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#seriously he doesn’t even like. wave or give thumbs up to people wtf dude do ppl just assume he’s psychic or something???
badolmen · 8 months
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I can fix him*
*bad writing, underutilized gameplay mechanics, characters with unfulfilled potential, funded by bootlickers
#ra speaks#personal#sorry I made dr phone calls and have like. ten minutes til I gotta get ready for first class of the semester. let me have this.#I think I should get every COD game ever for free. it’s MY tax dollars at work after all (actually anything produced w us military funding#should be free I think I can trap even my bootlicker tax hating dad into getting onboard w this one)#anyways. ghosts was…decent. but jfc if you give me a silent protag I expect SOME self awareness in the writing.#why are characters calling to him on comms when they know he won’t respond? why doesn’t he have an AAC device or something more futuristic?#I’m just saying if you explicitly limit a character you need to respect those limits in te writing. it’s not that hard.#like non of the characters even acknowledge that Logan never talks. esp weird when he first meets the ghosts#also. obv not a big fan of ‘all of South America has United into evil space terrorists’ but it was 2013 so ¯\ _(ツ)_/¯#wish we got to see some SDC civis y’know? get a bear on the average attitudes abt the whole. invading the US thing.#(jfc do not get me started on The Wall like this is a 2016 trump voter’s power fantasy)#also Riley was such an interesting mechanic why couldn’t they have at least substituted him w drones or something on the other missions??#you get him for like. two missions. and then he gets shot and you have to protect him (gosh I actually loved that section)#just. it was clear Logan was The Dog Guy with an aptitude for tech. honestly Hesh felt more like the MC than Logan.#and while Logan doesn’t have a ton of personality we can glean as a result of non speaking + ZERO communication at all ever#seriously he doesn’t even like. wave or give thumbs up to people wtf dude do ppl just assume he’s psychic or something???#I do LOVE the few scenes we get with him acting outside of player control/where he actually has agency (Elias’ death. the final cutscene)#and like it’s not much but it’s enough that I WANT to see what happens next#but alas. a decade old game without a true sequel (I think??? haven’t actually looked into it.)#my brother is making fun of me for being a COD gamer now like boy. I have no defense pls be nice to me T-T
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suga-ssi · 7 years
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Why would anyone hate you for asking us to send u requests oh my god ur the best????? Okay so taegi! Jealousy? A lol angsty but ofc happy ending! And with HAPPY ending I mean there has to be a make out session yes. And like forrealz jealousy like something like flirting with someone else? (ofc not really flirting but misunderstanding maybe) :) if I didn't misunderstand that post tho omf also me! I wanna be a friend 😂😂
OMYGOD! Believe it or not, (Well, you’d have to believe coz I’m actually fucking posting it) I finished writing your request! WTF?! I need to sleep! LOL Anyway, I hope you like this (unbeta-ed, partially edited mess. I’ll clean it up, I promise)
Note: Posted on AO3! HERE I don’t think it’s awesome enough to repost… but anyway… just please… don’t. THANKS! :)
Title: Stay
Word count: 3,852
Relationship: TaeGi, TaeJae
Characters: Yoongi, Taehyung, Minjae, Jimin (mentioned), Namjoon (mentioned), Hoseok (mentioned)
Rating: M - Mature content based on loads of swearing, violence (barely), make out scene that even nuns can read LOL, drinking
Summary: People handle jealousy differently but there is only one way to get past it and make each other stay.
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“I think… I think Yoongi’s cheating on me.” Taehyung slurred,as he took one more shot. He seriously lost count after a few minutes, hours?Shit, he realized, he couldn’t even remember how long it has been since theyentered this fucking bar.
“Yoongi? Cheating on you? With what? I mean who? How? Dude’stoo fucking in love with you to even consider that shit. I mean look at you,fuck! Who wouldn’t be?” Minjae answered, barely even having the energy to lifthis head from the table to respond.
“This things… things… Just you… you just know…” Taehyung raisedhis voice in an attempt to prove his point, cause he knew he had a point. He blinked a few times as his vision got blurry. He tried to rub his eyes and he felt the back ofhis hand get damp. Fuck? Was he actually crying?
