#sometimes vesper arts

[unfinishedrambles]

on devotion

two, sleeping at last / everything everywhere all at once (2022), dir. dan kwan & daniel scheinert / kill your darlings (2013), dir. john krokidas / the chapter closes, critical role / twitter: jenny slate / episode 4, fleabag (2019) / euripides, anne carson / make you feel my love, adele / h of h, anne carson / the judge, bojack horseman (2017) / coffee and cigarettes, sade andria zabala / the chaos of stars, kiersten white / wild geese, mary oliver / mary on a cross, ghost / the art of fuckery, our flag means death (2022) / @/gayassnatural / the seven husbands of evelyn hugo, taylor jenkins reid / i will, mitski

#web weaving #compilations #poetry #on devotion #on love #i've always wanted to make one of these #i have NO idea how to tag this though #ik some of these were already put together by others but i wanted to make my own with a couple elements i thought also fit #this topic speaks to me. i guess i wanted to honor it. #sometimes vesper arts #i'd call this an art form tbh

[fullmoonfireball]

a strange creature with cravings for a "hamburger" has been discovered

#Vesper's Art #it's me! #art can help you work through feelings and sometimes those feelings are 'goddamnit i REALLY want a hamburger right now'

[rawliverandgoronspice]

I drew girls from my zelda stories.....

#my art #tloz #nabooru #serielle #iftaah #oot #unhallowed vespers #descant of greatness #litany of betrayal #antiphon #sometimes I vaguely know how to lineart??? sort of??? #and sometimes it's impossible #I don't understand how my art functions #if I could draw in that style consistently then I could make so many things!!!! #faster things that are easily readable!!!! #wow #also I'm not sure serielle actually looks like that #I think she is narrower she looks too much like zelda here #which is weird since they are not biologically related

[cryptidcalling]

Vesper thoughts; Late Night Swim (Please read the tags for CW before opening)

Sometimes, when it's late at night and he can't sleep, Vesper will go for a swim in the Citadel's private pool. Technically it's Pansa's, but Vesper uses it far more often. He keeps the overhead lights off, just turning on the ambient lights beneath the water, setting them to a soft pink. The water is cold at night, since he never bothers to turn on the heaters. He lowers himself in slowly and launches off the side with his feet, dipping below the water and silently swimming across the length of the pool. He touches his fingertips to the opposite wall, comes up for a breath, and then launches off again. He lets himself get lost in the rhythm of it, almost meditative as each gasp for breath and soft splash fills the otherwise silent room. He'd struggled with swimming when he was young. He'd never seen so much water in one place before, and he certainly couldn't imagine being able to move your body through it. He hadn't been the only cadet who couldn't swim, but he still wasn't willing to be left behind, learning this basic skill as others got to start the real training. He took up every second of pool time he was allowed to. The number of times he'd almost drowned was over half a dozen. It never stopped him. Tonight he swims with grace, barely perceptible in the dark, pink water. On one wall of the pool room is a massive window overlooking the city of Starport. Lights glimmer from below, but up above the jagged silhouette of skyscrapers is a clear view of the night sky. Three moons shine brightly, surrounded by the pinprick light of stars. Vesper lets it interrupt his focus, gliding to the edge of the pool and staring out. The city is always alight, never sleeping, alive with the constant flow of power thanks to Stardust, the lifeblood of the Empire. He's not unlike the city, in that way. As his gaze turns up towards the sky, he gets a familiar feeling in his chest. It feels like someone is pulling him, like there are two strong hands wrapped around his ribs tugging him out toward the sky. The tightness spreads up into his neck, feeling as if there's something lodged there, words he does not know trapped in his throat, desperately needing to be called out. He tries to follow the feeling, let the words free, but there's nothing. He remains silent. Finally, he pushes away from the wall and treads water in the center of the pool. If he looks closely at the water he can almost convince himself that it's reflecting the sky. Vesper takes a deep breath and closes his eyes. He lets himself sink. He can feel it when his back makes contact with the floor. He looks behind him, but nothing is there. Stretching infinitely in all directions is the cold, eternal void of space. His hair flows up above him with no gravity to hold it down. Beyond him is a field of stars, trillions all clustered together, sisters lighting up the otherwise desolate stage in a glittering crescendo of flame and color. For a moment their magnificence is all he can comprehend, and he releases the knot in his throat in a silent, awestruck breath. Bubbles emerge from his mouth and float up and away.

