#rat brain hours

[fernsfabulousfloweringfacility]

Shoutout to @xmaruu11 and @kitsuneisi for wrecking my brain and destroying my life with this stunning au

#ddvau #desert duo vigilante au #cute guy grian #hot guy grian #scarian #hermitshipping #trafficshipping #genuinely seldom have i been overtaken as quickly as this au has infiltrated my brain but i have been sketching all day and painting #the last like. 3 hours #i have so many sketches guys i feel deranged #like the rat controlling me has been testing drugs for the government #mcyt

[turtletoria]

my favorite wordgirl character, jerma

#turtlearts #wordgirl #wg #jerma #dr two brains #steven boxleitner #ok funny story. my lockscreen is fanart of jerma right #and my mama saw it and said is this the guy you like? and i was like :D YAS ITS JERMA 985 MY FAVORITE GUY #and my mama was like oh is that the guy you draw all the time? and i was like draw all the time?? i havent really drawn jerma all that much- #WAIT. OH. OHHHH..... #my mama confused steven with jerma. i exploded #but also yeah i see the similarity so much #ive come to the conclusion that i like 1 (one) kind of white guy and theyre weird and funny guys that have a rodent motif #jerma and steven and will wood are all the same to me. sorry #jerma is the rats rats we are the rats guy. 2 brains is self explanatory. will wood has lovely pet rats. #and he sings about them. his new album even has the rat motif and i love love tomcat disposables argggghhh #oogh. i want a pet rat. lovely creatures #also why do i keep putting so much effort into what should otherwise be low effort memes???????? its driving me insane #it makes the joke unfunny and the payoff doesnt equal the amt of work that went into it!!!!!!!!! arrrrgggghhh #i literally spent so many hours on the burger one and i hate it so much. cries

[hazelnutnebula]

💥💔  H E A R T A C H E  💔💥  

#Mad Rat Dead #mrd #Heart #Mad Heart #Fanart #sketches #scribbles #doodles #eyestrain #uuhh og sketch for this is frooom.. . last year?? ?? ?? mid/early i THINK . IDONT REMBOR #i was gon a make a nice piece based off it. but. i have a lil brain insanity hours and just smash ym face against the tablet #also warmup or something? i gUESS?? ? #also also. how many fingers i give heart always changes?? so yeaheyaya

[roombagreyjoy]

I am now Healed (finally uninstalled TikTok)

#i dowloaded it during the pandemic and have been going in and out of it since #the longest my ape brain has gone without the need for it to fulfill some depraved sense of immediate content related gratification #was a couple weeks #so we'll see how this goes #(i had to install a time block. i had to parental control myself. ape brain is a curse i'd go i want heeheehoohoo videos NOW) #going through withdrawal (24 hours without instagram and tiktok) #i wouldn't even POST on instagram and tiktok. i'd just watch videos like a braindead rat #no one can fix me so i have to fix myself #also i had caffeine before an important meeting and i'm shaking. while laying in bed scrolling through tumblr because. you know *gestures* #stressed but not enough to actually get moving until the last possible minute #avoidant behaviour realness 💅 #personal

[davidtennantpussytulpa]

#i feel like i am alone in this world….. like as long as its not the ass crack of dawn i am going like 2 hours early turning my brain off #and letting that architecture slowly guide me like im a rat in a maze #polls #mine

[wild-moss-art]

someone stop me im turning into a monster

#dimitri alexandre blaiddyd #claude von riegan #dimiclaude #dmcl #claumitri #again #ship tags #what the fuck #my art #they are rats #they are rats in love #this is a joke #<3 #low effort memes #this was actually moderate effort I spent like an hour on it lmfao #blame dmcl disc!!! #they rotted my whole brain #myart

[soldier-poet-king]

I need to get buff. I need to get buff SO BAD

#IT WOULD FIX ME #not even like insanely buff i just wanna be like. STEONG GIRL?? FARM?Meme #it would maybe make the brain scream less #UNFORTUNATELY ive also got a bitch ass hip and internal organs and im tired all the time ans theres not enough hours in the day #weirdly i would THRIVE as a gym rat were i not the. sleepiest person on earth #i want a stronger upper body and core and i want to feel in control #but my GODDAM HIP #its misaligned not injured so maybe i just gotta. force my way thru it #also problem: i dont fuckin like eating meat #how do u buff up. i hate meat #i cant just buff up on peanut butter and high protein dairy #and im not going to use protein powder its gross and also id just end up putting on hip weight with my luck #but anyway yeah if i do not get strong soon i am going to scream

