#sometimes i wonder if im happy

[todayisafridaynight]

#rgg #ryu ga gotoku #ryu ga gotoku 7 #yakuza series #yakuza like a dragon #yakuza 7 #masato arakawa #ryo aoki #snap sketches #AH jumpscare #i aint drawn aoki or masato (funny as hell i have to distinguish) in forever BYYYYYEE i miss him. i want him to be even more dead #my favorite genre of masato art is aoki killnig him so its my turn to do that. kinda. in spirit #Understandably its always aoki as the aggressor but i wanted to ask myself Can I Flip It #evidently aoki wasnt happy even with all of his power and all.. it makes me wonder how much his self hatred exists in aoki #A LOT EVIDENTLY LMAOOO but im having issues trying to articulate what i mean #aoki is very much a persona Fake Through And Through so sometimes i wonder if aoki ever gets tired of having to act all the time #he's on edge all the time and constantly trying to figure out how to use people instead of just. chilling LMAO GROW UP #he refuses to let himself be genuine and vulnerable with others yet at the same time he wants the love that comes with that #sure his new persona gives him the life he wanted but its gotta be wild to think 'people only like me for what i can do for them' #its hard to accurately describe what i was thinking while drawing these i just know i like rattling masato in a can #there's just so many layers to him it makes my brain itch SOOOO bad #having the love and sincerity he said he always wanted but not being able to see it because of his own self hatred... wild... #relatable... im gonna throw up... he still sucks tho lol...... #ok bye im gonna contemplate drawing something moody cause i guess it's a moody sunday idk sue me

[butchviking]

i hate being a mentally ill adult actually. i hate that there’s always groceries to be bought and housekeeping to do and work in the morning i hate that we have no space to feel it all i hate that we walk around acting normal. there are so many people i know who are clearly deeply unhappy with their lives and we make silly little jokes that allude to it but sometimes i want to grab them by the shoulders and scream ‘i know you are miserable!! we can’t keep living like this!! this is why people break!!’ im sick of this drudgerous apathy i want us all to be dramatic like when we were teenagers i want us to sob together and scream bloody murder at each other and tell each other we want to kill ourselves not as a funny post-ironic joke but because we all feel like that sometimes!! i want us to get fucked up on god knows what til we can’t open our eyes i want us to take care of each other instead of always taking care of ourselves i want us to be vulnerable i want us to hold each others hands in the ambulance!!

#don't get me wrong there are happy and beautiful times! there is wonder and fulfillment!! #but how do u share in the one if u can't share in the other? #i can't walk into work and say #'yesterday all i could think about was which of you would cry if i died #but today i saw a kid pick a flower and it felt like the most beautiful thing that had ever happened' #i don't even talk to my friends like that! it's all 'haha yeah been having a rough week. u know how it is. hbu?' #i feel like im going crazy but i dont believe that! aren't we all feeling this??? is anyone else feeling this??? is this fucking normal???? #am i just emotionally closed off?? is everyone else having these conversations am i the stunted one who doesn't know how to talk about it?? #i KNOW im living with mental illness but so are a lot of people! im sad sometimes but im not losing my mind! i know other people feel this!!

[autism0fadown]

I’ve been re-listening to dndads s1 and i just finished the last episode again… im inconsolable

#i started lostening to dndads at a really tough time in my life and everything was changing. i felt like i had nothing to cling on to #but dndads was the one thing that made things feel good again. it was the one thing i could hold onto when my life felt like disaster #it was the one thing that genuinely made me feel happy and im so glad that i had this podcast to get me through what felt like hell. #i would say that i wish i could listen to this podcast for the first time again. but i experienced it at the most perfect time in my life #that its had a lasting effect on me and i wouldnt change that for the world #i sometimes wonder how dndads would have affected me if i hadn’t experienced it at that time in my life #i occasionally listened to episodes in 2020-2021 but stopped after the first few episodes #what if i kept going? what if i had finished season one in 2021? would it have impacted me the same? #anyways… #oughhhhh #ouuuuuu #ououoooouuuu #uuuuuuuoooouuuuu #<- thats me crying :’) #dndads #dungeons and dads #dungeons and daddies #dndads s1 #dungeons and daddies s1 #im so emotional rn

[buttbiscuit]

HoH Steve Harrington headcanons because I love him (ft a lot of Steddie)

He slowly developed hearing issues in his teens and early adolescence but didn't notice at first. He learnt how to lip read by accident because he just realised it was easier to understand people when he was doing it. He didn't know it was an actual thing.

