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24.04.24

today my day was basically studying and playing zelda. my boyfriend bought the game for his switch, but it was in english and he was too busy playing other games to play a game all in english so he lent me for me to taste something out of the farmer simulators and OH MY GOSH! I'M SO OBSESSED!!

I spent the entire class playing (BUT I GOT ALL THE NOTES AND INTERACTED WITH THE TEACHER) and that's soooooooo fun!!!

I'm enjoying the game and the days are amazing, I'm living my best life

April 22 was my mother's birthday, I can't deal with crowds, even locked up in my room, I was so stressed that I left to go for my boyfriend's house, but he went to my house, congratulating my mother and we had THAT conversation, SO EMBARASSING!!!

but it was so good to be with him, some beautiful pictures:

and for today, some pictures of the full moon 🌕

🎧 soundtrack:

#personal blog #tumblrbrasil #kay studies #studyblr #kays digital diary #digital diary #full moon #i love my boyfriend #Spotify

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since watching Duna part two, my boyfriend only calls me desert spring, because he realised my body type is the same as zendaya's (tall, skinny, light skinned, (kinda) round face) and I told him that in my childhood zendaya was my inspiration because she was the only black, tall, skinny, curly haired girl on tv for me, a 10 years old girl, in a time which all the main characters of series, movies, books, were only variations of different types of small white girls.

so, since both of us loved the movie, I feel so 🥹🥹🥹 when he calls me my desert spring, I always want to cry and he talks it and kiss my forehead 😭😭😭

#im so in love #why he is so cute #i don't deserve this much of love #dune part two #zendaya #zandaya my inspiration #that's so GAY #couple

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19.04.24

back to class, I'm really trying to be the best student for this new bimester, cause the last one... I could do better. I got no terrible grades, but I'm a perfectionist and I want to get 10 in all subjects!

first thing I need to do: stop skipping classes (!!!) i hate the friday classes cause i left school late at night and I have computing classes (that's so annoying!), but also microbiology and that's the principal point – last bimester i didn't get the basic percentage of presence. i won't reprove for skipping classes, but i don't want to give luck to the bad luck.

soooo, I decided to make the school's computer aesthetic and cute! The stardew valley wallpaper and trying to make aesthetic notes make it a little easier to deal with the boring class!

for today, 20.04:

conversation class

clean up my room

hangout with my friends

make the computing exercises

🎧 soundtrack:

#personal blog #kay studies #computing classes #studyblr #tumblr brasil #manifesting good grades #stardew valley #Spotify

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Well those rumors, they have big teeth …

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Wildflowers with a View of Dublin Dunleary by Andrew Nicholl (watercolour on paper)

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“omg septum piercings are so pretty 😍”

waiting to have more pictures like these ones.

#kay off topics #girls with piercings #septum piercing #nose piercing #piercing troubles #myself

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I'm getting arrested for... farming? (maybe by deforestation but that's MY FAMILY'S LAND sooooo)

duality of man

#stardew valley

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Among his circle of scholars, Luca Solebello carries the reputation of being quite an eccentric; his passions align more with the arcane. However, his pursuits of studying magical history are passed off as supernatural nonsense, and Luca spends most of his time shut away in his archives with his nose buried in a book. Otherwise, he'll daydream about the day he earns the respect of his colleagues and leads an excavation into the magically potent fields of Kansas.

#harvey my beloved #stardew valley

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This month is filled with:

ᰔᩚ great things

ᰔᩚ unexpected blessings

ᰔᩚ beautiful moments

ᰔᩚ self-love and self-care

ᰔᩚ laughter and joy

ᰔᩚ breakthroughs

ᰔᩚ miracles and love

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I HAVE MY TOTAL GRADES of the bimester AND I'M SOOOOOOO PROUD OF MYSELF!!!! a little bit scared of computing grade but SO PROUD!!! I GOT 9.9 AT TECHNICAL WRITING I'M SO HAAAAAAAPPY

here is my exam schedule:

April 1st: ecology; final grade: 9.5/10

April 2nd: biology; final grade: 8.2/10

April 2nd: english; final grade: 9.8/10

April 3rd: geomorphology; final grade: 7.5/10

April 3rd: chemistry; final grade: 7.5/10

April 4th: technical writing; final grade: 9.9/10

April 5th, 6th, 7th: break and weekend

April 8th: computing; grade: waiting

April 8th: microbiology; grade: waiting

I'll be updating this post

#kay studies #studyblr #study blog #proud of myself #final grades

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“Resentment, hatred, curse, everything, everything I have sacrificed to your love.”

Úrsula by Maria Firmina dos Reis

(free translation)

#kay reads #tumblrbrasil #book tumblr #literatura brasileira #brazilian literature #ursula #maria firmina dos reis #livros nacionais #frases de livros #frases de amor #love quotes

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“generous souls are always sisters”

Úrsula by Maria Firmina dos Reis

(free translation)

#kay reads #tumblrbrasil #book tumblr #quotes #frases de livros #Úrsula #literatura brasileira #brazilian literature #maria firmina dos reis

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parallel series (6/?):

sunmi - gashina (2017) // yubin - lady (2018)

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🪳🍂 metamorphosis by kafka

13.04.24 - 14.04.24

rating: ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ + 😭😭

it's a classic, we know. i knew everything that was supposed to happen in the book, but, oh my god, reading it, experiencing the feelings and thoughts of gregor is so terrifying! i know it's not (or it wasn't supposed to be) a horror book, but i really felt horror, despair, agony, and all things related! i don't know if i can start reading something new now, cause i just want to lay down on my bed and cry. imagine you just wake up and suddenly everyone you love sees you as an animal, or less than an animal, not worth the bare minimum of respect... your father, mother, sisters, not even calling you by your name cause... you're just a liability for everyone. all your loved ones just (even unconsciously) wishing for your death.

oh my god, it was so deep... i can't even explain more than that without wanting to cry

soundtrack: I'm the biggest Lorde's fan, so I was obligated to pick up liability as the theme song

#kay reads #personal blog #readblr #bookblr #tumblrbrasil #book review #i can't stop crying #this book destroyed me #liability #Spotify

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Peder Mønsted - Sunset over a forest lake, 1895 (details)

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I have these lyrics stuck in my head from mitski so instead of getting sad I am pretending it is a statement for living in the moment

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ஓ๑♡๑ஓ

Things Will Work Out

it’s okay if something took you longer to achieve than you originally thought.

you are not behind in life. take your time and go at your own pace.

don’t compare yourself to others. you are on your own path. every path is different.

everything will work out in the end.

you will get to where you want to be soon

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