Their beauty reaches his soul, but their warmth is inaccessible at this distance. The void's cold prickles against his skin. His fingers buzz like static, and when he finally brings them up to his face they're a bright pink. With a twitch, his fingertips break away into shimmering Stardust. There's an odd feeling in his chest again. It's different now, not being pulled away but rather crushing in on itself. It feels tight and uncomfortable, constricting his lungs and pressing hard against his bones. He watches as more of his hand disintegrates and floats away from him. It doesn't hurt much. It's prickly and uncomfortable, but then it's just numb. Maybe it will spread across his whole body. That wouldn't be so bad really. He could stay here forever that way. The pressure has turned into pain. It's crushing his lungs, traveling up his esophagus and winding around his throat. It hurts. He wants the light to spread faster, to reach his chest and turn it to dust so the ache will stop. He'll be at rest, his body turned to Stardust, the lifeblood of the Empire. The Empire. Vesper opens his eyes. He breaks the surface of the water with a crash and is able to make his way to a ledge, resting his weight against it as he violently coughs and gasps for air. It takes him several minutes to finally catch his breath. He's tired, and he's freezing, but he feels more at ease than he had before. He gets out and dries himself off, changing into some very comfortable pajamas, a gift from Pansa. He returns to his quarters and crawls back into bed. The covers are soft and warm. Feeling cozy and exhausted, he finds it easy to drift off to sleep. He dreams of stars.

#CW for Drowning risk. Described Difficulty breathing. and slight body horror #Also: Vesper does not have any desire to hurt himself or to stop living #However. Some content in this writing may reflect those sorts of feelings or ideations #It could be argued that the reckless behavior in this writing could also be considered self-harm #To be specific: He goes swimming alone late at night and lets himself stay under the water longer than is safe #Please keep these things in mind before reading #Vesper tag #(Also I wrote this at 1:00 am so don't expect art or anything lol) #Some clarification for what's going on: Vesper sometimes feels a deep sense of longing for outer space #Like something is calling him there. Like he belongs there. So besides taking a spaceship all the way out there the closest- #-He can get is being underwater. So this is kinda therapeutic for him. He can feel briefly closer to the stars #and is also able to remind himself of the things he values that he doesn't want to leave behind. #Obviously it's reckless and not really safe #But I assure you all he's just fine. Think of it more like an intense homesickness than a desire to actually become a star or- #-Leave his life behind.

[kingdom-dance]

I wanted a shiny new miniscule pain in the ass to rivalmance her foil, so here’s a wip of Vesper a la @thegrayascendancy-if demo intro (which is excellent, btw)

#I took creative liberties with the Royal insignia and how magic physically manifests akdjdjsjf #the gray ascendancy #wip art #mc: vesper #her in her out of office work clothes #I want to dress her in some slutty court mage getup I feel like she enjoys looking like a sexy Trollop while in court #I love her and I’m SO EXCITED for her to Ruin Arthur’s life/have her life ruined by Arthur #b draws things sometimes

[amlovelies]

Bad art under the cut 😌

#i dont actually know how to art #but sometimes I mess around #oc: curtis becker #oc: vesper bui #ship: under the skin #sky attempts art #art: curtis becker

[eldritch-spouse]

What books do the Icons like to read? I'm sometimes a graphic novel type.

All of them read the amount necessary to execute their function as demonlords, and the "magical arts" of their sin type.

