#sense of loss

[butchfalin]

the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

#yeehaw #1k #5k #10k #posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours? #also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that! #unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference #edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense #also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags #1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now #he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic #2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign #like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock #3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing #it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is #extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once #it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life #i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about #Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect #if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it #aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week

[ruporas]

don’t worry about me. goodbye, big brother

#dungeon meshi #dunmeshi #laios touden #falin touden #blood tw #ruporas art #the anime adaption of this scene was kinda crazy i wont lie… the development and build towards #this reveal was likee woahhh Damnnnn…. even with all the knowledge of the rest of the manga #it gave me a diff sense of horror to laios’ loss

[prabodhjamwal]

Heed the voices from Ladakh

“The deepening sense of disillusionment, stemming from disenfranchisement, lack of job opportunities, and overall feeling of loss, needs to be addressed” Sajjad Kargili* Since its establishment as a Union Territory, Ladakh has been navigating a complex landscape of evolving demands and sentiments among its leaders and residents. The initial declaration of Ladakh as a separate entity from Jammu…

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#Abrogation of Article 370 #Democracy #disenfranchisement #Disillusionment #Fragile Ecology #Kargil #Kargil Democratc Alliance #Kashmir-centric rule #KDA #LAB #Ladakh #LAHDC Kargil #LAHDC Leh #Leh #Leh Apex Body #sense of loss #Sensitive Environment #Unemployment #Union Territories

[finding-hope-strength-courage]

Shared From Instagram, Not My Own Post.

#Mental Health #Grief #Loss #Bereavement #Grieving #Losing Parents #Sense of Loss #Understanding Grief #Instagram

[guinevereslancelot]

it's a beautiful day at the roman senate and you are a horrible goose

#happy ides i have no idea how a toga would even begin to look onna goose #i am aware the toga makes no sense but i was at a loss how to put it on the goose 😂 #ides of march #julius caesar #horrible goose #peace was never an option #memes #tumblr meme calendar #this has been a shitpost #humor #bad ms paint meme fr #how is this at 1k lmao

[uncanny-tranny]

I think it's incredibly important to remind folks on testosterone or folks who want to reverse patterned baldness about their options, but man, does it sometimes suck wondering how much of our insecurities about our hair stem from backwards beliefs that to strive towards beauty is not only preferable but "makes you good."

As someone with a rather masculinized body pre-medical transition, patterned baldness has always seemed neutral. Hair is incredibly important (hell, much of my own energy is spent on my hair because I like it), but the pressure to have hair, to have hair the "right way" is something that I absolutely loathe.

I'm not here to judge people who don't want patterned hair loss or baldness, I'm here to say that those traits will never make you lesser. Not only is it neutral, but it is also just as worthy and beautiful.

#trans #transgender #lgbt #lgbtq #ftm #mtf #nonbinary #this especially goes for folks who may be transfem or trans women experiencing patterned hair loss/baldness #i love you and think you are gorgeous<3 #i mentioned trans folks going on t because that's a lot of my own experience #i already had a somewhat masc hairline before t and now it's just settling in... #...i found that i'm fortunate in that way for having an already masculine body and i think that's why my changes are more... #...like unpacking your house rather than moving to a new home if that makes sense #but i find that the beauty culture around hair adds even more unnecessary stress for those who want or value their hair #i am beauty culture's number one hater

[approximateknowledge]

once you learn enough about evolutionary biology you start seeing ghosts everywhere

#everything alive carries within it the traces of its ancestors' niches #and also some niches are just eerily *empty* where they were once full #and im not talking like “the megafauna here got eradicated by human intervention and hunting and habitat loss” #i mean it in the “there hasn't been a proper aerial macropredator since the azadrchids went extinct 65 million years ago”-sense #which is something you cannot unthink or unsee #especially in island ecosystems

[teleostuber]

its all you've got

#something something finding comfort in ur rage clinging 2 a sense of loss bc u have nothing else blah blhablha #everymanhybrid #habit emh #evan myers #emh #drawing

[greelin]

true

#everyone saying ‘loss’ what’s it like to have no personality or common sense whatsoever

[ofswordsandpens]

the difference in Percy's water healing power in the show vs the movie is actually kind of interesting because while subtle, in the show the water heals his injury and then his blood is washed away, but in the movie you can actually see the water push Percy's blood back inside his body as its healing him... and I cannot believe I'm saying this but I think I like the movie's depiction of this power more because of that???