[sobs-groovily]

I drew part of a comic (The adventures of Jane doe) from a fic that @neverendingcarnival wrote! ^^ I’m gonna do the rest of it but I have to go out soon I figured I’d post this part of it now :) it’s kinda messy so I’lol probably fix that later too! :D

#this took me like an hour #ik u can’t tell bc is very messy #but it was fun to make :) #just wanted to get it out of my rat brain #I will clean it up later tho

[arolesbianism]

Every day I mourn the fact that none of my family and friends give a single shit abt oni lore, I don't wanna keep repeating shit I've already said before on here but every now and then I just remember the horrors™ and nearly explode not being able to scream abt it again

#rat rambles #oni posting #just everytime I think abt olivia's 1500 cycle onwards logs I want to start biting things #shes soooo fucked up and tragic and she doesnt get any closure and she never will and I LOVE it #I fucking love her so much she rewired my brain so hard shes like one of The blorbos of all time #damn you klei you rly know how to make characters that destroy me beyond repair (hi carter twins) #I still find it fun imagining olivia and jackie interacting with the dont starve cast even if they wouldn't like most of them #I have lightly changed my mind on one dynamic tho #I still think that jackie would be stressed out by all the kiddos and would at least dislike them. but. #I do think she could end up kind of getting along with walter #like look at me. she was probably just like him as a kid. she would hate him for it but they could also talk for hours. #hed start sharing fun facts abt his bug collection and jackie would start lecturing him abt ants or whatever and hed think shes so cool #I think olivia still wouldn't like him tho but that's purely because hed probably stress her out #same with the rest of the kiddos I think if you put webber in the room with the two of them theyd both have a breakdown #not because hes a spider solely because hes a little boy who probably just asked them if he can have icecream #and wendy and abby would just be a situation of them not knowing how to talk to kids let alone depressed kids #oh and theyd probably also be stressed out by wurt for basic they dont know how to deal with kids reasons #rly the two would just hang out with wickerbottom and no one else if they could help it #except wanda they'd bother her non stop to the point shed start avoiding them lol #you see Im sure plenty of the cast wouldnt like olivia and jackie either because of just how much they wouldn't take magic as an answer #not that theyd be like no that cant be real cause thatd be magic theyd more likely start sciencing out the mechanics of all the magic stuff #in practical terms while also refusing to call it magic #and worst of all knowing them theyd probably get results because fuck man they brute forced their way into time travel (sort of) so why not #so itd just be maxwell being soooo pissed as the two somehow manage to replicate his spells without the codex #dont let them meet wagstaff then itd rly be jover

[garlique]

no one knows how much i want a goddamn cig

#but i cant talk about it !! i must be quiet!! #rly i want a disposable vape in the flavor of orbit sweet mint gum and i want to hit it for hours and hours and hours #screaming crying throwing up its been over 2 months and i still WANTTTTTTTT #but like scream ethan is only two weeks in and im so scared that if i actually let him know how it's still affecting me #that he'll go oh god and give up again and then we'll have to break up #because i really just feel like we have to be on the same page about it yknow?? #like we can either both smoke or both not smoke but i felt like i was fucking DYING the two months he was on cigs and i was quitted #idc if we smoke but we cant straddle that divide again i will kill him #and as much as i want a cig or a vape rn i know that overall im WAY happier being a nonsmoker #like my little autistic rat brain is still getting used to being off it but it really just shows me #HOW much of my life was structured around nicotine #and i know that by the time its been a year of no cigs it'll feel like a horrid memory but my god this process sucks ARSE #but again i cant talk about it so i just live lmao