If you assume Cero reads anything but law and politics books, you'd be sorely mistaken. Every once in a blue moon he'll read about history, mostly Hell's history, but also some surface history.

Vesper writes. He prefers to create stories that, aside from innovating smut as a whole, also explore facets of identity and life as a concubus. He's not very preoccupied with reading beyond what he has to in order to create his works of fiction.

Rinx reads the equivalent of what can be called buyer manuals. Texts that inform him of how to properly evaluate what he wants to buy. Anything that has to do with general or advanced economy in Hell and outside of it is also appreciated.

Vorticia doesn't have as much time to read as the others. She prefers something a little more indulgent, like an easily digestible (hah) romance, or anything that has to do with inovating gastronomy.

Zizz has short bursts where he absolutely devours books in an incredibly short span of time. He tends to read about astrology, the subconscious mind and brain activity during rest periods.

Kalymir hardly reads. He likes content in short and concise formats, the least amount of embellishments and subtle depth, the better.

Livius is all over the place. One day he'll read a fantasy novel, the next he's browsing scientific articles, and then he's into parodies- His literature tastes are as defined as his general personality.

#Cero oc #Rinx oc #Zizz oc #Vorticia oc #Vesper oc #Kalymir oc #Livius oc

[shivunin]

Dragon Age Fic Recs

In honor of the Just Leave a Comment Fest, and with no particular theme, here are a few of my favorite Dragon Age Fics:

(If you wrote one of these fics and want me to tag your blog, please let me know and I'm happy to do so!)

**Always check the tags before jumping in; this list is no exception.**

Origins: 

be my mirror by ella_vellan: (T; 5,798) Alistair & Morrigan. Alistair meets Kieran for the first time in Orlais. The dialogue in this feels so well-paced and authentic, and it really navigates a fraught situation with grace. One of those fics that feels bittersweet in the most cathartic way. 

a gentle, beating heart by rynleaf: (M; 5,115 Words) Warden/Zevran. The Warden finds out she is pregnant sometime after Origins and puts off telling Zevran. The epistolary pieces of this frame the underlying story so well, and the flow of the fic itself is extremely well-paced.

A Man’s Word is His Bond by howlsmovinglibrary: (M; 35,135 Words/9 chapters) Zevran/Warden Soulmate AU. Honestly? This Surana cracks me up and I adore this fic. She is just having absolutely none of his nonsense. No thank you. Also, the implications of a soulmate-identifying mark are really well-explored here.

Dragon Age II:

see me bare my teeth for you by calypsid: (T; 2,978 Words) Fenris/Hawke vampire AU. This one has really good pacing and Fenris’s POV is really effective. Would absolutely read way more about the dynamic between this Hawke and Fenris. 

to hold you by the edges by vesperics: (T; 4,059 Words) Fenris/Hawke wound-tending set sometime in Act 1. I am a sucker for wound-tending anything, but I really enjoyed the way this fic explores Hawke and Fenris’s early dynamic and the way she navigates his boundaries about magical healing. 

River Stone by loquaciousquark: (M; 45,633 Words) Fenris/Hawke. Hawke is captured and subjected to a botched Rite of Tranquility. Hawke survives by pretending it worked while Fenris tries to find her. The pain in this fic is so delicately and thoughtfully depicted; it might be my favorite hurt/comfort fic ever. There is an art to writing something that hurts like this while still making the catharsis of resolution feel earned, and this author absolutely knows how to do it right. 

Inquisition: 

Portrait of a Man by Dulcidyne: (T; 3,136 Words) Cullen/Inquisitor. Cullen sits for a portrait. Love the dynamic of person vs. role here, and the idea of how someone is depicted potentially outliving who they actually are. A fic I would hug if I could. 

Truth-Telling by todisturbtheuniverse: (M; 3,988 Words; CW: Fantasy Racism) Adaar/Josephine. Adaar tells several stories about how she lost her horn, but saves the truth for Josie. There are so many great pieces in this about the faces shown to people we trust vs. people who pry for information. Love the almost-but-not-quite together state of their relationship here, too. Yearning, my beloved. 

