed as "the new Game of Thrones" and claimed that The Witcher was nothing like GoT have never read the Witcher saga (nor A Song of Ice and Fire)**

anyone who finds the Red Baron's storyline in Wild Hunt sad and tragic because of the Red Baron's fate and only shows sympathy towards him is likely to be a misogynistic a**hole like the Red Baron himself (Anyone who has sympathy, not just empathy, with a domestic ab*ser without centering the harm they caused their survivors is more than morally dubious to me.)

*You can actually complain about/criticize the casting of PoC without being racist: by criticizing WHO was casted as PoC (only [morally] bad people or antagonists, insignificant side characters, characters whose main function is to serve important white characters, etc.)

** I just read Time of Contempt and it shared several major aspects with ASOIAF: Political intrigues, powerful people pursuing their own egocentric goals and their decisions and actions causing a wide range of chaos, suffering and death, especially to the ordinary and unprivileged populace, a main character who dislikes politics and agendas and just wants to live a simple life but gets dragged into this mess by others, a fem POV character who goes through the WORST, ...

#witcher #the witcher #wiedźmin #the witcher books #the witcher games #the witcher 3 #witcher wild hunt #the witcher netflix #fandom #hot take #hot takes #fandom hot takes #criticism #asoiaf #game of thrones #red baron #just my opinion #sorry i needed to vent #before this year ends

[ramblingoak]

Tumblr if you move my "keep reading" thing one more FUCKING TIME I will lost my shit.

#stop fucking around with tumblr live and fix this #sorry i needed to vent #oakie ramble

[saintdollyparton]

I really hate having to defend myself or just try and brush it off when people accuse me of not caring. I care a whole hell of a lot, actually. My family is just full of people who let their emotions run roughshod over everyone else and someone has to hold it together. Just because I'm not hysterical like my mom and grandma doesn't mean I'm not grieving. I also just process emotions differently. I always have. I'm an Aquarius, sue me. My cousin, my sister, and I are basically taking care of everything for my grandpa's funeral arrangements and yet we get yelled at because we aren't taking my mom's feelings as his only living child into consideration. (We totally are.)

I'm sorry bitch WHO WERE THE ONES TAKING CARE OF HIM WHILE YOU COULDN'T BE BOTHERED TO EVEN GO SIT AND TALK TO HIM?! Who were the ones rushing to the hospital this morning because they got calls at work that he had coded??

She's pissed because she knows we "have the high ground" if any such thing matters anymore. We told her she needed to see him and spend time with him and tell him she loves him. She took it for granted that he would come home and everything would be fine. I respect her right to grieve. But what she isn't gonna do is yell at everyone for taking the initiative when she never has.

#sorry i needed to vent #randa rambles

[murderfathers]

bit personal and out of character of me to be posting a rant but i feel like i need to let this out

hannibal rant

outside of tumblr, i am very obvious about my interest in hannibal. i post a lot about it on twitter and instagram, and i feel really really bad because one of my best friends is constantly telling me to stop, and i know it’s a joke but i don’t take jokes very well and it goes into a whole thing on why i think im neurodivergent but that’s a different type of rant. but its to the point i only really feel really confident talking about hannibal to like 1-2 people in my life! its frustrating because this show means so much to me and i genuinely can’t understand on why someone would tell me to shut up about my interest when its my account?? but i feel so bad about it

:( hannibal means so much to me and i know that’s crazy to say considering it’s just a show but like it’s more than just a show to me

#hannibal #hannigram #hannibal rant #sorry for the rant #rant post #this is out of character #sorry i needed to vent

[nonokoko13]

Ok so today I found out Nanbaka ended some time ago so I spoiled myself and man, the ending was so rushed and angst for no reason and overall disappointing??? The author threw very important lore info and a plot twist that felt all out of the blue near the ending... I love angst but when it is well written, and this was not. Their friendship was real, even if prior to the series start wasn't I know what I read was real friendship and this ending ruins for me one of the main themes of this show.

