Don't question what logical loops I had to leap through to make this happen, Shockwave's already doing that for y'all :)
do you think in universes where empurata exists that shockwave can remember the feeling of having a face? of remembering seeing from two eyes instead of one? does his head burn in pain as a twitch of non-existant lips spark incomplete pathways through his brain, does he miss the sensation of teeth and tongue beneath those twitching lips, heavy against the bottom of the mouth he no longer has?
Normally I'm a fierce supporter of the Oxford comma. It's not needed here though, the sentence works either way. "we have the military christofacist tumor known as Colorado Springs, and semi-regular outbreaks of Bubonic plague because people keep petting prairie dogs and Lauren Boebert."
I'm a stickler for the oxford comma unless it's absence is funny.
man. i just want monday to come so that i can arrive before the building opens and. after getting in. jjjust going straight to the rooms with blackboards and. draw ultrakill shit on it. gabv1el. sfw gabv1el or else i will get killed by school staff. gabv1el nonetheless.
(then maybe draw something else cause. i don't want to disgust people from the ultrakilly by shoving the gay angel and nikon down their throats. milk-chan and mimirge. samarie. poor babyboy levi. uhhh. uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh)
just a sappy psa that I appreciate any and all comments on my traditional work. a lot.
Bridging the gap between physical and digital art has always been difficult for me due to the way paintings are perceived in person vs as images (imitations) in a screen, somewhat due to the attitudes of my mentors for both. Unfortunately, I cannot drag you all to a nicely lit studio to peer at the little brushstrokes and layers in the work, or print a true-to-form version of my digital work and hang it up on a wall (there is a lot more to be said about that in another post). Art is, quite plainly, different when the viewer is face to face with 3 ft of manual labor. So seeing people love what I often consider to be "lesser" forms of my work is so, so inspiring, and is frankly a reality check.
When I get over the fact that few cameras or lighting scenarios can live up to my expectations for photo quality, I will be happy to share more of my work from the last 3 years that has, for the most part, gone unseen by the audience that has supported me for much longer.
Was suddenly overcome by nostalgia and in a frenzy wrote my own english lyrics for Sakura Kiss (Ouran HSHC) just now while in the shower MFNSMND it was fun and I'm actually p proud of these... Sharing in case anyone wants to do a cover w these lyrics!!🥹 (pls credit and show me if u do🥺)
I also did a v quick recording (v out of breath😵💫) to show how the lyrics match up w the song 🫣 LMAO (i dropped my phone in the beginning KFJSJ)
EDIT: I did a new cover here! A bit less out of breath this time🤧
(raw text under cut)
Sakura Kiss
(milkbreadtoast ver)
KISS KISS FALL IN LOVE (HEY HEY HEY)
I've realized that all this time... you've always been right here with me
But is it hate, or like, or am I going crazy?
If i could look inside my heart
and see my feelings clear as day,
lady or host, it doesn't(/wouldn't) matter either way.
When love comes into our lives,
we dont always know why
but when i look in your eyes...
MAYBE YOU'RE MY LOVE
I want(/need) to see you now
so I can give you a cherry blossom kiss, and if your heartbeat skips then it's love you know!
i get so frustrated talking about intersex stuff bc i still feel like no one believes me and nobody is listening to us in general and i still feel the shame of being viewed as other and a monster by others who saw my body when i was a teen that hurts me to this day