Minjae lifted his head from the table when he realized thatTaehyung was sobbing. His whole body was shaking as he hugged his legs closerto himself. Minjae immediately moved to sit beside his friend, bringing him intoa tight embrace, rubbing Taehyung’s back as his breath started hitching.
“I can’t…. He just… He won’t…” Tae started, failing to formany complete sentences as he tried to catch his breath. Why won’t the tearsstop? Tae wondered, as his body continued to shake harder under Minjae’s touch.
“SHhh…shhh…shhh” Minjae whispered into Tae’s ear as he triedto calm him down.
Taehyung felt his friend’s breath near his ear, sendingtingly feelings up his spine. How long has it been since Yoongi held him likethis? How long has it been since he felt secured and taken cared of?
Minjae used his thumb to wipe Tae’s tear and gently held hischin to lift Tae’s head up.
“Look at me. Look at me, Kim Taehyung.” Minjae said as heheld Tae’s face in both his hands. “Anyone would be lucky to have you. And ifYoongi doesn’t realize this then he is being a stupid asshole, okay?”
Their faces were now inches away from each other andTaehyung can feel Minjae staring at his lips.
“No, he’s just…” Taehyung answered as he shook his head, backing off a few more inches for safety. He was breathing more evenly now, the close encounter sobbering him up a bit. “Ibarely see him. He has been staying in his studio for hours on end and I knowfor a fact that he isn’t alone.”
“He isn’t? Who is he with? You’re not jealous of Namjoon areyou?”
“No! Fuck! Not Namjoon. That dude’s as straight as a plank.”Taehyung protested, pouring himself another shot of their neglected vodka,spilling some of the alcohol in the process.
“Nope, not Namjoon. Jimin.” Taehyung mumbled as he knockedback his head to take another shot.
“Ji who?”
“Ji… MIIIIINNNNN~~~” Taehyung dragged out, his eyesbarely open. “Tiny ball of sunshine from the fucking Shire. Fluffy as fuck!Always beaming and happy with a fucking smile plastered on his fucking face!Fucking hobbit.”
Taehyung ended dramatically as he paused to pour himselfanother shot.
“Tae, Yoongi isn’t exactly tall either.” Minjae offered.
“Fucking… pay attention, Minjae! We aren’t talking aboutYoongi! We… are talking… about Jimin.” Tae retorted, his hand waving his emptyshot glass in the air.
“Yes. Jimin. okay.” Minjae conceded.
“Jimin” Tae repeated.
Minjae raised both his hands to show surrender, “Okay,Jimin.”
“Why the fuck do you keep saying his name!? You fucking himtoo? Shit! You all gang banging the dude?” Taehyung said loudly, makingMinjae’s eyes open in surprise.
“Fuck. NO! Just… you were. Nevermind. Continue. So Ji…”
Taehyung glared at Minjae, daring him to finish what he wassaying.
“Shit. Just calm the fuck down, Tae. Not saying his name.Noted. So this…  DUDE… has been hangingwith Yoongi in his studio… to record? I suppose?” Minjae asked, his handslowly moving towards the now nearly empty vodka bottle. He really neededanother drink to process the whole thing, but seeing as Taehyung looked sodetermined to be plastered he knew one of them had to get sober.
“And I quote, ‘he has the voice of an angel’, end quote”Taehyung said sarcastically, as he made too many finger quotes.
“Who said? Yoongi?”
“No, fucking Hoseok. Who probably wants to fuck the hobbittoo. Good news for you, you might just get your first orgy, dude.” Tipping thebottle he was now holding towards Minjae.
“How the fuck am I part of this? Anyway, have you evenconsidered the possibility that he might just really be using his lips to singand not to blow your boyfriend?”
“Just sing? Just? Have you seen my boyfriend?” Taehyungasked with pure shock in his voice.
“Pale skin, brooding eyes, I don’t give a shit aura? Yeah,I’ve heard of his work.” Minjae drawled as he took a sip of water. “Of course Iknow Yoongi, Tae.”