Port in the Storm by kvella: (E; 89,445 Words/19 Chapters) After nearly hooking up, Cullen and Josephine navigate their tensions while trying to build a memorial for Haven. A lovely slow burn! Characterization is enjoyable and consistent, smut is well-written, and the tension is palpable. The sections involving Josie’s family were some of my favorites.

#dragon age #dragon age fic recs #fic recs #fic rec list #fenhawke #zevwarden #cullen x inquisitor #josephine x inquisitor #i will likely add to this as i find more #but i mostly read ME fic so the list is short right now asdbfkjb #long post

[zahramorningstar]

✨️Mari Lucifer✨️

In his book 'The Gnostics and Their Remains', Charles King equates the Gnostic Sophia with Venus Anadyomene (Venus Rising from the Sea) which appears on ancient magical gem stones as a naked damsel.

Manly Hall explains that Venus and Isis were names for Lucifer, telling us: "Being visible in the sky at sunset it was called Vesper, and as it rose before the Sun, it was called the Star of the Morning or Lucifer, meaning Light Bearer. Because of this relation to the Sun, the planet was also called Venus, Astarte, Aphrodite, Isis, and The Mother of the Gods".(The Secret Teachings of All Ages').

Magdalene is assumed by some to be interchangable with goddesses like Sophia, Isis, and Inanna. In his book 'Mary Magdalene The Illuminator', popular author William Henry tells us: 'Plutarch states that Isis was called Sophia.

She's also called Astarte, the goddess worshipped by Solomon. Each of these goddesses, in turn is the Babylonian goddess Inanna. Schonfield concludes that there is no doubt that the beautiful woman's head of the Templars represents Sophia in her female and Isis aspect -- and she was linked with Mary Magdalene in the Christian interpretation"..

The most famous occultist of the 20th - century Manly Hall, explains in his book 'The Secret Teachings of All Ages' that Isis "metamorphized' into the Virgin Mary.

Some scholars have tied the Virgin Mary to Magdalene. Theologian Cyril of Jerusalem held that the Virgin Mary was one and the same as Magdalene. In their book 'Jesus and

the Lost Goddess', Timothy Freke and Peter Gandy assert that the Virgin Mary and Magdalene in the Gospel accounts represent -- respectively, the higher Sophia and the fallen Sophia - aspects of the same character in the Sophianic myth.

Like Sophia, Magdalene was also associated with Venus. Rachel Geschwind (a professor in the Art History department at Youngstown State University) observes that in the 16th - century, paintings like Rossiglio's 'Conversion of the Magdalene' began to give Venus-like characteristics to Magdalene.

The explicit links between Magdalene and Venus perhaps point to Mary's true identity. When observed From Earth, Venus traces a perfect pentagram across the sky every eight years making a pattern of a rose.

This is known as the "Rose of Venus" or The "Pentagram of Venus". Magdalene is sometimes referred to as "The Rose" and those who diligently followed the Magdalene Mysteries were known as the "Initiates of the Rose Line".

In Southern France, Magdalene was known as Mary-Lucifera, connecting her to Lucifer. Isis and Diana were also known as Lucifera (see the book Magdalene Mysteries', by Seren Bertrand). As Author DeAnna Emerson tells us: "Inanna's name was altered to suit new languages. She was called Ishtar, Isis, Astarte, Diana, Venus, Magdalene -- one goddess with many names"

In his book The Templar Revelation', popular author Clive Prince tells us:

"As Nancy Qualls-Corbett and other recent commentators have pointed out, the depiction of Mary Magdalene in the Gnostic Gospels is that of illuminatrix and illuminator or Mary Lucifer, the Light-bringer -- the bestower of wisdom and enlightenment".

