#sorry I'm just

[eff-plays]

"Haha this dating simulator has a lot of fighting in it" was supposed to be a fandom joke, Larian. It's was supposed to be a joke.

#larian critical #sorry i'm just #as someone who LOVES rpgs with romance #and has been convinced to try some truly shitty ones just by the presence of romance #their priorities are skewing in real time #and i hate to see it #20 gbs of nothing meaningful added thanks cool cool cool

[kimbapisnotsushi]

actually. i DO think it'd be funny if the miyas didn't really like kita at first. like. aran comes home from his first few days of high school and he's got that sparkle in his eyes going all "kita this kita that" and he's always going off with kita doing whatever and the twins BARELY get to see him anymore and ofc they fucking. blame this stranger that they have never met because "he's stealing aran!!! if we don't do anything aran is going to forget all about us!!! he was OUR aran first!!!!" and aran is just. oblivious. aran brings kita over to his place once and the twins are snappy and growling and aran has to be like "oh my god i'm sooooo sorry i don't know what's gotten into them they're usually better than this" and kita is like "lol no worries" and that just infuriates the twins even MORE bc "he's obviously a poser!! nobody can be that nice he's so fake we have to stop this before he hurts aran!!"

and so they decide to tail aran one day when he goes to hang out with kita and duck into a booth right behind them etc etc the usual and they're whispering to each other shut up we're going to get caught dumbass! and then. and THEN. kita tells aran that he seems really close with the miyas and aran LIGHTS UP and goes on and on with every single story about them and how they've always been there for him and how he just KNOWS they're going to do so well in high school and he finishes with "haha yeah, they're basically my little brothers and i'm really proud of them! i betcha they'll outgrow hanging out with me and stuff in high school, though, it makes me kinda sad" and it takes everything atsumu and osamu have not to burst out fucking bawling

(when aran gets home that day, he finds them on the couch with an empty space between them, a bucket of snacks, and movies cued up. he smiles, and sits down.

hours later, their mothers find them asleep: atsumu and osamu curled into aran's sides, and aran with one arm over each of their shoulders. the picture stands proudly on aran's desk to this day.)

#sorry i'm just #i was thinking about this SO HARD #i LOVE aran being their big brother #SO MUCH #they are a FAMILY #ojiro aran #miya osamu #miya atsumu #kita shinsuke #haikyuu #haikyuu!! #haikyuu hcs

[quotidian-oblivion]

Just chilling then hearing a popular edit song blaring from your mother's facebook while she's holding the phone be like:

#quotidian convos #sorry i'm just #really uncomfortable for no reason 😂 #meme #memes #best memes #funny memes #lol memes #funny #haha #funny shit #humor #lol

[turtlecleric]

.

#(huge relieved sigh) #I'm emotional over the little community that I get to participate in here #been on Tumblr over 10 years #been in multiple fandoms that I've made content for #and this is the first time I've experienced this level of interaction and community #first time I've had mutuals and had that actually mean something #I'm still terrified of unknowingly doing something rude or wrong or annoying (which is why I struggle so much to tag people) but #idk I'm starting to feel braver #I'm actually getting emotional thinking about it #sorry I'm just #maybe rereading symphony and noticing how lonely Violist-chan is has got me focused on how lonely I am too #and yeah it's not like I'm anyone's actual friend on here but just being able to interact and participate and be welcomed is... #idk #there's this gnawing ache in my chest all the time but this little community brings me sparks of joy that I haven't felt in a long time #sorry ignore me I'm just #i don't know #I'm trying to express my gratitude but I'm not doing a very good job #if anyone actually reads this just know I'm trying to say thank you for being nice and for letting me be feral over turtles with you #and i hope you're all having a good day

[blaiddydbrokeit]

Hey like what if Rufus during the regency wasn't actually a philanderer like the rumors claim. What if it was just because Cornelia was constantly all over him in creepy ways and people see that and misinterpret that. What if he was drinking so much to try and ignore all the red flags because he knows he's already fucked up beyond turning back and is just trying to play within the cards he still has.

