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IVE’s Wonyoung thinspo. (If you see an image you captured and would like it taken down, please DM me and I will gladly remove it from this post.)

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McDonald’s. The franchise I’m terrified of is McDonald’s. No particular reason because any other fast food franchise is fine in my brain. Like the same items from somewhere else is fine.

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“Ballet” thinspo. If you see yourself and want your picture removed, please dm me and I’ll gladly take it down.

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Runway Thinspo (None of these images are mine. All images are sourced from Pinterest. If you see your image and would like it taken down, please DM me and I will gladly remove it.)

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Beach/Summer Thinspo (If you see your image and would like it removed, please DM me and I will gladly take it down)

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Hosiery Thinspo (if you see your image and would like it taken down, please dm me. I will gladly take it down.)

I’m back from residential. It helped a lot but I’m really upset rn from going dress shopping.

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Fuck I have a first date on Saturday. I’m so big and heavy and gross. I know it’s virtually impossible but I’m gonna try to lose 5lbs in 2 days. Wish me luck. I’m gonna have to be super strict with myself.

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Fashion Thinspo.

2 days until I go to residential.

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Kpop Thinspo - (If you see an image you captured and you’d like it taken down, please DM me.)

Going to residential treatment in three days. I’ll be offline for a bit.

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Next Goal: 185lbs

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Woke up lighter today. 🦢✨ (I’m not currently starving myself. I’m at a healthy deficit under the care of a dietician for now. )

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I was once the same size as my naturally thin sister. I literally starved myself for months to look like that. Then I had to restore my weight and I’ve never been the same size as her since. It’s my goal now: be either the same size as her or smaller - whatever it takes, as long as it takes. She’s been putting on weight too so hopefully between that and me losing weight, I can finally be the skinny one.

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I’ll be dog sitting for my aunt in a few weeks. I’ll be completely alone for a week. Just me and the dog. So I’m looking forward to just relaxing and getting away from it all for a bit.

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Got a stomach flu this week and lost like [undisclosed] pounds in five days. I know most of it is probably water weight and not actual fat but it feels like a victory.

Unfortunately, that means my ed brain is having a field day and I’ve only gotten more restrictive to “keep up the good work” which we all know is actually “keep sabotaging your own health because you need to feel in control.”

I’m torn between the pride of having control over something for once in my life and feeling guilty for being proud of being sick.

Idk but I just needed to let out my feelings and thoughts before I have a meltdown.

Stay safe and remember that you’re worth recovery.

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Mom: you should stay close again for graduate school

Me, knowing that I want to move so far away that no one can check in regularly to make sure I eat:

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Things My Family Has Actually Said To Me Regarding My Weight (TRIGGERING)

“You’ll never be skinny.” - My Maternal Grandmother

“If you want to lose weight so bad, why don’t you just... control what you eat?” - My Older Sister

“You’re just built to be a fatty. It’s not your fault.” - My Maternal Grandmother

“You used to be so skinny. What happened?” - My Sister (Jokingly but still...)

“Hey. Put that down. Aren’t you trying to lose weight?” - My Mother

“You’ve always been heavy.” - My Mother

“You should probably stop eating so much.” - My Sister

(There’s definitely more but these are the ones that play over and over in my mind.)

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