#mysticism #occultism #esoteric #venus #divine feminine #lux #aphrodite #lucifer #morningstar #mary #know thyself #knowledge #sophia #initiation #inanna

[pienhime]

welcome to pienhime's blog ૮꒰ ྀི ◞ ˕ ◟ ꒱ა

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About me:

*. - Likes: oshikatsu, yamikawaii, yumekawaii, monster energy, weed, vtubers, plushies, liz lisa, ryousangata wota culture, menhera art, nso, shoujo manga, jpop, jrap, anime, girly kei

*.- Dislikes: having labels pushed on me, love, block evading, ableism and sanism, attempts at justifying slavery bc "real jp brands are too expensive for my high school part time paychecks!!!", people trying to sanitize landmine kei by pretending its a fashion

* - More info: diagnosed borderline & autistic, jfash vet, nonbinary, spiritual kinnie, age regressor, profic, in ED recovery. the scary "sysmed" ur 12 year old mutual warned u about

content warnings oshis and kinlist below cut

💉this blog will contain vents about abuse trauma, nsfw, sh, ed, dysmorphia, dissociation, maladaptive daydreaming, intrusive thoughts, agoraphobia, and bpd episodes

💉this blog will never post irl sh or gore. ill never post my calories untagged even if i relapse into active anorexia. i might talk about cm measurements and my weight. my vents might get graphic. people who try to gatekeep the experience of bodyshaming or being "allowed" to be in the bodiposi community for any reason should stay away from me and see a psychiatrist.

💉ill reblog and maybe post artistic depictions of self harm, abuse, unhealthy dynamics, drug use, suicide, and violence, they will be trigger tagged as often as i can remember to tag them

💉i dont call myself landmine kei outside tumblr/where id be showing off my appearance even though i wear yamikawa styles and have problems with bpd and self harm because that term has always been about ILLNESS and BEHAVIORS, so posting myself to those tags would contribute to the whole jirai = fashion thing. im not going to use it in ways that would get me attention/likes for my appearance bc its not mine to "reclaim" (not like thats whats happening in japan either lol). i will sometimes tag jirai tags for non-fashion for reach and to find more mine/pien kei girls. i call myself pien kei because "pien" as a term originates with menhera girls and the feeling and the "pein kei" archetype are super relatable. i call myself menhera because i identify with the original meaning and like the art- im not using it derogatorily (but that meaning fits me too). again idc what u call urself as long as u dont push the label on others or lie about/try to change what it means!

💉ill post erokawa, SA survivor vents, nsft vents, and some fucked up fantasies but nothing irl. THESE WILL ALWAYS BE TAGGED. none of my shit is meant to condone getting worse, but if you think talking about getting worse or self destruction or artistic expression is anti-recovery thats on u boo

KINLIST:

💜pchan from nso

💜riamu yumemi from im@s

💜stocking from paswg

💜yohane from love live

💜sayori from ddlc

💜sayaka miki from madoka magica

💜yumekawachan from wristcut warriors

💜nijimin from magical girl site

💜harley quinn

💜opantsu-usagi

💜nagito komaeda

💜niito nemuko from neeko wa tsurai yo

💜fischl from genshin

💜denki kaminari from bnha

OSHIS:

🎀kasane teto

🎀vesper noir

🎀 randon neuring

🎀hajime hinata

🎀rin penrose

🎀kangel

#yamikawaii #kinblr #ventblr #vent blog #kawaii fashion #himeyan #himedere #yanblr #profic #endos dni #agere #actually autistic #actually borderline #wotakatsu #pien kei #ryousangata #larme kei #girly kei #traumacore #liz lisa #egl #ryousangata wotaku #量産型ヲタク #量産型 #ぴえん #ぴえん系 #ぴえん女子 #nemuidere #pien culture