What if he really did try as regent but being drunk so often to avoid the horrors also meant his political aptitude isn't being used to its full potential on top of the fact that he wasn't taught to rule the way Lambert would have been. Because he was never meant to rule. He's trying to scrape things together haphazardly while fighting mental battles against Cornelia's influence and also his own running from the horrors and the alcohol influence and the timer ticking down on him.

Cornelia was the one who orchestrated the Tragedy in his name. The Western lords answer to her. But he was complicit and by the goddess he feels so guilty for it because her influence still made him permit all those things to happen. Because without her influence, no matter how much he resented his brother, he would not have tried to kill him. And he lives to regret it knowing he can't undo it. He tries to salvage things where he can. But he's just in far too deep, and too unprepared. And so if he has to commit, he may as well commit to the end and get his retribution at the hands of the one who deserves to give it to him most.

A weak pretext, a cheap ploy, he was going to play a game of odds stacked against himself fully expecting to - and wanting to die at the hands of his nephew even if he fears it just as much. He is strong, but his nephew is stronger in ways that he can never reach, and fueled with resentment for him. There is no one more deserving to give him his release from a living nightmare to plunge him into hell.

Maybe then, he's just as much a victim of the Tragedy as his brother and nephew are.

#rufus thierry blaiddyd #sorry i'm just #not normal right now #having a lot of thoughts about him

[revenantghost]

Holy! Shit! WHY!!! I was at a craft fair today in an ATTEMPT to get out of my head and earn something, and while I was at my little booth I got rearended?!?!? And luckily some witnesses left a note thinking they got the plates but if not I'm sol!!!!! Why!!!!!!! I'm so fucking tired and overwhelmed and I already have a migraine from crying so much from BEFORE this, why!!!! Is life!!!!!!! Like this!!!!!!!!! This is all I have!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#Sorry I'm just #I'm at the end of my fucking rope and then some #Sorry for just having only crap to share lately #Especially after everyone being so supportive #My cat still isn't doing so well and I just #I'm trying so hard and WHY #I just want to cease to exist #Just a LITTLE bit of calm #God I need sleep I wish I could actually get some decent sleep #Yadda yadda

[natequarter]

the original guy to pull the old 'this too shall pass' trick didn't say 'this too shall pass'. i mean, what he said is a bit complicated because the grammar it uses is difficult to translate into modern english, but what is written in deor's lament is 'þæs ofereode, þisses swa mæg'. in modern english, it's something like, 'that was overcome, so may this be,' or 'that passed, so too can this' - note can and may in place of the conventional shall that we always hear. this is not a statement of certainty, that whatever suffering you are, well, suffering, will be eased, but that things may change; that there is always the chance for growth. and to be honest, i think that's a lot more meaningful.

#sorry i'm just #having thoughts about old english poetry #again #deor's lament

[messysketchyobeyme]

Do you

Do you think Lucifer will cry in the new game or

Or um.

#obey me #SORRY I'M JUST #anyway when do you think they're going to announce the new lesssons

[mysticfemme]

I feel really melancholy at the moment, I've gotten pretty much to the end of my degree and I've still never been to a bar or a party or clubbing, I've never gotten drunk or been out past 1am. And maybe it's not a requirement, maybe some people never do those things. But I feel like last year I got more of a university experience because I had someone to bring me out of my shell. And I miss it, even though it's tainted with the memory of someone I no longer speak to. But I feel like I've spent so much of this year either at home or the library, and I know it's just the nature of being a third year, but it feels like I never get to go out, I never have a reason to dress up.

I don't know. Sometimes I feel really positive but sometimes I feel like I'm not living my life the way I'm supposed to be. But it's also hard because I try to branch out and I constantly feel so out of place and it's like I have a set timer for when people go off me or get bored of me.