#also I think the effect in the movie is more obvious than in the show #which I kinda like too #honestly I didn't even realize what the movie had done before I saw what the show did instead #but it makes just SO MUCH SENSE from a healing standpoint to push the blood back inside???? #so he's not dealing with the effects of blood loss??? #its very interesting!! #it would also makes sense why every time percy gets injured the moment he's in water he's like: #/WOW! I have a major rush of energy!!!/ #like yeah not only is your injury healed but your life force was literally pushed back inside of you!! #I bet that feels pretty revitalizing!! #pjo #pjo adaptation #percy jackson #mine #pjo show crit

[mello-hello]

What fucks me up about Neds death is he didn't have any reason to be there. Duck and Aubrey were fated or whatever to go to Sylvain and get wrapped up in all this but Ned just happened to see barclay in the forest, accidentally hit the gate with his car that night, anything had changed and Ned would have lived because he never would have met Aubrey and Duck. He wouldn't have died thinking everyone hated him. But then Ned wouldn't have been loved. There'd be no Statue of Ned, no "Last Episode of Saturday Night Dead" playing, Aubrey and Ned wouldn't have found a family in each other. Im gonna be sick about this arc. Ned Chicane the character ever.

#taz #taz amnesty #ned chicane #aubrey little #duck newton #You guys dont understand. #I felt more loss and greif over him than like my actual family members. #BUT LIKE. #HE COULD HAVE LIVED. HE HAD LUCK #YES NARATIVELY IT MADE SENSE BUT AUBREY NEEDED A DAD/UNCLE/GRUNKLE STAN :(. #Characters who died thinking they were hated when they were the most loved my fsvorite amd most hated troupe. #(It makes me sad but its so good)

[kabukiaku]

Omega is scared of losing Terzo :(

also damn what a dramatic mood shift from my last post amiright?!

#my art #terzomega #terzo x omega #papa emeritus iii #omega ghoul #i have backlog of art again lol #this one is a week or two old #anyways oh youch ouchhh omigod omega having to deal with the loss of terzo ummmm noooo #maybe this is before....yknow....*slicing motion over neck* #and omega just feels a sense of dread that day

[corpusprion]

The most soul-wrenching version of Crocomom/Crocodad that my brain has cooked up is the

“Crocodile wanted to keep his child but was essentially told that the child he just gave birth to died and he’s not given the chance to see said son even once.” (aka we are lying to you for some reason and your son has been whisked away by the baby daddy)

So now he’s been emotionally shattered and has become so deeply bitter and guarded. Better to focus on a grand plan, burn the past away and devote himself to the future. Then when it hits, the the realization that his son is right there and still talking to him after he previously tried to kill him is going to completely break him again

also severe denial at any initial gut feeling that something is up with this rubber kid.tm

Its rooted itself into my skull and it aches

#crocomom #crocodad #one piece #ramblings #Idk this one just makes a lot of sense to me + the sudden shift as soon as luffy’s father is confirmed #yknow #worth adding context but my immediate family suffered multiple pregnancy losses and I kind of feel that this is a plausible crocomom angle

[white-collar-cannibal]

Generation Loss // "i love when tragedies are like", tumblr user star peace

#genloss #generation loss #this is love in the capital L Love platonic familial human compassion sense to be clear

[somecunttookmyurl]

someone (blocked immediately for total lack of reading comprehension) in my notes proclaiming they make jewellery with "real gemstones" in that they can't even get people to "pay the cost of the stones" on because that would be $200-300 and i have never read a bigger load of bullshit in my life

ma'am if your supplier is charging you two hundred fucking dollars for enough gemstones to make one piece of jewellery you are a victim of the biggest scam since ea nasir. you can go and buy fully made fine jewellery for less than that and deconstruct it.

#'it can't be true that other people make a profit on jewellery because i have negative 25 business sense #and for some reason pay more for raw materials than it would cost to go to a jeweller for earrings' #buddy if you're making a loss on real stone & gold jewellery that is a you problem you have to ACTIVELY TRY to do that

[canonkiller]

do you consider your self made?

#my art #self portrait of sorts #been musing a lot on disability recently and how being relatively freshly unable to do Most Things has changed my perspective on things #for a long time growing up i was fixated on the idea of being An Impact On The World yknow? mainly the next Big Writer #(and that it would be sooo impressive that everyone would make my books bestsellers when i was only 12 because it was That Good) #and i mean. obviously that didnt work out as originally planned because i was 12 and learning. but I've felt a lot like #I've kind of built my sense of self on those big achievements. even if they were only big to me. and a lot of them #are now out of reach or very difficult to reach. and it's been a lot to. recontextualize #to take what ive been told my whole life and ignore it in favor of just being being enough. #things will happen as they happen. i havent earned anything by suffering but it hasnt ended the world either #im here doing what i Can do for as long as I'm able to do it. and thats all i need to be for now #just making sure that i Do do the things i can do rather than assume i can do them later #anyways. love you #cw: #top nudity #artistic nudity #the dreaded ambiguously presenting nipple #if you put any pro weight loss eating disorder shit on here ill kill you btw #my body is sexy because im in it and im still alive. not because its struggling to stay that way #lindwormposting