[unfinishedrambles]

if evil, why character design spark joy

#toh #toh season 3 #toh spoilers #the owl house spoilers #the owl house #hunter wittebane #toh hunter #thanks to them #sometimes vesper arts #my triumphant return now i finally sort of know how to do this art thing #ik everyone and their mother is drawing this bastard (affectionate) but like how can you not #i've seen people call him bunter and huntlos but personally subscribe to helos cause it sounds like hell (and that's what it was)

[fullmoonfireball]

pastel pink bitch named Licorice

#Vesper's Art #Vesper's OCs #Licorice #they're like. kind of loosely a sona? but also not really #regardless i had a lot of fun designing them. funnie eepy researcher guy #am i gonna do anything with them? almost definitely not #but sometimes you just have to make a guy

[flor4zul]

✽ Vinca. saw me using other names, no you didn't. ✽ transfem butch, adult, white×Black - look white × no dni, happily engaged to the block button 💍🥰 ✽ i always alt describe my art; sometimes, others' ✽ see tag guide bellow, for my art, game and More™ ✽ Art comms; Music comms; Dev Blog ➧ @4nil-vz

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🌼.txt + ya boy's rants

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emojiless tags are self-explanatory

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~ OC specific tags:

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[darkdisrepair]

time shift au where laudna grows up in the whitestone where percival and vex'ahlia are the lord and lady de rolo

her parents are killed when the delilah returns to whitestone in an attempt to get revenge on the family that thwarted her and murdered sylas the first time she tried to seize control of the city. but the rebellion prevails because vox machina in every world will defeat her.

due to the trauma of their adventuring, vex and percy struggle to have kids after vesper so they take in all the kids who were orphaned by the briarwoods

laudna grows up so, so loved by vex and percy.

percy cultivates her love of crafting and creativity, holding little laudna's hand as he takes her through the halls of the castle and listens to her chatter about what improvements can be made to the design

(she's always right).

he helps her, when all she can think about is the nooses hanging around her parents' throats, about impossibly slipping through delilah's fingers, when she feels the rope on her neck. he holds her and sings in celestial.

he knows, more than anyone, how to cope with the trauma of losing family to the briarwoods.

it's hard to describe laudna's relationship with vex'ahlia. in some ways, she's the replacement for the mother laudna can only remember in her faintest echoes of memory- in others, she's the sister laudna always desperately wanted.

they look alike, and dignitaries always think that laudna is vex's biological daughter, which never ceased to make laudna proud.

where laudna's time with percy is all about creating art, her time with vex'ahlia can only be described as stillness.

there's a quiet to her moments with vex- sitting quietly in council meetings, when she was really young and had separation anxiety from- well, everyone, since her parents died- (she's nine, now, and now she's so smart she can understand what the adults are talking about)- or walks through the woods that give laudna an inner peace she never quite found with percy.

and while laudna goes to percy when she can't shake the lingering memories of losing her family, she goes to vex at the times when her grief is larger than words or memories, when she wakes up sobbing and can't explain why.

it's not easy. sometimes it's harder, to be loved in the place that haunted her nightmares. but every time laudna wants to tear the place apart, she looks across the dinner table at vex'ahlia, who is trying to shoot chickens out of the air to make them all laugh and percival, who looks terribly resigned to it all, and her heart is warm.

(laudna isn't there when it happens, but one day a frantic keyleth steps through the sun tree holding a sobbing little lavender haired girl. her hands are clenched in the autumn leaves of the tempest's mantle, crackling with violet energy)

(she says she's been looking into children born under the red moon. she says that the little girl's father didn't know how to care for a daughter with powers beyond his experience, she says her mother is gone)

(keyleth and vex'ahlia exchange wordlessly sad glances. there aren't any questions asked between the two of them- two of the most powerful women in exandria- before vex'ahlia holds her arms out)

(but the little girl screams and screams and screams when she's pulled away from keyleth- the most heartbreaking, wretched cries, of a child ripped away from everything she's ever known, now taken away from the one person connected to her past life-)

