#sleeping pattern who!!!!!!

[thefrogdalorian]

Ugh I love the first episode of The Mandalorian so much!! I don't think there could have been a better introduction to the series. It sets up the entire story so well.

In such a short amount of time you're introduced to this ruthless bounty hunter and his cool ship who, thanks to glimpses of his traumatic past and despite not knowing if he's 'good' or not, you can't help but immediately root for. It's so cool to see Din accept the job which changes his life forever and his little interactions with various figures which clue you into what kind of man he is.

I also love that he's not invincible and has flaws. We see him flying through the air once or twice. Plus the initial encounter with the Ravinak always has me stressed, even though I know the outcome! That scene in particular shows how he can use his experience and wits to get out of precarious situations. He started the Razor Crest and launched it before dealing with the creature. So cool, calm and collected it's truly enthralling watching him do his thing!!

Plus, Din's weapons and armour don't make him invincible. He relies on Kuiil to save him from the blurrgs on Arvala-7 and to eventually ride them. And he couldn't have gotten to Grogu without IG-11! It shows how well he can work with others spontaneously, assessing how their skill sets match his own.

Also, Din is SO much sassier than I remembered. So many great one liners to Kuiil and IG-11. I love Greef roasting him with the "Save the theatrics," line too! You just know he's caused a scene in the cantina on Nevarro many times before. He's a menace.

In conclusion: Din in Chapter 1 is just a snarky buckethead who gets tossed around like a salad and I love him for that.

#din djarin #the mandalorian #spud rewatches mando #not me rambling incoherently about mando as i'm about to drift off to sleep I GOPE THIS MADE SENSE #i just love hiM SO MUCH #and This showWWW AAHHH #why oh why is mando an after dark show (i'll rant about this tomorrow) but i wish i could watch it during the day #sleeping pattern who!!!!!! #din djarin thoughts #din djarin brainrot

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

saw @chez-cinnamon's absolutely BANGER butterfly!Howdy design and couldn't resist! two fluffy flutterbyes <3 solidarity

#still unsure of Why this was the only pose that came to mind but! who am i to deny the brain what it wants #i also have no idea what it is about butterflies and mullets + extra fluff #it just feels Right. #oh also if you haven't checked out chez-cinnamon's Real World au uhhhh Go Do That!!! #its fun! its funky! its fresh! its got a lot of great art! its got a Comic! #emphasis on a Lot Of Great Art! #i will admit im emotionally invested in the plot. its reeled me in. im Fascinated by it #also(x2) i Cannot get over how swagtastic that butterfly howdy design is #like!!! look at it!!! the colors the patterns the WINGS agh the wings <3<3<3 #truly a unique and creative design that im totally not jealous of ahaha what- #kidding im Kidding. or am i... i am i am #scribble garnish #yassified howdy <3 #welcome home #alrighty its officially 2 am i needed to be asleep uhhhhh three hours ago #gonna queue this up and conk out. while lovingly thinking of chez-cinnamon's butterfly howdy my fucking GOD #cant get over how Gorgeous he is #the facial patterns.... the colors.... immaculate #top tier design i am Taking Notes #ok ok sleeping now. Sleeping. snz snork mimi and all that. etc

[n4rval]

the way his words are so carefully curated, not only for the sake of precision, but so it fits a rhythm that is breathable for a slow speaker.

to say exactly what he means in a short sentence, with recurring pauses and a clear pronounciation. to prefer periods(.) over commas(,).

not to be needlessly verbose – much the opposite; because this vocabulary serves the purpose of clarity, organization and to hold the attention of the listener.

#talking to the wall #wd gaster #gaster #undertale #deltarune #and also because he's toothless so it takes an extra effort to make words sound correctly ahahaha (a headcanon) #another day of speech patterns being very important to me in terms of characterization #otherwise i will have trouble imagining it is this character saying a line #if we had canon wingdings read some fanfiction lines of his out loud we would sleep on the spot #and that is why these mannerisms are so important when fleshing him out! #there is just not enough fanfiction giving it enough attention to portray this OTL #to speak little yet say a lot #i like to imagine he is a very visual thinker and it adds to the thoughtfulness of his words #also re: wingdings as a visual code. #man who speaks in hands and whatnot #wistful sighing. damn papyrus you had it good when he would read you bedtime stories #this guy writes in hieroglyphs