I don't post a lot about this series because I started it before I even had Tumblr but Nanbaka was everything to me back then. Even after I was forced to move on because the english translation stopped and finding all chapters fan translated was very difficult I'd find myself thinking about these characters sometimes and I almost dare to say that it was a comfort series. Not being able to keep reading it without going through a Odyssey was already upsetting but the ending? What in the actual fuck is that. Is not even the fact it was a sad ending what bothers me the most, it's that it was sad and felt bad written or without proper building 🙁

This literally summaries my opinion regarding what happened to the main group:

Now I feel bad? Bad like when you receive bad news irl? Like I've received a punch in the stomach or a betrayal from a dear old friend

If spy x family or yuu & grim (including all of their friends in twst) separate in the end I'm losing all hope of being happy and relaxing with this trope without fearing the chance of getting backstabbed again forever

God please let them stick together or I'm going to make you the same thing you have done with me

#♡ — shut up noko #sorry I needed to vent #endings like that get my trust issues acting up /srs #how are you gonna enjoy a lighthearted family found series if you can't lower your guard bc you're afraid this will happen?? #on top of that it was all the time a comedy gag slice of manga except for some action and blood here and there #and then they really decided to struck me with a bitter ending. Hurt/comfort without the comfort. all misery #and it feels so rushed and unnecessary and unnatural and too vague for an ending???? #I wish I could unlearn it and keep believing they all live happily together in prison #because reality is already disappointing and mid-ish as it is. no need for more of that in fiction thanks #never thought it could happen to Nanbaka something worse than not getting a continuation of the anime #or being difficult to almost impossible to find chapters for non Japanese fans. Or being criminally underrated and forgotten for most peopl #but Murphy's law strikes again. There's always another level in the misery basement that is being fan of this series #sorry I don't handle well series I hold dearly having endings that I dislike or being cancelled #I was still recovering from Inside Job being cancelled so Netflix could give B*g f Mouth another season and now this #why God likes to ruin my day so much #nanbaka

[miroslavcloset]

venting ahead pls ignore

Two dudes literally told me they wouldn't leave me alone, they loved me, etc

One is a friend I love a lot, the other one just a guy I met who wants to sleep with me

A lot of BS, of course. I feel like my friend is just being kind and doesn't actually mean that I can share anything with him. And the other one is the worst and I'm an idiot for even expecting anything from him.

So. I've been through a lot recently so I'm very vulnerable and I'm not trusting any guy with those kind words.

Right now I'm kind of sad. This situation is hard and I'm not comfortable with sharing my feelings with none of those guys.

I feel that someone this sad is just a burden to people.

Sorry, I'm being dumb and emotional and it's past 10pm so I shouldn't trust how I feel about life this late

I have like a HUGE impulse of adding screenshots of the conversation, because the lies of this guy are massive, you literally have to be heartless to tell that kind of stuff to someone who's going through the things happening in my life right now

I'm so stupid

#personal #sorry i needed to vent

[whimsyhwi]

Saw a tweet about Jiang xuining that said she doesn't need to rely on anyone and a strong independent woman....while yes she IS a strong independent woman it's not cause she doesn't rely on others.

Her 1st life we see her use and manipulate everyone she can in order achieve her goals. And even in her 2nd life she STILL uses others to an extent (eg: zhou yin zhi). And we need to acknowledge that. She isn't a Mary Sue who can magically solve issues cause the plot says so. She needs to plan and tread carefully and let's not forget she is technically not the same rank as the other characters like Xue Shu. She does need to use others in other to get things done. And that doesn't mean she ain't a badass or an independent woman. She lives in a society which restricts her from her status to the social conventions regarding woman to all her enemies waiting for her to make one wrong move and kill her.

And I love that. I love how she will never be 100% morally good nor bad. She's a grey person whose loyalty to her loved ones will drive her actions over everything (like how her desire to be empress in the 1st life). We need to appreciate that we FINALLY have a fl with a bit of nuance here.

