PMATGA Self insert OC: Marina Orbsworth
Marina ain't my IRL name, and I refuse to use it for personal reasons.
Anyway, this is actually a redesign of a previous OC (make that two) of mine, and she's meant to replace my current PMATGA sona.
She is currently a water ghost, and has the ability to summon water from moisture in the air and weaponize it. In her life she was (and pretty much still is) a lieutenant of sorts for Betrayus.
Personality wise, she is socially awkward yet devoted to her position, and has actual genuine respect from Betrayus' army unlike the poor Lord himself. She tends to be very blunt and honest, but isn't without a sense of humor. She can have a bit of a temper at times, but tries to refrain from lashing out at the other ghosts. If she does, she will immediately apologize, deeply ashamed. She possesses a deep sense of loyalty and care towards those close to her. But her most notable trait is quite possibly... her deep, passionate love for her boss (lol self ship go brrr haha funni). Poor Betrayus is completely oblivious, and it might be best that way.
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Mixels self insert OC: Nia
Nia is not my name IRL, and I refuse to use it for personal reasons.
Anyway, this is actually a redesign of a previous OC (back in February 2024) of mine, and she's meant to replace my old Mixels sona.
She is currently a shy nixel and has the ability to attack anyone from being teased by others.
Personality wise, she is socially awkward yet sensitive to her position, and has actual genuine respect from the Nixel army unlike the Nixel King himself.
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fellow secret f/o havers i am holding your hands and handshaking you even.
just remember you aren’t any less of a selfshipper by keeping your f/o secret, that those feelings of being left out by wanting to interact with those reblog games or want you and your f/o to be drawn are super duper valid.
your secret f/o(s) love you super duper much whether it be romantic, platonic, queerplatonic, familial, anything, yes even if you maybe havent consumed the media they’ve been from for a while or you think you dont give them as much attention as your other f/os (if you have other f/os). of course they love you even if you don’t post or gush so much about them.
also you deserve $500000 dollars in cash
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Pikelan is probably the most complex CR ship and more people need to realize that instead of branding it as the "haha funny gnomes" ship.
because the entirely of Pikelan revolves around Scanlan, a very charismatic bard who flirts with literally everyone around him but is head-over-heels in love with his cleric friend but is tragically dogshit at expressing it so he resorts to doing crude bits and gags that ultimatly mask who he truly is.
And then you have Pike, a cleric brimming with self-confidence, who absolutely loves Scanlan for who he is, but is constantly getting mixed signals, because on one hand, he's constantly doing crude jokes and flirting with every person he sets his sights on (even so far as going after his unknown daughter) but on another, he tenderly holds her while she's bleeding and he's constantly at her side during battle and even tends to her emaciated brother for her and it's beautiful to watch, but the moment, the moment she brings it up, he reverts back to his crass personality and it just leaves her reeling about who he truly is.
And then we get to Bards Lament, and Scanlan, after tip-toeing around his true emotions for so long, finally snaps and lets everything he's been feeling (all the pain, and self-loathing manifested as anger towards everyone else, because even in his darkest moment, he's still so dogshit at expressing it for what it truly is) and Pike, who's been wrestling with these mixed signals, finally gets his true feelings on what he feels, calling her magic weird, hating that the same magic that has kept him alive and safe for so long brought him back to his sad existence, hating her for doing it. In the end, Scanlan leaves, just as Pike left the first time and the second time. And Pike stays behind, watching as he heads towards somewhere where she cant follow, abandoning the team and her and grog and everything they've built for themselves. She loves him, and him leaving brings her to that point.
The two are split apart, and despite the anger and hurt, the need for connection with each other is so strong. Scanlan reveals that he dident fully leave Taldorei at first, that he was only 20 miles away in another town entirely, listening to Pike's earing conversations. And eventually, when Scanlan is on another continent, he finds a temple of the Everlight (or just simply begins talking to Everlight) and prays, prays for guidance on finding forgiveness for what he said and did. He's deeply in love with pike, and still is, going to her god for answers to his problems, the quickest connection to Pike that he has between one giant ocean and a continent.
And Pike, despite holding a very rightful disdain for what he said to her, keeps him up to date, informs him of her happenings with the people of Whitestone. She should fucking hate his guts and yet the person she wants to speak to at the end of her day is a bard who (for all she knows) threw his earing away and traveled to some far off place, forever gone from Vox Machina, from her. Yet she keeps speaking.
They switch roles, with Scanlan becoming the quiet solitary one seeking forgiveness for his actions and Pike becoming the people oriented one.
When they reunite, it's tense and sad and angry. So many things said in anger and hurt and they don't really know where to step in the case that something, anything might send them back to that angry, angry place. And suddenly their back at the same place they were before, before the fight.
Pike is, again, trying so hard to sift through the mixed signals he's giving because he's being Scanlan again! Charming bard, essential party member, more confident than he's ever been! but now he's standing near the back and holding his hands and apologizing with a soft voice that she hasn't heard in over a year and a half and rebuilding the bridges he's burned and she doesn't know what to think!
And Scanlan is giving an honest effort at trying to fix what he's broken. He's working harder than ever, he's apologizing. He tries very hard to have conversations with people and fixing what he can. But, again, he's Scanlan, who is less dogshit at expressing what he feels, but still pretty dogshit none the less, and now he's a crime boss and still a beloved bard, but he's also surrounded by the friends, some of them he loves so dearly and he's trying, he's trying so hard
Eventually, everything is forgiven and in the end, Pike and Scanlan come to term with themselves and each other. Pike comes to terms with knowing that Scanlan is a complex person, a broken person just trying to figure his way through this world, just as she had done.
in the end, Pike becomes the person Scanlan feels the most free to be around, one where he doesn't have to put on the mask of a performer, where he can just be Scanlan the gnome instead of Scanlan, bard extraordinaire. and Pike comes to terms with knowing that Scanlan is a complex person, a broken person just trying to figure his way through this world, just as she had done before.
and together, they are beautiful reflection of each other.
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imagine you're very gently teasing your F/O's cock -- grazing your fingertips along their shaft, cupping their balls, giving it long, slow licks from base to tip -- their teeth are clenched, and they're barely restraining themself from fucking into your fist/mouth, and they beg you to do something more, anything, but you don't 😊 the more they ask, the more they have to wait! even better if they're cuffed or tied to something 🤭
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Imagine your f/o's thoughts jumping to you first when they want to do something with someone. It can be something as mundane as a grocery store trip. They want you there because your company makes them happy. It makes boring tasks just a little more bearable, because if you're there they can make you laugh, just as you make them. If it's somewhere fun or special, of course they'd want you there. What better way is there to have a good time than spending it with someone you care about? Maybe it's just watching that new show. They were going to watch it anyway, but maybe you might want to see it too. Or maybe you've already started it or even seen the whole thing. Still, they want you there. Because they love you and want to spend time together. Just being in each other's presence is enough. You dont even have to be doing something together. They just want to be near you. And they know they can go to you just as you could easily go to them.
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