[sweaters-and-vertigo]

flirting 101

#I REALLY DID HAVE A PANIC ATTACK ABOUT THAT #I WAS CERY UNWELL FOR NEARLY FIVE HOURS #panic attacks #panic attacks suck but dammit i’m goood at flirting #rat brain is my discord user so….. ‘they’ is me.. i call myself that. and also………. my pronouns are they/them so i’m them too #i am really really really high right now #is this funny? idk #the nightmares #anywho #this is how to flirt #flirting #i’m. watching gotham and the cop is. committing police brutality. #gotham #gotham show #alfred was just STABBED by that snitch spy #and bruce was traumatized AGAIN #alfred pennyworth #bruce wayne #and i love cats #caaaaaaaaaats #imagine your otp #dialogue prompt #here’s an ‘incorrect quote’ for ya BITCHES #incorrect quotes #is that enough tags #i’m stream of consciousness tagging rn #because i am so high

[cappyjara]

seeing the mario movie in like an hour letsa gooooooo

#id in alt text #i can Finally stop dodging spoilers now holy shit #i may not show it but i am a mario bros stan till i die #and i apologize in advance for the person i will become if the movie is good. its gonna do Something to my brain chemistry i just know it #like ok the sonic movie right? ive mentioned how i really liked those movies before right? well #going into it i a)had little attachment to sonic aside from just thinking hes neat and b)wouldnt have been shocked if it was bad #so when it was Good i was pleasantly surprised and found a new appreciation for the series #but mario?hes my good friend. my special little guy. the short king to rule them all. you dont know How Many hours ive put into mario games #and theres already been One bad mario movie. and this ones being made by illumination. and the whole crisp rat thing(still kinda salty btw) #idk man my guy needs a w here. he needs somethin good goin for him in the film department #and while ive been dodging spoilers what ive seen so far has been fairly positive??? but that doesnt mean i cant be worried abt it #yallre lucky im not constantly blogging my every thought here or else youd never hear the end of the same 3 thoughts about mario and luigi #smb #super mario #mario movie #capital says things #my edits

[konnorhasapen]

Quinn kidnaps Angel:

The Shaw Pack is hunting that fucker down:

Or Tank going after them themself because they know exactly where he went and took Angel with him (and this rock version of Running Up That Hill is what I call a reprise on my 17 and a half hour sam and darlin playlist-)

#silly little thoughts in my teeny tiny little rat brain #im so excited for this to go down #ive got the anticipation shakes #koobs 17 hour playlist garbage #redacted audio #redacted asmr #redactedverse #redacted quinn #redacted angel #redacted shaw pack #redacted tank #Spotify

[ratboyinastarrycoat]

i think its silly that one of my biggest comfort ytbers is a dude that collects guns and dresses like my uncle and talks about government-grown weaponized catboys sometimes and also is a youth pastor that listens to mcr a lot. like isnt that wild 

#this is about wendigoon btw #bc theres nothing my little nd rat brain likes more than a 2+ hour video essay about weird books this dude read one time #gives me something to Do. like i can be doing something else at the time but in my soul?? #i will be Doing The Other Thing

[doctorwhoisadhd]

the library is being really inscrutable about Whether Or Not I Can Pick Up My Fucking Books, i CANT walk anywhere in under 45 minutes despite being a 6 minute drive from the library and the nearest place where u can buy food, and my mother went to fuckign COSTCO today and only bought chips that SUCK. im going to start biting.

#ari opinion hour #you know how rat park the rats didnt use the morphine cause they had things to do #well i cant even do that caude i dont have my own shit . my parents have alcohol but im not sposed to be taking it #so im really trying to not go overboard. FUCK #please understand i am posting this from a place of extreme desperation rn #when im at school and i have people to see and places i can WALK IN UNDER 45 MINUTES #i have the ability to NOT be like GOD I NEED TO NO LONGER HAVE A BRAIN. #THERE IS NO REASON WHY WE HAVE TO BE AN INGREDIENTS HOUSEHOLD #my mom was in the car w me n sibling recently and the way she talked abt ppl walking places made it . #ABUNDANTLY. clear #that she had no idea how FUCKING bad it is here when you dont Have. a stupid fucking drivers license!!!!! #ive been trapped here for. YEARS. bc when i was 16 i didnt wanna get my permit bc j hadnt changed my name legally just yet #and th en covid happened like RIGHT after everything wrt name change / birtg cert was done and now here i am still no drivers license!!!