[running-in-the-dark]

it's so funny when I rewatch a show but with a new/different/additional crush. like I'm rewatching the librarians with my partner right now and it just feels soo different lol

#anyway. Jenkins 😍 #on a completely unrelated note... #I need to learn more about pocket squares and ties. #because it's already driving me insane when they don't go together on night court but it's much worse on the librarians where I can actually #like. see stuff lol #I don't mean 'oh no the colour isn't an exact match'. more like 'these patterns and/or colours look fucking bad together' #but maybe there's like. reasons for that. rules that my silly little brain isn't smart enough to figure out #because all I'm basing that on is. my eyes and my opinion lol #anyway he's so baby. 🥰 and I definitely like him better now. very very huggable. #he takes that suit jacket off and I'm like 🥵 #man I feel so weird about this :') but I must talk about it anyway or I will never get over that :) #like it just feels like. ohh this is weird I'm not supposed to think he's hot because he's old 😬 but he just. is 🤷 #anyway touching his ears would fix me man it totally would #*with my mouth also. but whatever it's cool I'm not thinking about that #no haha why would I be thinking about it that :) #or when he sits on that table sometimes and I totally don't think about how I absolutely need to sit in his lap :) #haha noo I'm not thinking about fucking him at all who even brought that up #anyway i am very tired & have already taken my sleep meds so I am extra stupid rn :) and the dumb thoughts just keep coming out

[pictureswithboxes]

Blah blah blah, Franmaya, Franziska von Karma is a good person who cares about people and Justice and stuff, I am aware.

But the real reason she didn’t fight Godot tooth and nail (she’d win, she has a weapon) to continue prosecuting in Bridge to the Turnabout would be the puzzle locks. Franziska von Karma cannot resist a puzzle and that is a fact.

#she autistically sees patterns everywhere and is compelled to solve puzzles #off topic she also compulsively counts things. much like a vampire if you drop seeds in front of her she will obsessively count them #also she’s a great person who loves Justice and hates villainy #she’s also a huge lesbian #but people are out there sleeping on these puzzle locks #baby girl has an impressive collection of Rubik’s cubes as well #ace attorney #i don’t like tagging these posts tbh but I like to be organized so here we are

[valgeristik]

ok so this isnt exactly my usual brand of art but like. SPECIAL CIRCUMSTANCES: I MADE A DRESS myself. from scratch. behold!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It was wild bcs i got GRIPPED by insanity for like a week n would not stop working on this thing. ive never sewed clothes before. i do believe i may have been possessed, big huge thanks to my bestiest bestie @blu3mila for being the photographer 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

#kunst huli #anywaysssss at first i tried looking for patterns online bcs i was like #ive never done this before i cannot possibly do it by myself ill make so many mistakes ill just look up instructions #found one vid which explained everything very nicely. did the measurements did the fucking #paper template #used a fabric no one would miss to try it out #failed miserably #re-measured everything #re-did the paper pattern #used fabric no one would miss to try it out again #FAILED MISERABLY ALSO #went to sleep sad #but as i was falling asleep of course i cant just like. stop #so i was like OMG I CAN. DO IT MYSELF #this dress is basically. #4 triangles. two rectangles. one trapezoid #it took a lot of Trying On and pinning n saying hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm #and praying to fuck knows who before using the sewing machine #but i did it!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #n it even looks good!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #i wanted to do it in red at first bcs um. the initial inspiration came to me because of #noel. also of course rodya dearest #but yeah anyway i wanted to dress in a noel inspired outfit for a thing #but i couldnt. find anything fitting to wear #n u know. clothes can be expensive #and our local fabrics store always has 70% off of fabrics................... #but i COULDNT. FIND THE MATERIAL I NEEDED. IN THE RIGHT COLOR #and at that point it was either i do it with what i have or the fixation runs out #also the lipstick is actually an eyeliner pencil. improvise adapt overcome etc #also if u see that the shoes are a bit too big for me no you didnt. its hard to find stuff in my size ok

[nyoomfruits]

a possible maxoscar fic??? 👀👀👀im seated!!

aaah i’m always flirting with max/oscar but the problem is that they give me quiet slow burn vibes and i mostly write loud romcoms. BUT maybe one day. i really hope one day