“Well… then you know he is fucking sex on legs.” Taehyunganswered in a matter of factly tone,knocking back another shot as he felt like he made his point.
“Not my type.” Minjae murmured but Taehyung wasn’t payingattention.
“It’s just… it’s been weeks since we last had… well… sex.And I know Yoongi.” Tae said calmly. “We used to do it on a daily. But now?Now, he gets home, he falls asleep immediately, too tired to even respond to myquestions about his day. He gets up, bathes, takes his coat, and leaves.”
Minjae just sat in silence, feeling that Taehyung wasn’tdone with his story.
“One morning,” Tae started again, as he poured more alcohol inhis shot glass. “I asked him to check the jean designs I made for this class.He told me he’d look at them after his bath. But then his phone rings and Iheard him taking the call. He entered the other room and startedwhispering. I mean, why be sneaky and shit, right? So I tried to listen fromthe outside. And just… fuck… He sounded so sweet on the phone, praising andcalming down whoever was on the other end of the call.” Taehyung paused as helooked at the shot he was about to take.
“He didn’t even bother to say goodbye. He just took hisjacket and left while he was on the phone.” Taehyung felt his tears welling upagain as he downed the shot he has been holding. “It was like I wasn’t eventhere. He just walked right past me.” He bit his lips in an attempt to stop thetears from falling but they fell anyway
“He has been so secretive and distant.” Silent tears werenow rolling down his cheeks. “And I just miss him so much.” Taehyung almostwhispers as he rests his head on Minjae’s shoulders.
“Shhh…. Tae… It’s going to be alright… shhhh.” Minjae saidas he stroked Tae’s hair.
Tae looked up at him, the distance being too close forMinjae’s comfort. “I don’t want to lose him.” His drunk friend whispers as helooked at him straight in the eyes.
“I can’t lose him.” Taehyung mumbles as his head drops backon Minjae’s shoulders. “I can’t”
“You won’t lose him, Tae.” Minjae answered half-heartedly,knowing full well that he can’t make any promises for Yoongi. But he wasn’taround and Tae needed this right now.
Minutes passed as Minjae waited in silence as he feltTaehyung’s breathing even out.
Minjae somehow managed to pay their bill, hail themselves acab, drag both their drunk asses to the elevator, and eventually throw Tae onthe bed he shared with Yoongi. Funnily enough, the most difficult part wasgetting Tae to find his key to get them inside.
Once inside, Minjae thought it would be good for Tae if hewashed him up and gave him a fresh pair of clothes.
“Good for you, dude. But bad, bad, idea for tipsy me.”Minjae said to himself. He knew the temptation would be too much and he wasn’tthe type to take advantage of a vulnerable guy, no matter how in love he was withsaid vulnerable guy.
In the end, Minjae decided to just cover his friend with ablanket, making sure he was tucked in comfortably.
“Stay.” The voice came out so soft that Minjae thought hehad just imagined it. He looked back at his friend, whose arms were outstretched, trying to reach out to him.
“Stay.” Taehyung repeated needily and it was too much forMinjae to ignore.
He slowly walked back to the bed where Taehyung was and heldthe hand reaching out to him. Minjae knew this was a bad idea but this was justtoo much for him to fight. Yoongi was being a stupid prick and Taehyung neededsomeone. Minjae thought that maybe tonight, just for tonight he could be thatsomeone.
He moved to lie down on the bed, facing Taehyung whose armwas now draped across his waist.
“Yoongi.” Taehyung mumbled in his sleep and Minjae closedhis eyes, trying to imagine his friend saying his name instead. He moved to tryand lie comfortably but he felt Taehyung’s hold tighten when he did.
“Stay.” Tae whispered again as Minjae watched a tear rolldown his sleeping friend’s face.
He wanted to wipe away the tears with his hand but they weretrapped under Taehyung’s embrace at the moment, so Minjae did the only thing hefelt he could do. He moved in closer and kissed the wet mark that the tearleft.
