I know I know writing is for yourself and you should write what you personally will enjoy and others will follow but personally doubt anyone would read my personal deep dive into religious trauma and guilt while being queer in second person pov.
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ok this is not exactly a rant but i've been thinking, as someone who writes, about the way that we female authors present our female characters because in the vast majority of the books I've read, they are mostly the means to an end and the end is a man.
like literally so many female characters have their own growth thrown to the wind and for what? to put a ring on it?
maybe is just not appealing to me as a reader but why can't growth and love coexist? why can't a power angry woman be loved when men are idolized through every shitty and downright abusive and toxic behavior known on god's green earth?
i want my cruel and vindictive and unhinged women to be loved like they hang the moon in the sky for the vile and cruel creatures that they are why do women need to be bite sized or worst need to be punished even if their cruelty is basically a survival instinct while the man can be everything they want regardless of why and how the math isn't mathing
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this is obviously a trivial question compared to the main issue, but i'm deeply disgusted by people reading so many books & mangas with war, genocide, political propaganda, repression, imperialism & colonialism as topics – clearly addressing them as something to reflect on and to give the reader a fictional example of how they look in the real life – and said people even go to the extent of recommend them because “they are real, interesting, food for thinking” and then stay SILENT when all of the above happen in the REAL LIFE.
you all get madder about a fictional character that doesn't exist than about real events, real genocide and ethnic cleansing. you are disgusting.
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went to the bookstore today and i just realize that true crime books look all the same like literally 95% of them look like this
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also while im at it (and by it i mean probably making a fool of myself) i do want to say when i say that i am kind of stupid i am being so genuine. my reading comprehension is so dirt poor.
school did a shit job of teaching me anything and i suppose then it should've been on me to fill in the gaps (grand canyon sized gaps in this case but i digress) but i was struggling just to get thru the days as it was. in english class i learned to just ask my classmates what they thought the answer was to symbolism/meaning questions and then sift thru what they said to find the bits that seemed correct (based on patterns i'd noticed in previous assignments of books/plays/films/etc) and then mash it together until it resembled an original idea. so i never actually learned to think for myself and i'm SOOO MAD at myself for that. did i get thru school with decent grades because of it? yeah sure. but now i haven't even done anything w those good grades except take a couple office admin and accounting/bookkeeping college certificates that im never going to use bc [gestures at my whole situation].
and now i've got piss poor reading comprehension, and i feel foolishly proud of myself when i watch a movie and i figure smth out independently that i then end up learning is like... baby's first symbolism. just skimming the surface of understanding. the sort of thing that everyone else figured out right off the bat and it took me maybe two days of analyzing the movie to figure it out.
head in my hands !!!!!!
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my right arm is so fucked rn lmao this is what always happens, arm gets better -> i start Doing More Things -> i Do Things For Far Too Long -> arm gets worse -> i get depressed bc i Can’t Do Things -> i don’t Do Things -> arm gets better -> repeat forever
nyways, gonna keep plugging away at comms, then unearth the corpse of the last request sitting in my inbox since march, then alternate between ignoring my thesis and Being Completely Normal About Twilight Sparkle, wish me luck
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