He secretly loves that Dustin calls him a cool cyborg for having hearing aids

Going to Eddie's gigs and not giving a shit about not knowing any of the lyrics to any of the songs because he can't understand them anyway. He loves the way he can feel the loud music through his entire body.

"I can't see what you're saying!" When Eddie gets distracted and covers his mouth or turns away from Steve while they're talking.

Early mornings when he doesn't have his hearing aids in and Eddie tells him to stop stomping around so much but Steve doesn't even realise he's doing it and so Eddie calls him a dinosaur and Steve tackles him whenever he makes little t-rex arms

Absolute fucking bliss of taking his hearing aids out at night and letting the noise of the world disappear.

He can't hear those annoying cicadas everyone complains about during summer nights.

Eddie buys him an ASL book but he gives up after learning literally 3 words in ASL. He learnt enough just so he can communicate with Eddie across a noisy bar (The words are "drunk," "bathroom," and "let's go") and he never uses it anywhere else.

He loves when people see his hearing aids and assume he obviously knows sign language because he always replies with "of course" and flips them off 🖕

Saying "I can't hear you 🤷‍♂️ sorry" or "hearing aids broke this morning" when he can very clearly hear the kids but he doesn't want to listen to them

Family Video having the biggest stock of subtitled movies because Robin keeps secretly ordering them for Steve

After he gets his hearing aids he realises he really likes movies more now that he can understand the characters and follow dialogue and pick up on the musical cues

Calling out Eddie for gossiping about him across a room because even though they're not within earshot, he can clearly lipread that Eddie said his name.

Having the radio absolutely cranked in his car and it startles Robin every single time which makes Steve laugh. She'll learn to turn the volume down before turning it on eventually.

"Oh my god where are my ears" when he can't find his hearing aids in the morning and Eddie says "on the sides of your head" to which Steve shouts "Shut up!" its such a frequent occurrence that Eddie doesn't even have to say it anymore but Steve still tells him to shut up

Wayne got a bit annoyed at the boys having the TV up so loud but after Eddie explains he has to because Steve can't hear so well, he never complained about it again.

He absolutely loves that Robin and Eddie talk with their entire bodies and are so expressive and have good annunciation (which they probably picked up from doing drama in school) because he can understand them really well.

Dustin constantly trying to sneak up behind Steve to scare him but because he's so used to being extra aware of his visual surroundings it never works.

Robin learning to perfectly imitate the way he says "Huh?" every time he can't hear her from across the store

Eddie knowing immediately when Steve didn't understand what someone said because he always does the same "Yeah, totally!" nod and smile.

Steve constantly bugging Eddie to wear hearing protection at gigs and go for a hearing test.

#i will romanticise the shit out of disabled characters until theyre given enough happy treatment!!!! #not all of these posts have to be abt hurt!! sometimes people with disabilites are happy and enjoy the fun lil things that happen to them #also im not hoh but i grew up in a household w a hoh parent AND i have apd and was mostly hoh until i was like 5 even if i dont remember it #so im like...... on the cusp of being allowed to use personal experience to talk abt this sort of thing and also not being HoH so idk #if ur hoh and think im way out of line for this lmk and ill delete but i think hoh steve is wonderful #its a good disability hc that we dknt see a lot of and i wanna make sure people who have no hoh experience see some of the funner parts #hoh!steve #HoH!Steve Harrington #HoH Steve Harrington #steve harrington #steddie #dustin henderson #robin buckley #robin and dustin steve's number 1 fans ily #stranger things headcanon #steve harrington headcanon

[bunnyreaper]

does anyone else ever compare themselves to other writers here? wonder if you're good enough + if you should even bother trying sometimes?

i know they're silly thoughts but sometimes my brain just 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫

#its probably the lack of sleep talking #but sometimes i just think i shouldnt bother #which is stupid i know #and im so happy for my other writer friends fr!!!!! its not like im not #i wonder if anyone ever looks at me and feels the same #silly brain!!!!!! #also im so behind on answering asks too d7bk7dtjjbb #i feel like im failing ??? #at running a blog lmao #sorry everyone for the temporary failures

[popponn]

in general, sometimes i really wonder what sort of impression i make on this place