#like i just really think they’d work for the kind of fic where max gets some kind of injury that takes him out of the running for a bit #and lando comes over to hang out cheer him up whatever #brings his emotional support teammate #keeps brining his emotional support teammate because oscar’s the only one who knows how to cook #and max will have to start eating nutritious meals again at some point #eventually oscar starts coming over individually #which max kind of really likes? oscar is quiet and watches races with him without sending him pitying looks and he’s SMART #lets max waffle on about tyre strategies and ask questions in a way that insinuate he is Actually Listening #and then one time oscar falls asleep on the couch and max tucks him in under this gaudy australian flag patterned plaid daniel got him #and oscar’s snuffles in his sleep before snuggling into the blanket and max thinks fuck #fuck i think i might be in love with him #ANYWAY #max/oscar

[sandinthepipes]

I have just realised that a lot of my favourite ships fall into the-prince-and-the-pauper bin???? And i wasn't even aware??????

#no listen to me #the most obvious here is merthur #we all know the literal prince of camelot and the guy who grew up sleeping on rocks #but also geraskier #fucking el dorado which i know for those non italian isn't a big thing but here let me tell you I'd give my life for those two fucking idio #like tullio comes from old money and miguel can barely read because he grew up on the street and that's all canon baby #and then I thought fucking sinbad #proteus and simbad are again the literal prince and the kid in ragged clothes he found on the street #i don't know how their ship is called nore miguel and tullio #FUCKING BAGGINSHIELD ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME #EVEN BLACKSTEDE #FUCKING NANDERMO GUYS NANDOR WAS A FUCKING PRINCE AND GUILLERMO HAD TO STEAL MONEY TO BUY A FRIDGE #i am loskng my mind how did i never noticed all of this #btw it all started from me thinking that pedro pascal would make a great sinbad #and orlando bloom a great proteus and then they'd kiss #shit fuck now i gotta investigate all my other past obsession because I'm beginning to suspect a pattern #is this my subconscious telling me i want a sugar daddy #merthur #geraskier #bagginshield #blackstede #nandermo #miguel x tulio #sinbad x proteus #otp #pairing dynamic #inthepipes

[twilightarcade]

that's a weird dog

#wordstag #notwordswordstag #neptune wgen it's being normal about that eclipse thing #drawn at late oh clock it's like 2am right now . I think I'm gonna darken the eyes in the morning #or I won't. You never know with this guy. #anyhow I'm in bed now and I'm sooooo cozy. #ok so [mr beasts] this drawing was a 'let's use all the brushes in the sketching section & see what happens' thing #I think we're going 2 do another one w/ a smaller canvas size because I wanna . Try something. & this canvas was way too big #(<-I've been using the same canvas 4 like . Ages. And some IDIOT refuses 2 just move the sketches over( #literally whoever invented patterns on clothing should go explode . Do you have any clue #it's ok though . Fun exercise in whatever it's called. Perspective. If it was evil. ( I am failing the exercise) #ummmmmmm I thibk that's all. Spent way longer on this than I meant to. But the REAL criminal here was anzu because #That was supposed 2 be a warm up. Of sorts. I don't really do warm ups much if I'm going 2 be honest #trying 2 get into the habit but me drawing is more like . I'm going to draw 5 things in one sitting take it or leave it #ok guess who just . Fixed it. #I could point out like a million other things wrong but I'm not going to [smug cat picture] I'll leave that up to your imagination #ok umm how many tags is that . Not enough ? I want 2 do those whatever u wanna call those things again #yyou know. Peeks in my inbox. #ddude I might want to uh. I might want to crop this thing. #landscape is fun and all but seriously I can't #whatever. Officially a tomorrow me issue. Guess who's headed to sleep baby. #tomorrow neptune here I ended up cropping it after all.cod bleAmerica.ca. #anyhow I don't think I mentioned the . The Animal?

[ploncc]

finally watching House MD and yes i am catching up on my shows a decade late, but that DOES mean that now i can make the hypothesis that chase is another bubblegum bitch character and frankly that's worth the ten years

#house md #im on season three #by which i mean i am four episodes away from finishing season 3 #i picked up knitting you see and i was like “hey i need a show i don't care about that's still engaging while knitting” because adhd yknow #except now im fucking hooked #my emotions have been toyed with #i have called 40 year old men baby girls #i have broken down laughing #i have cried full ass adult tears #i have binged more episodes than i could ever advise in single evenings #i have had to excitedly break down arcs to my mother who keeps walking by while the show is on/sitting in for an episode n then sleeping #ive also finished a cool pattern swatch and am almost done with another stuffed bunny (this one is for an old roomie) so it is working #like on the knitting-with-adhd front #i have another five seasons to go so who knows! #maybe i'll make a sweater :)

