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linterteatime · 1 year

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I'm so sorry

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meltedmush · 2 months

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I’m stuck in the 2ha and SVSSS hellhole,,, 😭

#the husky and his white cat shizun #scum villian self saving system #2ha #svsss #mushyrt #I’m so obsessed with these two series right now HELP LMFAO #I LIKE MY ANGST FAR TOO MUCH #AND SQQ IS A CLOWN DRAMA QUEEN AND I LOVE HIM 😭😭#XI SINI CAN RIP OUT MY HEART ANY DAY #I’LL POST SOME SH*TPOSTS LATER

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gay-doodlebug-with-adhd916 · 2 years

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[To be clear, there's nothing disturbing below the "keep reading" lol, this post is just long] - TLDR: The college experience~

I am currently sitting in a dorm that is perpetually always too cold although we live in a very hot area and most other residence halls are too hot because each room here has its own AC unit that we are Not Allowed to Change or Turn Off which just so happens to be completely connected to the ever running ceiling fan. The ceiling

light that is attached to the ceiling fan is somehow too bright and too dim at the same time, it makes everyone look bluish and a little bit Not Alive, the lamps in our room shed light, but somehow do not shed enough. For whatever reason I have been sweating from my armpits more these past couple weeks than I feel like I have my entire life (I have been wearing so much deodorant to no avail) I am sweating while simultaneously So Cold. I can hear awkward, muffled snippets of people's conversations in the dorm rooms next to me as well as someone who has been playing on the slightly out of tune piano in the lobby for the past couple hours. They have been trying to play the melody of the theme song from Up except they keep messing up on the fifth note or so and every time they mess up, instead of correcting the note, they just start over. I have not heard them finish the song. I have been procrastinating on taking my meds for an hour and a half but I don't want to forget about them cause they're the types of meds that I'm... not supposed to procrastinate on taking, so I've just been hitting the snooze button on my alarm and letting my alarm come back around in 9 minute increments just for me to hit snooze again even though my meds are literally within arms length away from me. I have had a three day weekend that I have spent almost exclusively on napping, drawing, and watching comfort movies instead of Doing My Homework like I promised myself I would so I don't fall behind. I also tried to clean this weekend but honestly I cleaned and made messes so evenly that it feels like I'm coming out of this weekend with a side of my room that's about as messy as it was going into this weekend. I haven't seen my roommate in like four or five days so... I'm just hoping she's doing alright. I literally smell so bad and I don't know why, we have communal bathrooms in my residence hall which means that you have to wear shower shoes to avoid picking up diseases except some people think you're supposed to wear shower shoes in the shower and never take them off to avoid all germs and other people think you're supposed to wear shower shoes only to the outside of the shower and leave them in the stall to avoid tracking water throughout the bathroom and hallway, so There Has Been Controversy. Every time I take a shower an unfathomable amount of hair falls out of my head and I have to scramble to catch it and store it with my stuff to make sure it doesn't clog the drain. There is a sickness going around all of campus, but nobody wants to admit that they're sick, so even though we're all coughing up all sorts of unfathomable things and our noses are stuffed up and runny and our brains are all a little fuzzier than usual, we're all just calling it "allergies" that every person on campus mysteriously has. I'm always either eating way too much in the dining halls or forgetting to eat altogether. Everywhere seems to keep being closed whenever I'm hungry, so easy mac and instant oatmeal and random snack food or food that can be made solely using an old microwave have become my hero. Every time I think about textbooks and all the required materials that I have yet to buy I am literally so anxious and feel like I'm close to getting emotional because I Am Broke and I Can't Do This. I feel like both the most productive person and the least productive person I have ever been. I want to call my mom, but I know she is in bed. I am so confused about what is even due despite the fact that I've studied the syllabi for all of my classes and written things down in my planner and taken extensive notes - I'm still somehow missing out on assignments that I need to get done until it's a little bit too late for me to complete them.

If this is not peak college living, I don't know what is.

I literally love college so much, but DANG this is quite a wild experience to say the least.

#freshman life #College living #dorm living #I'm so confused #living with ADHD #sh!tpost?

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valentinbelleyh505 · 17 days

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