(keyleth turns to go back to zephrah, but her hand reaches out to cast the spell on the sun tree and she can't bring herself to leave, and maybe it's reckless of her, but she crosses the distance between her and vex and lifts the lavender-haired girl- imogen, the father had said, like a prayer before placing imogen's hand in keyleth's- and takes her back into her arms)

(imogen's sobs calm, a little bit, and the panicked phantom sensation that had been radiating off of her faded slightly from keyleth's mind, and vex's, judging by the slight release of tension from vex's shoulders)

(she and vax had always imagined having a little girl.)

there are many more visits, after that, where vex'ahlia and keyleth sit side-by-side in the grounds of whitestone and watch a dark-haired girl and a violet-haired girl, much older now, walk hand-in-hand through the gardens, picking poppies and orchids.

you know i'm in love with you, right?

you know you saved my life, right?

i should have told you. it's yours.

(there are nights, where shadows flicker in zephrah, where a half-elf man dies defending the same lavender-haired girl, where the clouds turn red, and red, and red- but we don't think about that.)

#imodna #imogen temult #laudna #cr au #critical role au #critical role fanfiction #cr fanfiction #imogen x laudna #critical role spoilers #keyleth of the air ashari #keyleth #vex'ahlia #percival de rolo

[rhea-de-la-bahia]

Dear Diary,

Charlie has nursery school for all 7 of us in the morning. It goes from 9 to 12. There's me, Jadie (>:c), Max, Hez, Vesper, and 2 kids I dunno their names of. We do nursery school every day except for the weekends. Here's what we do:

9:00-9:30- Circle time. Charlie does a big morning time circle where we sit on the carpet and take turns. We talk about the days of the week, the month, the season, and we sing lots of songs. I get really excited when she asks the questions. I love coming up to the board and counting the numbers and finding the colors. Sometimes Angel has to sit me in his lap so I let others have a turn. Charlie does lots of songs where we sings and sign. Charlie also has a moral of the week picked out every week. This week is self worth, cuz she says we need to know that we're good people and deserve to feel safe and important. Charlie always ALWAYS wears her special microphone that connects to my hearing aids with the Bluetooth. I don't always know what she's saying but the microphone helps a lot. I love hearing Charlie's voice in the mornings and it makes me feel happy.

9:30-10:15- Centers. We split up into groups and get to visit 3 tables. One is the sensory table, where we can have our sand box, our light table, and our music. One is an art table where Angel helps us paint or draw. And one is a feelings table where Charlie helps us talk about how we're feeling that day and if we have any goals for the day. My goals are sometimes "go swim," "eat all my meals," and "earn cannibal town fieldtrip."

10:15-10:30- Potty time. This is quick. The caregivers make sure we're clean. Some of the others are on potty charts with little stars and prizes. Mommy tried that once but it made me stressed, so now I just try my best with my pull-up.

10:30-11:00- Big Play. I only like this SOME of the time!!! We play games like Duck Duck Goose or Red Light Green Light. Sometimes the others do too much and it makes me panic. And then I hit the others and scream at them and I get pulled away to cool down. Good. I don't wanna be with them if they're being bad!!!

11:00-11:30- Storybook time. The stories are always about the moral of the week. Since this week Charlie is teaching us about self worth, our book this week is Wonder. It's the one about the boy with the facial disfigurement and some of the kids are really mean to him. Charlie says that the boy still loves himself and knows he's good, no matter what the bad people say. And that sometimes, bad people are just bad and we don't have to inter-alize the bad things they say. Angel always reads the books and it's really nice and I love his voice. He always wears the microphone too and I love his voice when he reads our stories.

11:30-12:00- Quiet play before lunch. Jadie always gets her cars, and sometimes the boys build with blocks or play in the ball pit. Charlie makes me and Vesper lie down in our cots and take a nap before lunch. I like my quiet time in the cot.

So yeah, that's what I do all morning. And it's really really fun and I love it a lot and Mommy says it's good cuz routine is good for me.

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