#sorry I'm just #idk #i feel so stupid #delete later

[rayne-the-neutrois-nerd]

Still can't believe that Miles went through being in jail for basically a lifetime, then got woken up just to be told it's only been like 20 minutes and it was all in his head, but it still took an intense emotional toll on him, but everyone is telling him "oh it was just in your head, it didn't really happen" BUT IT WAS REAL TO HIM! IT TRAUMATIZED HIM!! He was hallucinating!! Thinking he was talking to his cellmate but really no one was there!! And eventually he saw no way out of it, and went to take his own life!!!

And you just expect me to watch the next episode and have him be just Regular Old Miles???? Thats not how that works!!!

#sorry I'm just #it makes me so mad #ds9 #miles obrien

[bilolli]

OMG SOMEONE BOUGHT 2 POSTERS FROM ME WHAT?!?! SOMEONE SPENT MONEY, ACTUAL REAL MONEY, TO BUY SOMETHING DREW BY ME?? ????

#SORRY I'M JUST #WOW finally I managed to sell something online #just thinking about this dude that now has MY FUCKING ART on his wall #what???? #crying #thank yiu whoever you are #AND IF YOU SEE THIS PLZ TELL ME WHEN THEY ARRIVE HOW THEY ACTUALLY ARE #I swear I'm gonna kick Redbubbke if they mess up #ckkgxjmfsokfgkkl #things

[zsofieia]

HELLOOOOO???????????????

#zshitpost #SORRY I'M JUST #???????? #(IN A GOOD WAY)

[les8ean]

fanfiction people if you're going to blaze your fanfic PLEASE fucking put it under a readmore I'm fucking begging you

I just had to scroll through an entire fucking university professor Gerard Way smut fanfic

please if you're going to blaze something that long put it under a FUCKING readmore so it doesn't fill my entire fucking dash and I don't have to read your shitty smut about a REAL FUCKING PERSON WHY ARE YOU WRITING SMUT ABOUT A REAL PERSON OH MY GOD

#Morgan speaks #sorry I'm just #jtsitflhfkhdigd #so many blaze posts are so fucking long #staff please implement a post size limit for blaze posts in begging you

[untoterxhund]

the stubborn old dog finally let me pick him up for the first time in 14 years-

#010 //: out of character. #i am #conflicted about how i should feel #he would also despise the idea and nearly bite and snarl if I so even put my hands around his middle and gently lifted #but tonight? he couldn't get up the stairs even if my assistance so i tried picking him up and he didn't even make a whine of protest #i nver picked him up until now and it's the near of his life span #it hutrs especially feeling how much weight he's lost #sorry i'm just #tbd

[campfire-collective]

tldr: people need to be way more normal about age i think.

idk i see people demonstrate how i used to behave when i was irrationally anxious about this and then they get validated as that being a normal way to behave and i just want to scream sometimes.

like talk to people who are older and younger than u please. and no i don't mean by like three years. i mean u should know people who are much older than u if u can. it's really fucking good for ur brain and ur soul and ur heart. again i mean much older i mean people in their 40s and shit. it's good for u it's really good for u.

#mine #mod sparrow #posted in real time #sorry i'm just #bluh #having Thoughts and emotions

[musesofthemoon]

♦ What was a mildly annoying thing that has happened to you rp wise?

RPC Salt | Accepting

When it comes to RP, I don't tend to have a lot of stories like this, but I have had a particularly pushy rp partner who would rush me into writing threads with them at least once every couple hours and I just. I don't work well with that sort of thing. It makes me MORE annoyed when that happens. Like. Reminding me once in a while is COMPLETELY fine. I may have forgotten at that point. But if it's constant, I get much less interested in the roleplay.

This is added on when like. They wrote so little and their writing did NOTHING for me. I don't mind lesser amounts of writing, but give me more than a couple lines when I'm writing a lot, I'm BEGGING

#answers #ooc #sorry i'm just #salty about it still!!