Tldr: JXN built her throne by sacrificing and using others and no one should ignore that in order to make her this 'good' person

Also maybe I took the tweet the wrong way and if so I'm sorry but in general this is to all those who try to make my girl into this victim who is actually pure goodness and was forced to be evil or sth like that. Like c'mon we need to realise that we are getting an actual grey heroine like pls give that some love and see it for what it is

#story of kunning palace #bai lu #sorry i needed to vent

[mindless-maisie]

god i love intox kink but every time i see it on my dash or search for it its all like age gap and fauxcest and super hard abuse kinks and like. can’t a girl just enjoy slight intox play without seeing “rape me daddy”… please

#i’m not kink shaming btw but man. if i have to see one more post tagged w intox kink and age gap im gonna lose my mind #<- ​both of them at the same time #sorry i needed to vent #mais rambles

[whozkay]

once I told my old therapist that, as a pagan, black woman and bisexual, I always have to work three times harder than "regular" people.

my therapist told me it was not true, but, today, when I lost a job opportunity, and was super sad, instead of my mother supporting me, she told me I throw the opportunity in the trash and that since I quit church everything was going wrong to me.

I quit church when I was 17, today I'm 22, almost 23! how many things happen in 5 years! my mental health was way much better than it was five years ago, I'm studying environmentalism, creating art, I'm so in love with helping nature but if one little thing goes wrong:

IT'S BECAUSE YOU DON'T GO TO CHURCH, YOU NEED JESUS IN YOUR LIFE!

I feel everything in my life must be PERFECT just for not having people around me saying it's because of jesus and bla bla bla

witches need to work three times harder, that's it

#witchcraft #religious prejudice #i dont need fucking jesus #personal blog #sorry i needed to vent

[cococowboah]

"apartments are great you don't need to fix anything because the landlord is in charge of it it's great-"

And what if the landlord literally does not give a shit that everything in my apartment is fucking falling apart and I have a broken window from a YEAR ago that they refuse to fix and there's holes in the ceiling and maintenance's idea of fixing literally anything is to come by ONE TIME say "yeah it's broken" then FUCK OFF TO STARE AT THEIR PHONE IN THE FUCKING PARKING GARAGE and I'm sweating my goddamn balls off because the AC is broken for the 69th fucking time this week and I live in fucking FLORIDA BY THE WAY, I LITERALLY LIVE IN THE HELL STATE AND I HATE THIS FUCKIN APARTMENT THEY DO NOT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT FUCKIN ANYTHING FUCK THIS PLACE I'M SO GLAD I'M LEAVING.

$2400 a month for this bullshit when paying off a mortgage would not only be cheaper but when things break AT LEAST I CAN FIX IT BY MY FUCKING SELF AND DON'T HAVE TO RELY ON A FUCKING LANDLORD TO DO LITERALLY NOTHING ABOUT ANYTHING.

#sorry i needed to vent #theyre gonna get the spiciest fucking exit review i swear to god #i mean for like 6 fucking months they just had massive holes all over the area i walk my dog in #and instead of fixing them they just left them there so grass grew over them and you couldn't see them anymore #it took me falling down a hole and twisting my ankle before they put TRAFFIC CONES DOWN IN THE HOLES #it took them ANOTHER 3 MONTHS BEFORE THEY ACTUALLY FILLED THE HOLES IN. #after the hurricane there was broken glass everywhere from some lights that had shattered #and they literally never cleaned it up. they left broken glass and broken lights outside #all over the place #FOR MONTHS. #this is a NICE LOOKING COMMUNITY TOO. THERE'S A COMMERCIAL PLAZA UNDER IT. THERE'S BUSINESSES HERE. #so you'd think they care about it looking nice but they fucking don't. #they have our money and thats ALL they give a fuck about.

[vindicta-reliquiae]

//T-10 days to my last day to work and I already don't wanna come in like wtf am i even doing here still

my sleep is constantly whacked, always nodding off at my desk for 3 hours straight all the time, horribly unfocused as fuck, I'm not even contributing to shits (besides teaching and assisting in the weekends)

they'll be glad to be rid of me next week for sure. oh well. just gotta power through i guess

#[out of vengeance] #on mobile #sorry i needed to vent