#some told me (ily muach) but this sort of question do appear sometimes #like i know my personality and such #but like writing wise #and like from things i do here i really wonder how people see me #probably because im also new here and a bit tmi but this is like the most active i have been in socmed after quite a l o n g while #everyone here has been nothing but kind to me tho ily everyone #im glad im here hahaha #maybe one day i will talk about how happy i am whenever i talk to someone here #as a shy person it really means a lot to me haha #okay this is getting embarassing but yeah that question does exist #babblings #it's been 3 work days right so yeah let me be noisy this once again #or maybe i should make another blog that i treat like a priv acc and i dump everything there #hey thats a good idea actually #there are many things i want to say but all in all im really happy to be here. thank you everyone #i am still learning on how to express it and about interaction all in all as i am still as much of as a grandma as when i first start #but there is that. ily everyone #just putting this out here for a bit haha. might as well

[honeydots]

weirdly late to post this i know but if it hasn't been clear im trying to rly limit my social media intake so im not gonna be on as much...!

#moots as always my discord is just honeydots and you're welcome to chat w me i just may take a bit to reply bc im also very busy #and i'll post my art and fics n stuff #but #i'll be real....! fandom has not been fun for me lately. #well that's not true the xnlw event was fun #but ahh. too much has been not fun to really balance it out well #i'll probably come on sometimes and maybe this'll just be a break. idk! #but ah. ahhh...... #im sad im surely missing stuff tho so if you see a particularly cute laslow tag me and i'll be happy #gjsngjsnfnsh #anyway otherwise i may also come on for my comm stuff #but ah if you've been wondering where i've been. im ok!! #and see you guys around :3 #dots on the soapbox

[danothan]

secondhand gender euphoria thru a blorbo can be more powerful than your own gender tbh

#danbles #idk what it is abt m/f bigender ppl that i have sm admiration for #maybe bc it’s the polar opposite of mine? idk idk #sometimes i wonder if IM bigender just bc of how happy i am for other ppl that are #(if i am i wouldn’t be m/f tho but i can’t go down that route again lmao) #kira… tom… HAL… #happy joy smile event everytime i think abt these 3 and their relationship with gender ;___; #oh my god it’s embarrassing to admit but i didn’t realize hal was so gender until recently #damn near cried reading those panels abt his internal ‘maleness and femaleness’ #i could cry again just thinking abt it now tbh #ALL THE BEST CHARACTERS ARE BIGENDER WHAT CAN I SAY!!!! #genderposting #i just remembered i hc dee as bigender too #wow this goes deep maybe i should look into this #maybe when i’m less busy #what’s that one post? #‘im probably nonbinary but i have a job so idrc abt that rn’ #that’s why i hc most of these characters as bigender it’s bc they do fuckall <3

[looselipssinkships-x]

prehiatus pete looks a lot like my cousin did when we were like 18-20

my cousin has since come out as nonbinary and started hrt

#my poor rural midwestern grandparents got two nonbinary grandkids confused the heck out of them #anyways #those moments in life where you're okay with how things ended up and you're happy but you also know things could have been different and #sometimes you just wonder what that would've been like #sometimes i wonder if pete had been mid twenties now instead of twenty years ago and people were kinder to him if things would be different #idk #maybe im just out here #thinkin a lil too much about gender and acceptance and place and time #fall out boy #fob #pete wentz

[useragarfield]

foolish one hurts me.

#i speak #foolish one #taylor swift #its just too me #edit: specifically if i wonder sometimes if im kidding myself #that happy endings are a thing real people have #ignore me

[latenightsundayblues]

wait do u actually do requests?

I do; they're just an extremely tough time for me because the simple concept of dedicating a drawing to someone else makes my stomach crumple with anxiety on the spot. It feels a little pressuring and i end up getting overwhelmed/stalling my posts for large amounts of time lol i'm really really sorry about this im trynna fix it little by little.

Also all my drawings are made on my phone (usually almost out of storage) with my fingers, so it takes a little more effort and time than I'm comfortable with doing a ton of. For every request i answer 3 more pop up so it gets a bit difficult to keep up with lol (i wont even mention the weird shit i get asked to draw sometimes😭😭)

#im not mad btw im so sorry🥹 #ive been getting faster and faster with my doodles #im particularly happy abt that #letting other people see what i draw is such a mindfuck sometimes lmfao i wonder how i even made this account in the first place #latenightsundayblues ask tag

[artheresy]

It’s official the next day for me which means 😎 I’m officially 19 🎉!!!