[smittenskitten]

Team brought a kolbalish to their sleepover and honestly.... I love him

#between us #between us text #the lack of kolbalish hinders my sleeping pattern #i didn't have any during my vacation last week #it seriously messed with my sleep #also anyone who never had a kolbalish i HIGHLY recommend you get one #life changing

[m1d-45]

“he was permanently condemned to hell.” if you hear screaming and crying don’t worry it’s just losing my GODDAMN FUCKING MIND. OH MY GOD. KAEYA WITH RELIGIOUS TRAUMA HITS DIFFERENT. IT HITS SO SO DIFFERENT.

okay so with the blue blood thing we can just be like you aren’t fully divine yet so the blood doesn’t turn blue until. idk you die and ascend or whatever. that’s the excuse i use in my brain!

i interrupted myself. anyways. imagine if kaeya was the one to kill you. when he recounts your death, he has allll the grisly details of how you were pinned to the ground by a sword in your throat, almost the same way you’d pin a butterfly to a board. he smiles as he recalls the way your blood spilled onto the ground and the light faded from your eyes. for a moment, he even scoffs at the tears on your cheeks, remnants of the way you’d cried and begged.

and then he gets the news, and it turns out that he truly cannot do anything right. he tries to be honest and loses his family. he tries to redeem his home and dooms himself. he doesn’t bother praying for forgiveness - no matter how kind and understanding everybody said you were, there’s no way you’d forgive a sinner with your blood on his hands.

me when kaeya. when he. him. he’d be so guilty and fucked up post-imposter and i think it adds to his appeal heart emoji - teddy anon

i did NOT mean for it to be religious trauma but. you have a point.

if we follow my headcanon about the blue blood—that it’s swirly like a galaxy, representative of your power—then it makes sense it manifests alongside your power, and if you blur some lines and squint we can work with that.

anyway i do think kaeya should be the one to kill (that sounds bad) and you. your words man you are so good at this-

he probably wouldn’t pray. and i don’t think, other than the first night getting blackout drunk, that he’d drink, as a form of self-punishment. no, he needs to be awake and sober to truly live through his crimes, for he would only condemn himself more with liquor.

kaeya that stops worshipping at altars or attending service, simply because he doesn’t believe that somebody like him should be in such a holy place. he never takes shifts at the cathedral, and he always takes point on the bloodiest missions. not out of enthusiasm—the sight of blood, even red, now makes him a bit sick—but out of a form of sacrifice. why put blood on innocent hands when he, somebody already sunk to the lowest of hells, can take it?

#m1d : [chats] #m1d : [secrets] #teddy anon #do you think after you descend he’d very suddenly be very busy? #that he’d be taking on more paperwork for an excuse to be in his office; sheltered away as jean leads you around the knights’ hq and kindly #leads you away from the door that’s been permanently closed? #do you think he takes up night patrols to have an excuse to sleep during the day. to not have to hear your festivities as he roams? #do you think he runs into the darknight hero with eyes of embers; eyes that droop when he declines to head back to the city? #do you think diluc is one of your closest friends on complete accident—he’d only wanted to offer you some wine and you ended up talking for #hours about grapes and vineyards and everything about production and bottling #do you think kaeya walks past the winery on his way to take care of the slimes that always congregate—he never cared before but now that you #have taken an interest in the industry he’d hate for his brothers reputation to be tarnished—and as he walks he sees a light in the manor #do you think he hides behind the staff’s houses as you walk by? hearing your voice and wiping away tears as he remembers how you pleaded? #do you think adelinde reports unusual frost and calls over diluc? diluc who stares and recognizes the height of kaeya’s vision and the #pattern of a clutched hand on the wall? do you think he melts it away and reports nothing just as how he’d assured you the rustle in the #bushes the night prior was only the wind or an owl? #do you think kaeya realizes that diluc was right; that diluc was the one who deserved the glory and fame; that diluc deserved your care and #your touch? do you think he traces the star on his gloves and thinks of the one behind his eyepatch—symbols of his eternal lineage of sin #do you think about kaeya?