“Yoongi.” He heard his friend whisper again as he felt awarm hand slowly cup his cheek, pulling him closer and Minjae could do nothingelse but brace himself for the impact.
Taehyung’s hand was now on his nape, pushing him to deepenthe kiss. The push was gentle but something more forceful was making Minjaemove forward. Taehyung parted his lips, allowing Minjae to kiss his lower lip.He has always tried to imagine how wonderful this would feel but nothing hasprepared him for this beautiful reality. Taehyung tasted like alcohol with aslight hint of his strawberry lip balm, and in spite of himself, Minjae wantedto taste it more. He slowly slid his tongue between Taehyung’s parted lips,licking every warm surface it touched upon its entry.
His freed hand was now placed on the other’s hip, pullinghim closer. He had to stifle a moan as Taehyung started grinding slowly but the friction elicited a deep moan from Taehyunginstead.  
“Fuck.” Minjae whispered breathily as he gasped for air,before diving back in. Taehyung’s hands maneuvered his head, enabling Minjae toexplore more of Taehyung’s mouth, tongues touching and playing with each other.
This all felt too much and at the same time not enough forMinjae. He slowly moved his hands to feel Taehyung’s warm skin above hiswaistband, fingers slowly dipping lower as he felt himself getting harderagainst Tae’s thighs.
“Tae!” Minjae heard the familiar low, gravelly voice beforehe heard the door slamming against the wall.
Minjae scrambled to get away from Taehyung’s grasp and getas far away from him as possible.Heavy footsteps approached thebed.
“Mother Fucker!” Minjae felt the impact he did not seecoming. His cheek throbbed and his neck creaked as the first blow hit him. Hestumbled backward, losing his footing, barely sobered up brain not fullyregistering what just happened. Before he could even stand he felt another blowas a foot hit his hip. Pain shot up from his hip to his whole body.
“Get out!” the voice boomed. “Get the fuck out!”
Minjae crawled-jumped-ran faster than he ever had his entirelife. Not having the time to look back at the mess he made and at the friend heprobably will never see again.
Taehyung woke up to a door slamming on the wall and all hecould see was a raged Yoongi. Eyes blown up in anger as he made a fist andstormed towards him.
“Mother Fucker!” He heard Yoongi’s deep voice and he wasfrozen on the spot.
He barely registered Minjae scrambling to get out of his bedwhen in a split second, Minjae was on the floor. He saw Yoongi reeling back tokick Minjae but he was too stunned to stop it from happening. He heard Yoongi’sboots come in contact with Minjae’s hip and looked to see Minjae wincing inpain. He was about to get up and stop Yoongi from further hurting his friendbut Yoongi just suddenly stopped moving. He was just looking at the floor, fiststill closed tight but he didn’t move to attack.
“Get out!” Yoongi yelled. “Get the fuck out!”
And Taehyung can only watch as his friend picked himself upand ran for the door.
He was just staring dumbly at Yoongi as he heard the frontdoor close.
“Explain, Tae.” Yoongi’s tone was flat, waiting for Taehyungto say something. Impatience got the better of him and he yelled out before hecould stop himself, “Explain! TAE!”
“I… I… was drunk.” Tae stuttered as he sat up clinging ontohis blanket.
Yoongi started pacing a few steps after hearing Tae’s response but he stopped again right by the footof the bed. “Holy shit! FU… You were drunk?! Is that the best you can do Tae?!”Yoongi’s hand gripping the roots of his own hair.
“I walk into OUR ROOM!! See you fucking YOUR FRIEND!! Andall you can say is that you were… DRUNK?!” Yoongi’s eyes were now fully blownout in anger. His jaw line jutting out as he gritted his teeth.
“I wasn’t fucking Minjae!! I’m not the one who has beenfucking around here!!” Taehyung weakly yelled in response as he knelt on thebed.
“Excuuuuse me? What are you trying to say, Tae?! Spit it thefuck out! Coz I swear to fucking God, I have no patience left right now!”Yoongi answered back, hands still in a fist on his side.