Considering being self indulgent and drawing Blade celebrating with me bc if I’m something, it’s shamelessy obsessed with Him

#i still cant fathom im 19 already #i feel stuck in time sometimes but its getting better #this still is such a shock like omg already?? #i wonder how I’ll celebrate on here 🤔 #perhaps with some blade/yingxing angst 😈 #no no i do that so often #maybe i’ll finally bring some blade/yingxing fluff into the world #altho #i will say one bit of birthday related angst #and its #i wonder if yingxing ever took note of his family’s ages #and when he had finally grown older than they ever had a chance to be #ANYWAYS ☺️☺️ no more angst i need to be happy

[layzeal]

if i think abt the tragedy of 3zun for too long i go insane, because by all means all 3 of them should have died in that coffin. it'd be TOO fitting. sworn brothers, promising their lives and deaths to each other, stuck together in their cycle for 100 years until there's nothing left of them, until they've merged into one

just for, at the last second, one of them says no, and pushes the final piece away. his life spared, one of us will live to pick up the shards, forever separated from the others

#sometimes i wonder if the only reason lxc wasn't killed in that coffin #is bc there was no way for mxtx to write a happy ending for wangxian if lwj's brother is dead #it was already tricky having him leave while he's grieving #but understandable since lans grive in seclusion #but GOD. I JUST THINK ABOUT IT #im glad it didn't happen. the breaking of expectations is a lot more satisfying #BUT IT COULD HAVE. AND IT EATS ME ALIVE #the ending we have is so much more heartwrenching #modao #lace speaks

[fivveweeks]

do you guys wanna hear my insane hassel x brassius x reader plot of course you do strap in and let me talk shit;

so this is like, technically a sequel AU after the Hassel x reader and Brassius x reader (i’m working on it!!!) nsfw oneshots, where a year or two has passed and you return to Paldea for the longterm bc of your job. Obviously you don’t remember the one night stands that well bc they were for fun, hopefully the idiots are happy but it’s nunya business about some strangers’ love life, so you go about your own

and that’s when you’re in Mesagoza and a tiny fomantis crashes into you by accident. and it won’t leave you alone after you kinda calmed it down

so you’re like “Wait, what do I do now. Who’s pokemon is this-“ until someone comes running to you in the distance, yelling apologies and when he gets closer-

It’s Brassius. The guy with the funny green hair and dramatic personality and it takes you a second or two to recognize but it strikes a chord in your memory. And him too, apparently, when he skids to a halt and goes, “it’s you!”

cue spiderman-meme pointing. cue a quick conversation of sorta catching up and to refresh your memory before he drags you off despite your protest, fomantis attached to your head like some fancy clown hat. Ten minutes later you both stop before a cafe table where Hassel is - oh he remembers too - gaping at you both, but mostly at you to be honest

(“So I take it that the confession went well, huh.” you say, and the blush that lights up on his cheeks is a familiar, lovely sight)

you spend the afternoon with them bc they insist on treating you to lunch (and thank you for your accidental interference and to apologize for the trouble they put you through before, which you don’t mind tbh it’s actually kinda funny looking back.) they’re married for over a year or two now, which is great, hell yeah! you’re super happy for them, congratulations, jesus christ i cannot believe you both knew each other for over a decade, practically lived together and only confessed bc of the incident, what the hell-

and unfortunately, no matter what you three try, the fomantis just doesn’t want to leave your side

why don’t you take care of it for the moment? Hassel suggests, which Brassius immediately lights up bc that is a fantastic idea! what says you, my dear? so after a discussion of pokemon expenses (I’ll take care of it, Brassius waves his hand. no need to concern yourself over it) you sorta? kinda agreed to a weekly visit to Artazon or Mesagoza so you and fomantis can check in with them

and so goes the weekly lunch visits where you kinda learn more about the eccentric couple? turns out Brassius is an expert with grass types and you spend hours listening to him talk about fertilizer mixes and how much water and attention you should give to a fomantis (the species is unfortunately one of the more difficult types to look after, wow). Hassel is also good with advice whenever Brassius has to attend important events. you learn the right way to cradle grass pokemon like toddlers and weeks later Brassius takes you to Alfonada so your fomantis can pick a pot for sunbathing