[sucrose-soymilk]

hadn’t really regressed in a While and i didn’t realize how much i missed/dareisay needed it until i had the free time and ability to do so over the last few days and i have to say. i’m feeling a bit better

#imagine that! the coping mechanism… helps!!! wow #Seven’s Small Thoughts #not tagging this as anything else bc this blog is really just a not-so-secret public diary #and im not really trying to gain any sort of following or participate in the community very much #i just wanna talk to the void abt regression every once in a blue moon y’know #i also feel like i don’t really belong in the community much/am not a Good Example of sfw agere since i’m very n/ s/ f/ w everywhere else #which is a double standard that i don’t hold others to but i feel like others will hold it against me??? and i’m just shy anyways #and not looking to interact. just wanna keep all this stuff tucked away in a side-blog #i also feel like a lot of the community likes to blog while actively regressed and i don’t wanna step in there as someone who isn’t #nothing wrong with it! at all! i just don’t have the capacity to since i go nonverbal when i regress. no thoughts head blissfully empty #anyways this wasn’t supposed to be a vent post let’s change the topic! #anywhooo what else did i come on here to say. oh yeah #i lowkey forgot how much regressing has helped me in the past until i was able to really indulge myself in it again recently #it’s so nice to just be small and hand someone else the reins and forget abt everything other than doing something you enjoy #maybe one day i’ll be at a point in my life where i can fully regress more freely and more often but for now i’ll take what i can get #i’m also excited because i’ve been thinking abt ordering a paci from this one specific seller #and yesterday saw that they’re dropping a new batch of fall/halloween themed ones today!!! #so now i’ve gotta make myself stay awake until 6pm so i can jump on it when they’re available #which is a small struggle considering my nocturnal sleep schedule but i will do it nonetheless #that crescent moon patterned one Will Be Mine #trying to decide between buttercup yellow and schoolbus yellow for the clip #i think i’m more drawn to the vibrancy of the schoolbus yellow honestly #eeeeeee i’m excited i’ve been wanting to treat myself to ordering from this shop for a g e s and im finally gonna do it

[love-at-first-bite]

MY BIGGEST WISH is that when Dunmeshi gets plushie merch we get THIS style plush

I have two and they're PERFECT for holding and snuggling!

#victor beeps #i think these are called nesoberi btw! nesoberi plushies #SURELY right? it's a popular style but maybe they'd think people don't wanna cuddle characters who wear armor? #UGH if laios became one of these i'd DIE #i'd love to get marcille too. and izutsumi #they're the perfect size and shape to sleep with (at least to me) and sooooo soft! #i even found a pattern for them! #i umm...was going to sacrifice my karamatsu plush for the pattern but someone thankfully posted their own #it's public and free so i can link to it if anyone wants!

[readwing]

I’m so tired. Can we please stop with daylight savings already

#as someone who already struggles with insomnia and consistent sleep patterns #it feels like DST comes around once a year to punch me in the face specifically

[sourkitsch]

Two things that are true at once:

I am not nearly as mentally ill as I’ve convinced myself I am

I am far sicker than I’ve convinced my friends that I am

#:( #my friend and I were talking about post grad plans and we were talking about how our friend is gonna move in w them + their partner #and eventually we got onto how I’m not confident on my ability to pay rent on place by myself #and then they were like omg wait we were actually just looking at a place w 3 bedrooms and thinking about who else we would want to live w #and I literally brushed them off by saying ‘oh no I’m a nightmare to live with’ and they were like no omg it would be so great!!!!!! #it would not be great. and I am hoping whatever these plans are fall through so I don’t have to say anything about it #because I cannot have roommates. my friends have only encountered my ptsd twice and I managed it well enough that I’m pretty sure #no one noticed. but it’s because the vast majority of my triggers are domestic. when I sleep over my moms house I sleep in a bedroom #all the way down the hall away from everything because I cannot hear people’s footsteps by my door or I freak the fuck out #and just the idea of people drinking or doing drugs in a place I live makes me feel like I’m gonna throw up #I’ve tried living in a single dorm before and that was bad enough that I had to move off of campus my sophomore year #I just really really really don’t want to be serious and tell them I can’t #because I know it would be unfair to all of us #I hate that I view myself as a punishment for other people but I know it’s because it is. I would be that crazy roommate that’s brought up #for years afterwards. and it sucks because I like this people even if I know not to trust them #it’s also now a pattern that when I bring something up about me not being normal people think it’s a joke. which maybe it’s my fault #I really need to go back to therapy but do not have the bandwidth to go over the incest thing with a new person right now