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lmanburg-letter-service · 3 months

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[[cw for talk of abuse n ctommys exile, mention of cwilburs death on nov 16 , also cdream neg ..!!!]]

dear dream ,

hai its me . tommy. i dont know why im writing this i guess to get it out my system? haha get it ?system .. (im part of one of those get it) . but uh. i really really hate you. like, so much. i wish i never joined thag stupid server so i never wouldve seen your stupid face (mask..) and hear ur stupid voice. i hate you so much it hurts i think. but i also miss you so much it hurts. it feels like my hearts being clawed at. ive even gotten to the point where ive considered doing a canoncall for you , but i know for me thag wouldnt be healthy. (also my social anxiety would make be turn in2 a RAISIN)

i miss the times when you seemed to actually care about me. i dunno if you did, honestly i dont like thinking abt it. i miss your hugs (it was warm even if your armor was stabby and cold) and your head pats and hair ruffles. i miss leaning on your shoulder and falling asleep there. i miss laughing and joking with you(even if you were just laughing at me.) i hate missing these things so much, you abused me and found it FUN AND LAUGHED, i dont wanna miss you. i know theres like psychological reasons for thag like TraumaBonds and conditioning (NOT THE KIND FOR HAIR APARENTLY!!!!) but it still sucks to experience i guess. it also sucks because it feels like , me feeling like that means all the bad stuff you did to me Worked in ur favour and thats stupid.

i saw you like .. a big brother i guess? sometimes like a vauge father figure. MD called u my dad once haha. i guess tbat mightve been cuz i just lost my real big brother that sometimes was fathercoded a couple weeks before the exile stuff happened n i needed a sorta replacement?. or maybe not, i rlly cant tell. sometimes i still think about you as my big brother, even though i have a big brother now (and then, hes a wilbur :3) whos way more epic than you EVERR will be!!!!!

you always took my pain as a joke. as sometjing to laugh at. thought i was "too fun" to just, leave alone. i dont even know what that means. the more im writing this the more im thinking abt how u view me and thats NOT a rabbit hole i wanna go down rn.. esp cuz im abt to sleep... hope u sleep on a uncomfortable bed snd wake up all stiff like cardboard btw dream . id churkle at that tbh!

i think thags all i wanna say right now. so, bye. if you ever wanna write back go ahead but i probably will ignore it, i dont want to talk 2 u ever again preferabley.

sincereally the coolest fella in town,

tommy toms tomathy (im a fictive by the by..!!!!!)

[Letter Sent!]

#to: dream #from: tommy

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themadpantransnerd · 2 years

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Y'all...what should I write?-

I Write:

Harry Potter

Fantastic Beasts

Undertale AUs

Sally Face

Stranger Things

Camp Cretaceous

The Amazing World Of Gumball

Steven Universe

Paranormal Park

Adventure Time

Locke & Key

Sweet Home

What I'll Write For:

Male Reader (tbh we do need the gays)

Female Reader (ONLY FOR LES or sometjing that ain't those like "omg Im such a baddie" or "uwu" or "softie" or...well, you know. I orefer something more original tbh. I will write straight cuples aswell, though)

Non-Binary/Gender-Neutral Reader (I SUPPORT MY THEY/THEM BABIES)

Trans (MTF or FTM. I myself am trans FTM so, yeah :) although, sorry if the MTF isn't good ;-;)

Requests (IDK WHAT TO WRITE ANYMORE, I NEED TO WRITE-)

Romantic (ofc duh)

Platonic (Whether it's bffs, siblings, parent and child, whatever bro.)

Reader with glasses. I have glasses my irl amd I've just mever seen anyone write abt it-

What I Won't Write:

NO RAPE. GOD, NO.

No child x adult. The childs ones will always be platonic, unless the child is aged up.

No "UwU" or "Baddie" or "Softie" or yk. God, it's just disgusting to think of me writting that.

NO. ANIMAL. ABUSE. Im a animal lover and I myself would fucking cry just writting an animal being abused.

Mental Illnesses. Actually, I don't really know if I can write abt mental illnesses, so if requested, uuuhh...please explain to me.

(More rules will be added when/if necessary)

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NOW IT'S TIME FOR SHIPS

(Being specific, Im not gonna write ships, just include them. I mean- maybe I will? I just never wrote it before lol-)

1: Hary Potter Ships

Luna Lovegood x Neville Longbottom (cannon, and well deserved.)

Hermione Granger x Ronald Weasley (GOD YES-)

Hagrid Rebeus x Madame Olympe Maxime (Hagrid needs some love, guys, come on-)

Ginny Weasley x Harry Potter (I mean...okay, I guess. I don't really ship it bc like Harry didn't even like Ginny [I haven't read the books bc I cant afford it-] but then he suddenly he be MAKING OUT WITH GINNY IN HER PARENT'S KITCHEN. Tbh, never really understood that ship.)

Draco Malfoy x Hary Potter (YES- IT JUST MAKES SENSE TO ME IN EVERY WAY POSSIBLE)

Remus Lupin x Sirius Black (Full support)

Seamus Finnigan x Dean Thomas (Don't it have that connection, though? No? Just me? Okay then-)

2: Fantastic Beasts

Porpentina (Tina) Goldstien × Newton Scamander (y'all know this ship is cannon)

Queenie Goldstien x Jacob Kowalski (IMAGINE THEM BEING PARENTS, THOUGH-)

3: Undertale

Alphys x Undyene (obviously-)

Sans x Toriel (hear me out...punny power couple)

Grown!Papyrus x Mettaton (he still be innocent, though, while Mettaton be like the complete oppisite-)

4: Undertale AUs

Fell/Red x Classic (idk why, they just seem to...fit.)

Horror x Farm Sans (DOMESTICATED COTTAGE COUPLE- Y E S)

Nightmare x Killer (Put Crescent in that shit and they suddenly hate eachother, lol-)

Geno x Reaper (Hear me out...Geno be the only one that can touch Reaper- [bc if ppl touch Reaper they die, but Geno can't-] SO FRICKIN' ADORABLE)

Edgy x Stretch (SAME WITH FELL/RED X CLASSIC)

Ink x Error (Just a ship I support)

Dream x Cross ( f i t )

Dream x Ink (somebody explained to me how the ship makes sense and I love it-)

5: Sally Face

Larry x Sal (PERFECT SENSE-)

Ashley x Sal (I only ship it bc I support)

6: Stranger Things

William Byers x Micheal Wheeler (don't even have to explain-)

Jane Hopper × Maxine (Max) Mayfield (*cough* bisexuals *cough*)

Micheal Wheeler x Jane Hopper (I still ship it only bc of seasons 1 & 2, tbh-)

Lucas Sincliar x Maxine (Max) Mayfield (TWO BISEXUALS)

Joyce Byers x Jim Hopper (DO I EVEN NEED TO EXPLAIN???)

7: Camp Cretaceous

Ben Pincus x Darius Bowman (GAYS ALWAYS SLAY)

Kenji Kon x Brooklyn (forgot Brooklyn's last name bro Y E S)

Sammy Gutierrez x Yasmina Fadoula (LESBIAN CAMPING COUPLE)

8: TAWOG

Obvious cannon ships.

9: Steven Universe

Samr with TAWOG

10: Paranormal Park

SAME SHIT

11: Adventure Time

Same. Fucking. Shit.

12: Locke & Key

Same shit-

13: Sweet Home

Yk the drill-

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