“You!” Tae managed to yell back, standing up to get out ofbed. “You, Mr. Bigshot Producer! Where have you been getting some? Huh?”feeling a bit braver as he towered over his angry boyfriend. His anger nowbuilding as he watched Yoongi stare at him in a confused rage.
“Where? Huh?” Taenudged Yoongi’s chest with his palm, pushing the latter a step backward. “CozGod knows you haven’t been around here long enough to talk, let alone fuck!Your little singing hoe got you tired every fucking night. We don’t even talk for you to know what I have been up to lately! Tell me, Yoongi! Is that bitch’s throatbetter than mine? Or is his fat ass tighter?”
“Fucking who? Jimin?” Yoongi rolled his eyes as he tested ifTae had more to say.
“Yes. Jimin, the ass you keep for yourself inside yourstudio.”
“You have no fucking idea what you’re talking about, Tae.”Yoongi said as he walked out of the room to enter their kitchen.
Taehyung followed Yoongi to the kitchen and saw the otherman opening a can of beer from their fridge.
“Enlighten me then, asshole! Don’t walk out on me during afucking fight!” Taehyung yelled.
“I needed a drink.” Yoongi answered, gulping down the beerbefore he continued. “I wasn’t exactly expecting to see my boyfriend making outwith his jerk friend the moment I entered MY bedroom.”
“Shhi… I thought he was you, okay?!”
“You thought?!” Yoongi chuckled sarcastically. “You… thoughthe was me. BRILLIANT! Did you at any point try to at least open your fuckingeyes while you were making out?” Yoongi spat out angrily.
Taehyung just stared back at Yoongi, not able to give ananswer to the question.
“Didn’t think so.” Yoongi concluded as he took another gulpof his beer.
“I was drunk, okay?” Tae yelled out again. “Only one head ofmine was functioning and unfortunately it wasn’t the one that could think.” Heended his statement almost in a mumble.
“From the looks of it, your mouth was working pretty wellthough.” Yoongi bit back.
“Fuck! Fine! I was wrong! I’m sorry! But it was an accident!Not like your premeditated sneaky escapades with that tiny squeaky singer!”Taehyung shouted, walking out of the kitchen to sit at their sofa.
Yoongi was quick to follow him, beer still in hand as hestood in front of Tae.
“Look, who’s walking out now.” Yoongi teased. “Was that it?Were you jealous of Jimin?”
Taehyung wanted to snap back, to push his anger further but hesaw that Yoongi was dead ass smirking at him now. Sitting down was a wrongmove, Taehyung thought, he knew that the moment he stopped standing over Yoongihe’d feel smaller again.
“Yes,” he replied meekly. “But it’s not unfounded!” He addedweakly.
“It’s not?” Yoongi titled his head and raised his eyebrows,smirk still on his face. “Tell me then.” He said as he sat down beside hisboyfriend.
“It’s just… you’re never around anymore. I have no idea whatyou’re doing most of the time. You pick up his calls so quickly when you’rehome but lately you haven’t even been answering mine.” Taehyung hated that hesounded like a whining a child. He could hear himself and it made him feel morepathetic. To make matters worse, he felt the tell tale stinging that precludedhis tears again. Fuck.
Yoongi was now looking at him with gentle eyes and he couldfeel the other’s hand resting on his thigh. Taehyung needed to stay focused totell Yoongi everything, so he decided to look at his hands as he fiddled withthem on his lap.
He could feel his tears start rolling and his breath washitching once more as he continued, “You never stay around even on the weekends.It was like you were at his every beck and call. You come home not smellinglike yourself. I cook you dinner and you just tell me you ate out with him. Igot an A+ for my last deign line, did you know? Of course you didn’t cause younever even bother to ask anymore.”
Taehyung decided to stop cause his voice was now breakingand it wasn’t helping his case at all.
“Are you done?” Yoongi asked, taking Taehyung’s hand in his and watched Taehyung just sniffle without a response.
“Please look at me, babe.” Yoongi begged and Taehyung lookedat him, rubbing his eyes a bit to prevent more tears from falling.