(and throughout the time spent together you find it lovely to just watch them both interact. Brassius and Hassel are obviously smitten towards each other and all the little things they do are just really nice to observe quietly. Individually too, you can definitely appreciate watching them enjoying themselves and being good at what they do, like whoa Brassius looks really nice in that open-collared shirt and the way he sometimes rocks his smoliv in his arms and dances with his pokemon is really endearing and cute)

and then bc fomantis (you don’t give it a name bc it’s not technically yours but you might as well call it Big Baby from how clingy it is) starts to get acclimated you can probably start slowing down the visits to just once or twice a month. you’re kind of relieved that you’re getting the hang of this and won’t need to trouble Brassius too much now

except Brassius looks… a little moody? Upset? Disappointed when you both brought it up? or maybe you’re just looking too much into it?

but he doesn’t mention anything so your visits slow down in the end, and you take fomantis out to the forests and lakes to get enough exercise and sunlight, and honestly you’re just minding your own business but turns out god has other plans for you-

bc that’s when you stumble across a disturbed dragon habitat and now a Dreepy has accidentally attached to you.

deja vu, huh.

so now it’s Hassel’s turn to host the weekly meet ups bc turns out the man’s a dragon tamer, holy fucking shit, and rehabilitating a baby dragon is one of the most difficult things in the world without formal training. you do the same song and dance again and throw in outings to the wild where you both try to locate the scattered pod of Dragapults and Dragloaks. Brassius joins in when he has the time and somehow you three just start to have picnics together I guess. you’re not complaining tbh the both of them are a joy to spend time with

(and Hassel is really cute when he’s coaxing baby dragons? plus how calm he is when he’s calming down wild adults and knowledgeable he is in regards to the region and the care and concerns he has towards the endangered species- WOUGH he plays the guitar and piano too wtf is there anything this man can’t do???)

your schedule now develops into like, every one or two weeks you chill with either Hassel or Brassius and once a month or two the three of you hang out together. you hang until y’all actually find the dragon pod, but by now the Dreepy refuses to leave you so…

“I guess I’m responsible for a dragon and a plant now,” you shrug, not too upset. You’ve kinda warmed up to them by this point. you tell Brassius and Hassel they don’t have to keep paying for the expenses anymore, you’ll find a way to deal with it since you’re a trainer now. and they can free up most of their time now that they don’t have to keep babysitting you?

what you didn’t expect was to see the faint disappointment and crestfallen look on Hassel??? Like Brassius???? jesus, don’t be so sad, they can always grab lunch with you anytime, y���know, even if there’s no pokemon raising, just text you lmao they have your phone number anyways

which turns out to be the right thing to say bc now you’re getting invited to little art shows and outings occasionally now, and even dinners. that’s nice, you think, honestly they’re both lucky to have each other and maybe in some other life you probably would have dated either one of them but eh, you’re content where you’re at right now tbh, no biggie-

until a few weeks later they drop the bomb on you that they’ve been trying to hint at you for months now and do you want to date them, yes the both of them at the same time, Brassie looses his mind after our lunches now and HASS you TRAITOR says the man who blushes every time I bring them up when we k-

cue internal panic, some discussion about polyamory and expectations and stuff but… long story short, somehow you end up dating the both of them, now???

(you don’t find out one of them is a goddamn gym leader and the other an elite four until months later for some fucking reason, and you loose your shit inevitably bc NO WONDER YOU‘RE BOTH SO GOOD AT BATTLING, WHAT THE HELL)

(bonus chapter is where the both of them fuck you into the bed until the frame cracks, get that old men ass babey)

#chatter #pokemon sv #outline might change but this is literally what has been rolling in my mind for the past week #it’s just a fuckinf romcom w mutual pining #except you’re like chill w the pining you think they’re off limits but it’s nice watching them regardless #healthy relationships are great and you’re happy to be friends w two dorks #while Brassius and Hassel are fucking playing 4D chess and pining so hard just wondering if their flirting game isn’t enough #or you’re not interested at all but sometimes you return their signals and they’re so fucking confused #anyways if I ever write this it’s gonna be 6 chapters medium burn bc I have no energy #this fic is literally an excuse for me to rant about everything i love and hc about Brassius and Hassel and to make them look GOOD #and to write about them in LOVE #bc i will not compromise on the hassel x brassius ship at all #before i even touch the x reader part #im going to lay down #snippet