“Okay, first of all, I’m sorry for not explaining the wholesituation to you before it blew up like this. We’ve been together for more thantwo years now, babe. I don’t know, I was too secure that I thought you alreadyknew how much I love you and that you’d understand without me having to explain. I’msorry. I need to communicate things better.”
Taehyung nodded slowly, breathing still uneven as he waitedfor Yoongi to continue.
“And Jimin? Jimin is a trainee at the company. He isscheduled to debut soon but the whole situation is dependent on the song I’m making for him.The kid has been through a lot and I feel for him. The company has been naggingme about our progress but I want to make sure that all his hard work will payoff. Company keeps calling him, he keeps calling me. Kid’s stressed out of hismind worrying about this. I should have told you all about this sooner. I’msorry if you felt neglected, babe.” Yoongi held Taehyung’s cheek in his hand ashis thumb wiped away the last tears that dropped.
“And lastly.” Yoongi took Taehyung’s hand and held it to hischeek. Taehyung felt his boyfriend’s warmth and it helped in slowly ebbing awayall the anxieties he felt over the past few days. Yoongi then started kissingTae’s hand and Tae closed his eyes to relish the feeling. He missed this.He missed all of this.
“Lastly?” Tae asked.
“Lastly. I love you. I love you, Tae. I love all of you.”Yoongi placed his hand on Tae’s neck as he made their foreheads touch.
Tae giggled softly as he felt a tingly warmth at the pit of hisstomach, his body reacting to the touch he has been longing for.
Yoongi guided Tae towards his lips to a chaste kiss, bringingtheir foreheads together once more as they smiled at each other.
“I love you, Kim Taehyung.” Yoongi whispered as he broughthis lips towards Tae’s eyes.
“I love your dopey looking eyes that disappear when yousmile.” Taehyung closed his eyes and felt Yoongi’s lips on them.
“I love your nose and how you scrunch them when you’refocused on anything.” Yoongi then moved to kiss Tae’s nose.
“I love your neck and how sensitive you get when I kiss it.”His nose trailing Taehyung’s jawline as he slowly moved his lips to leave anopen mouthed kiss on Tae’s neck. Yoongi could feel his boyfriend’s adam’s applebob to swallow as he licked him from his jaw to his collar bone.
“I love your boxy grin and your sinful lips that somehowalways taste like strawberries.” Yoongi cupped Taehyung’s face in his hands andlicked the latter’s lips to force them to open. He bit on Taehyung’s lower lipplayfully as he moved his hand to firmly hold his boyfriend’s neck, moving himin sync with him so he could explore parts of his mouth he wanted to taste.
Yoongi’s lips again worked their way back to Taehyung’sneck. Biting gently on his jaw line before marking them the way he knew hisboyfriend wanted.
Taehyung moaned from the familiar feeling of pleasure anddecided he needed more. He swung his legs over his boyfriend to straddle him, settinghimself against the other man’s hardness. He puts his arms around Yoongi’s neckforcing the latter to look up at him.
For a brief moment he just stared at his boyfriend. Hisporcelain pale skin contrasting against his black hair, his eyes that were blownwith anger earlier were now hooded and lusting, his lips beautifully swollen from theirkissing. He is beautiful, Taehyung thought, and he is mine.
As if reading his thought Yoongi suddenly spoke, “You areamazing, Kim Taehyung. And I’d be the dumbest asshole in the planet if I let someone as talented, sweet, and caring as you get away from me.” He said as he smiled his gummy smile. “Repeat afterme, Tae. I am yours.”
“I am yours.” Taehyung repeated.
“And you are mine.”
“And you are mine.”
Taehyung lowered his head to kiss Yoongi and held on to himin a tight embrace, Yoongi’s arms around his waist holding him in place.
“Yoongi?”
“Yes, love?”
“Stay.”
“As long as you want me.” Yoongi answered back, as he kissedTaehyung a little more needily.
Taehyung felt warmth all around him as their night wore on.His senses were flooded with everything Yoongi and he wanted to bask in it for aslong as he can. He didn’t know how long what they had would last, but for now he was sure.Here is where he wanted to stay.
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