[matchandelure]

realizing that all of the fictional characters i love the most can be sorted into three distinct categories: the one with questionable morals willing to do anything for the person they care for, and the one who’s just there to vibe but has no idea how to be a person because they were never taught how to, and the detective

#AND YOU KNOW WHAT MAYBE SOMETIMES THEY WILL BE ALL THREE AND WHEN THAT DOES HAPPEN #I THINK ABOUT THEM FROM THE MOMENT I WAKE UP TO THE MOMENT I GO TO SLEEP #i will be makign breakfast and think hhhm i wonder how they would like their bagels #i will be sitting in class wondering whether calculus and linalg would come easier for them than it does for me #i wll be doing homework and will see the sunset and think huh those match their colours #i will pick an outfit for the day with the end goal of matching their energy for the day #genuinely cannot just. how do you like something without being so absorbed you actually cannot focus on anything else #i will log onto botw spend one night in rito village then be thinking about it for the rest of the day #aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa my schools on break now so im using the time that was allocated to studying for exams to #draw and play games and do nothing productive :'''( #willows rambling branch #im really happy though bc lately i got a few new clothing pieces that now let me coordinate outfits that match linhardt vibes #LIEK THIS PAIR OF JEANS THAT FLARE flair..(?) OUT AT THE BOTTOM BUT NOT RIDICULOUSLY LARGE LIKE BELLBOTTOMS #JUST THE RIGHT AMOUNT AND THEY CREATE THE NICEST SILOUHETTE WHEN I WEAR MY HEELED BOOTS AND MATCH IT WITH A TIGHTER FITTING TURTLENECK ON T #OP AND WEAR A CARDIGAN OR OVERSIZED BLOUSE OVER IT #what do you mean university isnt a fashion show i wake up everyday so that i can wear my silly little outfits and attend my not so silly #calculus lectures and cs labs and econ lectures and stupid weekly mditerms

[cainware]

I saw a post on tiktok earlier today talking about how someone wondered who they would've been if they weren't the oldest daughter and if maybe they'd like themselves then, and I got me thinking about Dick Grayson.

Do you think he ever wonders that himself? Do you think that some small part of him, while fine with life as it is, wonders what life would be like if he had been the only Robin? Or came after someone else? Do you think he wonders who he'd be if maybe Jason or Damian had been older, been the first of the sidekicks, and he'd become his own sidekick after?

I know it's mentioned before somewhere that he wonders what life would he like if his parents had never died, but I can't stop thinking about a Dick Grayson that maybe doesn't like himself as much as he would have everyone believe. A Dick Grayson who, beneath everything else that builds him up into this bigger, sprawling multi-dimensional picture, has a very core part of himself that just... doesn't like who he is all that much.

And it's not to say he hates himself, nothing that extreme. But he's gone through his fair share of trauma, he's gone through his own fair share of grieving in silence and trying to make his father-figure happy at the cost of his own happiness.

He's developed eldest daughter syndrome, in no small part to the fact that he went from having two parents that loved and cared about him and had a semblance of normalcy, to being the oldest in a gaggle of other people that went through the first trials of trying to make Bruce happy. And only after years of being put through the wringer did he begin to understand that nobody can make Bruce happy, not even him, and he had to let go for many reasons.

I don't know, I just wonder sometimes (as the oldest sibling myself) if Dick ever had to mourn who he could've been if maybe he'd just come a little later, if maybe he'd come into the picture after someone else or if maybe Bruce would love him more if he were a younger sibling, even though he knows Bruce loves him anyway. But as an older sibling, sometimes it feels... hard, seeing your younger siblings have a better time of it than you did because your father is better equipped to handle it. He just wasn't prepared when he had you. And that's okay, because Dick knows Bruce tried, but it doesn't change the fact that sometimes it still hurts. But, in true older sibling fashion, I don't think Dick would ever let on to that or mention it. He'd rather die.

#im kind of just thinking out loud and tbh this probably doesnt make a lot of sense #but sometimes i do wonder about it and if dick ever questions whether or not he was a good enough son for bruce #dick grayson #idk man something about dick grayson having older sibling trauma just feels right #because hes not a happy go lucky dude all the time like fanon would have you believe #sometimes hes an asshole or sometimes hes stubborn or reckless #and thats part of what makes him great #he can have a little more trauma as a treat #cainschatter